“An object of real charity,”
said Andrew Lyon to his wife, as a poor woman withdrew
from the room in which they were seated.
“If ever there was a worthy
object, she is one,” returned Mrs. Lyon.
“A widow, with health so feeble that even ordinary
exertion is too much for her; yet obliged to support,
with the labor of her own hands, not only herself,
but three young children. I do not wonder that
she is behind with her rent.”
“Nor I,” said Mr. Lyon
in a voice of sympathy. “How much did she
say was due to her landlord?”
“Ten dollars.”
“She will not be able to pay it.”
“I fear not. How can she?
I give her all my extra sewing, and have obtained
work for her from several ladies; but, with her best
efforts she can barely obtain food and decent clothing
for herself and babes.”
“Does it not seem hard,”
remarked Mr. Lyon, “that one like Mrs. Arnold,
who is so earnest in her efforts to take care of herself
and family, should not receive a helping hand from
some one of the many who could help her without feeling
the effort? If I didn’t find it so hard
to make both ends meet, I would pay off her arrears
of rent for her, and feel happy in so doing.”
“Ah!” exclaimed the kind-hearted
wife, “how much I wish that we were able to
do this. But we are not.”
“I’ll tell you what we
can do,” said Mr. Lyon, in a cheerful voice-“or,
rather what I can do. It will be a very light
matter for, say ten persons, to give a dollar a-piece,
in order to relieve Mrs. Arnold from her present trouble.
There are plenty who would cheerfully contribute for
this good purpose; all that is wanted is some one
to take upon himself the business of making the collections.
That task shall be mine.”
“How glad, James, to hear you
say so,” smilingly replied Mrs. Lyon. “Oh!
what a relief it will be to poor Mrs. Arnold.
It will make her heart as light as a feather.
That rent has troubled her sadly. Old Links,
her landlord, has been worrying her about it a good
deal, and, only a week ago, threatened to put her
things in the street if she didn’t pay up.”
“I should have thought of this
before,” remarked Andrew Lyon. “There
are hundreds of people who are willing enough to give
if they were only certain in regard to the object.
Here is one worthy enough in every way. Be it
my business to present her claims to benevolent consideration.
Let me see. To whom shall I go? There are
Jones, and Green, and Tompkins. I can get a dollar
from each of them. That will be three dollars-and
one from myself, will make four. Who else is
there? Oh! Malcolm! I’m sure of
a dollar from him; and, also, from Smith, Todd, and
Perry.”
Confident in the success of his benevolent
scheme, Mr. Lyon started forth, early on the very
next day, for the purpose of obtaining, by subscription,
the poor widow’s rent. The first person
he called on was Malcolm.
“Ah, friend Lyon,” said
Malcolm, smiling blandly. “Good morning!
What can I do for you to-day?”
“Nothing for me, but something
for a poor widow, who is behind with her rent,”
replied Andrew Lyon. “I want just one dollar
from you, and as much more from some eight or nine
as benevolent as yourself.”
At the words “poor widow,”
the countenance of Malcolm fell, and when his visiter
ceased, he replied in a changed and husky voice, clearing
his throat two or three times as he spoke,
“Are you sure she is deserving,
Mr. Lyon?” The man’s manner had become
exceedingly grave.
“None more so,” was the
prompt answer. “She is in poor health, and
has three children to support with the product of her
needle. If any one needs assistance it is Mrs.
Arnold.”
“Oh! ah! The widow of Jacob Arnold.”
“The same,” replied Andrew Lyon.
Malcolm’s face did not brighten
with a feeling of heart-warm benevolence. But,
he turned slowly away, and opening his money-drawer,
very slowly, toyed with his fingers amid its
contents. At length he took therefrom a dollar
bill, and said, as he presented it to Lyon,-sighing
involuntarily as he did so-
“I suppose I must do my part. But, we are
called upon so often.”
The ardor of Andrew Lyon’s benevolent
feelings suddenly cooled at this unexpected reception.
He had entered upon his work under the glow of a pure
enthusiasm; anticipating a hearty response the moment
his errand was made known.
“I thank you in the widow’s
name,” said he, as he took the dollar.
When he turned from Mr. Malcolm’s store, it was
with a pressure on his feelings, as if he had asked
the coldly-given favor for himself.
It was not without an effort that
Lyon compelled himself to call upon Mr. Green, considered
the “next best man” on his list. But
he entered his place of business with far less confidence
than he had felt when calling upon Malcolm. His
story told, Green without a word or smile, drew two
half dollars from his pocket, and presented them.
“Thank you,” said Lyon.
“Welcome,” returned Green.
Oppressed with a feeling of embarrassment,
Lyon stood for a few moments. Then bowing, he
said-
“Good morning.”
“Good morning,” was coldly and formally
responded.
And thus the alms-seeker and alms-giver parted.
“Better be at his shop, attending
to his work,” muttered Green to himself, as
his visitor retired. “Men ain’t very
apt to get along too well in the world who spend their
time in begging for every object of charity that happens
to turn up. And there are plenty of such, dear
knows. He’s got a dollar out of me; may
it do him, or the poor widow he talked so glibly about,
much good.”
Cold water had been poured upon the
feelings of Andrew Lyon. He had raised two dollars
for the poor widow, but, at what a sacrifice for one
so sensitive as himself. Instead of keeping on
in his work of benevolence, he went to his shop, and
entered upon the day’s employment. How
disappointed he felt;-and this disappointment
was mingled with a certain sense of humiliation, as
if he had been asking alms for himself.
“Catch me at this work again!”
he said, half aloud, as his thoughts dwelt upon what
had so recently occurred. “But this is not
right,” he added, quickly. “It is
a weakness in me to feel so. Poor Mrs. Arnold
must be relieved; and it is my duty to see that she
gets relief. I had no thought of a reception
like this. People can talk of benevolence; but
putting the hand in the pocket is another affair altogether.
I never dreamed that such men as Malcolm and Green
could be insensible to an appeal like the one I made.”
“I’ve got two dollars
towards paying Mrs. Arnold’s rent,” he
said to himself, in a more cheerful tone, sometime
afterwards; “and it will go hard if I don’t
raise the whole amount for her. All are not like
Green and Malcolm. Jones is a kind-hearted man,
and will instantly respond to the call of humanity.
I’ll go and see him.”
So, off Andrew Lyon started to see this individual.
“I’ve come begging, Mr.
Jones,” said he, on meeting him. And he
spoke in a frank, pleasant manner.
“Then you’ve come to the
wrong shop; that’s all I have to say,”
was the blunt answer.
“Don’t say that, Mr. Jones. Hear
my story, first.”
“I do say it, and I’m
in earnest,” returned Jones. “I feel
as poor as Job’s turkey, to-day.”
“I only want a dollar to help
a poor widow pay her rent,” said Lyon.
“Oh, hang all the poor widows!
If that’s your game, you’ll get nothing
here. I’ve got my hands full to pay my own
rent. A nice time I’d have in handing out
a dollar to every poor widow in town to help pay her
rent! No, no, my friend, you can’t get anything
here.”
“Just as you feel about it,”
said Andrew Lyon. “There’s no compulsion
in the matter.”
“No, I presume not,” was rather coldly
replied.
Lyon returned to his shop, still more
disheartened than before. He had undertaken a
thankless office.
Nearly two hours elapsed before his
resolution to persevere in the good work he had begun
came back with sufficient force to prompt to another
effort. Then he dropped in upon his neighbor Tompkins,
to whom he made known his errand.
“Why, yes, I suppose I must
do something in a case like this,” said Tompkins,
with the tone and air of a man who was cornered.
“But, there are so many calls for charity, that
we are naturally enough led to hold on pretty tightly
to our purse strings. Poor woman! I feel
sorry for her. How much do you want?”
“I am trying to get ten persons,
including myself, to give a dollar each.”
“Well, here’s my dollar.”
And Tompkins forced a smile to his face as he handed
over his contribution-but the smile did
not conceal an expression which said very plainly-
“I hope you will not trouble me again in this
way.”
“You may be sure I will not,”
muttered Lyon, as he went away. He fully understood
the meaning of the expression.
Only one more application did the
kind-hearted man make. It was successful; but,
there was something in the manner of the individual
who gave his dollar, that Lyon felt as a rebuke.
“And so poor Mrs. Arnold did
not get the whole of her arrears of rent paid off,”
says some one who has felt an interest in her favor.
Oh, yes she did. Mr. Lyon begged
five dollars, and added five more from his own slender
purse. But, he cannot be induced again to undertake
the thankless office of seeking relief from the benevolent
for a fellow creature in need. He has learned
that a great many who refuse alms on the plea that
the object presented is not worthy, are but little
more inclined to charitable deeds, when on this point
there is no question.
How many who read this can sympathise
with Andrew Lyon. Few men who have hearts to
feel for others but have been impelled, at some time
in their lives, to seek aid for a fellow-creature in
need. That their office was a thankless one,
they have too soon become aware. Even those who
responded to their call most liberally, in too many
instances gave in a way that left an unpleasant impression
behind. How quickly has the first glow of generous
feeling, that sought to extend itself to others, that
they might share the pleasure of humanity, been chilled;
and, instead of finding the task an easy one, it has
proved to be hard, and, too often, humiliating!
Alas, that this should be! That men should shut
their hearts so instinctively at the voice of charity.
We have not written this to discourage
active efforts in the benevolent; but to hold up a
mirror in which another class may see themselves.
At best, the office of him who seeks of his fellow-men
aid for the suffering and indigent, is an unpleasant
one. It is all sacrifice on his part, and the
least that can be done is to honor his disinterested
regard for others in distress, and treat him with
delicacy and consideration.