“And the magic charm of foreign
lands,
With shadows of palm, and shining sands,
Where the tumbling surf
O’er the coral reefs of Madagascar,
Washes the feet of the swarthy ’Lascar.’ ”
It was but the next day, and Eleanor
was sitting as usual on deck looking over the waters
in a lovely bright morning, when a sound was heard
which almost stopped her heart’s beating for
a moment. It was the cry, rung out from the mast-head,
“Land, ho!”
“Where is it?” she said
to the captain, who was behind her. “I do
not see it anywhere.”
“You will see it in a little
while. Wait a bit. If you could go aloft
I could shew it you now.”
“What land? do you know?”
“Australia the finest land the sun
shines upon!”
“I suppose you mean, besides England.”
“No, I don’t, begging
your pardon. England is very well for those who
can take the ripe side of the cherry; poorer folks
had better come here, if they want any chance at all.”
The lucky sailor was coming down from
the mast-head, and the captain went off to join those
who were giving him sundry rewarding tokens of their
joy for his news. Eleanor looked over the waste
of waters eastward, feeling as if her breath had been
taken away.
So much of her journey done!
The rest seemed, and was, but little. Australia
was almost home. And what sort
of a home? And could Mr. Rhys possibly be at
Sydney to meet her? Eleanor knew he could not;
yet the physical possibility would assert itself in
spite of all the well-allowed moral impossibility.
But at any rate at Sydney she would find letters;
at Sydney she would find, perhaps very soon, the means
of making the remainder of her voyage; at Sydney she
could no longer prevent herself from thinking.
Eleanor had staved off thought all the way by wisely
saying and insisting to herself “Time enough
when I get to Sydney.” Yes; she was nearing
home now. So deep, so engrossing, were her meditations
and sensations, that Mr. Amos who had come up to congratulate
her on the approaching termination of the voyage, spoke
to her once and again without being heard. He
could not see her face, but the little straw bonnet
was as motionless as if its wearer had been in a dream.
He smiled and went away.
Then appeared on the distant horizon
somewhat like a low blue cloud, which gathered distinctness
and strength of outline by degrees. It was the
land, beyond doubt; the coast of New Holland itself,
as the captain informed Eleanor; and going on and
passing through Bass’s Strait the vessel soon
directed her course northward. Little remained
then before reaching port.
It was under a fair and beautiful
sunlight morning that they were at last approaching
Sydney. Mr. Amos was on deck as well as Eleanor,
the captain standing with them; for a pilot had come
on board; the captain had given up his charge, and
was in command no longer. Before the watching
three stretched a low unpromising shore of sandstone
cliffs and sand.
“It is good to see it,”
said Mr. Amos; “but in this first view it don’t
shew for much.”
“Don’t shew for anything,”
said Captain Fox. “Wait till we get inside
the Heads. It don’t shew for anything; but
it’s the most glorious land the sun shines on!”
“In what particular respects?” said Mr.
Amos.
“In every respect of making
a living and enjoying it,” said the captain.
“That makes a good land, don’t it?”
Mr. Amos allowed that it did.
“It’s the most beautiful
country, if you come to that,” Captain Fox went
on; “that’s what Miss Powle
thinks of. I wish this was Melbourne we were
coming to, instead of Sydney. I’d like to
have her look at it.”
“Better than this?” said
Mr. Amos, for Eleanor was silent.
“A better colony, for beauty
and riches,” said the captain. “It’s
the most glorious country, sir, you ever saw! hundreds
of square miles of it are as handsome as a duke’s
park; and good for something, which a duke’s
park ain’t. There’s a great tract
of country up round Mt. Macedon thirty
or forty miles back into the land its softly
rolling ground without a stone on it, as nice as ever
you saw; and spotted with the trees they call she-oaks beautiful
trees; and they don’t grow in a wood, but just
stand round in clumps and ones or twos here and there,
like a picture; and then through the openings in the
ground you can see miles off more of just the same,
till it gets blue in the distance; and mountains beyond
all. And when you put here and there a flock of
thousands of sheep spotting the country with their
white backs I ain’t poetical, sir,
but I tell you! when I saw that country first, I thought
maybe I was; but it’s likely I was mistaken,”
said the captain laughing, “for the fit has
never come back since. Miss Powle thinks there’s
as much poetry in the water as on the land.”
Still Eleanor did not move to answer;
and Mr. Amos, perhaps for her sake, went on.
“What is it that country is so good for? gold?
or sheep?”
“Sheep, sir, sheep! the gold
grows in another part. There’s enough of
that too; but I’d as lieve make my money some
other way. Victoria is the country for wool-growing,
sir. I’ve a brother there Stephen
Fox he went with little more than nothing;
and now he has a flock of sheep well, I’m
afraid to say how many; but I know he needs and uses
a tract of twelve thousand acres of land for them.”
“That is being a pretty large
land-owner, as well as sheep-owner,” Mr. Amos
said with a smile.
“O he don’t own it.
That wouldn’t do, you know. The interest
of the money would buy all the wool on his sheep’s
backs.”
“How then?”
“He has the use of it, that’s
all. Don’t you know how they work it?
He pays a license fee to Government for the privilege
of using the land for a year wherever he
pitches upon a place; then he stocks it, and goes
on occupying by an annual license fee, until he has
got too many neighbours and the land is getting all
taken up in his neighbourhood. Then some one
comes along who has money and don’t want the
plague of a new settlement; and he sells off his stock
and claim to him, packs up his traps, pokes off through
the bush with his compass till he has found a new
location somewhere; then he comes back, pays a new
license fee, and stocks the new place with flocks
and shepherds and begins again. And I never saw
in my life anything so fine as one of those Victoria
sheep or cattle farms.”
“Why don’t you go into it?”
“Well it’s
best to divide the business just now. I can be
of use to Stephen and he can be of use to me.
And I’m a little of this lady’s opinion.”
“How is it in this colony we are coming to?”
“Well, they are very prosperous;
it’s a good place to get rich. They have
contrived to get along with their gold mines without
ruining every other interest, as the other colonies
have done for a time. But I think Victoria is
the queen of them all; Victoria sends home more wool
than either of the others; and she has gold, and she
has other mines; different. She has copper equal
to Burla-Burra and she has coal,
within a few miles of Melbourne, and other things;
but the coal is a great matter here, you see.”
The ship all the while was rapidly
approaching the Heads, which mark, and make, the entrance
to the harbour of Port Jackson. They assumed
more dignity of elevation and feature as they were
nearer seen; the rocks rising some two or three hundred
feet high, with the sea foaming at their foot.
Passing swiftly onward, the vessel by and by doubled
Bradley’s Head, and the magnificent sheet of
water that forms the harbour was suddenly revealed
to the strangers’ gaze. Full of islands,
full of sailing craft, bordered with varying shores
of “promontory, creek, and bay,” pleasantly
wooded, and spotted along its woody shores with spots
of white that marked where people had pretty country
homes, the quiet water glittering in the light; the
view to the sea-tossed travellers was nothing short
of enchanting. Mrs. Amos had come on deck, though
scarce able to stand; a quiet, gentle, sweet-looking
person; her eyes were full of tears now. Her
husband’s arm was round her, supporting her
strength that she might keep up; his face was moved
and grave. Eleanor was afraid to shew anybody
her face; yet it was outwardly in good order enough;
she felt as if her heart would never get back to its
accustomed beat. She sat still, breathlessly drinking
in the scene, rejoicing and trembling at once.
She heard Mrs. Amos’s softly whispered, “Praise
the Lord! ” and her husband’s
firm “Amen!” It had like to have overset
her. She pressed her hands tight together to
keep her heart still.
“They know we are coming,” said the captain.
“Who?” said Eleanor quickly.
Mr. Amos pressed his wife’s arm; the captain’s
eyes twinkled.
“Is there anybody there on the look-out for
you?” he asked.
“I suppose there may be,” said Eleanor
calmly.
“Well, he bas got notice then,
some hours ago,” said the captain. “The
pilot telegraphed to the South Head, and from the South
Head the news has gone all over Sydney and Paramatta.
Pretty good-looking city, is Sydney.”
It was far more than that. It
had been the point of the travellers’ attention
for some time. From the water up, one height above
another, the white buildings of the town rose and
spread; a white city; with forts and windmills, and
fair looking country seats in its neighbourhood.
“Where is Paramatta?” said Eleanor, “and
what is it?”
“It’s a nice little pleasure
place, up the Paramatta river; fifteen miles above
Sydney. Fine scenery; it’s as good as going
to Richmond,” added the captain.
“What is that splendid large
white building?” Mrs. Amos asked, “on the
hill?”
“No great things of a hill,”
said the captain. “That’s the Government-house.
Nice gardens and pleasure grounds there too.”
“How beautiful it is!” said Mrs. Amos
almost with a sigh.
“It is almost like a Scottish
lake!” said her husband. “I remember
one that this scene reminds me of at this moment.”
“A little of this is worth all
Scotland,” said the captain. “There’s
pretty much everything here that a man wants and
not hard to come by, either. O you’ll stay
in Sydney! why shouldn’t you? There’s
people enough here that want teaching, worse than
the savages. I declare, I think they do.”
“Somebody else will have to
teach them,” said Mr. Amos. “What
an array of ships and sails of all sorts! This
gives one an idea of the business of the place.”
“Business, and growing business,”
said the captain. “Sydney is getting ahead
as fast as it can.”
“How sweet the air is!” said Eleanor.
“Ay!” said the captain.
“Now you smell green things again. I’ll
wager you won’t want to put to sea any more,
after you once get a firm foot on land. Why this
is the very place for you. Enough to do, and every
luxury a man need want, at hand when your work is done.”
“When is one’s work done?” said
Eleanor.
“I should say, when one has
worked enough and got what one is after,” said
the captain. “That’s my idea.
I never was for working till I couldn’t enjoy.”
“What are we after? do you think ”
said Eleanor looking round at him.
“What everybody else is!”
the captain answered somewhat shortly.
“Luxury, namely?”
“Yes! it comes to that.
Everybody is seeking happiness in his own way; and
when he has got it, then it is luxury.”
Eleanor only looked at him; she did
not say anything further, and turned again to the
contemplation of the scene they had in view. The
captain bustled off and was gone a few minutes.
“I wish you’d sing, sister
Powle,” said Mr. Amos in that interval.
“Do!” said his wife. “Please
do!”
Whether Eleanor was precisely in a
singing mood or no, she began as desired. Mr.
Amos joined her, in somewhat subdued tones, and Mrs.
Amos gave a still gentler seconding; while the rich
notes of her own voice filled the air; so mellow that
their full power was scarcely recognized; so powerful
that the mellow sound seemed to fill the ship’s
rigging. The sailors moved softly. They were
accustomed to that music. All the way out, on
every Sunday service or any other that was held, Eleanor
had served for choir to the whole company, joined by
here and there a rough voice that broke in as it could,
and just backed by Mr. Amos’s steady support.
There was more than one in that ship’s company
to whom memory would never cease to bring a reminder
that ’there is balm in Gilead;’ for some
reason or other that was one of Eleanor’s favourite
songs. Now she gave another sweet,
clear, and wild; the furthest-off sailors
stood still to hearken. They had heard it often
enough to know what the words were.
“O who’s like Jesus!
From sins and fears he frees us. He died for you,
He died for me, He died to set poor sinners free.
O who’s like Jesus!”
The chorus floated all over after
each verse of the hymn was ended; it went clear to
the ship’s bows; but Eleanor sat quite still
in her old position, clasping her hands fast on the
rail and not moving her head. During the singing
the captain came back and stood behind them listening;
while people on the vessels that they passed, suspended
their work and looked up to hear. Just as the
singing was finished, a little boat was seen swiftly
coming alongside; and in another minute they were
boarded by the gentleman who had been its solitary
passenger. The captain turned to meet him.
He was a man rather under middle size, black hair
curling all round his head, eyes quick and bright,
and whole appearance handsome at once and business-like.
He came forward briskly, and so he spoke.
“Have you got anybody here that
belongs to me?” he said. “Captain,
is there a Miss Powle on board of your ship?”
Captain Fox silently stepped on one
side and made a motion of his hand towards Eleanor.
Eleanor hearing herself called, slowly rose and faced
the new-comer. There was a second’s pause,
as the two confronted each other; then the gentleman
bowed very low and advanced to touch the lady’s
hand, which however when he touched he held.
“Is this Miss Powle? Miss Eleanor
Powle?”
“Yes.”
“I am honoured in having such
a cousin! I hope you have heard somebody speak
of a Mr. Esthwaite in these parts?”
“I have heard Mrs. Caxton speak of Mr. Esthwaite very
often.”
“All right!” said the
gentleman letting go Eleanor’s hand. “Identity
proved. Captain, I am going to take charge of
this lady. Will you see that her luggage, personal
effects and so on, are brought on deck?” then
turning to Eleanor with real deference and cordiality
in his manner, he went on, “Mrs.
Esthwaite is longing to see you. It is such a
pleasure to have a cousin come from England, as you
can but feebly appreciate; she hopes to learn the
new fashions from you, and all that sort of thing;
and she has been dressing your room with flowers,
I believe, for these three months past. If you
please, we will not wait for the ship’s slow
motions, but I will carry you straight to land in
my boat; and glad you will be! Will you signify
your assent to this arrangement? as I perceive
the captain is a servant of yours and will do nothing
without you bid him.”
“Thank you,” said-Eleanor, “I
will go with you; but what will be done
with all my boxes in the hold?” This enquiry
was addressed to the captain.
“Don’t you fear anything,”
said Mr. Esthwaite, “now you have overcome so
many troubles and got to this haven of rest. We
will take care of your boxes. I suppose you have
brought enough to stock the whole Navigator’s
group or Fiji, is it, you are going to?
I would go to any other one rather but
never mind; the boxes shall be stored; and maybe you’ll
unpack them here after all. Captain, what about
that luggage? ”
Eleanor went down to give directions,
and presently came on deck again, all ready to go
ashore. There was a little delay on account of
the baggage; and meanwhile Mr. Esthwaite was introduced
to Mr. and Mrs. Amos.
“I am very much obliged to you
for taking care of this cousin of mine,” he
said to them. “I am sure she is worth taking
care of. And now I should like to take care of
you in turn. Will you go to my house, and make
us happy?”
They explained that they were going elsewhere.
“Well, come and see her then;
for she will be wanting to see somebody. We will
do the best for her we can; but still you
know absent friends have the best claim.
By the way! didn’t I hear some sweet Methodist
singing as I came up? was it on this ship? You
haven’t got any Methodists on board, captain;
have you?”
“I’ve been one myself, this voyage!”
said the captain.
“I wouldn’t,” said
Mr. Esthwaite. “The Church service is the
only one to be used at sea. Every other sounds I
don’t know how incompatible.
There is something in the gentle swell of the rolling
waves, and in the grandeur of the horizon, that calls
for the finest form of words mortals could put together;
and when you have got such a form, why not use it?”
“You did not like the form of
the singing then?” said Mr. Amos smiling.
“No,” said Mr. Esthwaite
drily, “it struck me that if there
had been a cathedral roof over it, one of those voices
would have lifted the rafters and gone on; and that
would not have been reverential, you know. Now,
my young cousin! ”
“Mr. Amos,” said Eleanor
aside to him and colouring deeply, “if there
are any letters for me at the house where you are going,
or at the post-office, will you send them to me?”
“I will certainly make it my
care, and bring them to you myself.”
“I’ll send for anything
you want,” said Mr. Esthwaite. “What’s
that? letters? We’ll get all there is in
Sydney, and there is a good deal, waiting for this
young lady. I’ve had one floor of my warehouse
half full for some months back already. No use
of it for myself.”
At last they got off; and it was not
quickly, for Eleanor had to give a good bye to everybody
on board. Mr. Esthwaite looked on smiling, until
he was permitted to hand her down the vessel’s
side, and lodged her in the wherry.
“Now you are out of the ship,”
said he looking keenly at her. “Aren’t
you glad?”
“I have some good friends in her,” said
Eleanor.
“Friends! I should think
so. Those were salt tears that were shed for
your coming away. Positively, I don’t think
a man of them could see clear to take his last look
at you.”
Neither were Eleanor’s feelings
quite unmixed at this moment. She expected to
see Mr. and Mrs. Amos again; with the rest her intercourse
was finished; and it had been of that character which
leaves longing and tender memories behind. She
felt all that now. And she felt much more.
With the end of her voyage in the “Diana”
came, at least for the present, an end to her inward
tranquillity. Now there were letters awaiting
her; letters for which she had wished nervously so
long; now she was near Fiji and her new life; now
she dared to realize, she could not help it, what
all the voyage she had refused to think of, as still
in a hazy distance of the future. Here it was,
nigh at hand, looming up through the haze, taking
distinctness and proportions; and Eleanor’s
heart was in a state of agitation to which that sound
little member was very little accustomed. However,
the outward effect of all this was to give her manner
even an unwonted degree of cool quietness; and Mr.
Esthwaite was in a state between daunted and admiring.
Both of them kept silence for a little while after
leaving the ship, while the wherry pulled along in
the beautiful bay, passing among a crowd of vessels
of all sorts and descriptions, moving and still.
The scene was lively, picturesque, pleasant, in the
highest degree.
“How does my cousin like us on a first view?”
“It is a beautiful scene!”
said Eleanor. “What a great variety of
vessels are here!”
“And isn’t this just the finest harbour
in the world?”
“I have heard a great deal of
Port Philip,” said Eleanor smiling. “I
understand there is a second Bay of Naples there.”
“I don’t care for the
Bay of Naples! We have sunk all that. We
are in a new world. Wait till you see what I
will shew you to-morrow. Now look at that wooded
point, with the white houses spotting it; those are
fine seats; beautiful view and all that; and at Sydney
you can have everything you want, almost at command.”
“You know,” said Eleanor,
“that is not absolutely a new experience to
me. In England, we have not far to seek.”
“O you say so! Much you
know about it. You have been in such a nest of
a place as my cousin Caxton spreads her wings over.
I never was in a nest, till I made one for myself.
How is my good cousin?”
The talk ran upon home things now
until they reached the town and landed at a fine stone
quay. Then to the Custom House, where business
was easily despatched; then Mr. Esthwaite put Eleanor
into a cab and they drove away through the streets
for his house in the higher part of the city.
Eleanor’s eyes were full of business. How
strange it was! So far away from home, and so
long living on the sea, now on landing to be greeted
by such a multitude of familiar sounds and sights.
The very cab she was driving in; the omnibuses and
carts they passed; the English-cut faces; the same
street cries; the same trades revealing themselves,
as she had been accustomed to in London. But now
and then there came a difference of Australasia.
There would be a dray drawn by three or four pair
of bullocks; London streets never saw that turn-out;
and then Eleanor would start at seeing a little group
of the natives of the country, dressed in English
leavings of costume. Those made her feel where
she was; otherwise the streets and houses and shops
had very much of a home air. Except indeed when
a curious old edifice built of logs peeped in among
white stone fronts and handsome shop windows; the
relics, Mr. Esthwaite told her, of that not so very
far distant time when the town first began to grow
up, and the “bush” covered almost all
the ground now occupied by it. Eleanor was well
pleased to be so busied in looking out that she had
little leisure for talking; and Mr. Esthwaite sat
by and smiled in satisfaction. But this blessed
immunity could not last. The cab stopped before
a house in George street.
“Has she come?” exclaimed
a voice as the door opened; and a head full of curls
put itself out into the hall; “have
you brought her? Oh how delightful! How
glad I am! ” and the owner of the
curls came near to be introduced, hardly waiting for
the introduction, and to give Eleanor the most gleeful
sort of a welcome.
“And she was on that ship, the
‘Diana,’ Egbert? how nice! Just as
you thought; and I was so afraid it was nothing but
another disappointment. I was afraid to look
out when the cab came. Now come up stairs, cousin
Eleanor, and I will take you to your room. You
must be tired to death, are you not?”
“Why should I?” said Eleanor
as she tripped up stairs after her hostess. “I
have done nothing for four months.”
“Look here!” shouted Mr.
Esthwaite from the hall “Louisa, don’t
stop to talk over the fashions now it is
dinner-time. How soon will you be down?”
“Don’t mind him,”
said pretty Mrs. Esthwaite, leading the way into a
light pleasant room overlooking the bay; “sit
down and rest yourself. Would you like anything
before you dress? Now just think you are at home,
will you? It’s too delightful to have you
here!”
Eleanor went to the window, which
overlooked a magnificent view of the harbour.
Very oddly, the thought in her mind at that moment
was, how soon an opportunity could be found for her
to make the rest of her voyage. Scarce landed,
she wanted to see the means of getting away again.
Her way she saw, over the harbour; where was her conveyance?
While she stood looking, her new-found cousin was considering
her; the erect beautiful figure, in all the simplicity
of its dress; the close little bonnet with chocolate
ribbands, the fine grave face under it, lastly the
little hand which rested on the back of the chair,
for Eleanor’s sea-glove was off. And a
certain awe grew up in Mrs. Esthwaite’s mind.
“Cousin Eleanor,” said
she, “shall I leave you to dress? Dinner
will be ready presently, and Egbert will be impatient,
I know, till you come down stairs again.”
“Thank you. I will be but
a few minutes. How beautiful this is! O how
beautiful, to my eyes that have seen no
beauty but sea beauty for so long. And the air
is so good.”
“I am glad you like it. Is it prettier
than England?”
“Prettier than England!”
Eleanor looked round smiling. “Nothing could
be that.”
“Well I didn’t know.
Mr. Esthwaite is always running down England, you
see, and I don’t know how much of it he means.
I came away when I was so little, I don’t remember
anything of course ”
Here came such a shout of “Louisa! Louisa!” from
below, that Mrs. Esthwaite laughing was obliged to
obey it and go, and Eleanor was left. There was
not much time then for anything; yet a minute Eleanor
was held at the window by the bay with its wooded
shores and islands glittering in the evening light;
then she turned from it to pray, for her heart needed
strength, and a great sense of loneliness had suddenly
come over her. Fighting this feeling, and dressing,
both eagerly, in a little time she was ready to descend
and encounter Mr. Esthwaite and dinner.
An encounter it was to Mr. Esthwaite.
He had put himself in very careful order; though that,
to do him justice, was an habitual weakness of his;
and he met his guest when she appeared with a bow of
profound recognition and appreciation. Yet Eleanor
was only in the simplest of all white dresses; without
lace or embroidery. No matter. The rich hair
was in perfect arrangement; the fine figure and fine
carriage in their unconscious ease were more imposing
than anything pretentious can ever be, even to such
persons as Mr. Esthwaite. He measured his young
guest correctly and at once. His wife took the
measure of Eleanor’s gown meanwhile, and privately
studied what it was that made it so graceful; a problem
she had not solved when they sat down to dinner.
The dinner was sumptuous, and well
served. Mr. Esthwaite took delight evidently
in playing his part of host, and some pride both housekeeping
and patriotic in shewing to Eleanor all the means he
had to play it with. The turtle soup he declared
was good, though she might have seen better; the fish
from Botany Bay, the wild fowl from the interior, the
game of other kinds from the Hunter river, he declared
she could not have known surpassed anywhere.
Then the vegetables were excellent; the potatoes from
Van Dieman’s Land, were just better than all
others in the world; and the dessert certainly in
its abundance of treasures justified his boasting
that Australia was a grand country for anybody that
liked fruit. The growth of the tropics and of
the cooler latitudes of England met together in confusion
of beauty and sweetness on Mr. Esthwaite’s table.
There were oranges and pineapples on one hand, peaches,
plums, melons, from the neighbouring country; with
all sorts of English-grown fruits from Van Dieman’s
Land; gooseberries, pears and grapes. Native
wines also he pressed on his guest, assuring her that
some of them were as good as Sauterne, and others very
fair claret and champagne. Eleanor took the wines
on credit; for the rest, her eyes enabled her to give
admiration where her taste fell short. And admiration
was expected of her. Mr. Esthwaite was in a great
state of satisfaction, having very much to do in the
admiring way himself.
“Did Louisa keep you up stairs
to begin upon the fashions?” said he, as he
pulled a pineapple to pieces.
“I see you have very little
appreciation of that subject,” said Eleanor.
“Yes!” said Mrs. Esthwaite, “just
ask him whether he thinks it important that his
clothes should be cut in the newest pattern, and how
many good hats he has thrown away because he got hold
of something new that he liked better. Just ask
him! He never will hear me.”
“I am going to ask her something,”
said Mr. Esthwaite. “See here; you
are not going to those savage and inhospitable islands,
are you?”
Eleanor’s smile and answer were
as cool as if her whole nature had not been in a stir
of excitement.
“What in the world do you
expect to do there?” said her host with a strong
tone of disapprobation. “‘Wasting sweetness
on the desert air’ is nothing to it; this is
positive desecration!”
Eleanor let the opinion pass, and
eat the pineapple which he gave her with an apparently
unimpaired relish.
“You don’t know what sort of a place it
is!” he insisted.
“I cannot know, I suppose, without going.”
“Suppose you stay here,”
said Mr. Esthwaite; “and we’ll send for
anybody in the world you please! to make you comfortable.
Seriously, we want good people in this colony; we
have got a supply of all other sorts, but those are
in a deficient minority.”
“In that case, I think everybody
that stays here is bound to supply one.”
“See here who is
that gentleman that is so fortunate as to be expecting
you? what is his name?”
“Mr. Esthwaite! for shame!”
said his wife. “I think you are a very
presuming cousin.”
Mr. Esthwaite knew quite well that
he was, but he smiled to himself with satisfaction
to see the answer his question had called up into
Eleanor’s cheeks. The rich dye of crimson
was pretty to behold; her words were delayed long
enough to mark either difficulty of speaking or displeasure
at the necessity for it. Mr. Esthwaite did not
care which it was. At last Eleanor answered,
with calm distinctness though without facing him.
“Do you not know the name?”
“I I believe Mrs.
Caxton must have mentioned it in one of her letters.
She ought, and I think she did.”
An impatient throb of displeasure
passed through Eleanor’s veins. It did
not appear. She said composedly, “The name
is Rhys it is a Welsh name spelled
R, h, y, s.”
“Hm! I remember. What sort of a man
is he?”
Eleanor looked up, fairly startled
with the audacity of her host; and only replied gravely,
“I am unable to say.”
Mr. Esthwaite at least had a sense
of humour in him; for he smiled, and his lips kept
pertinaciously unsteady for some time, even while he
went on talking.
“I mean is he a man
calculated for savage, or for civilized life?”
“I hope so,” said Eleanor wilfully.
“Mr. Esthwaite! you astonish me!” said
his wife.
Mr. Esthwaite seemed however highly
amused. “Do you know what savage life is?”
he said to Eleanor. “It is not what you
think. It is not a garden of roses, with a pineapple
tucked away behind every bush. Now if you would
come here here is a grand opening.
Here is every sort of work wanting you and
Mr. Rhys whatever the line of his talents
may be. We’ll build him a church, and we’ll
go and hear him, and we’ll make much of you.
Seriously, if my good cousin had known what she was
sending you to, she would have wished the ‘Diana’
should sink with you on board, rather than get to
the end of her voyage. It is quite self-denial
enough to come here when one does not expect
to gain anything by it.”
“Mr. Esthwaite! Egbert!”
cried his wife. “Now you are caught!
Self-denial to come here! That is what you mean
by all your talk about the Colonies and England!”
“Don’t be silly, my
dear,” said her husband. “These people
would think it so. I don’t; but I am addressing
myself to their prejudices. Self-denial is what
they are after.”
“It is not what I am after,”
said Eleanor laughing. “I must break up
your prejudices.”
“What are you after, then.
Seriously, what are you going to those barbarous islands
for putting friendship and all such regards
out of the question? Wheat takes you there, without
humbug? You must excuse me but you
are a very extraordinary person to look at, as
a missionary.”
Eleanor could hardly help laughing.
She doubted whether or no this was a question to be
answered; discerning a look of seriousness, as she
thought, beneath the gleam in her host’s eyes,
she chose to run the risk of answering. She faced
him, and them, as she spoke.
“I love Jesus. And I love
to do his work, wherever he gives it to me; or, as
I am a woman and cannot do much, I am glad to help
those who can.”
Mr. Esthwaite was put out a little.
He had words on his lips that he did not speak; and
piled Eleanor’s plate with various fruit dainties,
and drank one or two glasses of his Australian claret
before he said anything more; an interval occupied
by Eleanor in cooling down after her last speech,
which had flushed her cheeks prodigiously.
“That’s a sort of work
to be done anywhere,” he said finally, as if
Eleanor had but just spoken. “I am sure
it can be done here, and much better for you.
Now see here I like you. Don’t
you suppose, if you were to try, you could persuade
this Mr. Rhys to quit those regions of darkness and
come and take the same sort of work at Sydney that
he is doing there?”
“No.”
“Seems decided! ”
said Mr. Esthwaite humourously, looking towards his
wife. “I am afraid this gentleman is a positive
sort of character. Well! there is
no use in struggling against fate. My dear, take
your cousin off and give her some coffee. I will
be there directly.”
The ladies left him accordingly; and
in the pretty drawing-room Mrs. Esthwaite plied Eleanor
with questions relating to her voyage, her destination,
and above all, the England of which she had heard so
much and knew so little. Her curiosity was huge,
and extended to the smallest of imaginable details;
and one thing followed another with very little of
congruous nature between them. And Eleanor answered,
and related, and described, and the while thought where
her letters were? Nevertheless she gave herself
kindly to her hostess’s gratification, and patiently
put her own by; and the evening ended with Mrs. Esthwaite
being in a state of ecstatic delight with her new-found
relation. Mr. Esthwaite had kept silence and
played the part of listener for the larger portion
of the evening, using his eyes and probably his judgment
freely during that time. As they were separating,
he asked Eleanor whether she could get up at six o’clock?
Eleanor asked what for?
“Do, for once; and I will take you a drive in
the Domain.”
“What Domain? yours, do you mean?”
“Not exactly. I have not
got so far as that. No; it’s the Government
Domain everybody rides and drives there,
and almost everybody goes at six o’clock.
It’s worth going; botanical gardens, and all
that sort of thing.”
Eleanor swiftly thought, that it was
scarce likely Mr. Amos would have her letters for
her, or at least bring them, so early as that; and
she might as well indulge her host’s fancy if
not her own. She agreed to the proposal, and
Mrs. Esthwaite went rejoicing with her to her room.
“You’ll like it,”
she said. “The botanical gardens are beautiful,
and I dare say you will know a great deal more about
them than I do. O it’s delightful to have
you here! I only cannot bear to think you must
go away again.”
“You are very kind to me,”
said Eleanor gratefully. “My dear aunt
Caxton will be made glad to know what friends I have
found among strangers.”
“Don’t speak about it!”
said Mrs. Esthwaite, her eyes fairly glistening with
earnestness. “I am sure if Egbert can do
anything he will be too glad. Now won’t
you do just as if you were at home? I want you
to be completely at home with us now and
always. You must feel very much the want of your
old home in England! being so far from it, too.”
“Heaven is my home,” said
Eleanor cheerfully; “I do not feel the loss
of England so much as you think. That other home
always seems near.”
“Does it?” said Mrs. Esthwaite.
“It seems such an immense way off, to me!”
“I used to think so; but it
is near to me now. So it does not so much matter
whereabouts on the earth I am.”
“It must be nice to feel so!”
said Mrs. Esthwaite with an unconscious sigh.
“Do you not feel so?” Eleanor asked.
“O no. I do not know anything about it.
I am not good like you.”
“It is not goodness not
my goodness that makes heaven my home,”
said Eleanor smiling at her and taking her hands.
“But I am sure you are good?” said Mrs.
Esthwaite earnestly.
“Just as you are, except for the
grace of God, which is free to all.”
“But,” said Mrs. Esthwaite
looking at her as if she were something hardly of
earth like ordinary mortals, “I have
not given up the world as you have. I cannot.
I like it too well.”
“I have not given it up either,”
said Eleanor smiling again; “not in the sense
you mean. I have not given up anything but sin.
I enjoy everything else in the world as much as you
do.”
“What do you mean?” said Mrs. Esthwaite,
much bewildered.
“Only this,” said Eleanor,
with very sweet gravity now. “I do not love
anything that my King hates. All that I have given
up, and all that leads to it; but I am all the more
free to enjoy everything that is really worth enjoying,
quite as well as you can, or any body else.”
“But you do not go
to parties and dances, and you do not drink wine,
and the theatre, and all that sort of thing; do you?”
“I do not love anything that
my King hates,” said Eleanor shaking her head
gently.
“But dancing, and wine, what harm
is in them?”
“Think what they lead to! ”
“Well wine excuse
me, I know so little about these things! and I want
to know what you think; wine, I know, if
people will drink too much, but what harm
is in dancing?”
“None that I know of,”
said Eleanor, “if it were always suited
to womanly delicacy, and if it took one into the society
of those that love Christ or helped one
to witness for him before those who do not.”
“Well, I will tell you the truth,”
said Mrs. Esthwaite with a sort of penitent laugh, “I
love dancing.”
“Ay, but I love Christ,”
said Eleanor; “and whatever is not for his honour
I am glad to give up. It is no cross to me.
I used to like some things too; but now I love Him;
and his will is my will.”
“Ah, that is what I said! you
are good, that is the reason. I can’t help
doing wrong things, even if I want to do it ever so
much, and when I know they are wrong; and I shouldn’t
like to give up anything.”
“Listen,” said Eleanor,
holding her hands fast. “It is not that
I am good. It is that I love Jesus and he helps
me. I cannot do anything of myself I
cannot give up anything but I trust in my
Lord and he does it for me. It is he that does
all in me that you would call good.”
“Ah, but you love him.”
“Should I not?” said Eleanor,
“when he loved me, and gave himself for me,
that he might bring me from myself and sin to know
him and be happy.”
“And you are happy, are you
not?” said Mrs. Esthwaite, looking at her as
if it were something that she had come to believe against
evidence. There was good evidence for it now,
in Eleanor’s smile; which would bear studying.
“There is nothing but happiness where Christ
is.”
“But I couldn’t understand
it those places where you are going are
so dreadful; and why you should go there
at all ”
“No, you do not understand,
and cannot till you try it. I have such joy in
the love of Christ sometimes, that I wish for nothing
so much in the world, as to bring others to know what
I know!”
There was power in the lighting face,
which Mrs. Esthwaite gazed at and wondered.
“I think I am willing to go
anywhere and do anything, which my King may give me,
in that service.”
“To be sure,” said Mrs.
Esthwaite, as if adding a convincing corollary from
her own mind, “you have some other
reason to wish to get there to the Islands,
I mean.”
That brought a flood of crimson over
Eleanor’s face; she let go her hostess’s
hands and turned away.
“But there was something else
I wanted to ask,” said Mrs. Esthwaite hastily.
“Egbert said Are you very tired, my
dear?”
“Not at all, I assure you.”
“Egbert said there was some
most beautiful singing as he came up alongside the
ship to-day was it you?”
“In part it was I.”
“He said it was hymns. Won’t you
sing me one?”
Eleanor liked it very well; it suited
her better than talking. They sat down together,
and Eleanor sang:
“’There’s balm in Gilead,
To make the wounded whole.
There’s power enough in Jesus
To save a sin-sick soul.’”
And somewhat to her surprise, before
the hymn had gone far, her companion was weeping;
and kept her face hidden in her handkerchief till
the last words were sung.
“’Come then to this physician;
His help he’ll freely give.
He asks no hard condition,
’Tis only, look, and live.
For there’s balm in Gilead,
To make the wounded whole.
There’s power enough in Jesus
To save a sin-sick soul.’”
“I never heard anything so sweet
in all my life!” said Mrs. Esthwaite as she
got up and wiped her eyes. “I’ve been
keeping you up. But do tell me,” said she
looking at her innocently, “are all
Methodists like you?”
“No,” said Eleanor laughing;
and then she was vexed at herself that the laugh changed
to a sob and the tears came. Was she hysterical?
It was very unlike her, but this seemed something
like it. Neither could she immediately conquer
the strangling sensation, between laughter and crying,
which threatened her.
“My dear! I’m very
sorry,” said Mrs. Esthwaite. “You
are too tired! and it is my fault.
Egbert will be properly angry with me.”
But Eleanor conquered the momentary
oppression, threw off her tears, and gave her hostess
a peaceful kiss for good night; with which the little
lady went off comforted. Then Eleanor sat down
by her window, and with tears wet on her eyelashes
yet, looked off to the beautiful moonlit harbour in
the distance and thought. Her thoughts
were her own. Only some of them had a reference
to certain words that speak of “sowing beside
all waters,” and a tender earnest remembrance
of the seed she had just been scattering. “Beside
all waters” yes; and as Eleanor looked
over towards the fair, peace-speaking view of Port
Jackson, in New South Wales, she recollected the prayer
that labourers might be sent forth into the vineyard.