On leaving the cloister in the mornings
soon after daybreak, the first person Gabriel would
see was Don Antolin, the “Silver Stick.”
This priest exercised an authority like that of Governor
of the Cathedral, for all the lay servants were under
his orders, and all the repairs of little importance
were done under his supervision.
Down below, in the church, he watched
the sacristans and the acolytes, careful that the
canons and beneficiaries should have no cause of complaint
in the services. Upstairs, in the cloister, he
watched over the good behaviour and cleanliness of
the families, being by the grace of the cardinal archbishop
a sort of magistrate over that little town.
He occupied the best “habitación”
in the Claverías. At the great ceremonies
he walked in front of the Chapter in his pluvial, carrying
a silver stick nearly as tall as himself, making the
tiles of the pavement re-echo with its blows.
During High Mass and the choir in the evening he walked
about the naves to check any irreverence on the part
of the congregation or any inattention on that of the
staff. At eight o’clock at night in the
winter, and at nine in summer, he locked the door
of the staircase leading to the upper cloister, putting
the key in his pocket, and so all the people in the
cloister remained quite isolated from the town.
If now and again anyone was taken ill in the night,
it was necessary to wake Don Antolin who, plunging
his hand into the depths of his cassock, would produce
his key, and deign to restore communication with the
outer world.
He was about seventy years of age,
small and wizened; age had scarcely tinged his shaven
crown with grey, his forehead was broad and square,
and rose straight beneath the silk cap he wore in winter.
His features were rather drawn out, without a single
wrinkle, and devoid of any expression that showed
emotion, the jaw-bone narrow and sharp, and the eyes
as inexpressive and motionless as the rest of the face,
but with a cold, penetrating glance that was extremely
disconcerting.
Gabriel had known him from his childhood;
he was, to use his own expression, like a private
soldier of the church, who by reason of his years
and services had attained the rank of sergeant, but
who could rise no further. When Luna first entered
the seminary Don Antolin had just been ordained priest,
and since then had passed his life in the sacristy
of the Primacy where he had begun as acolyte.
On account of his absolute and irrational
faith and his unbending adhesion to the Church, the
professors in the seminary had pushed him on in his
career, in spite of his ignorance; he was a son of
the soil, having been born in a village in the mountains
round Toledo. The Holy Metropolitan Church was
to him the second house of God in the world, only
ranking after Saint Peter’s in Rome, and all
ecclesiastical learning was to him like rays emanating
from the Divine wisdom, which blinded him, and were
to be adored with the profound respect of ignorance.
He had that blessed and entire want
of education so appreciated by the Church in former
years. Gabriel felt sure that if Silver Stick
had been born in the flourishing times of Catholicism
he would have become a saint on dedicating himself
to the spiritual life, or he would have played an
excellent part in the Inquisition on the arrival of
that militant society. Having come into the world
at the wrong time, when faith was weakened and the
Church could no longer impose its laws by violence,
the good Don Antolin had remained hidden in the lower
administration of the Cathedral, assisting the Canon
Obrero in the division and assignment of the money
that the State allowed to the Primacy, giving long
thought over the spending of each handful of farthings,
endeavouring that the holy house, like the ruined families,
should keep up its good outward appearance without
revealing the poverty inside.
He had been promised several times
a chaplaincy of nuns, but he was one of those faithful
to the Cathedral, one of those quite in love with
the great establishment. He was proud of the confidence
that the Lord Archbishop placed in him, and of the
frank friendliness with which the canons and beneficiaries
spoke to him, and of his administrative conferences
with the Obrero and the Treasurer. For this reason
he could not repress a gesture of contemptuous superiority
when having donned his pluvial, and clutching his
silver stick, he advanced and spoke to any strange
clergy from the neighbouring villages who visited
the Primacy.
His faults were purely ecclesiastic;
he saved in secret, with that cold, determined avarice
so usual at all times in people attached to the Church.
His greasy skull cap had been discarded as too old
by its former owner, one of the canons; his cassock
of a greenish black and his shoes had also belonged
to some one of the beneficiaries; in the Claverías
they all whispered of the monies hoarded by Don Antolin,
and of his savings that were devoted to usury loans
that never went beyond two or three duros to the poorer
servants of the church ground down by poverty, and
which he recovered with interest at the beginning
of every month when they were paid by the Canon Obrero.
In him avarice and usury were joined to the most implicit
honesty in regard to the interests of the church;
he would punish relentlessly the smallest pilfering
in the sacristy, and he made up his accounts for the
Chapter with a minuteness that annoyed the Obrero.
To every one his own, the church was poor and it would
be a sin worthy of hell to deprive her of a single
farthing; he, as a good servant of God was poor also,
and he thought he was doing no wrong in drawing a
certain profit from the money he had gathered together
by dint of bargaining, and by many painful privations
in the midst of his poverty.
His niece, Mariquita, lived with
him, an ugly woman with masculine features and a fresh
colour, who had come from the mountains to look after
her uncle, of whose riches and power in the Primacy
all his relations and friends in the village talked
a great deal. She rode roughshod over all the
other women in the Claverías, taking undue advantage
of Don Antolin’s supreme authority. The
more timid formed round her a circle of adulation,
endeavouring to evoke her protection by cleaning her
house and cooking for her, while Mariquita, dressed
in the habit, and with her hair most carefully combed the
only luxury allowed by her uncle loitered
about the cloister hoping to meet there some cadet,
or that some of the foreigners visiting the tower or
the hall of the giants would take notice of her.
She made sheep’s eyes at every man; and she,
so hard and imperious to all the women, would smile
sweetly on all the bachelors living in the Claverías.
The “Tato” was a great friend of hers;
he would come and visit her when her uncle was absent
in order to air his graces as apprentice to a Torrero.
Gabriel, with his delicate looks, his mysterious self-containment,
and the confused story of all his great travels about
the world interested her not less; she would even
speak with marked deference to the “Wooden Staff,”
as he was both a man and a widower, and, as the “Perrero”
wickedly said, the very sight of a pair of trousers
nearly drove the poor woman mad in that establishment
where the greater part of the men wore petticoats.
Don Antolin had known Gabriel since
his childhood, and spoke to him in the second person.
The ignorant priest still retained the remembrance
of Luna’s great triumphs obtained in the seminary,
and though he saw him so poor and ailing, taking refuge
in the Cathedral almost on charity, his “tuteo”
of superiority was not free from admiration.
Gabriel, on his side, feared Silver Stick, knowing
his intolerant fanaticism. For this reason he
confined himself to listening to him, careful in their
conversation that not a single word should slip in
which could betray his past. He would be the first
to demand his expulsion from the Cathedral, where
he wished to live unknown and silent.
On meeting each other in the cloister,
the two men began with the same questions every morning:
“How is your health to-day?”
Gabriel showed himself an optimist.
He knew that his illness had no remedy; still, that
quiet life free from all emotions, and his brother’s
care, feeding him at all hours, like a bird and almost
by force, had arrested the decay of his health.
The course of the illness was slower death
was meeting with obstacles.
“I am better, Don Antolin.
And yesterday, what sort of a day had you?”
Silver Stick plunged his dirty and
horny hands into the recesses of his cassock, and
produced three greasy little ticket-books, one red,
one green and the third white. He turned over
the leaves, considering the counterfoils of those
he had torn out; he took the most respectful care
of these little books, as though they were far more
important than the big music books in the choir.
“A very slack day, Gabriel!
Being in the winter, so few people travel. Our
best time is in the spring, when they say the English
come in by Gibraltar. They go first to the fair
in Seville, and afterwards they come to have a look
at our Cathedral. Besides, in milder weather the
people come from Madrid, and although they grumble,
the flies crowd to see the giants and the big bell,
then I have to hurry with the tickets; one day, Gabriel,
I took eighty duros. I remember it was at the
last ‘Corpus’; Mariquita had
to sew up the pockets of my cassock, for they tore
with the weight of so many pesetas; it was a blessing
from the Lord.”
He looked sadly at the little books,
as though regretting that many days passed in winter
when he only tore out one or two leaves. This
plan of selling entrance tickets to see the treasures
and curiosities of the Cathedral filled all his thoughts.
It was the salvation of the church, the modern proceeding
to help it on, and he felt proud of fulfilling this
function, which made him one of the most important
persons in the life of the temple.
“You see these green tickets?”
said he to Gabriel. “These are the dearest,
they cost two pesetas each. With these you
can see everything that is most important the
treasury, the chapel of the Virgin, and the Ochavo
with its relics which are unique in the world.
The other cathedrals are dirt compared with ours,
and their relics lies, many of them invented on account
of the envy that our Holy Metropolitan Church inspired.
You see these red ones? These only cost six reals,
and with them you can visit the sacristies, the
wardrobe, the chapels of Don Alvaro de Luna and of
Cardinal Albornoz, and the Chapter-house, with its
two rows of portraits of the archbishops which are
wonders. Who would not scrape their purse to
see such prodigies?”
Afterwards he added, showing the last
ticket book with contempt:
“These white ones are only worth
two reals. They are to see the giants and the
bells. We sell a great many of those to the lower
class who come to the Cathedral on feast days.
Could you believe it, but many of the Protestants
and Jews call this a robbery? The other day three
soldiers came from the Academy with some country folks
to see the giants, and they made quite a scandalous
scene because we would not let them in for an old
song. As if we were asking their charity!
Many of them commit all sorts of nuisances about the
Cathedral, just as if they were heretics, to say nothing
of their drawing all sorts of abominable things and
writing obscene words on the walls of the staircase.
What shocking times, eh, Gabriel? What shocking
times!”
Luna smiled silently, and Silver Stick,
encouraged by what seemed to him acquiescence, went
on with pride:
“And about these tickets, I
invented them that is to say, I am not
really their inventor, but their introduction into
this house is owing to me. You have travelled
so much, and must have seen in those foreign countries
that everything is shown on payment. The Lord
Cardinal before this one, who is now in blessed glory
(and he raised his hand to his skull cap) had also
travelled a great deal he was quite a ‘modern,’
and had he lived would have ended by putting electric
light in the naves of the Cathedral. I heard
him on one occasion speak of what was done in the
museums and other interesting places in Rome and other
towns; unrestricted entrance at all hours on
payment, an immense convenience to the public, who
required to get no tickets beforehand to visit these
things. So one day when the Obrero and I were
biting our nails, seeing that this miserable thousand
and odd pesetas (God forgive me!) that this unhappy
State allows us, could not possibly suffice for our
monthly expenses, I propounded my idea. Now,
could you believe that some of the gentlemen in the
Chapter opposed it? Some of the young canons
spoke of the sellers in the Temple, you know who they
were certain Jews who drove the Lord out
with scourges in their hand, for I know not what misdemeanours.
The older ones said the Cathedral had always had its
treasures open to all for centuries, and so it ought
to go on. All the gentlemen were quite right,
but you cannot do anything with a stupid canon, and
at last the defunct cardinal, who is now in the enjoyment
of God (another tug at his cap) interfered, and the
Chapter were obliged, though with much grumbling,
to accept the reform, and they ended by praising it.
In all bitter there is a sweet! Do you know how
much money I handed to the Lord Cardinal last year?
More than three thousand duros, nearly as much as
this sinful State allows us, and this without prejudice
to anybody. The public pays, they admire and
they go; in any case they are only birds of passage
who come once, and when they go they do not return.
And what are four wretched pesetas, when for that
money you can see one of the most glorious churches
in Christendom, the cradle of Spanish Catholicism,
the Cathedral of Toledo!”
The two men were walking in the cloister
on the side warmed by the sun at that early hour,
the cleric had put away his ticket books, and his
eyes were fixed on Gabriel, who thought that to smile
in his enigmatic way, which Don Antolin accepted as
assent, quite met the situation, and it encouraged
him to continue his confidences.
“Ay, Gabriel! You cannot
think that my heavy duties can be fulfilled without
hard work; the Cardinal trusts me, the Chapter distinguish
me with their regard, and the Obrero has no other hope
but in my assistance. Thanks to these tickets
we can carry the Cathedral along, and keep up its
ancient appearance of grandeur, so that the public
will come and admire. But we are poorer than rats,
and we must be thankful that even some crumbs are
left us from the past. If the wind or the hail
break some of our glass in the naves, we can still
lay our hands on some of the stores left by the Obreros
of former days. Ay, senor! And to think
there was a time when the Chapter maintained at its
own expense inside the church, cutters and painters
of glass, plumbers, and I know not what beside, so
that any great works could be undertaken without seeking
any help outside the house! If one of the tombs
gets broken, even now we have quantities of borderings
carved with saints and flowers that are wonderful
to see. But what will happen when all these are
finished? When the last pane of glass in the
stores has been broken, and the last fragments of carving
in the Obrería used up? We shall have to
put cheap white panes in the windows to prevent the
rain and wind coming in. The Cathedral will look
like an inn may God forgive me the comparison and
the priests of the Primacy will praise God dressed
like the chaplain of a hermitage.”
And Don Antolin laughed sarcastically,
as though this future that he was anticipating was
an absurd contradiction of the eternal laws.
“You will easily believe,”
he went on, “that they do not waste anything,
and that they make money out of every possible thing.
The garden that was for so many years in your family
is now leased out by the Chapter, since your brother’s
death; twenty duros a year your Aunt Tomasa pays for
her son to cultivate it, and this only because, as
you know, the old woman is such a great friend of
His Eminence, as they have known each other since
they were children. I go about like a water carrier,
all round the church and the cloisters, watching that
no one plays tricks, for there are a lot of young light-hearted
people, whom you cannot trust. One minute I am
in the Ochavo, watching that your nephew the
‘Tato’ has sold the tickets to the foreigners
(for he is quite capable of letting them in gratis
if they tip him on leaving), and the next I am up
in the cloister looking after that shoemaker who repairs
the giants; they cannot deceive me, no one escapes
me without paying; but, ay! it is a long while since
I have sung mass. You can see me at mid-day when
the Cathedral is closed reading my hours hurriedly
in the cloisters, watching the clock in order to go
down the moment the church is opened, when the strangers
begin to come to see the treasury. This is not
the life of a good Catholic, and if God does not lay
it to my account that I am doing it all for the glory
of His house, I fear that I shall lose my soul.”
The two men walked up and down some
time in silence, but Don Antolin could not hold his
tongue for long when the subject was the economic
life of the Primacy.
“And to think, Gabriel,”
he continued, “that having been what we were
in former times, we should have come to this!
You and most of those alive have no idea how rich
this house used to be as rich as a king,
and often far richer. From a child no one has
known as you have the history of our glorious archbishops,
but of the fortune they amassed for God, you know
nothing. Of course these temporalities do not
interest learned people like you. Have you any
idea what donations the kings and great lords gave
in their lifetime to our Cathedral, or the legacies
they left her on their deathbeds? You have a great
deal to learn! I know all about it, I have searched
in the Obrería, in the archives, in the library;
everyone does what interests them, and I and the Senor
Obrero have often raged at the indigence of the house,
but I console myself by thinking of what we had, long
before any of us were born. We were very rich,
Gabriel very, very rich. The archbishops
of Toledo could have placed one or two crowns on their
mitre, I dare not say three, for I think of the Supreme
Pontiff. First of all, there is the Deed of Gift
to the Cathedral, made by the King Alfonso VI., by
reason of his having conquered Toledo. It was
made a hermitage, after the election of the Bishop
Don Bernardo, and I have seen it in the archives with
my own sinful eyes, a parchment with Gothic letters,
and at the head is written, ‘The privileges
of this Holy Church.’ The good king gave
to the Cathedral nine towns if I wished
I could tell you their names several mills,
and vineyards innumerable, houses and shops in the
town, and he ends by saying with all the munificence
of a Christian cavalier, ’This, therefore, in
such a way I give, and I grant to this church and
to you, Bernard, Archbishop, in free and perfect gift,
that neither by homicide, nor any other calumny, shall
it ever be forfeited. Amen.’ Afterwards,
Don Alfonso VII. gave us eight towns on the other
side of the Guadalquiver, several ovens, two castles,
the salt works of Belinchon, and a tenth of all the
money coined in Toledo, for the vestments of the prebendaries.
The VIII. of the name showered on the Cathedral a
perfect rain of gifts, towns, villages, and mills.
Illescas is ours, and a great part of Esquivias, as
also the mortgage on Talavera. Afterwards came
the fighting prelate, Don Rodrigo, who took much land
from the Moors, and the Cathedral possesses one principality,
the Adelantamiento de Cazorla, with towns
like Baza, Niebla, and Alcaraz. And besides the
kings there is a great deal to be said about the nobles,
great princes who showed their generosity to the Holy
Metropolitan Church. Don Lope de Haro, Lord of
Vizcaya, not content with paying the cost of the
building from the Puerta de los Escribanos as far
as the choir, gave us the town of Alcubilete, with
its mills and fisheries, and he also left a legacy
so that in the choir when complines are sung, that
lamp called the Preciosa should be lighted, which
is placed by the great bronze eagle belonging to the
big missal. Don Alfonso Tello de Meneses gave
us four towns on the banks of the Guadiana, granted
us tithes and bridge tolls, and I know not what riches
besides. We have been very powerful, Gabriel;
the territory of this diocese is larger than a principality.
The Cathedral had property on the earth, in the air,
and in the sea! Our dominions extended throughout
the whole nation from end to end; there was not a
single province in which we did not hold possessions.
Everything contributed to the glory of the Lord, and
to the comfort and welfare of His ministers; everything
paid to the Cathedral: bread when it was baked
in the ovens, the casting of the net, wheat as it
passed through the mill, money as it came from the
Mint, the traveller as he went on his way; the country
people who then paid no taxes or contributions served
their king and saved their own souls, giving the best
sheaf in every ten, so that the granaries of the Holy
Metropolitan Church were quite insufficient to contain
such abundance. What times were those, Gabriel!
There was faith, Gabriel, and faith is the chief thing
in life without faith there is no virtue
nor decency nor nothing.”
He stopped for a moment, quite out
of breath with talking. The priest was so saturated
with the atmosphere of the Cathedral, that in himself
he seemed to unite all the various scents of the church;
his cassock had collected the mouldy smell of the
old stones and the rusty iron railings, and his mouth
seemed to breathe of the gutters and the gargoyles,
and the rank damp of the garrets.
With the rapid enumeration of all
the past wealth Don Antolin warmed, even to indignation.
“And having been so rich, now
we find ourselves in extreme poverty. And I,
my son, a priest of the Lord, am obliged to go hither
and thither with those tickets so that we may all
live, just as though I were a seller of entrance tickets
to a bull-fight, and the Lord’s house were a
theatre, having to endure all those foreign heretics,
who come in without blessing themselves, and who look
at everything through opera-glasses. And I have
to smile at them because they pay us and provide us
with some dessert for our poor stew! Carape!
Jesus have mercy on me! I was going to say a
sacrilege.”
Don Antolin continued his angry complaints
till, in passing the front of his house, Mariquita
of the scowling and ugly countenance appeared at the
door.
“Uncle, enough of walking.
Your chocolate is getting cold.”
But before the priest disappeared
into his house, she went on, smiling amiably at Luna:
“Will you have some, Don Gabriel?”
And with her bold eyes, like a hungry
wolf, she invited Luna to enter. She liked the
masterful ways of the man, she said, and the ease which
his former intercourse with the world had given him,
and, moreover, for her woman’s imagination Gabriel’s
mysterious past possessed a great attraction; his
proud silence, the vague reports of his adventures,
and the smile, as much compassionate as disdainful,
with which he listened to the people of the upper
cloister.
The insinuating Mariquita withdrew,
and Gabriel continued his walk through the cloister,
after finishing the little jar of milk that his brother
brought him up every morning.
At eight o’clock, Don Luis,
the Chapel-master, came out, his cloak wrapped as
usual theatrically round him, and his big hat well
tilted back, like a glory, round his enormous head;
he was humming absently, restless with perpetual nervous
movements; he inquired anxiously if the bell had yet
rung for the choir, frightened by the threats of a
fine in case he were late. Gabriel felt himself
very much attracted by this poor priestly musician,
who lived so despised in the furthest corner of the
church, thinking far more of music than of dogma.
In the evenings Gabriel would often
go up to the little room inhabited by the Chapel-master,
on the tipper floor of the Lunas’ house; the
room contained all the priest’s fortune a
little iron bed, which had belonged formerly to the
seminarist, two plaster busts of Beethoven and Mozart,
and an enormous pile of bundles of music, bound scores,
loose sheets of ruled paper, so big and so piled up
and disorderly that every now and then a pile would
slip down, covering the floor of the little room with
white sheets to its furthest corner.
“That is how all his money goes,”
said the Wooden Staff with an air of good-natured
reproof, “he will never have a farthing.
As soon as he gets his pay he orders more music from
Madrid. It would be far better for Don Luis if
he were to buy himself a new hat, even if it were a
cheap one, so that the gentlemen of the choir should
not laugh at the covering he has on his head.”
In the winter evenings, after the
choir, the musician and Gabriel took refuge in this
little room. The canons, wishing to avoid the
cold winds and the rain, took their daily walk in
the galleries of the upper cloister, not wishing to
forego this exercise to which their methodical existence
had accustomed them. The rain would beat on the
window of the little room, and in the dull grey twilight
the musician would turn over his portfolios, or letting
his hands wander over the harmonium, he would talk
the while with Gabriel, who was seated on the bed.
The musician would grow excited, speaking
of his love of art. In the midst of some peroration
he would become suddenly silent, and bending over
the instrument its melodies would fill the room, and
floating down the staircase would reach the ears of
the walkers in the cloister like a distant echo.
Suddenly he would cease playing and resume his chattering,
as though afraid that with his absent-mindedness his
ideas would evaporate.
The silent Luna was the only listener
he had met with in the Cathedral; the first who would
listen to him for long hours without ridiculing him
or thinking him crazy, and who often showed by his
short interruptions and questions the pleasure with
which he listened.
The end of the evening’s conversation
was always the same the greatness of Beethoven,
the idol of the poor musician.
“I have loved him all my life,”
said the Chapel-master, “I was educated by a
Jeronomite friar, an old man driven from his convent
who, after leaving it, had wandered over the world
as a professor of the violoncello. The Jeronomites
were the great musicians of the Church. You did
not know this, neither should I have known it if this
holy man had not taken me under his protection soon
after I was born, and been to me a real father.
It appears that in olden days each order devoted itself
to some special thing. One, I think the Benedictines,
copied and annotated old books; others made sweet liqueurs
for the ladies, others were wonderfully clever in
training cage birds, and the Jeronomites studied music
for seven years, each one playing the instrument of
his choice, and to these we owe that there has been
preserved in the Spanish churches a little, but very
little, good musical taste. And from what my
little father told me, what wonderful orchestras these
Jeronomites must have had in their convents! For
the ladies it was a great delight to go on Sunday
evenings to the parlour, where they met the good fathers,
each one a master of his own particular instrument.
These were the only concerts in those days, and with
their pittance assured, and no anxiety as to housing
or clothing themselves, and with the love of art as
their only duty, you may imagine, Gabriel, what musicians
they could become. For this reason, when the
friars were expelled from their convents the Jeronomites
were not the worst off. There was no need to
beg masses in the churches or to live on the charity
of devout families; they were able to earn their bread
by an art conscientiously studied, and consequently
they soon got places as organists and Chapel-masters;
the Chapters really fought for them. Some were
more venturesome, and, anxious to see more of that
musical world which had seemed to them while in their
convents a vision of Paradise, entered the orchestras
of theatres, many travelling even to Italy, transforming
themselves so entirely that even their own former
prior could not have recognised them. One of
these was my little father. What a man! He
was a good Christian, but he had thrown himself so
thoroughly into music that he retained very little
of the former friar. When he was told that probably
the convents would be re-established, he shrugged
his shoulders with indifference, a new sonata interested
him much more. He sometimes said things that
have always lived in my memory. I remember one
day when I was a child he took me to a meeting of
musical friends in Madrid, who played, for their own
pleasure only, the famous ‘Seventh Symphony.’
Do you know it? It is the freshest and most graceful
of all Beethoven’s works. I remember my
little father leaving the room quite wrapped up in
himself, with his head bent, dragging me along, for
I could hardly keep up with his long footsteps, and
when we got home he looked at me fixedly, as though
I had been a grown-up person. ‘Listen, Luis,’
he said, ’and remember this well. There
is only one Lord in the world, Our Lord Jesus Christ,
and there are two lesser lords, Galileo and Beethoven.’”
The musician looked lovingly at the
plaster bust which faced the room from one corner,
with its leonine brows and the diffident eyes of a
deaf person.
“I do not know much about Galileo,”
continued Don Luis. “I know that he was
a very wise man, and a scientific genius. I am
only a musician and I know very little about other
things, but I adore Beethoven, and I think my little
father did the same he is a god; the most
extraordinary man the world has ever produced.
Don’t you think so, Gabriel?”
His nerves were quivering with his
excitement, and getting up, he walked rapidly up and
down the room, trampling on all the loose sheets of
music.
“Ay! how I envy you, Gabriel,
having travelled so much, and having heard so many
good things! The other night I could not sleep
for thinking of all you had told me about your life
in Paris those beautiful Sunday afternoons
when you would go to the Lamoureax concerts, or sometimes
to Colonnas, giving yourself a surfeit of sublimity!
And here am I, shut up, my only hope being perhaps
to conduct a Mass of Rossini’s at one of the
great festivals! My only comfort is to read music,
instructing myself thoroughly in those great works
that so many fools in the towns can listen to half
asleep and bored. Here I have, in this pile,
the nine symphonies of the great man his
innumerable sonatas, his masses, and together with
him, Haydn, Mozart, Mendelssohn, in fact all the great
writers. I have even Wagner. I read them,
and I play what is possible on the harmonium.
But it is just as if you were to describe
the drawing and colours of a picture to a blind man,
buried in this cloister. I know, blindly, that
there are most beautiful things in this world for
those who can hear them.”
The Chapel-master kept from the previous
year the remembrance of a great happiness, and he
spoke of it enthusiastically. He had been chosen
by the Cardinal Archbishop to go to Madrid, to be one
of a board of examiners for organists.
“That was the best time I ever
had in my life, Gabriel. One evening I listened
to Wagner, dressed in the clothes of a friend of mine,
a violinist, who plays here in Toledo at the great
festivals. I heard the Walkyria in the pit of
the Real Theatre, another night I went to a concert;
but the greatest night of all was the one on which
I heard the Ninth Symphony of that ugly old fellow,
of that deaf, bad-tempered genius who is listening
to us.”
And with one bound the musician rushed
to the bust, kissing it with childish humility, just
as a child would caress a stern and domineering father.
“You know the Ninth Symphony;
true, Gabriel? And what did you feel as you listened
to it? When I listen to music strange things happen
to me. I close my eyes and I see unknown countries
and strange faces, and whenever I hear the same works
the same visions are repeated. If I speak about
this with any of the people down below they say I am
mad, but I know that you feel as I do, and I am not
afraid that you will laugh at me. There are musical
passages that make me see the sea, blue and boundless,
with silvery waves, and this, though I have never seen
the ocean; other works bring before me woods and castles,
or groups of shepherds with white flocks; with Schubert
I always see two lovers sighing at the foot of a linden
tree, and certain French composers bring before my
mind’s eye beautiful women walking among beds
of roses, dressed in violet, always violet. And
you, Gabriel, do not you see these things?”
The anarchist assented yes,
music awoke in him also a world of fantastic visions,
far more beautiful than reality.
“I remember,” went on
the priest, “what the Ninth Symphony made me
see. I see it still if I only hum some of its
passages. Oh! that graceful Scherzo with its
strange trémolos! I thought, hearing it,
that God and his court of saints had left the heavens
to take a walk, leaving the little angels masters
of the house, full liberty! Universal gambols!
The heavenly children, without any restraint, sported
from cloud to cloud, amusing themselves by scattering
on the earth the garlands of flowers that the saints
had left behind them; one let loose the rain and made
it fall on the earth; another seized the key of the
thunder and touched it, fearful peals which frightened
all the revellers and made them fly. But they
returned again to continue their graceful play, beginning
afresh their noisy games that the thunder had disturbed.
And the Adagio! What do you say about that?
Do you know anything softer, more loving or so divinely
peaceful? Human beings will never speak like
this again, however much progress they make.
Hearing it, I thought of those fresco-painted ceilings
with mythological figures gods and goddesses
with pink flesh and flowing curves, Apollo and Venus
reclining on a mountain of pink and gold clouds, like
a lovely dawn.”
“Chaplain, what has come to
you?” said Gabriel; “this is not very
Christian.”
“No, but it is artistic,”
said the musician simply. “I do not trouble
myself much about religion, I believe what I was taught,
and I have never taken the trouble to inquire any
further. Music alone occupies me, of which someone
has said ’that it will be the religion of the
future,’ the purest manifestation of the ideal.
Everything that is beautiful delights me, and I believe
in it as a work of God. ’I believe in God
and in Beethoven,’ as his pupil said and
besides, how much religion the grandeur of music contains!
Do you know the last quartet that Beethoven wrote?
He felt he was dying, and he wrote on the edge of
the score this terrible question: ‘Must
it be?’ and lower down he added, ‘Yes,
it must be, it must be.’ It was necessary
to die, even for such a genius to leave life, while
he still carried in his mind such glorious things,
to pay the tribute of human renovation; and then he
wrote that lament, that farewell to life, whose greatness
cannot be equalled by any song, or by any words of
religion.”
The musician sat down to the harmonium,
and for a long while played that last lament of the
genius, his sorrowful complaint on crossing the threshold,
not despairing and trembling through fear of the unknown,
but with a brave melancholy, sinking into the eternal
shadow, confident that nothing could obscure his genius.
These evenings of artistic communion
in that corner of the sleepy Cathedral drew the two
men together with an ever increasing affection.
The musician talked, turning over his scores, or playing
his harmonium; the revolutionist listened silently,
only interrupting his friend by his painful cough.
They were evenings of sweet sadness that these two
men spent together, one dreaming of leaving the stone
prison of the Cathedral to see the world, the other
returning from life wounded and breathless, content
with the obscure repose of the beautiful church, and
guarding with prudent silence the secret of his past.
Art shone for them like the rays of the sun in the
grey and monotonous atmosphere of the Cathedral.
When they met in the early mornings
in the cloister the conversation between the two friends
generally ran on the same lines.
“This evening, eh?” the
Chapel-master would say mysteriously. “I
have some fresh music, we shall enjoy something new
that I have been sent to-day, and besides, I wrote
a little thing last night.”
The anarchist nodded affirmatively,
quite ready to serve as entertainment for this pariah
of art, who saw in him his only audience, and who
took so much kindly trouble to interest him.
While the services lasted Gabriel
would walk alone in the cloisters; all the men were
in the Cathedral, except the shoemaker, who was mending
the giants. Tired of the chattering of the women
who stood at the doors of the Claverías, he would
go up to the dwelling of the bell-ringer, his old
companion in arms, or he would go down into the garden
by the remarkable staircase del Tenorio when it
was open, or by the archbishop’s archway crossing
the street.
He delighted in passing an hour under
the trees; he found in the garden as many memories
of his family as in the “habitación”
upstairs. Besides, he was tired of always finding
his walks bounded by stone walls, which reminded him
of his prison, and he wanted the movement of the vegetation
caressed by the breeze to foster the illusion that
he was living in complete liberty in the open country.
In the arbour, where he had formerly
so often seen his father, infirm and crippled with
age, directing his eldest son, who received all his
orders impassively, he would now meet his Aunt Tomasa,
knitting her stockings, and watching with vigilant
eyes the work of a boy whom she had taken into her
service.
Gabriel’s aunt was by far the
most important person in the Claverías; her word
was worth quite as much as Don Antolin’s, the
Silver Stick was afraid of her, bending before the
powerful protection that they all guessed stood behind
the poor old woman. In the days when her father,
Gabriel’s maternal grandfather, was sacristan
in the Cathedral the functions of acolyte were exercised
by a small boy, nephew of one of the beneficiaries
of the Cathedral, who ended by paying for his education
in the seminary. This little acolyte of half a
century before was now a prince of the church, and
the Cardinal Archbishop of Toledo. Old Tomasa
and he had known each other as children, fighting
over trifles in the upper cloister, or playing tricks
on the beggars who sat at the Puerta del
Mollete. The imposing Don Sebastian, whose
look alone made the Chapter and all the clergy in the
diocese tremble, became happy, fraternal and confidential,
when now and then in the evenings he saw Tomasa.
She was the only living reminder of his childhood
in the Cathedral. The old woman would kiss his
ring with great reverence, but very soon she would
lapse into talking to him as one of her own family,
often very nearly speaking to him in the second person.
The cardinal, always surrounded by fear and adulation,
often felt the necessity of the old woman’s
careless and frank conversation. The people belonging
to the Cathedral declared that the Senora Tomasa was
the only person who dared to tell the cardinal home-truths
face to face, and the neighbours in the Claverías
felt their pride flattered when they saw the prince
of the church sweeping down the stone steps in his
brilliant scarlet robes to sit in the arbour and gossip
for a good hour with the old woman, while his attendants
remained respectfully standing at the gate of the
iron railings.
Tomasa was not puffed up with this
honour; to her this ecclesiastical prince was only
the friend of her childhood, who had had a certain
amount of good luck; and in the end, he was only Don
Sebastian, without going any further into ceremonies
and formulas of respect. But her family knew
how to take advantage of this friendship, especially
her son-in-law, “Virgin’s Blue,”
a hypocrite, as the old woman declared, who would
make money out of the very cobwebs of the Cathedral;
an insatiable locust who, profiting by the friendship
of the cardinal and his mother-in-law, went on continually
obtaining fresh privileges, without the priests and
sacristans daring to make the slightest protest, seeing
him so well protected.
Gabriel much enjoyed his aunt’s
talk. She was the only person born in the cloister
who seemed to have freed herself from the soporific
influence of the church. She loved the Cathedral,
as being her ancient roof-tree, but she did not retain
much respect for the saints in the chapels, nor for
the human dignitaries who sat in the choir. She
laughed with the happiness of a healthy and placid
old woman, her seventy years being, as she said, quite
free from any evil done to her neighbour. Her
language was free and easy, like that of a woman who
has seen much, and does not believe in human majesty
or irreproachable virtues; but the bed-rock of her
character was its tolerance, her compassion for all
faults, but she Was indignant with those who attempted
to hide them.
“They are all men, Gabriel,”
she would say to her nephew, speaking of the clergy
of the Cathedral. “Don Sebastian is only
a man; all sinners who have much to answer for before
God. They cannot be anything else, and so I forgive
them. But believe me, nephew, I often feel inclined
to laugh when I see the people kneeling before them.
I believe in the Virgin of the Sagrario, and a little
in God; but in these gentlemen! If you only knew
them as I do! But, when all is said and done,
we must all live, and the evil is not in having faults,
but in attempting to hide them; playing a farce with
the shamelessness of my son-in-law who, here as you
see him, is as proud as a castle, beats his breast,
kisses the ground like the Beatas, and yet he is
anxious for my death, thinking I have something laid
away in my chest; he filches what he can from the
Virgin’s poor-box, steals the wax tapers, and
plays tricks with what is paid for masses, and yet
he would be in the street if it were not for me, who
always think of my poor sick daughter and my poor
little grandchildren.”
When Gabriel went down to see her
in the garden, she always received him with the same
salutation:
“Holà, you ghost! but to-day
you are looking better, you are being patched up.
I believe your brother will pull you through with all
his care.”
And then followed a comparison between
her healthy and vigorous old age and his ruined youth,
which was fighting so tenaciously against death.
“Here you see my seventy years,
and never an illness in all my life. Summer and
winter I never hear four o’clock strike in bed,
and all my teeth are as sound as in the days when
Don Sebastian came in his red dress as server in the
church and wanted to steal half my breakfast.
You Lunas have always been delicate; your father, long
before he was my age, could barely walk, and was always
complaining of rheum and of the damp in this garden.
Here am I in it constantly, and I feel just the same
as when I am upstairs in the Claverías. We,
the Villalpandos, are made of iron; for, of course,
we are descended from that famous Villalpando who
made the screen of the high altar, the custodia,
and an innumerable quantity of other things.
He really must have been a giant, to judge by the
ease with which he twisted and moulded every sort
of metal.”
Gabriel’s ill-health awoke in
her the deepest compassion, but all the same not quite
free from malicious suggestions.
“How much you must have amused
yourself about the world, eh, nephew? But that
war was your perdition; without it you would now have
had your stall in the choir, and who knows if you
might not have come to be another Don Sebastian.
The truth is, that from his childhood no one spoke
half as much about him in the seminary as they did
of you, and he certainly was no prodigy of learning.
But you saw the world, and you took a fancy to those
countries where they say the ladies are very pretty,
and wear hats as large as parasols. You are a
monster of ugliness now, but you were very smart,
though I, who am your aunt, say so. And now you
have come back so lean and suffering! You must
have lived very fast; who knows what you have done
in the world sly boots! And your poor
mother, who thought you would be a saint! God
have mercy on us! Don’t deny it; you have
done no good and I hate lies. You did right to
enjoy yourself and to take advantage of every opportunity,
but the misfortune is that you should have returned
as you are, for it is pitiful to see you, but I have
known a great many like you. I don’t know
what evil spirit possesses people belonging to the
church, but once they throw themselves into life,
they don’t know where to stop, and they burn
the candle at both ends till there is next to nothing
left; many of them, like you, have passed through the
seminary.”
One morning Gabriel asked a question
of his aunt that he had been long thinking about,
but that he had never before dared to put into words.
He wanted to know all about his niece, Sagrario, and
what had happened in his brother’s house.
“You who are so kind, aunt,
you will tell me; everyone seems afraid to speak about
it; even my nephew the Tato, who is such a chatterer
and skins everyone in the Claverías, is silent
when I ask him. What happened, aunt?”
The old woman’s face grew very sad.
“A great misfortune, my son,
such as was never known before in the upper cloister.
The madness of the world came into the Cathedral, and
made a nest in the most honoured, most ancient, and
most respectable house in the Claverías.
We are all good people, though we have never seen
as much of the world as can be seen from a skylight,
and live here as though wrapped in cotton wool, but
you Lunas have always been the best among the best,
to say nothing of us Villalpandos, who come close
behind. Ay! if your mother could raise her head!
If your father were alive! But I lay all the
blame on your brother, as being weak and a simpleton,
having that cursed blindness of all fathers, who ignore
the danger in the hope of marrying their daughters
well.”
“Well, but how was it, aunt?
What passed between my niece and the cadet?”
“What happens frequently in
the world, but what has never happened here before.
A thousand times I said to my brother, ’See,
Esteban, this young gentleman is not for your daughter’ very
sympathetic, very lively, and wearing the uniform
of the Academy like no one else, leader of a group
of the wildest cadets in all their escapades about
the town, besides a son of a great family wealthy
people who did not allow him to come to Toledo with
his purse empty. And she the poor
Sagrario, crazy with love, flattered by her cadet,
as proud as possible when she walked on Sundays through
the Zocodover and the Miradero between her mother
and that handsome young lover, that all the girls
in the place envied her. The beauty of your niece
was the talk of all Toledo; the girls in the college
for noble ladies, nicknamed her the ‘sacristana’
of the Cathedral; but the poor girl lived only for
her cadet, and she seemed to devour him with her beautiful
blue eyes. That idiot, your brother, let him come
to the house, proud of the honour that was being done
to the family. You know, Gabriel, the eternal
blindness of those middle-class Toledans, who encourage
with pride the courtship of one of their girls by a
cadet, though they are perfectly well aware that it
is most rare that one of these courtships should end
in marriage. There is no woman here with the
slightest pretence to a pretty face who has escaped
without her mouthful of love for one of those red
pantaloons. Even I remember when I was a girl
how I would smooth my hair and pull out my dress when
I heard the rattle of a sword on the flags of the cloister.
It is a blindness that descends from mothers to daughters,
and the worst is, that those cursed ones have all
their cousins and their lovers in their own country,
and to them they return as soon as they leave the
Academy.”
“That is true, aunt, but what happened to my
niece?”
“When the young man passed out
a lieutenant, his family decided he ought to return
to Madrid. The farewells were like a scene at
the theatre. I believe that even your brother
and that simpleton his wife, who is now in glory,
wept as though the lover were theirs. The young
people sat for hours with clasped hands, gazing into
each other’s eyes, as though they would devour
each other. He was the calmest; he promised to
come every Sunday and to write every day, and at first
he did so, but before long many weeks passed without
his coming, and the postman came up less often to
the Claverías, and at last did not come at all it
was ended, the young lieutenant found other amusements
in Madrid. Your poor niece was like one demented;
the colour in her face faded, she was no longer like
the beautiful ripe apricot, with the soft skin that
made you long to bite it. She wept like a Magdalen
in every corner and one day the foolish
girl fled and up to now ”
“But where was she? Did no one search for
her?”
“Your brother seemed quite dazed.
Poor Esteban! several nights we found him half dressed
in the upper cloister, as stiff as a post, gazing
up at the heavens with eyes that looked like glass.
He became furious if any of us spoke of searching
for the child; the scandal was past remedy, and he
did not wish to aggravate it by her return, bringing
back a lost one to the Holy Metropolitan Church, and
to the honoured house of the Lunas. For more
than a year everyone in the Claverías seemed
crushed by this blow; it seemed as though we were all
in mourning. You see, that such a thing should
occur in the Cathedral where the years pass by in
blessed peace without any of us saying one word louder
than the other! And then I remembered you.
It seemed impossible that from these Lunas, so quiet
and steady, should have sprung a girl with sufficient
pluck to run away to Madrid, where she had never been
before, to join a man, without fear of God or of her
own people. To whom could I liken the unhappy
child? To her uncle, to Gabriel who passed for
a saint, but who, nevertheless, after fighting like
a wolf, wandered all over the world just like a gipsy.”
Gabriel made no protest at the conception
his aunt had formed of his past.
“And after her flight?
What did you know about the child?”
“At first a good deal, but latterly
not a word. The two were living in Madrid together,
peacefully and quietly, away from the world, as though
they were man and wife. This lasted for a good
while, and I, hearing about it, began to wonder if
I had not been mistaken, and that the man we had blamed
so much had repented and would end by marrying Sagrario.
But at the end of the year everything was ended; he
grew tired, and the family intervened, in order that
the escapade should not cut short the career they
had marked out for the young man. They even sought
the aid of the police, to frighten the child, so that
she should not molest the young officer in the first
angry transports of her desertion. Afterwards nothing
certain is known. Now and again those who have
gone to Madrid told me a little; some of them had seen
her, but it would have been far better if they had
not seen her. It is a disgrace, Gabriel; a dishonour
for your family which is mine. This unhappy girl
is the worst of the worst. I heard that she had
been very ill, and I believe that she is so still.
Just imagine, what a life! And for five years!
What will have happened to the unfortunate girl!
And to think that she is my sister’s daughter!”
The Senora Tomasa spoke with deep feeling.
“Afterwards, Gabriel, you know
what happened here; your poor sister-in-law died,
we hardly knew why, it was only a matter of a few
days; possibly she may have died of the shame, as she
died saying that the fault was entirely hers.
It broke one’s heart to see the state your brother
was in after all this. Esteban has never been
good for much, and now after this affair of his daughter
he seemed to become quite imbecile. Ay, nephew!
I also have felt it greatly, even though you see me
so happy, and so satisfied with life, every now and
then the remembrance of that unhappy girl strikes
me here, in my head, and I eat badly and sleep worse,
thinking that a girl who, after all, is of our own
blood, is wandering lost over the world, a plaything
for men, without anyone sheltering her, as though
she were all alone, as though she had no family.”
The Senora Tomasa wiped her eye with
the point of her forefinger, her voice shook and the
tears fell over her wrinkled old cheeks.
“Aunt, you are very kind,”
said Gabriel, “but you ought to have searched
more for this poor girl; you ought to have recovered
her, to have saved her, to have brought her back here.
We must be merciful to the weakness of others, especially
when that other is one of our own flesh.”
“Ay, son! Who do you say
it to? A thousand times I have thought this,
but I was afraid of your brother. He is like a
bit of dough, but he turns into a wild beast if you
speak to him of his daughter. Even if we found
her and brought her here he would not receive her;
he would be as angry as if you were proposing some
sacrilege to him. He could not calmly bear her
presence in the house which was that of your forefathers.
Besides, though he does not say so, he fears the scandal
among the neighbours in the Claverías who know
what had happened. This is the easiest part to
arrange, as they would be very careful not to open
their mouths when I am among them. But your brother
frightens me, and I do not dare.”
“I will help you,” said
Gabriel firmly. “Let us seek for the child,
and once we have found her I will undertake to manage
Esteban.”
“It will be most difficult to
find her. For a long time we have heard nothing.
Doubtless those who do see her are careful to say nothing
for fear of paining us. But I will try and find
out we will see, Gabriel we
will think about her.”
“And the canons? and the cardinal?
Will they not oppose the return of the poor girl to
the Claverías?”
“Bah! The thing happened
some time ago, and few of them will remember it; besides,
we might place the girl in a convent, where she would
be looked after and quiet, and cause scandal to no
one.”
“No, not that, aunt. It
is a cruel remedy. We have no right to try and
save this poor girl at the cost of her liberty.”
“You are right,” said
the old woman, after a few moments’ reflection.
“I don’t care much for these nuns myself.
Where would she be more likely to follow a good example
than in the heart of her own family? We will
bring her back to this house if she repents and wishes
for peace. And I will scratch out the eyes of
the first woman in the Claverías who dares to
say anything against her. My son-in-law will
probably pretend to be scandalised, but I will settle
him. It would be much better if he did not wink
at the walks that Juanito, that cadet nephew of Don
Sebastian’s, takes in the cloister whenever my
granddaughter stands at the door. The crackbrained
fellow dreams of nothing less than becoming related
to the cardinal, and seeing his daughter a general’s
wife; he might remember poor Sagrario. And as
far as regards Don Sebastian, you may be quite easy,
Gabriel. He will say nothing but that we ought
to bring the child back and what should
he say? People ought to be charitable one to
another, and none more than they; for after all, Gabriel,
believe me they are only men, nothing but
men!”