A little thing clouded the brow of
Mrs. Abercrombie-a very little thing.
But if she had known how wide the shadows were often
diffused, and how darkly they fell, at times, on some
hearts, she would have striven more earnestly, we
may believe, to keep the sky of her spirit undimmed.
It will not be uninstructive to note
the incidents, in a single day, of Mrs. Abercrombie’s
life-to mark the early cloud upon her brow,
and then to glance at the darkly falling shadows.
Mr. Abercrombie was a man of sensitive
feelings, and though he had striven for many years
to overcome his sensitiveness, he had been no more
able to change this hereditary weakness than the leopard
his spots or the Ethiopian his skin. At home,
the lightest jar of discord disturbed him painfully,
and the low vibration ceased not, often, for many
hours. The clouded brow of his wife ever threw
his heart into shadow; and the dusky vail was never
removed, until sunlight radiated again from her countenance.
It was all in vain that he tried to be indifferent
to these changeful moods-to keep his spirits
above their influence: in the very effort at
disenthralment he was more firmly bound.
From some cause, unknown to her husband,
there was a cloud on the brow of Mrs. Abercrombie
one morning, as she took her place at the breakfast-table.
Mr. Abercrombie was reading, with his usual interest,
the newspaper, and the children were sporting in the
nursery, when the bell summoned them to the dining-room.
All gathered, with pleasant thoughts of good cheer,
around the table, and Mr. Abercrombie, after helping
the little ones, was about mentioning to his wife
some pleasant piece of news which he had just been
reading, when, on lifting his eyes to her countenance,
he saw that it was clouded. The words died on
his lips; a shadow darkened over his feelings, and
the meal passed in almost total silence-at
least so far as he was concerned. Once or twice
he ventured a remark to Mrs. Abercrombie; but the
half-fretful tone in which she replied, only disturbed
him the more.
Soon the pleasant aspect of the children’s
countenances changed, and they became captious and
irritable. Both parents were fretted at this
reaction upon their own states of mind, and manifested,
at some slight misconduct on the part of one or two
of the children, a degree of ill-nature that instantly
transferred itself to those against whom it was directed,
and became apparent in their intercourse one with
another.
Before summoned from the nursery,
these children were playing together in the utmost
harmony and good feeling; on returning thereto, the
activity of another and far less amiable spirit was
manifest; and instead of merry shouts and joyous laughter,
angry words and complaining cries sounded through
the apartment.
As Mr. Abercrombie left the house,
Mrs. Abercrombie entered the nursery, attracted by
the notes of discord. Had there been sunshine
on her countenance, and firm but gentle remonstrance
on her tongue, a quick change would have become apparent.
But, ere this, the shadows she had thrown around her
had darkened the atmosphere of her dwelling, and were
now reflected back upon her heart, enshrouding it
in deeper gloom. The want of harmony among her
children increased her mental disturbance, obscured
her perceptions, and added to her state of irritability.
She could not speak calmly to them, nor wisely endeavour
to restore the harmony which had been lost. Her
words, therefore, while, by their authoritative force,
they subdued the storm, left the sky black with clouds
that poured down another and fiercer tempest the moment
her presence was removed.
But this state of things could not
be permitted. The mother reappeared, and, after
some hurried inquiries into the cause of disturbance
among her children, took for granted the statement
of those who were most forward in excusing themselves
and accusing others, and unwisely resorted to punishment-unwisely,
in the first place, because she decided hastily and
from first appearances; and in the second place, because
she was in no state of mind to administer punishment.
The consequence was, that she punished those least
to blame, and thereby did a great wrong. Of this
she was made fully aware after it was too late.
Then, indignant at the false accusation by which she
had been led into the commission of an unjust act,
she visited her wrath with undue severity, and in
unseemly passion, upon the heads of the real offenders.
By this time the children were in
a state of intimidation. It was plain that their
mother was fairly aroused, and each deemed it best
to be as quiet and inoffensive as possible. The
reappearance of harmony being thus restored, Mrs.
Abercrombie, whose head and heart were now both throbbing
with pain, retired in a most unhappy state of mind
to her chamber, where she threw herself into a large
chair, feeling unutterably wretched.
And what was the origin of all this
discord and misery? Why came that cloud, in the
beginning, to the brow of Mrs. Abercrombie-that
cloud, whose shadow had already exercised so baleful
an influence? The cause was slight, very slight.
But do not, fair reader, blame Mrs. Abercrombie too
severely, nor say this cause was censurably inadequate.
The touch of a feather will hurt an inflamed part.
Ah! does not your own experience in life affirm this.
Think of the last time the cloud was on your brow,
and ask yourself as to the adequacy of the cause.
“But what was the cause?”
you inquire. Well, don’t smile: a pair
of gaiters had been sent home for Mrs. Abercrombie,
late on the evening previous, and one of her first
acts in the morning was to try them on. They
did not fit! Now, Mrs. Abercrombie intended to
go out on that very morning, and she wished to wear
these gaiters. “Enough to fret her, I should
say!” exclaims one fair reader. “A
slight cause, indeed!” says another, tossing
her curls; “men are great philosophers!”
We crave pardon, gentle ladies all,
if, in our estimate of causes, we have spoken too
lightly of this. But we have, at least, stated
the case fairly. Mrs. Abercrombie’s brow
was clouded because the new gaiters did not fit her
handsome foot-a member, by the way, of
which she was more than a little vain.
For an hour Mrs. Abercrombie remained
alone in her chamber, feeling very sad; for, in that
time, reflection had come, and she was by no means
satisfied with the part she had been playing, nor altogether
unconscious of the fact that from her clouded brow
had fallen the shadows now darkening over her household.
As soon as she had gained sufficient control of herself
to act toward her children more wisely and affectionately,
the mother took her place in the nursery, and with
a tenderness of manner that acted like a charm, attracted
her little ones to her side, and inspired them with
a new and better spirit. To them sunshine was
restored again; and the few rays that penetrated to
the mother’s heart, lighted its dim chambers,
and touched it with a generous warmth.
But the shadows from Mrs. Abercrombie’s
clouded brow fell not alone upon her household.
The spirit that pervades the home-circle is often
carried forth by those who go out into the world.
It was so in this case. Mr. Abercrombie’s
feelings were overcast with shadows when he entered
the store. There was a pressure, in consequence,
upon his bosom, and a state of irritability which he
essayed, though feebly and ineffectually, to overcome.
“Where is Edward?” he
inquired, soon after his arrival.
Edward was a lad, the son of a poor
widow, who had recently been employed in Mr. Abercrombie’s
store.
“He hasn’t come yet,” was answered.
“Not come yet?” said Mr. Abercrombie,
in a fretful tone.
“No, sir.”
“This is the third time he has
been late within the past week, is it not?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Very well: it shall be the last time.”
At this moment the boy came in.
Mr. Abercrombie looked at him sternly for a moment,
and then said-
“You won’t suit me, sir.
I took you on trial, and am satisfied. You can
go home.”
The poor lad’s face crimsoned
instantly, and he tried to say something about his
mother’s being sick, but Mr. Abercrombie waved
his hand impatiently, and told him that he didn’t
wish to hear any excuse.
Scarcely had the boy left the presence
of Mr. Abercrombie, ere this hasty action was repented
of. But the merchant’s pride of consistency
was strong: he was not the man to acknowledge
an error. His word had passed, and could not
be recalled. Deeper were the shadows that now
fell upon his heart-more fretted the state
of mind that supervened.
Ah! the shadows would have been deeper
still, could he have seen that unhappy boy a little
while afterward, as, with his face buried in the pillow
that supported the head of his sick mother, he sobbed
until his whole frame quivered. Had Mr. Abercrombie
only asked the reason why his appearance at the store
was so late on this morning, he would have learned
that the delay had been solely occasioned by needful
attendance on his sick and almost helpless mother;
and on a little further inquiry, humanity would have
dictated approval rather than censure and punishment.
But, touching all this painful consequence of his
ill-nature, the merchant knew nothing. How rarely
do we become cognizant of the evil wrought upon others
by our hasty and ill-judged actions!
The shadow was still on Mr. Abercrombie’s
feelings, when, half an hour afterward, a man came
to him and said-
“It will be impossible for me
to lift the whole of that note to-day.”
“You’ll have to do it,”
was the quiet answer. Mr. Abercrombie frowned
darkly as he thus replied.
“Don’t say that, Mr. Abercrombie.
I only want help to the amount of two hundred dollars.”
“I do say it. You must
raise the money somewhere else. I don’t
like this way of doing business. When a man gives
his note, he should make it a point of honour to pay
it.”
“Oh, very well,” said
the man. “I’m sorry if I’ve
troubled you. I’ll get the money from a
friend. Good morning.”
And he turned off abruptly, and left
the store. Mr. Abercrombie felt rebuked.
He had a large balance in the bank, and could have
accommodated him without the smallest inconvenience.
In another state of mind he would have done so cheerfully.
“O dear!” sighed the unhappy
merchant, speaking mentally; “what has come
over me? I’m losing all control of myself.
This will never, never do. I must set a guard
upon my lips.”
And he did so. Conscious of his
state of irritability, he subdued his tones of voice,
and restrained utterance when tempted to angry or
inconsiderate speech. Not again during the day
was he guilty of such inexcusable conduct as in the
instances mentioned; yet the shadow remained upon
his feelings, strive as he would to throw off the
gloomy impression.
It was late in the day when Mr. Abercrombie
turned his steps homeward. How little was he
satisfied with himself! And now, when he remembered,
with painful distinctness, the clouded brow of his
wife, how little promise was there of home-sunlight,
to dispel the gloom of his own feelings!
As the hand of the merchant rested
upon his own door, he almost dreaded to enter.
He shrank from meeting that clouded visage. The
shadows were dark when he left in the morning, and
experience told him that he need scarcely hope to
find them dispelled. Happily, though still in
the sky, the clouds were broken, and gleams of sunshine
came breaking through. Ah! if they had only possessed
sufficient power to disperse the shadows that all day
long had been gathering around the heart of Mr. Abercrombie!
But that was impossible. Self-respect had been
forfeited; and a consciousness of having, in his impatient
haste, acted unjustly, haunted his thoughts.
And so, the shadows that were not to be dispersed by
the feeble sun-rays from the countenance of his wife,
gradually diffused themselves, until the light that
struggled with them grew pale.
“Did you know,” said Mrs.
Abercrombie, breaking in upon the oppressive silence
that succeeded, after all had retired for the night
but herself and husband, “that the mother of
Edward Wilson is very poor and in a decline?”
“I was not aware of it,” was the brief
response.
“It is so. Mrs. Archer
was here this afternoon, and was telling me about
them. Mrs. Wilson, who, until within a few weeks
past, has been able to earn something, is now so weak
that she cannot leave her bed, and is solely dependent
on the earnings of her son. How much do you pay
him?”
“Only three dollars a week,”
answered Mr. Abercrombie, shading his face with his
hand.
“Only three dollars! How
can they live on that? Mrs. Archer says that
Edward is one of the best of lads-that he
nurses his mother, and cares for her with unfailing
tenderness; indeed, he is her only attendant.
They are too poor to pay for the services of a domestic.
Could you not afford to increase his wages?”
“I might, perhaps,” said
Mr. Abercrombie, abstractedly, still shading his face.
“I wish you could,” was
the earnest reply. “It will be a real charity.”
Mr. Abercrombie made no response;
and his wife pursued the subject no further.
But the former lay awake for hours after retiring to
bed, pondering the events of the day which had just
closed.
The sun had gone down amid clouds
and shadows; but the morrow dawned brightly.
The brow of Mrs. Abercrombie was undimmed as she met
her family at the breakfast-table on the next morning,
and every countenance reflected its cheerful light.
Even Mr. Abercrombie, who had something on his conscience
that troubled him, gave back his portion of the general
good feeling. Lighter far was his step as he
went forth and took his way to his store. His
first act on his arriving there, was, to ease his
conscience of the pressure thereon, by sending for
Edward Wilson, and restoring him to his place under
new and better auspices.
And thus the shadows passed; yet,
not wholly were they expelled. The remembrance
of pain abides long after the smarting wound has healed,
and the heart which has once been enveloped in shadows,
never loses entirely its sense of gloomy oppression.
How guarded all should be lest clouds gather upon
the brow, for we know not on whose hearts may fall
their shadows.