Everyone dressed quickly and quietly,
found his Prayer-Book somewhere in the far depths
of his kit-bag, and ran down to sit on the sea wall
and wait for Akela and the last Cub or two (the ones
whose boots had got lost, or who were so fussy about
parting their hair, etc., that dressing took
rather a long time).
Very reverently they went into church,
and very quietly came out again and up to the field.
Breakfast, a run round the field to
let off steam, and then down to the shore for a bathe.
In the afternoon every Cub got hold
of a piece of paper and a pencil, and sat, lay, knelt,
or squatted in some corner, his tongue well out and
his brow furrowed with thought, to write home.
Some wrote very private letters, all
on their own, and didn’t give the show away
even to ask how to spell the hardest words, like “library”
(which might just as well be “lybary,”
or “librurry,” or “lieberry").
Of course, library, in some form or other, came into
all their letters, because they all wanted to tell
about the adventure of going to Quarr Abbey.
Some Cubs, sacrificing the privateness of their letters,
decided that if Akela or Godmother did the writing,
while they did the saying what, it would be
much quicker, and much more could be told to “mother
and all at home.” So they brought their
paper and pencils, and asked Akela to do it in “proper,
quick writing.” They told everything even
what they had had for dinner each day, and one said
his bed at camp was much “comfortabler”
than his bed at home.
After tea there was a little cricket
practice and some tree-climbing, and then supper and,
of course, night prayers. And then, feeling as
if they had lived in camp all their lives, instead
of only five days, the Cubs walked contentedly down
the hill to bed.
Patsy, as usual, was having a free
ride on Akela’s back, and he was certainly quite
a lot heavier than the first day.
Before long everyone was established
in the Coach-house and the candle lighted.
“To-night,” said Akela,
“I’m going to tell you about a very Cubby
Saint. I know he would have loved Cubs, because
he loved small boys and wild animals; in fact, a certain
wolf was a great friend of his; and he thought it
worth while, once, to preach a beautiful sermon to
a flock of birds. He was always laughing or singing
or doing something Cubby, and he had ideas he used
to teach his followers, very much like our Cub Law
and Motto. His name was St. Francis of Assisi.
Now listen, for I specially want you to make friends
with St. Francis, because I love him very much.”
THE STORY OF ST. FRANCIS I
There was once a boy called Francis,
who lived in a curious old town in the mountains of
Italy. The town was called Assisi. It was
all funny little up-and-down streets and flights of
long, crooked stone steps; and there was a wall all
round (to keep enemies out), and big gates in the
wall that were closed at night. The purple hills
and mountains spread away as far as you could see
beneath a blue, blue sky, and all round the city there
were vineyards, and lovely little rocky paths winding
about among the silvery olive-trees.
Francis was the son of a rich merchant
called Peter Bernardone. He was a regular Cubby
boy always laughing and singing, ready for
mischief, but still more ready to do anyone a good
turn. He was Peter Bernardone’s only son,
and he had a jolly good time of it, because his father
had made up his mind that young Francis should make
a success of life, and end by being a great man in
the town. He used to smile to himself and rub
his hands together as he saw what a clever, handsome
boy Francis was growing up into, and how everybody
loved him, and how he was always the ringleader in
all the fun. As Francis grew to be a young man
his father would encourage him to give lots of feasts
to his friends, not minding how much they cost, and
it pleased him to see that it was always Francis who
was the life of these feasts, making jokes, leading
cheerful singsongs, enjoying himself no end, and making
everyone else enjoy themselves. But while Peter
Bernardone chuckled to see young Francis so gay and
popular, Francis’ mother, Pica, used to notice
little things that made her happy too, only in a different
way. She noticed that Francis never really gave
in to himself, like his wild friends; never overate
himself in a greedy way or drank enough wine to make
him drunk; never thought it funny to tell nasty stories
or swear; and if ever God’s name was mentioned,
it seemed to make him serious for a moment. “One
day,” she said, “he will become a son of
God.” But her friends thought it a silly
remark to make, for Francis seemed to be living just
to please himself and have a jolly time. But
mothers are generally right in what they prophesy
about their sons, and Pica’s remark was really
a very true one. This story is all about how
Francis gave up being a rich merchant’s son
and became a poor man who found all his joy and his
riches in calling God his Father.
The change did not come easily, and a great many wonderful
adventures befell him, which I am going to tell you
now.
It all began with a war between Assisi
and another city. Of course, Francis and his
pals joined in the fray and thought it great sport,
till they got captured and carried off prisoners.
It was not sport at all being shut up in stuffy old
houses with only a little food and nothing to do.
Francis used to cheer them up with troubadour songs
and stories. But although he always seemed so
cheerful, it was doing great harm to his health, and
when, after a year, the prisoners were freed and returned
to Assisi, Francis became very ill indeed. So
ill was he that he came near dying, and this experience
of nearly passing out into the next life made him
begin to think seriously. When he was well enough
to go out, walking slowly with a stick because of
his weakness, he felt that life could never be quite
the same; he must do something, take a man’s
place in the world.
Well, the chance soon came, for all
the young Christian men were called out to fight in
a Crusade. A certain nobleman of Assisi started
getting up a party, and Francis decided to join him.
He soon had all his kit armour, a bright
sword, a good horse, and all complete; and with a
gay heart, full of a thirst for adventure and a determination
to do great things, he waited impatiently for the
start. He had been rather puzzled as to what
to do with himself, and now he felt he had hit on the
right plan. So it was a bit of a surprise when,
his very first night away, something happened which
unsettled his mind altogether and made him feel it
was not God’s will that he should go to the Crusades.
The night before the party set out
Francis had had a very curious dream, about a beautiful
palace, all hung round with knightly arms, which a
mysterious voice told him was for him and his followers.
This made him so happy that the next day, when someone
asked him what good fortune he had had, he replied
that now he knew for certain he was to be a great
prince and leader of men. But the next night,
as he lay in the hostelry on the first halt along
the road, something still more strange happened.
He was not asleep, and yet, through the still darkness,
he heard the mysterious voice of his dream, and it
said: “Francis, whom is it better to serve,
the lord or the servant?” “Surely it is
better to serve the lord,” replied Francis,
softly, into the dark. And the voice answered:
“Why, then, dost thou make a lord of the servant?”
Then it all seemed to flash on Francis, and he felt
sure this was a Voice from heaven, and he replied
very humbly: “Lord, what dost Thou wish
me to do?” And the Voice said: “Return
to the land of thy birth, and there it will be told
thee what thou shalt do; for it may behove thee to
give another meaning to thy dream.” He
felt so positive that the Voice was from heaven, that
he felt he simply could not disobey it. So, although
it cost him a lot to do it, he turned his horse’s
head northwards and rode home.
There was nothing to do now but wait
for God to show him His Will. He tried to settle
down again to his old life of feasting and gaiety,
but somehow he couldn’t throw himself into it.
There was something he was feeling after, but he didn’t
know what.
One day something happened which was
the beginning of great things.
Francis had been out for a ride beyond
the city. As he turned his horse’s head
homewards and rode slowly back towards the golden sunset,
he suddenly saw, a little way ahead, something that
made him shudder and almost turn aside on to another
path. It was a poor leper, his filthy rags only
half covering his wretched body, with its horrible
running sores. His face was swollen and disfigured,
and his eyes full of the frightened misery of a hunted
animal. Now, seeing lepers always made Francis
feel quite sick. He hated horrible sights.
But somehow, to-night, a new feeling woke up in him a
sudden feeling of brotherhood with this poor man,
almost of love for him. It was such terribly bad
luck that he had caught leprosy and become a ghastly
sight, so that he could not earn any money nor come
near the town. Francis felt in his wallet for
a silver piece to give him, and then he thought how
sad it must be to have money flung at you by strangers,
who passed by with head turned away because they loathed
the very sight of you. How the lepers must long
for just a friendly look, a smile! A great idea
suddenly leapt up in Francis’s mind, and it
took all his courage not to give in to himself.
As he came up with the leper, he jumped off his horse,
took a silver piece from his pocket, and held it out
to the man. The leper, full of surprise, held
out his poor swollen stump of a hand, with several
fingers already rotted away, to take the coin.
But meeting the man’s eyes, and seeing in them
the look of hunger for friendship, Francis took the
poor hand in his, as he would the hand of his friend,
pressed the coin into it, and then, stooping, pressed
his lips upon it in a kiss. Then, with his heart
full of joy, he remounted his horse and rode home.
With that kiss a wonderful new idea
had sprung up in Francis’s heart a
sense of love for the poor, of longing not only to
help them, but to share their very lives, to be one
of them. At first he tried to satisfy his longing
to help them by making great feasts and serving his
poor guests with his own hands. One day he went
on a pilgrimage to Rome, and as he saw the crowd of
beggars clustering round a certain shrine in hope
that the pilgrims would give them money, he longed
to become just one of them. So, taking one of
them aside, he exchanged his fine clothes with the
beggar for his dirty rags, and spent the whole day
with his poor brothers in the dust and the scorching
sun, enjoying the sense of being a mere outcast to
whom rich men threw ha’pence.
Still, when he returned to his home
he was as puzzled as ever as to what he should do.
He took to spending long hours at prayer in a certain
cave begging God to make known His Will; and at last
God answered his prayer, and I will tell you how.
Francis had been for a long walk outside
the city, and as he returned along the stony little
mountain paths, the evening sunlight dazzling his
eyes, and the olive-trees whispering to each other
in the soft evening air, he noticed a tumble-down
little wayside church. Something made him stop
and turn in.
It was very dim and cool and quiet.
There was no one there except God.
A lamp burned with a feeble flicker in the sanctuary.
Francis knelt down and began to pray. Then, out
of the stillness a strange, wonderful Voice spoke
his name “Francis.”
He knew directly Whose Voice it was Our
Blessed Lord’s. “Yes, Lord,”
he answered, his heart beating rather fast, though
he felt very happy. “Francis, go and repair
My church, which thou seest falling,” said the
Voice. Then all was still.
The tones of that Voice seemed to
vibrate through and through Francis. He was filled
with a great desire to obey to do anything,
anything Our Lord wanted. “Repair My church,”
He had said. He must mean this poor little tumble-down
house of His, that was certainly on the point of falling.
So Francis jumped up from his knees and went out into
the sunlight very happy. He found the old priest,
who lived in a poor little house near by, and, telling
him the wonderful thing that had happened, gave him
all the money he had, and promised to return soon with
enough to rebuild the church. Then he hurried
home.
His father was away on a journey.
So Francis went down to the warehouse and picked out
the most costly bale of rich stuff he could find.
Then he took a good horse, and, putting the bale of
stuff on his back, set out for the town of Foligno.
Here he sold both the stuff and the horse, and returned
with a good sum of money. Full of joy, he hurried
along the little mountain path to the old priest’s
house, and held out the heavy purse of gold to him.
But the priest was afraid to accept it, for he was
not at all sure that Francis’s father would be
pleased about it. Francis was disappointed.
He had got the money for the church, and certainly
wasn’t going to carry it home again; so he threw
it into the deep recess of one of the windows of the
little church, and left it there. Then he told
the priest he meant to stay, for here Our Lord had
spoken to him, and he must stay and see to the building
of the church.
The old priest was very kind, and
let Francis share his little house and his poor fare,
and Francis began to feel like a kind of hermit, living
a life of prayer.
Meanwhile Peter Bernardone returned
from his journey. When he heard what Francis
had done, and his new, mad idea of living like a hermit
on the mountain-side, he was furiously angry.
Taking a stick in his hand, he set out, saying he
would teach the young fool a good lesson and bring
him home. But one of the servants ran ahead by
a short cut and warned Francis. Francis had no
wish to meet his angry father armed with a stout stick,
so he fled and hid himself in a cave, and Peter Bernardone
had to go home again, even angrier than he set out.
For about ten days Francis stayed in hiding, the servant
bringing him food. He spent this time in prayer.
This made him braver, and he began to think that he
had been a “funk” to run away and hide
and not face the music, so he decided to make up for
it by being braver.
His time of hiding in the dark, dirty
cave, with little food, had made him look thin, untidy,
and a bit of a scarecrow. The people of Assisi
had heard what he had done, and they decided he must
have gone mad. So when he appeared in the city
the boys began throwing stones and rubbish at him,
and calling after him. Francis bore it all patiently,
and felt rather a hero. But presently Peter Bernardone
discovered that his son was being insulted in the
streets. It filled him with rage, and he rushed
out, dragged Francis indoors, gave him a good flogging
and shut him up in a little cell. Here he had
to stay for some time, until his father went on another
journey and his mother let him out. Of course,
he went straight back to the little church on the hill-side,
and here, when his father came back, he found him.
Peter Bernardone stormed at him and demanded the money
back, but Francis would not give it, saying he had
given it to God. So Peter Bernardone went to the
Bishop about it. The matter came up at the Bishop’s
Court, and the Bishop had to tell Francis to give
back the money. Bernardone was so angry with his
son that he then and there disinherited him, and said
he would not own him as his son any more. So
Francis took off his very clothes and gave them back
to his father, saying, “Now will I say no more
Peter Bernardone is my father, but only ‘Our
Father Who art in heaven.’” So, taking
the bundle of clothes, old Bernardone stalked out
of the Court.
Someone fetched Francis a rough habit,
such as was worn by the farm-hands. On this Francis
chalked a big cross, and, putting it on, stepped out
joyfully, feeling that at last he was free to serve
God, in whatever way He wanted him to, and share the
life of the poor.
He felt somehow that he must get right
away, alone; so he started walking up over the mountains,
not caring where he went. Soon he was right up
among the pines, and as night fell he found it was
pretty cold, for the winter’s snow still lay
in the deep shade of the trees. But he was so
happy that he did not care for anything, and as he
went he sang aloud for joy.
Then, suddenly, out of the dark wood
a band of robbers pounced on him. “Who
are you?” they cried. “I am the herald
of the great King!” answered Francis. So
they stripped him of his habit, and threw him in a
ditch full of snow.
Luckily, the next day he found a friend
in a town the other side of the mountains, who gave
him a pilgrim’s cloak, a pair of shoes, and a
staff. Then, after a bit more wandering, St.
Francis returned to the little church and settled
down with the old priest, meaning now in good earnest
to build up the church.
Since he had no money to buy what
was needed, the only thing was to beg. So he
went out in the streets begging for stones to build
up the little church. The poor people were very
kind, and gave him stones, and some of them came and
helped, and soon they and Francis together had begun
rebuilding the walls. Every day Francis went begging,
and sometimes it was very hard not to give in to
himself and go skulking down a side-street when
he saw a group of his old friends ahead. But he
went bravely on, and faced their stares and laughter.
One day it struck Francis that he
ought not to be eating the old priest’s scanty
store of food, which he noticed his kind old friend
used to cook and try and prepare as nicely as possible
for him. This was not what a true lover of poverty
should do. “Rise up, thou lazy one,”
he said to himself, “and go begging from door
to door the leavings of the table.” So,
taking a big dish, he went round the houses of the
townspeople asking for scraps. They gave him broken
bits of messy old food, and he returned with his dish
full. But when he sat down to supper he didn’t
feel at all like eating from that pile of scraps the
very thought made him feel quite sick. But he
was learning to conquer himself, and by the time the
meal was done he felt he had really accomplished something,
and was at last really a poor man and ready to live
on what God’s mercy would give him from day to
day.
All this time he had been praying
a great deal, and learning to know God very much better.
More and more he felt that God meant to use him for
something special what he did not
know.
At last the little grey church was
all built up new and strong, and Francis felt the
job Our Lord had given him was done. But as God
had not shown him anything else to do, he set out
and found another tumble-down little church to build
up, and started on that. When that, too, was
finished, he started on a third one. The third
one had been restored, and a service was being held
in it for the first time since its restoration, and
Francis was assisting at this service, when something
happened which sent him on a new adventure, and which
proved to be the beginning of the great adventure
which filled all the rest of his life.
“That’s a good stop,”
said Akela. “If we started on St. Francis’s
next adventure, we could not finish it before you
all fell asleep. So we will keep it for to-morrow
night. To-morrow you will hear how the boy Francis
turns into the man St. Francis, and what a wonderful
life of service and suffering for God he begins to
have, and how he ends in becoming a great Saint, and
one of the greatest leaders of men.”