This unfortunate poetess, the circumstances
of whose life, written by herself, have lately entertained
the public, was born in the year 1712. She was
the daughter of Dr. Van Lewen, a gentleman of Dutch
extraction, who settled in Dublin. Her mother
was descended of an ancient and honourable family,
who have frequently intermarried with the nobility.
Mrs. Pilkington, from her earliest
infancy, had a strong disposition to letters, and
particularly to poetry. All her leisure hours
were dedicated to the muses; from a reader she quickly
became a writer, and, as Mr. Pope expresses it,
‘She lisp’d in numbers, for
the numbers came.’
Her performances were considered as
extraordinary for her years, and drew upon her the
admiration of many, who found more pleasure in her
conversation, than that of girls generally affords.
In consequence of a poetical genius, and an engaging
sprightliness peculiar to her, she had many wooers,
some of whom seriously addressed her, while others
meant no more than the common gallantries of young
people. After the usual ceremony of a courtship,
she became the wife of Mr. Matthew Pilkington, a gentleman
in holy orders, and well known in the poetical world
by his volume of Miscellanies, revised by dean Swift.
As we have few materials for Mrs. Pilkington’s
life, beside those furnished by herself in her Memoirs
published in 1749, our readers must depend upon her
veracity for some facts which we may be obliged to
mention, upon her sole authority.
Our poetess, says she, had not been
long married, e’er Mr. Pilkington became jealous,
not of her person, but her understanding. She
was applauded by dean Swift, and many other persons
of taste; every compliment that was paid her, gave
a mortal stab to his peace. Behold the difference
between the lover and the husband! When Mr. Pilkington
courted her, he was not more enamoured of her person,
than her poetry, he shewed her verses to every body
in the enthusiasm of admiration: but now he was
become a husband, it was a kind of treason for a wife
to pretend to literary accomplishments.
It is certainly true, that when a
woman happens to have more understanding than her
husband, she should be very industrious to conceal
it; but it is like wise true, that the natural vanity
of the sex is difficult to check, and the vanity of
a poet still more difficult: wit in a female
mind can no more cease to sparkle, than she who possesses
it, can cease to speak. Mr. Pilkington began to
view her with scornful, yet with jealous eyes, and
in this situation, nothing but misery was likely to
be their lot. While these jealousies subsisted,
Mr. Pilkington, contrary to the advice of his friends,
went into England, in order to serve as chaplain to
alderman Barber during his mayoralty of the city of
London.
While he remained in London, and having
the strange humour of loving his wife best at a distance,
he wrote her a very kind letter, in which he informed
her, that her verses were like herself, full of elegance
and beauty; that Mr. Pope and others, to whom he
had shewn them, longed to see the writer, and that
he heartily wished her in London. This letter
set her heart on flame. London has very attractive
charms to most young people, and it cannot be much
wondered at if Mrs. Pilkington should take the only
opportunity she was ever likely to have, of gratifying
her curiosity: which however proved fatal to her;
for though we cannot find, that during this visit
to London, her conduct was the least reproachable,
yet, upon her return to Ireland, she underwent a violent
persecution of tongues. They who envied her abilities,
fastened now upon her morals; they were industrious
to trace the motives of her going to London; her behaviour
while she was there; and insinuated suspicions against
her chastity. These detracters were chiefly of
her own sex, who supplied by the bitterest malice
what they wanted in power.
Not long after this an accident happened,
which threw Mrs. Pilkington’s affairs into the
utmost confusion. Her father was stabbed, as she
has related, by an accident, but many people in Dublin
believe, by his own wife, though some say, by his
own hand. Upon this melancholy occasion, Mrs.
Pilkington has given an account of her father, which
places her in a very amiable light. She discovered
for him the most filial tenderness; she watched round
his bed, and seems to have been the only relation then
about him, who deserved his blessing. From the
death of her father her sufferings begin, and the
subsequent part of her life is a continued series
of misfortunes.
Mr. Pilkington having now no expectation
of a fortune by her, threw off all reserve in his
behaviour to her. While Mrs. Pilkington was in
the country for her health, his dislike of her seems
to have encreased, and, perhaps, he resolved to get
rid of his wife at any rate: nor was he long
waiting for an occasion of parting with her. The
story of their separation may be found at large in
her Memoirs. The substance is, that she was so
indiscreet as to permit a gentleman to be found in
her bed-chamber at an unseasonable hour; for which
she makes this apology. ’Lovers of learning
I am sure will pardon me, as I solemnly declare, it
was the attractive charms of a new book, which the
gentleman would not lend me, but consented to stay
till I read it through, that was the sole motive of
my detaining him.’ This indeed is a poor
evasion; and as Mrs. Pilkington has said no more in
favour of her innocence, they must have great charity
indeed with whom she can stand exculpated.
While the gentleman was with her,
the servants let in twelve men at the kitchen window,
who, though they might, as she avers, have opened the
chamber door, chose rather to break it to pieces, and
took both her and the gentleman prisoners. Her
husband now told her, that she must turn out of doors;
and taking hold of her hand, made a present of it to
the gentleman, who could not in honour refuse to take
her, especially as his own liberty was to be procured
upon no other terms. It being then two o’clock
in the morning, and not knowing where to steer, she
went home with her gallant: but she sincerely
assures us, that neither of them entertained a thought
of any thing like love, but sat like statues ’till
break of day.
The gentleman who was found with her,
was obliged to fly, leaving a letter and five guineas
inclosed in it for her. She then took a lodging
in some obscure street, where she was persecuted by
infamous women, who were panders to men of fortune.
In the mean time Mr. Pilkington carried
on a vigorous prosecution against her in the Spiritual
Court; during which, as she says, he solemnly declared,
he would allow her a maintainance, if she never gave
him any opposition: but no sooner had he obtained
a separation, than he retracted every word he had
said on that subject. Upon this she was advised
to lodge an appeal, and as every one whom he consulted,
assured him he would be cast, he made a proposal of
giving her a small annuity, and thirty pounds in
money; which, in regard to her children, she chose
to accept, rather than ruin their father. She
was with child at the time of her separation, and
when her labour came on, the woman where she lodged
insisted upon doubling her rent: whereupon she
was obliged to write petitionary letters, which were
not always successful.
Having passed the pains and peril
of childbirth, she begged of Mr. Pilkington to send
her some money to carry her to England; who, in hopes
of getting rid of her, sent her nine pounds. She
was the more desirous to leave Ireland, as she found
her character sinking every day with the public.
When she was on board the yacht, a gentleman of figure
in the gay world took an opportunity of making love
to her, which she rejected with some indignation.
’Had I (said she) accepted the offers he made
me, poverty had never approached me. I dined
with him at Parkgate, and I hope virtue will be rewarded;
for though I had but five guineas in the world to
carry me to London, I yet possessed chastity enough
to refuse fifty for a night’s lodging, and that
too from a handsome well-bred man. I shall scarcely
ever forget his words to me, as they seemed almost
prophetic. “Well, madam, said he, you do
not know London; you will be undone there.”
“Why, sir, said I, I hope you don’t imagine
I will go into a bad course of life?” “No,
madam, said he, but I think you will sit in your chamber
and starve;” which, upon my word, I have been
pretty near doing; and, but that the Almighty raised
me one worthy friend, good old Mr. Cibber, to whose
humanity I am indebted, under God, both for liberty
and life, I had been quite lost.’
When Mrs. Pilkington arrived in London,
her conduct was the reverse of what prudence would
have dictated. She wanted to get into favour with
the great, and, for that purpose, took a lodging in
St. James’s Street, at a guinea a week; upon
no other prospect of living, than what might arise
from some poems she intended to publish by subscription.
In this place she attracted the notice of the company
frequenting White’s Chocolate-House; and her
story, by means of Mr. Cibber, was made known to persons
of the first distinction, who, upon his recommendation,
were kind to her.
Her acquaintance with Mr. Cibber began
by a present she made him of The Trial of Constancy,
a poem of hers, which Mr. Dodsley published. Mr.
Cibber, upon this, visited her, and, ever after, with
the most unwearied zeal, promoted her interest.
The reader cannot expect that we should swell this
volume by a minute relation of all the incidents which
happened to her, while she continued a poetical mendicant.
She has not, without pride, related all the little
tattle which passed between her and persons of distinction,
who, through the abundance of their idleness, thought
proper to trifle an hour with her.
Her virtue seems now to have been
in a declining state; at least, her behaviour was
such, that a man, must have extraordinary faith, who
can think her innocent. She has told us, in the
second volume of her Memoirs, that she received from
a noble person a present of fifty pounds. This,
she says, was the ordeal, or fiery trial; youth, beauty,
nobility of birth, attacking at once the most desolate
person in the world. However, we find her soon
after this thrown into great distress, and making
various applications to persons of distinction for
subscriptions to her poems. Such as favoured her
by subscribing, she has repaid with most lavish encomiums,
and those that withheld that proof of their bounty,
she has sacrificed to her resentment, by exhibiting
them in the most hideous light her imagination could
form.
From the general account of her characters,
this observation results, That such as she has stigmatized
for want of charity, ought rather to be censured for
want of decency. There might be many reasons,
why a person benevolent in his nature, might yet refuse
to subscribe to her; but, in general, such as refused,
did it (as she says) in a rude manner, and she was
more piqued at their deficiency in complaisance to
her, than their want of generosity. Complaisance
is easily shewn; it may be done without expence; it
often procures admirers, and can never make an enemy.
On the other hand, benevolence itself, accompanied
with a bad grace, may lay us under obligations, but
can never command our affection. It is said of
King Charles I. that he bestowed his bounty with so
bad a grace, that he disobliged more by giving, than
his son by refusing; and we have heard of a gentleman
of great parts, who went to Newgate with a greater
satisfaction, as the judge who committed him accompanied
the sentence with an apology and a compliment, than
he received from his releasment by another, who, in
extending the King’s mercy to him, allayed the
Royal clemency by severe invectives against
the gentleman’s conduct.
We must avoid entering into a detail
of the many addresses, disappointments and encouragements,
which she met with in her attendance upon the great:
her characters are naturally, sometimes justly, and
often strikingly, exhibited. The incidents of
her life while she remained in London were not very
important, though she has related them with all the
advantage they can admit of. They are such as
commonly happen to poets in distress, though it does
not often fall out, that the insolence of wealth meets
with such a bold return as this lady has given it.
There is a spirit of keenness, and freedom runs through
her book, she spares no man because he is great by
his station, or famous by his abilities. Some
knowledge of the world may be gained from reading her
Memoirs; the different humours of mankind she has shewn
to the life, and whatever was ridiculous in the characters
she met with, is exposed in very lively terms.
The next scene which opens in Mrs.
Pilkington’s life, is the prison of the Marshalsea.
The horrors and miseries of this jail she has pathetically
described, in such a manner as should affect the heart
of every rigid creditor. In favour of her fellow-prisoners,
she wrote a very moving memorial, which, we are told,
excited the legislative power to grant an Act of Grace
for them. After our poetess had remained nine
weeks in this prison, she was at last released by the
goodness of Mr. Cibber, from whose representation
of her distress, no less than sixteen dukes contributed
a guinea apiece towards her enlargement. When
this news was brought her, she fainted away with excess
of joy. Some time after she had tasted liberty,
she began to be weary of that continued attendance
upon the great; and therefore was resolved, if ever
she was again favoured with a competent sum, to turn
it into trade, and quit the precarious life of a poetical
mendicant. Mr. Cibber had five guineas in reserve
for her, which, with ten more she received from the
duke of Marlborough, enabled her to take a shop in
St. James’s Street, which she filled with pamphlets
and prints, as being a business better suited to her
taste and abilities, than any other. Her adventures,
while she remained a shopkeeper, are not extremely
important. She has neglected to inform us how
long she continued behind the counter, but has told
us, however, that by the liberality of her friends,
and the bounty of her subscribers, she was set above
want, and that the autumn of her days was like to
be spent in peace and serenity.
But whatever were her prospects, she
lived not long to enjoy the comforts of competence,
for on the 29th of August, 1750, a few years after
the publication of her second volume, she died at Dublin,
in the thirty ninth year of her age.
Considered as a writer, she holds
no mean rank. She was the author of The Turkish
Court, or The London Apprentice, acted at the theatre
in Caple-street, Dublin, 1748, but never printed.
This piece was poorly performed, otherwise it promised
to have given great satisfaction. The first act
of her tragedy of the Roman Father, is no ill specimen
of her talents that way, and throughout her Memoirs
there are scattered many beautiful little pieces,
written with a true spirit of poetry, though under
all the disadvantages that wit can suffer. Her
memory seems to have been amazingly great, of which
her being able to repeat almost all Shakespear is
an astonishing instance.
One of the prettiest of her poetical
performances, is the following Address to the reverend
Dr. Hales, with whom she became acquainted at the
house of captain Mead, near Hampton-Court.
To the Revd. Dr. HALES.
Hail, holy sage! whose comprehensive
mind,
Not to this narrow spot of earth confin’d,
Thro’ num’rous worlds can
nature’s laws explore,
Where none but Newton ever trod before;
And, guided by philosophy divine,
See thro’ his works th’Almighty
Maker shine:
Whether you trace him thro’ yon
rolling spheres,
Where, crown’d with boundless glory,
he appears;
Or in the orient sun’s resplendent
rays,
His setting lustre, or his noon-tide blaze,
New wonders still thy curious search attend,
Begun on earth, in highest Heav’n
to end.
O! while thou dost those God-like works
pursue,
What thanks, from human-kind to thee are
due!
Whose error, doubt, and darkness, you
remove,
And charm down knowledge from her throne
above.
Nature to thee her choicest secrets yields,
Unlocks her springs, and opens all her
fields;
Shews the rich treasure that her breast
contains,
In azure fountains, or enamell’d
plains;
Each healing stream, each plant of virtuous
use,
To thee their medicinal pow’rs produce.
Pining disease and anguish wing their
flight,
And rosy health renews us to delight.
When you, with art, the animal
dissect,
And, with the microscopic aid, inspect
Where, from the heart, unnumbered rivers
glide,
And faithful back return their purple
tide;
How fine the mechanism, by thee display’d!
How wonderful is ev’ry creature
made!
Vessels, too small for sight, the fluids
strain,
Concoct, digest, assimilate, sustain;
In deep attention, and surprize, we gaze,
And to life’s author, raptur’d,
pour out praise.
What beauties dost thou open
to the sight,
Untwisting all the golden threads of light!
Each parent colour tracing to its source,
Distinct they live, obedient to thy force!
Nought from thy penetration is conceal’d,
And light, himself, shines to thy soul
reveal’d.
So when the sacred writings
you display,
And on the mental eye shed purer day;
In radiant colours truth array’d
we see,
Confess her charms, and guided up by thee;
Soaring sublime, on contemplation’s
wings,
The fountain seek, whence truth eternal
springs.
Fain would I wake the consecrated lyre,
And sing the sentiments thou didst inspire!
But find my strength unequal to a theme,
Which asks a Milton’s, or a Seraph’s
flame!
If, thro’ weak words, one ray of
reason shine,
Thine was the thought, the errors only
mine.
Yet may these numbers to thy soul impart
The humble incense of a grateful heart.
Trifles, with God himself, acceptance
find,
If offer’d with sincerity of mind;
Then, like the Deity, indulgence shew,
Thou, most like him, of all his works
below.