’In me thou seest the glowing
of such fire
That on the ashes of his youth doth lie
As the death-bed whereon it must expire,
Consumed with that which it was nourished by.’
& -W.
Shakespeare.
CHAPTER I. - She returns for the new season
Twenty years had spread their films
over the events which wound up with the reunion of
the second Avice and her husband; and the hoary peninsula
called an island looked just the same as before; though
many who had formerly projected their daily shadows
upon its unrelieved summer whiteness ceased now to
disturb the colourless sunlight there.
The general change, nevertheless,
was small. The silent ships came and went from
the wharf, the chisels clinked in the quarries; file
after file of whitey-brown horses, in strings of eight
or ten, painfully dragged down the hill the square
blocks of stone on the antediluvian wooden wheels
just as usual. The lightship winked every night
from the quicksands to the Beal Lantern, and the Beal
Lantern glared through its eye-glass on the ship.
The canine gnawing audible on the Pebble-bank had
been repeated ever since at each tide, but the pebbles
remained undevoured./p>
Men drank, smoked, and spat in the
inns with only a little more adulteration in their
refreshments and a trifle less dialect in their speech
than of yore. But one figure had never been seen
on the Channel rock in the interval, the form of Pierston
the sculptor, whose first use of the chisel that rock
had instigated.
He had lived abroad a great deal,
and, in fact, at this very date he was staying at
an hotel in Rome. Though he had not once set eyes
on Avice since parting from her in the room with her
firstborn, he had managed to obtain tidings of her
from time to time during the interval. In this
way Pierston learnt that, shortly after their resumption
of a common life in her house, Ike had ill-used her,
till fortunately, the business to which Jocelyn had
assisted him chancing to prosper, he became immersed
in its details, and allowed Avice to pursue her household
courses without interference, initiating that kind
of domestic reconciliation which is so calm and durable,
having as its chief ingredient neither hate nor love,
but an all-embracing indifference.
At first Pierston had sent her sums
of money privately, fearing lest her husband should
deny her material comforts; but he soon found, to his
great relief, that such help was unnecessary, social
ambition prompting Ike to set up as quite a gentleman-islander,
and to allow Avice a scope for show which he would
never have allowed in mere kindness.
Being in Rome, as aforesaid, Pierston
returned one evening to his hotel to dine, after spending
the afternoon among the busts in the long gallery
of the Vatican. The unconscious habit, common
to so many people, of tracing likes in unlikes had
often led him to discern, or to fancy he discerned,
in the Roman atmosphere, in its lights and shades,
and particularly in its reflected or secondary lights,
something resembling the atmosphere of his native
promontory. Perhaps it was that in each case
the eye was mostly resting on stone-that
the quarries of ruins in the Eternal City reminded
him of the quarries of maiden rock at home.
This being in his mind when he sat
down to dinner at the common table, he was surprised
to hear an American gentleman, who sat opposite, mention
the name of Pierston’s birthplace. The American
was talking to a friend about a lady-an
English widow, whose acquaintance they had renewed
somewhere in the Channel Islands during a recent tour,
after having known her as a young woman who came to
San Francisco with her father and mother many years
before. Her father was then a rich man just retired
from the business of a stone-merchant in the Isle of
Slingers; but he had engaged in large speculations,
and had lost nearly all his fortune. Jocelyn
further gathered that the widowed daughter’s
name was Mrs. Leverre; that she had a step-son, her
husband having been a Jersey gentleman, a widower;
and that the step-son seemed to be a promising and
interesting young man.
Pierston was instantly struck with
the perception that these and other allusions, though
general, were in accord with the history of his long-lost
Marcia. He hardly felt any desire to hunt her
up after nearly two score years of separation, but
he was impressed enough to resolve to exchange a word
with the strangers as soon as he could get opportunity.
He could not well attract their attention
through the plants upon the wide table, and even if
he had been able he was disinclined to ask questions
in public. He waited on till dinner was over,
and when the strangers withdrew Pierston withdrew
in their rear.
They were not in the drawing-room,
and he found that they had gone out. There was
no chance of overtaking them, but Pierston, waked to
restlessness by their remarks, wandered up and down
the adjoining Piazza di Spagna, thinking
they might return. The streets below were immersed
in shade, the front of the church of the Trinità
de’ Monti at the top was flooded with
orange light, the gloom of evening gradually intensifying
upon the broad, long flight of steps, which foot-passengers
incessantly ascended and descended with the insignificance
of ants; the dusk wrapped up the house to the left,
in which Shelley had lived, and that to the right,
in which Keats had died.
Getting back to the hotel he learnt
that the Americans had only dropped in to dine, and
were staying elsewhere. He saw no more of them;
and on reflection he was not deeply concerned, for
what earthly woman, going off in a freak as Marcia
had done, and keeping silence so long, would care
for a belated friendship with him now in the sere,
even if he were to take the trouble to discover her.
Thus much Marcia. The other thread
of his connection with the ancient Isle of Slingers
was stirred by a letter he received from Avice a little
after this date, in which she stated that her husband
Ike had been killed in his own quarry by an accident
within the past year; that she herself had been ill,
and though well again, and left amply provided for,
she would like to see him if he ever came that way.
As she had not communicated for several
long years, her expressed wish to see him now was
likely to be prompted by something more, something
newer, than memories of him. Yet the manner of
her writing precluded all suspicion that she was thinking
of him as an old lover whose suit events had now made
practicable. He told her he was sorry to hear
that she had been ill, and that he would certainly
take an early opportunity of going down to her home
on his next visit to England.
He did more. Her request had
revived thoughts of his old home and its associations,
and instead of awaiting other reasons for a return
he made her the operating one. About a week later
he stood once again at the foot of the familiar steep
whereon the houses at the entrance to the Isle were
perched like grey pigeons on a roof-side.
At Top-o’-Hill-as
the summit of the rock was mostly called-he
stood looking at the busy doings in the quarries beyond,
where the numerous black hoisting-cranes scattered
over the central plateau had the appearance of a swarm
of crane-flies resting there. He went a little
further, made some general inquiries about the accident
which had carried off Avice’s husband in the
previous year, and learnt that though now a widow,
she had plenty of friends and sympathizers about her,
which rendered any immediate attention to her on his
part unnecessary. Considering, therefore, that
there was no great reason why he should call on her
so soon, and without warning, he turned back.
Perhaps after all her request had been dictated by
a momentary feeling only, and a considerable strangeness
to each other must naturally be the result of a score
of dividing years. Descending to the bottom he
took his seat in the train on the shore, which soon
carried him along the Bank, and round to the watering-place
five miles off, at which he had taken up his quarters
for a few days.
Here, as he stayed on, his local interests
revived. Whenever he went out he could see the
island that was once his home lying like a great snail
upon the sea across the bay. It was the spring
of the year; local steamers had begun to run, and
he was never tired of standing on the thinly occupied
deck of one of these as it skirted the island and
revealed to him on the cliffs far up its height the
ruins of Red-King Castle, behind which the little
village of East Quarriers lay.
Thus matters went on, if they did
not rather stand still, for several days before Pierston
redeemed his vague promise to seek Avice out.
And in the meantime he was surprised by the arrival
of another letter from her by a roundabout route.
She had heard, she said, that he had been on the island,
and imagined him therefore to be staying somewhere
near. Why did he not call as he had told her
he would do? She was always thinking of him,
and wishing to see him.
Her tone was anxious, and there was
no doubt that she really had something to say which
she did not want to write. He wondered what it
could be, and started the same afternoon.
Avice, who had been little in his
mind of late years, began to renew for herself a distinct
position therein. He was fully aware that since
his earlier manhood a change had come over his regard
of womankind. Once the individual had been nothing
more to him than the temporary abiding-place of the
typical or ideal; now his heart showed its bent to
be a growing fidelity to the specimen, with all her
pathetic flaws of detail; which flaws, so far from
sending him further, increased his tenderness.
This maturer feeling, if finer and higher, was less
convenient than the old. Ardours of passion could
be felt as in youth without the recuperative intervals
which had accompanied evanescence.
The first sensation was to find that
she had long ceased to live in the little freehold
cottage she had occupied of old. In answer to
his inquiries he was directed along the road to the
west of the modern castle, past the entrance on that
side, and onward to the very house that had once been
his own home. There it stood as of yore, facing
up the Channel, a comfortable roomy structure, the
euonymus and other shrubs, which alone would stand
in the teeth of the salt wind, living on at about
the same stature in front of it; but the paint-work
much renewed. A thriving man had resided there
of late, evidently.
The widow in mourning who received
him in the front parlour was, alas! but the sorry
shadow of Avice the Second. How could he have
fancied otherwise after twenty years? Yet he
had been led to fancy otherwise, almost without knowing
it, by feeling himself unaltered. Indeed, curiously
enough, nearly the first words she said to him were:
’Why-you are just the same!’
‘Just the same. Yes, I
am, Avice,’ he answered sadly; for this inability
to ossify with the rest of his generation threw him
out of proportion with the time. Moreover, while
wearing the aspect of comedy, it was of the nature
of tragedy.
‘It is well to be you, sir,’
she went on. ’I have had troubles to take
the bloom off me!’
‘Yes; I have been sorry for you.’
She continued to regard him curiously,
with humorous interest; and he knew what was passing
in her mind: that this man, to whom she had formerly
looked up as to a person far in advance of her along
the lane of life, seemed now to be a well-adjusted
contemporary, the pair of them observing the world
with fairly level eyes.
He had come to her with warmth for
a vision which, on reaching her, he found to have
departed; and, though fairly weaned by the natural
reality, he was so far staunch as to linger hankeringly.
They talked of past days, his old attachment, which
she had then despised, being now far more absorbing
and present to her than to himself.
She unmistakably won upon him as he
sat on. A curious closeness between them had
been produced in his imagination by the discovery that
she was passing her life within the house of his own
childhood. Her similar surname meant little here;
but it was also his, and, added to the identity of
domicile, lent a strong suggestiveness to the accident.
‘This is where I used to sit
when my parents occupied the house,’ he said,
placing himself beside that corner of the fireplace
which commanded a view through the window. ’I
could see a bough of tamarisk wave outside at that
time, and, beyond the bough, the same abrupt grassy
waste towards the sea, and at night the same old lightship
blinking far out there. Place yourself on the
spot, to please me.’
She set her chair where he indicated,
and Pierston stood close beside her, directing her
gaze to the familiar objects he had regarded thence
as a boy. Her head and face-the latter
thoughtful and worn enough, poor thing, to suggest
a married life none too comfortable-were
close to his breast, and, with a few inches further
incline, would have touched it.
‘And now you are the inhabitant;
I the visitor,’ he said. ’I am glad
to see you here-so glad, Avice! You
are fairly well provided for-I think I
may assume that?’ He looked round the room at
the solid mahogany furniture, and at the modern piano
and show bookcase.
’Yes, Ike left me comfortable.
’Twas he who thought of moving from my cottage
to this larger house. He bought it, and I can
live here as long as I choose to.’
Apart from the decline of his adoration
to friendship, there seemed to be a general convergence
of positions which suggested that he might make amends
for the desertion of Avice the First by proposing to
this Avice when a meet time should arrive. If
he did not love her as he had done when she was a
slim thing catching mice in his rooms in London, he
could surely be content at his age with comradeship.
After all she was only forty to his sixty. The
feeling that he really could be thus content was so
convincing that he almost believed the luxury of getting
old and reposeful was coming to his restless, wandering
heart at last.
‘Well, you have come at last,
sir,’ she went on; ’and I am grateful to
you. I did not like writing, and yet I wanted
to be straightforward. Have you guessed at all
why I wished to see you so much that I could not help
sending twice to you?’
‘I have tried, but cannot.’
‘Try again. It is a pretty reason, which
I hope you’ll forgive.’
’I am sure I sha’n’t
unriddle it. But I’ll say this on my own
account before you tell me. I have always taken
a lingering interest in you, which you must value
for what it is worth. It originated, so far as
it concerns you personally, with the sight of you
in that cottage round the corner, nineteen or twenty
years ago, when I became tenant of the castle opposite.
But that was not the very beginning. The very
beginning was a score of years before that, when I,
a young fellow of one-and-twenty, coming home here,
from London, to see my father, encountered a tender
woman as like you as your double; was much attracted
by her as I saw her day after day flit past this window;
till I made it my business to accompany her in her
walks awhile. I, as you know, was not a staunch
fellow, and it all ended badly. But, at any rate
you, her daughter, and I are friends.’
‘Ah! there she is!’ suddenly
exclaimed Avice, whose attention had wandered somewhat
from his retrospective discourse. She was looking
from the window towards the cliffs, where, upon the
open ground quite near at hand, a slender female form
was seen rambling along. ’She is out for
a walk,’ Avice continued. ’I wonder
if she is going to call here this afternoon?
She is living at the castle opposite as governess.’
‘O, she’s-’
’Yes. Her education was
very thorough-better even than her grandmother’s.
I was the neglected one, and her father and myself
both vowed that there should be no complaint on that
score about her. We christened her Avice, to
keep up the name, as you requested. I wish you
could speak to her-I am sure you would like
her.’
‘Is that the baby?’ faltered Jocelyn.
‘Yes, the baby.’
The person signified, now much nearer,
was a still more modernized, up-to-date edition of
the two Avices of that blood with whom he had been
involved more or less for the last forty years.
A ladylike creature was she-almost elegant.
She was altogether finer in figure than her mother
or grandmother had ever been, which made her more of
a woman in appearance than in years. She wore
a large-disked sun-hat, with a brim like a wheel whose
spokes were radiating folds of muslin lining the brim,
a black margin beyond the muslin being the felloe.
Beneath this brim her hair was massed low upon her
brow, the colour of the thick tresses being probably,
from her complexion, repeated in the irises of her
large, deep eyes. Her rather nervous lips were
thin and closed, so that they only appeared as a delicate
red line. A changeable temperament was shown
by that mouth-quick transitions from affection
to aversion, from a pout to a smile.
It was Avice the Third.
Jocelyn and the second Avice continued to gaze ardently
at her.
‘Ah! she is not coming in now;
she hasn’t time,’ murmured the mother,
with some disappointment. ’Perhaps she means
to run across in the evening.’
TThe tall girl, in fact, went past
and on till she was out of sight. Pierston stood
as in a dream. It was the very she, in all essential
particulars, and with an intensification of general
charm, who had kissed him forty years before.
When he turned his head from the window his eyes fell
again upon the intermediate Avice at his side.
Before but the relic of the Well-Beloved, she had
now become its empty shrine. Warm friendship,
indeed, he felt for her; but whatever that might have
done towards the instauration of a former dream was
now hopelessly barred by the rivalry of the thing
itself in the guise of a lineal successor.
CHAPTER II. - Misgivings on the re-embodiment
Pierston had been about to leave,
but he sat down again on being asked if he would stay
and have a cup of tea. He hardly knew for a moment
what he did; a dim thought that Avice-the
renewed Avice-might come into the house
made his reseating himself an act of spontaneity.
He forgot that twenty years earlier
he had called the now Mrs. Pierston an elf, a witch;
and that lapse of time had probably not diminished
the subtleties implied by those epithets. He
did not know that she had noted every impression that
her daughter had made upon him./p>
How he contrived to attenuate and
disperse the rather tender personalities he had opened
up with the new Avice’s mother, Pierston never
exactly defined. Perhaps she saw more than he
thought she saw-read something in his face-knew
that about his nature which he gave her no credit
for knowing. Anyhow, the conversation took the
form of a friendly gossip from that minute, his remarks
being often given while his mind was turned elsewhere.
But a chill passed through Jocelyn
when there had been time for reflection. The
renewed study of his art in Rome without any counterbalancing
practical pursuit had nourished and developed his
natural responsiveness to impressions; he now felt
that his old trouble, his doom-his curse,
indeed, he had sometimes called it-was come
back again. His divinity was not yet propitiated
for that original sin against her image in the person
of Avice the First, and now, at the age of one-and-sixty,
he was urged on and on like the Jew Ahasuerus-or,
in the phrase of the islanders themselves, like a
blind ram.
The Goddess, an abstraction to the
general, was a fairly real personage to Pierston.
He had watched the marble images of her which stood
in his working-room, under all changes of light and
shade in the brightening of morning, in the blackening
of eve, in moonlight, in lamplight. Every line
and curve of her body none, naturally, knew better
than he; and, though not a belief, it was, as has
been stated, a formula, a superstition, that the three
Avices were inter-penetrated with her essence.
‘And the next Avice-your
daughter,’ he said stumblingly; ’she is,
you say, a governess at the castle opposite?’
Mrs. Pierston reaffirmed the fact,
adding that the girl often slept at home because she,
her mother, was so lonely. She often thought she
would like to keep her daughter at home altogether.
‘She plays that instrument,
I suppose?’ said Pierston, regarding the piano.
’Yes, she plays beautifully;
she had the best instruction that masters could give
her. She was educated at Sandbourne.’
‘Which room does she call hers
when at home?’ he asked curiously.
‘The little one over this.’
It had been his own. ‘Strange,’ he
murmured.
He finished tea, and sat after tea,
but the youthful Avice did not arrive. With the
Avice present he conversed as the old friend-no
more. At last it grew dusk, and Pierston could
not find an excuse for staying longer.
‘I hope to make the acquaintance-of
your daughter,’ he said in leaving, knowing
that he might have added with predestinate truth, ’of
my new tenderly-beloved.’
‘I hope you will,’ she
answered. ’This evening she evidently has
gone for a walk instead of coming here.’
’And, by-the-bye, you have not
told me what you especially wanted to see me for?’
‘Ah, no. I will put it off.’
‘Very well. I don’t pretend to guess.’
‘I must tell you another time.’
’If it is any little business
in connection with your late husband’s affairs,
do command me. I’ll do anything I can.’
‘Thank you. And I shall see you again soon?’
‘Certainly. Quite soon.’
When he was gone she looked reflectively
at the spot where he had been standing, and said:
’Best hold my tongue. It will work of itself,
without my telling.’
Jocelyn went from the house, but as
the white road passed under his feet he felt in no
mood to get back to his lodgings in the town on the
mainland. He lingered about upon the rugged ground
for a long while, thinking of the extraordinary reproduction
of the original girl in this new form he had seen,
and of himself as of a foolish dreamer in being so
suddenly fascinated by the renewed image in a personality
not one-third of his age. As a physical fact,
no doubt, the preservation of the likeness was no
uncommon thing here, but it helped the dream.
Passing round the walls of the new
castle he deviated from his homeward track by turning
down the familiar little lane which led to the ruined
castle of the Red King. It took him past the cottage
in which the new Avice was born, from whose precincts
he had heard her first infantine cry. Pausing
he saw near the west behind him the new moon growing
distinct upon the glow.
He was subject to gigantic fantasies
still. In spite of himself, the sight of the
new moon, as representing one who, by her so-called
inconstancy, acted up to his own idea of a migratory
Well-Beloved, made him feel as if his wraith in a
changed sex had suddenly looked over the horizon at
him. In a crowd secretly, or in solitude boldly,
he had often bowed the knee three times to this sisterly
divinity on her first appearance monthly, and directed
a kiss towards her shining shape. The curse of
his qualities (if it were not a blessing) was far from
having spent itself yet.
In the other direction the castle
ruins rose square and dusky against the sea.
He went on towards these, around which he had played
as a boy, and stood by the walls at the edge of the
cliff pondering. There was no wind and but little
tide, and he thought he could hear from years ago a
voice that he knew. It certainly was a voice,
but it came from the rocks beneath the castle ruin.
‘Mrs. Atway!’
A silence followed, and nobody came.
The voice spoke again; ’John Stoney!’
Neither was this summons attended
to. The cry continued, with more entreaty:
‘William Scribben!’
The voice was that of a Pierston-there
could be no doubt of it-young Avice’s,
surely? Something or other seemed to be detaining
her down there against her will. A sloping path
beneath the beetling cliff and the castle walls rising
sheer from its summit, led down to the lower level
whence the voice proceeded. Pierston followed
the pathway, and soon beheld a girl in light clothing-the
same he had seen through the window-standing
upon one of the rocks, apparently unable to move.
Pierston hastened across to her.
‘O, thank you for coming!’
she murmured with some timidity. ’I have
met with an awkward mishap. I live near here,
and am not frightened really. My foot has become
jammed in a crevice of the rock, and I cannot get it
out, try how I will. What shall I do!’
Jocelyn stooped and examined the cause
of discomfiture. ’I think if you can take
your boot off,’ he said, ’your foot might
slip out, leaving the boot behind.’
She tried to act upon this advice,
but could not do so effectually. Pierston then
experimented by slipping his hand into the crevice
till he could just reach the buttons of her boot,
which, however, he could not unfasten any more than
she. Taking his penknife from his pocket he tried
again, and cut off the buttons one by one. The
boot unfastened, and out slipped the foot.
‘O, how glad I am!’ she
cried joyfully. ’I was fearing I should
have to stay here all night. How can I thank
you enough?’
He was tugging to withdraw the boot,
but no skill that he could exercise would move it
without tearing. At last she said: ’Don’t
try any longer. It is not far to the house.
I can walk in my stocking.’
‘I’ll assist you in,’ he said.
She said she did not want help, nevertheless
allowed him to help her on the unshod side. As
they moved on she explained that she had come out
through the garden door; had been standing on the boulders
to look at something out at sea just discernible in
the evening light as assisted by the moon, and, in
jumping down, had wedged her foot as he had found
it.
Whatever Pierston’s years might
have made him look by day, in the dusk of evening
he was fairly presentable as a pleasing man of no marked
antiquity, his outline differing but little from what
it had been when he was half his years. He was
well preserved, still upright, trimly shaven, agile
in movement; wore a tightly buttoned suit which set
of a naturally slight figure; in brief, he might have
been of any age as he appeared to her at this moment.
She talked to him with the co-equality of one who
assumed him to be not far ahead of her own generation;
and, as the growing darkness obscured him more and
more, he adopted her assumption of his age with increasing
boldness of tone.
The flippant, harmless freedom of
the watering-place Miss, which Avice had plainly acquired
during her sojourn at the Sandbourne school, helped
Pierston greatly in this rôle of jeune premier
which he was not unready to play. Not a word
did he say about being a native of the island; still
more carefully did he conceal the fact of his having
courted her grandmother, and engaged himself to marry
that attractive lady.
He found that she had come out upon
the rocks through the same little private door from
the lawn of the modern castle which had frequently
afforded him egress to the same spot in years long
past. Pierston accompanied her across the grounds
almost to the entrance of the mansion-the
place being now far better kept and planted than when
he had rented it as a lonely tenant; almost, indeed,
restored to the order and neatness which had characterized
it when he was a boy.
Like her granny she was too inexperienced
to be reserved, and during this little climb, leaning
upon his arm, there was time for a great deal of confidence.
When he had bidden her farewell, and she had entered,
leaving him in the dark, a rush of sadness through
Pierston’s soul swept down all the temporary
pleasure he had found in the charming girl’s
company. Had Méphistophélès sprung from the ground
there and then with an offer to Jocelyn of restoration
to youth on the usual terms of his firm, the sculptor
might have consented to sell a part of himself which
he felt less immediate need of than of a ruddy lip
and cheek and an unploughed brow.
But what could only have been treated
as a folly by outsiders was almost a sorrow for him.
Why was he born with such a temperament? And this
concatenated interest could hardly have arisen, even
with Pierston, but for a conflux of circumstances
only possible here. The three Avices, the second
something like the first, the third a glorification
of the first, at all events externally, were the outcome
of the immemorial island customs of intermarriage
and of prenuptial union, under which conditions the
type of feature was almost uniform from parent to child
through generations: so that, till quite latterly,
to have seen one native man and woman was to have
seen the whole population of that isolated rock, so
nearly cut off from the mainland. His own predisposition
and the sense of his early faithlessness did all the
rest.
HHe turned gloomily away, and let himself
out of the precincts. Before walking along the
couple of miles of road which would conduct him to
the little station on the shore, he redescended to
the rocks whereon he had found her, and searched about
for the fissure which had made a prisoner of this
terribly belated edition of the Beloved. Kneeling
down beside the spot he inserted his hand, and ultimately,
by much wriggling, withdrew the pretty boot.
He mused over it for a moment, put it in his pocket,
and followed the stony route to the Street of Wells.
CHAPTER III. - The renewed image Burns itself in
There was nothing to hinder Pierston
in calling upon the new Avice’s mother as often
as he should choose, beyond the five miles of intervening
railway and additional mile or two of clambering over
the heights of the island. Two days later, therefore,
he repeated his journey and knocked about tea-time
at the widow’s door.
As he had feared, the daughter was
not at home. He sat down beside the old sweetheart
who, having eclipsed her mother in past days, had now
eclipsed herself in her child. Jocelyn produced
the girl’s boot from his pocket./p>
’Then, ‘tis you who
helped Avice out of her predicament?’ said Mrs.
Pierston, with surprise.
’Yes, my dear friend; and perhaps
I shall ask you to help me out of mine before I have
done. But never mind that now. What did she
tell you about the adventure?’
Mrs. Pierston was looking thoughtfully
upon him. ’Well, ’tis rather strange
it should have been you, sir,’ she replied.
She seemed to be a good deal interested. ’I
thought it might have been a younger man-a
much younger man.’
’It might have been as far as
feelings were concerned.... Now, Avice, I’ll
to the point at once. Virtually I have known your
daughter any number of years. When I talk to
her I can anticipate every turn of her thought, every
sentiment, every act, so long did I study those things
in your mother and in you. Therefore I do not
require to learn her; she was learnt by me in her
previous existences. Now, don’t be shocked:
I am willing to marry her-I should be overjoyed
to do it, if there would be nothing preposterous about
it, or that would seem like a man making himself too
much of a fool, and so degrading her in consenting.
I can make her comparatively rich, as you know, and
I would indulge her every whim. There is the
idea, bluntly put. It would set right something
in my mind that has been wrong for forty years.
After my death she would have plenty of freedom and
plenty of means to enjoy it.’
Mrs. Isaac Pierston seemed only a
little surprised; certainly not shocked.
‘Well, if I didn’t think
you might be a bit taken with her!’ she said
with an arch simplicity which could hardly be called
unaffected. ’Knowing the set of your mind,
from my little time with you years ago, nothing you
could do in this way would astonish me.’
‘But you don’t think badly of me for it?’
’Not at all.... By-the-bye,
did you ever guess why I asked you to come?...
But never mind it now: the matter is past....
Of course, it would depend upon what Avice felt....
Perhaps she would rather marry a younger man.’
‘And suppose a satisfactory
younger man should not appear?’
Mrs. Pierston showed in her face that
she fully recognized the difference between a rich
bird in hand and a young bird in the bush. She
looked him curiously up and down.
‘I know you would make anybody
a very nice husband,’ she said. ’I
know that you would be nicer than many men half your
age; and, though there is a great deal of difference
between you and her, there have been more unequal
marriages, that’s true. Speaking as her
mother, I can say that I shouldn’t object to
you, sir, for her, provided she liked you. That
is where the difficulty will lie.’
‘I wish you would help me to
get over that difficulty,’ he said gently.
‘Remember, I brought back a truant husband to
you twenty years ago.’
‘Yes, you did,’ she assented;
’and, though I may say no great things as to
happiness came of it, I’ve always seen that your
intentions towards me were none the less noble on
that account. I would do for you what I would
do for no other man, and there is one reason in particular
which inclines me to help you with Avice-that
I should feel absolutely certain I was helping her
to a kind husband.’
’Well, that would remain to
be seen. I would, at any rate, try to be worthy
of your opinion. Come, Avice, for old times’
sake, you must help me. You never felt anything
but friendship in those days, you know, and that makes
it easy and proper for you to do me a good turn now.’
After a little more conversation his
old friend promised that she really would do everything
that lay in her power. She did not say how simple
she thought him not to perceive that she had already,
by writing to him, been doing everything that lay
in her power; had created the feeling which prompted
his entreaty. And to show her good faith in this
promise she asked him to wait till later in the evening,
when Avice might possibly run across to see her.
Pierston, who fancied he had won the
younger Avice’s interest, at least, by the part
he had played upon the rocks the week before, had a
dread of encountering her in full light till he should
have advanced a little further in her regard.
He accordingly was perplexed at this proposal, and,
seeing his hesitation, Mrs. Pierston suggested that
they should walk together in the direction whence
Avice would come, if she came at all.
He welcomed the idea, and in a few
minutes they started, strolling along under the now
strong moonlight, and when they reached the gates of
Sylvania Castle turning back again towards the house.
After two or three such walks up and down the gate
of the castle grounds clicked, and a form came forth
which proved to be the expected one.
As soon as they met the girl recognized
in her mother’s companion the gentleman who
had helped her on the shore; and she seemed really
glad to find that her chivalrous assistant was claimed
by her parent as an old friend. She remembered
hearing at divers times about this worthy London man
of talent and position, whose ancestry were people
of her own isle, and possibly, from the name, of a
common stock with her own.
‘And you have actually lived
in Sylvania Castle yourself, Mr. Pierston?’
asked Avice the daughter, with her innocent young voice.
’Was it long ago?’
‘Yes, it was some time ago,’
replied the sculptor, with a sinking at his heart
lest she should ask how long.
‘It must have been when I was
away-or when I was very little?’
‘I don’t think you were away.’
‘But I don’t think I could have been here?’
‘No, perhaps you couldn’t have been here.’
‘I think she was hiding herself
in the parsley-bed,’ said Avice’s mother
blandly.
They talked in this general way till
they reached Mrs. Pierston’s house; but Jocelyn
resisted both the widow’s invitation and the
desire of his own heart, and went away without entering.
To risk, by visibly confronting her, the advantage
that he had already gained, or fancied he had gained,
with the re-incarnate Avice required more courage than
he could claim in his present mood.
Such evening promenades as these were
frequent during the waxing of that summer moon.
On one occasion, as they were all good walkers, it
was arranged that they should meet halfway between
the island and the town in which Pierston had lodgings.
It was impossible that by this time the pretty young
governess should not have guessed the ultimate reason
of these rambles to be a matrimonial intention; but
she inclined to the belief that the widow rather than
herself was the object of Pierston’s regard;
though why this educated and apparently wealthy man
should be attracted by her mother-whose
homeliness was apparent enough to the girl’s
more modern training-she could not comprehend.
They met accordingly in the middle
of the Pebble-bank, Pierston coming from the mainland,
and the women from the peninsular rock. Crossing
the wooden bridge which connected the bank with the
shore proper they moved in the direction of Henry
the Eighth’s Castle, on the verge of the rag-stone
cliff. Like the Red King’s Castle on the
island, the interior was open to the sky, and when
they entered and the full moon streamed down upon
them over the edge of the enclosing masonry, the whole
present reality faded from Jocelyn’s mind under
the press of memories. Neither of his companions
guessed what Pierston was thinking of. It was
in this very spot that he was to have met the grandmother
of the girl at his side, and in which he would have
met her had she chosen to keep the appointment, a
meeting which might-nay, must-have
changed the whole current of his life.
Instead of that, forty years had passed-forty
years of severance from Avice, till a secondly renewed
copy of his sweetheart had arisen to fill her place.
But he, alas, was not renewed. And of all this
the pretty young thing at his side knew nothing.
Taking advantage of the younger woman’s
retreat to view the sea through an opening of the
walls, Pierston appealed to her mother in a whisper:
’Have you ever given her a hint of what my meaning
is? No? Then I think you might, if you really
have no objection.’
Mrs. Pierston, as the widow, was far
from being so coldly disposed in her own person towards
her friend as in the days when he wanted to marry
her. Had she now been the object of his wishes
he would not have needed to ask her twice. But
like a good mother she stifled all this, and said
she would sound Avice there and then.
‘Avice, my dear,’ she
said, advancing to where the girl mused in the window-gap,
’what do you think of Mr. Pierston paying his
addresses to you-coming courting, as I
call it in my old-fashioned way. Supposing he
were to, would you encourage him?’
‘To me, mother?’
said Avice, with an inquiring laugh. ’I
thought-he meant you!’
‘O no, he doesn’t mean
me,’ said her mother hastily. ’He
is nothing more than my friend.’
‘I don’t want any addresses,’ said
the daughter.
’He is a man in society, and
would take you to an elegant house in London suited
to your education, instead of leaving you to mope here.’
‘I should like that well enough,’
replied Avice carelessly.
‘Then give him some encouragement.’
’I don’t care enough about
him to do any encouraging. It is his business,
I should think, to do all.’
She spoke in her lightest vein; but
the result was that when Pierston, who had discreetly
withdrawn, returned to them, she walked docilely,
though perhaps gloomily, beside him, her mother dropping
to the rear. They came to a rugged descent, and
Pierston took her hand to help her. She allowed
him to retain it when they arrived on level ground.
Altogether it was not an unsuccessful
evening for the man with the unanchored heart, though
possibly initial success meant worse for him in the
long run than initial failure. There was nothing
marvellous in the fact of her tractability thus far.
In his modern dress and style, under the rays of the
moon, he looked a very presentable gentleman indeed,
while his knowledge of art and his travelled manners
were not without their attractions for a girl who
with one hand touched the educated middle-class and
with the other the rude and simple inhabitants of the
isle. Her intensely modern sympathies were quickened
by her peculiar outlook.
Pierston would have regarded his interest
in her as overmuch selfish if there had not existed
a redeeming quality in the substratum of old pathetic
memory by which such love had been created-which
still permeated it, rendering it the tenderest, most
anxious, most protective instinct he had ever known.
It may have had in its composition too much of the
boyish fervour that had characterized such affection
when he was cherry-cheeked, and light in the foot
as a girl; but, if it was all this feeling of youth,
it was more.
Mrs. Pierston, in fearing to be frank,
lest she might seem to be angling for his fortune,
did not fully divine his cheerful readiness to offer
it, if by so doing he could make amends for his infidelity
to her family forty years back in the past. Time
had not made him mercenary, and it had quenched his
ambitions; and though his wish to wed Avice was not
entirely a wish to enrich her, the knowledge that she
would be enriched beyond anything that she could have
anticipated was what allowed him to indulge his love.
He was not exactly old he said to
himself the next morning as he beheld his face in
the glass. And he looked considerably younger
than he was. But there was history in his face-distinct
chapters of it; his brow was not that blank page it
once had been. He knew the origin of that line
in his forehead; it had been traced in the course
of a month or two by past troubles. He remembered
the coming of this pale wiry hair; it had been brought
by the illness in Rome, when he had wished each night
that he might never wake again. This wrinkled
corner, that drawn bit of skin, they had resulted
from those months of despondency when all seemed going
against his art, his strength, his happiness.
’You cannot live your life and keep it, Jocelyn,’
he said. Time was against him and love, and time
would probably win.
‘When I went away from the first
Avice,’ he continued with whimsical misery,
’I had a presentiment that I should ache for
it some day. And I am aching-have
ached ever since this jade of an Ideal learnt the
unconscionable trick of inhabiting one image only.’
UUpon the whole he was not without
a bodement that it would be folly to press on.
CHAPTER IV. - A Dash for the last incarnation
This desultory courtship of a young
girl which had been brought about by her mother’s
contrivance was interrupted by the appearance of Somers
and his wife and family on the Budmouth Esplanade.
Alfred Somers, once the youthful, picturesque as his
own paintings, was now a middle-aged family man with
spectacles-spectacles worn, too, with the
single object of seeing through them-and
a row of daughters tailing off to infancy, who at
present added appreciably to the income of the bathing-machine
women established along the sands.
Mrs. Somers-once the intellectual,
emancipated Mrs. Pine-Avon-had now retrograded
to the petty and timid mental position of her mother
and grandmother, giving sharp, strict regard to the
current literature and art that reached the innocent
presence of her long perspective of girls, with the
view of hiding every skull and skeleton of life from
their dear eyes. She was another illustration
of the rule that succeeding generations of women are
seldom marked by cumulative progress, their advance
as girls being lost in their recession as matrons;
so that they move up and down the stream of intellectual
development like flotsam in a tidal estuary.
And this perhaps not by reason of their faults as
individuals, but of their misfortune as child-rearers./p>
The landscape-painter, now an Academician
like Pierston himself-rather popular than
distinguished-had given up that peculiar
and personal taste in subjects which had marked him
in times past, executing instead many pleasing aspects
of nature addressed to the furnishing householder
through the middling critic, and really very good of
their kind. In this way he received many large
cheques from persons of wealth in England and America,
out of which he built himself a sumptuous studio and
an awkward house around it, and paid for the education
of the growing maidens.
The vision of Somers’s humble
position as jackal to this lion of a family and house
and studio and social reputation-Somers,
to whom strange conceits and wild imaginings were
departed joys never to return-led Pierston,
as the painter’s contemporary, to feel that
he ought to be one of the bygones likewise, and to
put on an air of unromantic bufferism. He refrained
from entering Avice’s peninsula for the whole
fortnight of Somers’s stay in the neighbouring
town, although its grey poetical outline-’throned
along the sea’-greeted his eyes every
morn and eve across the roadstead.
When the painter and his family had
gone back from their bathing holiday, he thought that
he, too, would leave the neighbourhood. To do
so, however, without wishing at least the elder Avice
good-bye would be unfriendly, considering the extent
of their acquaintance. One evening, knowing this
time of day to suit her best, he took the few-minutes’
journey to the rock along the thin connecting string
of junction, and arrived at Mrs. Pierston’s
door just after dark.
A light shone from an upper chamber.
On asking for his widowed acquaintance he was informed
that she was ill, seriously, though not dangerously.
While learning that her daughter was with her, and
further particulars, and doubting if he should go
in, a message was sent down to ask him to enter.
His voice had been heard, and Mrs. Pierston would like
to see him.
He could not with any humanity refuse,
but there flashed across his mind the recollection
that Avice the youngest had never yet really seen
him, had seen nothing more of him than an outline,
which might have appertained as easily to a man thirty
years his junior as to himself, and a countenance
so renovated by faint moonlight as fairly to correspond.
It was with misgiving, therefore, that the sculptor
ascended the staircase and entered the little upper
sitting-room, now arranged as a sick-chamber.
Mrs. Pierston reclined on a sofa,
her face emaciated to a surprising thinness for the
comparatively short interval since her attack.
’Come in, sir,’ she said, as soon as she
saw him, holding out her hand. ’Don’t
let me frighten you.’
Avice was seated beside her, reading.
The girl jumped up, hardly seeming to recognize him.
‘O! it’s Mr. Pierston,’ she said
in a moment, adding quickly, with evident surprise
and off her guard: ’I thought Mr. Pierston
was-’
What she had thought he was did not
pass her lips, and it remained a riddle for Jocelyn
until a new departure in her manner towards him showed
that the words ‘much younger’ would have
accurately ended the sentence. Had Pierston not
now confronted her anew, he might have endured philosophically
her changed opinion of him. But he was seeing
her again, and a rooted feeling was revived.
Pierston now learnt for the first
time that the widow had been visited by sudden attacks
of this sort not infrequently of late years. They
were said to be due to angina pectoris,
the latter paroxysms having been the most severe.
She was at the present moment out of pain, though weak,
exhausted, and nervous. She would not, however,
converse about herself, but took advantage of her
daughter’s absence from the room to broach the
subject most in her thoughts.
No compunctions had stirred her as
they had her visitor on the expediency of his suit
in view of his years. Her fever of anxiety lest
after all he should not come to see Avice again had
been not without an effect upon her health; and it
made her more candid than she had intended to be.
‘Troubles and sickness raise
all sorts of fears, Mr. Pierston,’ she said.
’What I felt only a wish for, when you first
named it, I have hoped for a good deal since; and
I have been so anxious that-that it should
come to something! I am glad indeed that you are
come.’
‘My wanting to marry Avice,
you mean, dear Mrs. Pierston?’
’Yes-that’s
it. I wonder if you are still in the same mind?
You are? Then I wish something could be done-to
make her agree to it-so as to get it settled.
I dread otherwise what will become of her. She
is not a practical girl as I was-she would
hardly like now to settle down as an islander’s
wife; and to leave her living here alone would trouble
me.’
‘Nothing will happen to you
yet, I hope, my dear old friend.’
’Well, it is a risky complaint;
and the attacks, when they come, are so agonizing
that to endure them I ought to get rid of all outside
anxieties, folk say. Now-do you want
her, sir?’
‘With all my soul! But she doesn’t
want me.’
’I don’t think she is
so against you as you imagine. I fancy if it were
put to her plainly, now I am in this state, it might
be done.’
They lapsed into conversation on the
early days of their acquaintance, until Mrs. Pierston’s
daughter re-entered the room.
‘Avice,’ said her mother,
when the girl had been with them a few minutes.
’About this matter that I have talked over with
you so many times since my attack. Here is Mr.
Pierston, and he wishes to be your husband. He
is much older than you; but, in spite of it, that you
will ever get a better husband I don’t believe.
Now, will you take him, seeing the state I am in,
and how naturally anxious I am to see you settled
before I die?’
‘But you won’t die, mother! You are
getting better!’
’Just for the present only.
Come, he is a good man and a clever man, and a rich
man. I want you, O so much, to be his wife!
I can say no more.’
Avice looked appealingly at the sculptor,
and then on the floor. ’Does he really
wish me to?’ she asked almost inaudibly, turning
as she spoke to Pierston. ‘He has never
quite said so to me.’
‘My dear one, how can you doubt
it?’ said Jocelyn quickly. ’But I
won’t press you to marry me as a favour, against
your feelings.’
‘I thought Mr. Pierston was
younger!’ she murmured to her mother.
’That counts for little, when
you think how much there is on the other side.
Think of our position, and of his-a sculptor,
with a mansion, and a studio full of busts and statues
that I have dusted in my time, and of the beautiful
studies you would be able to take up. Surely the
life would just suit you? Your expensive education
is wasted down here!’
Avice did not care to argue.
She was outwardly gentle as her grandmother had been,
and it seemed just a question with her of whether she
must or must not. ’Very well-I
feel I ought to agree to marry him, since you tell
me to,’ she answered quietly, after some thought.
’I see that it would be a wise thing to do,
and that you wish it, and that Mr. Pierston really
does-like me. So-so that-’
Pierston was not backward at this
critical juncture, despite unpleasant sensations.
But it was the historic ingredient in this genealogical
passion-if its continuity through three
generations may be so described-which appealed
to his perseverance at the expense of his wisdom.
The mother was holding the daughter’s hand; she
took Pierston’s, and laid Avice’s in it.
No more was said in argument, and
the thing was regarded as determined. Afterwards
a noise was heard upon the window-panes, as of fine
sand thrown; and, lifting the blind, Pierston saw
that the distant lightship winked with a bleared and
indistinct eye. A drizzling rain had come on
with the dark, and it was striking the window in handfuls.
He had intended to walk the two miles back to the
station, but it meant a drenching to do it now.
He waited and had supper; and, finding the weather
no better, accepted Mrs. Pierston’s invitation
to stay over the night.
Thus it fell out that again he lodged
in the house he had been accustomed to live in as
a boy, before his father had made his fortune, and
before his own name had been heard of outside the boundaries
of the isle.
He slept but little, and in the first
movement of the dawn sat up in bed. Why should
he ever live in London or any other fashionable city
if this plan of marriage could be carried out?
Surely, with this young wife, the island would be
the best place for him. It might be possible
to rent Sylvania Castle as he had formerly done-better
still to buy it. If life could offer him anything
worth having it would be a home with Avice there on
his native cliffs to the end of his days.
As he sat thus thinking, and the daylight
increased, he discerned, a short distance before him,
a movement of something ghostly. His position
was facing the window, and he found that by chance
the looking-glass had swung itself vertical, so that
what he saw was his own shape. The recognition
startled him. The person he appeared was too grievously
far, chronologically, in advance of the person he felt
himself to be. Pierston did not care to regard
the figure confronting him so mockingly. Its
voice seemed to say ‘There’s tragedy hanging
on to this!’ But the question of age being pertinent
he could not give the spectre up, and ultimately got
out of bed under the weird fascination of the reflection.
Whether he had overwalked himself lately, or what he
had done, he knew not; but never had he seemed so
aged by a score of years as he was represented in
the glass in that cold grey morning light. While
his soul was what it was, why should he have been
encumbered with that withering carcase, without the
ability to shift it off for another, as his ideal
Beloved had so frequently done?
By reason of her mother’s illness
Avice was now living in the house, and, on going downstairs,
he found that they were to breakfast en tete-a-tete.
She was not then in the room, but she entered in the
course of a few minutes. Pierston had already
heard that the widow felt better this morning, and
elated by the prospect of sitting with Avice at this
meal he went forward to her joyously. As soon
as she saw him in the full stroke of day from the
window she started; and he then remembered that it
was their first meeting under the solar rays.
She was so overcome that she turned
and left the room as if she had forgotten something;
when she re-entered she was visibly pale. She
recovered herself, and apologized. She had been
sitting up the night before the last, she said, and
was not quite so well as usual.
There may have been some truth in
this; but Pierston could not get over that first scared
look of hers. It was enough to give daytime stability
to his night views of a possible tragedy lurking in
this wedding project. He determined that, at
any cost to his heart, there should be no misapprehension
about him from this moment.
‘Miss Pierston,’ he said
as they sat down, ’since it is well you should
know all the truth before we go any further, that there
may be no awkward discoveries afterwards, I am going
to tell you something about myself-if you
are not too distressed to hear it?’
‘No-let me hear it.’
’I was once the lover of your
mother, and wanted to marry her, only she wouldn’t,
or rather couldn’t, marry me.’
‘O how strange!’ said
the girl, looking from him to the breakfast things,
and from the breakfast things to him. ’Mother
has never told me that. Yet of course, you might
have been. I mean, you are old enough.’
He took the remark as a satire she
had not intended. ’O yes-quite
old enough,’ he said grimly. ‘Almost
too old.’
‘Too old for mother? How’s that?’
‘Because I belonged to your grandmother.’
‘No? How can that be?’
’I was her lover likewise.
I should have married her if I had gone straight on
instead of round the corner.’
’But you couldn’t have
been, Mr. Pierston! You are not old enough?
Why, how old are you?-you have never told
me.’
‘I am very old.’
‘My mother’s, and my grandmother’s,’
said she, looking at him no longer as at a possible
husband, but as a strange fossilized relic in human
form. Pierston saw it, but meaning to give up
the game he did not care to spare himself.
‘Your mother’s and your
grandmother’s young man,’ he repeated.
‘And were you my great-grandmother’s
too?’ she asked, with an expectant interest
in his case as a drama that overcame her personal
considerations for a moment.
’No-not your great-grandmother’s.
Your imagination beats even my confessions!...
But I am very old, as you see.’
‘I did not know it!’ said
she in an appalled murmur. ’You do not look
so; and I thought that what you looked you were.’
‘And you-you are very young,’
he continued.
A stillness followed, during which
she sat in a troubled constraint, regarding him now
and then with something in her open eyes and large
pupils that might have been sympathy or nervousness.
Pierston ate scarce any breakfast, and rising abruptly
from the table said he would take a walk on the cliffs
as the morning was fine.
He did so, proceeding along the north-east
heights for nearly a mile. He had virtually given
Avice up, but not formally. His intention had
been to go back to the house in half-an-hour and pay
a morning visit to the invalid; but by not returning
the plans of the previous evening might be allowed
to lapse silently, as mere pourparlers that
had come to nothing in the face of Avice’s want
of love for him. Pierston accordingly went straight
along, and in the course of an hour was at his Budmouth
lodgings.
Nothing occurred till the evening
to inform him how his absence had been taken.
Then a note arrived from Mrs. Pierston; it was written
in pencil, evidently as she lay.
‘I am alarmed,’ she said,
’at your going so suddenly. Avice seems
to think she has offended you. She did not mean
to do that, I am sure. It makes me dreadfully
anxious! Will you send a line? Surely you
will not desert us now-my heart is so set
on my child’s welfare!’
‘Desert you I won’t,’
said Jocelyn. ’It is too much like the original
case. But I must let her desert me!’
On his return, with no other object
than that of wishing Mrs. Pierston good-bye, he found
her painfully agitated. She clasped his hand and
wetted it with her tears.
‘O don’t be offended with
her!’ she cried. ’She’s young.
We are one people-don’t marry a kimberlin!
It will break my heart if you forsake her now!
Avice!’
The girl came. ‘My manner
was hasty and thoughtless this morning,’ she
said in a low voice. ‘Please pardon me.
I wish to abide by my promise.’
Her mother, still tearful, again joined
their hands; and the engagement stood as before.
PPierston went back to Budmouth, but
dimly seeing how curiously, through his being a rich
suitor, ideas of beneficence and reparation were retaining
him in the course arranged by her mother, and urged
by his own desire in the face of his understanding.
CHAPTER V. - On the verge of possession
In anticipation of his marriage Pierston
had taken a new red house of the approved Kensington
pattern, with a new studio at the back as large as
a mediaeval barn. Hither, in collusion with the
elder Avice-whose health had mended somewhat-he
invited mother and daughter to spend a week or two
with him, thinking thereby to exercise on the latter’s
imagination an influence which was not practicable
while he was a guest at their house; and by interesting
his betrothed in the fitting and furnishing of this
residence to create in her an ambition to be its mistress.
It was a pleasant, reposeful time
to be in town. There was nobody to interrupt
them in their proceedings, and, it being out of the
season, the largest tradesmen were as attentive to
their wants as if those firms had never before been
honoured with a single customer whom they really liked.
Pierston and his guests, almost equally inexperienced-for
the sculptor had nearly forgotten what knowledge of
householding he had acquired earlier in life-could
consider and practise thoroughly a species of skeleton-drill
in receiving visitors when the pair should announce
themselves as married and at home in the coming winter
season./p>
Avice was charming, even if a little
cold. He congratulated himself yet again that
time should have reserved for him this final chance
for one of the line. She was somewhat like her
mother, whom he had loved in the flesh, but she had
the soul of her grandmother, whom he had loved in the
spirit-and, for that matter, loved now.
Only one criticism had he to pass upon his choice:
though in outward semblance her grandam idealized,
she had not the first Avice’s candour, but rather
her mother’s closeness. He never knew exactly
what she was thinking and feeling. Yet he seemed
to have such prescriptive rights in women of her blood
that her occasional want of confidence did not deeply
trouble him.
It was one of those ripe and mellow
afternoons that sometimes colour London with their
golden light at this time of the year, and produce
those marvellous sunset effects which, if they were
not known to be made up of kitchen coal-smoke and
animal exhalations, would be rapturously applauded.
Behind the perpendicular, oblique, zigzagged, and curved
zinc ‘tall-boys,’ that formed a grey pattern
not unlike early Gothic numerals against the sky,
the men and women on the tops of the omnibuses saw
an irradiation of topaz hues, darkened here and there
into richest russet.
There had been a sharp shower during
the afternoon, and Pierston-who had to
take care of himself-had worn a pair of
goloshes on his short walk in the street. He
noiselessly entered the studio, inside which some
gleams of the same mellow light had managed to creep,
and where he guessed he should find his prospective
wife and mother-in-law awaiting him with tea.
But only Avice was there, seated beside the teapot
of brown delf, which, as artists, they affected, her
back being toward him. She was holding her handkerchief
to her eyes, and he saw that she was weeping silently.
In another moment he perceived that
she was weeping over a book. By this time she
had heard him, and came forward. He made it appear
that he had not noticed her distress, and they discussed
some arrangements of furniture. When he had taken
a cup of tea she went away, leaving the book behind
her.
Pierston took it up. The volume
was an old school-book; Stievenard’s ‘Lectures
Francaises,’ with her name in it as a pupil at
Sandbourne High School, and date-markings denoting
lessons taken at a comparatively recent time, for
Avice had been but a novice as governess when he discovered
her.
For a school-girl-which
she virtually was-to weep over a school-book
was strange. Could she have been affected by some
subject in the readings? Impossible. Pierston
fell to thinking, and zest died for the process of
furnishing, which he had undertaken so gaily.
Somehow, the bloom was again disappearing from his
approaching marriage. Yet he loved Avice more
and more tenderly; he feared sometimes that in the
solicitousness of his affection he was spoiling her
by indulging her every whim.
He looked round the large and ambitious
apartment, now becoming clouded with shades, out of
which the white and cadaverous countenances of his
studies, casts, and other lumber peered meditatively
at him, as if they were saying, ‘What are you
going to do now, old boy?’ They had never looked
like that while standing in his past homely workshop,
where all the real labours of his life had been carried
out. What should a man of his age, who had not
for years done anything to speak of-certainly
not to add to his reputation as an artist-want
with a new place like this? It was all because
of the elect lady, and she apparently did not want
him.
Pierston did not observe anything
further in Avice to cause him misgiving till one dinner-time,
a week later, towards the end of the visit. Then,
as he sat himself between her and her mother at their
limited table, he was struck with her nervousness,
and was tempted to say, ‘Why are you troubled,
my little dearest?’ in tones which disclosed
that he was as troubled as she.
‘Am I troubled?’ she said
with a start, turning her gentle hazel eyes upon him.
’Yes, I suppose I am. It is because I have
received a letter-from an old friend.’
‘You didn’t show it to me,’ said
her mother.
‘No-I tore it up.’
‘Why?’
‘It was not necessary to keep it, so I destroyed
it.’
Mrs. Pierston did not press her further
on the subject, and Avice showed no disposition to
continue it. They retired rather early, as they
always did, but Pierston remained pacing about his
studio a long while, musing on many things, not the
least being the perception that to wed a woman may
be by no means the same thing as to be united with
her. The ’old friend’ of Avice’s
remark had sounded very much like ‘lover.’
Otherwise why should the letter have so greatly disturbed
her?
There seemed to be something uncanny,
after all, about London, in its relation to his contemplated
marriage. When she had first come up she was
easier with him than now. And yet his bringing
her there had helped his cause; the house had decidedly
impressed her-almost overawed her, and
though he owned that by no law of nature or reason
had her mother or himself any right to urge on Avice
partnership with him against her inclination, he resolved
to make the most of having her under his influence
by getting the wedding details settled before she and
her mother left.
The next morning he proceeded to do
this. When he encountered Avice there was a trace
of apprehension on her face; but he set that down to
a fear that she had offended him the night before by
her taciturnity. Directly he requested her mother,
in Avice’s presence, to get her to fix the day
quite early, Mrs. Pierston became brighter and brisker.
She, too, plainly had doubts about the wisdom of delay,
and turning to her daughter said, ‘Now, my dear,
do you hear?’
It was ultimately agreed that the
widow and her daughter should go back in a day or
two, to await Pierston’s arrival on the wedding-eve,
immediately after their return.
In pursuance of the arrangement Pierston
found himself on the south shore of England in the
gloom of the aforesaid evening, the isle, as he looked
across at it with his approach, being just discernible
as a moping countenance, a creature sullen with a
sense that he was about to withdraw from its keeping
the rarest object it had ever owned. He had come
alone, not to embarrass them, and had intended to halt
a couple of hours in the neighbouring seaport to give
some orders relating to the wedding, but the little
railway train being in waiting to take him on, he
proceeded with a natural impatience, resolving to do
his business here by messenger from the isle.
He passed the ruins of the Tudor castle
and the long featureless rib of grinding pebbles that
screened off the outer sea, which could be heard lifting
and dipping rhythmically in the wide vagueness of the
Bay. At the under-hill island townlet of the
Wells there were no flys, and leaving his things to
be brought on, as he often did, he climbed the eminence
on foot.
Half-way up the steepest part of the
pass he saw in the dusk a figure pausing-the
single person on the incline. Though it was too
dark to identify faces, Pierston gathered from the
way in which the halting stranger was supporting himself
by the handrail, which here bordered the road to assist
climbers, that the person was exhausted.
‘Anything the matter?’ he said.
‘O no-not much,’
was returned by the other. ’But it is steep
just here.’
The accent was not quite that of an
Englishman, and struck him as hailing from one of
the Channel Islands. ’Can’t I help
you up to the top?’ he said, for the voice,
though that of a young man, seemed faint and shaken.
’No, thank you. I have
been ill; but I thought I was all right again; and
as the night was fine I walked into the island by the
road. It turned out to be rather too much for
me, as there is some weakness left still; and this
stiff incline brought it out.’
’Naturally. You’d
better take hold of my arm-at any rate to
the brow here.’
Thus pressed the stranger did so,
and they went on towards the ridge, till, reaching
the lime-kiln standing there the stranger abandoned
his hold, saying: ‘Thank you for your assistance,
sir. Good-night.’
‘I don’t think I recognize your voice
as a native’s?’
‘No, it is not. I am a Jersey man.
Goodnight, sir.’
’Good-night, if you are sure
you can get on. Here, take this stick-it
is no use to me.’ Saying which, Pierston
put his walking-stick into the young man’s hand.
’Thank you again. I shall
be quite recovered when I have rested a minute or
two. Don’t let me detain you, please.’
The stranger as he spoke turned his
face towards the south, where the Beal light had just
come into view, and stood regarding it with an obstinate
fixity. As he evidently wished to be left to himself
Jocelyn went on, and troubled no more about him, though
the desire of the young man to be rid of his company,
after accepting his walking-stick and his arm, had
come with a suddenness that was almost emotional; and
impressionable as Jocelyn was, no less now than in
youth, he was saddened for a minute by the sense that
there were people in the world who did not like even
his sympathy.
However, a pleasure which obliterated
all this arose when Pierston drew near to the house
that was likely to be his dear home on all future
visits to the isle, perhaps even his permanent home
as he grew older and the associations of his youth
re-asserted themselves. It had been, too, his
father’s house, the house in which he was born,
and he amused his fancy with plans for its enlargement
under the supervision of Avice and himself. It
was a still greater pleasure to behold a tall and shapely
figure standing against the light of the open door
and presumably awaiting him.
Avice, who it was, gave a little jump
when she recognized him, but dutifully allowed him
to kiss her when he reached her side; though her nervousness
was only too apparent, and was like a child’s
towards a parent who may prove stern.
’How dear of you to guess that
I might come on at once instead of later!’ said
Jocelyn. ’Well, if I had stayed in the town
to go to the shops and so on, I could not have got
here till the last train. How is mother?-our
mother, as I shall call her soon.’
Avice said that her mother had not
been so well-she feared not nearly so well
since her return from London, so that she was obliged
to keep her room. The visit had perhaps been
too much for her. ’But she will not acknowledge
that she is much weaker, because she will not disturb
my happiness.’
Jocelyn was in a mood to let trifles
of manner pass, and he took no notice of the effort
which had accompanied the last word. They went
upstairs to Mrs. Pierston, whose obvious relief and
thankfulness at sight of him was grateful to her visitor.
‘I am so, O so glad you are
come!’ she said huskily, as she held out her
thin hand and stifled a sob. ‘I have been
so-’
She could get no further for a moment,
and Avice turned away weeping, and abruptly left the
room.
‘I have so set my heart on this,’
Mrs. Pierston went on, ’that I have not been
able to sleep of late, for I have feared I might drop
off suddenly before she is yours, and lose the comfort
of seeing you actually united. Your being so
kind to me in old times has made me so sure that she
will find a good husband in you, that I am over anxious,
I know. Indeed, I have not liked to let her know
quite how anxious I am.’
Thus they talked till Jocelyn bade
her goodnight, it being noticeable that Mrs. Pierston,
chastened by her illnesses, maintained no longer any
reserve on her gladness to acquire him as her son-in-law;
and her feelings destroyed any remaining scruples
he might have had from perceiving that Avice’s
consent was rather an obedience than a desire.
As he went downstairs, and found Avice awaiting his
descent, he wondered if anything had occurred here
during his absence to give Mrs. Pierston new uneasiness
about the marriage, but it was an inquiry he could
not address to a girl whose actions could alone be
the cause of such uneasiness.
He looked round for her as he supped,
but though she had come into the room with him she
was not there now. He remembered her telling him
that she had had supper with her mother, and Jocelyn
sat on quietly musing and sipping his wine for something
near half-an-hour. Wondering then for the first
time what had become of her, he rose and went to the
door. Avice was quite near him after all-only
standing at the front door as she had been doing when
he came, looking into the light of the full moon,
which had risen since his arrival. His sudden
opening of the dining-room door seemed to agitate
her.
‘What is it, dear?’ he asked.
’As mother is much better and
doesn’t want me, I ought to go and see somebody
I promised to take a parcel to-I feel I
ought. And yet, as you have just come to see
me-I suppose you don’t approve of
my going out while you are here?’
‘Who is the person?’
‘Somebody down that way,’
she said indefinitely. ’It is not very far
off. I am not afraid-I go out often
by myself at night hereabout.’
He reassured her good-humouredly.
’If you really wish to go, my dear, of course
I don’t object. I have no authority to do
that till tomorrow, and you know that if I had it
I shouldn’t use it.’
’O but you have! Mother
being an invalid, you are in her place, apart from-to-morrow.’
’Nonsense, darling. Run
across to your friend’s house by all means if
you want to.’
‘And you’ll be here when I come in?’
‘No, I am going down to the inn to see if my
things are brought up.’
’But hasn’t mother asked
you to stay here? The spare room was got ready
for you.... Dear me, I am afraid I ought to have
told you.’
’She did ask me. But I
have some things coming, directed to the inn, and
I had better be there. So I’ll wish you
good-night, though it is not late. I will come
in quite early to-morrow, to inquire how your mother
is going on, and to wish you good-morning. You
will be back again quickly this evening?’
‘O yes.’
‘And I needn’t go with you for company?’
‘O no, thank you. It is no distance.’
PPierston then departed, thinking how
entirely her manner was that of one to whom a question
of doing anything was a question of permission and
not of judgment. He had no sooner gone than Avice
took a parcel from a cupboard, put on her hat and
cloak, and following by the way he had taken till
she reached the entrance to Sylvania Castle, there
stood still. She could hear Pierston’s
footsteps passing down East Quarriers to the inn;
but she went no further in that direction. Turning
into the lane on the right, of which mention has so
often been made, she went quickly past the last cottage,
and having entered the gorge beyond she clambered
into the ruin of the Red King’s or Bow-and-Arrow
Castle, standing as a square black mass against the
moonlit, indefinite sea.
CHAPTER VI. - The well-beloved is-where?
Mrs. Pierston passed a restless night,
but this she let nobody know; nor, what was painfully
evident to herself, that her prostration was increased
by anxiety and suspense about the wedding on which
she had too much set her heart.
During the very brief space in which
she dozed Avice came into her room. As it was
not infrequent for her daughter to look in upon her
thus she took little notice, merely saying to assure
the girl: ’I am better, dear. Don’t
come in again. Get to sleep yourself.’/p>
The mother, however, went thinking
anew. She had no apprehensions about this marriage.
She felt perfectly sure that it was the best thing
she could do for her girl. Not a young woman
on the island but was envying Avice at that moment;
for Jocelyn was absurdly young for three score, a
good-looking man, one whose history was generally known
here; as also were the exact figures of the fortune
he had inherited from his father, and the social standing
he could claim-a standing, however, which
that fortune would not have been large enough to procure
unassisted by his reputation in his art.
But Avice had been weak enough, as
her mother knew, to indulge in fancies for local youths
from time to time, and Mrs. Pierston could not help
congratulating herself that her daughter had been so
docile in the circumstances. Yet to every one
except, perhaps, Avice herself, Jocelyn was the most
romantic of lovers. Indeed was there ever such
a romance as that man embodied in his relations to
her house? Rejecting the first Avice, the second
had rejected him, and to rally to the third with final
achievement was an artistic and tender finish to which
it was ungrateful in anybody to be blind.
The widow thought that the second
Avice might probably not have rejected Pierston on
that occasion in the London studio so many years ago
if destiny had not arranged that she should have been
secretly united to another when the proposing moment
came.
But what had come was best. ‘My
God,’ she said at times that night, ’to
think my aim in writing to him should be fulfilling
itself like this!’
When all was right and done, what
a success upon the whole her life would have been.
She who had begun her career as a cottage-girl, a
small quarry-owner’s daughter, had sunk so low
as to the position of laundress, had engaged in various
menial occupations, had made an unhappy marriage for
love which had, however, in the long run, thanks to
Jocelyn’s management, much improved her position,
was at last to see her daughter secure what she herself
had just missed securing, and established in a home
of affluence and refinement.
Thus the sick woman excited herself
as the hours went on. At last, in her tenseness
it seemed to her that the time had already come at
which the household was stirring, and she fancied
she heard conversation in her daughter’s room.
But she found that it was only five o’clock,
and not yet daylight. Her state was such that
she could see the hangings of the bed tremble with
her tremors. She had declared overnight that she
did not require any one to sit up with her, but she
now rang a little handbell, and in a few minutes a
nurse appeared; Ruth Stockwool, an island woman and
neighbour, whom Mrs. Pierston knew well, and who knew
all Mrs. Pierston’s history.
‘I am so nervous that I can’t
stay by myself,’ said the widow. ’And
I thought I heard Becky dressing Miss Avice in her
wedding things.’
‘O no-not yet, ma’am.
There’s nobody up. But I’ll get you
something.’
When Mrs. Pierston had taken a little
nourishment she went on: ’I can’t
help frightening myself with thoughts that she won’t
marry him. You see he is older than Avice.’
‘Yes, he is,’ said her
neighbour. ’But I don’t see how anything
can hender the wedden now.’
’Avice, you know, had fancies;
at least one fancy for another man; a young fellow
of five-and-twenty. And she’s been very
secret and odd about it. I wish she had raved
and cried and had it out; but she’s been quite
the other way. I know she’s fond of him
still.’
‘What-that young
Frenchman, Mr. Leverre o’ Sandbourne? I’ve
heard a little of it. But I should say there
wadden much between ’em.’
’I don’t think there was.
But I’ve a sort of conviction that she saw him
last night. I believe it was only to bid him good-bye,
and return him some books he had given her; but I
wish she had never known him; he is rather an excitable,
impulsive young man, and he might make mischief.
He isn’t a Frenchman, though he has lived in
France. His father was a Jersey gentleman, and
on his becoming a widower he married as his second
wife a native of this very island. That’s
mainly why the young man is so at home in these parts.’
’Ah-now I follow
’ee. She was a Bencomb, his stepmother:
I heard something about her years ago.’
’Yes; her father had the biggest
stone-trade on the island at one time; but the name
is forgotten here now. He retired years before
I was born. However, mother used to tell me that
she was a handsome young woman, who tried to catch
Mr. Pierston when he was a young man, and scandalized
herself a bit with him. She went off abroad with
her father, who had made a fortune here; but when
he got over there he lost it nearly all in some way.
Years after she married this Jerseyman, Mr. Leverre,
who had been fond of her as a girl, and she brought
up his child as her own.’
Mrs. Pierston paused, but as Ruth
did not ask any question she presently resumed her
self-relieving murmur:
’How Miss Avice got to know
the young man was in this way. When Mrs. Leverre’s
husband died she came from Jersey to live at Sandbourne;
and made it her business one day to cross over to this
place to make inquiries about Mr. Jocelyn Pierston.
As my name was Pierston she called upon me with her
son, and so Avice and he got acquainted. When
Avice went back to Sandbourne to the finishing school
they kept up the acquaintance in secret. He taught
French somewhere there, and does still, I believe.’
‘Well, I hope she’ll forget en. He
idden good enough.’
‘I hope so-I hope so.... Now
I’ll try to get a little nap.’
Ruth Stockwool went back to her room,
where, finding it would not be necessary to get up
for another hour, she lay down again and soon slept.
Her bed was close to the staircase, from which it was
divided by a lath partition only, and her consciousness
either was or seemed to be aroused by light brushing
touches on the outside of the partition, as of fingers
feeling the way downstairs in the dark. The slight
noise passed, and in a few seconds she dreamt or fancied
she could hear the unfastening of the back door.
She had nearly sunk into another sound
sleep when precisely the same phenomena were repeated;
fingers brushing along the wall close to her head,
down, downward, the soft opening of the door, its close,
and silence again.
She now became clearly awake.
The repetition of the process had made the whole matter
a singular one. Early as it was the first sounds
might have been those of the housemaid descending,
though why she should have come down so stealthily
and in the dark did not make itself clear. But
the second performance was inexplicable. Ruth
got out of bed and lifted her blind. The dawn
was hardly yet pink, and the light from the sandbank
was not yet extinguished. But the bushes of euonymus
against the white palings of the front garden could
be seen, also the light surface of the road winding
away like a riband to the north entrance of Sylvania
Castle, thence round to the village, the cliffs, and
the Cove behind. Upon the road two dark figures
could just be discerned, one a little way behind the
other, but overtaking and joining the foremost as Ruth
looked. After all they might be quarriers or lighthouse-keepers
from the south of the island, or fishermen just landed
from a night’s work. There being nothing
to connect them with the noises she had heard indoors
she dismissed the whole subject, and went to bed again.
Jocelyn had promised to pay an early
visit to ascertain the state of Mrs. Pierston’s
health after her night’s rest, her precarious
condition being more obvious to him than to Avice,
and making him a little anxious. Subsequent events
caused him to remember that while he was dressing
he casually observed two or three boatmen standing
near the cliff beyond the village, and apparently
watching with deep interest what seemed to be a boat
far away towards the opposite shore of South Wessex.
At half-past eight he came from the door of the inn
and went straight to Mrs. Pierston’s. On
approaching he discovered that a strange expression
which seemed to hang about the house-front that morning
was more than a fancy, the gate, door, and two windows
being open, though the blinds of other windows were
not drawn up, the whole lending a vacant, dazed look
to the domicile, as of a person gaping in sudden stultification.
Nobody answered his knock, and walking into the dining-room
he found that no breakfast had been laid. His
flashing thought was, ‘Mrs. Pierston is dead.’
While standing in the room somebody
came downstairs, and Jocelyn encountered Ruth Stockwool,
an open letter fluttering in her hand.
‘O Mr. Pierston, Mr. Pierston! The Lord-a-Lord!’
‘What? Mrs. Pierston-’
’No, no! Miss Avice!
She is gone!-yes-gone! Read
ye this, sir. It was left in her bedroom, and
we be fairly gallied out of our senses!’
He took the letter and confusedly
beheld that it was in two handwritings, the first
section being in Avice’s:
’My dear mother,-How
ever will you forgive me for what I have done!
So deceitful as it seems. And yet till this night
I had no idea of deceiving either you or Mr. Pierston.
’Last night at ten o’clock
I went out, as you may have guessed, to see Mr. Leverre
for the last time, and to give him back his books,
letters, and little presents to me. I went only
a few steps-to Bow-and-Arrow Castle, where
we met as we had agreed to do, since he could not call.
When I reached the place I found him there waiting,
but quite ill. He had been unwell at his mother’s
house for some days, and had been obliged to stay
in bed, but he had got up on purpose to come and bid
me good-bye. The over-exertion of the journey
upset him, and though we stayed and stayed till twelve
o’clock he felt quite unable to go back home-unable,
indeed, to move more than a few yards. I had tried
so hard not to love him any longer, but I loved him
so now that I could not desert him and leave him out
there to catch his death. So I helped him-nearly
carrying him-on and on to our door, and
then round to the back. Here he got a little
better, and as he could not stay there, and everybody
was now asleep, I helped him upstairs into the room
we had prepared for Mr. Pierston if he should have
wanted one. I got him into bed, and then fetched
some brandy and a little of your tonic. Did you
see me come into your room for it, or were you asleep?
’I sat by him all night.
He improved slowly, and we talked over what we had
better do. I felt that, though I had intended
to give him up, I could not now becomingly marry any
other man, and that I ought to marry him. We
decided to do it at once, before anybody could hinder
us. So we came down before it was light, and
have gone away to get the ceremony solemnized.
’Tell Mr. Pierston it was not
premeditated, but the result of an accident.
I am sincerely sorry to have treated him with what
he will think unfairness, but though I did not love
him I meant to obey you and marry him. But God
sent this necessity of my having to give shelter to
my Love, to prevent, I think, my doing what I am now
convinced would have been wrong-Ever your
loving daughter, Avice.’
The second was in a man’s hand:
’Dear mother (as you
will soon be to me),-Avice has clearly explained
above how it happened that I have not been able to
give her up to Mr. Pierston. I think I should
have died if I had not accepted the hospitality of
a room in your house this night, and your daughter’s
tender nursing through the dark dreary hours.
We love each other beyond expression, and it is obvious
that, if we are human, we cannot resist marrying now,
in spite of friends’ wishes. Will you please
send the note lying beside this to my mother.
It is merely to explain what I have done-Yours
with warmest regard, Henri Leverre.’
Jocelyn turned away and looked out of the window.
’Mrs. Pierston thought she heard
some talking in the night, but of course she put it
down to fancy. And she remembers Miss Avice coming
into her room at one o’clock in the morning,
and going to the table where the medicine was standing.
A sly girl-all the time her young man within
a yard or two, in the very room, and a using the very
clean sheets that you, sir, were to have used!
They are our best linen ones, got up beautiful, and
a kept wi’ rosemary. Really, sir, one would
say you stayed out o’ your chammer o’
purpose to oblige the young man with a bed!’
‘Don’t blame them, don’t
blame them!’ said Jocelyn in an even and characterless
voice. ’Don’t blame her, particularly.
She didn’t make the circumstances. I did....
It was how I served her grandmother. ... Well,
she’s gone! You needn’t make a mystery
of it. Tell it to all the island: say that
a man came to marry a wife, and didn’t find her
at home. Tell everybody that she’s run
away. It must be known sooner or later.’
One of the servants said, after waiting
a few moments: ’We shan’t do that,
sir.’
‘Oh-Why won’t you?’
‘We liked her too well, with all her faults.’
‘Ah-did you,’
said he; and he sighed. He perceived that the
younger maids were secretly on Avice’s side.
‘How does her mother bear it?’ Jocelyn
asked. ‘Is she awake?’
Mrs. Pierston had hardly slept, and,
having learnt the tidings inadvertently, became so
distracted and incoherent as to be like a person in
a delirium; till, a few moments before he arrived,
all her excitement ceased, and she lay in a weak,
quiet silence.
‘Let me go up,’ Pierston said. ‘And
send for the doctor.’
Passing Avice’s chamber he perceived
that the little bed had not been slept on. At
the door of the spare room he looked in. In one
corner stood a walking-stick-his own.
‘Where did that come from?’
‘We found it there, sir.’
’Ah yes-I gave it to him. ‘Tis
like me to play another’s game!’
It was the last spurt of bitterness
that Jocelyn let escape him. He went on towards
Mrs. Pierston’s room, preceded by the servant.
‘Mr. Pierston has come, ma’am,’
he heard her say to the invalid. But as the latter
took no notice the woman rushed forward to the bed.
’What has happened to her, Mr. Pierston?
O what do it mean?’
Avice the Second was lying placidly
in the position in which the nurse had left her; but
no breath came from her lips, and a rigidity of feature
was accompanied by the precise expression which had
characterized her face when Pierston had her as a girl
in his studio. He saw that it was death, though
she appeared to have breathed her last only a few
moments before.
Ruth Stockwool’s composure deserted
her. ’’Tis the shock of finding Miss Avice
gone that has done it!’ she cried. ‘She
has killed her mother!’
‘Don’t say such a terrible thing!’
exclaimed Jocelyn.
’But she ought to have obeyed
her mother-a good mother as she was!
How she had set her heart upon the wedding, poor soul;
and we couldn’t help her knowing what had happened!
O how ungrateful young folk be! That girl will
rue this morning’s work!’
‘We must get the doctor,’
said Pierston, mechanically, hastening from the room.
When the local practitioner came he
merely confirmed their own verdict, and thought her
death had undoubtedly been hastened by the shock of
the ill news upon a feeble heart, following a long
strain of anxiety about the wedding. He did not
consider that an inquest would be necessary.
The two shadowy figures seen through
the grey gauzes of the morning by Ruth, five hours
before this time, had gone on to the open place by
the north entrance of Sylvania Castle, where the lane
to the ruins of the old castle branched off.
A listener would not have gathered that a single word
passed between them. The man walked with difficulty,
supported by the woman. At this spot they stopped
and kissed each other a long while.
’We ought to walk all the way
to Budmouth, if we wish not to be discovered,’
he said sadly. ’And I can’t even get
across the island, even by your help, darling.
It is two miles to the foot of the hill.’
She, who was trembling, tried to speak consolingly:
’If you could walk we should
have to go down the Street of Wells, where perhaps
somebody would know me? Now if we get below here
to the Cove, can’t we push off one of the little
boats I saw there last night, and paddle along close
to the shore till we get to the north side? Then
we can walk across to the station very well.
It is quite calm, and as the tide sets in that direction,
it will take us along of itself, without much rowing.
I’ve often got round in a boat that way.’
This seemed to be the only plan that
offered, and abandoning the straight road they wound
down the defile spanned further on by the old castle
arch, and forming the original fosse of the fortress.
The stroke of their own footsteps,
lightly as these fell, was flapped back to them with
impertinent gratuitousness by the vertical faces of
the rock, so still was everything around. A little
further, and they emerged upon the open ledge of the
lower tier of cliffs, to the right being the sloping
pathway leading down to the secluded creek at their
base-the single practicable spot of exit
from or entrance to the isle on this side by a seagoing
craft; once an active wharf, whence many a fine public
building had sailed-including Saint Paul’s
Cathedral.
The timorous shadowy shapes descended
the footway, one at least of them knowing the place
so well that she found it scarcely necessary to guide
herself down by touching the natural wall of stone
on her right hand, as her companion did. Thus,
with quick suspensive breathings they arrived at the
bottom, and trod the few yards of shingle which, on
the forbidding shore hereabout, could be found at
this spot alone. It was so solitary as to be
unvisited often for four-and-twenty hours by a living
soul. Upon the confined beach were drawn up two
or three fishing-lerrets, and a couple of smaller
ones, beside them being a rough slipway for launching,
and a boathouse of tarred boards. The two lovers
united their strength to push the smallest of the boats
down the slope, and floating it they scrambled in.
The girl broke the silence by asking,
‘Where are the oars?’
He felt about the boat, but could
find none. ’I forgot to look for the oars!’
he said.
’They are locked in the boathouse,
I suppose. Now we can only steer and trust to
the current!’
The currents here were of a complicated
kind. It was true, as the girl had said, that
the tide ran round to the north, but at a special moment
in every flood there set in along the shore a narrow
reflux contrary to the general outer flow, called
‘The Southern’ by the local sailors.
It was produced by the peculiar curves of coast lying
east and west of the Beal; these bent southward in
two back streams the up-Channel flow on each side
of the peninsula, which two streams united outside
the Beal, and there met the direct tidal flow, the
confluence of the three currents making the surface
of the sea at this point to boil like a pot, even
in calmest weather. The disturbed area, as is
well known, is called the Race.
Thus although the outer sea was now
running northward to the roadstead and the mainland
of Wessex ‘The Southern’ ran in full force
towards the Beal and the Race beyond. It caught
the lovers’ hapless boat in a few moments, and,
unable to row across it-mere river’s
width that it was-they beheld the grey
rocks near them, and the grim wrinkled forehead of
the isle above, sliding away northwards.
They gazed helplessly at each other,
though, in the long-living faith of youth, without
distinct fear. The undulations increased in magnitude,
and swung them higher and lower. The boat rocked,
received a smart slap of the waves now and then, and
wheeled round, so that the lightship which stolidly
winked at them from the quicksand, the single object
which told them of their bearings, was sometimes on
their right hand and sometimes on their left.
Nevertheless they could always discern from it that
their course, whether stemwards or sternwards, was
steadily south.
A bright idea occurred to the young
man. He pulled out his handkerchief and, striking
a light, set it on fire. She gave him hers, and
he made that flare up also. The only available
fuel left was the small umbrella the girl had brought;
this was also kindled in an opened state, and he held
it up by the stem till it was consumed.
The lightship had loomed quite large
by this time, and a few minutes after they had burnt
the handkerchiefs and umbrella a coloured flame replied
to them from the vessel. They flung their arms
round each other.
‘I knew we shouldn’t be
drowned!’ said Avice hysterically.
‘I thought we shouldn’t too,’ said
he.
WWith the appearance of day a boat
put off to their assistance, and they were towed towards
the heavy red hulk with the large white letters on
its side.
CHAPTER VII. - An old tabernacle in A new aspect
The October day thickened into dusk,
and Jocelyn sat musing beside the corpse of Mrs. Pierston.
Avice having gone away nobody knew whither, he had
acted as the nearest friend of the family, and attended
as well as he could to the sombre duties necessitated
by her mother’s decease. It was doubtful,
indeed, if anybody else were in a position to do so.
Of Avice the Second’s two brothers, one had
been drowned at sea, and the other had emigrated,
while her only child besides the present Avice had
died in infancy. As for her friends, she had become
so absorbed in her ambitious and nearly accomplished
design of marrying her daughter to Jocelyn, that she
had gradually completed that estrangement between
herself and the other islanders which had been begun
so long ago as when, a young woman, she had herself
been asked by Pierston to marry him. On her tantalizing
inability to accept the honour offered, she and her
husband had been set up in a matter-of-fact business
in the stone trade by her patron, but that unforgettable
request in the London studio had made her feel ever
since a refined kinship with sculpture, and a proportionate
aloofness from mere quarrying, which was, perhaps,
no more than a venial weakness in Avice the Second.
Her daughter’s objection to Jocelyn she could
never understand. To her own eye he was no older
than when he had proposed to her.
As he sat darkling here the ghostly
outlines of former shapes taken by his Love came round
their sister the unconscious corpse, confronting him
from the wall in sad array, like the pictured Trojan
women beheld by AEneas on the walls of Carthage.
Many of them he had idealized in bust and in figure
from time to time, but it was not as such that he
remembered and reanimated them now; rather was it in
all their natural circumstances, weaknesses, and stains.
And then as he came to himself their voices grew fainter;
they had all gone off on their different careers,
and he was left here alone.p>
The probable ridicule that would result
to him from the events of the day he did not mind
in itself at all. But he would fain have removed
the misapprehensions on which it would be based.
That, however, was impossible. Nobody would ever
know the truth about him; what it was he had sought
that had so eluded, tantalized, and escaped him; what
it was that had led him such a dance, and had at last,
as he believed just now in the freshness of his loss,
been discovered in the girl who had left him.
It was not the flesh; he had never knelt low to that.
Not a woman in the world had been wrecked by him,
though he had been impassioned by so many. Nobody
would guess the further sentiment-the cordial
loving-kindness-which had lain behind what
had seemed to him the enraptured fulfilment of a pleasing
destiny postponed for forty years. His attraction
to the third Avice would be regarded by the world as
the selfish designs of an elderly man on a maid.
His life seemed no longer a professional
man’s experience, but a ghost story; and he
would fain have vanished from his haunts on this critical
afternoon, as the rest had done. He desired to
sleep away his tendencies, to make something happen
which would put an end to his bondage to beauty in
the ideal.
So he sat on till it was quite dark,
and a light was brought. There was a chilly wind
blowing outside, and the lightship on the quicksand
afar looked harassed and forlorn. The haggard
solitude was broken by a ring at the door.
Pierston heard a voice below, the
accents of a woman. They had a ground quality
of familiarity, a superficial articulation of strangeness.
Only one person in all his experience had ever possessed
precisely those tones; rich, as if they had once been
powerful. Explanations seemed to be asked for
and given, and in a minute he was informed that a lady
was downstairs whom perhaps he would like to see.
‘Who is the lady?’ Jocelyn asked.
The servant hesitated a little.
’Mrs. Leverre-the mother of the-young
gentleman Miss Avice has run off with.’
‘Yes-I’ll see her,’ said
Pierston.
He covered the face of the dead Avice,
and descended. ‘Leverre,’ he said
to himself. His ears had known that name before
to-day. It was the name those travelling Americans
he had met in Rome gave the woman he supposed might
be Marcia Bencomb.
A sudden adjusting light burst upon
many familiar things at that moment. He found
the visitor in the drawing-room, standing up veiled,
the carriage which had brought her being in waiting
at the door. By the dim light he could see nothing
of her features in such circumstances.
‘Mr. Pierston?’
‘I am Mr. Pierston.’
‘You represent the late Mrs. Pierston?’
‘I do-though I am not one of the
family.’
‘I know it.... I am Marcia-after
forty years.’
’I was divining as much, Marcia.
May the lines have fallen to you in pleasant places
since we last met! But, of all moments of my life,
why do you choose to hunt me up now?’
’Why-I am the step-mother
and only relation of the young man your bride eloped
with this morning.’
‘I was just guessing that, too, as I came downstairs.
But-’
‘And I am naturally making inquiries.’
‘Yes. Let us take it quietly, and shut
the door.’
Marcia sat down. And he learnt
that the conjunction of old things and new was no
accident. What Mrs. Pierston had discussed with
her nurse and neighbour as vague intelligence, was
now revealed to Jocelyn at first hand by Marcia herself;
how, many years after their separation, and when she
was left poor by the death of her impoverished father,
she had become the wife of that bygone Jersey lover
of hers, who wanted a tender nurse and mother for
the infant left him by his first wife recently deceased;
how he had died a few years later, leaving her with
the boy, whom she had brought up at St. Heliers and
in Paris, educating him as well as she could with
her limited means, till he became the French master
at a school in Sandbourne; and how, a year ago, she
and her son had got to know Mrs. Pierston and her
daughter on their visit to the island, ‘to ascertain,’
she added, more deliberately, ’not entirely for
sentimental reasons, what had become of the man with
whom I eloped in the first flush of my young womanhood,
and only missed marrying by my own will.’
Pierston bowed.
’Well, that was how the acquaintance
between the children began, and their passionate attachment
to each other.’ She detailed how Avice had
induced her mother to let her take lessons in French
of young Leverre, rendering their meetings easy.
Marcia had never thought of hindering their intimacy,
for in her recent years of affliction she had acquired
a new interest in the name she had refused to take
in her purse-proud young womanhood; and it was not
until she knew how determined Mrs. Pierston was to
make her daughter Jocelyn’s wife that she had
objected to her son’s acquaintance with Avice.
But it was too late to hinder what had been begun.
He had lately been ill, and she had been frightened
by his not returning home the night before. The
note she had received from him that day had only informed
her that Avice and himself had gone to be married
immediately-whither she did not know.
‘What do you mean to do?’ she asked.
’I do nothing: there is
nothing to be done.... It is how I served her
grandmother-one of Time’s revenges.’
‘Served her so for me.’
‘Yes. Now she me for your son.’
Marcia paused a long while thinking
that over, till arousing herself she resumed:
’But can’t we inquire which way they went
out of the island, or gather some particulars about
them?’
‘Aye-yes. We will.’
And Pierston found himself as in a
dream walking beside Marcia along the road in their
common quest. He discovered that almost every
one of the neighbouring inhabitants knew more about
the lovers than he did himself.
At the corner some men were engaged
in conversation on the occurrence. It was allusive
only, but knowing the dialect, Pierston and Marcia
gathered its import easily. As soon as it had
got light that morning one of the boats was discovered
missing from the creek below, and when the flight
of the lovers was made known it was inferred that they
were the culprits.
Unconsciously Pierston turned in the
direction of the creek, without regarding whether
Marcia followed him, and though it was darker than
when Avice and Leverre had descended in the morning
he pursued his way down the incline till he reached
the water-side.
‘Is that you, Jocelyn?’
The inquiry came from Marcia. She was behind
him, about half-way down.
‘Yes,’ he said, noticing
that it was the first time she had called him by his
Christian name.
‘I can’t see where you are, and I am afraid
to follow.’
Afraid to follow. How strangely
that altered his conception of her. Till this
moment she had stood in his mind as the imperious,
invincible Marcia of old. There was a strange
pathos in this revelation. He went back and felt
for her hand. ‘I’ll lead you down,’
he said. And he did so.
They looked out upon the sea, and
the lightship shining as if it had quite forgotten
all about the fugitives. ‘I am so uneasy,’
said Marcia. ‘Do you think they got safely
to land?’
‘Yes,’ replied some one
other than Jocelyn. It was a boatman smoking in
the shadow of the boathouse. He informed her that
they were picked up by the lightship men, and afterwards,
at their request, taken across to the opposite shore,
where they landed, proceeding thence on foot to the
nearest railway station and entering the train for
London. This intelligence had reached the island
about an hour before.
‘They’ll be married to-morrow morning!’
said Marcia.
’So much the better. Don’t
regret it, Marcia. He shall not lose by it.
I have no relation in the world except some twentieth
cousins in the isle, of whom her father was one, and
I’ll take steps at once to make her a good match
for him. As for me... I have lived a day
too long.’
CHAPTER VIII. - ‘Alas for this grey shadow, once A man!’
In the month of November which followed
Pierston was lying dangerously ill of a fever at his
house in London.
The funeral of the second Avice had
happened to be on one of those drenching afternoons
of the autumn, when the raw rain flies level as the
missiles of the ancient inhabitants across the beaked
promontory which has formed the scene of this narrative,
scarcely alighting except against the upright sides
of things sturdy enough to stand erect. One person
only followed the corpse into the church as chief mourner,
Jocelyn Pierston-fickle lover in the brief,
faithful friend in the long run. No means had
been found of communicating with Avice before the
interment, though the death had been advertised in
the local and other papers in the hope that it might
catch her eye.p>
So, when the pathetic procession came
out of the church and moved round into the graveyard,
a hired vehicle from Budmouth was seen coming at great
speed along the open road from Top-o’-Hill.
It stopped at the churchyard gate, and a young man
and woman alighted and entered, the vehicle waiting.
They glided along the path and reached Pierston’s
side just as the body was deposited by the grave.
He did not turn his head. He
knew it was Avice, with Henri Leverre-by
this time, he supposed, her husband. Her remorseful
grief, though silent, seemed to impregnate the atmosphere
with its heaviness. Perceiving that they had
not expected him to be there Pierston edged back;
and when the service was over he kept still further
aloof, an act of considerateness which she seemed
to appreciate.
Thus, by his own contrivance, neither
Avice nor the young man held communication with Jocelyn
by word or by sign. After the burial they returned
as they had come.
It was supposed that his exposure
that day in the bleakest churchyard in Wessex, telling
upon a distracted mental and bodily condition, had
thrown Pierston into the chill and fever which held
him swaying for weeks between life and death shortly
after his return to town. When he had passed
the crisis, and began to know again that there was
such a state as mental equilibrium and physical calm,
he heard a whispered conversation going on around
him, and the touch of footsteps on the carpet.
The light in the chamber was so subdued that nothing
around him could be seen with any distinctness.
Two living figures were present, a nurse moving about
softly, and a visitor. He discerned that the latter
was feminine, and for the time this was all.
He was recalled to his surroundings
by a voice murmuring the inquiry: ‘Does
the light try your eyes?’
The tones seemed familiar: they
were spoken by the woman who was visiting him.
He recollected them to be Marcia’s, and everything
that had happened before he fell ill came back to
his mind.
‘Are you helping to nurse me, Marcia?’
he asked.
’Yes. I have come up to
stay here till you are better, as you seem to have
no other woman friend who cares whether you are dead
or alive. I am living quite near. I am glad
you have got round the corner. We have been very
anxious.’
‘How good you are!... And-have
you heard of the others?’
’They are married. They
have been here to see you, and are very sorry.
She sat by you, but you did not know her. She
was broken down when she discovered her mother’s
death, which had never once occurred to her as being
imminent. They have gone away again. I thought
it best she should leave, now that you are out of
danger. Now you must be quiet till I come and
talk again.’
Pierston was conscious of a singular
change in himself, which had been revealed by this
slight discourse. He was no longer the same man
that he had hitherto been. The malignant fever,
or his experiences, or both, had taken away something
from him, and put something else in its place.
During the next days, with further
intellectual expansion, he became clearly aware of
what this was. The artistic sense had left him,
and he could no longer attach a definite sentiment
to images of beauty recalled from the past. His
appreciativeness was capable of exercising itself
only on utilitarian matters, and recollection of Avice’s
good qualities alone had any effect on his mind; of
her appearance none at all.
At first he was appalled; and then he said, ‘Thank
God!’
Marcia, who, with something of her
old absolutism, came to his house continually to inquire
and give orders, and to his room to see him every
afternoon, found out for herself in the course of his
convalescence this strange death of the sensuous side
of Jocelyn’s nature. She had said that
Avice was getting extraordinarily handsome, and that
she did not wonder her stepson lost his heart to her-an
inadvertent remark which she immediately regretted,
in fear lest it should agitate him. He merely
answered, however, ’Yes; I suppose she is handsome.
She’s more-a wise girl who will make
a good housewife in time.... I wish you were not
handsome, Marcia.’
‘Why?’
’I don’t quite know why.
Well-it seems a stupid quality to me.
I can’t understand what it is good for any more.’
‘O-I as a woman think there’s
good in it.’
’Is there? Then I have
lost all conception of it. I don’t know
what has happened to me. I only know I don’t
regret it. Robinson Crusoe lost a day in his
illness: I have lost a faculty, for which loss
Heaven be praised!’
There was something pathetic in this
announcement, and Marcia sighed as she said, ‘Perhaps
when you get strong it will come back to you.’
Pierston shook his head. It then
occurred to him that never since the reappearance
of Marcia had he seen her in full daylight, or without
a bonnet and thick veil, which she always retained
on these frequent visits, and that he had been unconsciously
regarding her as the Marcia of their early time, a
fancy which the small change in her voice well sustained.
The stately figure, the good colour, the classical
profile, the rather large handsome nose and somewhat
prominent, regular teeth, the full dark eye, formed
still the Marcia of his imagination; the queenly creature
who had infatuated him when the first Avice was despised
and her successors unknown. It was this old idea
which, in his revolt from beauty, had led to his regret
at her assumed handsomeness. He began wondering
now how much remained of that presentation after forty
years.
‘Why don’t you ever let me see you, Marcia?’
he asked.
’O, I don’t know.
You mean without my bonnet? You have never asked
me to, and I am obliged to wrap up my face with this
wool veil because I suffer so from aches in these
cold winter winds, though a thick veil is awkward
for any one whose sight is not so good as it was.’
The impregnable Marcia’s sight
not so good as it was, and her face in the aching
stage of life: these simple things came as sermons
to Jocelyn.
‘But certainly I will gratify
your curiosity,’ she resumed good-naturedly.
’It is really a compliment that you should still
take that sort of interest in me.’
She had moved round from the dark
side of the room to the lamp-for the daylight
had gone-and she now suddenly took off the
bonnet, veil and all. She stood revealed to his
eyes as remarkably good-looking, considering the lapse
of years.
‘I am-vexed!’
he said, turning his head aside impatiently. ’You
are fair and five-and-thirty-not a day
more. You still suggest beauty. You
won’t do as a chastisement, Marcia!’
’Ah, but I may! To think
that you know woman no better after all this time!’
‘How?’
’To be so easily deceived.
Think: it is lamplight; and your sight is weak
at present; and... Well, I have no reason for
being anything but candid now, God knows! So
I will tell you.... My husband was younger than
myself; and he had an absurd wish to make people think
he had married a young and fresh-looking woman.
To fall in with his vanity I tried to look it.
We were often in Paris, and I became as skilled in
beautifying artifices as any passee wife of the
Faubourg St. Germain. Since his death I have
kept up the practice, partly because the vice is almost
ineradicable, and partly because I found that it helped
me with men in bringing up his boy on small means.
At this moment I am frightfully made up. But
I can cure that. I’ll come in to-morrow
morning, if it is bright, just as I really am; you’ll
find that Time has not disappointed you. Remember
I am as old as yourself; and I look it.’
The morrow came, and with it Marcia,
quite early, as she had promised. It happened
to be sunny, and shutting the bedroom door she went
round to the window, where she uncovered immediately,
in his full view, and said, ’See if I am satisfactory
now-to you who think beauty vain. The
rest of me-and it is a good deal-lies
on my dressing-table at home. I shall never put
it on again-never!’
But she was a woman; and her lips
quivered, and there was a tear in her eye, as she
exposed the ruthless treatment to which she had subjected
herself. The cruel morning rays-as
with Jocelyn under Avice’s scrutiny-showed
in their full bareness, unenriched by addition, undisguised
by the arts of colour and shade, the thin remains of
what had once been Marcia’s majestic bloom.
She stood the image and superscription of Age-an
old woman, pale and shrivelled, her forehead ploughed,
her cheek hollow, her hair white as snow. To this
the face he once kissed had been brought by the raspings,
chisellings, scourgings, bakings, freezings of forty
invidious years-by the thinkings of more
than half a lifetime.
‘I am sorry if I shock you,’
she went on huskily but firmly, as he did not speak.
’But the moth frets the garment somewhat in such
an interval.’
’Yes-yes!...
Marcia, you are a brave woman. You have the courage
of the great women of history. I can no longer
love; but I admire you from my soul!’
’Don’t say I am great.
Say I have begun to be passably honest. It is
more than enough.’
’Well-I’ll
say nothing then, more than how wonderful it is that
a woman should have been able to put back the clock
of Time thirty years!’
‘It shames me now, Jocelyn.
I shall never do it any more!’
As soon as he was strong enough he
got her to take him round to his studio in a carriage.
The place had been kept aired, but the shutters were
shut, and they opened them themselves. He looked
round upon the familiar objects-some complete
and matured, the main of them seedlings, grafts, and
scions of beauty, waiting for a mind to grow to perfection
in.
‘No-I don’t
like them!’ he said, turning away. ’They
are as ugliness to me! I don’t feel a single
touch of kin with or interest in any one of them whatever.’
‘Jocelyn-this is sad.’
‘No-not at all.’
He went again towards the door. ’Now let
me look round.’ He looked back, Marcia
remaining silent. ’The Aphrodites-how
I insulted her fair form by those failures!-the
Freyjas, the Nymphs and Fauns, Eves, Avices,
and other innumerable Well-Beloveds-I want
to see them never any more!... “Instead
of sweet smell there shall be stink, and there shall
be burning instead of beauty,” said the prophet.’
And they came away. On another
afternoon they went to the National Gallery, to test
his taste in paintings, which had formerly been good.
As she had expected, it was just the same with him
there. He saw no more to move him, he declared,
in the time-defying presentations of Perugino, Titian,
Sebastiano, and other statuesque creators than in the
work of the pavement artist they had passed on their
way.
‘It is strange!’ said she.
’I don’t regret it.
That fever has killed a faculty which has, after all,
brought me my greatest sorrows, if a few little pleasures.
Let us be gone.’
He was now so well advanced in convalescence
that it was deemed a most desirable thing to take
him down into his native air. Marcia agreed to
accompany him. ‘I don’t see why I
shouldn’t,’ said she. ’An old
friendless woman like me, and you an old friendless
man.’
‘Yes. Thank Heaven I am
old at last. The curse is removed.’
It may be shortly stated here that
after his departure for the isle Pierston never again
saw his studio or its contents. He had been down
there but a brief while when, finding his sense of
beauty in art and nature absolutely extinct, he directed
his agent in town to disperse the whole collection;
which was done. His lease of the building was
sold, and in the course of time another sculptor won
admiration there from those who knew not Joseph.
The next year his name figured on the retired list
of Academicians.
As time went on he grew as well as
one of his age could expect to be after such a blasting
illness, but remained on the isle, in the only house
he now possessed, a comparatively small one at the
top of the Street of Wells. A growing sense of
friendship which it would be foolish to interrupt
led him to take a somewhat similar house for Marcia
quite near, and remove her furniture thither from
Sandbourne. Whenever the afternoon was fine he
would call for her and they would take a stroll together
towards the Beal, or the ancient Castle, seldom going
the whole way, his sciatica and her rheumatism effectually
preventing them, except in the driest atmospheres.
He had now changed his style of dress entirely, appearing
always in a homely suit of local make, and of the
fashion of thirty years before, the achievement of
a tailoress at East Quarriers. He also let his
iron-grey beard grow as it would, and what little
hair he had left from the baldness which had followed
the fever. And thus, numbering in years but two-and-sixty,
he might have passed for seventy-five.
Though their early adventure as lovers
had happened so long ago, its history had become known
in the isle with mysterious rapidity and fulness of
detail. The gossip to which its bearing on their
present friendship gave rise was the subject of their
conversation on one of these walks along the cliffs.
’It is extraordinary what an
interest our neighbours take in our affairs,’
he observed. ’They say “those old
folk ought to marry; better late than never.”
That’s how people are-wanting to round
off other people’s histories in the best machine-made
conventional manner.’
‘Yes. They keep on about it to me, too,
indirectly.’
’Do they! I believe a deputation
will wait upon us some morning, requesting in the
interests of matchmaking that we will please to get
married as soon as possible.... How near we were
to doing it forty years ago, only you were so independent!
I thought you would have come back and was much surprised
that you didn’t.’
’My independent ideas were not
blameworthy in me, as an islander, though as a kimberlin
young lady perhaps they would have been. There
was simply no reason from an islander’s point
of view why I should come back, since no result threatened
from our union; and I didn’t. My father
kept that view before me, and I bowed to his judgment.’
’And so the island ruled our
destinies, though we were not on it. Yes-we
are in hands not our own.... Did you ever tell
your husband?’
‘No.’
‘Did he ever hear anything?’
‘Not that I am aware.’
Calling upon her one day, he found
her in a state of great discomfort. In certain
gusty winds the chimneys of the little house she had
taken here smoked intolerably, and one of these winds
was blowing then. Her drawing-room fire could
not be kept burning, and rather than let a woman who
suffered from rheumatism shiver fireless he asked her
to come round and lunch with him as she had often
done before. As they went he thought, not for
the first time, how needless it was that she should
be put to this inconvenience by their occupying two
houses, when one would better suit their now constant
companionship, and disembarrass her of the objectionable
chimneys. Moreover, by marrying Marcia, and establishing
a parental relation with the young people, the rather
delicate business of his making them a regular allowance
would become a natural proceeding.
And so the zealous wishes of the neighbours
to give a geometrical shape to their story were fulfilled
almost in spite of the chief parties themselves.
When he put the question to her distinctly, Marcia
admitted that she had always regretted the imperious
decision of her youth; and she made no ado about accepting
him.
‘I have no love to give, you
know, Marcia,’ he said. ’But such
friendship as I am capable of is yours till the end.’
’It is nearly the same with
me-perhaps not quite. But, like the
other people, I have somehow felt, and you will understand
why, that I ought to be your wife before I die.’
It chanced that a day or two before
the ceremony, which was fixed to take place very shortly
after the foregoing conversation, Marcia’s rheumatism
suddenly became acute. The attack promised, however,
to be only temporary, owing to some accidental exposure
of herself in making preparations for removal, and
as they thought it undesirable to postpone their union
for such a reason, Marcia, after being well wrapped
up, was wheeled into the church in a chair.
A month thereafter, when they were
sitting at breakfast one morning, Marcia exclaimed
‘Well-good heavens!’ while reading
a letter she had just received from Avice, who was
living with her husband in a house Pierston had bought
for them at Sandbourne.
Jocelyn looked up.
’Why-Avice says she
wants to be separated from Henri! Did you ever
hear of such a thing! She’s coming here
about it to-day.’
‘Separated? What does the
child mean!’ Pierston read the letter.
‘Ridiculous nonsense!’ he continued.
’She doesn’t know what she wants.
I say she sha’n’t be separated! Tell
her so, and there’s an end of it. Why-how
long have they been married? Not twelve months.
What will she say when they have been married twenty
years!’
Marcia remained reflecting. ’I
think that remorseful feeling she unluckily has at
times, of having disobeyed her mother, and caused her
death, makes her irritable,’ she murmured.
‘Poor child!’
Lunch-time had hardly come when Avice
arrived, looking very tearful and excited. Marcia
took her into an inner room, had a conversation with
her, and they came out together.
‘O it’s nothing,’
said Marcia. ’I tell her she must go back
directly she has had some luncheon.’
‘Ah, that’s all very well!’
sobbed Avice. ’B-b-but if you had been
m-married so long as I have, y-you wouldn’t say
go back like that!’
‘What is it all about?’ inquired Pierston.
’He said that if he were to
die I-I-should be looking out
for somebody with fair hair and grey eyes, just-just
to spite him in his grave, because he’s dark,
and he’s quite sure I don’t like dark people!
And then he said-But I won’t be so
treacherous as to tell any more about him! I
wish-’
’Avice, your mother did this
very thing. And she went back to her husband.
Now you are to do the same. Let me see; there
is a train-’
‘She must have something to eat first.
Sit down, dear.’
The question was settled by the arrival
of Henri himself at the end of luncheon, with a very
anxious and pale face. Pierston went off to a
business meeting, and left the young couple to adjust
their differences in their own way.
His business was, among kindred undertakings
which followed the extinction of the Well-Beloved
and other ideals, to advance a scheme for the closing
of the old natural fountains in the Street of Wells,
because of their possible contamination, and supplying
the townlet with water from pipes, a scheme that was
carried out at his expense, as is well known.
He was also engaged in acquiring some old moss-grown,
mullioned Elizabethan cottages, for the purpose of
pulling them down because they were damp; which he
afterwards did, and built new ones with hollow walls,
and full of ventilators.
At present he is sometimes mentioned
as ‘the late Mr. Pierston’ by gourd-like
young art-critics and journalists; and his productions
are alluded to as those of a man not without genius,
whose powers were insufficiently recognized in his
lifetime.