“If Proteus like your journey, when you come,
  No matter who’s displeas’d when you are gone;
  I fear me he will scarce be pleas’d withal.”

The way was clear, and Eleanor wrote to Fiji as she had said.  She could not however get rid of her surprise that her mother had permitted the tenor of these letters to be what it was.  What had moved Mrs. Powle, so to act against all her likings and habits of action?  How came she to allow her daughter to go to the South Seas and be a missionary?

Several things which Eleanor knew nothing of, and which so affected the drift of Mrs. Powle’s current of life that she was only, according to custom, sailing with it and not struggling against it.  When people seem to act unlike themselves, it is either that you do not know themselves, or do not know some other things which they know.  So in this case.  For one thing, to name the greatest first, Mr. Carlisle was unmistakeably turning his attention to another lady, a new star in the world of society; an earl’s daughter and an heiress.  Whether heart-whole or not, which was best known to himself, Mr. Carlisle was prosecuting his addresses in this new quarter with undoubted zeal and determination.  It was not the time for Eleanor now to come home!  Let her do anything else, ­was the dictate of pride. Now to come home, or even not to come home, remaining Eleanor Powle, was to confess in the world’s eye a lamentably lost game; to take place as a rejected or vainly ambitious girl; the would-have-been lady of Rythdale.  Anything but that!  Eleanor might almost better die at once.  She would not only have ruined her own prospects, but would greatly injure those of Julia, on whom her mother’s hopes and pride were now all staked.  Alfred was taken from her and put under guardians; Mrs. Powle did not build anything on him; he was a boy, and when he was a man he would be only Alfred Powle.  Julia promised to be a beauty; on her making a fine match rested all Mrs. Powle’s expectations from this world; and she was determined to spare no pains, expense, nor precautions.  Therefore she resolved that the sisters should not be together, cost what it might.  Good bye to all her cares or hopes on Julia’s behalf, looking to a great establishment, if Julia became a Methodist!  She might go on a farm like her aunt and sell cheeses.  The thought of those cheeses froze the blood in Mrs. Powle’s veins; that was a characteristic of good blood, she firmly believed.  Therefore on every account, for every reason, nothing better could happen than that Eleanor should go to the South Seas.  She would escape the shame of coming home; Julia would be out of danger of religious contamination; and she herself would be saved from the necessary odium of keeping one daughter in banishment and the other in seclusion; which odium she must incur if both of them remained in England and neither of them ever saw the other.  All this would be cleverly saved.  Then also, if Eleanor married a missionary and went to the other end of the world, her case could be very well dismissed as one of a religious enthusiasm ­a visionary, fanatical excitement.  Nay, there could be made even a little eclat about it.  There would be no mortification, at any rate, comparable to that which must attend supposed overthrown schemes and disappointed ambition.  Eleanor had chosen her own course, backed by her wealthy relation, Mrs. Caxton, who had adopted her; and whose views were entirely not of this world.  Mrs. Powle deplored it, of course, but was unable to help it.  Besides, Mrs. Caxton had answered, on her own knowledge, for the excellent character and superior qualities of the gentleman Eleanor was to marry; there was no fault to be found with him at all, except that he was a fanatic; and as Eleanor was a fanatic herself, that was only a one-sided objection.

Yes, Mrs. Caxton had answered for all that, on her own knowledge, of many years’ standing; and she had said something more, which also weighed with Mrs. Powle and which Mrs. Powle could also mention among the good features of the case, without stating that it had had the force of an inducement with herself.  Mrs. Caxton had asked indeed to be permitted to consider Eleanor her own, and had promised in that case to make Eleanor entirely her own care, both during Mrs. Caxton’s life and afterwards; leaving Mrs. Powle free to devote all her fortune to Julia that would have been shared with Julia’s sister.  Mrs. Powle’s means were not in her estimation large; she wanted every penny of them for the perfecting and carrying out of her plans which regarded her youngest daughter; she consented that the elder should own another mother and guardian.  Mrs. Powle agreed to it all.  But not satisfied with any step of the whole affair nevertheless, which all displeased her, from beginning to end, her own action included, she expressed her determination to Eleanor in terms which half broke Eleanor’s heart; and left a long, lingering, sore spot there.  To Mrs. Caxton Mrs. Powle’s writing was much better worded; civil if not kind, and well mannered if not motherly.

The thing was done, at all events; Eleanor was formally made over to another mother and left free to do whatever her new guardian pleased.  Letters of a different sort of temper were sent off upon their long journey to the South Seas; and there began a busy time at Plassy, in anticipation of Eleanor’s following them.  It was still very uncertain when that might be; opportunities must be waited for; such an opportunity as would satisfy Mrs. Caxton.  In the mean while a great deal of business was on hand.  Mrs. Caxton even made a journey up to London and took Eleanor with her; for the sake of inquiries and arrangements which could not be attended to from a distance.  For the sake of purchases too, which could be made nowhere but in London.  For Mrs. Caxton was bent, not only on supplying Eleanor with all that could be thought of in the way of outfit; but also on getting together to accompany or precede her everything that could be sent that might be useful or helpful to Mr. Rhys or comfortable in the household; in short, to transfer England as nearly as possible to Fiji.  As freights of course were expensive, all these matters must be found and compressed in the smallest compass they could possibly know as their limits; and Mrs. Caxton was very busy.  London did not hold them but a fortnight; the rest of the time work was done at Plassy.

And the months rolled on.  Cheeses were turned off as usual, and Mrs. Caxton’s business was as brisk as ever.  Eleanor’s outfit gradually got ready; and before and after that was true, Eleanor’s visits among her neighbours and poor people were the same as ever.  She had strength and spirit enough for all calls upon either; and her sweet diligence seemed to be even more than ever, now that work at Plassy was drawing towards a close.  Still Eleanor gathered the spoils of the moors and the hedge-rows, as she went and came on her errands; climbed the mountain on Powis and explored the rocks and the waterfalls on her way.  As usual her hands came home full.  The house was gay with broom again in its season; before that the violets and wood anemone had made the tea-table and the breakfast table sweet with their presence.  Blue-bells and butter-cups and primroses had their time, and lovely they looked, helped out by the yellow furze blossoms which Eleanor was very fond of.  Then the scorpion grass, of both kinds, proclaimed that it was summer; and borage was bright in the sitting-room.  Eleanor could hardly look at it without an inward smile and sigh, remembering the cheering little couplet which attached to it by old usage; and Julia from whose lips she had first heard it; and the other lips that had given it to Julia.  Corn-marigold was gay again in July, and the white blackberry blossoms came with crane’s bill and flax, campion and willow-herb, speedwell and vetchling.  Any one well acquainted with the wild things that grow and blossom in the land, might have known any day what time of the year it was by going into Mrs. Caxton’s sitting parlour and using his eyes.  Until the purple ling and loosestrife, gave place to mint and maiden pink and late meadow-sweet; and then the hop vine and meadow saffron proclaimed that summer was over.  But ferns had their representatives at all times.

Summer was over; and no chance for Eleanor’s sailing had yet presented itself.  Preparations were all made; and the two ladies lived on in waiting and in the enjoyment of each other, and doubtless with a mixture of thoughts that were not enjoyment.  But a very sweet even glow of love and peace and patience filled the house.  Letters were written; and once and again letters had arrived, even from Mr. Rhys.  They told of everything going on at his station; of his work and pleasures; of the progress the truth was making; and the changes coming even while he looked, upon the population of the islands, their manners and character.  There never were letters, I suppose, more thoroughly read and studied and searched out in every detail, than all those letters were by Eleanor; for every fact was of importance to her; and the manner of every word told her something.  They told her what made her eyes fill and her pulse beat quick.  But among them there was not a word to herself.  No, and not even a word about herself.  In vain Eleanor hoped for it and searched for it.  There was not even an allusion that looked her way.

“Do you want to know what I am doing?” Mr. Rhys wrote in one of these letters.  “You see by my date that I am not in the place I last wrote from.  I am alone on this island, which has never had a resident missionary and which has people enough that need the care of one; so it has been decided that I should pitch my tent here for some months.  There is not a large population ­not quite five hundred people in the whole island; but almost all of them that are grown up are professing Christian ­members of the church, and not disgracing their profession.  The history of the church in this place is wonderful and even of romantic interest.  One of their chiefs, being in another part of Fiji, fell in with a chief who was a Christian.  From him he learned something of the new religion, and carried back to Ono thus much of truth ­that Jehovah is the only God and that all worship and praise is his due.  Further than this, and the understanding that the seventh day should be especially spent in his service, the Ono chief knew nothing.  Was not that a little seed for a great tree to grow from?  But his island had just been ravaged by disease and by war; in their distress the people had applied in vain to their old gods to save them; they were convinced now from what they heard that help is in the Lord alone, and they resolved to seek him.  But they knew not the Lord, nor his ways, and there was no one to teach them.  Fancy that company of heathens renouncing heathenism ­setting apart the seventh day for worship, preparing food beforehand so that the day might be hallowed, putting on their best dresses and fresh oil, and meeting to seek the unknown God!  Oh kingdom of Christ, come, come! ­

“When they were met, they did not know how to begin their service.  However, as old custom referred them to their priests for intercourse with heaven, they bethought them to apply to one now, and told him what I they wanted.  I do not understand what influenced the man; but however, heathen priest of a heathen god as he was, he consented to officiate for this Christian service.  The priest came; the assembly sat down; and the priest made a prayer, after this fashion as it has been reported to me. He did not then renounce heathenism, you understand.

“’Lord, Jehovah! here are thy people; they worship thee.  I turn my back on thee for the present, and am on another tack, worshipping another god.  But do thou bless these thy people; keep them from harm, and do them good.’

“That was the beginning; and doubtless the Lord hearkened and heard it.  For awhile they went on as they had begun; then wanting something more, they sent messengers to Tonga to beg for teachers.  Now, as I said, the people are nearly all Christians, and not in name only; and all the children are brought to be taught.  Here am I; don’t you think I am in a good place?  But I am here only for a little while; more cannot be spared to so small a population at this time.

“To get here, one has to shoot something such a gulf as I described to you at Vulanga.  The barrier reef has a small opening.  At particular times of tide a boat can go through; but with the rush of waves from without, meeting the tremendous current from within, it is an exciting business; somewhat dangerous as well as fearful.  The ships cannot get inside the barrier.  The night I came, canoes came out to meet me, bringing a present of yams as their contribution to our fund; they brought as many as the vessel could find room for.  In the canoe with the Ono people I felt myself with friends; I had visited the place before, and they knew me.  The current made fearfully hard work for them; but it was love’s labour; they felt about me, I suppose, something as the Galatians did towards Paul.  The next day was Sunday.  I preached to an attentive congregation, and had a happy time.  Now I will give you a notion of my run of employments at the present time.

“First.  Playing bookbinder.  Fact.  One has to play all sorts of things here ­and the more the better.  My work was to stitch, fold, (fold first) and cover, so many copies of the New Testament as I had brought with me ­printed, but in sheets.  I did them strong! more than that I will not answer for; but I wish I could send you a copy.  It would be only a curiosity in art, though; you could not read it.  It is an admirable translation in Fijian.  As I have had but very slight previous practice in bookbinding, my rate of progress was at first somewhat slow; and after a few days of solitary labour I was glad to accept the offer of help from four or five native apprentices ­some of our local preachers.  They took to the work kindly; and in five weeks we finished the edition ­sixty copies.  I could do the next sixty quicker.  These are the first Fijian testaments in Ono, and you can understand ­or you cannot ­what a treasure.  The natives who came to purchase them found no fault with the binding, I assure you.  So you see I have been bookseller as well as the other thing; and I received pay for my testaments in sinnet ­you know what that is.  It is as good as money for the mission use here in Fiji.  During these bookbinding weeks I was making excursions hither and thither, to preach and baptize.  Twice a week I took a time to see the local preachers and teachers and examine them and hear them read and talk to them and be talked to by them.  Every Tuesday and Friday I did this.  The whole course of the week’s work is now something like the following: 

“Sunday begins with a prayer-meeting.  Afterwards old and young have a catechism exercise together.  Morning and afternoon, preaching.

“Monday, the morning there is a children’s school, and the afternoon a school for grown people.  I question both classes on the sermons of the preceding day; and I hope English people have as good memories.  The afternoon school is followed by a prayer-meeting.  Tuesdays and Fridays I have the teachers’ meeting in addition.

“Wednesday I preach, have leaders’ meeting, and give out work for the week to come.

“Thursday, preaching at one of the neighbouring towns, and a sort of young class-meeting.

“Friday, I have said what I do.

“Saturday has a prayer-meeting.

“So much for the regular work.  Then there are the sick to look after, and my own private studies; and there is not a minute to spare.  A few that cannot be spared are claimed by the mosquitos, which hold their high court and revel here at Ono; of all places on the earth that I know, their headquarters.  When I was here before with Brother Lefferts and others, two of them could not sit still to read something that wanted to be read; they walked the floor, one holding the candle, the other the paper; both fighting mosquitos with both hands.  I am of a less excitable temperament ­for I contrive to live a little more quietly.

“Shall I tell you some of these native testimonies of Christians who a little while ago worshipped idols?  At our love-feast lately some thirty or forty spoke.  They did my heart good.  So may they yours.  These people said but few words, full of feeling; my report cannot all give the effect.  I wish it could.

“One old chief, who could hardly speak for feeling, said, ’These are new things to me in these days;’ (he meant the love-feasts) ’I did not know them formerly.  My soul is humbled.  I rejoice greatly in the Lord.  I rejoice greatly for sending his servants.’

“A Tongan teacher ­’I desire that God may rule over me,’ (i. e., direct me) ’I desire not to govern myself.  I know that I am a child of God:  I know that God is my father.  My friends wrote for me to go to Tonga; but I wondered at it.  I wish to obey the Father of my soul.’

“A local preacher ­’I know that God is near, and helps me sometimes in my work.  I love all men.  I do not fear death; one thing I fear, the Lord.”

“Leva Soko, a female class-leader, a very holy woman, said, ­this is but a part of what she said, ­’My child died, but I loved God the more.  My body has been much afflicted, but I love him the more.  I know that death would only unite me to God.’

“A teacher, a native of Ono, who had gone to a much less pleasant place to preach the gospel, and was home on a visit, spoke exceedingly well.  ’I did not leave Ono that I might have more food.  I desired to go that I might preach Christ.  I was struck with stones twice while in my own house; but I could bear it.  When the canoes came, they pillaged my garden; but my mind was not pained at it:  I bore it only.’

“A local preacher ­’I am a very bad man; there is no good thing in me; but I know the love of God There are not two great things in my mind; there is one only, ­the love of God for the sake of Christ.  I know that I am a child of God.  I wish to repent and believe every day till I die.’

“These are but a specimen, my dear friend.  The other day, in our teachers’ meeting we were reading the nineteenth chapter of John.  An old teacher read the eighteenth verse in his turn ­the words, ’Where they crucified him, and two other with him, on either side one, and Jesus in the midst.’  He could hardly get through it, and then burst into tears and wept aloud.  This man was a cannibal once.  And now his life speaks for the truth of his tears.

“Good night.  The mosquitos are not favourable to epistle writing.  I am well.  Remember me, as I remember you.

“R.  R.”

“Aunt Caxton,” said Eleanor after reading this letter for the second or third time, ­“have we a supply of mosquito netting among my boxes?  I could get the better of the mosquitos, I think.”

“How would you like to help bind books?” said Mrs. Caxton.  “Or translate?  Mr. Rhys seems to be about that business, by what he says in the other letter.”

“He would not want help in that,” said Eleanor, musing and flushing.  “Aunt Caxton ­is it foolish in me to wish I could hear once more from Mr. Rhys before I go?”

“Only a little foolish, my love; and very natural.”

“Then why is it foolish?”

“Because reason would tell you that it is simply impossible your letters could receive an answer by this time.  They have perhaps but barely got to Mr. Rhys this minute.  And reason would tell you further that there is no ground for supposing he is in any different mind from that expressed when he wrote to you.”

“But ­you know ­since then he does not say one word about it, nor about me,” said Eleanor flushing pretty deep.

“There is reason for that, too.  He would not allow himself to indulge hope; and therefore he would not act as if he had any.  That sight of you at Brighton threw him off a good deal, I judge.”

“He told you he saw me?”

“He wrote to me about it.”

“Did he tell you how he saw me?”

“Yes.”

“What more?”

“He said he thought there was little chance I would have any use for his letters; he saw the world was closing its nets around you fast; how far they were already successful he could not know; but he was glad he had seen what forbade him in time to indulge vain anticipations.”

“Oh aunt Caxton!” said Eleanor ­“Oh aunt Caxton! what a strange world this is, for the way people’s lives cross each other, and the work that is done without people’s knowing it!  If you knew ­what that meeting cost me! ­”

“My dear child!  I can well believe it.”

“And it aroused Mr. Carlisle’s suspicions instantly, I knew.  If I made any mistake ­if I erred at all, in my behaviour with regard to him, it was then and in consequence of that.  If I had faltered a bit then ­looked grave or hung back from what was going on, I should have exposed myself to most cruel interpretation.  I could not risk it.  I threw myself right into whatever presented itself ­went into the whirl ­welcomed everybody and everything ­only, I hoped, with so general and impartial a welcome as should prove I preferred none exclusively.”

Eleanor stopped and the tears came into her eyes.

“My child! if I had known what danger you were in, I should have spent even more time than I did in praying for you.”

“I suppose I was in danger,” said Eleanor thoughtfully.  “It was a difficult winter.  Then do you think ­Mr. Rhys gave me up?”

“No,” said Mrs. Caxton smiling.  “You remember he wrote to you after that, from Fiji; but I suppose he tried to make himself give you up, as far as hope went.”

“For all that appears, I may be here long enough yet to have letters before I go.  We have heard of no opportunity that is likely to present itself soon.  Aunt Caxton, if my feeling is foolish, why is it natural?”

“Because you are a woman, my dear.”

“And foolish?”

“Not at all; but feeling takes little counsel of reason in some cases.  I am afraid you will find that out again before you get to Mr. Rhys ­after that, I do not think you will.”

The conversation made Eleanor rather more anxious than she had been before to hear of a ship; but October and November passed, and the prospect of her voyage was as misty as ever.

Again and again, all summer, both she and Mrs. Caxton had written begging that Mrs. Powle would make a visit to Plassy and bring or send Julia.  In vain.  Mrs. Powle would not come.  Julia could not.