CHAPTER I
THE HOUSE WITH A SECRET-
About the middle of the last century,
a chief justice in the Parliament of Paris having
a mistress and concealing the fact, for at that period
the grand seignors displayed their mistresses, and
the bourgeois concealed them, had “a little
house” built in the Faubourg Saint-Germain,
in the deserted Rue Blomet, which is now called Rue
Plumet, not far from the spot which was then designated
as Combat des Animaux.
This house was composed of a single-storied
pavilion; two rooms on the ground floor, two chambers
on the first floor, a kitchen down stairs, a boudoir
up stairs, an attic under the roof, the whole preceded
by a garden with a large gate opening on the street.
This garden was about an acre and a half in extent.
This was all that could be seen by passers-by; but
behind the pavilion there was a narrow courtyard, and
at the end of the courtyard a low building consisting
of two rooms and a cellar, a sort of preparation destined
to conceal a child and nurse in case of need.
This building communicated in the rear by a masked
door which opened by a secret spring, with a long,
narrow, paved winding corridor, open to the sky, hemmed
in with two lofty walls, which, hidden with wonderful
art, and lost as it were between garden enclosures
and cultivated land, all of whose angles and detours
it followed, ended in another door, also with a secret
lock which opened a quarter of a league away, almost
in another quarter, at the solitary extremity of the
Rue du Babylone.
Through this the chief justice entered,
so that even those who were spying on him and following
him would merely have observed that the justice betook
himself every day in a mysterious way somewhere, and
would never have suspected that to go to the Rue de
Babylone was to go to the Rue Blomet. Thanks
to clever purchasers of land, the magistrate had been
able to make a secret, sewer-like passage on his own
property, and consequently, without interference.
Later on, he had sold in little parcels, for gardens
and market gardens, the lots of ground adjoining the
corridor, and the proprietors of these lots on both
sides thought they had a party wall before their eyes,
and did not even suspect the long, paved ribbon winding
between two walls amid their flower-beds and their
orchards. Only the birds beheld this curiosity.
It is probable that the linnets and tomtits of the
last century gossiped a great deal about the chief
justice.
The pavilion, built of stone in the
taste of Mansard, wainscoted and furnished in the
Watteau style, rocaille on the inside, old-fashioned
on the outside, walled in with a triple hedge of flowers,
had something discreet, coquettish, and solemn about
it, as befits a caprice of love and magistracy.
This house and corridor, which have
now disappeared, were in existence fifteen years ago.
In ’93 a coppersmith had purchased the house
with the idea of demolishing it, but had not been
able to pay the price; the nation made him bankrupt.
So that it was the house which demolished the coppersmith.
After that, the house remained uninhabited, and fell
slowly to ruin, as does every dwelling to which the
presence of man does not communicate life. It
had remained fitted with its old furniture, was always
for sale or to let, and the ten or a dozen people who
passed through the Rue Plumet were warned of
the fact by a yellow and illegible bit of writing
which had hung on the garden wall since 1819.
Towards the end of the Restoration,
these same passers-by might have noticed that the
bill had disappeared, and even that the shutters on
the first floor were open. The house was occupied,
in fact. The windows had short curtains, a sign
that there was a woman about.
In the month of October, 1829, a man
of a certain age had presented himself and had hired
the house just as it stood, including, of course,
the back building and the lane which ended in the Rue
de Babylone. He had had the secret openings of
the two doors to this passage repaired. The house,
as we have just mentioned, was still very nearly furnished
with the justice’s old fitting; the new tenant
had ordered some repairs, had added what was lacking
here and there, had replaced the paving-stones in
the yard, bricks in the floors, steps in the stairs,
missing bits in the inlaid floors and the glass in
the lattice windows, and had finally installed himself
there with a young girl and an elderly maid-servant,
without commotion, rather like a person who is slipping
in than like a man who is entering his own house.
The neighbors did not gossip about him, for the reason
that there were no neighbors.
This unobtrusive tenant was Jean Valjean,
the young girl was Cosette. The servant was a
woman named Toussaint, whom Jean Valjean had saved
from the hospital and from wretchedness, and who was
elderly, a stammerer, and from the provinces, three
qualities which had decided Jean Valjean to take her
with him. He had hired the house under the name
of M. Fauchelevent, independent gentleman. In
all that has been related heretofore, the reader has,
doubtless, been no less prompt than Thenardier to
recognize Jean Valjean.
Why had Jean Valjean quitted the convent
of the Petit-Picpus? What had happened?
Nothing had happened.
It will be remembered that Jean Valjean
was happy in the convent, so happy that his conscience
finally took the alarm. He saw Cosette every
day, he felt paternity spring up and develop within
him more and more, he brooded over the soul of that
child, he said to himself that she was his, that nothing
could take her from him, that this would last indefinitely,
that she would certainly become a nun, being thereto
gently incited every day, that thus the convent was
henceforth the universe for her as it was for him,
that he should grow old there, and that she would
grow up there, that she would grow old there, and that
he should die there; that, in short, delightful hope,
no separation was possible. On reflecting upon
this, he fell into perplexity. He interrogated
himself. He asked himself if all that happiness
were really his, if it were not composed of the happiness
of another, of the happiness of that child which he,
an old man, was confiscating and stealing; if that
were not theft? He said to himself, that this
child had a right to know life before renouncing it,
that to deprive her in advance, and in some sort without
consulting her, of all joys, under the pretext of
saving her from all trials, to take advantage of her
ignorance of her isolation, in order to make an artificial
vocation germinate in her, was to rob a human creature
of its nature and to lie to God. And who knows
if, when she came to be aware of all this some day,
and found herself a nun to her sorrow, Cosette would
not come to hate him? A last, almost selfish
thought, and less heroic than the rest, but which
was intolerable to him. He resolved to quit the
convent.
He resolved on this; he recognized
with anguish, the fact that it was necessary.
As for objections, there were none. Five years’
sojourn between these four walls and of disappearance
had necessarily destroyed or dispersed the elements
of fear. He could return tranquilly among men.
He had grown old, and all had undergone a change.
Who would recognize him now? And then, to face
the worst, there was danger only for himself, and
he had no right to condemn Cosette to the cloister
for the reason that he had been condemned to the galleys.
Besides, what is danger in comparison with the right?
Finally, nothing prevented his being prudent and taking
his precautions.
As for Cosette’s education,
it was almost finished and complete.
His determination once taken, he awaited
an opportunity. It was not long in presenting
itself. Old Fauchelevent died.
Jean Valjean demanded an audience
with the revered prioress and told her that, having
come into a little inheritance at the death of his
brother, which permitted him henceforth to live without
working, he should leave the service of the convent
and take his daughter with him; but that, as it was
not just that Cosette, since she had not taken the
vows, should have received her education gratuitously,
he humbly begged the Reverend Prioress to see fit
that he should offer to the community, as indemnity,
for the five years which Cosette had spent there, the
sum of five thousand francs.
It was thus that Jean Valjean quitted
the convent of the Perpetual Adoration.
On leaving the convent, he took in
his own arms the little valise the key to which he
still wore on his person, and would permit no porter
to touch it. This puzzled Cosette, because of
the odor of embalming which proceeded from it.
Let us state at once, that this trunk
never quitted him more. He always had it in his
chamber. It was the first and only thing sometimes,
that he carried off in his moving when he moved about.
Cosette laughed at it, and called this valise his
inseparable, saying: “I am jealous of it.”
Nevertheless, Jean Valjean did not
reappear in the open air without profound anxiety.
He discovered the house in the Rue
Plumet, and hid himself from sight there.
Henceforth he was in the possession of the name: Ultime
Fauchelevent.
At the same time he hired two other
apartments in Paris, in order that he might attract
less attention than if he were to remain always in
the same quarter, and so that he could, at need, take
himself off at the slightest disquietude which should
assail him, and in short, so that he might not again
be caught unprovided as on the night when he had so
miraculously escaped from Javert. These two apartments
were very pitiable, poor in appearance, and in two
quarters which were far remote from each other, the
one in the Rue de l’Ouest, the other in the Rue
de l’Homme Arme.
He went from time to time, now to
the Rue de l’Homme Arme, now to the Rue
de l’Ouest, to pass a month or six weeks, without
taking Toussaint. He had himself served by the
porters, and gave himself out as a gentleman from
the suburbs, living on his funds, and having a little
temporary resting-place in town. This lofty virtue
had three domiciles in Paris for the sake of
escaping from the police.
Chapter II
Jean Valjean as A national guard
However, properly speaking, he lived
in the Rue Plumet, and he had arranged his existence
there in the following fashion:
Cosette and the servant occupied the
pavilion; she had the big sleeping-room with the painted
pier-glasses, the boudoir with the gilded fillets,
the justice’s drawing-room furnished with tapestries
and vast arm-chairs; she had the garden. Jean
Valjean had a canopied bed of antique damask in three
colors and a beautiful Persian rug purchased in the
Rue du Figuier-Saint-Paul at Mother Gaucher’s,
put into Cosette’s chamber, and, in order to
redeem the severity of these magnificent old things,
he had amalgamated with this bric-a-brac all the
gay and graceful little pieces of furniture suitable
to young girls, an etagere, a bookcase filled with
gilt-edged books, an inkstand, a blotting-book, paper,
a work-table incrusted with mother of pearl, a silver-gilt
dressing-case, a toilet service in Japanese porcelain.
Long damask curtains with a red foundation and three
colors, like those on the bed, hung at the windows
of the first floor. On the ground floor, the
curtains were of tapestry. All winter long, Cosette’s
little house was heated from top to bottom. Jean
Valjean inhabited the sort of porter’s lodge
which was situated at the end of the back courtyard,
with a mattress on a folding-bed, a white wood table,
two straw chairs, an earthenware water-jug, a few
old volumes on a shelf, his beloved valise in one
corner, and never any fire. He dined with Cosette,
and he had a loaf of black bread on the table for
his own use.
When Toussaint came, he had said to
her: “It is the young lady who is the mistress
of this house.” “And you, monsieur?”
Toussaint replied in amazement. “I
am a much better thing than the master, I am the father.”
Cosette had been taught housekeeping
in the convent, and she regulated their expenditure,
which was very modest. Every day, Jean Valjean
put his arm through Cosette’s and took her for
a walk. He led her to the Luxembourg, to the
least frequented walk, and every Sunday he took her
to mass at Saint-Jacques-du-Haut-Pas, because that
was a long way off. As it was a very poor quarter,
he bestowed alms largely there, and the poor people
surrounded him in church, which had drawn down upon
him Thenardier’s epistle: “To the
benevolent gentleman of the church of Saint-Jacques-du-Haut-Pas.”
He was fond of taking Cosette to visit the poor and
the sick. No stranger ever entered the house in
the Rue Plumet. Toussaint brought their
provisions, and Jean Valjean went himself for water
to a fountain near by on the boulevard. Their
wood and wine were put into a half-subterranean hollow
lined with rock-work which lay near the Rue de Babylone
and which had formerly served the chief-justice as
a grotto; for at the epoch of follies and “Little
Houses” no love was without a grotto.
In the door opening on the Rue de
Babylone, there was a box destined for the reception
of letters and papers; only, as the three inhabitants
of the pavilion in the Rue Plumet received neither
papers nor letters, the entire usefulness of that
box, formerly the go-between of a love affair, and
the confidant of a love-lorn lawyer, was now limited
to the tax-collector’s notices, and the summons
of the guard. For M. Fauchelevent, independent
gentleman, belonged to the national guard; he had
not been able to escape through the fine meshes of
the census of 1831. The municipal information
collected at that time had even reached the convent
of the Petit-Picpus, a sort of impenetrable and holy
cloud, whence Jean Valjean had emerged in venerable
guise, and, consequently, worthy of mounting guard
in the eyes of the townhall.
Three or four times a year, Jean Valjean
donned his uniform and mounted guard; he did this
willingly, however; it was a correct disguise which
mixed him with every one, and yet left him solitary.
Jean Valjean had just attained his sixtieth birthday,
the age of legal exemption; but he did not appear
to be over fifty; moreover, he had no desire to escape
his sergeant-major nor to quibble with Comte de Lobau;
he possessed no civil status, he was concealing his
name, he was concealing his identity, so he concealed
his age, he concealed everything; and, as we have
just said, he willingly did his duty as a national
guard; the sum of his ambition lay in resembling any
other man who paid his taxes. This man had for
his ideal, within, the angel, without, the bourgeois.
Let us note one detail, however; when
Jean Valjean went out with Cosette, he dressed as
the reader has already seen, and had the air of a
retired officer. When he went out alone, which
was generally at night, he was always dressed in a
workingman’s trousers and blouse, and wore a
cap which concealed his face. Was this precaution
or humility? Both. Cosette was accustomed
to the enigmatical side of her destiny, and hardly
noticed her father’s peculiarities. As for
Toussaint, she venerated Jean Valjean, and thought
everything he did right.
One day, her butcher, who had caught
a glimpse of Jean Valjean, said to her: “That’s
a queer fish.” She replied: “He’s
a saint.”
Neither Jean Valjean nor Cosette nor
Toussaint ever entered or emerged except by the door
on the Rue de Babylone. Unless seen through the
garden gate it would have been difficult to guess that
they lived in the Rue Plumet. That gate
was always closed. Jean Valjean had left the
garden uncultivated, in order not to attract attention.
In this, possibly, he made a mistake.
Chapter III
Foliis ac Frondibus
The garden thus left to itself for
more than half a century had become extraordinary
and charming. The passers-by of forty years ago
halted to gaze at it, without a suspicion of the secrets
which it hid in its fresh and verdant depths.
More than one dreamer of that epoch often allowed
his thoughts and his eyes to penetrate indiscreetly
between the bars of that ancient, padlocked gate,
twisted, tottering, fastened to two green and moss-covered
pillars, and oddly crowned with a pediment of undecipherable
arabesque.
There was a stone bench in one corner,
one or two mouldy statues, several lattices which
had lost their nails with time, were rotting on the
wall, and there were no walks nor turf; but there was
enough grass everywhere. Gardening had taken
its departure, and nature had returned. Weeds
abounded, which was a great piece of luck for a poor
corner of land. The festival of gilliflowers
was something splendid. Nothing in this garden
obstructed the sacred effort of things towards life;
venerable growth reigned there among them. The
trees had bent over towards the nettles, the plant
had sprung upward, the branch had inclined, that which
crawls on the earth had gone in search of that which
expands in the air, that which floats on the wind had
bent over towards that which trails in the moss; trunks,
boughs, leaves, fibres, clusters, tendrils, shoots,
spines, thorns, had mingled, crossed, married, confounded
themselves in each other; vegetation in a deep and
close embrace, had celebrated and accomplished there,
under the well-pleased eye of the Creator, in that
enclosure three hundred feet square, the holy mystery
of fraternity, symbol of the human fraternity.
This garden was no longer a garden, it was a colossal
thicket, that is to say, something as impenetrable
as a forest, as peopled as a city, quivering like
a nest, sombre like a cathedral, fragrant like a bouquet,
solitary as a tomb, living as a throng.
In Floréal this enormous
thicket, free behind its gate and within its four
walls, entered upon the secret labor of germination,
quivered in the rising sun, almost like an animal
which drinks in the breaths of cosmic love, and which
feels the sap of April rising and boiling in its veins,
and shakes to the wind its enormous wonderful green
locks, sprinkled on the damp earth, on the defaced
statues, on the crumbling steps of the pavilion, and
even on the pavement of the deserted street, flowers
like stars, dew like pearls, fecundity, beauty, life,
joy, perfumes. At midday, a thousand white butterflies
took refuge there, and it was a divine spectacle to
see that living summer snow whirling about there in
flakes amid the shade. There, in those gay shadows
of verdure, a throng of innocent voices spoke sweetly
to the soul, and what the twittering forgot to say
the humming completed. In the evening, a dreamy
vapor exhaled from the garden and enveloped it; a shroud
of mist, a calm and celestial sadness covered it;
the intoxicating perfume of the honeysuckles and convolvulus
poured out from every part of it, like an exquisite
and subtle poison; the last appeals of the woodpeckers
and the wagtails were audible as they dozed among
the branches; one felt the sacred intimacy of the
birds and the trees; by day the wings rejoice the
leaves, by night the leaves protect the wings.
In winter the thicket was black, dripping,
bristling, shivering, and allowed some glimpse of
the house. Instead of flowers on the branches
and dew in the flowers, the long silvery tracks of
the snails were visible on the cold, thick carpet
of yellow leaves; but in any fashion, under any aspect,
at all seasons, spring, winter, summer, autumn, this
tiny enclosure breathed forth melancholy, contemplation,
solitude, liberty, the absence of man, the presence
of God; and the rusty old gate had the air of saying:
“This garden belongs to me.”
It was of no avail that the pavements
of Paris were there on every side, the classic and
splendid hotels of the Rue de Varennes a couple of
paces away, the dome of the Invalides close
at hand, the Chamber of Deputies not far off; the
carriages of the Rue de Bourgogne and of the Rue Saint-Dominique
rumbled luxuriously, in vain, in the vicinity, in vain
did the yellow, brown, white, and red omnibuses cross
each other’s course at the neighboring cross-roads;
the Rue Plumet was the desert; and the death
of the former proprietors, the revolution which had
passed over it, the crumbling away of ancient fortunes,
absence, forgetfulness, forty years of abandonment
and widowhood, had sufficed to restore to this privileged
spot ferns, mulleins, hemlock, yarrow, tall weeds,
great crimped plants, with large leaves of pale green
cloth, lizards, beetles, uneasy and rapid insects;
to cause to spring forth from the depths of the earth
and to reappear between those four walls a certain
indescribable and savage grandeur; and for nature,
which disconcerts the petty arrangements of man, and
which sheds herself always thoroughly where she diffuses
herself at all, in the ant as well as in the eagle,
to blossom out in a petty little Parisian garden with
as much rude force and majesty as in a virgin forest
of the New World.
Nothing is small, in fact; any one
who is subject to the profound and penetrating influence
of nature knows this. Although no absolute satisfaction
is given to philosophy, either to circumscribe the
cause or to limit the effect, the contemplator falls
into those unfathomable ecstasies caused by these
decompositions of force terminating in unity.
Everything toils at everything.
Algebra is applied to the clouds;
the radiation of the star profits the rose; no thinker
would venture to affirm that the perfume of the hawthorn
is useless to the constellations. Who, then, can
calculate the course of a molecule? How do we
know that the creation of worlds is not determined
by the fall of grains of sand? Who knows the reciprocal
ebb and flow of the infinitely great and the infinitely
little, the reverberations of causes in the precipices
of being, and the avalanches of creation? The
tiniest worm is of importance; the great is little,
the little is great; everything is balanced in necessity;
alarming vision for the mind. There are marvellous
relations between beings and things; in that inexhaustible
whole, from the sun to the grub, nothing despises
the other; all have need of each other. The light
does not bear away terrestrial perfumes into the azure
depths, without knowing what it is doing; the night
distributes stellar essences to the sleeping flowers.
All birds that fly have round their leg the thread
of the infinite. Germination is complicated with
the bursting forth of a meteor and with the peck of
a swallow cracking its egg, and it places on one level
the birth of an earthworm and the advent of Socrates.
Where the telescope ends, the microscope begins.
Which of the two possesses the larger field of vision?
Choose. A bit of mould is a pleiad of flowers;
a nebula is an ant-hill of stars. The same promiscuousness,
and yet more unprecedented, exists between the things
of the intelligence and the facts of substance.
Elements and principles mingle, combine, wed, multiply
with each other, to such a point that the material
and the moral world are brought eventually to the
same clearness. The phenomenon is perpetually
returning upon itself. In the vast cosmic exchanges
the universal life goes and comes in unknown quantities,
rolling entirely in the invisible mystery of effluvia,
employing everything, not losing a single dream, not
a single slumber, sowing an animalcule here, crumbling
to bits a planet there, oscillating and winding, making
of light a force and of thought an element, disseminated
and invisible, dissolving all, except that geometrical
point, the I; bringing everything back to the soul-atom;
expanding everything in God, entangling all activity,
from summit to base, in the obscurity of a dizzy mechanism,
attaching the flight of an insect to the movement
of the earth, subordinating, who knows? Were
it only by the identity of the law, the evolution of
the comet in the firmament to the whirling of the
infusoria in the drop of water. A machine made
of mind. Enormous gearing, the prime motor of
which is the gnat, and whose final wheel is the zodiac.
Chapter IV
change of gate
It seemed that this garden, created
in olden days to conceal wanton mysteries, had been
transformed and become fitted to shelter chaste mysteries.
There were no longer either arbors, or bowling greens,
or tunnels, or grottos; there was a magnificent, dishevelled
obscurity falling like a veil over all. Paphos
had been made over into Eden. It is impossible
to say what element of repentance had rendered this
retreat wholesome. This flower-girl now offered
her blossom to the soul. This coquettish garden,
formerly decidedly compromised, had returned to virginity
and modesty. A justice assisted by a gardener,
a goodman who thought that he was a continuation of
Lamoignon, and another goodman who thought that he
was a continuation of Lenotre, had turned it about,
cut, ruffled, decked, moulded it to gallantry; nature
had taken possession of it once more, had filled it
with shade, and had arranged it for love.
There was, also, in this solitude,
a heart which was quite ready. Love had only
to show himself; he had here a temple composed of verdure,
grass, moss, the sight of birds, tender shadows, agitated
branches, and a soul made of sweetness, of faith,
of candor, of hope, of aspiration, and of illusion.
Cosette had left the convent when
she was still almost a child; she was a little more
than fourteen, and she was at the “ungrateful
age”; we have already said, that with the exception
of her eyes, she was homely rather than pretty; she
had no ungraceful feature, but she was awkward, thin,
timid and bold at once, a grown-up little girl, in
short.
Her education was finished, that is
to say, she has been taught religion, and even and
above all, devotion; then “history,” that
is to say the thing that bears that name in convents,
geography, grammar, the participles, the kings of
France, a little music, a little drawing, etc.;
but in all other respects she was utterly ignorant,
which is a great charm and a great peril. The
soul of a young girl should not be left in the dark;
later on, mirages that are too abrupt and too lively
are formed there, as in a dark chamber. She should
be gently and discreetly enlightened, rather with
the reflection of realities than with their harsh
and direct light. A useful and graciously austere
half-light which dissipates puerile fears and obviates
falls. There is nothing but the maternal instinct,
that admirable intuition composed of the memories
of the virgin and the experience of the woman, which
knows how this half-light is to be created and of
what it should consist.
Nothing supplies the place of this
instinct. All the nuns in the world are not worth
as much as one mother in the formation of a young girl’s
soul.
Cosette had had no mother. She
had only had many mothers, in the plural.
As for Jean Valjean, he was, indeed,
all tenderness, all solicitude; but he was only an
old man and he knew nothing at all.
Now, in this work of education, in
this grave matter of preparing a woman for life, what
science is required to combat that vast ignorance
which is called innocence!
Nothing prepares a young girl for
passions like the convent. The convent turns
the thoughts in the direction of the unknown.
The heart, thus thrown back upon itself, works downward
within itself, since it cannot overflow, and grows
deep, since it cannot expand. Hence visions,
suppositions, conjectures, outlines of romances, a
desire for adventures, fantastic constructions, edifices
built wholly in the inner obscurity of the mind, sombre
and secret abodes where the passions immediately find
a lodgement as soon as the open gate permits them to
enter. The convent is a compression which, in
order to triumph over the human heart, should last
during the whole life.
On quitting the convent, Cosette could
have found nothing more sweet and more dangerous than
the house in the Rue Plumet. It was the continuation
of solitude with the beginning of liberty; a garden
that was closed, but a nature that was acrid, rich,
voluptuous, and fragrant; the same dreams as in the
convent, but with glimpses of young men; a grating,
but one that opened on the street.
Still, when she arrived there, we
repeat, she was only a child. Jean Valjean gave
this neglected garden over to her. “Do what
you like with it,” he said to her. This
amused Cosette; she turned over all the clumps and
all the stones, she hunted for “beasts”;
she played in it, while awaiting the time when she
would dream in it; she loved this garden for the insects
that she found beneath her feet amid the grass, while
awaiting the day when she would love it for the stars
that she would see through the boughs above her head.
And then, she loved her father, that
is to say, Jean Valjean, with all her soul, with an
innocent filial passion which made the goodman a beloved
and charming companion to her. It will be remembered
that M. Madeleine had been in the habit of reading
a great deal. Jean Valjean had continued this
practice; he had come to converse well; he possessed
the secret riches and the eloquence of a true and humble
mind which has spontaneously cultivated itself.
He retained just enough sharpness to season his kindness;
his mind was rough and his heart was soft. During
their conversations in the Luxembourg, he gave her
explanations of everything, drawing on what he had
read, and also on what he had suffered. As she
listened to him, Cosette’s eyes wandered vaguely
about.
This simple man sufficed for Cosette’s
thought, the same as the wild garden sufficed for
her eyes. When she had had a good chase after
the butterflies, she came panting up to him and said:
“Ah! How I have run!” He kissed her
brow.
Cosette adored the goodman. She
was always at his heels. Where Jean Valjean was,
there happiness was. Jean Valjean lived neither
in the pavilion nor the garden; she took greater pleasure
in the paved back courtyard, than in the enclosure
filled with flowers, and in his little lodge furnished
with straw-seated chairs than in the great drawing-room
hung with tapestry, against which stood tufted easy-chairs.
Jean Valjean sometimes said to her, smiling at his
happiness in being importuned: “Do go to
your own quarters! Leave me alone a little!”
She gave him those charming and tender
scoldings which are so graceful when they come from
a daughter to her father.
“Father, I am very cold in your
rooms; why don’t you have a carpet here and
a stove?”
“Dear child, there are so many
people who are better than I and who have not even
a roof over their heads.”
“Then why is there a fire in
my rooms, and everything that is needed?”
“Because you are a woman and a child.”
“Bah! must men be cold and feel uncomfortable?”
“Certain men.”
“That is good, I shall come
here so often that you will be obliged to have a fire.”
And again she said to him:
“Father, why do you eat horrible bread like
that?”
“Because, my daughter.”
“Well, if you eat it, I will eat it too.”
Then, in order to prevent Cosette
eating black bread, Jean Valjean ate white bread.
Cosette had but a confused recollection
of her childhood. She prayed morning and evening
for her mother whom she had never known. The
Thenardiers had remained with her as two hideous figures
in a dream. She remembered that she had gone
“one day, at night,” to fetch water in
a forest. She thought that it had been very far
from Paris. It seemed to her that she had begun
to live in an abyss, and that it was Jean Valjean
who had rescued her from it. Her childhood produced
upon her the effect of a time when there had been
nothing around her but millepeds, spiders, and serpents.
When she meditated in the evening, before falling asleep,
as she had not a very clear idea that she was Jean
Valjean’s daughter, and that he was her father,
she fancied that the soul of her mother had passed
into that good man and had come to dwell near her.
When he was seated, she leaned her
cheek against his white hair, and dropped a silent
tear, saying to herself: “Perhaps this man
is my mother.”
Cosette, although this is a strange
statement to make, in the profound ignorance of a
girl brought up in a convent, maternity
being also absolutely unintelligible to virginity, had
ended by fancying that she had had as little mother
as possible. She did not even know her mother’s
name. Whenever she asked Jean Valjean, Jean Valjean
remained silent. If she repeated her question,
he responded with a smile. Once she insisted;
the smile ended in a tear.
This silence on the part of Jean Valjean
covered Fantine with darkness.
Was it prudence? Was it respect?
Was it a fear that he should deliver this name to
the hazards of another memory than his own?
So long as Cosette had been small,
Jean Valjean had been willing to talk to her of her
mother; when she became a young girl, it was impossible
for him to do so. It seemed to him that he no
longer dared. Was it because of Cosette?
Was it because of Fantine? He felt a certain
religious horror at letting that shadow enter Cosette’s
thought; and of placing a third in their destiny.
The more sacred this shade was to him, the more did
it seem that it was to be feared. He thought of
Fantine, and felt himself overwhelmed with silence.
Through the darkness, he vaguely perceived
something which appeared to have its finger on its
lips. Had all the modesty which had been in Fantine,
and which had violently quitted her during her lifetime,
returned to rest upon her after her death, to watch
in indignation over the peace of that dead woman,
and in its shyness, to keep her in her grave?
Was Jean Valjean unconsciously submitting to the pressure?
We who believe in death, are not among the number
who will reject this mysterious explanation.
Hence the impossibility of uttering,
even for Cosette, that name of Fantine.
One day Cosette said to him:
“Father, I saw my mother in
a dream last night. She had two big wings.
My mother must have been almost a saint during her
life.”
“Through martyrdom,” replied Jean Valjean.
However, Jean Valjean was happy.
When Cosette went out with him, she
leaned on his arm, proud and happy, in the plenitude
of her heart. Jean Valjean felt his heart melt
within him with delight, at all these sparks of a
tenderness so exclusive, so wholly satisfied with
himself alone. The poor man trembled, inundated
with angelic joy; he declared to himself ecstatically
that this would last all their lives; he told himself
that he really had not suffered sufficiently to merit
so radiant a bliss, and he thanked God, in the depths
of his soul, for having permitted him to be loved thus,
he, a wretch, by that innocent being.
Chapter V
the rose perceives that it
is an engine of war
One day, Cosette chanced to look at
herself in her mirror, and she said to herself:
“Really!” It seemed to her almost that
she was pretty. This threw her in a singularly
troubled state of mind. Up to that moment she
had never thought of her face. She saw herself
in her mirror, but she did not look at herself.
And then, she had so often been told that she was
homely; Jean Valjean alone said gently: “No
indeed! no indeed!” At all events, Cosette had
always thought herself homely, and had grown up in
that belief with the easy resignation of childhood.
And here, all at once, was her mirror saying to her,
as Jean Valjean had said: “No indeed!”
That night, she did not sleep. “What if
I were pretty!” she thought. “How
odd it would be if I were pretty!” And she recalled
those of her companions whose beauty had produced
a sensation in the convent, and she said to herself:
“What! Am I to be like Mademoiselle So-and-So?”
The next morning she looked at herself
again, not by accident this time, and she was assailed
with doubts: “Where did I get such an idea?”
said she; “no, I am ugly.” She had
not slept well, that was all, her eyes were sunken
and she was pale. She had not felt very joyous
on the preceding evening in the belief that she was
beautiful, but it made her very sad not to be able
to believe in it any longer. She did not look
at herself again, and for more than a fortnight she
tried to dress her hair with her back turned to the
mirror.
In the evening, after dinner, she
generally embroidered in wool or did some convent
needlework in the drawing-room, and Jean Valjean read
beside her. Once she raised her eyes from her
work, and was rendered quite uneasy by the manner
in which her father was gazing at her.
On another occasion, she was passing
along the street, and it seemed to her that some one
behind her, whom she did not see, said: “A
pretty woman! but badly dressed.” “Bah!”
she thought, “he does not mean me. I am
well dressed and ugly.” She was then wearing
a plush hat and her merino gown.
At last, one day when she was in the
garden, she heard poor old Toussaint saying:
“Do you notice how pretty Cosette is growing,
sir?” Cosette did not hear her father’s
reply, but Toussaint’s words caused a sort of
commotion within her. She fled from the garden,
ran up to her room, flew to the looking-glass, it
was three months since she had looked at herself, and
gave vent to a cry. She had just dazzled herself.
She was beautiful and lovely; she
could not help agreeing with Toussaint and her mirror.
Her figure was formed, her skin had grown white, her
hair was lustrous, an unaccustomed splendor had been
lighted in her blue eyes. The consciousness of
her beauty burst upon her in an instant, like the
sudden advent of daylight; other people noticed it
also, Toussaint had said so, it was evidently she
of whom the passer-by had spoken, there could no longer
be any doubt of that; she descended to the garden
again, thinking herself a queen, imagining that she
heard the birds singing, though it was winter, seeing
the sky gilded, the sun among the trees, flowers in
the thickets, distracted, wild, in inexpressible delight.
Jean Valjean, on his side, experienced
a deep and undefinable oppression at heart.
In fact, he had, for some time past,
been contemplating with terror that beauty which seemed
to grow more radiant every day on Cosette’s sweet
face. The dawn that was smiling for all was gloomy
for him.
Cosette had been beautiful for a tolerably
long time before she became aware of it herself.
But, from the very first day, that unexpected light
which was rising slowly and enveloping the whole of
the young girl’s person, wounded Jean Valjean’s
sombre eye. He felt that it was a change in a
happy life, a life so happy that he did not dare to
move for fear of disarranging something. This
man, who had passed through all manner of distresses,
who was still all bleeding from the bruises of fate,
who had been almost wicked and who had become almost
a saint, who, after having dragged the chain of the
galleys, was now dragging the invisible but heavy
chain of indefinite misery, this man whom the law had
not released from its grasp and who could be seized
at any moment and brought back from the obscurity
of his virtue to the broad daylight of public opprobrium,
this man accepted all, excused all, pardoned all, and
merely asked of Providence, of man, of the law, of
society, of nature, of the world, one thing, that
Cosette might love him!
That Cosette might continue to love
him! That God would not prevent the heart of
the child from coming to him, and from remaining with
him! Beloved by Cosette, he felt that he was
healed, rested, appeased, loaded with benefits, recompensed,
crowned. Beloved by Cosette, it was well with
him! He asked nothing more! Had any one said
to him: “Do you want anything better?”
he would have answered: “No.”
God might have said to him: “Do you desire
heaven?” and he would have replied: “I
should lose by it.”
Everything which could affect this
situation, if only on the surface, made him shudder
like the beginning of something new. He had never
known very distinctly himself what the beauty of a
woman means; but he understood instinctively, that
it was something terrible.
He gazed with terror on this beauty,
which was blossoming out ever more triumphant and
superb beside him, beneath his very eyes, on the innocent
and formidable brow of that child, from the depths
of her homeliness, of his old age, of his misery,
of his reprobation.
He said to himself: “How
beautiful she is! What is to become of me?”
There, moreover, lay the difference
between his tenderness and the tenderness of a mother.
What he beheld with anguish, a mother would have gazed
upon with joy.
The first symptoms were not long in
making their appearance.
On the very morrow of the day on which
she had said to herself: “Decidedly I am
beautiful!” Cosette began to pay attention to
her toilet. She recalled the remark of that passer-by:
“Pretty, but badly dressed,” the breath
of an oracle which had passed beside her and had vanished,
after depositing in her heart one of the two germs
which are destined, later on, to fill the whole life
of woman, coquetry. Love is the other.
With faith in her beauty, the whole
feminine soul expanded within her. She conceived
a horror for her mérinos, and shame for her plush
hat. Her father had never refused her anything.
She at once acquired the whole science of the bonnet,
the gown, the mantle, the boot, the cuff, the stuff
which is in fashion, the color which is becoming, that
science which makes of the Parisian woman something
so charming, so deep, and so dangerous. The words
heady woman were invented for the Parisienne.
In less than a month, little Cosette,
in that Thebaid of the Rue de Babylone, was not only
one of the prettiest, but one of the “best dressed”
women in Paris, which means a great deal more.
She would have liked to encounter
her “passer-by,” to see what he would
say, and to “teach him a lesson!” The truth
is, that she was ravishing in every respect, and that
she distinguished the difference between a bonnet
from Gerard and one from Herbaut in the most marvellous
way.
Jean Valjean watched these ravages
with anxiety. He who felt that he could never
do anything but crawl, walk at the most, beheld wings
sprouting on Cosette.
Moreover, from the mere inspection
of Cosette’s toilet, a woman would have recognized
the fact that she had no mother. Certain little
proprieties, certain special conventionalities, were
not observed by Cosette. A mother, for instance,
would have told her that a young girl does not dress
in damask.
The first day that Cosette went out
in her black damask gown and mantle, and her white
crape bonnet, she took Jean Valjean’s arm, gay,
radiant, rosy, proud, dazzling. “Father,”
she said, “how do you like me in this guise?”
Jean Valjean replied in a voice which resembled the
bitter voice of an envious man: “Charming!”
He was the same as usual during their walk. On
their return home, he asked Cosette:
“Won’t you put on that
other gown and bonnet again, you know the
ones I mean?”
This took place in Cosette’s
chamber. Cosette turned towards the wardrobe
where her cast-off schoolgirl’s clothes were
hanging.
“That disguise!” said
she. “Father, what do you want me to do
with it? Oh no, the idea! I shall never
put on those horrors again. With that machine
on my head, I have the air of Madame Mad-dog.”
Jean Valjean heaved a deep sigh.
From that moment forth, he noticed
that Cosette, who had always heretofore asked to remain
at home, saying: “Father, I enjoy myself
more here with you,” now was always asking to
go out. In fact, what is the use of having a
handsome face and a delicious costume if one does not
display them?
He also noticed that Cosette had no
longer the same taste for the back garden. Now
she preferred the garden, and did not dislike to promenade
back and forth in front of the railed fence. Jean
Valjean, who was shy, never set foot in the garden.
He kept to his back yard, like a dog.
Cosette, in gaining the knowledge
that she was beautiful, lost the grace of ignoring
it. An exquisite grace, for beauty enhanced by
ingenuousness is ineffable, and nothing is so adorable
as a dazzling and innocent creature who walks along,
holding in her hand the key to paradise without being
conscious of it. But what she had lost in ingenuous
grace, she gained in pensive and serious charm.
Her whole person, permeated with the joy of youth,
of innocence, and of beauty, breathed forth a splendid
melancholy.
It was at this epoch that Marius,
after the lapse of six months, saw her once more at
the Luxembourg.
Chapter VI
the battle begun
Cosette in her shadow, like Marius
in his, was all ready to take fire. Destiny,
with its mysterious and fatal patience, slowly drew
together these two beings, all charged and all languishing
with the stormy electricity of passion, these two
souls which were laden with love as two clouds are
laden with lightning, and which were bound to overflow
and mingle in a look like the clouds in a flash of
fire.
The glance has been so much abused
in love romances that it has finally fallen into disrepute.
One hardly dares to say, nowadays, that two beings
fell in love because they looked at each other.
That is the way people do fall in love, nevertheless,
and the only way. The rest is nothing, but the
rest comes afterwards. Nothing is more real than
these great shocks which two souls convey to each
other by the exchange of that spark.
At that particular hour when Cosette
unconsciously darted that glance which troubled Marius,
Marius had no suspicion that he had also launched
a look which disturbed Cosette.
He caused her the same good and the same evil.
She had been in the habit of seeing
him for a long time, and she had scrutinized him as
girls scrutinize and see, while looking elsewhere.
Marius still considered Cosette ugly, when she had
already begun to think Marius handsome. But as
he paid no attention to her, the young man was nothing
to her.
Still, she could not refrain from
saying to herself that he had beautiful hair, beautiful
eyes, handsome teeth, a charming tone of voice when
she heard him conversing with his comrades, that he
held himself badly when he walked, if you like, but
with a grace that was all his own, that he did not
appear to be at all stupid, that his whole person
was noble, gentle, simple, proud, and that, in short,
though he seemed to be poor, yet his air was fine.
On the day when their eyes met at
last, and said to each other those first, obscure,
and ineffable things which the glance lisps, Cosette
did not immediately understand. She returned
thoughtfully to the house in the Rue de l’Ouest,
where Jean Valjean, according to his custom, had come
to spend six weeks. The next morning, on waking,
she thought of that strange young man, so long indifferent
and icy, who now seemed to pay attention to her, and
it did not appear to her that this attention was the
least in the world agreeable to her. She was,
on the contrary, somewhat incensed at this handsome
and disdainful individual. A substratum of war
stirred within her. It struck her, and the idea
caused her a wholly childish joy, that she was going
to take her revenge at last.
Knowing that she was beautiful, she
was thoroughly conscious, though in an indistinct
fashion, that she possessed a weapon. Women play
with their beauty as children do with a knife.
They wound themselves.
The reader will recall Marius’
hesitations, his palpitations, his terrors.
He remained on his bench and did not approach.
This vexed Cosette. One day, she said to Jean
Valjean: “Father, let us stroll about a
little in that direction.” Seeing that Marius
did not come to her, she went to him. In such
cases, all women resemble Mahomet. And then,
strange to say, the first symptom of true love in a
young man is timidity; in a young girl it is boldness.
This is surprising, and yet nothing is more simple.
It is the two sexes tending to approach each other
and assuming, each the other’s qualities.
That day, Cosette’s glance drove
Marius beside himself, and Marius’ glance set
Cosette to trembling. Marius went away confident,
and Cosette uneasy. From that day forth, they
adored each other.
The first thing that Cosette felt
was a confused and profound melancholy. It seemed
to her that her soul had become black since the day
before. She no longer recognized it. The
whiteness of soul in young girls, which is composed
of coldness and gayety, resembles snow. It melts
in love, which is its sun.
Cosette did not know what love was.
She had never heard the word uttered in its terrestrial
sense. On the books of profane music which entered
the convent, amour (love) was replaced by tambour (drum)
or pandour. This created enigmas which exercised
the imaginations of the big girls, such as: Ah,
how delightful is the drum! or, Pity is not a pandour.
But Cosette had left the convent too early to have
occupied herself much with the “drum.”
Therefore, she did not know what name to give to what
she now felt. Is any one the less ill because
one does not know the name of one’s malady?
She loved with all the more passion
because she loved ignorantly. She did not know
whether it was a good thing or a bad thing, useful
or dangerous, eternal or temporary, allowable or prohibited;
she loved. She would have been greatly astonished,
had any one said to her: “You do not sleep?
But that is forbidden! You do not eat? Why,
that is very bad! You have oppressions and
palpitations of the heart? That must not
be! You blush and turn pale, when a certain being
clad in black appears at the end of a certain green
walk? But that is abominable!” She would
not have understood, and she would have replied:
“What fault is there of mine in a matter in
which I have no power and of which I know nothing?”
It turned out that the love which
presented itself was exactly suited to the state of
her soul. It was a sort of admiration at a distance,
a mute contemplation, the deification of a stranger.
It was the apparition of youth to youth, the dream
of nights become a reality yet remaining a dream,
the longed-for phantom realized and made flesh at last,
but having as yet, neither name, nor fault, nor spot,
nor exigence, nor defect; in a word, the distant lover
who lingered in the ideal, a chimaera with a form.
Any nearer and more palpable meeting would have alarmed
Cosette at this first stage, when she was still half
immersed in the exaggerated mists of the cloister.
She had all the fears of children and all the fears
of nuns combined. The spirit of the convent, with
which she had been permeated for the space of five
years, was still in the process of slow evaporation
from her person, and made everything tremble around
her. In this situation he was not a lover, he
was not even an admirer, he was a vision. She
set herself to adoring Marius as something charming,
luminous, and impossible.
As extreme innocence borders on extreme
coquetry, she smiled at him with all frankness.
Every day, she looked forward to the
hour for their walk with impatience, she found Marius
there, she felt herself unspeakably happy, and thought
in all sincerity that she was expressing her whole
thought when she said to Jean Valjean:
“What a delicious garden that Luxembourg is!”
Marius and Cosette were in the dark
as to one another. They did not address each
other, they did not salute each other, they did not
know each other; they saw each other; and like stars
of heaven which are separated by millions of leagues,
they lived by gazing at each other.
It was thus that Cosette gradually
became a woman and developed, beautiful and loving,
with a consciousness of her beauty, and in ignorance
of her love. She was a coquette to boot through
her ignorance.
Chapter VII
to one sadness oppose A sadness and A half
All situations have their instincts.
Old and eternal Mother Nature warned Jean Valjean
in a dim way of the presence of Marius. Jean Valjean
shuddered to the very bottom of his soul. Jean
Valjean saw nothing, knew nothing, and yet he scanned
with obstinate attention, the darkness in which he
walked, as though he felt on one side of him something
in process of construction, and on the other, something
which was crumbling away. Marius, also warned,
and, in accordance with the deep law of God, by that
same Mother Nature, did all he could to keep out of
sight of “the father.” Nevertheless,
it came to pass that Jean Valjean sometimes espied
him. Marius’ manners were no longer in the
least natural. He exhibited ambiguous prudence
and awkward daring. He no longer came quite close
to them as formerly. He seated himself at a distance
and pretended to be reading; why did he pretend that?
Formerly he had come in his old coat, now he wore
his new one every day; Jean Valjean was not sure that
he did not have his hair curled, his eyes were very
queer, he wore gloves; in short, Jean Valjean cordially
detested this young man.
Cosette allowed nothing to be divined.
Without knowing just what was the matter with her
she was convinced that there was something in it, and
that it must be concealed.
There was a coincidence between the
taste for the toilet which had recently come to Cosette,
and the habit of new clothes developed by that stranger
which was very repugnant to Jean Valjean. It might
be accidental, no doubt, certainly, but it was a menacing
accident.
He never opened his mouth to Cosette
about this stranger. One day, however, he could
not refrain from so doing, and, with that vague despair
which suddenly casts the lead into the depths of its
despair, he said to her: “What a very pedantic
air that young man has!”
Cosette, but a year before only an
indifferent little girl, would have replied:
“Why, no, he is charming.” Ten years
later, with the love of Marius in her heart, she would
have answered: “A pedant, and insufferable
to the sight! You are right!” At
the moment in life and the heart which she had then
attained, she contented herself with replying, with
supreme calmness: “That young man!”
As though she now beheld him for the
first time in her life.
“How stupid I am!” thought
Jean Valjean. “She had not noticed him.
It is I who have pointed him out to her.”
Oh, simplicity of the old! oh, the depth of children!
It is one of the laws of those fresh
years of suffering and trouble, of those vivacious
conflicts between a first love and the first obstacles,
that the young girl does not allow herself to be caught
in any trap whatever, and that the young man falls
into every one. Jean Valjean had instituted an
undeclared war against Marius, which Marius, with
the sublime stupidity of his passion and his age, did
not divine. Jean Valjean laid a host of ambushes
for him; he changed his hour, he changed his bench,
he forgot his handkerchief, he came alone to the Luxembourg;
Marius dashed headlong into all these snares; and to
all the interrogation marks planted by Jean Valjean
in his pathway, he ingenuously answered “yes.”
But Cosette remained immured in her apparent unconcern
and in her imperturbable tranquillity, so that Jean
Valjean arrived at the following conclusion:
“That ninny is madly in love with Cosette, but
Cosette does not even know that he exists.”
None the less did he bear in his heart
a mournful tremor. The minute when Cosette would
love might strike at any moment. Does not everything
begin with indifference?
Only once did Cosette make a mistake
and alarm him. He rose from his seat to depart,
after a stay of three hours, and she said: “What,
already?”
Jean Valjean had not discontinued
his trips to the Luxembourg, as he did not wish to
do anything out of the way, and as, above all things,
he feared to arouse Cosette; but during the hours which
were so sweet to the lovers, while Cosette was sending
her smile to the intoxicated Marius, who perceived
nothing else now, and who now saw nothing in all the
world but an adored and radiant face, Jean Valjean
was fixing on Marius flashing and terrible eyes.
He, who had finally come to believe himself incapable
of a malevolent feeling, experienced moments when
Marius was present, in which he thought he was becoming
savage and ferocious once more, and he felt the old
depths of his soul, which had formerly contained so
much wrath, opening once more and rising up against
that young man. It almost seemed to him that unknown
craters were forming in his bosom.
What! he was there, that creature!
What was he there for? He came creeping about,
smelling out, examining, trying! He came, saying:
“Hey! Why not?” He came to prowl
about his, Jean Valjean’s, life! to prowl about
his happiness, with the purpose of seizing it and bearing
it away!
Jean Valjean added: “Yes,
that’s it! What is he in search of?
An adventure! What does he want? A love
affair! A love affair! And I? What!
I have been first, the most wretched of men, and then
the most unhappy, and I have traversed sixty years
of life on my knees, I have suffered everything that
man can suffer, I have grown old without having been
young, I have lived without a family, without relatives,
without friends, without life, without children, I
have left my blood on every stone, on every bramble,
on every mile-post, along every wall, I have been
gentle, though others have been hard to me, and kind,
although others have been malicious, I have become
an honest man once more, in spite of everything, I
have repented of the evil that I have done and have
forgiven the evil that has been done to me, and at
the moment when I receive my recompense, at the moment
when it is all over, at the moment when I am just
touching the goal, at the moment when I have what
I desire, it is well, it is good, I have paid, I have
earned it, all this is to take flight, all this will
vanish, and I shall lose Cosette, and I shall lose
my life, my joy, my soul, because it has pleased a
great booby to come and lounge at the Luxembourg.”
Then his eyes were filled with a sad
and extraordinary gleam.
It was no longer a man gazing at a
man; it was no longer an enemy surveying an enemy.
It was a dog scanning a thief.
The reader knows the rest. Marius
pursued his senseless course. One day he followed
Cosette to the Rue de l’Ouest. Another day
he spoke to the porter. The porter, on his side,
spoke, and said to Jean Valjean: “Monsieur,
who is that curious young man who is asking for you?”
On the morrow Jean Valjean bestowed on Marius that
glance which Marius at last perceived. A week
later, Jean Valjean had taken his departure. He
swore to himself that he would never again set foot
either in the Luxembourg or in the Rue de l’Ouest.
He returned to the Rue Plumet.
Cosette did not complain, she said
nothing, she asked no questions, she did not seek
to learn his reasons; she had already reached the point
where she was afraid of being divined, and of betraying
herself. Jean Valjean had no experience of these
miseries, the only miseries which are charming and
the only ones with which he was not acquainted; the
consequence was that he did not understand the grave
significance of Cosette’s silence.
He merely noticed that she had grown
sad, and he grew gloomy. On his side and on hers,
inexperience had joined issue.
Once he made a trial. He asked Cosette:
“Would you like to come to the Luxembourg?”
A ray illuminated Cosette’s pale face.
“Yes,” said she.
They went thither. Three months
had elapsed. Marius no longer went there.
Marius was not there.
On the following day, Jean Valjean asked Cosette again:
“Would you like to come to the Luxembourg?”
She replied, sadly and gently:
“No.”
Jean Valjean was hurt by this sadness,
and heart-broken at this gentleness.
What was going on in that mind which
was so young and yet already so impenetrable?
What was on its way there within? What was taking
place in Cosette’s soul? Sometimes, instead
of going to bed, Jean Valjean remained seated on his
pallet, with his head in his hands, and he passed
whole nights asking himself: “What has Cosette
in her mind?” and in thinking of the things
that she might be thinking about.
Oh! at such moments, what mournful
glances did he cast towards that cloister, that chaste
peak, that abode of angels, that inaccessible glacier
of virtue! How he contemplated, with despairing
ecstasy, that convent garden, full of ignored flowers
and cloistered virgins, where all perfumes and all
souls mount straight to heaven! How he adored
that Eden forever closed against him, whence he had
voluntarily and madly emerged! How he regretted
his abnegation and his folly in having brought Cosette
back into the world, poor hero of sacrifice, seized
and hurled to the earth by his very self-devotion!
How he said to himself, “What have I done?”
However, nothing of all this was perceptible
to Cosette. No ill-temper, no harshness.
His face was always serene and kind. Jean Valjean’s
manners were more tender and more paternal than ever.
If anything could have betrayed his lack of joy, it
was his increased suavity.
On her side, Cosette languished.
She suffered from the absence of Marius as she had
rejoiced in his presence, peculiarly, without exactly
being conscious of it. When Jean Valjean ceased
to take her on their customary strolls, a feminine
instinct murmured confusedly, at the bottom of her
heart, that she must not seem to set store on the Luxembourg
garden, and that if this proved to be a matter of
indifference to her, her father would take her thither
once more. But days, weeks, months, elapsed.
Jean Valjean had tacitly accepted Cosette’s
tacit consent. She regretted it. It was
too late. So Marius had disappeared; all was over.
The day on which she returned to the Luxembourg, Marius
was no longer there. What was to be done?
Should she ever find him again? She felt an anguish
at her heart, which nothing relieved, and which augmented
every day; she no longer knew whether it was winter
or summer, whether it was raining or shining, whether
the birds were singing, whether it was the season for
dahlias or daisies, whether the Luxembourg was more
charming than the Tuileries, whether the linen which
the laundress brought home was starched too much or
not enough, whether Toussaint had done “her
marketing” well or ill; and she remained dejected,
absorbed, attentive to but a single thought, her eyes
vague and staring as when one gazes by night at a
black and fathomless spot where an apparition has vanished.
However, she did not allow Jean Valjean
to perceive anything of this, except her pallor.
She still wore her sweet face for him.
This pallor sufficed but too thoroughly
to trouble Jean Valjean. Sometimes he asked her:
“What is the matter with you?”
She replied: “There is nothing the matter
with me.”
And after a silence, when she divined
that he was sad also, she would add:
“And you, father is there anything
wrong with you?”
“With me? Nothing,” said he.
These two beings who had loved each
other so exclusively, and with so touching an affection,
and who had lived so long for each other now suffered
side by side, each on the other’s account; without
acknowledging it to each other, without anger towards
each other, and with a smile.
Chapter VIII
the chain-gang
Jean Valjean was the more unhappy
of the two. Youth, even in its sorrows, always
possesses its own peculiar radiance.
At times, Jean Valjean suffered so
greatly that he became puerile. It is the property
of grief to cause the childish side of man to reappear.
He had an unconquerable conviction that Cosette was
escaping from him. He would have liked to resist,
to retain her, to arouse her enthusiasm by some external
and brilliant matter. These ideas, puerile, as
we have just said, and at the same time senile, conveyed
to him, by their very childishness, a tolerably just
notion of the influence of gold lace on the imaginations
of young girls. He once chanced to see a general
on horseback, in full uniform, pass along the street,
Comte Coutard, the commandant of Paris. He envied
that gilded man; what happiness it would be, he said
to himself, if he could put on that suit which was
an incontestable thing; and if Cosette could behold
him thus, she would be dazzled, and when he had Cosette
on his arm and passed the gates of the Tuileries,
the guard would present arms to him, and that would
suffice for Cosette, and would dispel her idea of
looking at young men.
An unforeseen shock was added to these sad reflections.
In the isolated life which they led,
and since they had come to dwell in the Rue Plumet,
they had contracted one habit. They sometimes
took a pleasure trip to see the sun rise, a mild species
of enjoyment which befits those who are entering life
and those who are quitting it.
For those who love solitude, a walk
in the early morning is equivalent to a stroll by
night, with the cheerfulness of nature added.
The streets are deserted and the birds are singing.
Cosette, a bird herself, liked to rise early.
These matutinal excursions were planned on the preceding
evening. He proposed, and she agreed. It
was arranged like a plot, they set out before daybreak,
and these trips were so many small delights for Cosette.
These innocent eccentricities please young people.
Jean Valjean’s inclination led
him, as we have seen, to the least frequented spots,
to solitary nooks, to forgotten places. There
then existed, in the vicinity of the barriers of Paris,
a sort of poor meadows, which were almost confounded
with the city, where grew in summer sickly grain,
and which, in autumn, after the harvest had been gathered,
presented the appearance, not of having been reaped,
but peeled. Jean Valjean loved to haunt these
fields. Cosette was not bored there. It
meant solitude to him and liberty to her. There,
she became a little girl once more, she could run
and almost play; she took off her hat, laid it on
Jean Valjean’s knees, and gathered bunches of
flowers. She gazed at the butterflies on the
flowers, but did not catch them; gentleness and tenderness
are born with love, and the young girl who cherishes
within her breast a trembling and fragile ideal has
mercy on the wing of a butterfly. She wove garlands
of poppies, which she placed on her head, and which,
crossed and penetrated with sunlight, glowing until
they flamed, formed for her rosy face a crown of burning
embers.
Even after their life had grown sad,
they kept up their custom of early strolls.
One morning in October, therefore,
tempted by the serene perfection of the autumn of
1831, they set out, and found themselves at break of
day near the Barriere du Maine. It was not dawn,
it was daybreak; a delightful and stern moment.
A few constellations here and there in the deep, pale
azure, the earth all black, the heavens all white,
a quiver amid the blades of grass, everywhere the
mysterious chill of twilight. A lark, which seemed
mingled with the stars, was carolling at a prodigious
height, and one would have declared that that hymn
of pettiness calmed immensity. In the East, the
Valde-Grace projected its dark mass on the clear
horizon with the sharpness of steel; Venus dazzlingly
brilliant was rising behind that dome and had the
air of a soul making its escape from a gloomy edifice.
All was peace and silence; there was
no one on the road; a few stray laborers, of whom
they caught barely a glimpse, were on their way to
their work along the side-paths.
Jean Valjean was sitting in a cross-walk
on some planks deposited at the gate of a timber-yard.
His face was turned towards the highway, his back
towards the light; he had forgotten the sun which was
on the point of rising; he had sunk into one of those
profound absorptions in which the mind becomes concentrated,
which imprison even the eye, and which are equivalent
to four walls. There are meditations which may
be called vertical; when one is at the bottom of them,
time is required to return to earth. Jean Valjean
had plunged into one of these reveries. He was
thinking of Cosette, of the happiness that was possible
if nothing came between him and her, of the light
with which she filled his life, a light which was
but the emanation of her soul. He was almost happy
in his revery. Cosette, who was standing beside
him, was gazing at the clouds as they turned rosy.
All at once Cosette exclaimed:
“Father, I should think some one was coming
yonder.” Jean Valjean raised his eyes.
Cosette was right. The causeway
which leads to the ancient Barriere du Maine is a
prolongation, as the reader knows, of the Rue de Sèvres,
and is cut at right angles by the inner boulevard.
At the elbow of the causeway and the boulevard, at
the spot where it branches, they heard a noise which
it was difficult to account for at that hour, and a
sort of confused pile made its appearance. Some
shapeless thing which was coming from the boulevard
was turning into the road.
It grew larger, it seemed to move
in an orderly manner, though it was bristling and
quivering; it seemed to be a vehicle, but its load
could not be distinctly made out. There were
horses, wheels, shouts; whips were cracking.
By degrees the outlines became fixed, although bathed
in shadows. It was a vehicle, in fact, which had
just turned from the boulevard into the highway, and
which was directing its course towards the barrier
near which sat Jean Valjean; a second, of the same
aspect, followed, then a third, then a fourth; seven
chariots made their appearance in succession, the
heads of the horses touching the rear of the wagon
in front. Figures were moving on these vehicles,
flashes were visible through the dusk as though there
were naked swords there, a clanking became audible
which resembled the rattling of chains, and as this
something advanced, the sound of voices waxed louder,
and it turned into a terrible thing such as emerges
from the cave of dreams.
As it drew nearer, it assumed a form,
and was outlined behind the trees with the pallid
hue of an apparition; the mass grew white; the day,
which was slowly dawning, cast a wan light on this
swarming heap which was at once both sepulchral and
living, the heads of the figures turned into the faces
of corpses, and this is what it proved to be:
Seven wagons were driving in a file
along the road. The first six were singularly
constructed. They resembled coopers’ drays;
they consisted of long ladders placed on two wheels
and forming barrows at their rear extremities.
Each dray, or rather let us say, each ladder, was attached
to four horses harnessed tandem. On these ladders
strange clusters of men were being drawn. In
the faint light, these men were to be divined rather
than seen. Twenty-four on each vehicle, twelve
on a side, back to back, facing the passers-by, their
legs dangling in the air, this was the
manner in which these men were travelling, and behind
their backs they had something which clanked, and
which was a chain, and on their necks something which
shone, and which was an iron collar. Each man
had his collar, but the chain was for all; so that
if these four and twenty men had occasion to alight
from the dray and walk, they were seized with a sort
of inexorable unity, and were obliged to wind over
the ground with the chain for a backbone, somewhat
after the fashion of millepeds. In the back and
front of each vehicle, two men armed with muskets
stood erect, each holding one end of the chain under
his foot. The iron necklets were square.
The seventh vehicle, a huge rack-sided baggage wagon,
without a hood, had four wheels and six horses, and
carried a sonorous pile of iron boilers, cast-iron
pots, braziers, and chains, among which were mingled
several men who were pinioned and stretched at full
length, and who seemed to be ill. This wagon,
all lattice-work, was garnished with dilapidated hurdles
which appeared to have served for former punishments.
These vehicles kept to the middle of the road.
On each side marched a double hedge of guards of infamous
aspect, wearing three-cornered hats, like the soldiers
under the Directory, shabby, covered with spots and
holes, muffled in uniforms of veterans and the trousers
of undertakers’ men, half gray, half blue, which
were almost hanging in rags, with red epaulets, yellow
shoulder belts, short sabres, muskets, and cudgels;
they were a species of soldier-blackguards. These
myrmidons seemed composed of the abjectness of
the beggar and the authority of the executioner.
The one who appeared to be their chief held a postilion’s
whip in his hand. All these details, blurred by
the dimness of dawn, became more and more clearly
outlined as the light increased. At the head
and in the rear of the convoy rode mounted gendarmes,
serious and with sword in fist.
This procession was so long that when
the first vehicle reached the barrier, the last was
barely debauching from the boulevard. A throng,
sprung, it is impossible to say whence, and formed
in a twinkling, as is frequently the case in Paris,
pressed forward from both sides of the road and looked
on. In the neighboring lanes the shouts of people
calling to each other and the wooden shoes of market-gardeners
hastening up to gaze were audible.
The men massed upon the drays allowed
themselves to be jolted along in silence. They
were livid with the chill of morning. They all
wore linen trousers, and their bare feet were thrust
into wooden shoes. The rest of their costume
was a fantasy of wretchedness. Their accoutrements
were horribly incongruous; nothing is more funereal
than the harlequin in rags. Battered felt hats,
tarpaulin caps, hideous woollen nightcaps, and, side
by side with a short blouse, a black coat broken at
the elbow; many wore women’s headgear, others
had baskets on their heads; hairy breasts were visible,
and through the rent in their garments tattooed designs
could be descried; temples of Love, flaming hearts,
Cupids; eruptions and unhealthy red blotches could
also be seen. Two or three had a straw rope attached
to the cross-bar of the dray, and suspended under
them like a stirrup, which supported their feet.
One of them held in his hand and raised to his mouth
something which had the appearance of a black stone
and which he seemed to be gnawing; it was bread which
he was eating. There were no eyes there which
were not either dry, dulled, or flaming with an evil
light. The escort troop cursed, the men in chains
did not utter a syllable; from time to time the sound
of a blow became audible as the cudgels descended
on shoulder-blades or skulls; some of these men were
yawning; their rags were terrible; their feet hung
down, their shoulders oscillated, their heads clashed
together, their fetters clanked, their eyes glared
ferociously, their fists clenched or fell open inertly
like the hands of corpses; in the rear of the convoy
ran a band of children screaming with laughter.
This file of vehicles, whatever its
nature was, was mournful. It was evident that
to-morrow, that an hour hence, a pouring rain might
descend, that it might be followed by another and another,
and that their dilapidated garments would be drenched,
that once soaked, these men would not get dry again,
that once chilled, they would not again get warm,
that their linen trousers would be glued to their bones
by the downpour, that the water would fill their shoes,
that no lashes from the whips would be able to prevent
their jaws from chattering, that the chain would continue
to bind them by the neck, that their legs would continue
to dangle, and it was impossible not to shudder at
the sight of these human beings thus bound and passive
beneath the cold clouds of autumn, and delivered over
to the rain, to the blast, to all the furies of the
air, like trees and stones.
Blows from the cudgel were not omitted
even in the case of the sick men, who lay there knotted
with ropes and motionless on the seventh wagon, and
who appeared to have been tossed there like sacks filled
with misery.
Suddenly, the sun made its appearance;
the immense light of the Orient burst forth, and one
would have said that it had set fire to all those
ferocious heads. Their tongues were unloosed;
a conflagration of grins, oaths, and songs exploded.
The broad horizontal sheet of light severed the file
in two parts, illuminating heads and bodies, leaving
feet and wheels in the obscurity. Thoughts made
their appearance on these faces; it was a terrible
moment; visible demons with their masks removed, fierce
souls laid bare. Though lighted up, this wild
throng remained in gloom. Some, who were gay,
had in their mouths quills through which they blew
vermin over the crowd, picking out the women; the dawn
accentuated these lamentable profiles with the blackness
of its shadows; there was not one of these creatures
who was not deformed by reason of wretchedness; and
the whole was so monstrous that one would have said
that the sun’s brilliancy had been changed into
the glare of the lightning. The wagon-load which
headed the line had struck up a song, and were shouting
at the top of their voices with a haggard joviality,
a potpourri by Desaugiers, then famous, called The
Vestal; the trees shivered mournfully; in the cross-lanes,
countenances of bourgeois listened in an idiotic delight
to these coarse strains droned by spectres.
All sorts of distress met in this
procession as in chaos; here were to be found the
facial angles of every sort of beast, old men, youths,
bald heads, gray beards, cynical monstrosities, sour
resignation, savage grins, senseless attitudes, snouts
surmounted by caps, heads like those of young girls
with corkscrew curls on the temples, infantile
visages, and by reason of that, horrible thin
skeleton faces, to which death alone was lacking.
On the first cart was a negro, who had been a slave,
in all probability, and who could make a comparison
of his chains. The frightful leveller from below,
shame, had passed over these brows; at that degree
of abasement, the last transformations were suffered
by all in their extremest depths, and ignorance, converted
into dulness, was the equal of intelligence converted
into despair. There was no choice possible between
these men who appeared to the eye as the flower of
the mud. It was evident that the person who had
had the ordering of that unclean procession had not
classified them. These beings had been fettered
and coupled pell-mell, in alphabetical disorder, probably,
and loaded hap-hazard on those carts. Nevertheless,
horrors, when grouped together, always end by evolving
a result; all additions of wretched men give a sum
total, each chain exhaled a common soul, and each dray-load
had its own physiognomy. By the side of the one
where they were singing, there was one where they
were howling; a third where they were begging; one
could be seen in which they were gnashing their teeth;
another load menaced the spectators, another blasphemed
God; the last was as silent as the tomb. Dante
would have thought that he beheld his seven circles
of hell on the march. The march of the damned
to their tortures, performed in sinister wise, not
on the formidable and flaming chariot of the Apocalypse,
but, what was more mournful than that, on the gibbet
cart.
One of the guards, who had a hook
on the end of his cudgel, made a pretence from time
to time, of stirring up this mass of human filth.
An old woman in the crowd pointed them out to her little
boy five years old, and said to him: “Rascal,
let that be a warning to you!”
As the songs and blasphemies increased,
the man who appeared to be the captain of the escort
cracked his whip, and at that signal a fearful dull
and blind flogging, which produced the sound of hail,
fell upon the seven dray-loads; many roared and foamed
at the mouth; which redoubled the delight of the street
urchins who had hastened up, a swarm of flies on these
wounds.
Jean Valjean’s eyes had assumed
a frightful expression. They were no longer eyes;
they were those deep and glassy objects which replace
the glance in the case of certain wretched men, which
seem unconscious of reality, and in which flames the
reflection of terrors and of catastrophes. He
was not looking at a spectacle, he was seeing a vision.
He tried to rise, to flee, to make his escape; he could
not move his feet. Sometimes, the things that
you see seize upon you and hold you fast. He
remained nailed to the spot, petrified, stupid, asking
himself, athwart confused and inexpressible anguish,
what this sepulchral persecution signified, and whence
had come that pandemonium which was pursuing him.
All at once, he raised his hand to his brow, a gesture
habitual to those whose memory suddenly returns; he
remembered that this was, in fact, the usual itinerary,
that it was customary to make this detour in order
to avoid all possibility of encountering royalty on
the road to Fontainebleau, and that, five and thirty
years before, he had himself passed through that barrier.
Cosette was no less terrified, but
in a different way. She did not understand; what
she beheld did not seem to her to be possible; at
length she cried:
“Father! What are those men in those carts?”
Jean Valjean replied: “Convicts.”
“Whither are they going?”
“To the galleys.”
At that moment, the cudgelling, multiplied
by a hundred hands, became zealous, blows with the
flat of the sword were mingled with it, it was a perfect
storm of whips and clubs; the convicts bent before
it, a hideous obedience was evoked by the torture,
and all held their peace, darting glances like chained
wolves.
Cosette trembled in every limb; she resumed:
“Father, are they still men?”
“Sometimes,” answered the unhappy man.
It was the chain-gang, in fact, which
had set out before daybreak from Bicetre, and had
taken the road to Mans in order to avoid Fontainebleau,
where the King then was. This caused the horrible
journey to last three or four days longer; but torture
may surely be prolonged with the object of sparing
the royal personage a sight of it.
Jean Valjean returned home utterly
overwhelmed. Such encounters are shocks, and
the memory that they leave behind them resembles a
thorough shaking up.
Nevertheless, Jean Valjean did not
observe that, on his way back to the Rue de Babylone
with Cosette, the latter was plying him with other
questions on the subject of what they had just seen;
perhaps he was too much absorbed in his own dejection
to notice her words and reply to them. But when
Cosette was leaving him in the evening, to betake herself
to bed, he heard her say in a low voice, and as though
talking to herself: “It seems to me, that
if I were to find one of those men in my pathway,
oh, my God, I should die merely from the sight of him
close at hand.”
Fortunately, chance ordained that
on the morrow of that tragic day, there was some official
solemnity apropos of I know not what, fêtes
in Paris, a review in the Champ de Mars, jousts on
the Seine, theatrical performances in the Champs-Elysees,
fireworks at the Arc de l’Etoile, illuminations
everywhere. Jean Valjean did violence to his habits,
and took Cosette to see these rejoicings, for the
purpose of diverting her from the memory of the day
before, and of effacing, beneath the smiling tumult
of all Paris, the abominable thing which had passed
before her. The review with which the festival
was spiced made the presence of uniforms perfectly
natural; Jean Valjean donned his uniform of a national
guard with the vague inward feeling of a man who is
betaking himself to shelter. However, this trip
seemed to attain its object. Cosette, who made
it her law to please her father, and to whom, moreover,
all spectacles were a novelty, accepted this diversion
with the light and easy good grace of youth, and did
not pout too disdainfully at that flutter of enjoyment
called a public fête; so that Jean Valjean was able
to believe that he had succeeded, and that no trace
of that hideous vision remained.
Some days later, one morning, when
the sun was shining brightly, and they were both on
the steps leading to the garden, another infraction
of the rules which Jean Valjean seemed to have imposed
upon himself, and to the custom of remaining in her
chamber which melancholy had caused Cosette to adopt,
Cosette, in a wrapper, was standing erect in that
negligent attire of early morning which envelops young
girls in an adorable way and which produces the effect
of a cloud drawn over a star; and, with her head bathed
in light, rosy after a good sleep, submitting to the
gentle glances of the tender old man, she was picking
a daisy to pieces. Cosette did not know the delightful
legend, I love a little, passionately, etc. who
was there who could have taught her? She was
handling the flower instinctively, innocently, without
a suspicion that to pluck a daisy apart is to do the
same by a heart. If there were a fourth, and
smiling Grace called Melancholy, she would have worn
the air of that Grace. Jean Valjean was fascinated
by the contemplation of those tiny fingers on that
flower, and forgetful of everything in the radiance
emitted by that child. A red-breast was warbling
in the thicket, on one side. White cloudlets
floated across the sky, so gayly, that one would have
said that they had just been set at liberty. Cosette
went on attentively tearing the leaves from her flower;
she seemed to be thinking about something; but whatever
it was, it must be something charming; all at once
she turned her head over her shoulder with the delicate
languor of a swan, and said to Jean Valjean: “Father,
what are the galleys like?”