THE LIGHT-HOUSE KEEPER OF ASPINWALL
BY
HENRYK SIENKIEWICZ
CHAPTER I.
On a time it happened that the light-house
keeper in Aspinwall, not far from Panama, disappeared
without a trace. Since he disappeared during a
storm, it was supposed that the ill-fated man went
to the very edge of the small, rocky island on which
the light-house stood, and was swept out by a wave.
This supposition seemed the more likely as his boat
was not found next day in its rocky niche. The
place of light-house keeper had become vacant.
It was necessary to fill this place at the earliest
moment possible, since the light-house had no small
significance for the local movement as well as for
vessels going from New York to Panama. Mosquito
Bay abounds in sandbars and banks. Among these
navigation, even in the daytime, is difficult; but
at night, especially with the fogs which are so frequent
on those waters warmed by the sun of the tropics,
it is nearly impossible. The only guide at that
time for the numerous vessels is the light-house.
The task of finding a new keeper fell
to the United States consul living in Panama, and
this task was no small one: first, because it
was absolutely necessary to find the man within twelve
hours; second, the man must be unusually conscientious, it
was not possible, of course, to take the first comer
at random; finally, there was an utter lack of candidates.
Life on a tower is uncommonly difficult, and by no
means enticing to people of the South, who love idleness
and the freedom of a vagrant life. That light-house
keeper is almost a prisoner. He cannot leave
his rocky island except on Sundays. A boat from
Aspinwall brings him provisions and water once a day,
and returns immediately; on the whole island, one
acre in area, there is no inhabitant. The keeper
lives in the light-house; he keeps it in order.
During the day he gives signals by displaying flags
of various colors to indicate changes of the barometer;
in the evening he lights the lantern. This would
be no great labor were it not that to reach the lantern
at the summit of the tower he must pass over more
than four hundred steep and very high steps; sometimes
he must make this journey repeatedly during the day.
In general, it is the life of a monk, and indeed more
than that, the life of a hermit. It
was not wonderful, therefore, that Mr. Isaac Falconbridge
was in no small anxiety as to where he should find
a permanent successor to the recent keeper; and it
is easy to understand his joy when a successor announced
himself most unexpectedly on that very day. He
was a man already old, seventy years or more, but fresh,
erect, with the movements and bearing of a soldier.
His hair was perfectly white, his face as dark as
that of a Creole; but, judging from his blue eyes,
he did not belong to a people of the South. His
face was somewhat downcast and sad, but honest.
At the first glance he pleased Falconbridge.
It remained only to examine him. Therefore the
following conversation began:
“Where are you from?”
“I am a Pole.”
“Where have you worked up to this time?”
“In one place and another.”
“A light-house keeper should like to stay in
one place.”
“I need rest.”
“Have you served? Have
you testimonials of honorable government service?”
The old man drew from his bosom a
piece of faded silk resembling a strip of an old flag,
unwound it, and said:
“Here are the testimonials.
I received this cross in 1830. This second one
is Spanish from the Carlist War; the third is the French
legion; the fourth I received in Hungary. Afterward
I fought in the States against the South; there they
do not give crosses.”
Falconbridge took the paper and began to read.
“H’m! Skavinski?
Is that your name? H’m! Two flags captured
in a bayonet attack. You were a gallant soldier.”
“I am able to be a conscientious light-house
keeper.”
“It is necessary to ascend the
tower a number of times daily. Have you sound
legs?”
“I crossed the plains on foot.”
(The immense steppes between the East and California
are called “the plains.”)
“Do you know sea service?”
“I served three years on a whaler.”
“You have tried various occupations.”
“The only one I have not known is quiet.”
“Why is that?”
The old man shrugged his shoulders. “Such
is my fate.”
“Still you seem to me too old for a light-house
keeper.”
“Sir,” exclaimed the candidate
suddenly in a voice of emotion, “I am greatly
wearied, knocked about. I have passed through
much as you see. This place is one of those which
I have wished for most ardently. I am old, I
need rest. I need to say to myself, ’Here
you will remain; this is your port.’ Ah,
sir, this depends now on you alone. Another time
perhaps such a place will not offer itself. What
luck that I was in Panama! I entreat you as
God is dear to me, I am like a ship which if it misses
the harbor will be lost. If you wish to make an
old man happy I swear to you that I am honest, but I
have enough of wandering.”
The blue eyes of the old man expressed
such earnest entreaty that Falconbridge, who had a
good, simple heart, was touched.
“Well,” said he, “I take you.
You are light-house keeper.”
The old man’s face gleamed with inexpressible
joy.
“I thank you.”
“Can you go to the tower to-day?”
“I can.”
“Then good-bye. Another
word, for any failure in service you will
be dismissed.”
“All right.”
That same evening, when the sun had
descended on the other side of the isthmus, and a
day of sunshine was followed by a night without twilight,
the new keeper was in his place evidently, for the
light-house was casting its bright rays on the water
as usual. The night was perfectly calm, silent,
genuinely tropical, filled with a transparent haze,
forming around the moon a great colored rainbow with
soft, unbroken edges; the sea was moving only because
the tide raised it. Skavinski on the balcony
seemed from below like a small black point. He
tried to collect his thoughts and take in his new
position; but his mind was too much under pressure
to move with regularity. He felt somewhat as a
hunted beast feels when at last it has found refuge
from pursuit on some inaccessible rock or in a cave.
There had come to him, finally, an hour of quiet;
the feeling of safety filled his soul with a certain
unspeakable bliss. Now on that rock he can simply
laugh at his previous wanderings, his misfortunes
and failures. He was in truth like a ship whose
masts, ropes, and sails had been broken and rent by
a tempest, and cast from the clouds to the bottom
of the sea, a ship on which the tempest
had hurled waves and spat foam, but which still wound
its way to the harbor. The pictures of that storm
passed quickly through his mind as he compared it
with the calm future now beginning. A part of
his wonderful adventures he had related to Falconbridge;
he had not mentioned, however, thousands of other
incidents. It had been his misfortune that as
often as he pitched his tent and fixed his fireplace
to settle down permanently, some wind tore out the
stakes of his tent, whirled away the fire, and bore
him on toward destruction. Looking now from the
balcony of the tower at the illuminated waves, he remembered
everything through which he had passed. He had
campaigned in the four parts of the world, and in
wandering had tried almost every occupation.
Labor-loving and honest, more than once had he earned
money, and had always lost it in spite of every prevision
and the utmost caution. He had been a gold-miner
in Australia, a diamond-digger in Africa, a rifleman
in public service in the East Indies. He established
a ranch in California, the drought ruined
him; he tried trading with wild tribes in the interior
of Brazil, his raft was wrecked on the Amazon;
he himself alone, weaponless, and nearly naked, wandered
in the forest for many weeks living on wild fruits,
exposed every moment to death from the jaws of wild
beasts. He established a forge in Helena, Arkansas,
and that was burned in a great fire which consumed
the whole town. Next he fell into the hands of
Indians in the Rocky Mountains, and only through a
miracle was he saved by Canadian trappers. Then
he served as a sailor on a vessel running between
Bahia and Bordeaux, and as harpooner on a whaling-ship;
both vessels were wrecked. He had a cigar factory
in Havana, and was robbed by his partner while he
himself was lying sick with the vomito.
At last he came to Aspinwall, and there was to be the
end of his failures, for what could reach
him on that rocky island? Neither water nor fire
nor men. But from men Skavinski had not suffered
much; he had met good men oftener than bad ones.
But it seemed to him that all the
four elements were persecuting him. Those who
knew him said that he had no luck, and with that they
explained everything. He himself became somewhat
of a monomaniac. He believed that some mighty
and vengeful hand was pursuing him everywhere, on
all lands and waters. He did not like, however,
to speak of this; only at times, when some one asked
him whose hand that could be, he pointed mysteriously
to the Polar Star, and said, “It comes from that
place.” In reality his failures were so
continuous that they were wonderful, and might easily
drive a nail into the head, especially of the man
who had experienced them. But Skavinski had the
patience of an Indian, and that great calm power of
resistance which comes from truth of heart. In
his time he had received in Hungary a number of bayonet-thrusts
because he would not grasp at a stirrup which was shown
as means of salvation to him, and cry for quarter.
In like manner he did not bend to misfortune.
He crept up against the mountain as industriously as
an ant. Pushed down a hundred times, he began
his journey calmly for the hundred and first time.
He was in his way a most peculiar original. This
old soldier, tempered, God knows in how many fires,
hardened in suffering, hammered and forged, had the
heart of a child. In the time of the epidemic
in Cuba, the vomito attacked him because he had
given to the sick all his quinine, of which he had
a considerable supply, and left not a grain to himself.
There had been in him also this wonderful
quality, that after so many disappointments
he was ever full of confidence, and did not lose hope
that all would be well yet. In winter he grew
lively, and predicted great events. He waited
for these events with impatience, and lived with the
thought of them whole summers. But the winters
passed one after another, and Skavinski lived only
to this, that they whitened his head.
At last he grew old, began to lose energy; his endurance
was becoming more and more like resignation, his former
calmness was tending toward supersensitiveness, and
that tempered soldier was degenerating into a man
ready to shed tears for any cause. Besides this,
from time to time he was weighed down by a terrible
homesickness which was roused by any circumstance, the
sight of swallows, gray birds like sparrows, snow on
the mountains, or melancholy music like that heard
on a time. Finally, there was one idea which
mastered him, the idea of rest. It
mastered the old man thoroughly, and swallowed all
other desires and hopes. This ceaseless wanderer
could not imagine anything more to be longed for,
anything more precious, than a quiet corner in which
to rest, and wait in silence for the end. Perhaps
specially because some whim of fate had so hurried
him over all seas and lands that he could hardly catch
his breath, did he imagine that the highest human
happiness was simply not to wander. It is true
that such modest happiness was his due; but he was
so accustomed to disappointments that he thought of
rest as people in general think of something which
is beyond reach. He did not dare to hope for
it. Meanwhile, unexpectedly, in the course of
twelve hours he had gained a position which was as
if chosen for him out of all the world. We are
not to wonder, then, that when he lighted his lantern
in the evening he became as it were dazed, that
he asked himself if that was reality, and he did not
dare to answer that it was. But at the same time
reality convinced him with incontrovertible proofs;
hence hours one after another passed while he was
on the balcony. He gazed, and convinced himself.
It might seem that he was looking at the sea for the
first time in his life. The lens of the lantern
cast into the darkness an enormous triangle of light,
beyond which the eye of the old man was lost in the
black distance completely, in the distance mysterious
and awful. But that distance seemed to run toward
the light. The long waves following one another
rolled out from the darkness, and went bellowing toward
the base of the island; and then their foaming backs
were visible, shining rose-colored in the light of
the lantern. The incoming tide swelled more and
more, and covered the sandy bars. The mysterious
speech of the ocean came with a fulness more powerful
and louder, at one time like the thunder of cannon,
at another like the roar of great forests, at another
like the distant dull sound of the voices of people.
At moments it was quiet; then to the ears of the old
man came some great sigh, then a kind of sobbing,
and again threatening outbursts. At last the
wind bore away the haze, but brought black, broken
clouds, which hid the moon. From the west it
began to blow more and more; the waves sprang with
rage against the rock of the light-house, licking with
foam the foundation walls. In the distance a
storm was beginning to bellow. On the dark, disturbed
expanse certain green lanterns gleamed from the masts
of ships. These green points rose high and then
sank; now they swayed to the right, and now to the
left. Skavinski descended to his room. The
storm began to howl. Outside, people on those
ships were struggling with night, with darkness, with
waves; but inside the tower it was calm and still.
Even the sounds of the storm hardly came through the
thick walls, and only the measured tick-tack of the
clock lulled the wearied old man to his slumber.
CHAPTER II.
Hours, days, and weeks began to pass.
Sailors assert that sometimes when the sea is greatly
roused, something from out the midst of night and
darkness calls them by name. If the infinity of
the sea may call out thus, perhaps when a man is growing
old, calls come to him, too, from another infinity
still darker and more deeply mysterious; and the more
he is wearied by life the dearer are those calls to
him. But to hear them quiet is needed. Besides
old age loves to put itself aside as if with a foreboding
of the grave. The light-house had become for Skavinski
such a half grave. Nothing is more monotonous
than life on a beacon-tower. If young people
consent to take up this service they leave it after
a time. Light-house keepers are generally men
not young, gloomy, and confined to themselves.
If by chance one of them leaves his light-house and
goes among men, he walks in the midst of them like
a person roused from deep slumber. On the tower
there is a lack of minute impressions which in ordinary
life teach men to adapt themselves to everything.
All that a light-house keeper comes in contact with
is gigantic, and devoid of definitely outlined forms.
The sky is one whole, the water another; and between
those two infinities the soul of man is in loneliness.
That is a life in which thought is continual meditation,
and out of that meditation nothing rouses the keeper,
not even his work. Day is like day as two beads
in a rosary, unless changes of weather form the only
variety. But Skavinski felt more happiness than
ever in life before. He rose with the dawn, took
his breakfast, polished the lens, and then sitting
on the balcony gazed into the distance of the water;
and his eyes were never sated with the pictures which
he saw before him. On the enormous turquoise
ground of the ocean were to be seen generally flocks
of swollen sails gleaming in the rays of the sun so
brightly that the eyes were blinking before the excess
of light. Sometimes the ships, favored by the
so-called trade winds, went in an extended line one
after another, like a chain of sea-mews or albatrosses.
The red casks indicating the channel swayed on the
light wave with gentle movement. Among the sails
appeared every afternoon gigantic grayish feather-like
plumes of smoke. That was a steamer from New York
which brought passengers and goods to Aspinwall, drawing
behind it a frothy path of foam. On the other
side of the balcony Skavinski saw, as if on his palm,
Aspinwall and its busy harbor, and in it a forest of
masts, boats, and craft; a little farther, white houses
and the towers of the town. From the height of
his tower the small houses were like the nests of sea-mews,
the boats were like beetles, and the people moved around
like small points on the white stone boulevard.
From early morning a light eastern breeze brought
a confused hum of human life, above which predominated
the whistle of steamers. In the afternoon six
o’clock came; the movement in the harbor began
to cease; the mews hid themselves in the rents of
the cliffs; the waves grew feeble and became in some
sort lazy; and then on the land, on the sea, and on
the tower came a time of stillness unbroken by anything.
The yellow sands from which the waves had fallen back
glittered like golden stripes on the width of the
waters; the body of the tower was outlined definitely
in blue. Floods of sunbeams were poured from
the sky on the water and the sands and the cliff.
At that time a certain lassitude full of sweetness
seized the old man. He felt that the rest which
he was enjoying was excellent; and when he thought
that it would be continuous nothing was lacking to
him.
Skavinski was intoxicated with his
own happiness; and since a man adapts himself easily
to improved conditions, he gained faith and confidence
by degrees; for he thought that if men built houses
for invalids, why should not God gather up at last
His own invalids? Time passed, and confirmed
him in this conviction. The old man grew accustomed
to his tower, to the lantern, to the rock, to the
sand-bars, to solitude. He grew accustomed also
to the sea-mews which hatched in the crevices of the
rock, and in the evening held meetings on the roof
of the light-house. Skavinski threw to them
generally the remnants of his food; and soon they
grew tame, and afterward, when he fed them, a real
storm of white wings encircled him, and the old man
went among the birds like a shepherd among sheep.
When the tide ebbed he went to the low sand-banks,
on which he collected savory periwinkles and beautiful
pearl shells of the nautilus, which receding waves
had left on the sand. In the night by the moonlight
and the tower he went to catch fish, which frequented
the windings of the cliff in myriads. At last
he was in love with his rocks and his treeless little
island, grown over only with small thick plants exuding
sticky resin. The distant views repaid him for
the poverty of the island, however. During afternoon
hours, when the air became very clear he could see
the whole isthmus covered with the richest vegetation.
It seemed to Skavinski at such times that he saw one
gigantic garden, bunches of cocoa, and enormous
musa, combined as it were in luxurious tufted
bouquets, right there behind the houses of Aspinwall.
Farther on, between Aspinwall and Panama, was a great
forest over which every morning and evening hung a
reddish haze of exhalations, a real tropical
forest with its feet in stagnant water, interlaced
with lianas and filled with the sound of one sea
of gigantic orchids, palms, milk-trees, iron-trees,
gum-trees.
Through his field-glass the old man
could see not only trees and the broad leaves of bananas,
but even legions of monkeys and great marabous and
flocks of parrots, rising at times like a rainbow cloud
over the forest. Skavinski knew such forests
well, for after being wrecked on the Amazon he had
wandered whole weeks among similar arches and thickets.
He had seen how many dangers and deaths lie concealed
under those wonderful and smiling exteriors.
During the nights which he had spent in them he heard
close at hand the sepulchral voices of howling monkeys
and the roaring of the jaguars; he saw gigantic
serpents coiled like lianas on trees; he knew
those slumbering forest lakes full of torpedo-fish
and swarming with crocodiles; he knew under what a
yoke man lives in those unexplored wildernesses in
which are single leaves that exceed a man’s
size ten times, wildernesses swarming with
blood-drinking mosquitoes, tree-leeches, and gigantic
poisonous spiders. He had experienced that forest
life himself, had witnessed it, had passed through
it; therefore it gave him the greater enjoyment to
look from his height and gaze on those matos,
admire their beauty, and be guarded from their treacherousness.
His tower preserved him from every evil. He left
it only for a few hours on Sunday. He put on
then his blue keeper’s coat with silver buttons,
and hung his crosses on his breast. His milk-white
head was raised with a certain pride when he heard
at the door, while entering the church, the Creoles
say among themselves, “We have an honorable
light-house keeper and not a heretic, though he is
a Yankee.” But he returned straightway
after Mass to his island, and returned happy, for
he had still no faith in the mainland. On Sunday
also he read the Spanish newspaper which he brought
in the town, or the New York Herald, which he borrowed
from Falconbridge; and he sought in it European news
eagerly. The poor old heart on that light-house
tower, and in another hemisphere, was beating yet
for its birthplace. At times too, when the boat
brought his daily supplies and water to the island,
he went down from the tower to talk with Johnson,
the guard. But after a while he seemed to grow
shy. He ceased to go to the town to read the
papers and to go down to talk politics with Johnson.
Whole weeks passed in this way, so that no one saw
him and he saw no one. The only signs that the
old man was living were the disappearance of the provisions
left on shore, and the light of the lantern kindled
every evening with the same regularity with which
the sun rose in the morning from the waters of those
regions. Evidently, the old man had become indifferent
to the world. Homesickness was not the cause,
but just this, that even homesickness had
passed into resignation. The whole world began
now and ended for Skavinski on his island. He
had grown accustomed to the thought that he would
not leave the tower till his death, and he simply
forgot that there was anything else besides it.
Moreover, he had become a mystic; his mild blue eyes
began to stare like the eyes of a child, and were
as if fixed on something at a distance. In presence
of a surrounding uncommonly simple and great, the
old man was losing the feeling of personality; he
was ceasing to exist as an individual, was becoming
merged more and more in that which inclosed him.
He did not understand anything beyond his environment;
he felt only unconsciously. At last it seems
to him that the heavens, the water, his rock, the
tower, the golden sand-banks, and the swollen sails,
the sea-mews, the ebb and flow of the tide, all
form a mighty unity, one enormous mysterious soul;
that he is sinking in that mystery, and feels that
soul which lives and lulls itself. He sinks and
is rocked, forgets himself; and in that narrowing
of his own individual existence, in that half-waking,
half-sleeping, he has discovered a rest so great that
it nearly resembles half-death.
CHAPTER III.
But the awakening came.
On a certain day, when the boat brought
water and a supply of provisions, Skavinski came down
an hour later from the tower, and saw that besides
the usual cargo there was an additional package.
On the outside of this package were postage stamps
of the United States, and the address: “Skavinski,
Esq.,” written on coarse canvas.
The old man, with aroused curiosity,
cut the canvas, and saw books; he took one in his
hand, looked at it, and put it back; thereupon his
hands began to tremble greatly. He covered his
eyes as if he did not believe them; it seemed to him
as if he were dreaming. The book was Polish,
what did that mean? Who could have sent the book?
Clearly, it did not occur to him at the first moment
that in the beginning of his light-house career he
had read in the Herald, borrowed from the consul, of
the formation of a Polish society in New York, and
had sent at once to that society half his month’s
salary, for which he had, moreover, no use on the
tower. The society had sent him the books with
thanks. The books came in the natural way; but
at the first moment the old man could not seize those
thoughts. Polish books in Aspinwall, on his tower,
amid his solitude, that was for him something
uncommon, a certain breath from past times, a kind
of miracle. Now it seemed to him, as to those
sailors in the night, that something was calling him
by name with a voice greatly beloved and nearly forgotten.
He sat for a while with closed eyes, and was almost
certain that, when he opened them, the dream would
be gone.
The package, cut open, lay before
him, shone upon clearly by the afternoon sun, and
on it was an open book. When the old man stretched
his hand toward it again, he heard in the stillness
the beating of his own heart. He looked; it was
poetry. On the outside stood printed in great
letters the title, underneath the name of the author.
The name was not strange to Skavinski; he saw that
it belonged to the great poet,
whose productions he had read in 1830 in Paris.
Afterward, when campaigning in Algiers and Spain,
he had heard from his countrymen of the growing fame
of the great seer; but he was so accustomed to the
musket at that time that he took no book in hand.
In 1849 he went to America, and in the adventurous
life which he led he hardly ever met a Pole, and never
a Polish book. With the greater eagerness, therefore,
and with a livelier beating of the heart, did he turn
to the title-page. It seemed to him then that
on his lonely rock some solemnity is about to take
place. Indeed it was a moment of great calm and
silence. The clocks of Aspinwall were striking
five in the afternoon. Not a cloud darkened the
clear sky; only a few sea-mews were sailing through
the air. The ocean was as if cradled to sleep.
The waves on the shore stammered quietly, spreading
softly on the sand. In the distance the white
houses of Aspinwall, and the wonderful groups of palm,
were smiling. In truth, there was something there
solemn, calm, and full of dignity. Suddenly,
in the midst of that calm of Nature, was heard the
trembling voice of the old man, who read aloud as
if to understand himself better:
“Thou art like health, O my birth-land
Litva! How
much we should prize thee he only can know who has
lost thee. Thy beauty in perfect adornment
this day I see and describe, because I am yearning
for thee.”
His voice failed Skavinski. The
letters began to dance before his eyes; something
broke in his breast, and went like a wave from his
heart higher and higher, choking his voice and pressing
his throat. A moment more he controlled himself,
and read further:
“O Holy Lady, who guardest
bright Chenstohova,
Who shinest in Ostrobrama
and preservest
The castle town Novgrodek
with its trusty people,
As Thou didst give me
back to health in childhood,
When by my weeping mother
placed beneath Thy care
I raised my lifeless
eyelids upward,
And straightway walked
unto Thy holy threshold,
To thank God for the
life restored me,
So by a wonder now restore
us to the bosom of our birthplace.”
The swollen wave broke through the
restraint of his will. The old man sobbed, and
threw himself on the ground; his milk-white hair was
mingled with the sand of the sea. Forty years
had passed since he had seen his country, and God
knows how many since he heard his native speech; and
now that speech had come to him itself, it
had sailed to him over the ocean, and found him in
solitude on another hemisphere, it so loved,
so dear, so beautiful! In the sobbing which shook
him there was no pain, only a suddenly
aroused immense love, in the presence of which other
things are as nothing. With that great weeping
he had simply implored forgiveness of that beloved
one, set aside because he had grown so old, had become
so accustomed to his solitary rock, and had so forgotten
it that in him even longing had begun to disappear.
But now it returned as if by a miracle; therefore
the heart leaped in him.
Moments vanished one after another;
he lay there continually. The mews flew over
the light-house, crying as if alarmed for their old
friend. The hour in which he fed them with the
remnants of his food had come; therefore, some of
them flew down from the light-house to him; then more
and more came, and began to pick and to shake their
wings over his head. The sound of the wings roused
him. He had wept his fill, and had now a certain
calm and brightness; but his eyes were as if inspired.
He gave unwittingly all his provisions to the birds,
which rushed at him with an uproar, and he himself
took the book again. The sun had gone already
behind the gardens and the forest of Panama, and was
going slowly beyond the isthmus to the other ocean;
but the Atlantic was full of light yet; in the open
air there was still perfect vision; therefore, he read
further:
“Now bear my longing
soul to those forest slopes, to those green
meadows.”
At last the dusk obliterates the letters
on the white paper, the dusk short as a
twinkle. The old man rested his head on the rock,
and closed his eyes. Then “She who defends
bright Chenstohova” took his soul, and transported
it to “those fields colored by various grain.”
On the sky were burning yet those long stripes, red
and golden, and on those brightnesses he was flying
to beloved regions. The pine-woods were sounding
in his ears; the streams of his native place were murmuring.
He saw everything as it was; everything asked him,
“Dost remember?” He remembers! he sees
broad fields; between the fields, woods and villages.
It is night now. At this hour his lantern usually
illuminates the darkness of the sea; but now he is
in his native village. His old head has dropped
on his breast, and he is dreaming. Pictures are
passing before his eyes quickly, and a little disorderly.
He does not see the house in which he was born, for
war had destroyed it; he does not see his father and
mother, for they died when he was a child; but still
the village is as if he had left it yesterday, the
line of cottages with lights in the windows, the mound,
the mill, the two ponds opposite each other, and thundering
all night with a chorus of frogs. Once he had
been on guard in that village all night; now that
past stood before him at once in a series of views.
He is an Ulan again, and he stands there on guard;
at a distance is the public-house; he looks with swimming
eyes. There is thundering and singing and shouting
amid the silence of the night with voices of fiddles
and bass-viols “U-ha! U-ha!”
Then the Ulans knock out fire with their horseshoes,
and it is wearisome for him there on his horse.
The hours drag on slowly; at last the lights are quenched;
now as far as the eye reaches there is mist, and mist
impenetrable; now the fog rises, evidently from the
fields, and embraces the whole world with a whitish
cloud. You would say, a complete ocean. But
that is fields; soon the land-rail will be heard in
the darkness, and the bitterns will call from the
reeds. The night is calm and cool, in
truth, a Polish night! In the distance the pine-wood
is sounding without wind, like the roll of the sea.
Soon dawn will whiten the East. In fact, the
cocks are beginning to crow behind the hedges.
One answers to another from cottage to cottage; the
storks are screaming somewhere on high. The Ulan
feels well and bright. Some one had spoken of
a battle to-morrow. Hei! that will go on, like
all the others, with shouting, with fluttering of
flaglets. The young blood is playing like a trumpet,
though the night cools it. But it is dawning.
Already night is growing pale; out of the shadows
come forests, the thicket, a row of cottages, the
mill, the poplars. The well is squeaking like
a metal banner on a tower. What a beloved land,
beautiful in the rosy gleams of the morning!
Oh, the one land, the one land!
Quiet! the watchful picket hears that
some one is approaching. Of course, they are
coming to relieve the guard.
Suddenly some voice is heard above Skavinski,
“Here, old man! Get up! What’s
the matter?”
The old man opens his eyes, and looks
with wonder at the person standing before him.
The remnants of the dream-visions struggle in his head
with reality. At last the visions pale and vanish.
Before him stands Johnson, the harbor guide.
“What’s this?” asked Johnson; “are
you sick?”
“No.”
“You didn’t light the
lantern. You must leave your place. A vessel
from St. Geromo was wrecked on the bar. It is
lucky that no one was drowned, or you would go to
trial. Get into the boat with me; you’ll
hear the rest at the Consulate.”
The old man grew pale; in fact he
had not lighted the lantern that night.
A few days later, Skavinski was seen
on the deck of a steamer, which was going from Aspinwall
to New York. The poor man had lost his place.
There opened before him new roads of wandering; the
wind had torn that leaf away again to whirl it over
lands and seas, to sport with it till satisfied.
The old man had failed greatly during those few days,
and was bent over; only his eyes were gleaming.
On his new road of life he held at his breast his
book, which from time to time he pressed with his hand
as if in fear that that too might go from him.