LADY MOTTISFONT
By the Sentimental Member
Of all the romantic towns in Wessex,
Wintoncester is probably the most convenient for meditative
people to live in; since there you have a cathedral
with a nave so long that it affords space in which
to walk and summon your remoter moods without continually
turning on your heel, or seeming to do more than take
an afternoon stroll under cover from the rain or sun.
In an uninterrupted course of nearly three hundred
steps eastward, and again nearly three hundred steps
westward amid those magnificent tombs, you can, for
instance, compare in the most leisurely way the dry
dustiness which ultimately pervades the persons of
kings and bishops with the damper dustiness that is
usually the final shape of commoners, curates, and
others who take their last rest out of doors.
Then, if you are in love, you can, by sauntering in
the chapels and behind the episcopal chantries with
the bright-eyed one, so steep and mellow your ecstasy
in the solemnities around, that it will assume a rarer
and finer tincture, even more grateful to the understanding,
if not to the senses, than that form of the emotion
which arises from such companionship in spots where
all is life, and growth, and fecundity.
It was in this solemn place, whither
they had withdrawn from the sight of relatives on
one cold day in March, that Sir Ashley Mottisfont asked
in marriage, as his second wife, Philippa, the gentle
daughter of plain Squire Okehall. Her life had
been an obscure one thus far; while Sir Ashley, though
not a rich man, had a certain distinction about him;
so that everybody thought what a convenient, elevating,
and, in a word, blessed match it would be for such
a supernumerary as she. Nobody thought so more
than the amiable girl herself. She had been smitten
with such affection for him that, when she walked
the cathedral aisles at his side on the before-mentioned
day, she did not know that her feet touched hard pavement;
it seemed to her rather that she was floating in space.
Philippa was an ecstatic, heart-thumping maiden, and
could not understand how she had deserved to have
sent to her such an illustrious lover, such a travelled
personage, such a handsome man.
When he put the question, it was in
no clumsy language, such as the ordinary bucolic county
landlords were wont to use on like quivering occasions,
but as elegantly as if he had been taught it in Enfield’s
Speaker. Yet he hesitated a little for
he had something to add.
‘My pretty Philippa,’
he said (she was not very pretty by the way), ’I
have, you must know, a little girl dependent upon me:
a little waif I found one day in a patch of wild oats
[such was this worthy baronet’s humour] when
I was riding home: a little nameless creature,
whom I wish to take care of till she is old enough
to take care of herself; and to educate in a plain
way. She is only fifteen months old, and is at
present in the hands of a kind villager’s wife
in my parish. Will you object to give some attention
to the little thing in her helplessness?’
It need hardly be said that our innocent
young lady, loving him so deeply and joyfully as she
did, replied that she would do all she could for the
nameless child; and, shortly afterwards, the pair were
married in the same cathedral that had echoed the
whispers of his declaration, the officiating minister
being the Bishop himself; a venerable and experienced
man, so well accomplished in uniting people who had
a mind for that sort of experiment, that the couple,
with some sense of surprise, found themselves one
while they were still vaguely gazing at each other
as two independent beings.
After this operation they went home
to Deansleigh Park, and made a beginning of living
happily ever after. Lady Mottisfont, true to
her promise, was always running down to the village
during the following weeks to see the baby whom her
husband had so mysteriously lighted on during his
ride home concerning which interesting discovery
she had her own opinion; but being so extremely amiable
and affectionate that she could have loved stocks
and stones if there had been no living creatures to
love, she uttered none of her thoughts. The little
thing, who had been christened Dorothy, took to Lady
Mottisfont as if the baronet’s young wife had
been her mother; and at length Philippa grew so fond
of the child that she ventured to ask her husband
if she might have Dorothy in her own home, and bring
her up carefully, just as if she were her own.
To this he answered that, though remarks might be made
thereon, he had no objection; a fact which was obvious,
Sir Ashley seeming rather pleased than otherwise with
the proposal.
After this they lived quietly and
uneventfully for two or three years at Sir Ashley
Mottisfont’s residence in that part of England,
with as near an approach to bliss as the climate of
this country allows. The child had been a godsend
to Philippa, for there seemed no great probability
of her having one of her own: and she wisely
regarded the possession of Dorothy as a special kindness
of Providence, and did not worry her mind at all as
to Dorothy’s possible origin. Being a tender
and impulsive creature, she loved her husband without
criticism, exhaustively and religiously, and the child
not much otherwise. She watched the little foundling
as if she had been her own by nature, and Dorothy became
a great solace to her when her husband was absent
on pleasure or business; and when he came home he
looked pleased to see how the two had won each other’s
hearts. Sir Ashley would kiss his wife, and his
wife would kiss little Dorothy, and little Dorothy
would kiss Sir Ashley, and after this triangular burst
of affection Lady Mottisfont would say, ’Dear
me I forget she is not mine!’
‘What does it matter?’
her husband would reply. ’Providence is
fore-knowing. He has sent us this one because
he is not intending to send us one by any other channel.’
Their life was of the simplest.
Since his travels the baronet had taken to sporting
and farming; while Philippa was a pattern of domesticity.
Their pleasures were all local. They retired
early to rest, and rose with the cart-horses and whistling
waggoners. They knew the names of every bird
and tree not exceptionally uncommon, and could foretell
the weather almost as well as anxious farmers and
old people with corns.
One day Sir Ashley Mottisfont received
a letter, which he read, and musingly laid down on
the table without remark.
‘What is it, dearest?’
asked his wife, glancing at the sheet.
’Oh, it is from an old lawyer
at Bath whom I used to know. He reminds me of
something I said to him four or five years ago some
little time before we were married about
Dorothy.’
‘What about her?’
’It was a casual remark I made
to him, when I thought you might not take kindly to
her, that if he knew a lady who was anxious to adopt
a child, and could insure a good home to Dorothy,
he was to let me know.’
‘But that was when you had nobody
to take care of her,’ she said quickly.
’How absurd of him to write now! Does he
know you are married? He must, surely.’
‘Oh yes!’
He handed her the letter. The
solicitor stated that a widow-lady of position, who
did not at present wish her name to be disclosed, had
lately become a client of his while taking the waters,
and had mentioned to him that she would like a little
girl to bring up as her own, if she could be certain
of finding one of good and pleasing disposition; and,
the better to insure this, she would not wish the child
to be too young for judging her qualities. He
had remembered Sir Ashley’s observation to him
a long while ago, and therefore brought the matter
before him. It would be an excellent home for
the little girl of that he was positive if
she had not already found such a home.
‘But it is absurd of the man
to write so long after!’ said Lady Mottisfont,
with a lumpiness about the back of her throat as she
thought how much Dorothy had become to her.
’I suppose it was when you first found
her that you told him this?’
‘Exactly it was then.’
He fell into thought, and neither
Sir Ashley nor Lady Mottisfont took the trouble to
answer the lawyer’s letter; and so the matter
ended for the time.
One day at dinner, on their return
from a short absence in town, whither they had gone
to see what the world was doing, hear what it was saying,
and to make themselves generally fashionable after
rusticating for so long on this occasion,
I say, they learnt from some friend who had joined
them at dinner that Fernell Hall the manorial
house of the estate next their own, which had been
offered on lease by reason of the impecuniosity of
its owner had been taken for a term by a
widow lady, an Italian Contessa, whose name I will
not mention for certain reasons which may by and by
appear. Lady Mottisfont expressed her surprise
and interest at the probability of having such a neighbour.
’Though, if I had been born in Italy, I think
I should have liked to remain there,’ she said.
‘She is not Italian, though
her husband was,’ said Sir Ashley.
‘Oh, you have heard about her before now?’
’Yes; they were talking of her
at Grey’s the other evening. She is English.’
And then, as her husband said no more about the lady,
the friend who was dining with them told Lady Mottisfont
that the Countess’s father had speculated largely
in East-India Stock, in which immense fortunes were
being made at that time; through this his daughter
had found herself enormously wealthy at his death,
which had occurred only a few weeks after the death
of her husband. It was supposed that the marriage
of an enterprising English speculator’s daughter
to a poor foreign nobleman had been matter of arrangement
merely. As soon as the Countess’s widowhood
was a little further advanced she would, no doubt,
be the mark of all the schemers who came near her,
for she was still quite young. But at present
she seemed to desire quiet, and avoided society and
town.
Some weeks after this time Sir Ashley
Mottisfont sat looking fixedly at his lady for many
moments. He said:
’It might have been better for
Dorothy if the Countess had taken her. She is
so wealthy in comparison with ourselves, and could
have ushered the girl into the great world more effectually
than we ever shall be able to do.’
‘The Contessa take Dorothy?’
said Lady Mottisfont with a start. ’What was
she the lady who wished to adopt her?’
‘Yes; she was staying at Bath
when Lawyer Gayton wrote to me.’
‘But how do you know all this, Ashley?’
He showed a little hesitation.
‘Oh, I’ve seen her,’ he says.
’You know, she drives to the meet sometimes,
though she does not ride; and she has informed me
that she was the lady who inquired of Gayton.’
‘You have talked to her as well as seen her,
then?’
‘Oh yes, several times; everybody has.’
‘Why didn’t you tell me?’
says his lady. ’I had quite forgotten to
call upon her. I’ll go to-morrow, or soon
. . . But I can’t think, Ashley, how you
can say that it might have been better for Dorothy
to have gone to her; she is so much our own now that
I cannot admit any such conjectures as those, even
in jest.’ Her eyes reproached him so eloquently
that Sir Ashley Mottisfont did not answer.
Lady Mottisfont did not hunt any more
than the Anglo-Italian Countess did; indeed, she had
become so absorbed in household matters and in Dorothy’s
wellbeing that she had no mind to waste a minute on
mere enjoyments. As she had said, to talk coolly
of what might have been the best destination in days
past for a child to whom they had become so attached
seemed quite barbarous, and she could not understand
how her husband should consider the point so abstractedly;
for, as will probably have been guessed, Lady Mottisfont
long before this time, if she had not done so at the
very beginning, divined Sir Ashley’s true relation
to Dorothy. But the baronet’s wife was
so discreetly meek and mild that she never told him
of her surmise, and took what Heaven had sent her without
cavil, her generosity in this respect having been bountifully
rewarded by the new life she found in her love for
the little girl.
Her husband recurred to the same uncomfortable
subject when, a few days later, they were speaking
of travelling abroad. He said that it was almost
a pity, if they thought of going, that they had not
fallen in with the Countess’s wish. That
lady had told him that she had met Dorothy walking
with her nurse, and that she had never seen a child
she liked so well.
‘What she covets
her still? How impertinent of the woman!’
said Lady Mottisfont.
’She seems to do so . . .
You see, dearest Philippa, the advantage to Dorothy
would have been that the Countess would have adopted
her legally, and have made her as her own daughter;
while we have not done that we are only
bringing up and educating a poor child in charity.’
‘But I’ll adopt her fully make
her mine legally!’ cried his wife in an anxious
voice. ‘How is it to be done?’
‘H’m.’ He
did not inform her, but fell into thought; and, for
reasons of her own, his lady was restless and uneasy.
The very next day Lady Mottisfont
drove to Fernell Hall to pay the neglected call upon
her neighbour. The Countess was at home, and
received her graciously. But poor Lady Mottisfont’s
heart died within her as soon as she set eyes on her
new acquaintance. Such wonderful beauty, of
the fully-developed kind, had never confronted her
before inside the lines of a human face. She
seemed to shine with every light and grace that woman
can possess. Her finished Continental manners,
her expanded mind, her ready wit, composed a study
that made the other poor lady sick; for she, and latterly
Sir Ashley himself, were rather rural in manners,
and she felt abashed by new sounds and ideas from without.
She hardly knew three words in any language but her
own, while this divine creature, though truly English,
had, apparently, whatever she wanted in the Italian
and French tongues to suit every impression; which
was considered a great improvement to speech in those
days, and, indeed, is by many considered as such in
these.
‘How very strange it was about
the little girl!’ the Contessa said to Lady
Mottisfont, in her gay tones. ’I mean,
that the child the lawyer recommended should, just
before then, have been adopted by you, who are now
my neighbour. How is she getting on? I
must come and see her.’
‘Do you still want her?’
asks Lady Mottisfont suspiciously.
‘Oh, I should like to have her!’
‘But you can’t! She’s mine!’
said the other greedily.
A drooping manner appeared in the Countess from that
moment.
Lady Mottisfont, too, was in a wretched
mood all the way home that day. The Countess
was so charming in every way that she had charmed her
gentle ladyship; how should it be possible that she
had failed to charm Sir Ashley? Moreover, she
had awakened a strange thought in Philippa’s
mind. As soon as she reached home she rushed
to the nursery, and there, seizing Dorothy, frantically
kissed her; then, holding her at arm’s length,
she gazed with a piercing inquisitiveness into the
girl’s lineaments. She sighed deeply,
abandoned the wondering Dorothy, and hastened away.
She had seen there not only her husband’s
traits, which she had often beheld before, but others,
of the shade, shape, and expression which characterized
those of her new neighbour.
Then this poor lady perceived the
whole perturbing sequence of things, and asked herself
how she could have been such a walking piece of simplicity
as not to have thought of this before. But she
did not stay long upbraiding herself for her shortsightedness,
so overwhelmed was she with misery at the spectacle
of herself as an intruder between these. To
be sure she could not have foreseen such a conjuncture;
but that did not lessen her grief. The woman
who had been both her husband’s bliss and his
backsliding had reappeared free when he was no longer
so, and she evidently was dying to claim her own in
the person of Dorothy, who had meanwhile grown to
be, to Lady Mottisfont, almost the only source of each
day’s happiness, supplying her with something
to watch over, inspiring her with the sense of maternity,
and so largely reflecting her husband’s nature
as almost to deceive her into the pleasant belief that
she reflected her own also.
If there was a single direction in
which this devoted and virtuous lady erred, it was
in the direction of over-submissiveness. When
all is said and done, and the truth told, men seldom
show much self-sacrifice in their conduct as lords
and masters to helpless women bound to them for life,
and perhaps (though I say it with all uncertainty)
if she had blazed up in his face like a furze-faggot,
directly he came home, she might have helped herself
a little. But God knows whether this is a true
supposition; at any rate she did no such thing; and
waited and prayed that she might never do despite
to him who, she was bound to admit, had always been
tender and courteous towards her; and hoped that little
Dorothy might never be taken away.
By degrees the two households became
friendly, and very seldom did a week pass without
their seeing something of each other. Try as
she might, and dangerous as she assumed the acquaintanceship
to be, Lady Mottisfont could detect no fault or flaw
in her new friend. It was obvious that Dorothy
had been the magnet which had drawn the Contessa hither,
and not Sir Ashley.
Such beauty, united with such understanding
and brightness, Philippa had never before known in
one of her own sex, and she tried to think (whether
she succeeded I do not know) that she did not mind
the propinquity; since a woman so rich, so fair, and
with such a command of suitors, could not desire to
wreck the happiness of so inoffensive a person as herself.
The season drew on when it was the
custom for families of distinction to go off to The
Bath, and Sir Ashley Mottisfont persuaded his wife
to accompany him thither with Dorothy. Everybody
of any note was there this year. From their
own part of England came many that they knew; among
the rest, Lord and Lady Purbeck, the Earl and Countess
of Wessex, Sir John Grebe, the Drenkhards, Lady Stourvale,
the old Duke of Hamptonshire, the Bishop of Melchester,
the Dean of Exonbury, and other lesser lights of Court,
pulpit, and field. Thither also came the fair
Contessa, whom, as soon as Philippa saw how much she
was sought after by younger men, she could not conscientiously
suspect of renewed designs upon Sir Ashley.
But the Countess had finer opportunities
than ever with Dorothy; for Lady Mottisfont was often
indisposed, and even at other times could not honestly
hinder an intercourse which gave bright ideas to the
child. Dorothy welcomed her new acquaintance
with a strange and instinctive readiness that intimated
the wonderful subtlety of the threads which bind flesh
and flesh together.
At last the crisis came: it was
precipitated by an accident. Dorothy and her
nurse had gone out one day for an airing, leaving Lady
Mottisfont alone indoors. While she sat gloomily
thinking that in all likelihood the Countess would
contrive to meet the child somewhere, and exchange
a few tender words with her, Sir Ashley Mottisfont
rushed in and informed her that Dorothy had just had
the narrowest possible escape from death. Some
workmen were undermining a house to pull it down for
rebuilding, when, without warning, the front wall
inclined slowly outwards for its fall, the nurse and
child passing beneath it at the same moment.
The fall was temporarily arrested by the scaffolding,
while in the meantime the Countess had witnessed their
imminent danger from the other side of the street.
Springing across, she snatched Dorothy from under
the wall, and pulled the nurse after her, the middle
of the way being barely reached before they were enveloped
in the dense dust of the descending mass, though not
a stone touched them.
‘Where is Dorothy?’ says the excited Lady
Mottisfont.
‘She has her she won’t let
her go for a time ’
‘Has her? But she’s mine she’s
mine!’ cries Lady Mottisfont.
Then her quick and tender eyes perceived
that her husband had almost forgotten her intrusive
existence in contemplating the oneness of Dorothy’s,
the Countess’s, and his own: he was in a
dream of exaltation which recognized nothing necessary
to his well-being outside that welded circle of three
lives.
Dorothy was at length brought home;
she was much fascinated by the Countess, and saw nothing
tragic, but rather all that was truly delightful,
in what had happened. In the evening, when the
excitement was over, and Dorothy was put to bed, Sir
Ashley said, ’She has saved Dorothy; and I have
been asking myself what I can do for her as a slight
acknowledgment of her heroism. Surely we ought
to let her have Dorothy to bring up, since she still
desires to do it? It would be so much to Dorothy’s
advantage. We ought to look at it in that light,
and not selfishly.’
Philippa seized his hand. ’Ashley,
Ashley! You don’t mean it that
I must lose my pretty darling the only
one I have?’ She met his gaze with her piteous
mouth and wet eyes so painfully strained, that he turned
away his face.
The next morning, before Dorothy was
awake, Lady Mottisfont stole to the girl’s bedside,
and sat regarding her. When Dorothy opened her
eyes, she fixed them for a long time upon Philippa’s
features.
‘Mamma you are not
so pretty as the Contessa, are you?’ she said
at length.
‘I am not, Dorothy.’
‘Why are you not, mamma?’
‘Dorothy where would you rather live,
always; with me, or with her?’
The little girl looked troubled.
’I am sorry, mamma; I don’t mean to be
unkind; but I would rather live with her; I mean, if
I might without trouble, and you did not mind, and
it could be just the same to us all, you know.’
‘Has she ever asked you the same question?’
‘Never, mamma.’
There lay the sting of it: the
Countess seemed the soul of honour and fairness in
this matter, test her as she might. That afternoon
Lady Mottisfont went to her husband with singular
firmness upon her gentle face.
’Ashley, we have been married
nearly five years, and I have never challenged you
with what I know perfectly well the parentage
of Dorothy.’
’Never have you, Philippa dear.
Though I have seen that you knew from the first.’
’From the first as to her father,
not as to her mother. Her I did not know for
some time; but I know now.’
‘Ah! you have discovered that
too?’ says he, without much surprise.
’Could I help it? Very
well, that being so, I have thought it over; and I
have spoken to Dorothy. I agree to her going.
I can do no less than grant to the Countess her wish,
after her kindness to my your her child.’
Then this self-sacrificing woman went
hastily away that he might not see that her heart
was bursting; and thereupon, before they left the city,
Dorothy changed her mother and her home. After
this, the Countess went away to London for a while,
taking Dorothy with her; and the baronet and his wife
returned to their lonely place at Deansleigh Park without
her.
To renounce Dorothy in the bustle
of Bath was a different thing from living without
her in this quiet home. One evening Sir Ashley
missed his wife from the supper-table; her manner
had been so pensive and woeful of late that he immediately
became alarmed. He said nothing, but looked
about outside the house narrowly, and discerned her
form in the park, where recently she had been accustomed
to walk alone. In its lower levels there was
a pool fed by a trickling brook, and he reached this
spot in time to hear a splash. Running forward,
he dimly perceived her light gown floating in the
water. To pull her out was the work of a few
instants, and bearing her indoors to her room, he undressed
her, nobody in the house knowing of the incident but
himself. She had not been immersed long enough
to lose her senses, and soon recovered. She owned
that she had done it because the Contessa had taken
away her child, as she persisted in calling Dorothy.
Her husband spoke sternly to her, and impressed upon
her the weakness of giving way thus, when all that
had happened was for the best. She took his
reproof meekly, and admitted her fault.
After that she became more resigned,
but he often caught her in tears over some doll, shoe,
or ribbon of Dorothy’s, and decided to take her
to the North of England for change of air and scene.
This was not without its beneficial effect, corporeally
no less than mentally, as later events showed, but
she still evinced a preternatural sharpness of ear
at the most casual mention of the child. When
they reached home, the Countess and Dorothy were still
absent from the neighbouring Fernell Hall, but in
a month or two they returned, and a little later Sir
Ashley Mottisfont came into his wife’s room
full of news.
’Well would you think
it, Philippa! After being so desperate, too,
about getting Dorothy to be with her!’
‘Ah what?’
’Our neighbour, the Countess,
is going to be married again! It is to somebody
she has met in London.’
Lady Mottisfont was much surprised;
she had never dreamt of such an event. The conflict
for the possession of Dorothy’s person had obscured
the possibility of it; yet what more likely, the Countess
being still under thirty, and so good-looking?
‘What is of still more interest
to us, or to you,’ continued her husband, ’is
a kind offer she has made. She is willing that
you should have Dorothy back again. Seeing what
a grief the loss of her has been to you, she will
try to do without her.’
‘It is not for that; it is not
to oblige me,’ said Lady Mottisfont quickly.
‘One can see well enough what it is for!’
’Well, never mind; beggars mustn’t
be choosers. The reason or motive is nothing
to us, so that you obtain your desire.’
‘I am not a beggar any longer,’
said Lady Mottisfont, with proud mystery.
‘What do you mean by that?’
Lady Mottisfont hesitated. However,
it was only too plain that she did not now jump at
a restitution of one for whom some months before she
had been breaking her heart.
The explanation of this change of
mood became apparent some little time farther on.
Lady Mottisfont, after five years of wedded life,
was expecting to become a mother, and the aspect of
many things was greatly altered in her view.
Among the more important changes was that of no longer
feeling Dorothy to be absolutely indispensable to her
existence.
Meanwhile, in view of her coming marriage,
the Countess decided to abandon the remainder of her
term at Fernell Hall, and return to her pretty little
house in town. But she could not do this quite
so quickly as she had expected, and half a year or
more elapsed before she finally quitted the neighbourhood,
the interval being passed in alternations between
the country and London. Prior to her last departure
she had an interview with Sir Ashley Mottisfont, and
it occurred three days after his wife had presented
him with a son and heir.
‘I wanted to speak to you,’
said the Countess, looking him luminously in the face,
’about the dear foundling I have adopted temporarily,
and thought to have adopted permanently. But
my marriage makes it too risky!’
‘I thought it might be that,’
he answered, regarding her steadfastly back again,
and observing two tears come slowly into her eyes as
she heard her own voice describe Dorothy in those
words.
‘Don’t criticize me,’
she said hastily; and recovering herself, went on.
’If Lady Mottisfont could take her back again,
as I suggested, it would be better for me, and certainly
no worse for Dorothy. To every one but ourselves
she is but a child I have taken a fancy to, and Lady
Mottisfont coveted her so much, and was very reluctant
to let her go . . . I am sure she will adopt
her again?’ she added anxiously.
‘I will sound her afresh,’
said the baronet. ’You leave Dorothy behind
for the present?’
‘Yes; although I go away, I
do not give up the house for another month.’
He did not speak to his wife about
the proposal till some few days after, when Lady Mottisfont
had nearly recovered, and news of the Countess’s
marriage in London had just reached them. He
had no sooner mentioned Dorothy’s name than
Lady Mottisfont showed symptoms of disquietude.
‘I have not acquired any dislike
of Dorothy,’ she said, ’but I feel that
there is one nearer to me now. Dorothy chose
the alternative of going to the Countess, you must
remember, when I put it to her as between the Countess
and myself.’
’But, my dear Philippa, how
can you argue thus about a child, and that child our
Dorothy?’
‘Not ours,’ said
his wife, pointing to the cot. ‘Ours is
here.’
‘What, then, Philippa,’
he said, surprised, ’you won’t have her
back, after nearly dying of grief at the loss of her?’
’I cannot argue, dear Ashley.
I should prefer not to have the responsibility of
Dorothy again. Her place is filled now.’
Her husband sighed, and went out of
the chamber. There had been a previous arrangement
that Dorothy should be brought to the house on a visit
that day, but instead of taking her up to his wife,
he did not inform Lady Mottisfont of the child’s
presence. He entertained her himself as well
as he could, and accompanied her into the park, where
they had a ramble together. Presently he sat
down on the root of an elm and took her upon his knee.
’Between this husband and this
baby, little Dorothy, you who had two homes are left
out in the cold,’ he said.
‘Can’t I go to London
with my pretty mamma?’ said Dorothy, perceiving
from his manner that there was a hitch somewhere.
’I am afraid not, my child.
She only took you to live with her because she was
lonely, you know.’
‘Then can’t I stay at
Deansleigh Park with my other mamma and you?’
‘I am afraid that cannot be
done either,’ said he sadly. ’We
have a baby in the house now.’ He closed
the reply by stooping down and kissing her, there
being a tear in his eye.
‘Then nobody wants me!’ said Dorothy pathetically.
‘Oh yes, somebody wants you,’
he assured her. ’Where would you like to
live besides?’
Dorothy’s experiences being
rather limited, she mentioned the only other place
in the world that she was acquainted with, the cottage
of the villager who had taken care of her before Lady
Mottisfont had removed her to the Manor House.
‘Yes; that’s where you’ll
be best off and most independent,’ he answered.
’And I’ll come to see you, my dear girl,
and bring you pretty things; and perhaps you’ll
be just as happy there.’
Nevertheless, when the change came,
and Dorothy was handed over to the kind cottage-woman,
the poor child missed the luxurious roominess of Fernell
Hall and Deansleigh; and for a long time her little
feet, which had been accustomed to carpets and oak
floors, suffered from the cold of the stone flags
on which it was now her lot to live and to play; while
chilblains came upon her fingers with washing at the
pump. But thicker shoes with nails in them somewhat
remedied the cold feet, and her complaints and tears
on this and other scores diminished to silence as
she became inured anew to the hardships of the farm-cottage,
and she grew up robust if not handsome. She
was never altogether lost sight of by Sir Ashley,
though she was deprived of the systematic education
which had been devised and begun for her by Lady Mottisfont,
as well as by her other mamma, the enthusiastic Countess.
The latter soon had other Dorothys to think of, who
occupied her time and affection as fully as Lady Mottisfont’s
were occupied by her precious boy. In the course
of time the doubly-desired and doubly-rejected Dorothy
married, I believe, a respectable road-contractor the
same, if I mistake not, who repaired and improved
the old highway running from Wintoncester south-westerly
through the New Forest and in the heart
of this worthy man of business the poor girl found
the nest which had been denied her by her own flesh
and blood of higher degree.
Several of the listeners wished to
hear another story from the sentimental member after
this, but he said that he could recall nothing else
at the moment, and that it seemed to him as if his
friend on the other side of the fireplace had something
to say from the look of his face.
The member alluded to was a respectable
churchwarden, with a sly chink to one eyelid possibly
the result of an accident and a regular
attendant at the Club meetings. He replied that
his looks had been mainly caused by his interest in
the two ladies of the last story, apparently women
of strong motherly instincts, even though they were
not genuinely staunch in their tenderness. The
tale had brought to his mind an instance of a firmer
affection of that sort on the paternal side, in a nature
otherwise culpable. As for telling the story,
his manner was much against him, he feared; but he
would do his best, if they wished.
Here the President interposed with
a suggestion that as it was getting late in the afternoon
it would be as well to adjourn to their respective
inns and lodgings for dinner, after which those who
cared to do so could return and resume these curious
domestic traditions for the remainder of the evening,
which might otherwise prove irksome enough. The
curator had told him that the room was at their service.
The churchwarden, who was beginning to feel hungry
himself, readily acquiesced, and the Club separated
for an hour and a half. Then the faithful ones
began to drop in again among whom were
not the President; neither came the rural dean, nor
the two curates, though the Colonel, and the man of
family, cigars in mouth, were good enough to return,
having found their hotel dreary. The museum
had no regular means of illumination, and a solitary
candle, less powerful than the rays of the fire, was
placed on the table; also bottles and glasses, provided
by some thoughtful member. The chink-eyed churchwarden,
now thoroughly primed, proceeded to relate in his own
terms what was in substance as follows, while many
of his listeners smoked.