1-The Inevitable Movement Onward
The story of the deaths of Eustacia
and Wildeve was told throughout Egdon, and far beyond,
for many weeks and months. All the known incidents
of their love were enlarged, distorted, touched up,
and modified, till the original reality bore but a
slight resemblance to the counterfeit presentation
by surrounding tongues. Yet, upon the whole,
neither the man nor the woman lost dignity by sudden
death. Misfortune had struck them gracefully,
cutting off their erratic histories with a catastrophic
dash, instead of, as with many, attenuating each life
to an uninteresting meagreness, through long years
of wrinkles, neglect, and decay.
On those most nearly concerned the
effect was somewhat different. Strangers who
had heard of many such cases now merely heard of one
more; but immediately where a blow falls no previous
imaginings amount to appreciable preparation for it.
The very suddenness of her bereavement dulled, to
some extent, Thomasin’s feelings; yet irrationally
enough, a consciousness that the husband she had lost
ought to have been a better man did not lessen her
mourning at all. On the contrary, this fact seemed
at first to set off the dead husband in his young wife’s
eyes, and to be the necessary cloud to the rainbow.
But the horrors of the unknown had
passed. Vague misgivings about her future as
a deserted wife were at an end. The worst had
once been matter of trembling conjecture; it was now
matter of reason only, a limited badness. Her
chief interest, the little Eustacia, still remained.
There was humility in her grief, no defiance in her
attitude; and when this is the case a shaken spirit
is apt to be stilled.
Could Thomasin’s mournfulness
now and Eustacia’s serenity during life have
been reduced to common measure, they would have touched
the same mark nearly. But Thomasin’s former
brightness made shadow of that which in a sombre atmosphere
was light itself.
The spring came and calmed her; the
summer came and soothed her; the autumn arrived, and
she began to be comforted, for her little girl was
strong and happy, growing in size and knowledge every
day. Outward events flattered Thomasin not a
little. Wildeve had died intestate, and she and
the child were his only relatives. When administration
had been granted, all the debts paid, and the residue
of her husband’s uncle’s property had
come into her hands, it was found that the sum waiting
to be invested for her own and the child’s benefit
was little less than ten thousand pounds.
Where should she live? The obvious
place was Blooms-End. The old rooms, it is true,
were not much higher than the between-decks of a frigate,
necessitating a sinking in the floor under the new
clock-case she brought from the inn, and the removal
of the handsome brass knobs on its head, before there
was height for it to stand; but, such as the rooms
were, there were plenty of them, and the place was
endeared to her by every early recollection.
Clym very gladly admitted her as a tenant, confining
his own existence to two rooms at the top of the back
staircase, where he lived on quietly, shut off from
Thomasin and the three servants she had thought fit
to indulge in now that she was a mistress of money,
going his own ways, and thinking his own thoughts.
His sorrows had made some change in
his outward appearance; and yet the alteration was
chiefly within. It might have been said that he
had a wrinkled mind. He had no enemies, and he
could get nobody to reproach him, which was why he
so bitterly reproached himself.
He did sometimes think he had been
ill-used by fortune, so far as to say that to be born
is a palpable dilemma, and that instead of men aiming
to advance in life with glory they should calculate
how to retreat out of it without shame. But that
he and his had been sarcastically and pitilessly handled
in having such irons thrust into their souls he did
not maintain long. It is usually so, except with
the sternest of men. Human beings, in their generous
endeavour to construct a hypothesis that shall not
degrade a First Cause, have always hesitated to conceive
a dominant power of lower moral quality than their
own; and, even while they sit down and weep by the
waters of Babylon, invent excuses for the oppression
which prompts their tears.
Thus, though words of solace were
vainly uttered in his presence, he found relief in
a direction of his own choosing when left to himself.
For a man of his habits the house and the hundred and
twenty pounds a year which he had inherited from his
mother were enough to supply all worldly needs.
Resources do not depend upon gross amounts, but upon
the proportion of spendings to takings.
He frequently walked the heath alone,
when the past seized upon him with its shadowy hand,
and held him there to listen to its tale. His
imagination would then people the spot with its ancient
inhabitants-forgotten Celtic tribes trod
their tracks about him, and he could almost live among
them, look in their faces, and see them standing beside
the barrows which swelled around, untouched and perfect
as at the time of their erection. Those of the
dyed barbarians who had chosen the cultivable tracts
were, in comparison with those who had left their
marks here, as writers on paper beside writers on parchment.
Their records had perished long ago by the plough,
while the works of these remained. Yet they all
had lived and died unconscious of the different fates
awaiting their relics. It reminded him that unforeseen
factors operate in the evolution of immortality.
Winter again came round, with its
winds, frosts, tame robins, and sparkling starlight.
The year previous Thomasin had hardly been conscious
of the season’s advance; this year she laid her
heart open to external influences of every kind.
The life of this sweet cousin, her baby, and her servants,
came to Clym’s senses only in the form of sounds
through a wood partition as he sat over books of exceptionally
large type; but his ear became at last so accustomed
to these slight noises from the other part of the
house that he almost could witness the scenes they
signified. A faint beat of half-seconds conjured
up Thomasin rocking the cradle, a wavering hum meant
that she was singing the baby to sleep, a crunching
of sand as between millstones raised the picture of
Humphrey’s, Fairway’s, or Sam’s heavy
feet crossing the stone floor of the kitchen; a light
boyish step, and a gay tune in a high key, betokened
a visit from Grandfer Cantle; a sudden break-off in
the Grandfer’s utterances implied the application
to his lips of a mug of small beer, a bustling and
slamming of doors meant starting to go to market;
for Thomasin, in spite of her added scope of gentility,
led a ludicrously narrow life, to the end that she
might save every possible pound for her little daughter.
One summer day Clym was in the garden,
immediately outside the parlour window, which was
as usual open. He was looking at the pot-flowers
on the sill; they had been revived and restored by
Thomasin to the state in which his mother had left
them. He heard a slight scream from Thomasin,
who was sitting inside the room.
“O, how you frightened me!”
she said to someone who had entered. “I
thought you were the ghost of yourself.”
Clym was curious enough to advance
a little further and look in at the window. To
his astonishment there stood within the room Diggory
Venn, no longer a reddleman, but exhibiting the strangely
altered hues of an ordinary Christian countenance,
white shirt-front, light flowered waistcoat, blue-spotted
neckerchief, and bottle-green coat. Nothing in
this appearance was at all singular but the fact of
its great difference from what he had formerly been.
Red, and all approach to red, was carefully excluded
from every article of clothes upon him; for what is
there that persons just out of harness dread so much
as reminders of the trade which has enriched them?
Yeobright went round to the door and entered.
“I was so alarmed!” said
Thomasin, smiling from one to the other. “I
couldn’t believe that he had got white of his
own accord! It seemed supernatural.”
“I gave up dealing in reddle
last Christmas,” said Venn. “It was
a profitable trade, and I found that by that time
I had made enough to take the dairy of fifty cows
that my father had in his lifetime. I always
thought of getting to that place again if I changed
at all, and now I am there.”
“How did you manage to become
white, Diggory?” Thomasin asked.
“I turned so by degrees, ma’am.”
“You look much better than ever you did before.”
Venn appeared confused; and Thomasin,
seeing how inadvertently she had spoken to a man who
might possibly have tender feelings for her still,
blushed a little. Clym saw nothing of this, and
added good-humouredly-
“What shall we have to frighten
Thomasin’s baby with, now you have become a
human being again?”
“Sit down, Diggory,” said Thomasin, “and
stay to tea.”
Venn moved as if he would retire to
the kitchen, when Thomasin said with pleasant pertness
as she went on with some sewing, “Of course you
must sit down here. And where does your fifty-cow
dairy lie, Mr. Venn?”
“At Stickleford-about
two miles to the right of Alderworth, ma’am,
where the meads begin. I have thought that if
Mr. Yeobright would like to pay me a visit sometimes
he shouldn’t stay away for want of asking.
I’ll not bide to tea this afternoon, thank’ee,
for I’ve got something on hand that must be
settled. ’Tis Maypole-day tomorrow, and
the Shadwater folk have clubbed with a few of your
neighbours here to have a pole just outside your palings
in the heath, as it is a nice green place.”
Venn waved his elbow towards the patch in front of
the house. “I have been talking to Fairway
about it,” he continued, “and I said to
him that before we put up the pole it would be as
well to ask Mrs. Wildeve.”
“I can say nothing against it,”
she answered. “Our property does not reach
an inch further than the white palings.”
“But you might not like to see
a lot of folk going crazy round a stick, under your
very nose?”
“I shall have no objection at all.”
Venn soon after went away, and in
the evening Yeobright strolled as far as Fairway’s
cottage. It was a lovely May sunset, and the birch
trees which grew on this margin of the vast Egdon
wilderness had put on their new leaves, delicate as
butterflies’ wings, and diaphanous as amber.
Beside Fairway’s dwelling was an open space recessed
from the road, and here were now collected all the
young people from within a radius of a couple of miles.
The pole lay with one end supported on a trestle,
and women were engaged in wreathing it from the top
downwards with wild-flowers. The instincts of
merry England lingered on here with exceptional vitality,
and the symbolic customs which tradition has attached
to each season of the year were yet a reality on Egdon.
Indeed, the impulses of all such outlandish hamlets
are pagan still-in these spots homage to
nature, self-adoration, frantic gaieties, fragments
of Teutonic rites to divinities whose names are forgotten,
seem in some way or other to have survived mediaeval
doctrine.
Yeobright did not interrupt the preparations,
and went home again. The next morning, when Thomasin
withdrew the curtains of her bedroom window, there
stood the Maypole in the middle of the green, its top
cutting into the sky. It had sprung up in the
night, or rather early morning, like Jack’s
bean-stalk. She opened the casement to get a better
view of the garlands and posies that adorned it.
The sweet perfume of the flowers had already spread
into the surrounding air, which, being free from every
taint, conducted to her lips a full measure of the
fragrance received from the spire of blossom in its
midst. At the top of the pole were crossed hoops
decked with small flowers; beneath these came a milk-white
zone of Maybloom; then a zone of bluebells, then of
cowslips, then of lilacs, then of ragged-robins, daffodils,
and so on, till the lowest stage was reached.
Thomasin noticed all these, and was delighted that
the May revel was to be so near.
When afternoon came people began to
gather on the green, and Yeobright was interested
enough to look out upon them from the open window of
his room. Soon after this Thomasin walked out
from the door immediately below and turned her eyes
up to her cousin’s face. She was dressed
more gaily than Yeobright had ever seen her dressed
since the time of Wildeve’s death, eighteen
months before; since the day of her marriage even
she had not exhibited herself to such advantage.
“How pretty you look today,
Thomasin!” he said. “Is it because
of the Maypole?”
“Not altogether.”
And then she blushed and dropped her eyes, which he
did not specially observe, though her manner seemed
to him to be rather peculiar, considering that she
was only addressing himself. Could it be possible
that she had put on her summer clothes to please him?
He recalled her conduct towards him
throughout the last few weeks, when they had often
been working together in the garden, just as they had
formerly done when they were boy and girl under his
mother’s eye. What if her interest in him
were not so entirely that of a relative as it had
formerly been? To Yeobright any possibility of
this sort was a serious matter; and he almost felt
troubled at the thought of it. Every pulse of
loverlike feeling which had not been stilled during
Eustacia’s lifetime had gone into the grave
with her. His passion for her had occurred too
far on in his manhood to leave fuel enough on hand
for another fire of that sort, as may happen with
more boyish loves. Even supposing him capable
of loving again, that love would be a plant of slow
and laboured growth, and in the end only small and
sickly, like an autumn-hatched bird.
He was so distressed by this new complexity
that when the enthusiastic brass band arrived and
struck up, which it did about five o’clock, with
apparently wind enough among its members to blow down
his house, he withdrew from his rooms by the back
door, went down the garden, through the gate in the
hedge, and away out of sight. He could not bear
to remain in the presence of enjoyment today, though
he had tried hard.
Nothing was seen of him for four hours.
When he came back by the same path it was dusk, and
the dews were coating every green thing. The
boisterous music had ceased; but, entering the premises
as he did from behind, he could not see if the May
party had all gone till he had passed through Thomasin’s
division of the house to the front door. Thomasin
was standing within the porch alone.
She looked at him reproachfully.
“You went away just when it began, Clym,”
she said.
“Yes. I felt I could not
join in. You went out with them, of course?”
“No, I did not.”
“You appeared to be dressed on purpose.”
“Yes, but I could not go out
alone; so many people were there. One is there
now.”
Yeobright strained his eyes across
the dark-green patch beyond the paling, and near the
black form of the Maypole he discerned a shadowy figure,
sauntering idly up and down. “Who is it?”
he said.
“Mr. Venn,” said Thomasin.
“You might have asked him to
come in, I think, Tamsie. He has been very kind
to you first and last.”
“I will now,” she said;
and, acting on the impulse, went through the wicket
to where Venn stood under the Maypole.
“It is Mr. Venn, I think?” she inquired.
Venn started as if he had not seen
her-artful man that he was-and
said, “Yes.”
“Will you come in?”
“I am afraid that I-”
“I have seen you dancing this
evening, and you had the very best of the girls for
your partners. Is it that you won’t come
in because you wish to stand here, and think over
the past hours of enjoyment?”
“Well, that’s partly it,”
said Mr. Venn, with ostentatious sentiment. “But
the main reason why I am biding here like this is that
I want to wait till the moon rises.”
“To see how pretty the Maypole looks in the
moonlight?”
“No. To look for a glove that was dropped
by one of the maidens.”
Thomasin was speechless with surprise.
That a man who had to walk some four or five miles
to his home should wait here for such a reason pointed
to only one conclusion-the man must be amazingly
interested in that glove’s owner.
“Were you dancing with her,
Diggory?” she asked, in a voice which revealed
that he had made himself considerably more interesting
to her by this disclosure.
“No,” he sighed.
“And you will not come in, then?”
“Not tonight, thank you, ma’am.”
“Shall I lend you a lantern
to look for the young person’s glove, Mr. Venn?”
“O no; it is not necessary,
Mrs. Wildeve, thank you. The moon will rise in
a few minutes.”
Thomasin went back to the porch.
“Is he coming in?” said Clym, who had
been waiting where she had left him.
“He would rather not tonight,”
she said, and then passed by him into the house; whereupon
Clym too retired to his own rooms.
When Clym was gone Thomasin crept
upstairs in the dark, and, just listening by the cot,
to assure herself that the child was asleep, she went
to the window, gently lifted the corner of the white
curtain, and looked out. Venn was still there.
She watched the growth of the faint radiance appearing
in the sky by the eastern hill, till presently the
edge of the moon burst upwards and flooded the valley
with light. Diggory’s form was now distinct
on the green; he was moving about in a bowed attitude,
evidently scanning the grass for the precious missing
article, walking in zigzags right and left till
he should have passed over every foot of the ground.
“How very ridiculous!”
Thomasin murmured to herself, in a tone which was
intended to be satirical. “To think that
a man should be so silly as to go mooning about like
that for a girl’s glove! A respectable dairyman,
too, and a man of money as he is now. What a pity!”
At last Venn appeared to find it;
whereupon he stood up and raised it to his lips.
Then placing it in his breastpocket-the
nearest receptacle to a man’s heart permitted
by modern raiment-he ascended the valley
in a mathematically direct line towards his distant
home in the meadows.
2-Thomasin Walks in a Green Place by the
Roman Road
Clym saw little of Thomasin for several
days after this; and when they met she was more silent
than usual. At length he asked her what she was
thinking of so intently.
“I am thoroughly perplexed,”
she said candidly. “I cannot for my life
think who it is that Diggory Venn is so much in love
with. None of the girls at the Maypole were good
enough for him, and yet she must have been there.”
Clym tried to imagine Venn’s
choice for a moment; but ceasing to be interested
in the question he went on again with his gardening.
No clearing up of the mystery was
granted her for some time. But one afternoon
Thomasin was upstairs getting ready for a walk, when
she had occasion to come to the landing and call “Rachel.”
Rachel was a girl about thirteen, who carried the
baby out for airings; and she came upstairs at the
call.
“Have you seen one of my last
new gloves about the house, Rachel?” inquired
Thomasin. “It is the fellow to this one.”
Rachel did not reply.
“Why don’t you answer?” said her
mistress.
“I think it is lost, ma’am.”
“Lost? Who lost it? I have never worn
them but once.”
Rachel appeared as one dreadfully
troubled, and at last began to cry. “Please,
ma’am, on the day of the Maypole I had none to
wear, and I seed yours on the table, and I thought
I would borrow ’em. I did not mean to hurt
’em at all, but one of them got lost. Somebody
gave me some money to buy another pair for you, but
I have not been able to go anywhere to get ’em.”
“Who’s somebody?”
“Mr. Venn.”
“Did he know it was my glove?”
“Yes. I told him.”
Thomasin was so surprised by the explanation
that she quite forgot to lecture the girl, who glided
silently away. Thomasin did not move further
than to turn her eyes upon the grass-plat where the
Maypole had stood. She remained thinking, then
said to herself that she would not go out that afternoon,
but would work hard at the baby’s unfinished
lovely plaid frock, cut on the cross in the newest
fashion. How she managed to work hard, and yet
do no more than she had done at the end of two hours,
would have been a mystery to anyone not aware that
the recent incident was of a kind likely to divert
her industry from a manual to a mental channel.
Next day she went her ways as usual,
and continued her custom of walking in the heath with
no other companion than little Eustacia, now of the
age when it is a matter of doubt with such characters
whether they are intended to walk through the world
on their hands or on their feet; so that they get
into painful complications by trying both. It
was very pleasant to Thomasin, when she had carried
the child to some lonely place, to give her a little
private practice on the green turf and shepherd’s-thyme,
which formed a soft mat to fall headlong upon them
when equilibrium was lost.
Once, when engaged in this system
of training, and stooping to remove bits of stick,
fern-stalks, and other such fragments from the child’s
path, that the journey might not be brought to an untimely
end by some insuperable barrier a quarter of an inch
high, she was alarmed by discovering that a man on
horseback was almost close beside her, the soft natural
carpet having muffled the horse’s tread.
The rider, who was Venn, waved his hat in the air
and bowed gallantly.
“Diggory, give me my glove,”
said Thomasin, whose manner it was under any circumstances
to plunge into the midst of a subject which engrossed
her.
Venn immediately dismounted, put his
hand in his breastpocket, and handed the glove.
“Thank you. It was very good of you to
take care of it.”
“It is very good of you to say so.”
“O no. I was quite glad
to find you had it. Everybody gets so indifferent
that I was surprised to know you thought of me.”
“If you had remembered what
I was once you wouldn’t have been surprised.”
“Ah, no,” she said quickly.
“But men of your character are mostly so independent.”
“What is my character?” he asked.
“I don’t exactly know,”
said Thomasin simply, “except it is to cover
up your feelings under a practical manner, and only
to show them when you are alone.”
“Ah, how do you know that?” said Venn
strategically.
“Because,” said she, stopping
to put the little girl, who had managed to get herself
upside down, right end up again, “because I do.”
“You mustn’t judge by
folks in general,” said Venn. “Still
I don’t know much what feelings are nowadays.
I have got so mixed up with business of one sort and
t’other that my soft sentiments are gone off
in vapour like. Yes, I am given up body and soul
to the making of money. Money is all my dream.”
“O Diggory, how wicked!”
said Thomasin reproachfully, and looking at him in
exact balance between taking his words seriously and
judging them as said to tease her.
“Yes, ’tis rather a rum
course,” said Venn, in the bland tone of one
comfortably resigned to sins he could no longer overcome.
“You, who used to be so nice!”
“Well, that’s an argument
I rather like, because what a man has once been he
may be again.” Thomasin blushed. “Except
that it is rather harder now,” Venn continued.
“Why?” she asked.
“Because you be richer than you were at that
time.”
“O no-not much.
I have made it nearly all over to the baby, as it was
my duty to do, except just enough to live on.”
“I am rather glad of that,”
said Venn softly, and regarding her from the corner
of his eye, “for it makes it easier for us to
be friendly.”
Thomasin blushed again, and, when
a few more words had been said of a not unpleasing
kind, Venn mounted his horse and rode on.
This conversation had passed in a
hollow of the heath near the old Roman road, a place
much frequented by Thomasin. And it might have
been observed that she did not in future walk that
way less often from having met Venn there now.
Whether or not Venn abstained from riding thither
because he had met Thomasin in the same place might
easily have been guessed from her proceedings about
two months later in the same year.
3-The Serious Discourse of Clym with His
Cousin
Throughout this period Yeobright had
more or less pondered on his duty to his cousin Thomasin.
He could not help feeling that it would be a pitiful
waste of sweet material if the tender-natured thing
should be doomed from this early stage of her life
onwards to dribble away her winsome qualities on lonely
gorse and fern. But he felt this as an economist
merely, and not as a lover. His passion for Eustacia
had been a sort of conserve of his whole life, and
he had nothing more of that supreme quality left to
bestow. So far the obvious thing was not to entertain
any idea of marriage with Thomasin, even to oblige
her.
But this was not all. Years ago
there had been in his mother’s mind a great
fancy about Thomasin and himself. It had not positively
amounted to a desire, but it had always been a favourite
dream. That they should be man and wife in good
time, if the happiness of neither were endangered
thereby, was the fancy in question. So that what
course save one was there now left for any son who
reverenced his mother’s memory as Yeobright
did? It is an unfortunate fact that any particular
whim of parents, which might have been dispersed by
half an hour’s conversation during their lives,
becomes sublimated by their deaths into a fiat the
most absolute, with such results to conscientious children
as those parents, had they lived, would have been
the first to decry.
Had only Yeobright’s own future
been involved he would have proposed to Thomasin with
a ready heart. He had nothing to lose by carrying
out a dead mother’s hope. But he dreaded
to contemplate Thomasin wedded to the mere corpse
of a lover that he now felt himself to be. He
had but three activities alive in him. One was
his almost daily walk to the little graveyard wherein
his mother lay, another, his just as frequent visits
by night to the more distant enclosure which numbered
his Eustacia among its dead; the third was self-preparation
for a vocation which alone seemed likely to satisfy
his cravings-that of an itinerant preacher
of the eleventh commandment. It was difficult
to believe that Thomasin would be cheered by a husband
with such tendencies as these.
Yet he resolved to ask her, and let
her decide for herself. It was even with a pleasant
sense of doing his duty that he went downstairs to
her one evening for this purpose, when the sun was
printing on the valley the same long shadow of the
housetop that he had seen lying there times out of
number while his mother lived.
Thomasin was not in her room, and
he found her in the front garden. “I have
long been wanting, Thomasin,” he began, “to
say something about a matter that concerns both our
futures.”
“And you are going to say it
now?” she remarked quickly, colouring as she
met his gaze. “Do stop a minute, Clym, and
let me speak first, for oddly enough, I have been
wanting to say something to you.”
“By all means say on, Tamsie.”
“I suppose nobody can overhear
us?” she went on, casting her eyes around and
lowering her voice. “Well, first you will
promise me this-that you won’t be
angry and call me anything harsh if you disagree with
what I propose?”
Yeobright promised, and she continued:
“What I want is your advice, for you are my
relation-I mean, a sort of guardian to me-aren’t
you, Clym?”
“Well, yes, I suppose I am;
a sort of guardian. In fact, I am, of course,”
he said, altogether perplexed as to her drift.
“I am thinking of marrying,”
she then observed blandly. “But I shall
not marry unless you assure me that you approve of
such a step. Why don’t you speak?”
“I was taken rather by surprise.
But, nevertheless, I am very glad to hear such news.
I shall approve, of course, dear Tamsie. Who can
it be? I am quite at a loss to guess. No
I am not-’tis the old doctor!-not
that I mean to call him old, for he is not very old
after all. Ah-I noticed when he attended
you last time!”
“No, no,” she said hastily. “’Tis
Mr. Venn.”
Clym’s face suddenly became grave.
“There, now, you don’t
like him, and I wish I hadn’t mentioned him!”
she exclaimed almost petulantly. “And I
shouldn’t have done it, either, only he keeps
on bothering me so till I don’t know what to
do!”
Clym looked at the heath. “I
like Venn well enough,” he answered at last.
“He is a very honest and at the same time astute
man. He is clever too, as is proved by his having
got you to favour him. But really, Thomasin,
he is not quite-”
“Gentleman enough for me?
That is just what I feel. I am sorry now that
I asked you, and I won’t think any more of him.
At the same time I must marry him if I marry anybody-that
I will say!”
“I don’t see that,”
said Clym, carefully concealing every clue to his
own interrupted intention, which she plainly had not
guessed. “You might marry a professional
man, or somebody of that sort, by going into the town
to live and forming acquaintances there.”
“I am not fit for town life-so
very rural and silly as I always have been. Do
not you yourself notice my countrified ways?”
“Well, when I came home from
Paris I did, a little; but I don’t now.”
“That’s because you have
got countrified too. O, I couldn’t live
in a street for the world! Egdon is a ridiculous
old place; but I have got used to it, and I couldn’t
be happy anywhere else at all.”
“Neither could I,” said Clym.
“Then how could you say that
I should marry some town man? I am sure, say
what you will, that I must marry Diggory, if I marry
at all. He has been kinder to me than anybody
else, and has helped me in many ways that I don’t
know of!” Thomasin almost pouted now.
“Yes, he has,” said Clym
in a neutral tone. “Well, I wish with all
my heart that I could say, marry him. But I cannot
forget what my mother thought on that matter, and
it goes rather against me not to respect her opinion.
There is too much reason why we should do the little
we can to respect it now.”
“Very well, then,” sighed Thomasin.
“I will say no more.”
“But you are not bound to obey my wishes.
I merely say what I think.”
“O no-I don’t
want to be rebellious in that way,” she said
sadly. “I had no business to think of him-I
ought to have thought of my family. What dreadfully
bad impulses there are in me!” Her lips trembled,
and she turned away to hide a tear.
Clym, though vexed at what seemed
her unaccountable taste, was in a measure relieved
to find that at any rate the marriage question in
relation to himself was shelved. Through several
succeeding days he saw her at different times from
the window of his room moping disconsolately about
the garden. He was half angry with her for choosing
Venn; then he was grieved at having put himself in
the way of Venn’s happiness, who was, after
all, as honest and persevering a young fellow as any
on Egdon, since he had turned over a new leaf.
In short, Clym did not know what to do.
When next they met she said abruptly,
“He is much more respectable now than he was
then!”
“Who? O yes-Diggory Venn.”
“Aunt only objected because he was a reddleman.”
“Well, Thomasin, perhaps I don’t
know all the particulars of my mother’s wish.
So you had better use your own discretion.”
“You will always feel that I slighted your mother’s
memory.”
“No, I will not. I shall
think you are convinced that, had she seen Diggory
in his present position, she would have considered
him a fitting husband for you. Now, that’s
my real feeling. Don’t consult me any more,
but do as you like, Thomasin. I shall be content.”
It is to be supposed that Thomasin
was convinced; for a few days after this, when Clym
strayed into a part of the heath that he had not lately
visited, Humphrey, who was at work there, said to him,
“I am glad to see that Mrs. Wildeve and Venn
have made it up again, seemingly.”
“Have they?” said Clym abstractedly.
“Yes; and he do contrive to
stumble upon her whenever she walks out on fine days
with the chiel. But, Mr. Yeobright, I can’t
help feeling that your cousin ought to have married
you. ’Tis a pity to make two chimleycorners
where there need be only one. You could get her
away from him now, ’tis my belief, if you were
only to set about it.”
“How can I have the conscience
to marry after having driven two women to their deaths?
Don’t think such a thing, Humphrey. After
my experience I should consider it too much of a burlesque
to go to church and take a wife. In the words
of Job, ’I have made a covenant with mine eyes;
when then should I think upon a maid?’”
“No, Mr. Clym, don’t fancy
that about driving two women to their deaths.
You shouldn’t say it.”
“Well, we’ll leave that
out,” said Yeobright. “But anyhow
God has set a mark upon me which wouldn’t look
well in a love-making scene. I have two ideas
in my head, and no others. I am going to keep
a night-school; and I am going to turn preacher.
What have you got to say to that, Humphrey?”
“I’ll come and hear ’ee with all
my heart.”
“Thanks. ’Tis all I wish.”
As Clym descended into the valley
Thomasin came down by the other path, and met him
at the gate. “What do you think I have to
tell you, Clym?” she said, looking archly over
her shoulder at him.
“I can guess,” he replied.
She scrutinized his face. “Yes,
you guess right. It is going to be after all.
He thinks I may as well make up my mind, and I have
got to think so too. It is to be on the twenty-fifth
of next month, if you don’t object.”
“Do what you think right, dear.
I am only too glad that you see your way clear to
happiness again. My sex owes you every amends
for the treatment you received in days gone by."
The writer may state here that the
original conception of the story did not design
a marriage between Thomasin and Venn. He
was to have retained his isolated and weird character
to the last, and to have disappeared mysteriously
from the heath, nobody knowing whither-Thomasin
remaining a widow. But certain circumstances
of serial publication led to a change of intent.
Readers can therefore choose between
the endings, and those with an austere artistic code
can assume the more consistent conclusion to be the
true one.
4-Cheerfulness Again Asserts
Itself at Blooms-End, and Clym Finds His Vocation
Anybody who had passed through Blooms-End
about eleven o’clock on the morning fixed for
the wedding would have found that, while Yeobright’s
house was comparatively quiet, sounds denoting great
activity came from the dwelling of his nearest neighbour,
Timothy Fairway. It was chiefly a noise of feet,
briskly crunching hither and thither over the sanded
floor within. One man only was visible outside,
and he seemed to be later at an appointment than he
had intended to be, for he hastened up to the door,
lifted the latch, and walked in without ceremony.
The scene within was not quite the
customary one. Standing about the room was the
little knot of men who formed the chief part of the
Egdon coterie, there being present Fairway himself,
Grandfer Cantle, Humphrey, Christian, and one or two
turf-cutters. It was a warm day, and the men
were as a matter of course in their shirtsleeves, except
Christian, who had always a nervous fear of parting
with a scrap of his clothing when in anybody’s
house but his own. Across the stout oak table
in the middle of the room was thrown a mass of striped
linen, which Grandfer Cantle held down on one side,
and Humphrey on the other, while Fairway rubbed its
surface with a yellow lump, his face being damp and
creased with the effort of the labour.
“Waxing a bed-tick, souls?” said the newcomer.
“Yes, Sam,” said Grandfer
Cantle, as a man too busy to waste words. “Shall
I stretch this corner a shade tighter, Timothy?”
Fairway replied, and the waxing went
on with unabated vigour. “’Tis going to
be a good bed, by the look o’t,” continued
Sam, after an interval of silence. “Who
may it be for?”
“’Tis a present for the
new folks that’s going to set up housekeeping,”
said Christian, who stood helpless and overcome by
the majesty of the proceedings.
“Ah, to be sure; and a valuable one, ’a
b’lieve.”
“Beds be dear to fokes that
don’t keep geese, bain’t they, Mister
Fairway?” said Christian, as to an omniscient
being.
“Yes,” said the furze-dealer,
standing up, giving his forehead a thorough mopping,
and handing the beeswax to Humphrey, who succeeded
at the rubbing forthwith. “Not that this
couple be in want of one, but ’twas well to
show ’em a bit of friendliness at this great
racketing vagary of their lives. I set up both
my own daughters in one when they was married, and
there have been feathers enough for another in the
house the last twelve months. Now then, neighbours,
I think we have laid on enough wax. Grandfer
Cantle, you turn the tick the right way outwards,
and then I’ll begin to shake in the feathers.”
When the bed was in proper trim Fairway
and Christian brought forward vast paper bags, stuffed
to the full, but light as balloons, and began to turn
the contents of each into the receptacle just prepared.
As bag after bag was emptied, airy tufts of down and
feathers floated about the room in increasing quantity
till, through a mishap of Christian’s, who shook
the contents of one bag outside the tick, the atmosphere
of the room became dense with gigantic flakes, which
descended upon the workers like a windless snowstorm.
“I never saw such a clumsy chap
as you, Christian,” said Grandfer Cantle severely.
“You might have been the son of a man that’s
never been outside Blooms-End in his life for all
the wit you have. Really all the soldiering and
smartness in the world in the father seems to count
for nothing in forming the nater of the son.
As far as that chief Christian is concerned I might
as well have stayed at home and seed nothing, like
all the rest of ye here. Though, as far as myself
is concerned, a dashing spirit has counted for sommat,
to be sure!”
“Don’t ye let me down
so, Father; I feel no bigger than a ninepin after
it. I’ve made but a bruckle hit, I’m
afeard.”
“Come, come. Never pitch
yerself in such a low key as that, Christian; you
should try more,” said Fairway.
“Yes, you should try more,”
echoed the Grandfer with insistence, as if he had
been the first to make the suggestion. “In
common conscience every man ought either to marry
or go for a soldier. ’Tis a scandal to
the nation to do neither one nor t’other.
I did both, thank God! Neither to raise men nor
to lay ’em low-that shows a poor do-nothing
spirit indeed.”
“I never had the nerve to stand
fire,” faltered Christian. “But as
to marrying, I own I’ve asked here and there,
though without much fruit from it. Yes, there’s
some house or other that might have had a man for
a master-such as he is-that’s
now ruled by a woman alone. Still it might have
been awkward if I had found her; for, d’ye see,
neighbours, there’d have been nobody left at
home to keep down Father’s spirits to the decent
pitch that becomes a old man.”
“And you’ve your work
cut out to do that, my son,” said Grandfer Cantle
smartly. “I wish that the dread of infirmities
was not so strong in me!-I’d start
the very first thing tomorrow to see the world over
again! But seventy-one, though nothing at home,
is a high figure for a rover....Ay, seventy-one, last
Candlemasday. Gad, I’d sooner have it in
guineas than in years!” And the old man sighed.
“Don’t you be mournful,
Grandfer,” said Fairway. “Empt some
more feathers into the bed-tick, and keep up yer heart.
Though rather lean in the stalks you be a green-leaved
old man still. There’s time enough left
to ye yet to fill whole chronicles.”
“Begad, I’ll go to ’em,
Timothy-to the married pair!” said
Granfer Cantle in an encouraged voice, and starting
round briskly. “I’ll go to ’em
tonight and sing a wedding song, hey? ’Tis
like me to do so, you know; and they’d see it
as such. My ‘Down in Cupid’s Gardens’
was well liked in four; still, I’ve got others
as good, and even better. What do you say to
my
She cal’-led
to’ her love’
From the lat’-tice
a-bove,
‘O come in’
from the fog-gy fog’-gy dew’.’
’Twould please ’em well
at such a time! Really, now I come to think of
it, I haven’t turned my tongue in my head to
the shape of a real good song since Old Midsummer
night, when we had the ‘Barley Mow’ at
the Woman; and ’tis a pity to neglect your strong
point where there’s few that have the compass
for such things!”
“So ’tis, so ’tis,”
said Fairway. “Now gie the bed a shake down.
We’ve put in seventy pounds of best feathers,
and I think that’s as many as the tick will
fairly hold. A bit and a drap wouldn’t
be amiss now, I reckon. Christian, maul down
the victuals from corner-cupboard if canst reach,
man, and I’ll draw a drap o’ sommat
to wet it with.”
They sat down to a lunch in the midst
of their work, feathers around, above, and below them;
the original owners of which occasionally came to
the open door and cackled begrudgingly at sight of
such a quantity of their old clothes.
“Upon my soul I shall be chokt,”
said Fairway when, having extracted a feather from
his mouth, he found several others floating on the
mug as it was handed round.
“I’ve swallered several;
and one had a tolerable quill,” said Sam placidly
from the corner.
“Hullo-what’s
that-wheels I hear coming?” Grandfer
Cantle exclaimed, jumping up and hastening to the
door. “Why, ’tis they back again-I
didn’t expect ’em yet this half-hour.
To be sure, how quick marrying can be done when you
are in the mind for’t!”
“O yes, it can soon be done,”
said Fairway, as if something should be added to make
the statement complete.
He arose and followed the Grandfer,
and the rest also went to the door. In a moment
an open fly was driven past, in which sat Venn and
Mrs. Venn, Yeobright, and a grand relative of Venn’s
who had come from Budmouth for the occasion.
The fly had been hired at the nearest town, regardless
of distance and cost, there being nothing on Egdon
Heath, in Venn’s opinion, dignified enough for
such an event when such a woman as Thomasin was the
bride; and the church was too remote for a walking
bridal-party.
As the fly passed the group which
had run out from the homestead they shouted “Hurrah!”
and waved their hands; feathers and down floating
from their hair, their sleeves, and the folds of their
garments at every motion, and Grandfer Cantle’s
seals dancing merrily in the sunlight as he twirled
himself about. The driver of the fly turned a
supercilious gaze upon them; he even treated the wedded
pair themselves with something like condescension;
for in what other state than heathen could people,
rich or poor, exist who were doomed to abide in such
a world’s end as Egdon? Thomasin showed
no such superiority to the group at the door, fluttering
her hand as quickly as a bird’s wing towards
them, and asking Diggory, with tears in her eyes,
if they ought not to alight and speak to these kind
neighbours. Venn, however, suggested that, as
they were all coming to the house in the evening,
this was hardly necessary.
After this excitement the saluting
party returned to their occupation, and the stuffing
and sewing were soon afterwards finished, when Fairway
harnessed a horse, wrapped up the cumbrous present,
and drove off with it in the cart to Venn’s
house at Stickleford.
Yeobright, having filled the office
at the wedding service which naturally fell to his
hands, and afterwards returned to the house with the
husband and wife, was indisposed to take part in the
feasting and dancing that wound up the evening.
Thomasin was disappointed.
“I wish I could be there without
dashing your spirits,” he said. “But
I might be too much like the skull at the banquet.”
“No, no.”
“Well, dear, apart from that,
if you would excuse me, I should be glad. I know
it seems unkind; but, dear Thomasin, I fear I should
not be happy in the company-there, that’s
the truth of it. I shall always be coming to
see you at your new home, you know, so that my absence
now will not matter.”
“Then I give in. Do whatever
will be most comfortable to yourself.”
Clym retired to his lodging at the
housetop much relieved, and occupied himself during
the afternoon in noting down the heads of a sermon,
with which he intended to initiate all that really
seemed practicable of the scheme that had originally
brought him hither, and that he had so long kept in
view under various modifications, and through evil
and good report. He had tested and weighed his
convictions again and again, and saw no reason to
alter them, though he had considerably lessened his
plan. His eyesight, by long humouring in his native
air, had grown stronger, but not sufficiently strong
to warrant his attempting his extensive educational
project. Yet he did not repine-there
was still more than enough of an unambitious sort
to tax all his energies and occupy all his hours.
Evening drew on, and sounds of life
and movement in the lower part of the domicile became
more pronounced, the gate in the palings clicking
incessantly. The party was to be an early one,
and all the guests were assembled long before it was
dark. Yeobright went down the back staircase
and into the heath by another path than that in front,
intending to walk in the open air till the party was
over, when he would return to wish Thomasin and her
husband good-bye as they departed. His steps
were insensibly bent towards Mistover by the path that
he had followed on that terrible morning when he learnt
the strange news from Susan’s boy.
He did not turn aside to the cottage,
but pushed on to an eminence, whence he could see
over the whole quarter that had once been Eustacia’s
home. While he stood observing the darkening scene
somebody came up. Clym, seeing him but dimly,
would have let him pass silently, had not the pedestrian,
who was Charley, recognized the young man and spoken
to him.
“Charley, I have not seen you
for a length of time,” said Yeobright. “Do
you often walk this way?”
“No,” the lad replied.
“I don’t often come outside the bank.”
“You were not at the Maypole.”
“No,” said Charley, in
the same listless tone. “I don’t care
for that sort of thing now.”
“You rather liked Miss Eustacia,
didn’t you?” Yeobright gently asked.
Eustacia had frequently told him of Charley’s
romantic attachment.
“Yes, very much. Ah, I wish-”
“Yes?”
“I wish, Mr. Yeobright, you
could give me something to keep that once belonged
to her-if you don’t mind.”
“I shall be very happy to.
It will give me very great pleasure, Charley.
Let me think what I have of hers that you would like.
But come with me to the house, and I’ll see.”
They walked towards Blooms-End together.
When they reached the front it was dark, and the shutters
were closed, so that nothing of the interior could
be seen.
“Come round this way,”
said Clym. “My entrance is at the back for
the present.”
The two went round and ascended the
crooked stair in darkness till Clym’s sitting-room
on the upper floor was reached, where he lit a candle,
Charley entering gently behind. Yeobright searched
his desk, and taking out a sheet of tissue-paper unfolded
from it two or three undulating locks of raven hair,
which fell over the paper like black streams.
From these he selected one, wrapped it up, and gave
it to the lad, whose eyes had filled with tears.
He kissed the packet, put it in his pocket, and said
in a voice of emotion, “O, Mr. Clym, how good
you are to me!”
“I will go a little way with
you,” said Clym. And amid the noise of
merriment from below they descended. Their path
to the front led them close to a little side window,
whence the rays of candles streamed across the shrubs.
The window, being screened from general observation
by the bushes, had been left unblinded, so that a person
in this private nook could see all that was going
on within the room which contained the wedding guests,
except in so far as vision was hindered by the green
antiquity of the panes.
“Charley, what are they doing?”
said Clym. “My sight is weaker again tonight,
and the glass of this window is not good.”
Charley wiped his own eyes, which
were rather blurred with moisture, and stepped closer
to the casement. “Mr. Venn is asking Christian
Cantle to sing,” he replied, “and Christian
is moving about in his chair as if he were much frightened
at the question, and his father has struck up a stave
instead of him.”
“Yes, I can hear the old man’s
voice,” said Clym. “So there’s
to be no dancing, I suppose. And is Thomasin
in the room? I see something moving in front
of the candles that resembles her shape, I think.”
“Yes. She do seem happy.
She is red in the face, and laughing at something
Fairway has said to her. O my!”
“What noise was that?” said Clym.
“Mr. Venn is so tall that he
knocked his head against the beam in gieing a skip
as he passed under. Mrs. Venn has run up quite
frightened and now she’s put her hand to his
head to feel if there’s a lump. And now
they be all laughing again as if nothing had happened.”
“Do any of them seem to care
about my not being there?” Clym asked.
“No, not a bit in the world.
Now they are all holding up their glasses and drinking
somebody’s health.”
“I wonder if it is mine?”
“No, ’tis Mr. and Mrs.
Venn’s, because he is making a hearty sort of
speech. There-now Mrs. Venn has got
up, and is going away to put on her things, I think.”
“Well, they haven’t concerned
themselves about me, and it is quite right they should
not. It is all as it should be, and Thomasin at
least is happy. We will not stay any longer now,
as they will soon be coming out to go home.”
He accompanied the lad into the heath
on his way home, and, returning alone to the house
a quarter of an hour later, found Venn and Thomasin
ready to start, all the guests having departed in his
absence. The wedded pair took their seats in
the four-wheeled dogcart which Venn’s head milker
and handy man had driven from Stickleford to fetch
them in; little Eustacia and the nurse were packed
securely upon the open flap behind; and the milker,
on an ancient overstepping pony, whose shoes clashed
like cymbals at every tread, rode in the rear, in the
manner of a body-servant of the last century.
“Now we leave you in absolute
possession of your own house again,” said Thomasin
as she bent down to wish her cousin good night.
“It will be rather lonely for you, Clym, after
the hubbub we have been making.”
“O, that’s no inconvenience,”
said Clym, smiling rather sadly. And then the
party drove off and vanished in the night shades, and
Yeobright entered the house. The ticking of the
clock was the only sound that greeted him, for not
a soul remained; Christian, who acted as cook, valet,
and gardener to Clym, sleeping at his father’s
house. Yeobright sat down in one of the vacant
chairs, and remained in thought a long time.
His mother’s old chair was opposite; it had been
sat in that evening by those who had scarcely remembered
that it ever was hers. But to Clym she was almost
a presence there, now as always. Whatever she
was in other people’s memories, in his she was
the sublime saint whose radiance even his tenderness
for Eustacia could not obscure. But his heart
was heavy, that Mother had not crowned him in
the day of his espousals and in the day of the gladness
of his heart. And events had borne out the accuracy
of her judgment, and proved the devotedness of her
care. He should have heeded her for Eustacia’s
sake even more than for his own. “It was
all my fault,” he whispered. “O, my
mother, my mother! would to God that I could live
my life again, and endure for you what you endured
for me!”
On the Sunday after this wedding an
unusual sight was to be seen on Rainbarrow. From
a distance there simply appeared to be a motionless
figure standing on the top of the tumulus, just as
Eustacia had stood on that lonely summit some two
years and a half before. But now it was fine
warm weather, with only a summer breeze blowing, and
early afternoon instead of dull twilight. Those
who ascended to the immediate neighbourhood of the
Barrow perceived that the erect form in the centre,
piercing the sky, was not really alone. Round
him upon the slopes of the Barrow a number of heathmen
and women were reclining or sitting at their ease.
They listened to the words of the man in their midst,
who was preaching, while they abstractedly pulled
heather, stripped ferns, or tossed pebbles down the
slope. This was the first of a series of moral
lectures or Sermons on the Mount, which were to be
delivered from the same place every Sunday afternoon
as long as the fine weather lasted.
The commanding elevation of Rainbarrow
had been chosen for two reasons: first, that
it occupied a central position among the remote cottages
around; secondly, that the preacher thereon could be
seen from all adjacent points as soon as he arrived
at his post, the view of him being thus a convenient
signal to those stragglers who wished to draw near.
The speaker was bareheaded, and the breeze at each
waft gently lifted and lowered his hair, somewhat
too thin for a man of his years, these still numbering
less than thirty-three. He wore a shade over his
eyes, and his face was pensive and lined; but, though
these bodily features were marked with decay there
was no defect in the tones of his voice, which were
rich, musical, and stirring. He stated that his
discourses to people were to be sometimes secular,
and sometimes religious, but never dogmatic; and that
his texts would be taken from all kinds of books.
This afternoon the words were as follows:-
“’And the king rose up
to meet her, and bowed himself unto her, and sat down
on his throne, and caused a seat to be set for the
king’s mother; and she sat on his right hand.
Then she said, I desire one small petition of thee;
I pray thee say me not nay. And the king said
unto her, Ask, on, my mother: for I will not
say thee nay.’”
Yeobright had, in fact, found his
vocation in the career of an itinerant open-air preacher
and lecturer on morally unimpeachable subjects; and
from this day he laboured incessantly in that office,
speaking not only in simple language on Rainbarrow
and in the hamlets round, but in a more cultivated
strain elsewhere-from the steps and porticoes
of town halls, from market-crosses, from conduits,
on esplanades and on wharves, from the parapets
of bridges, in barns and outhouses, and all other such
places in the neighbouring Wessex towns and villages.
He left alone creeds and systems of philosophy, finding
enough and more than enough to occupy his tongue in
the opinions and actions common to all good men.
Some believed him, and some believed not; some said
that his words were commonplace, others complained
of his want of theological doctrine; while others
again remarked that it was well enough for a man to
take to preaching who could not see to do anything
else. But everywhere he was kindly received,
for the story of his life had become generally known.