The Indian summer, with its infinite beauty and tenderness, came like a reproach that year to Virginia.  The foliage, touched here and there with prismatic tints, drooped motionless in the golden haze.  The delicate Virginia creeper was almost minded to put forth its scarlet buds again.  No wonder the lovely phantom ­this dusky Southern sister of the pale Northern June ­lingered not long with us, but, filling the once peaceful glens and valleys with her pathos, stole away rebukefully before the savage enginery of man.

The preparations that had been going on for months in arsenals and foundries at the North were nearly completed.  For weeks past the air had been filled with rumors of an advance; but the rumor of to-day refuted the rumor of yesterday, and the Grand Army did not move.  Heintzelman’s corps was constantly folding its tents, like the Arabs, and as silently stealing away; but somehow it was always in the same place the next morning.  One day, at last, orders came down for our brigade to move.

“We ’re going to Richmond, boys!” shouted Strong, thrusting his head in at the tent; and we all cheered and waved our caps like mad.  You see, Big Bethel and Bull Run and Ball’s Bluff (the bloody B’s, as we used to call them) had n’t taught us any better sense.

Rising abruptly from the plateau, to the left of our encampment, was a tall hill covered with a stunted growth of red-oak, persimmon, and chestnut.  The night before we struck tents I climbed up to the crest to take a parting look at a spectacle which custom had not been able to rob of its enchantment.  There, at my feet, and extending miles and miles away, lay the camps of the Grand Army, with its camp-fires reflected luridly against the sky.  Thousands of lights were twinkling in every direction, some nestling in the valley, some like fire-flies beating their wings and palpitating among the trees, and others stretching in parallel lines and curves, like the street-lamps of a city.  Somewhere, far off, a band was playing, at intervals it seemed; and now and then, nearer to, a silvery strain from a bugle shot sharply up through the night, and seemed to lose itself like a rocket among the stars ­the patient, untroubled stars.  Suddenly a hand was laid upon my arm.

“I ’d like to say a word to you,” said Bladburn.

With a little start of surprise, I made room for him on the fallen tree where I was seated.

“I may n’t get another chance,” he said.  “You and the boys have been very kind to me, kinder than I deserve; but sometimes I ’ve fancied that my not saying anything about myself had given you the idea that all was not right in my past.  I want to say that I came down to Virginia with a clean record.”

“We never really doubted it, Bladburn.”

“If I did n’t write home,” he continued, “it was because I had n’t any home, neither kith nor kin.  When I said the old folks were dead, I said it.  Am I boring you?  If I thought I was” ­

“No, Bladburn.  I have often wanted you to talk to me about yourself, not from idle curiosity, I trust, but because I liked you that rainy night when you came to camp, and have gone on liking you ever since.  This is n’t too much to say, when Heaven only knows how soon I may be past saying it or you listening to it.”

“That’s it,” said Bladburn, hurriedly, “that’s why I want to talk with you.  I ‘ve a fancy that I sha’ n’t come out of our first battle.”

The words gave me a queer start, for I had been trying several days to throw off a similar presentiment concerning him ­a foolish presentiment that grew out of a dream.

“In case anything of that kind turns up,” he continued, “I ’d like you to have my Latin grammar here ­you ’ve seen me reading it.  You might stick it away in a bookcase, for the sake of old times.  It goes against me to think of it falling into rough hands or being kicked about camp and trampled underfoot.”

He was drumming softly with his fingers on the volume in the bosom of his blouse.

“I did n’t intend to speak of this to a living soul,” he went on, motioning me not to answer him; “but something took hold of me to-night and made me follow you up here, Perhaps if I told you all, you would be the more willing to look after the little book in case it goes ill with me.  When the war broke out I was teaching school down in Maine, in the same village where my father was schoolmaster before me.  The old man when he died left me quite alone.  I lived pretty much by myself, having no interests outside of the district school, which seemed in a manner my personal property.  Eight years ago last spring a new pupil was brought to the school, a slight slip of a girl, with a sad kind of face and quiet ways.  Perhaps it was because she was n’t very strong, and perhaps because she was n’t used over well by those who had charge of her, or perhaps it was because my life was lonely, that my heart warmed to the child.  It all seems like a dream now, since that April morning when little Mary stood in front of my desk with her pretty eyes looking down bashfully and her soft hair falling over her face.  One day I look up, and six years have gone by ­as they go by in dreams ­and among the scholars is a tall girl of sixteen, with serious, womanly eyes which I cannot trust myself to look upon.  The old life has come to an end.  The child has become a woman and can teach the master now.  So help me Heaven, I did n’t know that I loved her until that day!

“Long after the children had gone home I sat in the school-room with my face resting on my hands.  There was her desk, the afternoon shadows falling across it.  It never looked empty and cheerless before.  I went and stood by the low chair, as I had stood hundreds of times.  On the desk was a pile of books, ready to be taken away, and among the rest a small Latin grammar which we had studied together.  What little despairs and triumphs and happy hours were associated with it!  I took it up curiously, as if it were some gentle dead thing, and turned over the pages, and could hardly see them.  Turning the pages, idly so, I came to a leaf on which something was written with ink, in the familiar girlish hand.  It was only the words ‘Dear John,’ through which she had drawn two hasty pencil lines ­I wish she had n’t drawn those lines!” added Bladburn, under his breath.

He was silent for a minute or two, looking off towards the camps, where the lights were fading out one by one.

“I had no right to go and love Mary.  I was twice her age, an awkward, unsocial man, that would have blighted her youth.  I was as wrong as wrong can be.  But I never meant to tell her.  I locked the grammar in my desk and the secret in my heart for a year.  I could n’t bear to meet her in the village, and kept away from every place where she was likely to be.  Then she came to me, and sat down at my feet penitently, just as she used to do when she was a child, and asked what she had done to anger me; and then, Heaven forgive me!  I told her all, and asked her if she could say with her lips the words she had written, and she nestled in my arms all a-trembling like a bird, and said them over and over again.

“When Mary’s family heard of our engagement, there was trouble.  They looked higher for Mary than a middle-aged schoolmaster.  No blame to them.  They forbade me the house, her uncles; but we met in the village and at the neighbors’ houses, and I was happy, knowing she loved me.  Matters were in this state when the war came on.  I had a strong call to look after the old flag, and I hung my head that day when the company raised in our village marched by the school-house to the railroad station; but I couldn’t tear myself away.  About this time the minister’s son, who had been away to college, came to the village.  He met Mary here and there, and they became great friends.  He was a likely fellow, near her own age, and it was natural they should like one another.  Sometimes I winced at seeing him made free of the home from which I was shut out; then I would open the grammar at the leaf where ‘Dear John’ was written up in the corner, and my trouble was gone.  Mary was sorrowful and pale these days, and I think her people were worrying her.

“It was one evening two or three days before we got the news of Bull Run.  I had gone down to the burying-ground to trim the spruce hedge set round the old man’s lot, and was just stepping into the enclosure, when I heard voices from the opposite side.  One was Mary’s, and the other I knew to be young Marston’s, the minister’s son.  I did n’t mean to listen, but what Mary was saying struck me dumb. We must never meet again, she was saying in a wild way. We must say good-by here, for ever, ­good-by, good-by! And I could hear her sobbing.  Then, presently, she said, hurriedly, No, no; my hand, not my lips! Then it seemed he kissed her hands, and the two parted, one going towards the parsonage, and the other out by the gate near where I stood.

“I don’t know how long I stood there, but the night-dews had wet me to the bone when I stole out of the graveyard and across the road to the school-house.  I unlocked the door, and took the Latin grammar from the desk and hid it in my bosom.  There was not a sound or a light anywhere as I walked out of the village.  And now,” said Bladburn, rising suddenly from the tree-trunk, “if the little book ever falls in your way, won’t you see that it comes to no harm, for my sake, and for the sake of the little woman who was true to me and did n’t love me?  Wherever she is to-night, God bless her!”

As we descended to camp with our arms resting on each other’s shoulder, the watch-fires were burning low in the valleys and along the hillsides, and as far as the eye could reach the silent tents lay bleaching in the moonlight.