When Don Esteban died very suddenly,
his eighteen-year-old son was still studying in the
university.
In his latter days the notary had
begun to suspect that Ulysses was not going to be
the celebrated jurist that he had dreamed. He
had a way of cutting classes in order to pass the
morning in the harbor, exercising with the oars.
If he entered the university, the beadles were on their
guard fearing his long-reaching hands: for he
already fancied himself a sailor and liked to imitate
the men of the sea who, accustomed to contend with
the elements, considered a quarrel with a man as a
very slight affair. Alternating violently between
study and laziness, he was laboriously approaching
the end of his course when neuralgia of the heart
carried off the notary.
Upon coming out from the stupefaction
of her grief, Dona Cristina looked around her with
aversion. Why should she linger on in Valencia?
Since she could no longer be with the man who had brought
her to this country, she wanted to return to her own
people. The poet Labarta would look after her
properties that were not so valuable nor numerous as
the income of the notary had led them to suppose.
Don Esteban had suffered great losses in extravagant
business speculations good-naturedly accepted, but
there was still left a fortune sufficient to enable
his wife to live as an independent widow among her
relatives in Barcelona.
In arranging her new existence, the
poor lady encountered no opposition except the rebelliousness
of Ulysses. He refused to continue his college
course and he wished to go to sea, saying that for
that reason he had studied to become a pilot.
In vain Dona Cristina entreated the aid of relatives
and friends, excluding the Triton, whose response
she could easily guess. The rich brother from
Barcelona was brief and affirmative, “But wouldn’t
that bring him in the money?"... The Blanes of
the coast showed a gloomy fatalism. It would be
useless to oppose the lad if he felt that to be his
vocation. The sea had a tight clutch upon those
who followed it, and there was no power on earth that
could dissuade him. On that account they who
were already old were not listening to their sons
who were trying to tempt them with the convenience
of life in the capital. They needed to live near
the coast in agreeable contact with the dark and ponderous
monster which had rocked them so maternally when it
might just as easily have dashed them to pieces.
The only one who protested was Labarta.
A sailor?... that might be a very good thing, but
a warlike sailor, an official of the Royal Armada.
And in his mind’s eye the poet could see his
godson clad in all the splendors of naval elegance, a
blue jacket with gold buttons for every day, and for
holiday attire a coat trimmed with galloon and red
trappings, a pointed hat, a sword....
Ulysses shrugged his shoulders before
such grandeur. He was too old now to enter the
naval school. Besides he wanted to sail over all
oceans, and the officers of the navy only had occasion
to cruise from one port to another like the people
of the coast trade, or even passed years seated in
the cabinet of the naval executive. If he had
to grow old in an office, he would rather take up
his father’s profession of notary.
After seeing Dona Cristina well established
in Barcelona, surrounded with a cortege of nephews
fawning upon the rich aunt from Valencia, her son
embarked as apprentice on a transatlantic boat which
was making regular trips to Cuba and the United States.
Thus began the seafaring life of Ulysses Ferragut,
which terminated only with his death.
The pride of the family placed him
on a luxurious steamer, a mail-packet full of passengers,
a floating hotel on which the officials were something
like the managers of the Palace Hotel, while the real
responsibility devolved upon the engineers, who were
always going below, and upon returning to the light,
invariably remained modestly in a second place, according
to a hieratical law anterior to the progress of mechanics.
He crossed the ocean several times,
as do those making a land journey at the full speed
of an express train. The august calm of the sea
was lost in the throb of the screws and in the deafening
roar of the machinery. However blue the sky might
be, it was always darkened by the floating crepe band
from the smokestacks. He envied the leisurely
sailboats that the liner was always leaving behind.
They were like reflective wayfarers who saturate themselves
with the country atmosphere and commune deeply with
its soul. The people of the steamer lived like
terrestrial travelers who sleepily survey from the
car-windows a succession of indefinite and dizzying
views streaked by telegraph wires.
When his novitiate was ended he became
second mate on a sailing vessel bound for Argentina
for a cargo of wheat. The slow day’s run
with little wind and the long equatorial calms permitted
him to penetrate a little into the mysteries of the
oceanic immensity, severe and dark, that for ancient
peoples had been “the night of the abyss,”
“the sea of utter darkness,” “the
blue dragon that daily swallows the sun.”
He no longer regarded Father Ocean
as the capricious and tyrannical god of the poets.
Everything in his depths was working with a vital
regularity, subject to the general laws of existence.
Even the tempests roared within prescribed and charted
quadrangles.
The fresh trade-winds pushed the bark
toward the Southeast, maintaining a heavenly serenity
in sky and sea. Before the prow hissed the silken
wings of flying fish, spreading out in swarms, like
little squadrons of diminutive aeroplanes.
Over the masts and yards covered with
canvas, the albatross, eagles of the Atlantic desert,
traced their long, sweeping circles, flashing across
the purest blue their great, sail-like wings.
From time to time the boat would meet floating prairies,
great fields of seaweed dislodged from the Sargasso
Sea. Enormous tortoises drowsed in the midst
of these clumps of gulf-weed, serving as islands of
repose to the seagulls perched on their shells.
Some of the seaweeds were green, nourished by the
luminous water of the surface; others had the reddish
color of the deep where enters only the deadly chill
of the last rays of the sun. Like fruits of the
oceanic prairies, there floated past close bunches
of dark grapes, leathery capsules filled with brackish
water.
As they approached the equator, the
breeze kept falling and falling, and the atmosphere
became suffocating in the extreme. It was the
zone of calms, the ocean of dark, oily waters, in
which boats remained for entire weeks with sails limp,
without the slightest breath rippling the atmosphere.
Clouds the color of pit coal reflected
the ship’s slow progress over the sea; showers
of rain like whipcord occasionally lashed the deck,
followed by a flaming sun that was soon blotted out
by a new downpour. These clouds, pregnant with
cataracts, this night descending upon the full daylight
of the Atlantic, had been the terror of the ancients,
and yet, thanks to just such phenomena, the sailors
could pass from one hemisphere to another without
the light wounding them to death, or the sea scorching
them like a burning glass. The heat of the equator,
raising up the water in steam, had formed a band of
shade around the earth. From other worlds it
must appear like a girdle of clouds almost similar
to the sidereal rings.
In this gloomy, hot sea was the heart
of the ocean, the center of the circulatory life of
the planet. The sky was a regulator that, absorbing
and returning, restored the evaporation to equilibrium.
From this place were sent forth the rains and dews
to all the rest of the earth, modifying its temperatures
favorably for the development of animal and vegetable
life. There were exchanged the exhalations of
the two worlds; and, converted into clouds, the water
of the southern hemisphere the hemisphere
of the great seas with no other points of relief than
the triangular extremities of Africa and America,
and the humps of the oceanic archipelagoes was
always reinforcing the rills and rivers of the northern
hemisphere with its inhabited lands.
From this equatorial zone, the heart
of the globe, come forth two rivers of tepid water
that heat the coasts of the north. They are the
two currents that issue from the Gulf of Mexico and
the Java Sea. Their enormous liquid masses, fleeing
ceaselessly from the equator, govern a vast assemblage
of water from the poles that comes to occupy their
space, and these chilled and fresher currents are constantly
precipitating themselves on the electric hearth of
the equator that warms and salts them anew, renewing
with its systole and diastole the life of the world.
The ocean struggles vainly to condense these two warm
currents without ever succeeding in mingling itself
with them. They are torrents of a deep blue,
almost black, that flow across the cold and green
waters.
The Atlantic current, upon reaching
Newfoundland, divides its arms, sending one of them
to the North Pole. With the other, weak and exhausted
by its long journey, it modifies the temperature of
the British Isles, tempering refreshingly the coasts
of Norway. The Indian current that the Japanese
call, because of its color, “the black river,”
circulates between the islands, maintaining for a longer
time than the other its prodigious powers of creation
and agitation which enable it to trail over the planet
an enormous tail of life.
Its center is the apogee of terrestrial
energy in the vegetable and animal creations, in monsters
and in fish. One of its arms, escaping toward
the south, goes on forming the mysterious world of
the coral sea. In a space as large as four continents,
the polyps, strengthened by the lukewarm water, are
building up thousands of atolls, ring-shaped islands,
reefs and submarine pillars that, when united together
by the work of a thousand years, are going to create
a new land, an exchange continent in case the human
species should lose its present base in some cataclysm
of Nature.
The pulse of the blue god is the tides.
The earth turns towards the moon and the stars with
a sympathetic rotation like that of the flowers that
turn towards the sun. Its most movable part the
fluid mass of the atmosphere dilates twice
daily, swelling its cavities; and this atmospheric
suction, the work of universal attraction, is reflected
in the tidal waters. Closed seas, like the Mediterranean,
scarcely feel its effects, the tides stopping at their
door. But on the oceanic coast the marine pulsation
vexes the army of the waves, hurrying them daily to
their assault of the steep cliffs, making them roar
with fury among the islands, promontories and straits,
and impelling them to swallow up extensive lands which
they return hours afterward.
This salty sea, like our body, that
has a heart, a pulse and a circulation of two different
bloods incessantly renewed and transformed, becomes
as furious as an organic creature when the horizontal
currents of its interior come to unite themselves with
the vertical currents descending from the atmosphere.
The violent passage of the winds, the crises of evaporation,
and the obscure electrical forces produce the tempests.
These are no more than cutaneous shudderings.
The storms, so deadly for mankind, merely contract
the marine epidermis while the profound mass of its
waters remains in murky calm, fulfilling its great
function of nourishing and renewing life. Father
Ocean completely ignores the existence of the human
insects that dare to slip across his surface in microscopic
cockle-shells. He does not inform himself as to
the incidents that may be taking place upon the roof
of his dwelling. His life continues on, balanced,
calm, infinite, engendering millions upon millions
of beings in the thousandth part of a second.
The majesty of the Atlantic on tropical
nights made Ulysses forget the wrathful storms of
its black days. In the moonlight it was an immense
plane of vivid silver streaked with serpentine shadows.
Its soft doughlike undulations, replete with microscopic
life, illuminated the nights. The infusoria,
a-tremble with love, glowed with a bluish phosphorescence.
The sea was like luminous milk. The foam breaking
against the prow sparkled like broken fragments of
electric globes.
When it was absolutely tranquil and
the ship remained immovable with drooping sail, the
stars passing slowly from one side of the mast to
the other, the delicate medusae, that the slightest
wave was able to crush, would come to the surface
floating on the waters, around the island of wood.
There were thousands of these umbrellas filing slowly
by, green, blue, rose, with a vague coloring similar
to oil-lights, a Japanese procession seen
from above, that on one side was lost in the mystery
of the black waters and incessantly reappeared on the
other side.
The young pilot loved navigation in
a sailing ship, the struggle with the wind,
the solitude of its calms. He was far nearer the
ocean here than on the bridge of a transatlantic liner.
The bark did not beat the sea into such rabid foam.
It slipped discreetly along as in the maritime silence
of the first millennium of the new-born earth.
The oceanic inhabitants approached it confidently
upon seeing it rolling like a mute and inoffensive
whale.
In six years Ulysses changed his boat
many times. He had learned English, the universal
language of the blue dominions, and was refreshing
himself with a study of Maury’s charts the
sailors’ Bible the patient work of
an obscure genius who first snatched from ocean and
atmosphere the secret of their laws.
Desirous of exploring new seas and
new lands, he did not stop in the usual travel zones
or ports, and the British, Norwegian, and North American
captains received cordially this good-mannered official
so little exacting as to salary. So Ulysses wandered
over the oceans as had the king of Ithaca over the
Mediterranean, guided by a fatality which impelled
him with a rude push far from his country every time
that he proposed to return to it. The sight of
a boat anchored near by and ready to set sail for
some distant port was a temptation that invariably
made him forget to return to Spain.
He traveled in filthy, old, happy-go-lucky
sea-tramps, in which the crews used to spread all
the sails to the tempest, get drunk and fall asleep,
confident that the devil, friend of the brave, would
awaken them on the following morning. He lived
in white boats as silent and scrupulously clean as
a Dutch home, whose captains were taking wife and
children with them, and where white-aproned stewardesses
took care of the galley and the cleaning of the floating
hearthside, sharing the dangers of the ruddy and tranquil
sailors exempt from the temptation that contact with
women provokes. On Sundays, under the tropic sun
or in the ash-colored light of the northern heavens,
the boatswain would read the Bible. The men would
listen thoughtfully with uncovered heads. The
women had dressed themselves in black with lace headdress
and mittened hands.
He went to Newfoundland to load codfish.
There is where the warm current from the Gulf of Mexico
meets that from the Poles. In the meeting of
these two marine rivers the infinitesimal little beings
that the gulf stream drags thither die, suddenly frozen
to death, and a rain of minute corpses descends across
the waters. The cod gather there to gorge themselves
on this manna which is so abundant that a great part
of it, freed from their greedy jaws, drops to the bottom
like a snowstorm of lime.
In Iceland (the Ultima Thule
of the ancients), they showed Ulysses bits of wood
that the equatorial current had brought thither from
the Antilles. On the coasts of Norway, as he
watched the herring during the spawning season, he
marveled at the formidable fertility of the sea.
From their refuge in the shadowy depths,
these fish mount to the surface moved by the message
of the spring, desirous of taking their part in the
joy of the world. They swim one against another,
close, compact, forming strata that subdivide and
float out to sea. They look like an island just
coming to the surface, or a continent beginning to
sink. In the narrow passages the shoals are so
numerous that the waters become solidified, making
almost impossible the advance of a row boat.
Their number is beyond the possibilities of calculation,
like the sands and the stars.
Men and carnivorous fish fall upon
them, opening great furrows of destruction in their
midst: but the breaches are closed instantly and
the living bank continues on its way, growing denser
every moment, as though defying death. The more
their enemies destroy them, the more numerous they
become. The thick and close columns ceaselessly
reproduce themselves en route. At sunrise
the waves are greasy and viscous, replete
with life that is fermenting rapidly. For a space
of hundreds of leagues the salt ocean around them
is like milk.
The fecundity of these fishy masses
was placing the world in danger. Each individual
could produce up to seventy thousand eggs. In
a few generations there would be enough to fill the
ocean, to make it solid, to make it rot, extinguishing
other beings, depopulating the globe.... But
death was charged with saving universal life.
The cetaceans bore down upon this living density and
with their insatiable mouths devoured the nourishment
by ton loads. Infinitely little fish seconded
the efforts of the marine giants, stuffing themselves
with the eggs of the herring. The most gluttonous
fish, the cod and the hake, pursued these prairies
of meat, pushing them, toward the coasts and finally
dispersing them.
The cod increases its species most
prodigiously, surfeiting itself upon hake, until the
world is again menaced. The ocean might be converted
into a mass of cod, for each one can produce as many
as nine million eggs.... Mankind might be overwhelmed
under the onslaught of the more fertile fishes, and
the cod might maintain immense fleets, creating, besides,
colonies and cities. Human generations might become
exhausted without succeeding in conquering this monstrous
reproduction. The great marine devourers, therefore,
are those that reestablish equilibrium and order.
The sturgeon, insatiable stomach, intervenes in the
oceanic banquet, relishing in the cod the concentrated
substance of armies of herring. But this oviparous
devourer of such great reproductive power would, in
turn, continue the world danger were it not that another
monster as avid in appetite as it is weak in procreation,
intervenes and cuts down with one blow the ever-increasing
fecundity of the ocean.
The superior glutton is the shark, that
mouth with fins, that natatory intestine which swallows
with equal indifference the dead and the living, flesh
and wood, cleanses the waters of life and leaves a
desert behind its wriggling tail; but this destroyer
brings forth only one shark that is born armed and
ferocious ready from the very first moment to continue
the paternal exploits, like a feudal heir.
Ferragut’s wandering life as
a pilot abounded in dramatic adventures, a
few always standing out clearly from his many confused
recollections of exotic lands and interminable seas.
In Glasgow he embarked as second mate
on an old sailing tramp that was bound for Chile,
to unload coal in Valparaiso and take on saltpeter
in Iquique. The crossing of the Atlantic was
good, but upon leaving the Malvina Islands the boat
had to go out in the teeth of a torrid, furious blast
that closed the passage to the Pacific. The Straits
of Magellan are for ships that are able to avail themselves
at will of a propelling force. The sailboat needs
a wide sea and a favorable wind in order to double
Cape Horn, the utmost point of the earth,
the place of interminable and gigantic tempests.
While summer was burning in the other
hemisphere, the terrible southern winter came to meet
the navigators. The boat had to turn its course
to the west, just as the winds were blowing from the
west, barring its route.
Eight weeks passed and it was still
contending with sea and tempest. The wind carried
off a complete set of sails. The wooden ship,
somewhat strained by this interminable struggle, commenced
to leak, and the crew had to work the hand-pumps night
and day. Nobody was able to sleep for many hours
running. All were sick from exhaustion. The
rough voice and the oaths of the captain could hardly
maintain discipline. Some of the seamen lay down
wishing to die, and had to be roused by blows.
Ulysses knew for the first time what
waves really were. He saw mountains of water,
literally mountains, pouring over the hull of the
boat, their very immensity making them form great slopes
on both sides of it. When the crest of one broke
upon the vessel Ferragut was able to realize the monstrous
weight of salt water. Neither stone nor iron had
the brutal blow of this liquid force that, upon breaking,
fled in torrents or dashed up in spray. They
had to make openings in the bulwarks in order to provide
a vent for the crushing mass.
The southern day was a livid and foggy
eclipse, repeating itself for weeks and weeks without
the slightest streak of clearing, as though the sun
had departed from the earth forever. Not a glimmer
of white existed in this tempestuous outline; always
gray, the sky, the foam, the seagulls,
the snows.... From time to time the leaden veils
of the tempest were torn asunder, leaving visible
a terrifying apparition. Once it was black mountains
with glacial winding sheets from the Straits of Beagle.
And the boat tacked, fleeing away from this narrow
aquatic passageway full of perilous ledges. Another
time the peaks of Diego Ramirez, the most extreme
point of the cape, loomed up before the prow, and
the bark again tacked, fleeing from this cemetery of
ships. The wind shifting, then brought their
first icebergs into view and at the same time forced
them to turn back on their course in order not to
be lost in the deserts of the South Pole.
Ferragut came to believe that they
would never double the Cape, remaining forever in
full tempest, like the accursed ship of the legend
of the Flying Dutchman. The captain, a regular
savage of the sea, taciturn and superstitious, shook
his fist at the promontory, cursing it as an infernal
divinity. He was convinced that they would never
succeed in doubling it until it should be propitiated
with a human offering. This Englishman appeared
to Ulysses like one of those Argonauts who used to
placate the wrath of the marine deities with sacrifices.
One night one of the crew was washed
overboard and lost; the following day a man fell from
the topmast, that no one might think salvation impossible.
And as though the Southern Demon had only been awaiting
this tribute, the gale from the west ceased, the bark
no longer had the impassable barrier of a hostile
sea before its prow, and was able to enter the Pacific,
anchoring twelve days later in Valparaiso.
Ulysses appreciated now the agreeable
memory that this port always leaves in the memory
of sailors. It was a resting-place after the
struggle of doubling the cape; it was the joy of existence,
after having felt the blast of death; it was life
again in the cafes and in the pleasure houses, eating
and drinking until surfeited, with the stomach still
suffering from the salty food and the skin still smarting
from boils due to the sea-life.
His admiring gaze followed the graceful
step of the women veiled in black who reminded him
of his uncle, the doctor. In the nights of the
remolienda, [a popular gathering or festival
in Chile] his glance was many times distracted from
the dark-hued and youthful beauties dancing the Zamacueca
[the national dance of Chile.] in the middle of the
room, to the matrons swathed in black veils, who were
playing the harp and piano, accompanying the dance
with languishing songs which interested him greatly.
Perhaps one of these sentimental, bearded ladies might
have been his aunt.
While his ship finished loading its
cargo in Iquique, he came in contact with the crowd
of workers from the saltpeter works, “broken-down”
[originally a term of contempt is now a complimentary
by-name] Chileans, laboring men from all countries,
who did not know how to spend their day’s wages
in the monotony of these new settlements. Their
intoxication diverted itself with most mistaken magnificence.
Some would let the wine run from an entire cask just
to fill a single glass. Others used the bottles
of champagne lined up on the shelves of the cafes
as a target for their revolvers, paying cash for all
that they broke.
From this trip Ferragut gained a feeling
of pride and confidence that made him scornful of
every danger. Afterwards he encountered the tornadoes
of the Asiatic seas, those horrible circular tempests
that in the northern hemisphere revolve from right
to left, and in the south from left to right rapid
incidents of a few hours or days at the most.
He had doubled Cape Horn in mid-winter after a struggle
against the elements that had lasted two months.
He had been able to run all risks; the ocean had exhausted
for him all its surprises.... And yet, nevertheless,
the worst of his adventures occurred in a calm sea.
He had been at sea seven years and
was thinking of returning once more to Spain when,
in Hamburg, he accepted the post of first mate of a
swift-sailing ship that was setting out for Cameroon
and German East Africa. A Norwegian sailor tried
to dissuade him from this trip. It was an old
ship, and they had insured it for four times its value.
The captain was in league with the proprietor, who
had been bankrupt many times.... And just because
this voyage was so irrational, Ulysses hastened to
embark. For him, prudence was merely a vulgarity,
and obstacles and dangers but tempted more irresistibly
his reckless daring.
One evening in the latitude of Portugal,
when they were far from the regular route of navigation,
a column of smoke and flames suddenly swept the deck,
breaking through the hatchways and devouring the sails.
While Ferragut at the head of a band of negroes was
trying to get control of the fire, the captain and
the German crew were escaping from the ship in two
prepared lifeboats. Ferragut felt sure that the
fugitives were laughing at seeing him run about the
deck that was beginning to warp and send up fire through
all its cracks.
Without ever knowing exactly how,
he found himself in a boat with some negroes and different
objects piled together with the precipitation of flight, a
half-empty barrel of biscuits and another that contained
only water.
They rowed all one night, having behind
them as their unlucky star the burning boat that was
sending its blood-red gleams across the water.
At daybreak they noted on the sun’s disk some
light, black, wavy lines. It was land ... but
so far away!
For two days they wandered over the
moving crests and gloomy valleys of the blue desert.
Several times Ferragut collapsed in mortal lethargy,
with his feet in the water filling the bottom of the
boat. The birds of the sea were tracing spirals
around this floating hearse, following it with vigorous
strokes of the wing, and uttering croakings of death.
The waves raised themselves slowly and sluggishly
over the boat’s edge as though wishing to contemplate
with their sea-green eyes this medley of white and
dark bodies. The ship-wrecked men rowed with nervous
desperation; then they lay down inert, recognizing
the uselessness of their efforts, lost in the great
immensity.
The mate, drowsing on the hard stern,
finally smiled with closed eyes. It was all a
bad dream. He was sure of awaking in his bed surrounded
with the familiar comforts of his stateroom. And
when he opened his eyes, the harsh reality made him
break forth into desperate orders, which the Africans
obeyed as mechanically as though they were still sleeping.
“I do not want to die!...
I ought not to die!” asserted his inner monitor
in a brazen tone.
They shouted and made unavailing signals
to distant boats that disappeared from the great watery
expanse without ever seeing them. Two negroes
died of the cold. Their corpses floated many hours
near the boat as if unable to separate themselves
from it. Then they were drawn under by an invisible
tugging, and some triangular fins passed over the
water’s surface, cutting it like knives at the
same time that its depths were darkened by swift,
ebony shadows.
When at last they approached land,
Ferragut realized that death was nearer here than
on the high sea. The coast rose up before them
like an immense wall. Seen from the boat it appeared
to cover half the sky. The long oceanic undulation
became a ravenous wave upon encountering the outer
bulwarks of these barren islands, breaking in the depths
of their caves, and forming cascades of foam that
rolled around them from top to bottom, raising up
furious columns of spray with the report of a cannonade.
An irresistible hand grasped the keel,
making the landing a vertical one. Ferragut shot
out like a projectile, falling in the foaming whirlpools
and having the impression, as he sank, that men and
casks together were rolling and raining into the sea.
He saw bubbling streaks of white and
black hulks. He felt himself impelled by contradictory
forces. Some dragged at his head and others at
his feet in different directions, making him revolve
like the hands of a clock. Even his thoughts
were working double. “It is useless to
resist,” Discouragement was murmuring in his
brain, while his other half was affirming desperately,
“I do not want to die!... I must not die!”
Thus he lived through a few seconds
that seemed to him like hours. He felt the brute
force of hidden friction, then a blow in the abdomen
that arrested his course between the two waters, and
grasping at the irregularities of a projecting rock,
he raised his head and was able to breathe. The
wave was retreating, but another again overwhelmed
him, detaching him from the point with its foamy churning,
making him leave in the stony crevices bits of the
skin of his hands, his breast, and his knees.
The oceanic suction seemed dragging
him down in spite of his desperate strokes. “It’s
no use! I’m going to die,” half of
his mind was saying and at the same time his other
mental hemisphere was reviewing with lightning synthesis
his entire life. He saw the bearded face of the
Triton in this supreme instant. He saw
the poet Labarta just as when he was recounting to
his godson the adventures of the old Ulysses, and
his shipwrecked struggle with the rocky peaks and waves.
Again the marine dilatation tossed
him against a rock, and again he anchored himself
to it with an instinctive clutch of his hands.
But before this wave retired it hurled him desperately
upon another ledge, the refluent water passing back
below him. Thus he struggled a long time, clinging
to the rocks when the sea overwhelmed him, and crawling
along upon the jutting points whenever the retiring
water permitted.
Finding himself upon a projecting
point of the coast, free at last from the suction
of the waves, his energy suddenly disappeared.
The water that dripped from his body was red, each
time more red, spreading itself in rivulets over the
greenish irregularities of the rock. He felt
intense pain as though all his organism had lost the
protection of its covering, his raw flesh
remaining exposed to the air.
He wished to get somewhere, but over
his head the coast was rearing its stark bulk, a
concave and inaccessible wall. It would be impossible
to get away from this spot. He had saved himself
from the sea only to die stationed in front of it.
His corpse would never float to an inhabited shore.
The only ones that were going to know of his death
were the enormous crabs scrambling over the rocky
points, seeking their nourishment in the surge; the
sea gulls were letting themselves drop vertically
with extended wings from the heights of the steep-sloped
shore. Even the smallest crustaceans had the advantage
of him.
Suddenly he felt all his weakness,
all his misery, while his blood continued crimsoning
the little lakes among the rocks. Closing his
eyes to die, he saw in the darkness a pale face, hands
that were deftly weaving delicate laces, and before
night should descend forever upon his eyelids, he
moaned a childish cry:
“Mama!... Mama!...”
Three months afterward upon arriving
at Barcelona, he found his mother just as he had seen
her during his death-agony on the Portuguese coast....
Some fishermen had picked him up just as his life was
ebbing away. During his stay in the hospital
he wrote many times in a light and confident tone
to Dona Cristina, pretending that he was detained by
important business in Lisbon.
Upon seeing him enter his home, the
good lady dropped her eternal lace-work, turned pale
and greeted him with tremulous hands and troubled
eyes. She must have known the truth; and if she
did not know it, her motherly instinct told her when
she saw Ulysses convalescent, emaciated, hovering
between courageous effort and physical breakdown,
just like the brave who come out of the torture chamber.
“Oh, my son!... How much longer!...”
It was time that he should bring to
an end his madness for adventure, his crazy desire
for attempting the impossible, and encountering the
most absurd dangers. If he wished to follow the
sea, very well. But let it be in respectable
vessels in the service of a great company, following
a career of regular promotion, and not wandering capriciously
over all seas, associated with the international lawlessness
that the ports offer for the reinforcement of crews.
Remaining quietly at home would be best of all.
Oh, what happiness if he would but stay with his mother!...
And Ulysses, to the astonishment of
Dona Cristina, decided to do so. The good senora
was not alone. A niece was living with her as
though she were her daughter. The sailor had
only to go down in the depths of his memory to recall
a little tot of a girl four years old, creeping and
frolicking on the shore while he, with the gravity
of a man, had been listening to the old secretary
of the town, as he related the past grandeurs
of the Catalunian navy.
She was the daughter of a Blanes (the
only poor one in the family) who had commanded his
relatives’ ships, and had died of yellow fever
in a Central American port. Ferragut had difficulty
in reconciling the little creature crawling over the
sand with this same slender, olive-colored girl wearing
her mass of hair like a helmet of ebony, with two
little spirals escaping over the ears. Her eyes
appeared to have the changing tints of the sea, sometimes
black and others blue, or green and deep where the
light of the sun was reflected like a point of gold.
He was attracted by her simplicity
and by the timid grace of her words and smile.
She was an irresistible novelty for this world-rover
who had only known coppery maidens with bestial roars
of laughter, yellowish Asiatics with feline gestures,
or Europeans from the great ports who, at the first
words, beg for drink, and sing upon the knees of the
one who is treating, wearing his cap as a testimony
of love.
Cinta, that was her name, appeared
to have known him all his life. He had been the
object of her conversations with Dona Cristina when
they spent monotonous hours together weaving lace,
as was the village custom. Passing her room,
Ulysses noticed there some of his own portraits at
the time when he was a simple apprentice aboard a
transatlantic liner. Cinta had doubtless
taken them from her aunt’s room, for she had
been admiring this adventurous cousin long before
knowing him. One evening the sailor told the two
women how he had been rescued on the coast of Portugal.
The mother listened with averted glance, and with
trembling hands moving the bobbins of her lace.
Suddenly there was an outcry. It was Cinta
who could not listen any longer, and Ulysses felt
flattered by her tears, her convulsive laments, her
eyes widened with an expression of terror.
Ferragut’s mother had been greatly
concerned regarding the future of this poor niece.
Her only salvation was matrimony, and the good senora
had focused her glances upon a certain relative a little
over forty who needed this young girl to enliven his
life of mature bachelorhood. He was the wise
one of the family. Dona Cristina used to admire
him because he was not able to read without the aid
of glasses, and because he interlarded his conversation
with Latin, just like the clergy. He was teaching
Latin and rhetoric in the Institute of Manresa and
spoke of being transferred some day to Barcelona, glorious
end of an illustrious career. Every week he escaped
to the capital in order to make long visits to the
notary’s widow.
“He doesn’t come on my
account,” said the good senora, “who would
bother about an old woman like me?... I tell you
that he is in love with Cinta, and it will be
good luck for the child to marry a man so wise, so
serious....”
As he listened to his mother’s
matrimonial schemes, Ulysses began to wonder which
of a professor of rhetoric’s bones a sailor might
break without incurring too much responsibility.
One day Cinta was looking all
over the house for a dark, worn-out thimble that she
had been using for many years. Suddenly she ceased
her search, blushed and dropped her eyes. Her
glance had met an evasive look on her cousin’s
face. He had it. In Ulysses’ room might
be seen ribbons, skeins of silk, an old fan all
deposited in books and papers by the same mysterious
reflex that had drawn his portraits from his mother’s
to his cousin’s room.
The sailor now liked to remain at
home passing long hours meditating with his elbows
on the table, but at the same time attentive to the
rustling of light steps that could be heard from time
to time in the near-by hallway. He knew about
everything, spherical and rectangular trigonometry,
cosmography, the laws of the winds and the tempest,
the latest oceanographic discoveries but
who could teach him the approved form of addressing
a maiden without frightening her?... Where the
deuce could a body learn the art of proposing to a
shy girl?...
For him, doubts were never very long
nor painful affairs. Forward march! Let
every one get out of such matters as best he could.
And one evening when Cinta was going from the
parlor to her aunt’s bedroom in order to bring
her a devotional book, she collided with Ulysses in
the passageway.
If she had not known him, she might
have trembled for her existence. She felt herself
grasped by a pair of powerful hands that lifted her
up from the floor. Then an avid mouth stamped
upon hers two aggressive kisses. “Take
that and that!"... Ferragut repented on seeing
his cousin trembling against the wall, as pale as
death, her eyes filled with tears.
“I have hurt you. I am a brute ... a brute!”
He almost fell on his knees, imploring
her pardon; he clenched his fists as if he were going
to strike himself, punishing himself for his audacity.
But she would not let him continue.... “No,
No!...” And while she was moaning this
protest, her arms were forming a ring around Ulysses’
neck. Her head drooped toward his, seeking the
shelter of his shoulder. A little mouth united
itself modestly to that of the sailor, and at the
same time his beard was moistened with a shower of
tears.
And they said no more about it.
When, weeks afterward, Dona Cristina
heard her son’s petition, her first movement
was one of protest. A mother listens with benevolent
appreciation to any request for the hand of her daughter,
but she is ambitious and exacting where her son is
concerned. She had dreamed of something so much
more brilliant; but her indecision was short.
That timid girl was perhaps the best companion for
Ulysses, after all. Furthermore the child was
well suited to be the wife of a man of the sea, having
seen its life from her infancy.... Good-by Professor!
They were married. Soon afterwards
Ferragut, who was not able to lead an inactive life,
returned to the sea, but as first officer of a transatlantic
steamer that made regular trips to South America.
To him this seemed like being employed in a floating
office, visiting the same ports and invariably repeating
the same duties. His mother was extremely proud
to see him in uniform. Cinta fixed her gaze
on the almanac as the wife of a clerk fixes it on
the clock. She had the certainty that when three
months should have passed by she would see him reappear,
coming from the other side of the world laden down
with exotic gifts, just as a husband who returns from
the office with a bouquet bought in the street.
Upon his return from his first two
voyages, she went to meet him on the wharf, her eager
glance searching for his blue coat and his cap with
its band of gold among the transatlantic passengers
fluttering about the decks, rejoicing at their arrival
in Europe.
On the following trip, Dona Cristina
obliged her to remain at home, fearing that the excitement
and the crowds at the harbor might affect her approaching
maternity. After that on each of his return trips
Ferragut saw a new son, although always the same one;
first it was a bundle of batiste and lace carried
by a showily-uniformed nurse; then by the time he
was captain of the transatlantic liner, a little cherub
in short skirts, chubby-cheeked, with a round head
covered with a silky down, holding out its little
arms to him; finally a boy who was beginning to go
to school and at sight of his father would grasp his
hard right hand, admiring him with his great eyes,
as though he saw in his person the concentrated perfection
of all the forces of the universe.
Don Pedro, the professor, continued
visiting the house of Dona Cristina, although with
less assiduity. He had the resigned and coldly
wrathful attitude of the man who believes that he has
arrived too late and is convinced that his bad luck
was merely the result of his carelessness....
If he had only spoken before! His masculine self-importance
never permitted him to doubt that the young girl would
have accepted him jubilantly.
In spite of this conviction, he was
not able to refrain at times from a certain ironical
aggressiveness which expressed itself by inventing
classic nicknames. The young wife of Ulysses,
bending over her lace-making, was Penelope awaiting
the return of her wandering husband.
Dona Cristina accepted this nickname
because she knew vaguely that Penelope was a queen
of good habits. But the day that the professor,
by logical deduction, called Cinta’s son Telemachus,
the grandmother protested.
“He is named Esteban after his
grandfather.... Telemachus is nothing but a theatrical
name.”
On one of his voyages Ulysses took
advantage of a four-hour stop in the port of Valencia
to see his godfather. From time to time he had
been receiving letters from the poet, each
one shorter and sadder, written in a trembling
script that announced his age and increasing infirmity.
Upon entering the office Ferragut
felt just like the legendary sleepers who believe
themselves awaking after a few hours of sleep when
they have really been dozing for dozens of years.
Everything there was still just as it was in his infancy: the
busts of the great poets on the top of the book-cases,
the wreaths in their glass cases, the jewels and statuettes,
prizes for successful poems were still in
their crystal cabinets or resting on the same pedestals;
the books in their resplendent bindings formed their
customary close battalions the length of the bookcases.
But the whiteness of the busts had taken on the color
of chocolate, the bronzes were reddened by oxidation,
the gold had turned greenish, and the wreaths were
losing their leaves. It seemed as though ashes
might have rained down upon perpetuity.
The occupants of this spell-bound
dwelling presented the same aspect of neglect and
deterioration. Ulysses found the poet thin and
yellow, with a long white beard, with one eye almost
closed and the other very widely opened. Upon
seeing the young officer, broad-chested, vigorous
and bronzed, Labarta, who was huddled in a great arm
chair, began to cry with a childish hiccough as though
he were weeping over the misery of human illusions,
over the brevity of a deceptive life that necessitates
continual renovation.
Ferragut found even greater difficulty
in recognizing the little and shrunken senora who
was near the poet. Her flabby flesh was hanging
from her skeleton like the ragged fringe of past splendor;
her head was small; her face had the wrinkled surface
of a winter apple or plum, or of all the fruits that
shrink and wither when they lose their juices.
“Dona Pepa!...” The two
old people were thee-ing and thou-ing each other with
the tranquil non-morality of those that realize that
they are very near to death, and forget the tremors
and scruples of a life crumbling behind them.
The sailor shrewdly suspected that
all this physical misery was the sad finale of an
absurd, happy-go-lucky and childish dietary, sweets
serving as the basis of nutrition, great heavy rice
dishes as a daily course, watermelons and cantaloupes
filling in the space between meals, topped with ices
served in enormous glasses and sending out a perfume
of honeyed snow.
The two told him, sighing, of their
infirmities, which they thought incomprehensible,
attributing them to the ignorance of the doctors.
It was really the morbid wasting away that suddenly
attacks people of the abundant, food-yielding countries.
Their life was one continual stream of liquid sugar....
And yet Ferragut could easily guess the disobedience
of the two old folks to the discipline of diet, their
childish deceptions, their cunning in order to enjoy
alone the fruits and syrups which were the enchantment
of their existence.
The interview was a short one.
The captain had to return to the port of Grao
where his steamer was awaiting him, ready to weigh
anchor for South America.
The poet wept again, kissing his god-son.
He never would see again this Colossus who seemed
to repel his weak embraces with the bellows of his
respiration.
“Ulysses, my son!... Always
think of Valencia.... Do for her all that you
can.... Keep her ever in mind, always Valencia!”
He promised all that the poet wished
without understanding exactly what it was that Valencia
might expect from him, a simple sailor, wandering
over all the seas. Labarta wished to accompany
him to the door but he sank down in his seat, obedient
to the affectionate despotism of his companion who
was always fearing the greatest catastrophes for him.
Poor Dona Pepa!...
Ferragut felt inclined to laugh and to weep at the
same time upon receiving a kiss from, her withered
mouth whose down had turned into pin points.
It was the kiss of an old beauty who remembers the
gallantry of a youthful lover, the kiss of a childless
woman caressing the son she might have had.
“Poor unhappy Carmelo!...
He no longer writes, he no longer reads.... Ay!
what will ever become of me?...”
She always spoke of the poet’s
failing powers with the commiseration of a strong
and healthy person, and she became terrified when thinking
of the years in which she might survive her lord.
Taken up with caring for him, she never even glanced
at herself.
A year afterward, on returning from
the Philippines, the captain found a letter from his
god-father awaiting him at Port Said. Dona
Pepa had died, and Labarta, working off the tearful
heaviness of his low spirits, bade her farewell in
a long canticle. Ulysses ran his eyes over the
enclosed newspaper clipping containing the last verses
of the poet. The stanzas were in Castilian.
A bad sign!... After that there could be no doubt
that his end must be very near.
Ferragut never again had an opportunity
to see his god-father, who died while he was on one
of his trips. Upon disembarking at Barcelona,
Dona Cristina handed him a letter written by the poet
almost in his death-agony. “Valencia, my
son! Always Valencia!” And after repeating
this recommendation many times, he announced that he
had made his god-son his heir.
The books, the statues, all the glorious
souvenirs of the poet-laureate, came to Barcelona
to adorn the sailor’s home. The little
Telemachus amused himself pulling apart the old wreaths
of the troubador, and tearing out the old prints from
his volumes with the inconsequence of a lively child
whose father is very far away and who knows that he
is idolized by two indulgent ladies. Besides his
trophies, the poet left Ulysses an old house in Valencia,
some real estate and a certain amount in negotiable
securities, total, thirty thousand dollars.
The other guardian of his infancy,
the vigorous Triton, seemed to be unaffected
by the passing of the years. Upon his return to
Barcelona, Ferragut frequently found him installed
in his home, in mute hostility to Dona Cristina, devoting
to Cinta and her son a part of the affection
that he had formerly lavished upon Ulysses alone.
He was very desirous that the little
Esteban should know the home of his great grandparents.
“You will let me have him?...
You know well enough,” he coaxed, “that
down in the Marina men become as strong as though
made of bronze. Surely you will let me have him?...”
But he quailed before the indignant
gesture of the suave Dona Cristina. Entrust her
grandson to the Triton, and let him awaken in
him the love of maritime adventure, as he had done
with Ulysses?... Behind me, thou blue devil!
The doctor used to wander around bewildered
by the port of Barcelona.... Too much noisy bustle,
too much movement! Walking proudly along by the
side of Ulysses, he loved to recount to him the adventures
of his life as a sailor and cosmopolitan vagabond.
He considered his nephew the greatest of the Ferraguts,
a true man of the sea like his ancestors but with
the title of captain; an adventurous rover
over all oceans, as he had been, but with a place
on the bridge, invested with the absolute command
that responsibility and danger confer. When Ulysses
reembarked, the Triton would take himself off
to his own dominions.
“It will be next time, sure!”
he would say in order to console himself for having
to part with his nephew’s son; and after a few
months had passed by, he would reappear, each time
larger, uglier, more tanned, with a silent smile which
broke into words before Ulysses just as tempestuous
clouds break forth in thunder claps.
Upon his return from a trip to the
Black Sea, Dona Cristina announced to her son:
“Your uncle has died.”
The pious senora lamented as a Christian
the departure of her brother-in-law, dedicating a
part of her prayers to him; but she insisted with
a certain cruelty in giving an account of his sad end,
for she had never been able to pardon his fatal intervention
in the destiny of Ulysses. He had died as he
had lived, in the sea, a victim, of his
own rashness, without confession, just like any pagan.
Another legacy thus fell to Ferragut....
His uncle had gone out swimming one sunny, winter
morning and had never come back. The old folks
on the shore had their way of explaining how the accident
had happened, a fainting spell probably,
a clash against the rocks. The Dotor was
still vigorous, but the years do not pass without leaving
their footprints. Some believed that he must have
had a struggle with a shark or some other of the carnivorous
fish that abound in the Mediterranean waters.
In vain the fishermen guided their skiffs through
all the twisting entrances and exits of the waters
around the promontory, exploring the gloomy caves
and the lower depths of crystalline transparency.
No one was ever able to find the Triton’s
body.
Ferragut recalled the cortege of Aphrodite
which the doctor had so often described to him on
summer evenings, by the light of the far-away gleam
of the lighthouse. Perhaps he had come upon that
gay retinue of nereids, joining it forever!
This absurd supposition that Ulysses
mentally formulated with a sad and incredulous smile,
frequently recurred in the simple thoughts of many
of the people of the Marina.
They refused to believe in his death.
A wizard is never drowned. He must have found
down below something very interesting and when he got
tired of living in the green depths, he would probably
some day come swimming back home.
No: the Dotor had not died.
And for many years afterwards the
women who were going along the coast at nightfall
would quicken their steps, crossing themselves upon
distinguishing on the dark waters a bit of wood or
a bunch of sea weed. They feared that suddenly
would spring forth the Triton, bearded, dripping,
spouting, returning from his excursion into the mysterious
depths of the sea.