What bring they ’neath the midnight,
Beside the River-sea?
They bring the human heart wherein
No nightly calm can be;
That droppeth never with the wind,
Nor drieth with the dew;
O calm it, God; thy calm is broad
To cover spirits too.
The river floweth on.
Mrs. Browning.
Carlisle Street runs westward from
the centre of Johnstown, across a great black bridge,
down a hill and up again, by little shops and meat-markets,
past single-storied homes, until suddenly it stops
against a wide green lawn. It is a broad, restful
place, with two large buildings outlined against the
west. When at evening the winds come swelling
from the east, and the great pall of the city’s
smoke hangs wearily above the valley, then the red
west glows like a dreamland down Carlisle Street,
and, at the tolling of the supper-bell, throws the
passing forms of students in dark silhouette against
the sky. Tall and black, they move slowly by,
and seem in the sinister light to flit before the
city like dim warning ghosts. Perhaps they are;
for this is Wells Institute, and these black students
have few dealings with the white city below.
And if you will notice, night after
night, there is one dark form that ever hurries last
and late toward the twinkling lights of Swain Hall, for
Jones is never on time. A long, straggling fellow
he is, brown and hard-haired, who seems to be growing
straight out of his clothes, and walks with a half-apologetic
roll. He used perpetually to set the quiet dining-room
into waves of merriment, as he stole to his place
after the bell had tapped for prayers; he seemed so
perfectly awkward. And yet one glance at his
face made one forgive him much, that broad,
good-natured smile in which lay no bit of art or artifice,
but seemed just bubbling good-nature and genuine satisfaction
with the world.
He came to us from Altamaha, away
down there beneath the gnarled oaks of Southeastern
Georgia, where the sea croons to the sands and the
sands listen till they sink half drowned beneath the
waters, rising only here and there in long, low islands.
The white folk of Altamaha voted John a good boy, fine
plough-hand, good in the rice-fields, handy everywhere,
and always good-natured and respectful. But they
shook their heads when his mother wanted to send him
off to school. “It’ll spoil him, ruin
him,” they said; and they talked as though they
knew. But full half the black folk followed him
proudly to the station, and carried his queer little
trunk and many bundles. And there they shook
and shook hands, and the girls kissed him shyly and
the boys clapped him on the back. So the train
came, and he pinched his little sister lovingly, and
put his great arms about his mother’s neck,
and then was away with a puff and a roar into the great
yellow world that flamed and flared about the doubtful
pilgrim. Up the coast they hurried, past the
squares and palmettos of Savannah, through the cotton-fields
and through the weary night, to Millville, and came
with the morning to the noise and bustle of Johnstown.
And they that stood behind, that morning
in Altamaha, and watched the train as it noisily bore
playmate and brother and son away to the world, had
thereafter one ever-recurring word, “When
John comes.” Then what parties were to
be, and what speakings in the churches; what new furniture
in the front room, perhaps even a new front
room; and there would be a new schoolhouse, with John
as teacher; and then perhaps a big wedding; all this
and more when John comes. But the
white people shook their heads.
At first he was coming at Christmas-time, but
the vacation proved too short; and then, the next
summer, but times were hard and schooling
costly, and so, instead, he worked in Johnstown.
And so it drifted to the next summer, and the next, till
playmates scattered, and mother grew gray, and sister
went up to the Judge’s kitchen to work.
And still the legend lingered, “When
John comes.”
Up at the Judge’s they rather
liked this refrain; for they too had a John a
fair-haired, smooth-faced boy, who had played many
a long summer’s day to its close with his darker
namesake. “Yes, sir! John is at
Princeton, sir,” said the broad-shouldered gray-haired
Judge every morning as he marched down to the post-office.
“Showing the Yankees what a Southern gentleman
can do,” he added; and strode home again with
his letters and papers. Up at the great pillared
house they lingered long over the Princeton letter, the
Judge and his frail wife, his sister and growing daughters.
“It’ll make a man of him,” said
the Judge, “college is the place.”
And then he asked the shy little waitress, “Well,
Jennie, how’s your John?” and added reflectively,
“Too bad, too bad your mother sent him off it
will spoil him.” And the waitress wondered.
Thus in the far-away Southern village
the world lay waiting, half consciously, the coming
of two young men, and dreamed in an inarticulate way
of new things that would be done and new thoughts that
all would think. And yet it was singular that
few thought of two Johns, for the black
folk thought of one John, and he was black; and the
white folk thought of another John, and he was white.
And neither world thought the other world’s
thought, save with a vague unrest.
Up in Johnstown, at the Institute,
we were long puzzled at the case of John Jones.
For a long time the clay seemed unfit for any sort
of moulding. He was loud and boisterous, always
laughing and singing, and never able to work consecutively
at anything. He did not know how to study; he
had no idea of thoroughness; and with his tardiness,
carelessness, and appalling good-humor, we were sore
perplexed. One night we sat in faculty-meeting,
worried and serious; for Jones was in trouble again.
This last escapade was too much, and so we solemnly
voted “that Jones, on account of repeated disorder
and inattention to work, be suspended for the rest
of the term.”
It seemed to us that the first time
life ever struck Jones as a really serious thing was
when the Dean told him he must leave school.
He stared at the gray-haired man blankly, with great
eyes. “Why, why,” he
faltered, “but I haven’t graduated!”
Then the Dean slowly and clearly explained, reminding
him of the tardiness and the carelessness, of the
poor lessons and neglected work, of the noise and disorder,
until the fellow hung his head in confusion.
Then he said quickly, “But you won’t tell
mammy and sister, you won’t write
mammy, now will you? For if you won’t
I’ll go out into the city and work, and come
back next term and show you something.”
So the Dean promised faithfully, and John shouldered
his little trunk, giving neither word nor look to
the giggling boys, and walked down Carlisle Street
to the great city, with sober eyes and a set and serious
face.
Perhaps we imagined it, but someway
it seemed to us that the serious look that crept over
his boyish face that afternoon never left it again.
When he came back to us he went to work with all his
rugged strength. It was a hard struggle, for
things did not come easily to him, few
crowding memories of early life and teaching came to
help him on his new way; but all the world toward
which he strove was of his own building, and he builded
slow and hard. As the light dawned lingeringly
on his new creations, he sat rapt and silent before
the vision, or wandered alone over the green campus
peering through and beyond the world of men into a
world of thought. And the thoughts at times
puzzled him sorely; he could not see just why the circle
was not square, and carried it out fifty-six decimal
places one midnight, would have gone further,
indeed, had not the matron rapped for lights out.
He caught terrible colds lying on his back in the
meadows of nights, trying to think out the solar system;
he had grave doubts as to the ethics of the Fall of
Rome, and strongly suspected the Germans of being
thieves and rascals, despite his textbooks; he pondered
long over every new Greek word, and wondered why this
meant that and why it couldn’t mean something
else, and how it must have felt to think all things
in Greek. So he thought and puzzled along for
himself, pausing perplexed where others
skipped merrily, and walking steadily through the
difficulties where the rest stopped and surrendered.
Thus he grew in body and soul, and
with him his clothes seemed to grow and arrange themselves;
coat sleeves got longer, cuffs appeared, and collars
got less soiled. Now and then his boots shone,
and a new dignity crept into his walk. And we
who saw daily a new thoughtfulness growing in his
eyes began to expect something of this plodding boy.
Thus he passed out of the preparatory school into college,
and we who watched him felt four more years of change,
which almost transformed the tall, grave man who bowed
to us commencement morning. He had left his
queer thought-world and come back to a world of motion
and of men. He looked now for the first time
sharply about him, and wondered he had seen so little
before. He grew slowly to feel almost for the
first time the Veil that lay between him and the white
world; he first noticed now the oppression that had
not seemed oppression before, differences that erstwhile
seemed natural, restraints and slights that in his
boyhood days had gone unnoticed or been greeted with
a laugh. He felt angry now when men did not call
him “Mister,” he clenched his hands at
the “Jim Crow” cars, and chafed at the
color-line that hemmed in him and his. A tinge
of sarcasm crept into his speech, and a vague bitterness
into his life; and he sat long hours wondering and
planning a way around these crooked things.
Daily he found himself shrinking from the choked and
narrow life of his native town. And yet he always
planned to go back to Altamaha, always planned
to work there. Still, more and more as the day
approached he hesitated with a nameless dread; and
even the day after graduation he seized with eagerness
the offer of the Dean to send him North with the quartette
during the summer vacation, to sing for the Institute.
A breath of air before the plunge, he said to himself
in half apology.
It was a bright September afternoon,
and the streets of New York were brilliant with moving
men. They reminded John of the sea, as he sat
in the square and watched them, so changelessly changing,
so bright and dark, so grave and gay. He scanned
their rich and faultless clothes, the way they carried
their hands, the shape of their hats; he peered into
the hurrying carriages. Then, leaning back with
a sigh, he said, “This is the World.”
The notion suddenly seized him to see where the world
was going; since many of the richer and brighter seemed
hurrying all one way. So when a tall, light-haired
young man and a little talkative lady came by, he
rose half hesitatingly and followed them. Up
the street they went, past stores and gay shops, across
a broad square, until with a hundred others they entered
the high portal of a great building.
He was pushed toward the ticket-office
with the others, and felt in his pocket for the new
five-dollar bill he had hoarded. There seemed
really no time for hesitation, so he drew it bravely
out, passed it to the busy clerk, and received simply
a ticket but no change. When at last he realized
that he had paid five dollars to enter he knew not
what, he stood stockstill amazed. “Be careful,”
said a low voice behind him; “you must not lynch
the colored gentleman simply because he’s in
your way,” and a girl looked up roguishly into
the eyes of her fair-haired escort. A shade
of annoyance passed over the escort’s face.
“You will not understand us at the South,”
he said half impatiently, as if continuing an argument.
“With all your professions, one never sees
in the North so cordial and intimate relations between
white and black as are everyday occurrences with us.
Why, I remember my closest playfellow in boyhood
was a little Negro named after me, and surely no two, well!”
The man stopped short and flushed to the roots of
his hair, for there directly beside his reserved orchestra
chairs sat the Negro he had stumbled over in the hallway.
He hesitated and grew pale with anger, called the
usher and gave him his card, with a few peremptory
words, and slowly sat down. The lady deftly changed
the subject.
All this John did not see, for he
sat in a half-daze minding the scene about him; the
delicate beauty of the hall, the faint perfume, the
moving myriad of men, the rich clothing and low hum
of talking seemed all a part of a world so different
from his, so strangely more beautiful than anything
he had known, that he sat in dreamland, and started
when, after a hush, rose high and clear the music of
Lohengrin’s swan. The infinite beauty of
the wail lingered and swept through every muscle of
his frame, and put it all a-tune. He closed
his eyes and grasped the elbows of the chair, touching
unwittingly the lady’s arm. And the lady
drew away. A deep longing swelled in all his
heart to rise with that clear music out of the dirt
and dust of that low life that held him prisoned and
befouled. If he could only live up in the free
air where birds sang and setting suns had no touch
of blood! Who had called him to be the slave
and butt of all? And if he had called, what
right had he to call when a world like this lay open
before men?
Then the movement changed, and fuller,
mightier harmony swelled away. He looked thoughtfully
across the hall, and wondered why the beautiful gray-haired
woman looked so listless, and what the little man could
be whispering about. He would not like to be
listless and idle, he thought, for he felt with the
music the movement of power within him. If he
but had some master-work, some life-service, hard, aye,
bitter hard, but without the cringing and sickening
servility, without the cruel hurt that hardened his
heart and soul. When at last a soft sorrow crept
across the violins, there came to him the vision of
a far-off home, the great eyes of his sister, and
the dark drawn face of his mother. And his heart
sank below the waters, even as the sea-sand sinks
by the shores of Altamaha, only to be lifted aloft
again with that last ethereal wail of the swan that
quivered and faded away into the sky.
It left John sitting so silent and
rapt that he did not for some time notice the usher
tapping him lightly on the shoulder and saying politely,
“Will you step this way, please, sir?”
A little surprised, he arose quickly at the last
tap, and, turning to leave his seat, looked full into
the face of the fair-haired young man. For the
first time the young man recognized his dark boyhood
playmate, and John knew that it was the Judge’s
son. The White John started, lifted his hand,
and then froze into his chair; the black John smiled
lightly, then grimly, and followed the usher down
the aisle. The manager was sorry, very, very
sorry, but he explained that some mistake
had been made in selling the gentleman a seat already
disposed of; he would refund the money, of course, and
indeed felt the matter keenly, and so forth, and before
he had finished John was gone, walking hurriedly across
the square and down the broad streets, and as he passed
the park he buttoned his coat and said, “John
Jones, you’re a natural-born fool.”
Then he went to his lodgings and wrote a letter, and
tore it up; he wrote another, and threw it in the
fire. Then he seized a scrap of paper and wrote:
“Dear Mother and Sister I am coming John.”
“Perhaps,” said John,
as he settled himself on the train, “perhaps
I am to blame myself in struggling against my manifest
destiny simply because it looks hard and unpleasant.
Here is my duty to Altamaha plain before me; perhaps
they’ll let me help settle the Negro problems
there, perhaps they won’t. ’I
will go in to the King, which is not according to
the law; and if I perish, I perish.’” And
then he mused and dreamed, and planned a life-work;
and the train flew south.
Down in Altamaha, after seven long
years, all the world knew John was coming. The
homes were scrubbed and scoured, above all,
one; the gardens and yards had an unwonted trimness,
and Jennie bought a new gingham. With some finesse
and negotiation, all the dark Methodists and Presbyterians
were induced to join in a monster welcome at the Baptist
Church; and as the day drew near, warm discussions
arose on every corner as to the exact extent and nature
of John’s accomplishments. It was noontide
on a gray and cloudy day when he came. The black
town flocked to the depot, with a little of the white
at the edges, a happy throng, with “Good-mawnings”
and “Howdys” and laughing and joking and
jostling. Mother sat yonder in the window watching;
but sister Jennie stood on the platform, nervously
fingering her dress, tall and lithe, with soft brown
skin and loving eyes peering from out a tangled wilderness
of hair. John rose gloomily as the train stopped,
for he was thinking of the “Jim Crow” car;
he stepped to the platform, and paused: a little
dingy station, a black crowd gaudy and dirty, a half-mile
of dilapidated shanties along a straggling ditch of
mud. An overwhelming sense of the sordidness
and narrowness of it all seized him; he looked in
vain for his mother, kissed coldly the tall, strange
girl who called him brother, spoke a short, dry word
here and there; then, lingering neither for handshaking
nor gossip, started silently up the street, raising
his hat merely to the last eager old aunty, to her
open-mouthed astonishment. The people were distinctly
bewildered. This silent, cold man, was
this John? Where was his smile and hearty hand-grasp?
“‘Peared kind o’ down in the mouf,”
said the Methodist preacher thoughtfully. “Seemed
monstus stuck up,” complained a Baptist sister.
But the white postmaster from the edge of the crowd
expressed the opinion of his folks plainly. “That
damn Nigger,” said he, as he shouldered the
mail and arranged his tobacco, “has gone North
and got plum full o’ fool notions; but they won’t
work in Altamaha.” And the crowd melted
away.
The meeting of welcome at the Baptist
Church was a failure. Rain spoiled the barbecue,
and thunder turned the milk in the ice-cream.
When the speaking came at night, the house was crowded
to overflowing. The three preachers had especially
prepared themselves, but somehow John’s manner
seemed to throw a blanket over everything, he
seemed so cold and preoccupied, and had so strange
an air of restraint that the Methodist brother could
not warm up to his theme and elicited not a single
“Amen”; the Presbyterian prayer was but
feebly responded to, and even the Baptist preacher,
though he wakened faint enthusiasm, got so mixed up
in his favorite sentence that he had to close it by
stopping fully fifteen minutes sooner than he meant.
The people moved uneasily in their seats as John
rose to reply. He spoke slowly and methodically.
The age, he said, demanded new ideas; we were far
different from those men of the seventeenth and eighteenth
centuries, with broader ideas of human brotherhood
and destiny. Then he spoke of the rise of charity
and popular education, and particularly of the spread
of wealth and work. The question was, then, he
added reflectively, looking at the low discolored
ceiling, what part the Negroes of this land would
take in the striving of the new century. He
sketched in vague outline the new Industrial School
that might rise among these pines, he spoke in detail
of the charitable and philanthropic work that might
be organized, of money that might be saved for banks
and business. Finally he urged unity, and deprecated
especially religious and denominational bickering.
“To-day,” he said, with a smile, “the
world cares little whether a man be Baptist or Methodist,
or indeed a churchman at all, so long as he is good
and true. What difference does it make whether
a man be baptized in river or washbowl, or not at
all? Let’s leave all that littleness, and
look higher.” Then, thinking of nothing
else, he slowly sat down. A painful hush seized
that crowded mass. Little had they understood
of what he said, for he spoke an unknown tongue, save
the last word about baptism; that they knew, and they
sat very still while the clock ticked. Then
at last a low suppressed snarl came from the Amen corner,
and an old bent man arose, walked over the seats, and
climbed straight up into the pulpit. He was
wrinkled and black, with scant gray and tufted hair;
his voice and hands shook as with palsy; but on his
face lay the intense rapt look of the religious fanatic.
He seized the Bible with his rough, huge hands; twice
he raised it inarticulate, and then fairly burst into
words, with rude and awful eloquence. He quivered,
swayed, and bent; then rose aloft in perfect majesty,
till the people moaned and wept, wailed and shouted,
and a wild shrieking arose from the corners where
all the pent-up feeling of the hour gathered itself
and rushed into the air. John never knew clearly
what the old man said; he only felt himself held up
to scorn and scathing denunciation for trampling on
the true Religion, and he realized with amazement
that all unknowingly he had put rough, rude hands on
something this little world held sacred. He arose
silently, and passed out into the night. Down
toward the sea he went, in the fitful starlight, half
conscious of the girl who followed timidly after him.
When at last he stood upon the bluff, he turned to
his little sister and looked upon her sorrowfully,
remembering with sudden pain how little thought he
had given her. He put his arm about her and let
her passion of tears spend itself on his shoulder.
Long they stood together, peering
over the gray unresting water.
“John,” she said, “does
it make every one unhappy when they study
and learn lots of things?”
He paused and smiled. “I am afraid it
does,” he said.
“And, John, are you glad you studied?”
“Yes,” came the answer, slowly but positively.
She watched the flickering lights
upon the sea, and said thoughtfully, “I wish
I was unhappy, and and,”
putting both arms about his neck, “I think I
am, a little, John.”
It was several days later that John
walked up to the Judge’s house to ask for the
privilege of teaching the Negro school. The Judge
himself met him at the front door, stared a little
hard at him, and said brusquely, “Go ’round
to the kitchen door, John, and wait.” Sitting
on the kitchen steps, John stared at the corn, thoroughly
perplexed. What on earth had come over him?
Every step he made offended some one. He had
come to save his people, and before he left the depot
he had hurt them. He sought to teach them at
the church, and had outraged their deepest feelings.
He had schooled himself to be respectful to the Judge,
and then blundered into his front door. And all
the time he had meant right, and yet, and
yet, somehow he found it so hard and strange to fit
his old surroundings again, to find his place in the
world about him. He could not remember that
he used to have any difficulty in the past, when life
was glad and gay. The world seemed smooth and
easy then. Perhaps, but his sister
came to the kitchen door just then and said the Judge
awaited him.
The Judge sat in the dining-room amid
his morning’s mail, and he did not ask John
to sit down. He plunged squarely into the business.
“You’ve come for the school, I suppose.
Well John, I want to speak to you plainly.
You know I’m a friend to your people. I’ve
helped you and your family, and would have done more
if you hadn’t got the notion of going off.
Now I like the colored people, and sympathize with
all their reasonable aspirations; but you and I both
know, John, that in this country the Negro must remain
subordinate, and can never expect to be the equal
of white men. In their place, your people can
be honest and respectful; and God knows, I’ll
do what I can to help them. But when they want
to reverse nature, and rule white men, and marry white
women, and sit in my parlor, then, by God! we’ll
hold them under if we have to lynch every Nigger in
the land. Now, John, the question is, are you,
with your education and Northern notions, going to
accept the situation and teach the darkies to be faithful
servants and laborers as your fathers were, I
knew your father, John, he belonged to my brother,
and he was a good Nigger. Well well,
are you going to be like him, or are you going to
try to put fool ideas of rising and equality into
these folks’ heads, and make them discontented
and unhappy?”
“I am going to accept the situation,
Judge Henderson,” answered John, with a brevity
that did not escape the keen old man. He hesitated
a moment, and then said shortly, “Very well, we’ll
try you awhile. Good-morning.”
It was a full month after the opening
of the Negro school that the other John came home,
tall, gay, and headstrong. The mother wept, the
sisters sang. The whole white town was glad.
A proud man was the Judge, and it was a goodly sight
to see the two swinging down Main Street together.
And yet all did not go smoothly between them, for
the younger man could not and did not veil his contempt
for the little town, and plainly had his heart set
on New York. Now the one cherished ambition
of the Judge was to see his son mayor of Altamaha,
representative to the legislature, and who
could say? governor of Georgia. So
the argument often waxed hot between them. “Good
heavens, father,” the younger man would say
after dinner, as he lighted a cigar and stood by the
fireplace, “you surely don’t expect a young
fellow like me to settle down permanently in this this
God-forgotten town with nothing but mud and Negroes?”
“I did,” the Judge would answer laconically;
and on this particular day it seemed from the gathering
scowl that he was about to add something more emphatic,
but neighbors had already begun to drop in to admire
his son, and the conversation drifted.
“Heah that John is livenin’
things up at the darky school,” volunteered
the postmaster, after a pause.
“What now?” asked the Judge, sharply.
“Oh, nothin’ in particulah, just
his almighty air and uppish ways.
B’lieve I did heah somethin’ about his
givin’ talks on the French
Revolution, equality, and such like. He’s
what I call a dangerous
Nigger.”
“Have you heard him say anything out of the
way?”
“Why, no, but Sally,
our girl, told my wife a lot of rot. Then, too,
I don’t need to heah: a Nigger what won’t
say ‘sir’ to a white man, or ”
“Who is this John?” interrupted the son.
“Why, it’s little black John, Peggy’s
son, your old playfellow.”
The young man’s face flushed angrily, and then
he laughed.
“Oh,” said he, “it’s
the darky that tried to force himself into a seat
beside the lady I was escorting ”
But Judge Henderson waited to hear
no more. He had been nettled all day, and now
at this he rose with a half-smothered oath, took his
hat and cane, and walked straight to the schoolhouse.
For John, it had been a long, hard
pull to get things started in the rickety old shanty
that sheltered his school. The Negroes were rent
into factions for and against him, the parents were
careless, the children irregular and dirty, and books,
pencils, and slates largely missing. Nevertheless,
he struggled hopefully on, and seemed to see at last
some glimmering of dawn. The attendance was larger
and the children were a shade cleaner this week.
Even the booby class in reading showed a little comforting
progress. So John settled himself with renewed
patience this afternoon.
“Now, Mandy,” he said
cheerfully, “that’s better; but you mustn’t
chop your words up so: ‘If the-man goes.’
Why, your little brother even wouldn’t tell
a story that way, now would he?”
“Naw, suh, he cain’t talk.”
“All right; now let’s try again:
‘If the man ’
“John!”
The whole school started in surprise,
and the teacher half arose, as the red, angry face
of the Judge appeared in the open doorway.
“John, this school is closed.
You children can go home and get to work. The
white people of Altamaha are not spending their money
on black folks to have their heads crammed with impudence
and lies. Clear out! I’ll lock the
door myself.”
Up at the great pillared house the
tall young son wandered aimlessly about after his
father’s abrupt departure. In the house
there was little to interest him; the books were old
and stale, the local newspaper flat, and the women
had retired with headaches and sewing. He tried
a nap, but it was too warm. So he sauntered out
into the fields, complaining disconsolately, “Good
Lord! how long will this imprisonment last!”
He was not a bad fellow, just a little
spoiled and self-indulgent, and as headstrong as his
proud father. He seemed a young man pleasant
to look upon, as he sat on the great black stump at
the edge of the pines idly swinging his legs and smoking.
“Why, there isn’t even a girl worth getting
up a respectable flirtation with,” he growled.
Just then his eye caught a tall, willowy figure hurrying
toward him on the narrow path. He looked with
interest at first, and then burst into a laugh as
he said, “Well, I declare, if it isn’t
Jennie, the little brown kitchen-maid! Why, I
never noticed before what a trim little body she is.
Hello, Jennie! Why, you haven’t kissed
me since I came home,” he said gaily. The
young girl stared at him in surprise and confusion, faltered
something inarticulate, and attempted to pass.
But a wilful mood had seized the young idler, and
he caught at her arm. Frightened, she slipped
by; and half mischievously he turned and ran after
her through the tall pines.
Yonder, toward the sea, at the end
of the path, came John slowly, with his head down.
He had turned wearily homeward from the schoolhouse;
then, thinking to shield his mother from the blow,
started to meet his sister as she came from work and
break the news of his dismissal to her. “I’ll
go away,” he said slowly; “I’ll go
away and find work, and send for them. I cannot
live here longer.” And then the fierce,
buried anger surged up into his throat. He waved
his arms and hurried wildly up the path.
The great brown sea lay silent.
The air scarce breathed. The dying day bathed
the twisted oaks and mighty pines in black and gold.
There came from the wind no warning, not a whisper
from the cloudless sky. There was only a black
man hurrying on with an ache in his heart, seeing
neither sun nor sea, but starting as from a dream at
the frightened cry that woke the pines, to see his
dark sister struggling in the arms of a tall and fair-haired
man.
He said not a word, but, seizing a
fallen limb, struck him with all the pent-up hatred
of his great black arm, and the body lay white and
still beneath the pines, all bathed in sunshine and
in blood. John looked at it dreamily, then walked
back to the house briskly, and said in a soft voice,
“Mammy, I’m going away I’m
going to be free.”
She gazed at him dimly and faltered,
“No’th, honey, is yo’ gwine
No’th agin?”
He looked out where the North Star
glistened pale above the waters, and said, “Yes,
mammy, I’m going North.”
Then, without another word, he went
out into the narrow lane, up by the straight pines,
to the same winding path, and seated himself on the
great black stump, looking at the blood where the body
had lain. Yonder in the gray past he had played
with that dead boy, romping together under the solemn
trees. The night deepened; he thought of the
boys at Johnstown. He wondered how Brown had
turned out, and Carey? And Jones, Jones?
Why, he was Jones, and he wondered what they would
all say when they knew, when they knew, in that great
long dining-room with its hundreds of merry eyes.
Then as the sheen of the starlight stole over him,
he thought of the gilded ceiling of that vast concert
hall, heard stealing toward him the faint sweet music
of the swan. Hark! was it music, or the hurry
and shouting of men? Yes, surely! Clear
and high the faint sweet melody rose and fluttered
like a living thing, so that the very earth trembled
as with the tramp of horses and murmur of angry men.
He leaned back and smiled toward the
sea, whence rose the strange melody, away from the
dark shadows where lay the noise of horses galloping,
galloping on. With an effort he roused himself,
bent forward, and looked steadily down the pathway,
softly humming the “Song of the Bride,”
“Freudig geführt, ziehet
dahin.”
Amid the trees in the dim morning
twilight he watched their shadows dancing and heard
their horses thundering toward him, until at last
they came sweeping like a storm, and he saw in front
that haggard white-haired man, whose eyes flashed
red with fury. Oh, how he pitied him, pitied
him, and wondered if he had the coiling
twisted rope. Then, as the storm burst round
him, he rose slowly to his feet and turned his closed
eyes toward the Sea.
And the world whistled in his ears.