It was evening. A sky of purest
emerald, luminous, transparent, and divinely calm,
stretched over the city of Damascus, that lies in
its white glory, wrapped round by its mantle of foliage,
in the heart of the burning desert-unhurt,
cool, invulnerable in the jaws of the all-devouring
desert sand. In the East, with the first cool
breath of evening comes a spirit of rejoicing:
the heat and burden of the day are over, and there
is one hour of pure delight before the darkness.
This hour had come to Damascus: the roses lifted
their heads in the garden, the birds burst into joyous
floods of song, and the trees waved and spread their
branches to the little breeze that came rippling through
the crystal air.
Almost on the confines of the city,
where the belt of protecting verdure grows thin and
the gaunt face of the desert presses against the city
walls, rose the square, white dwelling of Ahmed Ali,
and his garden was the largest and most beautiful
of the city. High white walls enclosed it on
every side, and from the broad, travelled highway
that ran beside it the dusty and wearied wayfarer
often lifted his eyes to the profusion of gay roses,
the syringa, and star-eyed jasmine that tumbled jubilantly
over the edge, and hung their scented wreaths far
above his head. The tinkling of a fountain could
be heard within, and the mad rapture of song from
the birds in the evening, when the scent of the orange
blossom stole softly out on the radiant golden air.
On the other side of the garden was a grove of orange-trees.
The rich, glossy, green foliage rose in dark masses
above the high wall, and some inquisitive, encroaching
boughs stretched over and occasionally dropped their
golden fruit into Ahmed’s garden. On the
inside of the old, moss-grown wall were numerous buttresses,
and in these angles and corners, sheltered from any
breeze, the roses and the small fruit-trees fairly
rioted together, blending their masses of pink and
white bloom.
On this evening, when the sky shone
like one sheet of purest mother-of-pearl, green and
rose and faint purple, the garden was very still;
the only sound was the murmur of the falling water,
the coo of some white doves in a pear-tree, and a
very light step pacing on the tiny narrow path that
wound its way round the whole garden amongst the rose-bushes
and lemon-trees.
Dilama, the youngest of the ladies
of the harem, was walking in the garden with her white
veil thrown back and a smile on her small, red, curling
lips. She stooped here and there to gather a flower
whenever a bud or blossom of particular beauty caught
her eye, and fastened now one against her thick brown
hair, and now one or two upon the rich-embroidered
muslin that covered the upper part of her bosom.
She was intensely happy: in the spring at Damascus,
at seventeen and in love, who would not be happy?
The fires of youth and love and joy burned in her
flesh and danced in her veins and shone in her eyes,
and she sang and smiled to herself as she gathered
the flowers. She was a Druze woman, and gifted
with the wonderful beauty that Nature has showered
on the women of Syria. Skins that the most perfect
Saxon skin of milk and rose can scarcely rival are
wedded to eyes of Eastern midnight and brown tresses
filled with shining lights of red and gold. She
had been born in the fierce, barren mountains lying
behind Beirut, and at eight years old had drifted-part
of the spoils of a raid-into the keeping
of Ahmed Ali, the richest landowner and merchant of
Damascus. He was a Turk, of pure Turkish blood,
and with the large, generous heart and the kindly
nature of the Turk. All the life that owed him
allegiance, that was supported by his hand, was happy
and well cared for-from the magnificent
black horses, ignorant of whip and spur, that filled
his stables, and the dogs that lay peacefully about
in his palace, to the beauties of the harem, who tripped
about gaily singing and laughing in their cool halls
and shaded garden. Where the Turk rules there
is usually peace, for his nature is pacific, and in
the palace of Ahmed there was joy and peace and love
and pleasure in abundance. There were seven ladies
of the harem, including Dilama, and six of these were
happy wives of Ahmed. Each had one or more sons,
handsome, large-eyed, sedate little Mohammedans, who
were being trained by Turkish mothers in all sorts
of gentle ways and manners-in thought and
care for others, in courtesy and kindness; and who
were very different in their childish work and play
from the brawling, selfish, cruel little monsters
that European children of the same age mostly are.
But Dilama was not yet Ahmed’s wife; she loved
him most truly and deeply as an affectionate daughter.
For who could not love Ahmed? There was a charm
in his stately beauty of face and figure, in the kind
musical voice, in the eyes so large and dark and gentle,
that was irresistible. But to Dilama he was something
far above her: her king, her lord indeed, for
whom she would lay down life itself without question,
but not the man to whom her ardent simple nature had
turned for love. Ahmed had not sought her.
When first she came to his palace she had been too
young except for him to treat as a pretty child, and
the relationship of father and daughter then established
had never yet been broken in upon. And the light-hearted,
sunny-natured Druze girl had taken life just as she
found it, regarding herself as Ahmed’s daughter,
and rejoicing in her home of love and beauty she ceased
to remember that one day he would inevitably claim
her as his wife, and that that day must be the beginning
or the end of happiness just as she prepared for it.
But she did not prepare for it, she ignored it:
flitting like some golden butterfly through the pleasant
hours, and growing fairer every day, so that the harem
women looked at her with a little sinking of the heart
yet no ill-will, and said amongst themselves, “Surely
Ahmed must choose her soon.” But Ahmed loved
at that time with his whole soul a Turkish woman,
and she was to give him shortly a second child, and
for fear of disturbing her peace of mind Ahmed remained
in the Selamlik, and would not visit his other wives,
nor send for Dilama, though his eyes, like the others,
noted her growing beauty day by day.
“I will wait in patience,”
he thought, looking out one morning at sunrise, and
watching Dilama playing with the white doves on the
basin edge of the fountain. “I will wait
till Buldoula is well and strong again. She would
fret now, and think I was forgetting her in a new
love if I call Dilama to me yet. I will wait till
her second son is born, and then in her joy and pride
she will not be jealous of the new wife.”
So he waited, but in the game of love
he that waits is ever the loser. That night,
when the moon was rising over the white and deep green
of Damascus, Dilama walked, humming to herself, in
the garden, full of a great leaping desire, born of
her youth and fine health and the breath of the May
night, to love and be loved. Suddenly, when she
came to the corner, under the drooping boughs of the
grove without the garden, an orange fell, and, just
escaping her head struck her heavily on her bosom.
With a great shock she stood still, looking up, and
there, on the summit of the high wall, amid the green
boughs, was a man sitting, leaning over down towards
her, with fiery eyes looking upon her from under a
dark green turban.
“It is death to be here,”
she whispered, her face pallid in the moonlight, “do
not stay;” yet her whole being leapt up with
hope that he would disobey. The man laughed softly.
“It is life to look on you,”
he said merely, and to her terrified joy and horrified
delight he slid down between the lemon-trees and the
wall, and stood before her in the angle it made, where
two buttresses jutting forward hid him from all view
unless one stood directly opposite.
Dilama shook from head to foot; in
one fierce, sweeping rush, love passed over and through
her as she stood staring with wild dilated eyes on
the form before her. Tall, tall as Ahmed, with
all the grace and strength of youth, lithe and supple,
with a straight-lined, dark-browed face above a stately
throat, and dark kindling eyes, wells of living fire
that called all her soul and heart and womanhood into
life.
“I have often watched you walking
in the garden,” he murmured, gently taking in
his, one nerveless hand. “I come from your
village in the hills, where you were taken from long
ago. I am a Druze,” and he threw his head
higher, as the stag of the forest throws his at the
first note of the challenge. Dilama knew well
that he was of her own people. Infant memories,
instinctive, implanted consciousness told her this
without the aid of Druze clothing, or the short, gay
dagger thrust into his waist-sash.
“I think you are not yet the
wife of Ahmed Ali?” he went on, as she simply
trembled in silence, wave after wave of emotion passing
through her, striking her heart and choking her voice.
“Tell me?”
Dilama shook her head, and a triumphant
smile curved the handsome lips before her.
“I knew it; you are mine,”
he said, in reply, and, bending over her as she stood
shrinking, on the verge of fainting, between terror
and wonder and joy, he kissed her on the lips, not
roughly-even gently-but with
such a fire of life on his that it seemed to the girl,
in the destruction of all her usual feelings, in the
havoc of the new ones called in their place, that
the actual moment of dissolution had come.
That had been some three weeks ago,
and now, on this soft, pearly evening, she was waiting
eagerly for the sky to deepen, and the light of the
stars to sharpen, and the orange to fall over the
wall. For the Druze had come many times, and no
one had discovered the lovers, screened by masses
of roses in the buttress-sheltered corner of the wall.
In fact, for the last weeks no one had had time or
thought for anything but Buldoula, who lay sick within
the palace walls, and attendants waited anxiously
or ran hither and thither on various errands, and
Ahmed was in the depths of anxiety; and no one thought
about Dilama or paid any attention to her, and she
was radiantly happy and self-engrossed, and came and
went between the garden and her own little chamber
as she listed, undisturbed. And this evening,
as usual, she slipped unobserved amongst the roses
into the corner of the buttressed wall. A moment
after the boughs overhead parted, and the lithe Druze
dropped down noiselessly beside her. She put
her gold braceleted arms round his strong brown neck,
and pressed her silken-covered bosom hard against
his rough cotton tunic. A great rush of rosy light
flooded all the sky for some minutes, then began to
pale softly before the approach of the lustrous purple
dark.
In the palace a light behind one of
the mushrabeared windows was extinguished; there was
the sound of the scurry of feet, and then a long wail
came out from the building, rending the pink-hued
twilight.
“Buldoula is dead!” remarked
Dilama simply, as the lovers crouched together between
the wall and the roses. It meant nothing to her,
enclosed in the happy warmth of her lover’s arms;
death had no meaning for her yet, hardly seventeen
years’ journey distant from birth, and full
of all the sap and great leaping fires of life.
Death was something so far away, so impossible to realise.
It was but a word to her-a casket enclosing
nothing. Yet the death of Buldoula was the embryo
event in the womb of time from which was to develop
the whole tragedy of her own life.
“Buldoula is dead,” she
said again, carelessly, her rose-tipped fingers smoothing
the black sweeping arch of the man’s brows.
“Perhaps her son is dead also. Ahmed will
be very grieved-she was going to bear her
second son.”
“Little dove! I must take
you away to the mountains soon,” said the Druze,
clasping her tighter to him. “Soon,”
he muttered again, stooping down to look under the
rose-boughs to the white-faced house, now, with all
its screened windows, dark. His words seemed
irrelevant, yet they were not. He had a keen prescience
that the death of the favourite of the harem might
influence very quickly Dilama’s fate.
“Why not take me now, Murad?
I want to see the mountains,” and she laid her
little head, crowned by its masses of brown-gold hair,
on his warm breast.
“The caravan does not start
for two weeks more,” he answered thoughtfully.
“We must wait for it. It would be madness
to try to escape alone. We should be seen, noted,
and tracked down. Think how Ahmed will look for
his treasure when he finds it stolen! But if
you are hidden in a bale of goods on a camel in the
caravan, who will suspect, who will know that the
Druze has taken you? The whole caravan of Druzes
cannot be stopped because Ahmed has lost a wife!
No, in the caravan, with all the rest, we are safe.
There is no other way.”
There was silence while the twilight
deepened in the garden, and the stars began to show
above like flashing swords in the sky. In the
languor of love that knows no fear and has no cares,
that opiate of the soul, Dilama lay in his arms and
sought his lips and eyes, and asked no more about
caravans and journeys and mountains, drugged and heavy
with love. In an hour when all was velvet blackness
beneath the wall, they kissed farewell. He scaled
the crumbling bricks, and regained the sheltering
orange grove, and she walked slowly back, drawing
smooth her filmy veil, towards the darkened palace.
Five days later at noontime, as Dilama
was sitting in the garden playing with the tame white
doves by the fountain, one of the black female slaves
approached her. Dilama looked up questioningly,
holding a dove to her bosom.
“The lord is sorrowing within
for his dead wife and dead son. He has sent for
you; go in, and lead him away from grief,” and
the woman smiled and prostrated herself before Dilama,
who shrank instinctively away like a frightened child.
But there is only one law and one will in the harem,
and she rose obediently, letting the dove go, and
stood ready to follow the slave. That meaning
smile on the woman’s face filled her with an
intuitive, instinctive, undefined fear, and at the
same instant there rushed over her the realisation
of the great happiness that same smile would have
brought her had there been no Murad, had she fled from
that rose-filled corner on that first evening-had
she, in a word, waited! This summons to
the presence of their lord is what so many of the
harem slaves pine and long for through weary months,
and sometimes years. It came now to her, and it
meant nothing but vague fear and dread. She followed
the slave with unelastic steps, and her brain full
of heavy thoughts; they passed the women’s apartments
and went on to the Selamlik and to the room of Ahmed,
that looked out with unscreened windows into the cool,
deep green of the garden. The slave drew back
at the door, holding a curtain aside for the girl
to enter. She went forward, the curtain fell
behind her, and she was alone with Ahmed.
He was sitting opposite on a low divan
or couch, clothed from head to foot in a deep blue
robe, and with a turban of the same colour twisted
above his level brows-a kingly, majestic
figure, and the girl’s heart beat and her eyelids
fell as she crept slowly over the floor towards him.
At his feet she sank to her knees, and would have
put her forehead to the ground, but Ahmed bent forward,
and clasping both her arms lifted her on to the couch
beside him.
“And you are the Druze child,
Dilama?” he said gently, and leaning a little
back from her, surveyed her intently with dark lustrous
eyes. The girl felt swooning with terror; before
his gaze her very flesh seemed dissolving. It
seemed as if her heart, her brain, with the image
of Murad stamped on them, would be laid bare to those
brilliant, searching eyes. What would he not know,
suspect, find out? What would he ask? demand
of her? She could not ask herself. Was this
to be the end of his paternal relationship to her?
the beginning of a new one? She dared not lift
her eyes lest he should see their terror; the blood
burnt in the surface of all her fair skin, as if red-hot
irons were pressed to it. And Ahmed, gazing upon
her with the pure noonday light, softened by the leafy
screen without pouring over her, drank in her fair
Syrian beauty with delight. The pale, rose-hued
silken clothing she wore harmonised with the ivory
and rose of her round arms and throat and cheeks,
and threw up the masses of dark hair that fell beneath
her veil to her slender waist. Ahmed very gently
unbound the snowy garment from her head and stroked
her hair lightly, watching the gold gleams in its
ripples as his hand passed over them. He saw her
dismay, confusion, even her terror, and noticed the
quiver of her hands and the irregular leap of her
bosom, but these did not dismay him. He was accustomed
to be beloved even as he loved, and the women of the
harem who came to him in fear left him with happy confidence.
He affected now not to see her embarrassment, thinking
it to be only that, and said quietly, “And you
have been happy, Dilama, in my house?” The girl
felt she must speak, though her throat seemed closed
and her tongue nerveless.
“Very happy,” she faltered at last in
a whisper.
“But you have been lonely, perhaps?”
he asked. “Have the roses and doves in
the garden been companions enough for you? Have
you not been too much alone?”
In the heavy load of apprehension
of intangible fear and horror that seemed stifling
her, a madness of longing came over the girl to be
free from her guilty secret, to have never known Murad.
Now she could have looked up fearless, full of expectant
joy! She could have loved this man; she knew
it, now that she felt his love approaching her:
hope was dying within her that ever again would he
regard her simply as his daughter. She knew those
tones of the voice, she had heard them from Murad
in the garden, but here the voice was infinitely more
refined, the sound of it exquisitely musical; and
now, that love for her was in it, it told her a new
secret, that she could have given love for love.
She knew, though her eyelids were down, how beautiful
the face was that bent over her: the straight,
severe lines of it, the magnificent eyes and brows
burnt through her lids. Ah, why had he waited
so long, or she not waited longer?
Full of intolerable, irrepressible
pain, she looked up at last suddenly.
“Why did not my lord come into
the garden, to the roses and doves and-me?”
she asked falteringly, her gaze held now irresistibly
by the dark orbs above her. Then, afraid of her
own temerity, she became white as death under his
gaze.
But Ahmed was rather pleased by this
first connected speech she had made in the interview.
It sounded to him like the tender reproach of an amorous,
expectant maiden, waiting eagerly for her love, too
long delayed. The under-meaning, the terrible
regret for irrevocable ill, naturally escaped him.
He smiled, and put his arm round her shoulders.
“Well, it is not too late,” he said, bending
over her. But the girl shrank from his arm, and
he realised it instantly. He was aware directly
that there was some feeling in her not quite fathomed
nor understood. It puzzled him. He was far
too deep a thinker, far too refined a nature to treat
his women as inanimate toys to be used for his amusement,
either with or without their consent, as the chance
might be. He knew them to be, and treated them
as, individual souls, with right of will and desire
equal to his own, and was too proud to accept the gift
of the body unless he had first conquered the will.
But usually there was no difficulty. Nature had
gifted Ahmed with all the best treasures in her jewel-box;
beauty of face and form, strength and grace, charm
of voice and presence-everything needed
to ensnare and delight the senses, and he was accustomed
to be loved, passionately adored, and worshipped.
He was naturally a connoisseur in such matters, and
knew well and easily the truth or dissembling in them.
But here there was neither: the girl shrank from
him instinctively, and seemed possessed by nothing
but dumb, helpless fear that was distressing to him.
Yet not all distressing, for even in the best of male
natures there always remains some of the instinctive
desire of conquest, the delight in opposition, if
not too prolonged, the love of battle, the hope of
victory; and to Ahmed, the invariably successful lover,
the resistance of this slight, rose-leaf creature
he could crush with one blow of his hand roused suddenly
all the primitive joy of the chase, the excitement
of pursuit. Only, where with some natures it
would have been brutal and rapid, the end and triumph
assured, the prize the body; here it would be gentle
and dexterous, the end dependent on another, the prize
the soul-the soul, the will, the most difficult
quarry to capture, as Ahmed knew.
He let his arm slip from her shoulders,
and rose and walked over to the window, looking out
for a moment into the delicious green beyond.
Dilama half-sat, half-crouched upon the divan, not
daring to stir, and watched him furtively.
Ahmed stood for a moment, and there
was dead silence in the room. Then he returned
and came towards the couch, standing opposite it,
and looking down at her.
“Dilama, you seem very much
afraid of me, and why is it? Look up and speak
to me. There is no need for fear. Do you
think I have called you here to force you to love
me? There is no way of forcing love. You
are free to come and go to and from this room as you
will, but I am lonely and grieved, now Buldoula has
been taken away from me. I would like you to
come here and play and sing to me, and console me;
will you?”
Dilama ventured to lift her eyes to
the kingly figure before her, and meeting the pained,
dark eyes bent on her, and realising that there was
nothing, indeed, to make her fear but her own guilty
conscience, she burst suddenly into an uncontrollable
passion of weeping, and slipping from the couch fell
sobbing at his feet.
Ahmed stooped and gathered her up
in his arms, holding her to his breast, and this time
she did not shrink from him, but lay there unresisting,
crying violently. For a moment the clasp of his
arm, the touch of gentle sympathy, soothed and comforted
her. For one wild moment she longed to confide
in him, to tell him the reality. What would happen?
Was it possible that Ahmed would pardon her, and let
her go to her own life, her own love and lover!
No, it was not possible-any other offence
but this; theft or murder he could have forgiven and
sheltered, but this, no! Instinctively she knew
and felt it would not be possible to him-a
Turk, free from prejudice and superstition, liberal
as he was-to forgive her crime. Death
for herself and Murad was the best she could expect.
Ahmed’s own honour, the traditions of all his
house, his great position would make it impossible
for him to let her pass from his, a Turk’s harem
to a Druze lover. The thought whirled from her
sick brain, leaving all confused and hopeless as before,
and her tears rained fast. Ahmed smoothed her
soft hair and kissed her forehead gently, as it lay
against his breast.
“Go and fetch your music, and
sing to me,” he whispered, as her sobs ceased.
“See how lovely the spring time is; it is no
time for tears, but for songs and-love.”
He murmured the last word very softly and set her
free. Without looking at him she slipped away
to the door in obedience to his command, and in a
wild confusion of feeling in which pleasure struggled
with fear.
When she came back with her instrument,
a small pear shaped guitar in appearance, she was
more composed. Her eyes were still red and swollen,
but the soft, elastic skin had already regained its
colouring. As she entered, soft bars of sunlight
were falling through the room, the window had been
opened, and the song of the birds came gaily through
it. Ahmed had ordered coffee and sweetmeats to
be brought, and these now stood on a small inlaid
table before her, on whose glistening arabesques
of mother of pearl the sunbeams twinkled merrily.
Ahmed’s eyes lighted up with tender pleasure
as he saw her enter, and she noted it. He was
still sitting on the couch, and held in his hand a
small green leather case-the counterpart
of hundreds to be seen in the jewellers’ windows
in Paris. Dilama guessed at once it was some present
for her. Unconsciously the light, gay, butterfly
nature of the girl began to reassert itself in the
knowledge that the final issue had not to be met then;
that there was respite for her, delay; and a natural
joy stirred in her looking across at Ahmed. It
was something, after all, to be queen of the harem,
to be wooed in gifts and smiles by its lord.
“Come here!” he said to
her, and as she approached he opened the case and
took from it a bracelet, a limp band of gold with a
clasp of rubies and diamonds that flashed a thousand
sparkling rays into the astonished eyes of the girl,
accustomed only to the dull, uncut or poorly-cut gems
of the East.
“How wonderful! Is it for
me, really?” she exclaimed, as Ahmed took her
unresisting arm and clasped the bracelet round it above
the elbow, where it lent a new beauty to the flesh.
“Now, take some coffee, and
then you shall play to me while I rest and smoke,”
continued Ahmed, kissing her tenderly between the eyes,
as she gazed up gratefully to him, and though she flushed
and trembled, this time she did not shrink from him.
The coffee seemed more delicious than
any that was served in the haremlik, and the gold-tipped
cigarettes and the jam, made out of rose leaves, that
Ahmed pressed upon her, delighted her senses and helped
to make her think less of the passing hour and Murad,
who would be waiting in stormy passion for her, in
the angle of the wall. “I can’t help
it; I can’t help it!” she thought to herself
as she took up her instrument and bent over the strings
to tune them, while Ahmed stretched himself at full
length on the divan to listen, with a scarlet cushion
supporting his regal head. She could both sing
and play well, for Ahmed loved music, and wisely considered
it a safe amusement-an outlet for superfluous
passions and unexpressed feelings-for the
women of the harem. Instruments were provided
in plenty, and instruction and all encouragement given
to them to learn, and from her first day in the harem
Dilama’s natural voice and talents had been noted
and fostered. This afternoon, at first she was
timid, and sang and played stiffly, carefully, with
a great attention to notes and strings; but slowly
the calm and stillness of the beautiful sun-filled
room, the scented air floating in from the garden,
the tense atmosphere of passion about her, and the
magic beauty of the face and form opposite influenced
her, grew upon her, wrapped her round, and she began
to sing passionately, ardently, with that abandonment,
without which all music is a hollow sound. Her
glorious voice, fresh, youthful, clear, and pure came
rushing joyously over her lips and filled the room.
Her spirits rose as she realised the power she was
exerting. She felt a little impatient at the thought
of Murad. After all, she was a great lady, a lady
of the harem of Ahmed Ali, the richest Turk in Damascus.
She was dressed in delicate silks, and the jewels
blazed on her arm. She was queen of the harem,
and the beloved of its lord. He was most desirable
to her and to all women, and, but for Murad, who seemed
to stand like a black shadow between, she would have
lain upon his breast with pure delight. She leant
forward now, singing rapturously over the instrument
pressed close to her soft breast, while her rose-hued
fingers leapt among its strings; a transparent flush,
delicate as the tint of a shell, glowed in her cheeks;
her large, dark eyes looked straight at Ahmed, drawing
in all the proud beauty of his face; her hair lay
soft and thick without its veil above her brows, and
one heavy tress fell forward over her shoulder to her
knee. Ahmed lay watching her, his eyes filled
with sombre fires, his whole soul listening to the
song; and one other lay listening also, and this was
Murad, crouching in the shade of the orange-tree plantation,
catching with distended ears that flood of passionate
melody wafted to him over the still garden, from the
window of Ahmed’s apartment, from the Selamlik.
When the song was finished, and the
last notes had faltered softly into silence, Ahmed
rose from his divan and crossed to where she sat.
The room was full now of hot rosy light; the scent
of the orange flowers poured in through the windows;
the girl’s senses grew confused and dizzy.
Her cheeks were flaming with the excitement and joy
and effort and passion of her singing; her eyelids
were cast down, and beneath them her eyes watched,
half in terror, half in a strained delight, the blue
Persian slippers advancing silently over the matting
on the floor towards her.
“Will Dilama stay with me to-night?”
The girl looked up, whitening to the
lips, and slid to a kneeling position. Terror
at the thought of infidelity to Murad filled her;
he would infallibly find it out and avenge himself.
Her face worked convulsively; she stretched out her
hands with a gesture of despair.
“What my lord wills: I am the slave of
his wishes.”
Ahmed drew his level brows together,
and for a moment lined the serene beauty of his forehead.
He gazed at her with a steady, puzzled look, and at
last a faint, half-quizzical smile relaxed his lips.
What could this strange idea, this whim be, so unlike
all Eastern maiden’s usual fancies? He
had not yet solved the riddle, nor found the clue!
he would do so, but in the meantime she must be left
her freedom. In all noble natures power brings
with it a terrible responsibility, and the habit of
stern self-control and long forbearance. Ahmed’s
complete power over the frightened piece of humanity
before him brought upon him the necessity practically
of surrender; for the Turk possesses one of the noblest
and gentle natures the human race can boast of.
Ahmed remained silent for a few seconds, and the girl
gazed upon him with dilated, fascinated eyes.
She noted in a dazed way how the dark blue robe parted
on his breast and showed beneath a vest of gold silk,
fastened a little to the side by a single emerald;
how the column of throat towered above these, supporting
the oval face and beautifully-modelled chin, and above
these again, and the commanding brows, shone another
solitary emerald between the folds of his turban on
his forehead.
Murad began to seem like a robber
depriving her of all these things. There is no
fidelity in the body. Fidelity is a thing of
the mind, always at war with and striving to coerce
those instincts of the senses that are ever clamouring
after the new and the unknown. Nature is ever
driving us on to seek new mates. The mind with
its trammels of affection, gratitude, pity, consideration,
is ever dragging us back and seeking to tie us to
the old. Nature’s rule is fresh seasons,
fresh mates, new hours, new loves. And he who
seeks fidelity must woo the mind, for the body cannot
give it, and knows not its laws.
After a minute’s silence Ahmed
stretched out his hand to her and raised her to her
feet. His face had lost its smiles and fire; it
was grave and sombre-looking now, but his voice was
gentle as he answered her:
“You are free to return to the
haremlik,” he said; “no one has any power
to coerce you. I wish you to come and go as you
will.” He waved his hand towards the curtain
with a gesture of dismissal, and then turned away
and rang a little silver bell on a table. The
black slave appeared-it seemed almost instantly-before
the curtain; while Dilama still stood, motionless,
irresolute, with a curious sense of disappointment,
mingling with relief, stealing over her. Ahmed
beckoned the slave to him, and said something in a
low voice Dilama did not catch, but the last sentence
she overheard. “Send Soutouma to me,”
and without taking any further notice of Dilama, Ahmed
turned back towards the divan, threw himself upon
it, and drew the pipe-stand towards him.
The black slave, with a smile on her
curving lips, motioned to Dilama to precede her, and
Dilama, with one look flung backward to Ahmed’s
couch in the full sunlight of the window, passed under
the heavy blue curtain out into the passage.
“Send Soutouma to me!” the words went
through her with a cutting feeling, as a knife dividing
her flesh.
Soutouma was next to Buldoula in age
and rank-a fair beauty of the harem, with
soft, long, sunlit tresses, and a skin of snow.
“Yes, why not? why not?”
asked Dilama wildly to herself as her feet dragged
along down the passage side by side with the grinning
black’s. “I am a Druze girl:
I belong to Murad and to the mountains.”
But the insidious charm of Ahmed’s personality
worked on all the pulses of her body; pulses that
know not fidelity, though her brain kept telling her
that Murad would be waiting for her in the garden.
But that night Murad did not come. The garden
stood cool and fragrant, full of perfume and rosy light,
full of the music of birds and the tints of a thousand
flowers-all the invitations to love, but
love itself was absent. Dilama searched the garden
from end to end, and walked in and out among the roses
by the buttressed wall, but the garden was empty and
silent. She was alone. Tired at last, and
ready to cry with fatigue and disappointment, she
sat down by the red brick wall, leaning her chin on
her hand and gazing up towards the windows of the Selamlik,
which could only be seen in portions here and there
through a leafy screen of plane-tree branches.
How still it was in the garden, and how the scent
of the orange flower weighed on the senses! How
clear the pink, transparent air!
Through that same lucid air, under
the spreading plane-trees, and through the great dim
bazaars of the city, walked Murad that evening with
quick, hot feet, and the liquid coursing in his veins
seemed fire instead of blood. He went from Druze
to Druze, wherever he could find them, in their own
homes, or sitting at a shady corner of a street, where
the tiny rush-bottomed stools are gathered round the
tea-stalls with their hissing brazen urns and porcelain
cups, or lounging in the bazaars, or at the marble
drinking-fountains. Wherever they were he found
them, and spoke a few hot, eager words to them, urging
them to hurry forward their preparations, and be ready
to start with the caravan at the rising of the full
moon. Then, as the rosy light changed into violet
dusk, he went home to his low, yellow, square-roofed
dwelling on the edge of the desert, and sat there
in his one unlighted room-sat there gazing
out with unseeing eyes into the lustrous Damascus night
beyond the open door, and with the fingers of his right
hand playing absently with the handle of his knife.
A week had passed over and Ahmed had
not sent again for Dilama, nor had Murad visited the
garden, and to the Eastern girl it seemed as if the
world had stopped still. The hot, languid days,
the gorgeous nights with the blaze of the stars and
the rapture of the nightingales, filled her with madness
that seemed insupportable. She knew of no reason
for Murad’s desertion. She could find out
nothing. She did not dare to breathe a word to
any one of the anxiety, the wonder, the desperation
that seemed choking her. What had become of him?
What had happened? Would he ever come again?
And as he appealed only to her senses, and he was
not there, she ceased to wish for him very much, but
thought more of Ahmed and the Selamlik that were close
to her. For the mind and the imagination love
in absence and long after the absent one, but the senses
are stirred by proximity, and turn to the one who
is nearest.
One evening, when the soft sky was
a clear crimson and the full moon rose a perfect disk
of transparent silver, faint as yet in the blood-red
glow, Dilama felt as if she could exist no longer in
the still, even, unchanging peace of the women’s
apartments. The song of the water without, the
coo of the doves, the incessantly repeated love-note
of the mating sparrows, seemed to madden her beyond
endurance.
She lay face downwards on the soft
carpet of her little sleeping-chamber, and moaned
unconsciously aloud, “Let me die! let me die!
I have lost favour with all men.”
The black slave was sitting cross-legged
just outside the curtain, and when these slow, long
drawn-out words came from the other side a light gleamed
in her shrewd, beady-black eyes. With one claw-like
hand she cautiously drew back a fold of the curtain,
and peering in saw the foremost lady of the harem
lying prostrate, her face pressed to the floor.
She made no sound, but dropping the curtain noiselessly,
sidled slowly off down the dark passage leading to
the Selamlik. Ahmed was alone in his apartment
when the slave appeared, sitting on the broad window
ledge gazing out from the window which overlooked
his grounds, and beyond them the white minarets and
shining cupolas of the city. He turned at the
interruption, but his face lighted up with pleasure
as he recognised the women’s attendant, and
he signed to her to approach.
“The Lady Dilama is weeping
in her chamber, desiring my lord,” announced
the slave, with much bowing and prostration, but still
with that confidence which showed she knew how welcome
the news would be to her august listener. Ahmed
rose, a fire of joy leaping up suddenly within him.
“It is well,” he said,
in an even tone. “Let the Lady Dilama come
to me, and for yourself take this,” and he dropped
beside the crouching heap of black back and shoulder
a small velvet bag. The slave grabbed it and
put it in her breast, muttering a thousand thanks
and blessings, and withdrew.
Once outside, her lean black legs
carried her swiftly back to Dilama’s room, where
she pushed aside the curtain without ceremony.
“Come!” she said imperiously,
“you are Ahmed Ali’s chosen one; he has
sent for you. Put off that torn veil, and all
that weeping. I have new robes here for you.”
Dilama, who had hurriedly gathered
herself up at the slave’s entry, shrank away
now into a corner of the room, white as death.
“Has he sent for me?”
she asked breathlessly. “Commanded me?
Oh, must I go?”
The slave looked at her strangely.
She had no suspicion of Dilama’s secret, and
had no idea that her own misrepresentations were as
gross as they were. But she had no wish to be
harsh or unkind to this girl, who would be in a few
hours queen of the harem. She was puzzled.
She drew near to Dilama’s shrinking form, and
peered into her face.
“Yes, he commands,”
she said; “but is it possible you do not wish
to go to Ahmed? He is a king amongst men, and
he loves you. What better fate could there be
than to lie on his breast, in his arms? Is it
not better than the ground to which you were crying
just now? Surely you will reward me well to-morrow?”
Dilama answered nothing. Long
shivers were passing through her. It was decided,
then; she could no longer avoid her fate, and already
with that thought the Oriental calm of acceptance came
to her. Besides, where was Murad? She could
not tell. Fate had taken him from her, perhaps-the
same Fate that gave her to Ahmed. She was helpless.
She had no choice but to obey. And the words of
the slave, accompanied by those piercing, meaning
looks, inflamed her senses. After that unbearable
week of solitude the summons came to her not all unwelcome,
and the supreme thought of Ahmed himself loomed up
suddenly, bringing irresistible joy with it. A
flame passed over her cheeks; she caught the slave’s
skinny black hand between her own rose-leaf palms.
“Yes, I will reward you,”
she murmured. “Dress me beautifully, decorate
me that I may find favour with Ahmed.”
The slave laughed meaningly.
“Does the desert traveller burn
and sigh after water, and then do the springs of Damascus
not find favour in his eyes?” she asked, and
laughed again as she approached Dilama, and began to
undress her. In a few minutes the whole of the
haremlik was in a state of pleasant excitement.
The news of the dressing of the bride spread into
its furthest corners, and the women came to talk and
jest, and the servants fled hither and thither upon
errands. Dilama was led into the large general
room, and there bathed from head to foot with warm
rose-water; while the others sat round and chatted
together, and admired her ivory skin, with the wild
rose Syrian bloom upon it, and her masses of gold-tinted
chestnut hair. And the black slave bathed and
anointed and dressed her with the utmost care and
great self-importance, and sent the underslaves flying
in all directions, one to gather syringa, and other
heavy-scented blossoms from the garden, and another
to fetch the jewels for her neck; and as the attar
of rose bottle was found to be empty, a slave was
sent with flying feet to the bazaar to purchase more;
and Dilama, excited and elated, surrounded by jest
and laughter and smiling faces, felt her youth leap
up within her, and rejoice at coming into its kingdom-love.
In the bazaar the slave sped to the
perfume-seller, and, swelling with the importance
of his mission, stayed a moment to chatter with the
dealer.
“They are dressing a new bride
for my master, and I must hasten back,” he gossiped,
lounging on the merchant’s little stall.
“Ahmed Ali awaits her in the Selamlik; I must
be going. They say her beauty is wonderful; she
is not a Turk, but a Syrian from the mountains by
Beirut. I must hasten: they will be waiting.”
“Yes, hasten on your way,”
returned the perfume-seller. He was a Turk, dignified
and gracious, and of no mind to listen to gossip from
the harem, of which it was little short of scandalous
to speak so publicly. He had other customers
in his shop who could hear, amongst them a black-browed
Druze in a green turban, who was waiting patiently
his turn, and who seemed to listen intently to this
most improper gossip. The slave disappeared with
flying feet to catch up his wasted moments, but when
the Turk turned to serve the silent Druze, he, too,
had vanished, and some white-turbaned Arabs pressed
forward in his place.
Dilama in her lighted chamber, with
her fresh young eyes a little painted beneath their
lids, and heavy gold chains about her soft young throat,
sat looking into the little French mirror of cheap
glass and gilt, and waiting for the attar of rose to
be poured on her shining hair.
At last the boy returned breathless,
and the precious stuff was poured on her hair and
hands. Then she stood up radiant and the women
sighed and smiled by turns as she went out, preceded
by the old slave. A long narrow passage, lighted
overhead by swinging coloured lamps, divided the women’s
from the men’s apartments, and through this
they passed noiselessly over the matting-covered floor.
At the end fell heavy curtains, concealing the door
and some steps. Here the slave left the girl,
and Dilama went through the curtains alone. She
mounted the steps and passed through the door.
All was quite silent here, and the passage unlighted,
except that through a tiny window high up above her
head a streak of moonlight fell across her way.
Dilama paused oppressed, she knew not by what feeling.
Only a short passage and another curtained door divided
her now from Ahmed’s presence. Her breath
came fast, her pulses beat nervously, and her feet
dragged; slowly and unwillingly she crept onward,
harassed by cold, vague fears. Before the door
itself she trembled, and her soft hands and wrists
hardly availed to push it open. It yielded slowly,
and fell to behind her in silence.
The room was full of light; a silver
blaze of moonlight illumined it from end to end.
The great windows, over which usually the curtains
were drawn, stood uncovered and wide open to the soft
Damascus air. The scent of roses and jessamine
from the great man’s garden stole in with the
silver light. The girl paused when just over
the threshold: she was cold and frightened, and
her body shook. Ahmed did not move or speak.
He was sitting sideways to one great window, with
his head resting against the high back of the one
European chair that the room possessed. The light
was so strong that the rich, deep blue of the turban
was distinctly visible in it, but his face was in
shadow. She could see, however, the noble throat
and pose of the shoulders as he sat waiting. The
girl’s heart beat with a little sense of pleasure
as she looked. Her feet crept slowly a little
farther into the room. A great tide of pleasure
was really just outside her heart, and would have rushed
in and overwhelmed it in waves of joy had she but opened
her heart’s doors to it; but the shadow of Murad
was on the bolts and locks, and she felt afraid.
The silence and great silver light in the room oppressed
her. Ahmed had not heard her enter, and had not
stirred nor looked at her. She crept a little
closer. The beauty of the majestic figure called
her irresistibly. She drew closer. She had
passed one window now, and was near enough to see the
jewels flash on the slender hand that hung over the
chair-arm, and the glistening light on the embroidered
Turkish slippers on his feet. Shading her brow
with one hand, Dilama came forward, fell at those
feet and kissed them. Still there was no movement,
no sound. This was so unlike Ahmed’s way
of treating his slaves, that the girl, forgetting
her fears, looked up in sheer surprise. Then her
heart seemed to stop suddenly, and then leap with
excessive thuds of horror against her breast.
The face above her seemed carved in stone, pale, bloodless,
calm; it was set, as the girl realised in a moment
of terror and agony, in a repose that would never be
broken. The large, dark eyes, still open, gazed
past her, sightless, changeless. Fear, her fear
of him, her awe, her oppressed terror fell from her,
giving way to an infinite regret, a sorrow, a sense
of loss that rushed over her, filling every cell, every
atom of her being. She, the unwilling, the reluctant,
the slow-coming, the grudging bride, now stood free.
The bridegroom asked of her nothing, demanded nothing,
needed nothing, desired nothing.
The slave-girl neither shrieked nor
fainted. A great, convulsive sob tore itself
from her trembling body as she rose from her knees
and bent over the sitting figure. Wildly she passed
her soft, shaking fingers across his brow, still warm,
and round his throat, seeking mechanically the wound;
then her eyes fell on the gold silk of his tunic,
and just over the left breast she saw a little brown
patch, and on the left side of the chair the silver
light gleamed on a small, dark-red pool. He had
been stabbed as he sat there, waiting for her-stabbed
from the back, and the dagger thrust through to the
little brown spot in the front of the tunic. And
through that tiny door his life had gone.
Lying at his feet, Dilama sobbed uncontrollably,
rolling her head, with its wonderful crown of flower-decked
hair, and her pink-silk clad body amongst the rugs
on the floor. What was the worth or use of anything
now, silk or bridal attire, or beauty, or flower-decked
hair? Never would any of them now be mirrored
in his eyes again. Never could anything change
that awful serenity, that implacable silence, out
of which she felt her own love, her own desire rush
upon her and devour her. Ahmed had been hers and
she had shrunk from him, and now all the blood in
her body she would have given willingly to replace
that little scarlet stream that had borne away his
life.
As she lay there, weeping in an agony
of despair, a dark shadow suddenly grew in the window,
and fell a black patch in the panel of white light
upon the floor. A lithe figure balanced a moment
on the ledge of the open window, then leapt with the
silent elastic bound of a cat into the room.
Dilama sprang from the floor to her knees with a smothered
cry of terror.
“Murad! why have you come here?”
The Druze leant over her and caught her arm fiercely.
“To claim my own. It is
not the first visit I have made to-night, as you see,”
and as he dragged her up from her knees he indicated
the motionless figure beside them.
“You killed him!” she
whispered, gazing up with dilated, terrified eyes.
“Who should, if not I?
Had he not taken my wife? Come, we must be going.”
With the nail-like grip on her arm,
and the low, savage tones in her ears, and the blazing
eyes like a tiger’s, inflamed with the lust
of murder above her, the girl felt sick and half-fainting
with fear and misery.
“He did not take me. I
was always faithful, Murad. I love you.
I-” she stammered.
“It is well,” returned
Murad with a grim smile, “and these tears I
suppose are because I was too long absent? It
is true I have been some time: I had much to
do, and then I knew I was quite safe, now I had settled
all accounts with him. Come! the caravan is ready;
the camels wait for you.”
He dragged her towards the open square,
the great square of the window. Without, the
night-flies and the moths danced in the silver beams,
the trees rose motionless and stately in the sultry
air, the gracious hours moved on with all the tranquil
splendour of the Oriental night. The girl threw
her eyes over the sitting figure, unmoved by all the
strenuous passions fighting round it. Wildly,
in despairing agony, she stretched out her arms towards
it in a vain, unconscious passionate appeal.
The Druze struck them downwards, and
gripping her unresisting body more tightly, he leapt
from the window to the slight wooden staircase without,
and, like a tiger with his prey, crept away stealthily
through the silver silence of the rose garden towards
the desert.