Day after day I worked at my life-task,
and worked in an earnest spirit. Not much did
I seem to accomplish; yet the little that was done
had on it the impress of good. Still, I was dissatisfied,
because my gifts were less dazzling than those of which
many around me could boast. When I thought of
the brilliant ones sparkling in the firmament of literature,
and filling the eyes of admiring thousands, something
like the evil spirit of envy came into my heart and
threw a shadow upon my feelings. I was troubled
because I had not their gifts. I wished to shine
with a stronger light. To dazzle, as well as
to warm and vivify.
Not long ago, there came among us
one whom nature had richly endowed. His mind
possessed exceeding brilliancy. Flashes of thought,
like lightning from summer cloud, were ever filling
the air around him. There was a stateliness in
the movement of his intellect, and an evidence of
power, that oppressed you at times with wonder.
Around him gathered the lesser lights
in the hemisphere of thought, and veiled their feeble
rays beneath his excessive brightness. He seemed
conscious of his superior gifts and displayed them
more like a giant beating the air to excite wonder,
than putting forth his strength to accomplish a good
and noble work. Still, I was oppressed and paralyzed
by the sphere of his presence. I felt puny and
weak beside him, and unhappy because I was not gifted
with equal power.
It so happened that a work of mine,
upon which the maker’s name was not stamped-work
done with a purpose of good-was spoken of
and praised by one who did not know me as the handicraftsman.
“It is tame, dull, and commonplace,”
said the brilliant one, in a tone of contempt; and
there were many present to agree with him.
Like the strokes of a hammer upon
my heart, came these words of condemnation. “Tame,
dull, and commonplace!” And was it, indeed, so?
Yes; I felt that what he uttered was true. That
my powers were exceedingly limited, and my gifts few.
Oh, what would I not have then given for brilliant
endowments like those possessed by him from whom had
fallen the words of condemnation?
“You will admit,” said
one-I thought it strange at the time that
there should be even one to speak a word in favor of
my poor performance-“that it will
do good?”
“Good!” was answered,
in a tone slightly touched by contempt. “Oh,
yes; it will do good!” and the brilliant one
tossed his head. “Anybody can do good!”
I went home with a perturbed spirit.
I had work to do; but I could not do it. I sat
down and tried to forget what I had heard. I tried
to think about the tasks that were before me.
“Tame, dull, and commonplace!” Into no
other form would my thoughts come.
Exhausted, at last, by this inward
struggle, I threw myself upon my bed, and soon passed
into the land of dreams.
Dream-land! Thou art thought
by many to be only a land of fantasy and of
shadows. But it is not so. Dreams, for the
most part, are fantastic; but all are not so.
Nearer are we to the world of spirits, in sleep; and,
at times, angels come to us with lessons of wisdom,
darkly veiled under similitude, or written in characters
of light.
I passed into dream-land; but my thoughts
went on in the same current. “Tame, dull,
and commonplace!” I felt the condemnation more
strongly than before.
I was out in the open air, and around
me were mountains, trees, green fields, and running
waters; and above all bent the sky in its azure beauty.
The sun was just unveiling his face in the east, and
his rays were lighting up the dew-gems on a thousand
blades of grass, and making the leaves glitter as
if studded with diamonds.
“How calm and beautiful!”
said a voice near me. I turned, and one whose
days were in the “sear and yellow leaf,”
stood by my side.
“But all is tame and commonplace,”
I answered. “We have this over and over
again, day after day, month after month, and year after
year. Give me something brilliant and startling,
if it be in the fiery comet or the rushing storm.
I am sick of the commonplace!”
“And yet to the commonplace
the world is indebted for every great work and great
blessing. For everything good, and true, and
beautiful!”
I looked earnestly into the face of
the old man. He went on.
“The truly good and great is
the useful; for in that is the Divine image.
Softly and unobtrusively has the dew fallen, as it
falls night after night. Silently it distilled,
while the vagrant meteors threw their lines of dazzling
light across the sky, and men looked up at them in
wonder and admiration. And now the soft grass,
the green leaves, and the sweet flowers, that drooped
beneath the fervent heat of yesterday, are fresh again
and full of beauty, ready to receive the light and
warmth of the risen sun, and expand with, a new vigor.
All this may be tame, and commonplace; but is it not
a great and a good work that has been going on?
“The tiller of the soil is going
forth again to his work. Do not turn your eyes
from him, and let a feeling of impatience stir in
your heart because he is not a soldier rushing to battle,
or a brilliant orator holding thousands enchained
by the power of a fervid eloquence that is born not
so much of good desires for his fellow-men as from
the heat of his own self-love. Day after day,
as now, patient, and hopeful, the husbandman enters
upon the work that lies before him, and, hand in hand
with God’s blessed sunshine, dews, and rain,
a loving and earnest co-laborer, brings forth from
earth’s treasure-house of blessings good gifts
for his fellow-men. Is all this commonplace?
How great and good is the commonplace!”
I turned to answer the old man, but
he was gone. I was standing on a high mountain,
and beneath me, as far as the eye could reach, were
stretched broad and richly cultivated fields; and from
a hundred farm-houses went up the curling smoke from
the fires of industry. Fields were waving with
golden grain, and trees bending with their treasures
of fruit. Suddenly, the bright sun was veiled
in clouds, that came whirling up from the horizon
in dark and broken masses, and throwing a deep shadow
over the landscape just before bathed in light.
Calmly had I surveyed the peaceful scene spread out
before me. I was charmed with its quiet beauty.
But now, stronger emotions stirred within me.
“Oh, this is sublime!”
I murmured, as I gazed upon the cloudy hosts moving
across the heavens in battle array.
A gleam of lightning sprang forth
from a dark cavern in the sky, and then, far off,
rattled and jarred the echoing thunder. Next came
the rushing and roaring wind, bending the giant-limbed
oaks as if they were but wands of willow, and tearing
up lesser trees as a child tears up from its roots
a weed or flower.
In this war of elements I stood, with
my head bared, and clinging to a rock, mad with a
strange and wild delight.
“Brilliant! Sublime!
Grand beyond the power of descriptions,” I said,
as the storm deepened in intensity.
“An hour like this is worth
all the commonplace, dull events of a lifetime.”
There came a stunning crash in the
midst of a dazzling glare. For some moments I
was blinded. When sight was restored, I saw, below
me, the flames curling upward from a dwelling upon
which the fierce lightning had fallen.
“What majesty! what awful sublimity!”
said I, aloud. I thought not of the pain, and
terror, and death that reigned in the human habitation
upon which the bolt of destruction had fallen, but
of the sublime power displayed in the strife of the
elements.
There was another change. I no
longer stood on the mountain, with the lightning and
tempest around me; but was in the valley below, down
upon which the storm had swept with devastating fury.
Fields of grain were level with the earth; houses
destroyed; and the trophies of industry marred in
a hundred ways.
“How sublime are the works of
the tempest!” said a voice near me. I turned,
and the old man was again at my side.
But I did not respond to his words.
“What majesty! What awful
sublimity and power!” continued the old man.
“But,” he added, in a changed voice, “there
is a higher power in the gentle rain than lies in
the rushing tempest. The power to destroy is
an evil power, and has bounds beyond which it cannot
go. But the gentle rain that falls noiselessly
to the earth, is the power of restoration and recreation.
See!”
I looked, and a mall lay upon the
ground apparently lifeless. He had been struck
down by the lightning. His pale face was upturned
to the sky, and the rain shaken free from the cloudy
skirts of the retiring storm, was falling upon it.
I continued to gaze upon the force of the prostrate
man, until there came into it a flush of life.
Then his limbs quivered; he threw his arms about.
A groan issued from his constricted chest. In
a little while, he arose.
“Which is best? Which is
most to be loved and admired?” said the old
Man. “The wild, fierce, brilliant tempest,
or the quiet rain that restores the image of life
and beauty which the tempest has destroyed? See!
The gentle breezes are beginning to move over the
fields, and, hand in hand with the uplifting sunlight,
to raise the rain that has been trodden beneath the
crushing heel of the tempest, whose false sublimity
you so much admired. There is nothing startling
and brilliant in this work; but it is a good and a
great work, and it will go on silently and efficiently
until not a trace of the desolating storm can be found.
In the still atmosphere, unseen, but all-potent, lies
a power ever busy in the work of creating and restoring;
or, in other words, in the commonplace work of doing
good. Which office would you like best to assume-which
is the most noble-the office of the destroyer
or the restorer?”
I lifted my eyes again, and saw men
busily engaged in blotting out the traces of the storm,
and in restoring all to its former use and beauty.
Builders were at work upon the house
which had been struck by lightning, and men engaged
in repairing fences, barns, and other objects upon
which had been spent the fury of the excited elements.
Soon every vestige of the destroyer was gone.
“Commonplace work, that of nailing
on boards and shingles,” said the old man; “of
repairing broken fences; of filling up the deep foot-prints
of the passing storm; but is it not a noble work?
Yes; for it is ennobled by its end. Far nobler
than the work of the brilliant tempest, which moved
but to destroy.”
The scene changed once more.
I was back again from the land of dreams and similitudes.
It was midnight, and the moon was shining in a cloudless
sky. I arose, and going to the window, sat and
looked forth, musing upon my dream. All was hushed
as if I were out in the fields, instead of in the
heart of a populous city. Soon came the sound
of footsteps, heavy and measured, and the watchman
passed on his round of duty. An humble man was
he, forced by necessity into his position, and rarely
thought of and little regarded by the many. There
was nothing brilliant about him to attract the eye
and extort admiration. The man and his calling
were commonplace. He passed on; and, as his form
left my eye, the thought of him passed from my mind.
Not long after, unheralded by the sound of footsteps,
came one with a stealthy, crouching air; pausing now,
and listening; and now looking warily from side to
side. It was plain that he was on no errand of
good to his fellowmen. He, too, passed on, and
was lost to my vision.
Many minutes went by, and I still
remained at the window, musing upon the subject of
my dream, when I was startled by a cry of terror issuing
from a house not far away. It was the cry of a
woman. Obeying the instinct of my feelings, I
ran into the street and made my way hurriedly towards
the spot from which the cry came.
“Help! help! murder!”
shrieked a woman from the open window.
I tried the street door of the house,
but it was fastened. I threw myself against it
with all my strength, and it yielded to the concussion.
As I entered the dark passage, I found myself suddenly
grappled by a strong man, who threw me down and held
me by the throat. I struggled to free myself,
but in vain. His grip tightened. In a few
moments I would have been lifeless. But, just
at the instant when consciousness was about leaving
me, the guardian of the night appeared. With
a single stroke of his heavy mace, he laid the midnight
robber and assassin senseless upon the floor.
How instantly was that humble watchman
ennobled in my eyes! How high and important was
his use in society! I looked at him from a new
standpoint, and saw him in a new relation.
“Commonplace!” said I,
on regaining my own room in my own house, panting
from the excitement and danger to which I had been
subjected. “Commonplace! Thank God
for the commonplace and the useful!”
Again I passed into the land of dreams,
where I found myself walking in a pleasant way, pondering
the theme which had taken such entire possession of
my thoughts. As I moved along, I met the gifted
one who had called my work dull and commonplace; that
work was a simple picture of human life; drawn for
the purpose of inspiring the reader with trust in
God and love towards his fellow-man. He addressed
me with the air of one who felt that he was superior,
and led off the conversation by a brilliant display
of words that half concealed, instead of making clear,
his ideas. Though I perceived this, I was yet
affected with admiration. My eyes were dazzled
as by a glare of light.
“Yes, yes,” I sighed to
myself; “I am dull, tame, and commonplace beside
these children of genius. How poor and mean is
the work that comes from my hands!”
“Not so!” said my companion.
I turned to look at him; but the gifted being stood
not by my side. In his place was the ancient one
who had before spoken to me in the voice of wisdom.
“Not so!” he continued.
“Nothing that is useful is poor and mean.
Look up! In the fruit of our labor is the proof
of its quality.”
I was in the midst of a small company,
and the gifted being whose powers I had envied was
there, the centre of attraction and the observed of
all observers. He read to those assembled from
a book; and what he read flashed with a brightness
that was dazzling. All listened in the most rapt
attention, and, by the power of what the gifted one
read, soared now, in thought, among the stars, spread
their wings among the swift-moving tempest, or descended
into the unknown depths of the earth. As for
myself, my mind seemed endowed with new faculties,
and to rise almost into the power of the infinite.
“Glorious! Divine!
Godlike!” Such were the admiring words that fell
from the lips of all.
And then the company dispersed.
As we went forth from the room in which we had assembled,
we met numbers who were needy, and sick, and suffering;
mourners, who sighed for kind words from the comforter:
little children, who had none to love and care for
them; the faint and weary, who needed kind hands to
help them on their toilsome journey. But no human
sympathies were stirring in our hearts. We had
been raised, by the power of the genius we so much
admired, far above the world and its commonplace sympathies.
The wings of our spirits were still beating the air,
far away in the upper regions of transcendant thought.
Another change came. I saw a
woman reading from the same book from which the gifted
one had read. Ever and anon she paused, and gave
utterance to words of admiration.
“Beautiful! beautiful!”
fell, ever and anon, from her lips; and she would
lift her eyes, and muse upon what she was reading.
As she sat thus, a little child entered the room.
He was crying.
“Mother! mother!” said the child, “I
want-”
But the mother’s thoughts were
far above the regions of the commonplace. Her
mind was in a world of ideal beauty. Disturbed
by the interruption, a slight frown contracted on
her beautiful brows as she arose and took her child
by the arm to thrust it from the room.
A slight shudder went through my frame
as I marked the touching distress that overspread
the countenance of the child as it looked up into
its mother’s face and saw nothing there but an
angry frown.
“Every thought is born of affection,”
said the old man, as this scene faded away, “and
has in it the quality of the life that gave it birth;
and when that thought is reproduced in the mind of
another, it awakens its appropriate affection.
If there had been a true love of his neighbor in the
mind of the gifted one when he wrote the book from
which the mother read, and if his purpose had been
to inspire with human emotions-and none
but these are God-like-the souls of men,
his work would have filled the heart of that mother
with a deeper love of her child, instead of freezing
in her bosom the surface of love’s celestial
fountain. To have hearkened to the grief of that
dear child, and to have ministered to its comfort,
would have been a commonplace act, but, how truly noble
and divine! And now, look again, and let what
passes before you give strength to your wavering spirits.”
I lifted my eyes, and saw a man reading,
and I knew that he read that work of mine which the
gifted one had condemned as dull, and tame, and commonplace.
And, moreover, I knew that he was in trouble so deep
as to be almost hopeless of the future, and just ready
to give up his life-struggle, and let his hands fall
listless and despairing by his side. Around him
were gathered his wife and his little ones, and they
were looking to him, but in vain, for the help they
needed.
As the man read, I saw a light come
suddenly into his face. He paused, and seemed
musing for a time; and his eyes gleamed quickly upwards,
and as his lips parted, these words came forth:
“Yes, yes; it must be so. God is merciful
as he is wise, and will not forsake his creatures.
He tries us in the fires of adversity but to consume
the evil of our hearts. I will trust him, and
again go forth, with my eyes turned confidingly upwards.”
And the man went forth in the spirit of confidence
in Heaven, inspired by what I had written.
“Look again,” said the one by my side.
I looked, and saw the same man in
the midst of a smiling family. His countenance
was full of life and happiness, for his trust had not
been in vain. As I had written, so he had found
it. God is good, and lets no one feel the fires
of adversity longer than is necessary for his purification
from evil.
“Look again!” came like tones of music
to my ear.
I looked, and saw one lying upon a
bed. By the lines upon his brow, and the compression
of his lips, it was evident that he was in bodily
suffering. A book lay near him; it was written
by the gifted one, and was full of bright thoughts
and beautiful images. He took it, and tried to
forget his pain in these thoughts and images.
But in this he did not succeed, and soon laid it aside
with a groan of anguish. Then there was handed
to him my poor and commonplace work; and he opened
the pages and began to read. I soon perceived
that an interest was awakened in his mind. Gradually
the contraction of his brow grew less severe, and,
in a little while, he had forgotten his pain.
“I will be more patient,”
said he, in a calm voice, after he had read for a
long time with a deep interest. “There are
many with pain worse than mine to bear, who have none
of the comforts and blessings so freely scattered
along my way through life.”
And then he gave directions to have
relief sent to one and another whom he now remembered
to be in need.
“It is a good work that prompts
to good in others,” said the old man. “What
if it be dull and tame-commonplace to the
few-it is a good gift to the world, and
thousands will bless the giver. Look again!”
An angry mother, impatient and fretted
by the conduct of a froward child, had driven her
boy from her presence, when, if she had controlled
her own feelings, she might have drawn him to her side
and subdued him by the power of affection. She
was unhappy, and her boy had received an injury.
The mother was alone. Before
her was a table covered with books, and she took up
one to read. I knew the volume; it was written
by one whose genius had a deep power of fascination.
Soon the mother became lost in its exciting pages,
and remained buried in them for hours. At length,
after turning the last page, she closed the book; and
then came the thought of her wayward boy. But,
her feelings toward him had undergone no change; she
was still angry, because of his disobedience.
Another book lay upon the table; a
book of no pretensions, and written with the simple
purpose of doing good. It was commonplace, because
it dealt with things in the common life around us.
The mother took this up, opened to the title-page,
turned a few leaves, and then laid it down again;
sat thoughtful for some moments, and then sighed.
Again she lifted the book, opened it, and commenced
reading. In a little while she was all attention,
and ere long I saw a tear stealing forth upon her
cheeks. Suddenly she closed the book, evincing
strong emotion as she did so, and, rising up, went
from the room. Ascending to a chamber above,
she entered, and there found the boy at play.
He looked towards her, and, remembering her anger,
a shadow flitted across his face. But his mother
smiled and looked kindly towards him. Instantly
the boy dropped his playthings, and sprung to her
side. She stooped and kissed him.
“Oh, mother! I do love
you, and I will try to be good!”
Blinding tears came to my eyes, and
I saw this scene no longer. I was out among the
works of nature, and my instructor was by my side.
“Despise not again the humble
and the commonplace,” said he, “for upon
these rest the happiness and well-being of the world.
Few can enter into and appreciate the startling and
the brilliant, but thousands and tens of thousands
can feel and love the commonplace that comes to their
daily wants, and inspires them with a mutual sympathy.
Go on in your work. Think it rot low and mean
to speak humble, yet true and fitting words for the
humble; to lift up the bowed and grieving spirit;
to pour the oil and wine of consolation for the poor
and afflicted. It is a great and a good work-the
very work in which God’s angels delight.
Yea, in doing this work, you are brought nearer in
spirit to Him who is goodness and greatness itself,
for all his acts are done with the end of blessing
his creatures.”
There was another change. I was
awake. It was broad daylight, and the sun had
come in and awakened me with a kiss. Again I resumed
my work, content to meet the common want in my labors,
and let the more gifted and brilliant ones around
me enjoy the honors and fame that gathered in cloudy
incense around them.
It is better to be loved by the many,
than admired by the few.