On my return to London, I called upon
William Dillwyn, to inform him of the resolution I
had made at Teston, and found him at his town lodgings
in the Poultry. I informed him also, that I had
a letter of introduction in my pocket from Sir Charles
Middleton to Samuel Hoare, with whom I was to converse
on the subject. The latter gentleman had interested
himself the year before as one of the commitee for
the Black poor in London, whom Mr. Sharp was sending
under the auspices of government to Sierra Leone.
He was also, as the reader may see by looking back,
a member of the second class of coadjutors, or of
the little commitee which had branched out of the
Quakers in England as before described. William
Dillwyn said he would go with me and introduce me
himself. On our arrival in Lombard-street, I saw
my new friend, with whom we conversed for some time.
From thence I proceeded, accompanied by both, to the
house of James Phillips in George-yard, to whom I
was desirous of communicating my resolution also.
We found him at home, conversing with a friend of
the same religious society, whose name was Joseph
Gurney Bevan. I then repeated my resolution before
them all. We had much friendly and satisfactory
conversation together. I received much encouragement
on every side, and I fixed to meet them again at the
place where we then were in three days.
On the evening of the same day I waited
upon Granville Sharp to make the same communication
to him. He received it with great pleasure, and
he hoped I should have strength to proceed. From
thence I went to the Baptist-head coffee-house, in
Chancery-lane, and having engaged with the master of
the house, that I should always have one private room
to myself when I wanted it, I took up my abode there,
in order to be near my friend Richard Phillips of
Lincoln’s Inn, from whose advice and assistance
I had formed considerable expectations.
The first matter for our deliberation,
after we had thus become neighbours, was, what plan
I ought to pursue to give effect to the resolution
I had taken.
After having discussed the matter
two or three times at his chambers, it seemed to be
our opinion, That, as members of the legislature could
do more to the purpose in this question than any other
persons, it would be proper to circulate all the remaining
copies of my work among these, in order that they
might thus obtain information upon the subject.
Secondly, That it would be proper that I should wait
personally upon several of these also. And thirdly,
That I should be endeavouring in the interim to enlarge
my own knowledge, that I might thus be enabled to
answer the various objections, which might be advanced
on the other side of the question, as well as become
qualified to be a manager of the cause.
On the third day, or at the time appointed,
I went with Richard Phillips to George-yard, Lombard-street,
where I met all my friends as before. I communicated
to them the opinion we had formed at Lincoln’s
Inn, relative to my future proceedings in the three
different branches as now detailed. They approved
the plan. On desiring a number of my books to
be sent to me at my new lodgings for the purpose of
distribution, Joseph Gurney Bevan, who was stated
to have been present at the former interview, seemed
uneasy, and at length asked me if I was going to distribute
these at my own expense. I replied, I was.
He appealed immediately to those present whether it
ought to be allowed. He asked whether, when a
young man was giving up his time from morning till
night, they, who applauded his pursuit and seemed
desirous of cooperating with him, should allow him
to make such a sacrifice, or whether they should not
at least secure him from loss; and he proposed directly
that the remaining part of the edition should be taken
off by subscription, and, in order that my feelings
might not be hurt from any supposed stain arising
from the thought of gaining any thing by such a proposal,
they should be paid for only at the prime cost.
I felt myself much obliged to him for this tender
consideration about me, and particularly for the latter
part of it, under which alone I accepted the offer.
Samuel Hoare was charged with the management of the
subscription, and the books were to be distributed
as I had proposed, and in any way which I myself might
prescribe.
This matter having been determined
upon, my first care was that the books should be put
into proper hands. Accordingly I went round among
my friends from day to day, wishing to secure this
before I attended to any of the other objects.
In this I was much assisted by my friend Richard Phillips.
Mr. Langton began the distribution of them. He
made a point either of writing to or of calling upon
those, to whom he sent them. Dr. Baker took the
charge of several for the same purpose. Lord and
Lady Scarsdale of others. Sir Charles and Lady
Middleton of others. Mr. Sheldon, at the request
of Richard Phillips, introduced me by letter to several
members of parliament, to whom I wished to deliver
them myself. Sir Herbert Mackworth, when spoken
to by the latter, offered his services also. He
seemed to be particularly interested in the cause.
He went about to many of his friends in the House
of Commons, and this from day to day, to procure their
favour towards it. Lord Newhaven was applied
to, and distributed some. Lord Balgonie (now
Leven) took a similar charge. The late Lord Hawke,
who told me that he had long felt for the sufferings
of the injured Africans, desired to be permitted to
take his share of the distribution among members of
the House of Lords, and Dr. Porteus, now bishop of
London, became another coadjutor in the same work.
This distribution of my books having
been consigned to proper hands, I began to qualify
myself, by obtaining further knowledge, for the management
of this great cause. As I had obtained the principal
part of it from reading, I thought I ought now to
see what could be seen, and to know from living persons
what could be known, on the subject. With respect
to the first of these points, the river Thames presented
itself as at hand. Ships were going occasionally
from the port of London to Africa, and why could I
not get on board them and examine for myself?
After diligent inquiry, I heard of one which had just
arrived. I found her to be a little wood-vessel,
called the Lively, captain Williamson, or one which
traded to Africa in the natural productions of the
country, such as ivory, beeswax, Malaguetta pepper,
palm-oil, and dye-woods. I obtained specimens
of some of these, so that I now became possessed of
some of those things of which I had only read before.
On conversing with the mate, he showed me one or two
pieces of the cloth made by the natives, and from their
own cotton. I prevailed upon him to sell me a
piece of each. Here new feelings arose, and particularly
when I considered that persons of so much apparent
ingenuity, and capable of such beautiful work as the
Africans, should be made slaves, and reduced to a
level with the brute creation. My reflections
here on the better use which might be made of Africa
by the substitution of another trade, and on the better
use which might be made of her inhabitants, served
greatly to animate, and to sustain me amidst the labour
of my pursuits.
The next vessel I boarded was the
Fly, captain Colley: Here I found myself
for the first time on the deck of a slave-vessel. The
sight of the rooms below and of the gratings above,
and of the barricade across the deck, and the explanation
of the uses of all these, filled me both with melancholy
and horror. I found soon afterwards a fire of
indignation kindling within me. I had now scarce
patience to talk with those on board. I had not
the coolness this first time to go leisurely over
the places that were open to me. I got
away quickly. But that which I thought I
saw horrible in this vessel had the same effect upon
me as that which I thought I had seen agreeable in
the other, namely, to animate and to invigorate me
in my pursuit.
But I will not trouble the reader
with any further account of my water-expeditions,
while attempting to perfect my knowledge on this subject.
I was equally assiduous in obtaining intelligence wherever
it could be had; and being now always on the watch,
I was frequently falling in with individuals, from
whom I gained something. My object was to see
all who had been in Africa, but more particularly
those who had never been interested, or who at any
rate were not then interested, in the trade. I
gained accordingly access very early to General Rooke;
to Lieutenant Dalrymple, of the army; to Captain Fiddes,
of the engineers; to the reverend Mr. Newton; to Mr.
Nisbett, a surgeon in the Minories; to Mr. Devaynes,
who was then in parliament, and to many others; and
I made it a rule to put down in writing, after every
conversation, what had taken place in the course of
it. By these means things began to unfold themselves
to me more and more, and I found my stock of knowledge
almost daily on the increase.
While, however, I was forwarding this,
I was not inattentive to the other object of my pursuit,
which was that of waiting upon members personally.
The first I called upon was Sir Richard Hill. At
the first interview he espoused the cause. I
waited then upon others, and they professed themselves
friendly; but they seemed to make this profession more
from the emotion of good hearts, revolting at the
bare mention of the Slave-trade, than from any knowledge
concerning it. One, however, whom I visited, Mr.
Powys (the late Lord Lilford), with whom I had been
before acquainted in Northamptonshire, seemed to doubt
some of the facts in my book, from a belief that human
nature was not capable of proceeding to such a pitch
of wickedness. I asked him to name his facts.
He selected the case of the hundred-and-thirty-two
slaves who were thrown alive into the sea to defraud
the underwriters. I promised to satisfy him fully
upon this point, and went immediately to Granville
Sharp, who lent me his account of the trial, as reported
at large from the notes of the short-hand writer, whom
he had employed on the occasion. Mr. Powys read
the account. He became, in consequence
of it, convinced, as, indeed, he could not otherwise
be, of the truth of what I had asserted, and he declared
at the same time that, if this were true, there was
nothing so horrible related of this trade, which might
not immediately be believed. Mr. Powys had been
always friendly to this question, but now he took
a part in the distribution of my books.
Among those, whom I visited, was Mr.
Wilberforce. On my first interview with him,
he stated frankly, that the subject had often employed
his thoughts, and that it was near his heart.
He seemed earnest about it, and also very desirous
of taking the trouble of inquiring further into it.
Having read my book, which I had delivered to him in
person, he sent for me. He expressed a wish that
I would make him acquainted with some of my authorities
for the assertions in it, which I did afterwards to
his satisfaction. He asked me if I could support
it by any other evidence. I told him I could. I
mentioned Mr. Newton, Mr. Nisbett, and several others
to him. He took the trouble of sending for all
these. He made memorandums of their conversation,
and, sending for me afterwards, showed them to me.
On learning my intention to devote myself to the cause,
he paid me many handsome compliments. He then
desired me to call upon him often, and to acquaint
him with my progress from time to time. He expressed
also his willingness to afford me any assistance in
his power in the prosecution of my pursuits.
The carrying on of these different
objects, together with the writing which was connected
with them, proved very laborious, and occupied almost
all my time. I was seldom engaged less than sixteen
hours in the day. When I left Teston to begin
the pursuit as an object of my life, I promised my
friend Mr. Ramsay a weekly account of my progress.
At the end of the first week my letter to him contained
little more than a sheet of paper. At the end
of the second it contained three; at the end of the
third six; and at the end of the fourth I found it
would be so voluminous, that I was obliged to decline
writing it.