When Akela woke up she could hear
the roar of the sea dashing up on the rocks.
There was a regular gale blowing, and every now and
then the wind brought a lash of rain out of the grey
sky. So she decided to let the Cubs sleep as
late as possible.
It was 8.30 before the first one woke up.
Arriving at the field, they found
that Father and Mother and the two orderlies had succeeded
in getting the fire to burn (though the rain was coming
down pretty fast now), and hot porridge and tea were
all ready. Prayers and breakfast both had to
be in the store tent a bit of a squash,
but everyone was as cheery as usual.
After breakfast it cleared up luckily,
for a party of choirboys from Portsmouth were coming
over for the day.
They arrived about 1.0, and were quite
ready for dinner, after the tossing they had had on
the boat. Dinner consisted of large beef and ham
sandwiches, and “spuds,” and jam roly-poly.
There was a real hurricane blowing; the beef and ham
and bread got blown off the plates as the orderlies
handed it round!
When everyone had eaten as much as
they could hold, the Cubs collected in the lee of
the tent for their rest, and the choirboys, not being
Cubs, thought it a suitable moment to go in the swings
and hammocks.
After that there was a cricket match,
and then the Cubs and some of the choirboys bathed.
A big London scout, who had met the
Cubs in the street and claimed brotherhood, also spent
the day in camp. No one knew his name, and he
was just called “Kangaroo,” because that
was his patrol. When the choirboys had gone,
Kangaroo and the Cubs had a good rag.
That night in the Coach-house the
big doors had to be shut, or the candle would never
have kept alight. You could hear the wind whipping
up the white horses all over the great black sea,
and laughing to see the way they jumped up over the
rocks.
But it was nice and cosy in the Coach-house.
The Cubs had got out some extra blankets, and sat
wrapped up in them like so many Indian chiefs.
“You promised to tell us St. Antony to-night,”
said Sam.
“Yes,” said Akela; “I
know you will like the story of his life. Well,
he was one of St. Francis’s Friars the
most famous one of all. But when you have heard
his story you will see that with the Saints it was
possible for a man to be a ‘wonder-worker,’
as St. Antony was called, and yet think nothing of
himself at all, and expect no one else to pay him
honour and respect. So much did St. Antony hate
swank and love humility that he let no one know what
wonderful powers he had, until one day God made an
adventure happen which showed everybody what he really
was.”
“Tell us tell us,” said the
Cubs.
So Akela squatted down in the middle of the listening
Cubs, and began.
THE STORY OF ST. ANTONY
To understand the story of St. Antony
you must picture yourselves in the beautiful, sunny
land of Portugal. Oranges and purple grapes and
all kinds of lovely fruits ripen in the old gardens.
Galleys full of rich merchandise come sailing across
the blue, blue sea and touch at the port of Lisbon.
All along the banks of the River Tagus are the big
houses of the nobility. It is in one of these
houses that there lives a boy called Fernando.
Fernando is one of those boys who
will always have a good time. He is very clever
and quick, handsome, and full of life. He gets
on wonderfully well at school, and he has a fine time
in the holidays, for his people lead a gay life feasts,
sports, the chase, grand parties of every sort.
Fernando has the chance of seeing a good deal of life,
for he is the kind of boy the grown-ups are always
ready to take out. He gets a lot of admiration,
and he enjoys everything to the full.
But, do you know, when he is alone
there is a certain idea that often comes to him, and
he sits on his window-sill and gazes away across the
purple hills, and thinks and thinks and thinks.
The idea is this: that, after all, this pleasure
and gaiety is not worth much; it’s all rather
selfish and greedy and stupid. There must be something
more worth while in life. For one thing, there’s
God. How little we know of God! And
yet there is a lot to be learnt and understood about
Him if only there was time and quiet and books, and
not all this bustle of parties and grand people.
Surely God wants men to get to know Him, and not be
so busy pleasing themselves that they quite forget
all about Him. Then, again, how rotten it would
be to die and feel you had done nothing in
life but please yourself! After all, there’s
no end of things to be done to make the world a better,
holier, wiser place. Fancy going out of the world
knowing you were leaving it no better than when you
came or perhaps a little worse. Surely
a man must feel rather nervous about dying, and about
the Judgment Day, when he knows he hasn’t ever
done anything useful or kind. Why should God
give such men the reward of heaven? Rewards
are for people who have worked hard; and so
is rest. And then, again, when God came
to earth and lived among men, He didn’t just
spend His time seeking for pleasures; in fact, He seemed
never to think of Himself at all, but always of other
people. That thought held the boy Fernando more
than all the others the thought of Christ,
Who could have made Himself a King if He had liked,
spending His days for others, preaching and doing
miracles, and the whole long night out under the stars,
under the whispering olive-trees talking to God.
These thoughts used to come to Fernando
when he was quite a little chap, and he had a kind
of idea that when he was a man he would give himself
to God. But when he began to grow up a bit, and
got about thirteen or fourteen, he found that if he
didn’t look out he would get so keen on the
life of pleasure that he would become like the gay
young men about him, and quite forget all about God.
He began to see that if he meant to stick to his good
ideas he must do something about it before it
was too late. So, after a very hard struggle,
he promised God the whole of himself, with all his
love and all the keen, strong desire within him to
do great things. He knew it would mean giving
up all the pleasures that filled his life, and all
the riches and glory that would some day be his.
But somehow nothing mattered so long as he obeyed this
sense that God was calling.
Of course, his people told him he
was a young fool, and did all they could to stop him;
but he stuck to his idea, and at the age of fifteen
he was admitted to a monastery of Canons, just outside
the city, and exchanged his rich clothes for the white
habit.
It was a beautiful monastery, full
of holy men and hundreds of wonderful books, and in
the quiet and peace young Fernando was very happy.
He felt he had really got near to God. He worked
so hard at his studies that by the time he had become
a young man he was admired by all the Canons, who
thought him very clever and gifted, and told each other
that some day he would be a famous scholar and do
great things. Fernando himself felt that God
had given him the gift of preaching; and that if he
went out and preached he would be able to attract
great crowds to listen, and win souls for God; so
he worked and worked to learn all he could, so as to
be ready to stand up and defend the Christian Faith
against heretics.
Fernando had gone to another great
monastery at Coimbra, and had been there eight years,
when something happened which was the beginning of
a great change in his life the beginning
of a great adventure.
One day five dusty wayfarers tramped
into the town and stopped at the little house of the
Franciscans, not far from the monastery of the White
Canons. The five strangers were really five heroes,
for they were five of St. Francis’s Friars,
bound on a quest so thrilling and so dangerous that
they felt quite sure they would never come back.
They were going to Morocco, in Africa, to preach to
the heathen, and with shining eyes they spoke of dying
there, for the love of Christ, and winning the martyr’s
crown! Full of joy they went on their way; but
without knowing it they had set on fire the heart
of the young Canon, Fernando. In the quiet of
his peaceful monastery he could think of nothing but
Africa, the heathen, the chance of sharing Christ’s
suffering, and dying for His sake. It was really
the Holy Spirit Who was stirring up those thoughts
in Fernando’s heart.
Well, some months later news came
that the five brave Friars had been put to a most
horrible death by the Saracens. They were first
scourged till the whiplashes had almost cut their
bodies to pieces. Boiling oil and vinegar was
then poured over them, and they were rolled on the
ground, over fragments of broken glass and pottery.
They were then promised their lives if they would
give up Christ; but as, of course, they wouldn’t,
they were beheaded. These were the first martyrs
of St. Francis’s Order.
Can you imagine what Fernando felt
when one day a solemn procession stopped outside the
church of his own monastery, and the coffins containing
the bodies of the martyrs were laid within it for a
while on their way to Spain?
Fernando now felt more sure than ever
that God was calling him to be a poor Friar, and to
set out barefoot for some hot, dusty land away beyond
the seas, where cruel hands would torture him to death.
Once again he offered himself to God, but this time
it took an even harder struggle than it had before,
for he loved his quiet life of prayer and study in
the beautiful monastery even more than he had loved
the gay life of his boyhood. Still, he did not
give in to himself.
Next time the poor Friars came, in
their old, patched habits, to beg at the rich monastery,
can you imagine their surprise when one of the most
learned and famous young Canons came out to them, in
his stately white habit, his beautiful face lighted
up with a great resolve, and asked them if they would
give him a brown habit, and make him a Friar, and
send him to the Saracen country to win a martyr’s
crown?
Of course, they were delighted, and
promised to bring him a habit the very next day.
Fernando had a hard job to persuade
the Canons to let him go. But at last they did;
and once more he turned his back on a happy home and
set out on an unknown adventure. As he left the
monastery, one of the Canons, a great friend of his,
called after him: “Go go!
You will doubtless become a Saint!” And Fernando
called back to him: “When you hear that
I am a Saint give glory to God!” for he knew
very well that it is only God Who can make a man into
a Saint, and that the man’s own efforts can
never do it.
It must have been a great change for
Fernando to find himself in the poor little huts belonging
to the Friars, and obliged to go barefoot, dressed
in a rough habit and cord, with only scraps of food
to eat, begged from the houses of the rich. These
Friars were only poor, ignorant men very
holy, but with no learning or refinement. They
did not know Fernando was a very clever man, a scholar.
Of course, he did not tell them, but humbly took his
place as the newest and least important of the brothers,
never letting them see that he missed the wonderful
library, or the beautiful music of the monastery, or
the quiet cell where he had been able to pray and
work in peace. So as to start life quite fresh,
he even gave up his noble name, Fernando, and took
the name of “Antony.” So now we will
begin to call him St. Antony.
Of course, the one thing he kept thinking
about was the quest of the martyr’s crown, and
at last he got his Superiors to send him, with one
companion, to the Saracen country. But now came
the greatest disappointment of his life, for no sooner
had he got there than he fell ill. All the winter
he lay between life and death, with a terrible fever,
so ill that he could do nothing. He knew that
he was now so weak that he would never be able to
go and preach to the Saracens and be martyred.
He would have to go home again, a failure. This
was much harder to him than any danger or suffering,
and the way he bore it, cheerfully and patiently for
the love of Christ, made him much more pleasing to
God than anything else. For God loves humble people,
who are willing to do His Will, instead of choosing
for themselves.
Seeing that God wanted his life rather
than his death, St. Antony decided to go back to his
own country and become as strong and well as possible.
So he set sail. But when God sees that a man has
altogether given up his own will, He takes full control
of his journey through life, and makes things happen
to show the man what to do. In this case God
made St. Antony’s ship get driven ashore on the
island of Sicily. Here there happened to be a
small house belonging to the Franciscans. It
was while St. Antony was resting there that he heard
that there was going to be a great chapter (or general
meeting) of the Friars, at Assisi, and that St. Francis
would be there; so he asked leave to go, and then
set forth. This was to be the beginning of a new
adventure.
When he got to Assisi he found two
thousand Friars collected there for the chapter.
The country people were providing all their food free.
You can imagine what St. Antony felt
when he saw St. Francis! But when St. Francis
called for volunteers to go on a dangerous mission
to the fierce Germans, it must have cost him an awful
lot to keep quiet. But he had learnt his lesson God
did not want of him a glorious death, only a patient
life.
When the chapter came to an end all
the Friars dispersed, some going gladly off on their
dangerous quests, others collecting in little bands
under their “ministers,” as the head ones
were called, and starting to tramp back to their friaries.
But St. Antony stood all alone.
He had no brave quest to follow; no minister looked
for him to go home with a party of cheerful Friars;
no one cared what became of the young Portuguese stranger.
So St. Antony asked one of the ministers
to take him and “form him in the practice of
religious discipline.” The minister little
knew the wonderful gifts of this pale young stranger,
with the beautiful, sad face, and sent him to a humble
friary on the top of a steep, rocky mountain.
There were only a few simple Friars there. One
of them had hewed out a little cave in the rock.
This he gave to St. Antony, who made it his cell.
There he spent most of his day in prayer. But
one job he specially made his own. What do you
think it was? Why, washing up the plates and
greasy dishes.
He didn’t tell the Friars anything
about himself, and of course they never guessed that
their new brother, who always chose the meanest jobs,
was a nobleman’s son and a famous scholar of
one of the greatest monasteries in Portugal.
For a whole year St. Antony lived
like this. Do you think he wished himself back
in the beautiful monastery in Portugal, with his books
and his clever, interesting friends? No; for
he loved what was God’s Will for him above all
things. People should not pine for the past, nor
be impatient for the future; they should live heart
and soul in the present, because the present is always
what has just been provided by God, and so it is the
best possible thing.
But God meant His faithful servant
to be made known, and I will tell you, now, the wonderful
way in which He made it happen.
In the town, not far from St. Antony’s
little friary, there was one day a meeting of Franciscan
and Dominican Friars for an important ceremony.
After the service the Superior asked the Dominicans,
who were clever men and good preachers, to preach
a sermon. But they all said they were not prepared;
and so did the Franciscans. So the Superior turned
to St. Antony, who had come as a companion of his
Minister, and ordered him to preach. St. Antony
tried to get out of it, but, finding he must obey,
he walked slowly up into the pulpit.
The Friars did not expect much of
a sermon. This was only poor Brother Antony,
whose chief job was washing dishes.
St. Antony, ready to do his best
for God, did not think of himself a bit. He just
turned over in his mind what would be the best thing
to preach on so as to help his brothers and bring
honour and glory to his God. By the time he was
in the pulpit the Holy Spirit had put a text into
his mind. He gave it out in his clear, ringing
voice: “For us Christ became obedient unto
death, even the death of the cross.” Then
he began to preach.
The Friars sat up and stared.
The young, unknown Friar was pouring forth a wonderful
flood of eloquence, full of the deepest thought, and
showing such learning as none of them possessed.
Only a scholar could preach like that; and only a
scholar who was full of the fire of the Holy Ghost
could move the hearts of his hearers as this man did!
The Friars and their Superiors sat
spellbound. They quite forgot the preacher, and
were carried away by his words into a greater love
of God. When at last he ceased, and walked quietly
down from the pulpit, his eyes on the ground, deep
humility in his heart, his hearers turned to each
other in wonder and delight, and all said they had
never heard such a preacher in their lives.
Of course, the Superiors hurried off
and told St. Francis all about it, and you can imagine
how delighted St. Francis was to hear he had such a
wonderful man among his Friars. It ended in St.
Francis sending St. Antony to do what many years ago
he had longed to do that is, preach to
the heretics who were teaching wrong things about the
Christian Faith.
Still as humble as ever, St. Antony
set out to tramp along the roads to the places at
which he was to preach. Through Italy he went,
and then France, and then Spain, and back to Italy,
and on these journeys the most wonderful things happened.
Not only did God give him the power of preaching such
marvellous sermons that the people crowded in thousands
to hear him, but He gave him the power to do miracles,
like He once gave to His Apostles. As to the
heretics, they simply couldn’t stand up against
St. Antony, and thousands of them either had to stop
their false teaching and keep quiet, or else were
converted and came over to St. Antony’s side.
Because of this he got the name, “Hammer of Heretics.”
But it wasn’t only to the heretics
he preached. The ordinary people used to come
in such crowds that there simply wasn’t room
in the churches for them, and St. Antony had to preach
out in the fields and plains. Rich and poor used
to come, clergy and ignorant peasants. The shopkeepers
used to shut up their shops. The people were so
much moved by his sermons that enemies forgave each
other, men paid their debts, or creditors forgave
their debtors; wicked people gave up their sinful
life, and started trying to do their best to
become pleasing to God.
One day a band of twelve brigands
who lived in the forest and robbed passers-by heard
about the famous preacher. So they disguised
themselves, and went to see if what was said of him
was true. When he began to preach he completely
won their hearts, and they repented of their sinful
life. After the sermon they spoke to St. Antony,
and confessed what wicked men they had been.
He told them they must never go back to their robber
life, and he said that those who gave it up would
go some day to heaven, but that if any went back to
it they would have miserable ends. And, sure
enough, some who went back soon died horrible deaths.
St. Antony told them to try and do something to make
up for having been so wicked. One of them, he
said, was to go twelve times in pilgrimage to the
tomb of St. Peter and St. Paul at Rome. Years
and years after, when this robber was an old, old
man, he met a Friar on the road, and he told him how
when he was young he had heard St. Antony preach,
and how he had told him to go to Rome twelve times.
“And now I am on my way back from Rome for the
twelfth time,” he said. That shows you
what power St. Antony had.
There’s no time now to tell
you of all the miracles he did; but they were so wonderful
that he came to be called the “Wonder-worker,”
and it showed everyone that God was with him.
And do you think all this honour and
glory, and big crowds running after him, and great
men praising him, made St. Antony proud or even the
least bit pleased with himself? No; he stayed
just as humble and retiring as he was in the days
when he used to wash dishes in the mountain friary.
But St. Antony’s hard life was
beginning to tell on his health. For a long time
he had secretly suffered from a very painful disease.
It was now about nine years since the day he preached
his first sermon and was sent forth by St. Francis
on his great mission. As the summer drew on St.
Antony ceased to preach, so as not to hinder the people’s
work in the vineyards. Also, he knew the end
of his life was near. He longed for a little
peace and solitude and silence; he longed to be alone
with God to prepare for his great journey into the
next world.
There was a nobleman called Count
Tiso, who had a beautiful estate not far from Padua,
a city St. Antony loved very much. Here St. Antony
went for a time of rest. There was no rocky hill-side
to make a cave which he might use as his cell, so
he got Count Tiso to make him a cell in the great
branches of a walnut-tree. These branches spread
out not far above the ground, and between them Count
Tiso wove reeds and willow twigs, and made a lovely
little house for St. Antony. The thick, leafy
branches above sheltered him from the hot sun; a few
rough steps led up to it; and here St. Antony could
spend his days in complete solitude.
But one evening when he had come down
to have his evening meal with his companions, in the
little friary near by, he was taken very ill, and his
pain was so great that he could no longer sit upright.
He knew he was soon to die, and he
longed to die at his beloved city, Padua. He
was really much too ill to be moved, but when his companions
saw how much he wanted this, they fetched a rough ox-cart
and laid St. Antony in it.
I told you how St. Antony had longed
to share Christ’s sufferings and die a martyr’s
death well, now was his chance. He
was in such frightful pain that any tiny movement
hurt him, and now he had to go mile after mile in
a rough cart with no springs, jolting over the stony
roads, the broiling Italian sun beating down upon
him, the thick white dust choking his parched throat,
the flies tormenting him. You can’t imagine
the agony he must have suffered. And yet he never
grumbled he was glad of this chance
of suffering; he felt he was really taking up his cross
and following his beloved Master along the painful
way to Calvary.
When the cart had nearly reached Padua,
a Friar who had been sent to inquire after St. Antony
met the little procession. He saw at once that
St. Antony would not live to reach the city, so he
made the Friars lift him from the cart and carry him
to a little house of the Friars near by. It had
been St. Antony’s last great wish to die at Padua;
but even this he gave up patiently and gladly and
without a murmur.
In the little cell he lay, his pain
getting worse and worse, and his weakness greater
and greater. The Friars gave him the last rites
of religion. “Then, raising his eyes,”
the old book says, “he looked fixedly on high.
As he continued to gaze steadfastly towards heaven,
the Friars asked him what he saw. He answered:
‘I see my Lord.’”
Not long after, like one falling quietly
asleep, he breathed out his last breath. “His
loving, holy soul quitted the body, and, conducted
by the good Jesus, entered into the joy of his Lord.”
The little cell where St. Antony died
still stands, and people can go in and look on the
very walls his eyes looked on, the very floor on which
his body lay. It is such a holy spot that a church
has been built over it, and the little square cell
stands inside the church.
That is the story of one of the holiest
and humblest men who ever lived.
Very quietly the Cubs lay down on
their palliasses, and fell asleep thinking of their
new friend, St. Antony.