THE DREAMERS
The gypsies passed her little
gate
She stopped her wheel to see,
A brown-faced pair who walked
the road,
Free as the wind is free;
And suddenly her tidy room
A prison seemed to be.
Her shining plates against
the walls,
Her sunlit, sanded floor,
The brass-bound wedding chest
that held
Her linen’s snowy store,
The very wheel whose humming
died,
Seemed only chains she bore.
She watched the foot-free
gypsies pass;
She never knew or guessed
The wistful dream that drew
them close
The longing in each breast
Some day to know a home like
hers,
Wherein their hearts might
rest.
THREE SONGS IN A GARDEN
I
White rose-leaves in my hands,
I toss you all
away;
The winds shall blow you through
the world
To seek my wedding
day.
Or East you go, or West you
go
And fall on land
or sea,
Find the one that I love best
And bring him
here to me.
And if he finds me spinning
’Tis short
I’ll break my thread;
And if he finds me dancing
I’ll dance
with him instead;
If he finds me at the Mass
(Ah, let this
not be,
Lest I forget my sweetest
saint
The while he kneels
by me!)
II
My lilies are like nuns in
white
That guard me
well all day,
But the red, red rose that
near them grows
Is wiser far than
they.
Oh, red rose, wise rose,
Keep my secret
well;
I kiss you twice, I kiss you
thrice
To pray you not
to tell.
My lilies sleep beneath the
moon,
But wide awake
are you,
And you have heard a certain
word
And seen a dream
come true.
Oh, red rose, wise rose,
Silence for my
sake,
Nor drop to-night a petal
light
Lest my white
lilies wake.
III
Will the garden never forget
That it whispers
over and over,
“Where is your lover,
Nanette?
Where is your
lover your lover?”
Oh, roses I helped to grow,
Oh, lily and mignonette,
Must you always question me
so,
“Where is
your lover, Nanette?”
Since you looked on my joy
one day,
Is my grief then
a lesser thing?
Have you only this to say
When I pray you
for comforting?
Now that I walk alone
Here where our
hands were met,
Must you whisper me every
one,
“Where is
your lover, Nanette?”
I have mourned with you year
and year,
When the Autumn
has left you bare,
And now that my heart is sere
Does not one of
your roses care?
Oh, help me forget forget,
Nor question over
and over,
“Where is your lover,
Nanette?
Where is your
lover your lover?”
THE RETURN
I lost Young Love so long
ago
I had forgot him
quite,
Until a little lass and lad
Went by my door
to-night.
Ah, hand in hand, but not
alone,
They passed my
open door,
For with them walked that
other one
Who paused here
Mays before.
And I, who had forgotten long,
Knew suddenly
the grace
Of one who in an empty land
Beholds a kinsman’s
face.
Oh, Young Love, gone these
many years,
’Twas you
came back to-night,
And laid your hand on my two
eyes
That they might
see aright,
And took my listless hand
in yours
(Your hands without
a stain),
And touched me on my tired
heart
That it might
beat again.
BLACK SHEEP
"Black Sheep, Black Sheep,
Have you any wool?"
"That I have, my Master,
Three bags full."
One is for the mother who prays
for me at night
A gift of broken promises to count by candle-light.
One is for the tried friend who
raised me when I fell
A gift of weakling’s tinsel oaths that strew
the path to hell.
And one is for the true love the
heaviest of all
That holds the pieces of a faith a careless hand
let fall.
Black Sheep, Black Sheep,
Have you ought to say?
A word to each, my Master,
Ere I go my way.
A word unto my mother to bid her
think o’ me
Only as a little lad playing at her knee.
A word unto my tried friend to
bid him see again
Two laughing lads in Springtime a-racing down
the glen.
A word unto my true love a
single word to pray
If one day I cross her path to turn her eyes away.
MONSEIGNEUR PLAYS
Monseigneur plays his new gavotte
Within her gilded chair the Queen
Listens, her rustling maids between;
A very tulip-garden stirred
To hear the fluting of a bird;
Faint sunlight through the casement falls
On cupids painted on the walls
At play with doves. Precisely set
Awaits the slender legged spinet
Expectant of its happy lot,
The while the player stays to twist
The cobweb ruffle from his wrist.
A pause, and then (Ah, whisper not)
Monseigneur plays his new gavotte.
Monseigneur plays his
new gavotte
Hark, ’tis
the faintest dawn of Spring,
So still the dew
drops whispering
Is
loud upon the violets;
Here
in this garden of Pierrettes’
Where Pierrot
waits, ah, hasten Sweet,
And hear; on dainty,
tripping feet
She
comes the little, glad coquette.
“Ah
thou, Pierrot?” “Ah thou, Pierrette?”
A kiss, nay, hear a
bird wakes, then
A silence and
they kiss again,
“Ah, Mesdames, have
you quite forgot ”
(So laughs his
music.) “Love’s first kiss?
Let this note
lead you then, and this
Back to that fragrant garden-spot.”
Monseigneur plays his
new gavotte.
Monseigneur plays his
new gavotte
Ah,
hear in that last note they go
The little lovers
laughing so;
Kissing
their finger-tips, they dance
From
out this gilded room of France.
Adieu! Monseigneur
rises now
Ready for compliment
and bow,
Playing
about his mouth the while
Its
cynical, accustomed smile,
Protests and,
hand on heart, avers
The patience of
his listeners.
“A masterpiece?
Ah, surely not.”
A grey-eyed maid
of honour slips
A long stemmed
rose across her lips
And drops it; does he guess
her thought?
Monseigneur plays his
new gavotte.
UNBELIEF
Your chosen grasp the torch
of faith the key
Of very certainty
is theirs to hold.
They read Your
word in messages of gold.
Lord, what of us who have
no light to see
And in the darkness doubt,
whose hands may be
Broken upon the
door, who find but cold
Ashes of words
where others see enscrolled,
The glorious promise of Life’s
victory.
Oh, well for those to whom
You gave the light
(The light we
may not see by) whose award
Is
that sure key that message luminous,
Yet we, your people stumbling
in the night,
Doubting and dumb
and disbelieving Lord,
Is
there no word for us no word for us?
THE SILENT ONE
The moon to-night is like
the sun
Through blossomed
branches seen;
Come out with me, dear silent
one,
And trip it on
the green.
“Nay, Lad, go you within
its light,
Nor stay to urge
me so
’Twas on another moonlit
night
My heart broke
long ago.”
Oh loud and high the pipers
play
To speed the dancers
on;
Come out and be as glad as
they,
Oh, little Silent
one.
“Nay, Lad, where all
your mates are met
Go you the selfsame
way,
Another dance I would forget
Wherein I too
was gay.”
But here you sit long day
by day
With those whose
joys are done;
What mates these townfolk
old and grey
For you dear Silent
one.
“Nay, Lad, they’re
done with joys and fears.
Rare comrades
should we prove,
For they are very old with
years
And I am old with
love.”
THE ROSE
I took the love you gave,
Ah, carelessly,
Counting it only
as a rose to wear
A
little moment on my heart no more,
So
many roses had I worn before,
So lightly that
I scarce believed them there.
But, Lo! this rose between
the dusk and dawn
Hath turned to
very flame upon my breast,
A
flame that burns the day-long and the night,
A
flame of very anguish and delight
That not for any
moment yields me rest.
And I am troubled with a strange,
new fear,
How would it be
if even to your door
I
came to cry your pitying one day,
And
you should lightly laugh and lightly say,
“That was
a rose I gave you nothing more.”
THE SONG OF THE YOUNG PAGE
All that I know of love I
see
In eyes that never look at
me;
All that I know
of love I guess
But from another’s
happiness.
A beggar at the window I,
Who, famished, looks on revelry;
A slave who lifts
his torch to guide
The happy bridegroom
to his bride.
My granddam told me once of
one
Whom all her village spat
upon,
Seeing the church
from out its breast
Had cast him cursed
and unconfessed.
An outcast he who dared not
take
The wafer that God’s
vicars break,
But dull-eyed
watched his neighbours pass
With shining faces
from the Mass.
Oh thou, my brother, take
my hand,
More than one God hath blessed
and banned
And hidden from
man’s anguished glance
The glory of his
countenance.
All that I know of love I
see
In eyes that never look at
me;
All that I know
of love I guess
But from another’s
happiness.
THE NEW SPRING
The long grief left her old and
then
Came love and made her young
again
As though some
newer, gentler Spring
Should start dead
roses blossoming;
Old roses that have lain full
long
In some forgotten book of
song,
Brought from their
darkness to be one
With lilting winds
and rain and sun;
And as they too might bring
away
From that dim volume where
they lay
Some lyric hint,
some song’s perfume
To add its beauty
to their bloom,
So love awakes her heart that
lies
Shrouded in fragrant memories,
And bids it bloom
again and wake
Sweeter for that
old sorrow’s sake.
THE BURDEN
The burden that I bear would
be no less
Should I cry out
against it; though I fill
The weary day with sound of
my distress,
It were my burden
still.
The burden that I bear may
be no more
For all I bear
it silently and stay
Sometimes to laugh and listen
at a door
Where joy keeps
holiday.
I ask no more save only this
may be
On life’s
long road, where many comrades fare,
One shall not guess, though
he keep step with me,
The burden that
I bear.
THE BRIDE
I
Though other eyes were turned
to him,
He turned to look
in mine;
Though others filled the cup
abrim,
He might not taste
the wine.
I am so glad my eyes were
first
In which his own
might sink;
I am so glad he went athirst
Until I bade him
drink.
II
The Well-Beloved took my hand
And led me to
his fair abode,
The home that Love and he
had planned.
(Strange that
so well I knew the road.)
And through the open door
we went,
And at our feet
the hearth-light fell,
And I I laughed
in all content,
Seeing I knew
the place so well.
Ah, to no stranger Love displayed
Its every nook,
its every grace,
This was the House of Dreams
I made
Long, long before
I saw his face.
III
I jested over-much in days
of old,
I looked on sorrow
once and did not care,
Now Love hath crowned my head
with very gold,
I will be worthy
of the joy I wear.
There is not one a-hungered
or a-cold
Shall seek my
door but that he too shall share
Something of this vast happiness
I hold;
I will be worthy
of the joy I wear.
For I was hungered and Love
spread the feast,
Cold and
He touched my heart and warmed it there,
Yea, crowned me Queen I
neediest of His least,
I will be worthy
of the joy I wear.
THE SEER OF HEARTS
For mocking on men’s
faces
He only sees instead
The hidden, hundred traces
Of tears their
eyes have shed.
Above their lips denying,
Through all their
boasting dares,
He hears the anguished crying
Of old unanswered
prayers.
And through the will’s
reliance
He only sees aright
A frightened child’s
defiance
Left lonely in
the night.
THE UNSEEN MIRACLE
The Angel of the night when
night was gone
High upon Heaven’s ramparts,
cried, “The Dawn!”
And wheeling worlds grew radiant
with the one
And undiminished glory of
the sun.
And Angel, Seraph, Saint and
Cherubim
Raised to the morning their
exultant hymn.
All Heaven thrilled anew to
look upon
The great recurring miracle
of dawn.
And in the little worlds beneath
them men
Rose, yawned and ate and turned
to toil again.
THE APRIL BOUGHS
It was not then her heart
broke
That moment when
she knew
That all her faith held holiest
Was utterly untrue.
It was not then her heart
broke
That night of
prayer and tears
When first she dared the thought
of life
Through all the
empty years.
But when beneath the April
boughs
She felt the blossoms
stir,
The careless mirth of yesterday
Came near and
smiled at her.
Old singing lingered in the
wind,
Old joy came close
again,
Oh, underneath the April boughs,
I think her heart
broke then.
TRANSIENTS
They are ashamed who leave
so soon
The Inn of Grief who
thought to stay
Through many a faithful sun
and moon,
Yet tarry but
a day.
Shame-faced I watch them pay
the score,
Then straight with eager footsteps
press
Where waits beyond its rose-wreathed
door
The Inn of Happiness.
I wish I did not know that
here,
Here too where
they have dreamed to stay
So many and many a golden
year
They lodge but
for a day.
THE MOTHER
So quietly I seem to sit apart;
I think she does
not know or guess at all,
How dear this certain hour
to my old heart,
When in our quiet
street the shadows fall.
She leans and listens at the
little gate.
I sit so still,
not any eye might see
How watchfully before her
there I wait
For that one step
that brings my world to me.
She does not know that long
before they meet
(So eagerly must
go a love athirst),
My heart outstrips the flying
of her feet,
And meets and
greets him first and greets him first.
WHEN PIERROT PASSES
High above his happy head
Little leaves of Spring were
spread;
And adown the dewy lawn
Soft as moss the young green
grass
Wooed his footsteps, and the
dawn
Paused to watch him pass.
Even so he seemed in truth
Dancing between Love and Youth;
And his song as gay a thing
Still before him seemed to
go
Light as any bird awing,
Blithe as jonquils in the
Spring,
And we laughed and said, “Pierrot,
’Tis
Pierrot.”
“Oh,” he sang, “Her
hands are far
Sweeter than white roses are;
When I hold them to my lips,
Ere I dare a finer bliss,
Petal-like her finger-tips
Tremble ’neath my kiss.
And the mocking of her eyes
Lures me like blue butterflies
Falling lifting of their
grace,
And her mouth her mouth is wine.”
And we laughed as though her face
Suddenly illumed the place,
And we said, “’Tis Columbine,
Columbine.”
THE POET
He made him a love o’ dreams
He raised for his heart’s delight
(As the heart of June a crescent moon)
A frail, fair spirit of light.
He gave her the gift of joy
The gift of the
dancing feet
He made her a thing of very
Spring
Virginal wild
and sweet.
But when he would draw her
near
To his eager heart’s
content,
As a sunbeam slips from the
finger-tips
She slipped from
his hold and went.
Virginal wild and
sweet
So she eludes
him still
The love that he made of dawn
and shade
Of dominant want
and will.
For ever the dream of man
Is more than the
dreamer is;
Though he form it whole of
his inmost soul,
Yet never ’tis
wholly his.
Only is given to him
The right to follow
and yearn
The loveliness he may not
possess,
The vision that
may not turn.
Never to hold or to bind
Only to know how
fleet
The dream that is and yet
is not his,
Virginal wild and
sweet.
MAGDALEN
My father took me by the hand
And led me home
again;
(He brought me in from sorrow
As you’d
bring a child from rain).
The child’s place at
the hearth-stone,
The child’s
place at the board,
And the picture at the bed’s
head
Of wee ones wi’
the Lord.
It’s just a child come
home he sees
To nestle at his
arm;
(He brought me in from sorrow
As you’d
bring a child from harm).
And of the two of us who sit
By hearth and
candle-light,
There’s just one hears
a woman’s heart
Break breaking
in the night.
A SALEM MOTHER
I
They whisper at my very gate,
These clacking
gossips every one,
“We saw them in the
wood of late,
Her and the widow’s
son;
The horses at the forge may
wait,
The wool may go
unspun.”
I spread the food he loves
the best,
I light the lamp
when day is done,
Yet still he stays another’s
guest
Oh, my one son,
my son.
I would it burned in mine
own breast
The spell he may
not shun.
She hath bewitched him with
her eyes.
(No goodly maid
hath eyes as bright.)
Pale in the morn I watch him
rise,
As one who wanders
far by night.
The gossips whisper and surmise
I hide me from
the light.
II
Her hair is yellow as the
corn,
Her eyes are bluer
than the sky;
Behind the casement yester-morn,
I watched her
passing by.
My son not yet had broken
bread,
Yet from the table
did he rise,
She said no word nor turned
her head,
What then the
spell that bade him stir,
Nor heeding any word I said,
Put by my hands
and follow her.
III
He was so strong and wise
and good
Was there no other
she might take,
Nor other mothers’
hearts to break?
What though she bade the harvest
fail,
What though she
willed the cattle die,
So my son’s
soul was spared thereby.
My cattle fill the pasture-land,
The ripe fruit
thickens on the tree,
My son, my son
is lost to me.
IV
They burned a witch in our
town,
On hangman’s
hill to-day;
And black the ashes drifted
down,
Ashes black and
grey,
Not white like those o’
martyred folk
Whose souls are
clean as they.
They burned a witch in our
town,
Upon a windy hill,
For that she made the wells
sink down
And wrought a
young man ill,
The smoke rose black against
the sky,
And hangs before
it still.
They burned a witch in our
town,
And sure they
did but right,
And yet I would the rain
could drown
That blackened
hill from sight,
And some great wind might
drive that cloud
’Twixt
God and me this night.
THE DAYS
I call my years back, I, grown
old,
Recall them day
by day;
And some are dressed in cloth
o’ gold
And some in humble
grey.
And those in gold glance scornfully
Or pass me unawares;
But those in grey come close
to me
And take my hands
in theirs.
THE CALL
I must be off where the green
boughs beckon
Why should I linger to barter
and reckon?
The mart may pay me the
mart may cheat me,
I have had enough of the huckster’s
din,
The calm of the deep woods
waits to greet me,
(Heart
of the high hills, take me in.)
I must be off where the brooks
are waking,
Where birds are building and
green leaves breaking.
Why should the hold of an
old task bind me?
I know of an eyrie I fain
would win
Where a wind of the West shall
seek me and find me,
(Heart
of my high hills, take me in.)
I must be off where the stars
are nearer,
Where feet go swifter and
eyes see clearer,
Little I heed what the toilers
name me
I have heard the call that
to miss were sin,
The April voices that clamour
and claim me,
(Heart
of my high hills, take me in.)
THE PARASITE
They brought to the little
Princess, from her earliest hour of birth,
The lovely things, the beautiful
things, the soft things of earth.
They covered her floor with
crimson, they wrapped her in eiderdown;
They hung the windows with
cloth of gold, lest her eyes look down;
(Lest the highway show an
unlovely thing
And her eyes look down.)
They brought rare toys to
her cradle, rich gems to her maidenhood;
All that she saw was beautiful,
all that she heard was good.
When tumult rose in the city
they bade her minstrels sing;
They drowned with the sound
of music a people’s clamouring;
(Lest she turn and hark to
the highway,
And hear an unlovely thing.)
But there came a day of terror,
when a cry too sharp and long
Tore through the streets of
the city, through the soft, sweet song.
She bade her singers be silent silent
they stood in awe;
She raised the gold from the
window; she looked down and saw.
(She leaned and looked on
the highway,
She looked down and saw.)
She saw men driven like cattle,
she heard the woman’s cry,
She saw the white-faced children
toil, and the weaklings die.
She saw the bound and the
beaten beneath her like shifting sands,
And she dropped
the cloth on her window with her own white hands,
(She shut out her people’s
crying
With her own white hands.)
As a child may turn from a picture
that he may not understand,
She turned to fragrance and music, to
soft things and bland.
If the Princess is blind to
anguish, if the Princess is deaf to woe,
If the streets of her city may run with blood,
and she not know,
Now theirs is the blame who have closed her
in ease as in
folded wings,
Who have barred the doors and windows, what
time her minstrel sings,
Lest her eyes look down on the highway,
And look on unlovely things.
YOUTH
What do they know of youth,
who still are young?
They but the singers of a
golden song
Who may not guess its worth
or wonder flung
Like largesse to the throng.
We only, young
no longer, old so long
Before its harmonies, stand
marvelling
Oh! we who listen never
they who sing.
Not for itself is beauty,
but for us
Who gaze upon it with all
reverent eyes;
And youth which sheds its
glory luminous,
Gives ever in this wise:
Itself the joy it may not
realise.
Only we know, who linger overlong
Youth that is made of beauty
and of song.
THE EMPTY HOUSE
April will come to the quiet
town
That I left long ago,
Scattering primroses up and
down
Row upon happy row.
(Oh, little green lane, will
she come your way,
To a certain path I know?)
April will pause by cottage
and gate
In the wild, sweet evening
rain,
Where the garden borders run
brown and straight,
To coax them to bloom again.
(Oh, little sad garden that
once was gay,
Must she call to you all in
vain?)
April will come to cottage
and hill,
Laughing her lovers awake.
(Oh, little closed house,
so cold and still,
Will she find you for old
joy’s sake,
And leave one primrose beside
your door,
Lest the heart of your garden
break?)
THE BROKEN LUTE
Good-bye, my song I,
who found words for sorrow,
Offer my joy to-day a useless
lute.
In the deep night I sang me
of the morrow;
The sun is on my face and
I am mute.
Good-bye, my song, in you
was all my yearning,
The prayer for this poor heart
I wore so long.
Now love heaps roses where
the wounds were burning;
What need have I for song?
Long since I sang of all one
loves and misses;
How may I sing to-day who
know no wrong?
My lips are all for laughter
and for kisses.
Good-bye, my song.
ORCHARDS
Orchards in the Spring-time! Oh,
I think and think of them, Filmy mists
of pink and white above the fresh, young green, Lifting
and drifting, how my eyes could drink of
them, I’m staring at a dirty wall beyond
a big machine.
Orchards in the Spring-time! Deep
in soft, cool shadows, Moving all
together when the west wind blows Fragrance upon
fragrance over road and meadows I’m
smelling heat and oil and sweat, and thick, black clothes.
Orchards in the Spring-time! The
clean white and pink of them Lifting and drifting
with all the winds that blow. Orchards in
the Spring-time! Thank God I still can think of
them! You’re not docked for thinking, if
the foreman doesn’t know.
TWILIGHT
Below them in the twilight
the quiet village lies,
And warm within its holding,
the old folks and the wise,
But here within the open fields
the paths of Eden show,
And, hand in hand, across
them the little lovers go.
Below them in the village
are peaceful folk and still,
They gossip of old yesterdays,
of merry times or ill.
But here beyond the twilight
stray two who only see
The promise of to-morrow the
dawn that is to be.
Below them in the village
the quiet hearth-flames glow,
With friendly word and greeting
the neighbours come and go,
But here the silence folds
them together, each to each,
And lights within the mating
eyes the dream beyond their speech.
Below them in the village
stay honest toil and truth,
They rest there who adventured
the road of love and youth.
Smile out, old hearts, when
once again two take the path you know,
And, hand in hand, at twilight
the little lovers go.
A LOVE SONG
My love it should be silent,
being deep
And being very peaceful should
be still
Still as the utmost depths
of ocean keep
Serenely silent as some mighty
hill.
Yet is my love so great it
needs must fill
With very joy the inmost heart
of me,
The joy of dancing branches
on the hill,
The joy of leaping waves upon
the sea.
OLD BOATS
I saw the old sea captain in his city
daughter’s house,
Shaved till his chin was pink, and brushed till
his hair was flat,
In a broadcloth suit and varnished boots and a
collar up to his ears.
(I’d seen him last with a slicker on and
a tied down oilskin hat.)
And it happened that I went home last
June, and saw in Mallory’s yard
The old red dory that sprung a leak a couple of
years ago,
Dragged out of good salt water and braced to stand
in the grass
And be filled with dirt from stem to stern, where
posies and such
could
grow.
Painted to beat the band, with vines
strung over the sides
And red geraniums in the bow, a boat
that was built for water
Made into a flower garden. I looked, but
I didn’t laugh,
For I thought of the old sea captain living in
town with his daughter.
BEAUTY
Sometimes, slow moving through
unlovely days,
The need to look on beauty
falls on me
As on the blind the anguished
wish to see,
As on the dumb the urge to
rage or praise;
Beauty of marble where the
eyes may gaze
Till soothed to peace by white
serenity,
Or canvas where one master
hand sets free
Great colours that like angels
blend and blaze.
O, there be many starved in
this strange wise
For this diviner food their
days deny,
Knowing beyond their vision
beauty stands
With pitying eyes with
tender, outstretched hands,
Eager to give to every passer-by
The loveliness that feeds
a soul’s demands.
A SONG
I am as weary as a child
That weeps upon
its mother’s breast
For joy of comforting.
But I
Have no such place
to rest.
I am as weary as a bird
Blown by wild
winds far out to sea
When it regains its nest.
But, Oh,
There waits no
nest for me.
What think you may sustain
the bird
That finds no
housing after flight?
And what the little child
console
Who weeps alone
at night?
MOTHERS OF MEN
Mothers of men the words
are good indeed in the saying,
Pride in the very sound of them, strength in
the sense of them, then
Why is it their faces haunt me, wistful faces
as praying
Ever some dear thing vanished and ever a hope
delaying,
Mothers of Men?
Mothers of Men, most patient, tenderly
slow to discover
The loss of the old allegiance that may not
return again.
You give a man to the world, you give a woman
a lover
Where is your solace then when the time of giving
is over,
Mothers of Men?
Mothers of Men, but surely, the
title is worth the earning.
You who are brave in feigning must I ever behold
you then
By the door of an empty heart with the lamp of
faith still burning,
Watching the ways of life for the sight of a child
returning,
Mothers of Men?
LOVELACE GROWN OLD
I
My life has been like a bee that
roves
Through a scented garden close,
And ’tis I who have kept the honey of
love,
The hoarded sweetness and scent thereof,
For all I forget the rose.
Oh, exquisite gardens long
forgot
That have made
my store complete,
Though
winter fall upon blossom and bee,
Yet
the kisses I garnered remain with me
Forever and ever
sweet.
II
The Priest hath had his word
and said his say
A word i’
faith more honest than beguiling
But now he turns upon his
gloomy way
Good soul, he
leaves me smiling.
I may not ponder much on future
wrath;
Of all those loves
of mine, some six or seven,
Surely ere this have climbed
that thorny path
That leads at
last to Heaven.
My bold, brown beauties, eh,
my delicate
And golden damsels
with uncensuring eyes,
Not long once did you make
your Lovelace wait
Outside of Paradise.
Much am I minded of a certain
night
A night of moon
and drifting clouds that hid
The convent wall from overmuch
of light
Whereby one watched
forbid.
Watched, till he heard within
the trembling sound
Of white, girl
fingers on the rusting key
That turned her heart as well,
till each unbound
Let in felicity.
Ah well, I have small fear her
eyes were blue;
Blue eyes remember
though it cost them tears.
Who knows but that same hand
shall lead me through
Another Gate of
Fears.
In the same fashion, brave,
yet most afraid,
Bold for her love
yet trembling for her sin
So, Saints were tricked before.
My blue-eyed maid,
Be there to let
me in.
III
Since I loved you for a day Ah,
a day, the fleetest
Since I sighed and rode away
when our love was sweetest,
So shall you remember
me, now that youth is over,
Fairly, of your
courtesy, as your fondest lover.
Since I turned and said good-bye
when my heart was truest,
Since we parted, you and I,
when our joy was newest,
Love might never
turn to doubt and from doubt to scorning.
We but lived his
sweetness out twixt a night and morning.
So shall you remember me,
eager in pursuing,
Faithful as a man must be
in his time o’ wooing.
Greater loves
but stay and pine so, now youth is over,
Smiling shall
you think of mine mine, your fondest lover.
SHADE
The kindliest thing God ever
made,
His hand of very healing laid
Upon a fevered world, is shade.
His glorious company of trees
Throw out their mantles, and
on these
The dust-stained wanderer
finds ease.
Green temples, closed against
the beat
Of noontime’s blinding
glare and heat,
Open to any pilgrim’s
feet.
The white road blisters in
the sun;
Now, half the weary journey
done,
Enter and rest, Oh weary one!
And feel the dew of dawn still
wet
Beneath thy feet, and so forget
The burning highway’s
ache and fret.
This is God’s hospitality,
And whoso rests beneath a
tree
Hath cause to thank Him gratefully.
THE VAGABOND
The little dream she had forgot
Oh, long and long
ago,
Came back across the April
fields
And touched her
garment so
(As might a wind-blown primrose
cling
And one scarce
guess or know.)
A little beggared outcast
dream
Forgot of Love
and men,
And all because a fiddler
played
An old song in
the glen,
And two Young Lovers hand
in hand,
Sent back its
tune again.
The little dream she had forgot
Crept near and
clung and stayed
A roving, ragged vagabond
Half daring, half
afraid,
And all because young love
went by
And one old fiddler
played.
DISTANCE
A hundred miles between us
Could never part
us more
Than that one step you took
from me
What time my need
was sore.
A hundred years between us
Might hold us
less apart
Than that one dragging moment
Wherein I knew
your heart.
Now what farewell is needed
To all I held
most dear,
So far and far you are from
me
I doubt if you
could hear.
THE GYPSYING
I wish we might go gypsying
one day the while we’re young
On a blue October
morning
Beneath a cloudless
sky,
When all the world’s
a vibrant harp
The winds o’ God have
strung,
And gay as tossing
torches the maples light us by;
The rising sun before us a
golden bubble swung
I wish we might go gypsying
one day the while we’re young.
I wish we might go gypsying
one day before we’re old
To step it with
the wild west wind
And sing the while
we go,
Through far forgotten orchards
Hung with jewels red and gold;
Through cool and
fragrant forests where never sun may show,
To stand upon a high hill
and watch the mist unfold
I wish we might go gypsying
one day before we’re old.
I wish we might go gypsying,
dear lad, the while we care
The while we’ve
heart for hazarding,
The while we’ve
will to sing,
The while we’ve wit
to hear the call
And youth and mirth to spare,
Before a day may
find us too sad for gypsying,
Before a day may find us too
dull to dream and dare
I wish we might go gypsying,
dear lad, the while we care.
GOOD-BYE, PIERRETTE
Good-bye, Pierrette.
The new moon waits
Like some shy maiden at the
gates
Of rose and pearl,
to watch us stand
This little moment,
hand in hand
Nor one red rose its watch
abates.
The low wind through your
garden prates
Of one this twilight desolates.
Ah, was it this
your roses planned?
Good-bye, Pierrette.
Oh, merriest of little mates,
No sadder lover hesitates
Beneath this moon
in any land;
Nor any roses,
watchful, bland,
Look on a sadder jest of Fate’s.
Good-bye, Pierrette.
THE AWAKENING
When the white dawn comes
I shall kneel
to welcome it;
The dread that darkened on
my eyes
Shall vanish and
be gone.
I shall look upon it
As the parched
on fountains,
Yet it was the blinding
night
That taught
the joy of dawn.
When the first bird sings,
Oh, I shall hear
rejoicing,
And all my life shall thrill
to it
And all my heart
draw near.
I shall lean to listen
Lest a note elude
me,
Yet it was the fearsome
night
That taught
me how to hear.
When the sun comes up
I shall lift my
arms to it;
The fear of fear shall fall
from me
As shackles from
a slave.
I shall run to hail it,
Free and unbewildered,
Yet it was the silent night
That taught
me to be brave.
THE WEDDING GOWN
She put her wedding-gown away
As tenderly as
one might close,
With kissing lips and finger-tips,
The petals of
a rose
Still held for the Beloved’s
sake
The loveliest
that blows.
She put her wedding-gown away
The quiet place
was all astir
With vague perfume that filled
the room,
Cedar and lavender,
Yet sweeter still about it
clung
The fragrant thoughts
of her.
She put her wedding-gown away
Yet lingered where
its whiteness gleamed
As one above a sleeping Love,
Oh, thus it was
she seemed,
Reluctant still to turn and
go
And leave him
as he dreamed.
THE DISCIPLES
A great king made a feast
for Love,
And golden was
the board and gold
The hundred, wondrous gauds
thereof;
Soft lights like roses fell
above
Rare dishes exquisite
and fine;
In jeweled goblets
shone the wine
A great king made a feast
for Love.
Yet Love as gladly and
full-fed hath fared
Upon a broken crust that
two have shared;
And from scant
wine as glorious dreams drawn up
Seeing two
lovers kissed above the cup.
A great king made for Love’s
delight
A temple wonderful
wherein
Served jeweled priest and
acolyte;
There fell no darkness day
or night
Since there his
highest altar shone
With flaming gems
as some white sun,
A temple made for Love’s
delight.
Yet Love hath found a temple
as complete
In some bare attic where
two lovers meet;
And made his
altar by one candle’s flame
Seeing two
lovers burned it in his name.
THE UNKNOWING
They do not know the awful
tears we shed,
The tender treasures
that we keep and kiss;
They could not be so still our
quiet dead
In knowing this.
They do not know what time
we turn to fill
Love’s empty
chalice with a cheaper bliss;
They could not be so still so
very still
In knowing this.
HEART OF A HUNDRED SORROWS
Oh, Heart of a Hundred Sorrows,
Whose pity is
great therefore,
The gift that thy children
bring thee
Is ever a sorrow
more.
Sure of thy dear compassion,
Concerned for
our own relief,
Ever and ever we seek thee,
And each with
his gift of grief.
Oh, not to reprove my brothers,
Yet I, who am
less than less,
Would bring thee my joy of
being
The rose of my
happiness.
The spirit that makes my singing
The gladness without
alloy,
Oh, Heart of a Hundred Sorrows,
I bring thee a
little joy.
THE RETURNING
I said I will go back again
where we
Were glad together.
But my dear, my dear,
Where are the roses we were
wont to see
The songs we used
to hear?
I said the hearth-flame that
once burned for us
I will renew with
all the cheer of old,
Yet here within the circle
luminous
Our very hearts
are cold.
That was a barren garden that
we found,
This was an empty
house we came to meet,
We, who for all our longing,
hear no sound
Of Love’s
returning feet.
THE INLANDER
I never climb a high hill
Or gaze across
the lea,
But,
Oh, beyond the two of them,
Beyond
the height and blue of them,
I’m looking
for the sea.
A blue sea a crooning
sea
A grey sea lashed
with foam
But,
Oh, to take the drift of it,
To
know the surge and lift of it,
And ’tis
I am longing for it as the homeless long for home.
I never dream at night-time
Or close my eyes
by day,
But
there I have the might of it,
The
wind-whipped, sun-drenched sight of it,
That calls my
soul away.
Oh, deep dreams and happy
dreams,
Its dreaming still
I’d be,
For
still the land I’m waking in,
’Tis
that my heart is breaking in,
And ’tis
far where I’d be sleeping with the blue waves
over me.
AD FINEM
I like to think this friendship
that we hold
As youth’s
high gift in our two hands to-day
Still shall we find as bright,
untarnished gold
What time the
fleeting years have left us grey.
I like to think
we two shall watch the May
Dance down her happy hills
and Autumn fold
The world in flame and beauty,
we grown old
Staunch comrades
on an undivided way.
I like to think of Winter
nights made bright
By book and hearth-flame
when we two shall smile
At
memories of to-day we two content
To count our vanished dawns
by candle-light
Seeing we hold
in our old hands the while
The
gift of gold youth left us as she went.
A SONG OF HELOISE
God send thee peace, Oh, great
unhappy heart
A world away,
I pray that thou mayst rest
Softly as on the
Well-Beloved’s breast,
Where ever in her wistful
dreams thou art.
At dawn my prayer is all for
thee, at noon
My very heart
and, Oh, at night my tears
For all we walk
alone the empty years
Nor meet neath any sun neath
any moon.
Yet must my love go with thee all
apart
From this the
life I lend to lesser things;
God send to thee
this night beneath its wings,
A little peace, Oh, great
unhappy heart.
THE RETURN
I come to you grown weary
of much laughter,
From jangling
mirth that once seemed over-sweet,
From all the mocking ghosts
that follow after
A man’s
returning feet;
Give me no word of welcome
or of greeting
Only in silence
let me enter in,
Only in silence when our eyes
are meeting,
Absolve me of
my sin.
I come to you grown weary
of much living,
Open your door
and lift me of your grace,
I ask for no compassion, no
forgiving,
Only your face,
your face;
Only in that white peace that
is your dwelling
To come again,
before your feet to sink,
And of your quiet as of wine
compelling
Drink as the thirsting
drink.
Be kind to me as sleep is
kind that closes
With tender hands
men’s fever-wearied eyes,
Your arms are as a garden
of white roses
Where old remembrance
lies,
I, who am bruised with words
and pierced with chiding,
Give me your silence
as a Saint might give
Her white cloak for some hunted
creature’s hiding,
That he might
rest and live.
THE POPLARS
My poplars are like ladies
trim,
Each conscious of her own
estate;
In costume somewhat over prim,
In manner cordially sedate,
Like two old neighbours met
to chat
Beside my garden gate.
My stately old aristocrats
I fancy still their talk must
be
Of rose-conserves and Persian
cats,
And lavender and Indian tea;
I wonder sometimes as I pass
If they approve of me.
I give them greeting night
and morn,
I like to think they answer,
too,
With that benign assurance
born
When youth gives age the reverence
due,
And bend their wise heads
as I go
As courteous ladies do.
Long may you stand before
my door,
Oh, kindly neighbours garbed
in green,
And bend with rustling welcome
o’er
The many friends who pass
between;
And where the little children
play
Look down with gracious mien.
THE LITTLE JOYS
My little joys went by me
As little children
run
Across the fields at sunset
When playing time
is done.
And now alone at twilight
What is there
may content
The heart that loved their
laughter
And frolic merriment?
Ah well, who knows but still
may dawn
Another fairer
day
Wherein my little joys may
come
A-dancing out
to play.