Thus the days and weeks of her young
life passed for little Maya among the insects in a
lovely summer world a happy roving in garden
and meadow, occasional risks and many joys. For
all that, she often missed the companions of her early
childhood and now and again suffered a pang of homesickness,
an ache of longing for her people and the kingdom
she had left. There were hours, too, when she
yearned for regular, useful work and association with
friends of her own kind.
However, at bottom she had a restless
nature, little Maya had, and was scarcely ready to
settle down for good and live in the community of
the bees; she wouldn’t have felt comfortable.
Often among animals as well as human beings there
are some who cannot conform to the ways of the others.
Before we condemn them we must be careful and give
them a chance to prove themselves. For it is
not always laziness or stubbornness that makes them
different. Far from it. At the back of their
peculiar urge is a deep longing for something higher
or better than what every-day life has to offer, and
many a time young runaways have grown up into good,
sensible, experienced men and women.
Little Maya was a pure, sensitive
soul, and her attitude to the big, beautiful world
came of a genuine eagerness for knowledge and a great
delight in the glories of creation.
Yet it is hard to be alone even when
you are happy, and the more Maya went through, the
greater became her yearning for companionship and
love. She was no longer so very young; she had
grown into a strong, superb creature with sound, bright
wings, a sharp, dangerous sting, and a highly developed
sense of both the pleasures and the hazards of her
life. Through her own experience she had gathered
information and stored up wisdom, which she now often
wished she could apply to something of real value.
There were days when she was ready to return to the
hive and throw herself at the queen’s feet and
sue for pardon and honorable reinstatement. But
a great, burning desire held her back the
desire to know human beings. She had heard so
many contradictory things about them that she was
confused rather than enlightened. Yet she had
a feeling that in the whole of creation there were
no beings more powerful or more intelligent or more
sublime than they.
A few times in her wanderings she
had seen people, but only from afar, from high up
in the air big and little people, black
people, white people, red people, and such as dressed
in many colors. She had never ventured close.
Once she had caught the glimmer of red near a brook,
and thinking it was a bed of flowers had flown down.
She found a human being fast asleep among the brookside
blossoms. It had golden hair and a pink face
and wore a red dress. It was dreadfully large,
of course, but still it looked so good and sweet that
Maya thrilled, and tears came to her eyes. She
lost all sense of her whereabouts; she could do nothing
but gaze and gaze upon the slumbering presence.
All the horrid things she had ever heard against man
seemed utterly impossible. Lies they must have
been mean lies that she had been told against
creatures as charming as this one asleep in the shade
of the whispering birch-trees.
After a while a mosquito came and buzzed greetings.
“Look!” cried Maya, hot
with excitement and delight. “Look, just
look at that human being there. How good, how
beautiful! Doesn’t it fill you with enthusiasm?”
The mosquito gave Maya a surprised
stare, then turned slowly round to glance at the object
of her admiration.
“Yes, it is good.
I just tasted it. I stung it. Look, my body
is shining red with its blood.”
Maya had to press her hand to her
heart, so startled was she by the mosquito’s
daring.
“Will it die?” she cried.
“Where did you wound it? How could you?
How could you screw up your courage to sting it?
And how vile! Why, you’re a beast of prey!”
The mosquito tittered.
“Why, it’s only a very
little human being,” it answered in its high,
thin voice. “It’s the size called
girl the size at which the legs are covered
half way up with a separate colored casing. My
sting, of course, goes through the casing but usually
doesn’t reach the skin. Your ignorance
is really stupendous. Do you actually think that
human beings are good? I haven’t come across
one who willingly let me take the tiniest drop of his
blood.”
“I don’t know very much
about human beings, I admit,” said Maya humbly.
“But of all the insects you
bees have most to do with human beings. That’s
a well-known fact.”
“I left our kingdom,”
Maya confessed timidly. “I didn’t
like it. I wanted to learn about the outside
world.”
“Well, well, what do you think
of that!” The mosquito drew a step nearer.
“How do you like your free-lancing? I must
say, I admire you for your independence. I for
one would never consent to serve human beings.”
“But they serve us too!”
said Maya, who couldn’t bear a slight to be
put upon her people.
“Maybe. To what nation do you belong?”
“I come of the nation in the
castle park. The ruling queen is Helen VIII.”
“Indeed,” said the mosquito,
and bowed low. “An enviable lineage.
My deepest respects. There was a revolution
in your kingdom not so long ago, wasn’t there?
I heard it from the messengers of the rebel swarm.
Am I right?”
“Yes,” said Maya, proud
and happy that her nation was so respected and renowned.
Homesickness for her people awoke again, deep down
in her heart, and she wished she could do something
good and great for her queen and country. Carried
away on the wings of this dream, she forgot to ask
about human beings. Or, like as not, she refrained
from questions, feeling that the mosquito would not
tell her things she would be glad to hear. The
mite of a creature impressed her as a saucy Miss, and
people of her kind usually had nothing good to say
of others. Besides, she soon flew away.
“I’m going to take one
more drink,” she called back to Maya. “Later
I and my friends are going flying in the light of
the westering sun. Then we’ll be sure to
have good weather to-morrow.”
Maya made off quickly. She couldn’t
bear to stay and see the mosquito hurt the sleeping
child. And how could she do this thing and not
perish? Hadn’t Cassandra said: “If
you sting a human being, you will die?”
Maya still remembered every detail
of this incident with the child and the mosquito,
but her craving to know human beings well had not
been stilled. She made up her mind to be bolder
and never stop trying until she had reached her goal.
At last Maya’s longing to know
human beings was to be satisfied, and in a way far,
far lovelier and more wonderful than she had dreamed.
Once, on a warm evening, having gone
to sleep earlier than usual, she woke up suddenly
in the middle of the night something that
had never happened to her before. When she opened
her eyes, her astonishment was indescribable:
her little bedroom was all steeped in a quiet bluish
radiance. It came down through the entrance,
and the entrance itself shone as if hung with a silver-blue
curtain.
Maya did not dare to budge at first,
though not because she was frightened. No.
Somehow, along with the light came a rare, lovely
peacefulness, and outside her room the air was filled
with a sound finer, more harmonious than any music
she had ever heard. After a time she rose timidly,
awed by the glamour and the strangeness of it all,
and looked out. The whole world seemed to lie
under the spell of an enchantment. Everything
was sparkling and glittering in pure silver.
The trunks of the birch-trees, the slumbering leaves
were overlaid with silver. The grass, which from
her height seemed to lie under delicate veils, was
set with a thousand pale pearls. All things near
and far, the silent distances, were shrouded in this
soft, bluish sheen.
“This must be the night,”
Maya whispered and folded her hands.
High up in the heavens, partly veiled
by the leaves of a beech-tree, hung a full clear disk
of silver, from which the radiance poured down that
beautified the world. And then Maya saw countless
bright, sharp little lights surrounding the moon in
the heavens oh, so still and beautiful,
unlike any shining things she had ever seen before.
To think she beheld the night, the moon, and the stars the
wonders, the lovely wonders of the night! She
had heard of them but never believed in them.
It was almost too much.
Then the sound rose again, the strange
night sound that must have awakened her. It came
from nearby, filling the welkin, a soaring chirp with
a silvery ring that matched the silver on the trees
and leaves and grass and seemed to come rilling down
from the moon on the beams of silver light.
Maya looked about for the source,
in vain; in the mysterious drift of light and shadow
it was difficult to make out objects in clear outline,
everything was draped so mysteriously; and yet everything
showed up true and in such heroic beauty.
Her room could keep her no longer;
out she had to fly into this new splendor, the night
splendor.
“The good Lord will take care
of me,” she thought, “I am not bent upon
wrong.”
As she was about to fly off through
the silver light to her favorite meadow, now lying
full under the moon, she saw a winged creature alight
on a beech-tree leaf not far away. Scarcely alighted,
it raised its head to the moon, lifted its narrow
wings, and drew the edge of one against the other,
for all the world as though it were playing on a violin.
And sure enough, the sound came, the silvery chirp
that filled the whole moonlit world with melody.
“Exquisite,” whispered
Maya, “heavenly, heavenly, heavenly.”
She flew over to the leaf. The
night was so mild and warm that she did not notice
it was cooler than by day. When she touched the
leaf, the chirper broke off playing abruptly, and to
Maya it seemed as if there had never been such a stillness
before, so profound was the hush that followed.
It was uncanny. Through the dark leaves filtered
the light, white and cool.
“Good night,” said Maya,
politely, thinking “good night” was the
greeting for the night like “good morning”
for the morning. “Please excuse me for
interrupting, but the music you make is so fascinating
that I had to find out where it came from.”
The chirper stared at Maya, wide-eyed.
“What sort of a crawling creature
are you?” it asked after some moments had passed.
“I have never met one like you before.”
“I am not a crawling insect.
I am Maya, of the nation of bees.”
“Oh, of the nation of bees.
Indeed ... you live by day, don’t you?
I have heard of your race from the hedgehog. He
told me that in the evening he eats the dead bodies
that are thrown out of your hive.”
“Yes,” said Maya, with
a faint chill of apprehension, “that’s
so; Cassandra told me about him; she heard of him from
the sentinels. He comes when twilight falls and
snouts in the grass looking for dead bodies.
But do you associate with the hedgehog? Why,
he’s an awful brute.”
“I don’t think so.
We tree-crickets get along with him splendidly.
We call him Uncle. Of course he always tries to
catch us, but he never succeeds, so we have great fun
teasing him. Everybody has to live, doesn’t
he? Just so he doesn’t live off me, what
do I care?”
Maya shook her head. She didn’t
agree. But not caring to insult the cricket by
contradicting, she changed the subject.
“So you’re a tree-cricket?”
“Yes, a snowy tree-cricket.
But I must play, so please don’t keep me any
longer. It’s full moon, a wonderful night.
I must play.”
“Oh, do make an exception this
once. You play all the time. Tell
me about the night.”
“A midsummer night is the loveliest
in the world,” answered the cricket. “It
fills the heart with rapture. But what
my music doesn’t tell you I shan’t be
able to explain. Why need everything be
explained? Why know everything? We
poor creatures can find out only the tiniest bit about
existence. Yet we can feel the glory of
the whole wide world.” And the cricket
set up its happy silvery strumming. Heard from
close by, where Maya sat, the music was overpowering
in its loudness.
The little bee sat quite still in
the blue summer night listening and musing deeply
about life and creation.
Silence fell. There was a faint
whirr, and Maya saw the cricket fly out into the moonlight.
“The night makes one feel sad,” she reflected.
Her flowery meadow drew her now. She flew off.
At the edge of the brook stood the
tall irises brokenly reflected in the running water.
A glorious sight. The moonlight was whirled along
in the braided current, the wavelets winked and whispered,
the irises seemed to lean over asleep. “Asleep
from sheer delight,” thought the little bee.
She dropped down on a blue petal in the full light
of the moon and could not take her eyes from the living
waters of the brook, the quivering flash, the flashing
come and go of countless sparks. On the bank
opposite, the birch-trees glittered as if hung with
the stars.
“Where is all that water flowing
to?” she wondered. “The cricket is
right. We know so little about the world.”
Of a sudden a fine little voice rose
in song from the flower of an iris close beside her,
ringing like a pure, clear bell, different from any
earthly sound that Maya knew. Her heart throbbed,
she held her breath.
“Oh, what is going to happen?
What am I going to see now?”
The iris swayed gently. One of
the petals curved in at the edge, and Maya saw a tiny
snow-white human hand holding on to the flower’s
rim with its wee little fingers. Then a small
blond head arose, and then a delicate luminous body
in white garments. A human being in miniature
was coming up out of the iris.
Words cannot tell Maya’s awe
and rapture. She sat rigid.
The tiny being climbed to the edge
of the blossom, lifted its arms up to the moonlight,
and looked out into the bright shining night with
a smile of bliss lighting up its face. Then a
faint quiver shook its luminous body, and from its
shoulders two wings unfolded, whiter than the moonlight,
pure as snow, rising above its blond head and reaching
down to its feet. How lovely it was, how exquisitely
lovely. Nothing that Maya had ever seen compared
with it in loveliness.
Standing there in the moonlight, holding
its hands up to heaven, the luminous little being
lifted its voice again and sang. The song rang
out in the night, and Maya understood the words.
My home is Light. The crystal bowl
Of Heaven’s blue, I
love it so!
Both Death and Life will change,
I know,
But not my soul, my living soul.
My soul is that which breathes anew
From all of loveliness and
grace;
And as it flows from God’s
own face,
It flows from His creations, too.
Maya burst into sobs. What it
was that made her so sad and yet so happy, she could
not have told.
The little human being turned around.
“Who is crying?” he asked in his chiming
voice.
“It’s only me,”
stammered Maya. “Excuse me for interrupting
you.”
“But why are you crying?”
“I don’t know. Perhaps
just because you are so beautiful. Who are you?
Oh, do tell me, if I am not asking too much. You
are an angel, aren’t you? You must be.”
“Oh, no,” said the little
creature, quite serious. “I am only a sprite,
a flower-sprite. But, dear little bee,
what are you doing out here in the meadow so late
at night?”
The sprite flew over to a curving
iris blade beside Maya and regarded her long and kindly
from his swaying perch in the moonlight.
Maya told him all about herself, what
she had done, what she knew, and what she longed for.
And while she spoke, his eyes never left her, those
large dark eyes glowing in the white fairy face under
the golden hair that ever and anon shone like silver
in the moonlight.
When she finished he stroked her head
and looked at her so warmly and lovingly that the
little bee, beside herself with joy, had to lower
her gaze.
“We sprites,” he explained,
“live seven nights, but we must stay in the
flower in which we are born, else we die at dawn.”
Maya opened her eyes wide in terror.
“Then hurry, hurry! Fly back into your
flower!”
The, sprite shook his head sadly.
“Too late. But listen.
I have more to tell you. Most of us sprites are
glad to leave our flowers never to return, because
a great happiness is connected with our leaving.
We are endowed with a remarkable power: before
we die, we can fulfill the dearest wish of the first
creature we meet. It is when we make up our minds
seriously to leave the flower for the purpose of making
someone happy that our wings grow.”
“How wonderful!” cried
Maya. “I’d leave the flower too, then.
It must be lovely to fulfill another person’s
wish.” That she was the first being
whom the sprite on his flight from the flower had
met, did not occur to her. “And then must
you die?”
The sprite nodded, but not sadly this time.
“We live to see the dawn still,”
he said, “but when the dew falls, we are drawn
into the fine cobwebby veils that float above the
grass and the flowers of the meadows. Haven’t
you often noticed that the veils shine white as though
a light were inside them? It’s the sprites,
their wings and their garments. When the light
rises we change into dew-drops. The plants drink
us and we become a part of their growing and blooming
until in time we rise again as sprites from out their
flowers.”
“Then you were once another
sprite?” asked Maya, tense, breathless with
interest.
The earnest eyes said yes.
“But I have forgotten my earlier
existence. We forget everything in our flower-sleep.”
“Oh, what a lovely fate!”
“It is the same as that of all
earthly creatures, when you really come to think of
it, even if it isn’t always flowers out of which
they wake up from their sleep of death. But we
won’t talk of that to-night.”
“Oh, I’m so happy!” cried Maya.
“Then you haven’t got
a wish? You’re the first person I’ve
met, you know, and I possess the power to grant your
dearest wish.”
“I? But I’m only
a bee. No, it’s too much. It would
be too great a joy. I don’t deserve it,
I don’t deserve that you should be so good to
me.”
“No one deserves the good and
the beautiful. The good and the beautiful come
to us like the sunshine.”
Maya’s heart beat stormily.
Oh, she did have a wish, a burning wish, but she didn’t
dare confess it. The elf seemed to guess; he
smiled so you couldn’t keep anything a secret
from him.
“Well?” He stroked his
golden hair off his pure forehead.
“I’d like to know human
beings at their best and most beautiful,” said
the little bee. She spoke quickly and hotly.
She was afraid she would be told that so great a wish
could not be granted.
But the sprite drew himself up, his
expression was serious and serene, his eyes shone
with confidence. He took Maya’s trembling
hand and said:
“Come. We’ll fly
together. Your wish shall be granted.”