By Tom
Godwin
The cruiser vanished back into hyperspace
and he was alone in the observation bubble, ten thousand
light-years beyond the galaxy’s outermost sun.
He looked out the windows at the gigantic sea of emptiness
around him and wondered again what the danger had been
that had so terrified the men before him.
Of one thing he was already certain;
he would find that nothing was waiting outside the
bubble to kill him. The first bubble attendant
had committed suicide and the second was a mindless
maniac on the Earthbound cruiser but it must have
been something inside the bubble that had caused it.
Or else they had imagined it all.
He went across the small room, his
magnetized soles loud on the thin metal floor in the
bubble’s silence. He sat down in the single
chair, his weight very slight in the feeble artificial
gravity, and reviewed the known facts.
The bubble was a project of Earth’s
Galactic Observation Bureau, positioned there to gather
data from observations that could not be made from
within the galaxy. Since metallic mass affected
the hypersensitive instruments the bubble had been
made as small and light as possible. It was for
that reason that it could accommodate only one attendant.
The Bureau had selected Horne as the
bubble’s first attendant and the cruiser left
him there for his six months’ period of duty.
When it made its scheduled return with his replacement
he was found dead from a tremendous overdose of sleeping
pills. On the table was his daily-report log
and his last entry, made three months before:
I haven’t attended to the
instruments for a long time because it hates us and
doesn’t want us here. It hates me the most
of all and keeps trying to get into the bubble to
kill me. I can hear it whenever I stop and listen
and I know it won’t be long. I’m afraid
of it and I want to be asleep when it comes.
But I’ll have to make it soon because I have
only twenty sleeping pills left and if
The sentence was never finished.
According to the temperature recording instruments
in the bubble his body ceased radiating heat that same
night.
The bubble was cleaned, fumigated,
and inspected inside and out. No sign of any
inimical entity or force could be found.
Silverman was Horne’s replacement.
When the cruiser returned six months later bringing
him, Green, to be Silverman’s replacement, Silverman
was completely insane. He babbled about something
that had been waiting outside the bubble to kill him
but his nearest to a rational statement was to say
once, when asked for the hundredth time what he had
seen:
“Nothing you can’t
really see it. But you feel it watching you and
you hear it trying to get in to kill you. One
time I bumped the wall and for God’s
sake take me away from it take
me back to Earth ...”
Then he had tried to hide under the
captain’s desk and the ship’s doctor had
led him away.
The bubble was minutely examined again
and the cruiser employed every detector device it
possessed to search surrounding space for light-years
in all directions. Nothing was found.
When it was time for the new replacement
to be transferred to the bubble he reported to Captain
McDowell.
“Everything is ready, Green,”
McDowell said. “You are the next one.”
His shaggy gray eyebrows met in a scowl. “It
would be better if they would let me select the replacement
instead of them.”
He flushed with a touch of resentment
and said, “The Bureau found my intelligence
and initiative of thought satisfactory.”
“I know the characteristics
you don’t need. What they ought to have
is somebody like one of my engine room roustabouts,
too ignorant to get scared and too dumb to go nuts.
Then we could get a sane report six months from now
instead of the ravings of a maniac.”
“I suggest,” he said stiffly,
“that you reserve judgement until that time
comes, sir.”
And that was all he knew about the
danger, real or imaginary, that had driven two men
into insanity. He would have six months in which
to find the answer. Six months minus
He looked at the chronometer and saw that twenty minutes
had passed since he left the cruiser. Somehow,
it seemed much longer ...
He moved to light a cigarette and
his metal soles scraped the floor with the same startling
loudness he had noticed before. The bubble was
as silent as a tomb.
It was not much larger than a tomb;
a sphere eighteen feet in diameter, made of thin sheet
steel and criss-crossed outside with narrow reinforcing
girders to keep the internal air pressure from rupturing
it. The floor under him was six feet up from
the sphere’s bottom and the space beneath held
the air regenerator and waste converter units, the
storage batteries and the food cabinets. The compartment
in which he sat contained chair, table, a narrow cot,
banks of dials, a remote-control panel for operating
the instruments mounted outside the hull, a microfilm
projector, and a pair of exerciser springs attached
to one wall. That was all.
There was no means of communication
since a hyperspace communicator would have affected
the delicate instruments with its radiations but there
was a small microfilm library to go with the projector
so that he should be able to pass away the time pleasantly
enough.
But it was not the fear of boredom
that was behind the apprehension he could already
feel touching at his mind. It had not been boredom
that had turned Horne into a suicide and Silverman
into
Something cracked sharply behind him,
like a gunshot in the stillness, and he leaped to
his feet, whirling to face it.
It was only a metal reel of data tape
that had dropped out of the spectrum analyzer into
the storage tray.
His heart was thumping fast and his
attempt to laugh at his nervousness sounded hollow
and mirthless. Something inside or outside the
bubble had driven two men insane with its threat and
now that he was irrevocably exiled in the bubble,
himself, he could no longer dismiss their fear as
products of their imagination. Both of them had
been rational, intelligent men, as carefully selected
by the Observation Bureau as he had been.
He set in to search the bubble, overlooking
nothing. When he crawled down into the lower
compartment he hesitated then opened the longest blade
of his knife before searching among the dark recesses
down there. He found nothing, not even a speck
of dust.
Back in his chair again he began to
doubt his first conviction. Perhaps there really
had been some kind of an invisible force or entity
outside the bubble. Both Horne and Silverman
had said that “it” had tried to get in
to kill them.
They had been very definite about that part.
There were six windows around the
bubble’s walls, set there to enable the attendant
to see all the outside-mounted instruments and dials.
He went to them to look out, one by one, and from
all of them he saw the same vast emptiness that surrounded
him. The galaxy his galaxy was
so far away that its stars were like dust. In
the other directions the empty gulf was so wide that
galaxies and clusters of galaxies were tiny, feeble
specks of light shining across it.
All around him was a void so huge
that galaxies were only specks in it....
Who could know what forces or dangers
might be waiting out there?
A light blinked, reminding him it
was time to attend to his duties. The job required
an hour and he was nervous and not yet hungry when
he had finished. He went to the exerciser springs
on the wall and performed a work-out that left him
tired and sweating but which, at least, gave him a
small appetite.
The day passed, and the next.
He made another search of the bubble’s interior
with the same results as before. He felt almost
sure, then, that there was nothing in the bubble with
him. He established a routine of work, pastime
and sleep that made the first week pass fairly comfortably
but for the gnawing worry in his mind that something
invisible was lurking just outside the windows.
Then one day he accidentally kicked
the wall with his metal shoe tip.
It made a sound like that from kicking
a tight-stretched section of tin and it seemed to
him it gave a little from the impact, as tin would
do. He realized for the first time how thin it
was how deadly, dangerously thin.
According to the specifications he
had read it was only one-sixteenth of an inch thick.
It was as thin as cardboard.
He sat down with pencil and paper
and began calculating. The bubble had a surface
area of 146,500 square inches and the internal air
pressure was fourteen pounds to the square inch.
Which meant that the thin metal skin contained a total
pressure of 2,051,000 pounds.
Two million pounds.
The bubble in which he sat was a bomb,
waiting to explode the instant any section of the
thin metal weakened.
It was supposed to be an alloy so
extremely strong that it had a high safety factor
but he could not believe that any metal so thin could
be so strong. It was all right for engineers
sitting safely on Earth to speak of high safety factors
but his life depended upon the fragile wall not cracking.
It made a lot of difference.
The next day he thought he felt the
hook to which the exerciser spring was attached crack
loose from where it was welded to the wall. He
inspected the base of the hook closely and there seemed
to be a fine, hairline fracture appearing around it.
He held his ear to it, listening for
any sound of a leak. It was not leaking yet but
it could commence doing so at any time. He looked
out the windows at the illimitable void that was waiting
to absorb his pitiful little supply of air and he
thought of the days he had hauled and jerked at the
springs with all his strength, not realizing the damage
he was doing.
There was a sick feeling in his stomach
for the rest of the day and he returned again and
again to examine the hairline around the hook.
The next day he discovered an even
more serious threat: the thin skin of the bubble
had been spot-welded to the outside reinforcing girders.
Such welding often created hard, brittle
spots that would soon crystallize from continued movement and
there was a slight temperature difference in the bubble
between his working and sleeping hours that would
daily produce a contraction and expansion of the skin.
Especially when he used the little cooking burner.
He quit using the burner for any purpose
and began a daily inspection of every square inch
of the bubble’s walls, marking with white chalk
all the welding spots that appeared to be definitely
weakened. Each day he found more to mark and
soon the little white circles were scattered across
the walls wherever he looked.
When he was not working at examining
the walls he could feel the windows watching him,
like staring eyes. Out of self defense he would
have to go to them and stare back at the emptiness.
Space was alien; coldly, deadly, alien.
He was a tiny spark of life in a hostile sea of Nothing
and there was no one to help him. The Nothing
outside was waiting day and night for the most infinitesimal
leak or crack in the walls; the Nothing that had been
waiting out there since time without beginning and
would wait for time without end.
Sometimes he would touch his finger
to the wall and think, Death is out there, only
one-sixteenth of an inch away. His first fears
became a black and terrible conviction: the bubble
could not continue to resist the attack for long.
It had already lasted longer than it should have.
Two million pounds of pressure wanted out and all the
sucking Nothing of intergalactic space wanted in.
And only a thin skin of metal, rotten with brittle
welding spots, stood between them.
It wanted in the Nothing
wanted in. He knew, then, that Horne and Silverman
had not been insane. It wanted in and someday
it would get in. When it did it would explode
him and jerk out his guts and lungs. Not until
that happened, not until the Nothing filled the bubble
and enclosed his hideous, turned-inside-out body would
it ever be content ...
He had long since quit wearing the
magnetized shoes, afraid the vibration of them would
weaken the bubble still more. And he began noticing
sections where the bubble did not seem to be perfectly
concave, as though the rolling mill had pressed the
metal too thin in places and it was swelling out like
an over-inflated balloon.
He could not remember when he had
last attended to the instruments. Nothing was
important but the danger that surrounded him.
He knew the danger was rapidly increasing because
whenever he pressed his ear to the wall he could hear
the almost inaudible tickings and vibrations as the
bubble’s skin contracted or expanded and the
Nothing tapped and searched with its empty fingers
for a flaw or crack that it could tear into a leak.
But the windows were far the worst,
with the Nothing staring in at him day and night.
There was no escape from it. He could feel it
watching him, malignant and gloating, even when he
hid his eyes in his hands.
The time came when he could stand
it no longer. The cot had a blanket and he used
that together with all his spare clothes to make a
tent stretching from the table to the first instrument
panel. When he crawled under it he found that
the lower half of one window could still see him.
He used the clothes he was wearing to finish the job
and it was much better then, hiding there in the concealing
darkness where the Nothing could not see him.
He did not mind going naked the
temperature regulators in the bubble never let it
get too cold.
He had no conception of time from
then on. He emerged only when necessary to bring
more food into his tent. He could still hear the
Nothing tapping and sucking in its ceaseless search
for a flaw and he made such émergences as brief
as possible, wishing that he did not have to come
out at all. Maybe if he could hide in his tent
for a long time and never make a sound it would get
tired and go away ...
Sometimes he thought of the cruiser
and wished they would come for him but most of the
time he thought of the thing that was outside, trying
to get in to kill him. When the strain became
too great he would draw himself up in the position
he had once occupied in his mother’s womb and
pretend he had never left Earth. It was easier
there.
But always, before very long, the
bubble would tick or whisper and he would freeze in
terror, thinking, This time it’s coming in
...
Then one day, suddenly, two men were
peering under his tent at him.
One of them said, “My God again!”
and he wondered what he meant. But they were
very nice to him and helped him put on his clothes.
Later, in the cruiser, everything was hazy and they
kept asking him what he was afraid of.
“What was it what did you find?”
He tried hard to think so he could explain it.
“It was it was Nothing.”
“What were you and Horne and
Silverman afraid of what was it?”
the voice demanded insistently.
“I told you,” he said. “Nothing.”
They stared at him and the haziness
cleared a little as he saw they did not understand.
He wanted them to believe him because what he told
them was so very true.
“It wanted to kill us.
Please can’t you believe me?
It was waiting outside the bubble to kill us.”
But they kept staring and he knew
they didn’t believe him. They didn’t
want to believe him ...
Everything turned hazy again and he
started to cry. He was glad when the doctor took
his hand to lead him away ...
The bubble was carefully inspected,
inside and out, and nothing was found. When it
was time for Green’s replacement to be transferred
to it Larkin reported to Captain McDowell.
“Everything is ready, Larkin,”
McDowell said. “You’re the next one.
I wish we knew what the danger is.” He
scowled. “I still think one of my roustabouts
from the engine room might give us a sane report six
months from now instead of the babblings we’ll
get from you.”
He felt his face flush and he said
stiffly, “I suggest, sir, that you not jump
to conclusions until that time comes.”
The cruiser vanished back into hyperspace
and he was alone inside the observation bubble, ten
thousand light-years beyond the galaxy’s outermost
sun. He looked out the windows at the gigantic
sea of emptiness around him and wondered again what
the danger had been that had so terrified the men
before him.
Of one thing he was already certain;
he would find that nothing was waiting outside the
bubble to kill him ...