It must not be supposed that Walter
was prepared to follow out his brother Amos’s
moral courage at once and in everything. He was
quite willing to admire this high-toned courage, and
was learning to be content that his brother should
enjoy the praise for it which was his due. He
also fully intended to follow in the same steps some
day or other; but then no real and radical change
had taken place in his heart and character, nor had
he any deliberate desire to give up old habits which
were dear to him, and adopt new ones which would involve
considerable and sustained self-denial. So he
contented himself for the present with being more
kind to his brother, and more careful not to wound
him by rash and unfeeling remarks.
One thing, however, in Amos’s
conduct sadly puzzled and annoyed him. Knowing
that his brother was well provided with money of his
own, he used not unfrequently to borrow from him when
his own allowance ran short, which it very often did.
This borrowing from Amos used to be but rarely followed
by any repayment; for he had been so fully indulged
by his father when younger, that he had no idea, now
that he was getting more from under his father’s
hand, of denying himself, or going without anything
he might happen to fancy. At first he used to
tell the trades-people in the neighbouring town,
when he made any purchases, to put them down to his
father; but to this after a while Mr Huntingdon decidedly
objected finding, as he did, that expense
was no consideration to Walter in the choice of an
article, provided his father had to bear the cost.
So Walter was made to understand that he must make
the liberal allowance which his father gave him do,
and that there must be no more running up of bills
in Mr Huntingdon’s name. But such an arrangement
was very galling to Walter, who had lived all his early
boyhood under the impression that, as being his father’s
favourite son, he had only to express a wish, or to
ask for or to order a thing, and he would have it
as a matter of course. However, the squire stood
firm in the matter. Walter, he said, was old
enough now to understand something of the value of
money, and he must learn to cut his coat according
to his cloth. This coat, however, with Walter
was usually of such exaggerated dimensions that his
ordinary allowance of material would go only a small
way towards completing it. Consequently he used
to have recourse to Amos, who invariably helped him
through with a loan for Walter would never
receive help from his brother except as a loan Amos
at the same time hinting now and then at the hope
of a partial repayment. To this Walter would
reply that his brother should have it all back, if
he wished it, “one of these fine days;”
but when such seasons of exceptionally fine monetary
weather were likely to occur, Amos found it difficult
to conjecture. A change, however, had now come
over the elder brother, much to the annoyance and
disgust of Walter. A decided refusal of a loan
of money was accompanied by Amos with a remonstrance
with his brother on his extravagance.
In a pet, Walter told Amos that he
might keep his nasty sovereigns and shillings to buy
toffee for dirty little boys and girls. He was
much obliged to him for his advice, but he knew his
own concerns best; and as for extravagance, it was
better to put a little money into the tradesmen’s
pockets than hoard it up like a stingy old miser, just
to have the pleasure of saying, “See how rich
I am.”
To all this Amos made no reply at
the time, but afterwards sent his brother a portion
of the sum he wished to borrow, with a kind note, in
which he said that Walter was welcome to this and to
all other sums previously lent, as a free gift, but
that for the future he could not lend him money beyond
a few shillings occasionally, as he had a use for
his own funds which made him unable to do for his brother
what he had done for him in times past.
Partly touched at Amos’s generosity,
but more vexed at his present purpose respecting future
loans, Walter was not disposed to look with a very
favourable eye on his brother’s money arrangements.
What could he be wanting with so much? What
could he be doing with it? There was nothing
to show for it. If he had spent it in guns, or
horses, or dogs, or travelling, or sight-seeing, Walter
could have better acquiesced in the expenditure.
But the money seemed to be wanted for something which,
as far as he could see, turned out to be nothing.
So his curiosity was considerably roused, and he
resolved to find out, if he could, where his brother’s
spare cash went to.
Things were in this position, when
one evening, as the whole family were seated on the
lawn under some noble elms, enjoying the shade for
the weather had been exceedingly hot a
gentleman, well-known throughout the county for the
interest he took in plans for doing good and alleviating
the sorrows and sufferings of his poorer neighbours,
called, and was invited by Mr Huntingdon to join his
family on the lawn. “And now, my dear
sir,” said the squire, “I know you are
out on some errand of benevolence. You are a
grand worker yourself, and a grand giver too, so tell
us what is your present charitable hobby, and we must
try and give you a help, so that you may ride him
easily.”
“Thank you, Mr Huntingdon, with
all my heart,” said the other; “you are
very kind. My hobby this time is a very robust
animal, and will want a good deal of feeding if he
is to keep up his strength. But to come to plain
language, I am collecting subscriptions for a working-men’s
coffee-house in Redbury a British Workman
they call it. You know, I dare say, that two
ruinous old houses of mine in the market-place are
being pulled down. Now, I am going to give the
ground which one of them stands on for the new coffee-house.
It is a capital situation, just in the centre of
the town. I shall want funds, however, for the
erection of a new and suitable building, and also
a few annual subscriptions to keep the establishment
going and pay the expenses of management, as I don’t
suppose it will be self-supporting, at any rate not
at first.”
“Well,” said the squire,
“let me look at your subscription list, for I
see you have one with you. Ah, good! it is very
generous of you to put down your own name for so large
a sum to the building fund, besides giving the land.
Put me down then for fifty pounds, and an annual
subscription of three guineas till the concern is self-supporting.”
“May I look at the list?”
asked Miss Huntingdon, when their visitor had expressed
his thanks to her brother. Having glanced at
it, she also signified her willingness to be a helper
in the work, and gave the list to Walter to return
to the gentleman.
As her nephew was giving back the
subscription list, he paused for a moment to run his
eye over the names of the contributors. “Ah!”
he said, “I see your own sons down, Mr Johnson,
for a guinea a piece. I wish I could afford
to follow their example.”
“Perhaps, after all, you can,”
said the gentleman, smiling. “I am sure
it does young people good to practise a little self-denial
in helping on a good cause like this.”
“I don’t doubt that, sir,”
replied Walter, “but I am ashamed to say that
self-denial of that sort is not much in my line.
But, then, I am not a man of independent fortune
like my brother Amos here. Ask him, pray.
He has, or ought to have, lots of spare cash, and he
is always on the look-out to be doing good with it.”
There was a tone of sarcasm in his voice which grated
very painfully on Miss Huntingdon’s ear.
Amos coloured deeply, but made no remark.
“What say you, my young friend?”
asked Mr Johnson, in a kindly voice, turning to him.
“Your brother encourages me to hope that we
may add your name to the list.”
The young man, thus appealed to, looked
uneasy and embarrassed, and then, in a few moments,
said in an undertone, “I am sorry that just now
I am not in a position to add my name, but I shall
be glad to do so when I am better able.”
Mr Johnson did not press the matter,
but shortly left, having first partaken of a little
fruit which had been brought to him by the butler
while the conversation about the subscriptions had
been going on.
It has already been said that the
old man Harry was a privileged servant of long standing,
almost a portion of the estate, so that he was allowed
little liberties which would not ordinarily have been
permitted to one in his place. He had listened
with burning cheeks and flashing eyes to Walter’s
sneering remarks about his brother’s wealth,
and now lingered near the group, as he was removing
a little table on which he had placed the fruit for
Mr Johnson. There was a restlessness about his
manner which Miss Huntingdon noticed and wondered
at; but her attention was then drawn to Walter, who,
lounging against a bench, said in a rather drawling
voice, “I really wonder what some people do with
their money. For my part, I don’t see what’s
the use of it except to be jolly with it yourself,
and to make other people jolly with it. Amos,”
he added abruptly, “what’s up with you
that you’ve become so very poor all of a sudden?”
To this Amos made no reply, but turned
away to hide his vexation.
“My boy,” said Mr Huntingdon,
addressing his elder son, “I’m a little
surprised myself that you should be at all hard up.
I quite expected that you would have followed the
example of Mr Johnson’s sons, and have put down
your name. I think you could have afforded it.”
Still Amos did not reply, but seemed
hesitating what to say. But here Walter broke
in again. “I call it downright mean!”
he exclaimed bitterly; “but he’s getting
meaner and meaner, that he is. What he does
with his money nobody knows. I suppose he spends
it in religious pocket-handkerchiefs and pious bed-quilts
for the little niggers in Africa, or something of
the sort. At any rate, he has none to spare for
those nearer home.” He was about to say
more, but happening to raise his eyes he was astonished
to see the old butler, who had been slowly drawing
nearer and nearer, raising his right arm, and looking
at him almost fiercely, as though he were going to
strike him. “What’s up now,
Harry?” he cried; “is the black cat dead?”
The old man’s appearance now
attracted every one’s attention. He had
drawn himself up to his full height, and had turned
so as to confront Mr Huntingdon, who was sitting with
his sister by his side on a garden bench facing the
house. His snow-white hair gave him ordinarily
a venerable appearance, and this was now increased
by the look of intense earnestness which glowed in
his every feature. His back was to Amos, who,
noticing that the old man was evidently about to speak
under the pressure of some unusual excitement, half
rose to his feet, but too late to stop old Harry’s
purpose.
“Master,” said the old
man, in a voice hoarse with emotion, “hear me;
if it’s to be for the last time, you must hear
me. I can’t hold in no longer; so it’s
no use, come what may.”
Mr Huntingdon, struck with amazement
at this speech of the old domestic, could only exclaim,
“Well!” while his sister and Walter looked
on and listened in mute wonder.
“Master,” continued the
old man, “you must hear me this once, if I’m
to be turned away this blessed night for what I’m
a-going to say. I’ve been hearing Master
Amos called by Master Walter mean about his money,
and I can’t stand it, for I knows better.”
Here Amos sprang forward, and coming
in front of Harry, strove by gesture and whispered
remonstrance to stop him; but the other shook his
head, and motioned his young master back.
“It’s of no manner of
use, Master Amos,” he cried; “I must and
will speak the time’s come for it.
I know why Master Amos can’t afford to
subscribe: ’tain’t because he hasn’t
got the will; ’tain’t because he’s
been spending it on himself, or sending it to the niggers,
though he might be doing worse with it than that.
His money goes to keep dear Miss Julia as was bless
her little heart! from want; and it goes,
too, to keep a home for her little ones, and one on
’em’s a girl, and she’s as like
what her blessed mother was at her age as one lamb’s
like another. O master, master! if you loved
Miss Julia as was as I love her, and as Master Amos
loves her, though she has married a vagabond of a
husband, and had the door of her home closed agen her
for ever for it, and oh, if you’d but a touch
still of the dear Saviour’s forgiving love towards
your own flesh and blood, you couldn’t blame
Master Amos for doing as he’s doing, if you
only knew too how he’s been a-sacrificing of
himself, and bearing the shame and scorn all the while
without a murmur. There, master, I’ve had
it out. And now I suppose I must pack up and
be off for good; but it don’t matter. I
couldn’t keep it in, so there’s an end
of it.”
The effect of this speech on all the
members of the party was overwhelming, though in different
ways.
Mr Huntingdon’s face turned
deadly pale, and then flushed fiery red. He half
rose from the bench on which he was sitting, and then
sank back again and buried his face in his hands.
Then he started up, and muttering something hoarsely,
rushed into the house, and was not seen again by the
family that night. Next morning, before breakfast,
his sister received a hasty note from him, merely
stating that he was leaving home, and should not return
that day, and perhaps not for a few days.
The old butler’s disclosure
was also most trying to Miss Huntingdon by its suddenness.
Not that she was unprepared for it altogether, for
quiet observation of Amos had made her sure that he
had some noble and self-denying work in hand, and
that probably it might have something to do with the
welfare of his sister, whom she knew that he dearly
loved. She was grieved, however, that the old
butler had blurted out the secret in such an abrupt
manner, and at the terrible distress which the unexpected
revelation had caused her brother.
As for Amos, he was ready to sink
into the earth with dismay and vexation. All
he could do was to look up reproachfully at Harry,
who, now that the explosion had burst forth, and had
driven his master apparently almost out of his senses,
looked round him with an utterly crestfallen air,
and then, coming up to Amos, said, while the big tears
rolled rapidly down his cheeks, “Oh, dear Master
Amos, you must forgive me. I didn’t go
for to do it with no bad meaning; but I couldn’t
bear it no longer. I daresay the master ’ll
turn me off for it, so I shall be punished if I’ve
done wrong.”
And how felt Walter? He was
utterly crushed for a time beneath the old man’s
words. All the truth flashed upon him now.
And this was the brother whom he had been holding
up to ridicule and accusing of meanness. As
thoughts of shame and stings of conscience stabbed
into his heart with their thousand points, he sank
down lower and lower to the ground till he had buried
his face in the grass, sobbing convulsively.
Then, before Amos could reply to the old butler’s
pitiful apology, he sprang up, and flinging his arms
round his brother’s neck and hiding his head
in his bosom, wept for a time as if his heart would
break. At last he looked up at Amos, who had
pressed him close to him and had lovingly kissed him,
and cried out, “Was there ever such a beastly,
ungrateful sneak of a brother as I am? Here have
I been calling Amos all sorts of names, and treating
him worse than a dog, and he’s been acting like
a hundred thousand moral heroes all the time!
Can you forgive your cowardly snob of a brother,
Amos dear?”
There was no reply to this but another
long and close embrace.
As for old Harry, his face calmed
down into its usual peacefulness. He no longer
waited for any reply from his young master, but turned
towards the house with a smile beaming all over his
countenance, and saying half out loud, “All’s
well as ends well. There’ll be good come
out of this here trouble as sure as my name’s
Harry.”
When he was fairly gone, both nephews
drew close to their aunt, and took each a hand as
they sat one on either side of her. Smiling at
Walter through happy tears, she said, “I cannot
cross my hands, you see, for my dear nephews have
each got possession of one.”
“But they ought to be
crossed,” said Walter in a low, sad voice.
“Not now, dear boy,”
she replied; “I think we may let bygones be
bygones, for surely better and brighter days are coming.”
“I hope so, aunt,” said
Walter, now more cheerily, “But you must give
me the example for all that; for you have one to the
purpose, I know.”
“Yes,” was her reply,
“I think I have, and I will tell it because it
may help to confirm you in keeping on the right side
that new leaf which I feel sure you are now turning
over.”
“Ah, tell it me then, auntie;
if it shames me a hit it will do me no harm.”
“My hero then, this time, did
not look much like one at the time when he displayed
his heroism. He was a poor schoolboy, a Christ’s
Hospital lad.”
“What! one of those who go about
without hats, in long coats and yellow stockings?”
“Yes, the same. Charles
Lamb, who tells the story, which is a true one, was
himself one of these Bluecoat boys. Among his
schoolfellows was this boy, my present moral hero.
He was dull and taciturn, and no favourite with the
other lads; but no one could bring any charge of improper
conduct against him. There was one thing, however,
about him which none of the other boys could understand.
He always lingered behind all the rest after dinner
was over, and came out of the dining-hall hiding
something under his dress, and looking about him suspiciously.
What did it mean? Had he an unnaturally large
appetite, so that he was led by it to steal food and
eat it by himself after the meal was over? At
any rate, if it was so, his extra provision did not
improve his personal appearance, for he was still thin
and hungry-looking.
“Some questioned him roughly
on the subject, but they could get nothing out of
him. He stopped for a while the practice which
had drawn attention to him, but resumed it again when
he thought that curiosity had died out, and that he
could follow his old ways unobserved. But there
were boys on the watch, and at last it was fairly ascertained
that the poor lad used to gather, as far as he had
opportunity, scraps of meat, pieces of fat, and fragments
of bread and potatoes, which had been left on the
boys’ plates. These he collected and carried
off. But then, what did he do with them?
It was not likely that he ate them. No.
Then he must sell them when he went home, for his
parents lived in London, and he was a day boy.
No doubt he disposed of them to people who were ready
to give a few pence for refuse food, and thus the little
miser was making money in this mean and underhand way.
When this conclusion had been arrived at, the whole
school was in a state of boiling indignation against
the culprit.
“They might have taken the law
into their own hands, and have punished him in their
own rough and ready way. But no; his conduct
was too shameful for that. It was looked upon
as a serious disgrace to the whole school. So
the case was duly reported to the masters, and by them
to the governors. Witnesses were examined, and
the offence proved. And now, what was the defence
of the poor lad? He had borne shame, scorn,
reproach, reviling; he had borne them all patiently,
without murmur, without resentment. What, then,
was the reason for his strange conduct? what motive
or inducement could make him thus brave the scorn and
contempt, the daily jeers, and the cut direct from
his schoolfellows? All was soon made plain.
This boy’s parents were old and very poor so
poor, helpless, and friendless that they were often
brought to the verge of starvation. In those
days, remember, there was not the same attention paid
to the poor of all classes, nor loving provision made
for their wants, as there is now. So the noble
son for truly noble he was submitted
cheerfully to every trouble and shame that could fall
upon himself, in order to get food from time to time
for his almost famishing parents. They were
too respectable to beg, and would have never allowed
their boy to beg for them; and yet so destitute were
they that they were even glad of those miserable scraps,
the after-dinner leavings on the boys’ plates.
And these their son gathered for them, indifferent
to the consequences which might happen to himself,
while at the same time he added a portion of his own
daily food to supply the wants of the old people.
“Ah! this was true moral courage,
dear Walter; and it was all the greater and nobler
because it was exercised in such humble elements, as
it were I mean under circumstances where
there was everything to degrade and nothing to elevate
the poor boy in the eyes of his schoolfellows.”
“I see, aunt,” said Walter,
sadly and thoughtfully. “Yes, they called
him mean, and shabby, and selfish, and frowned and
scowled at him, when all the while he was most nobly
denying himself, and bearing all that trouble that
he might help those who were dearer to him than his
good name with his schoolfellows. Ay, I see
it all; and it’s just a case in point.
That’s just what I’ve been doing to my
own dear noble brother, who has been sacrificing himself
that he might help poor Julia and her little ones.
And it has been worse in my case, because those Bluecoat
boys had perhaps no particular reason to think well
of the other chap before they found out what he had
been driving at, and so it was natural enough that
they should suspect him. But it’s been
exactly the reverse with me. I’ve had
no reason to suspect Amos of anything but goodness.
All the baseness and meanness have been on my own part;
and yet here I’ve been judging him, and thinking
the worst of him, and behaving myself like a regular
African gorilla to him. Dear Amos, can you
really forgive me?”
Hands were clasped tightly across
Miss Huntingdon’s lap, and then Amos asked,
“And what was done to the poor boy?”
“Oh,” replied his aunt,
“the governors of course acquitted him of all
blame, and not only so, but rewarded him also, and,
if I remember rightly, proper provision was made for
the poor parents of the noble lad.”
“Bravo! that’s right,”
cried Walter with a sigh of relief. “Well,
I don’t like making big promises, but I do think
I mean it when I say that Amos shall not have an ungenerous
or reproachful word from me again.”
“And so,” said Miss Huntingdon
with a smile, “good will come out of this evil,
and it will turn out one of those `all things’
which `work together for good to those who love God.’”
And Walter strove bravely to keep
his word, and in the main succeeded.
Old Harry began, on the day after
he had made the unlooked-for disclosure, to pack up
his things and make preparations for his departure,
feeling fully persuaded that, on his master’s
return, he should receive his instant dismissal.
However, when Mr Huntingdon came home, two or three
days after the explosion, not a word was said about
the butler’s leaving; indeed, if anything, his
master’s manner was kinder to him than usual,
but not the slightest reference was made on either
side to what had passed. With Amos, however,
it was different. His father would scarcely speak
to him beyond the coldest salutations morning and
evening. The poor young man felt it keenly, but
was not surprised. He could now open his mind
fully to his aunt, and did so, and his own convictions
and judgment agreed with her loving counsel that he
should wait in trust and patience, and all would be
well.