I celebrate myself, and sing myself,
And what I assume you shall assume,
For every atom belonging to me as good
belongs to you.
I loafe and invite my soul,
I lean and loafe at my ease observing
a spear of summer grass.
My tongue, every atom of my blood, form’d
from this soil, this air,
Born here of parents born here from parents
the same, and their
parents the same,
I, now thirty-seven years old in perfect
health begin,
Hoping to cease not till death.
Creeds and schools in abeyance,
Retiring back a while sufficed at what
they are, but never forgotten,
I harbor for good or bad, I permit to
speak at every hazard,
Nature without check with original energy.
Houses and rooms are full of perfumes,
the shelves are crowded with
perfumes,
I breathe the fragrance myself and know
it and like it,
The distillation would intoxicate me also,
but I shall not let it.
The atmosphere is not a perfume, it has
no taste of the
distillation,
it is odorless,
It is for my mouth forever, I am in love
with it,
I will go to the bank by the wood and
become undisguised and naked,
I am mad for it to be in contact with
me.
The smoke of my own breath,
Echoes, ripples, buzz’d whispers,
love-root, silk-thread, crotch and vine,
My respiration and inspiration, the beating
of my heart, the passing
of blood and air
through my lungs,
The sniff of green leaves and dry leaves,
and of the shore and
dark-color’d
sea-rocks, and of hay in the barn,
The sound of the belch’d words of
my voice loos’d to the eddies of
the wind,
A few light kisses, a few embraces, a
reaching around of arms,
The play of shine and shade on the trees
as the supple boughs wag,
The delight alone or in the rush of the
streets, or along the fields
and hill-sides,
The feeling of health, the full-noon trill,
the song of me rising
from bed and meeting
the sun.
Have you reckon’d a thousand acres
much? have you reckon’d the earth much?
Have you practis’d so long to learn
to read?
Have you felt so proud to get at the meaning
of poems?
Stop this day and night with me and you
shall possess the origin of
all poems,
You shall possess the good of the earth
and sun, (there are millions
of suns left,)
You shall no longer take things at second
or third hand, nor look through
the eyes of the
dead, nor feed on the spectres in books,
You shall not look through my eyes either,
nor take things from me,
You shall listen to all sides and filter
them from your self.
I have heard what the talkers were talking,
the talk of the
beginning and
the end,
But I do not talk of the beginning or
the end.
There was never any more inception than
there is now,
Nor any more youth or age than there is
now,
And will never be any more perfection
than there is now,
Nor any more heaven or hell than there
is now.
Urge and urge and urge,
Always the procreant urge of the world.
Out of the dimness opposite equals advance,
always substance and
increase, always
sex,
Always a knit of identity, always distinction,
always a breed of life.
To elaborate is no avail, learn’d
and unlearn’d feel that it is so.
Sure as the most certain sure, plumb in
the uprights, well
entretied, braced
in the beams,
Stout as a horse, affectionate, haughty,
electrical,
I and this mystery here we stand.
Clear and sweet is my soul, and clear
and sweet is all that is not my soul.
Lack one lacks both, and the unseen is
proved by the seen,
Till that becomes unseen and receives
proof in its turn.
Showing the best and dividing it from
the worst age vexes age,
Knowing the perfect fitness and equanimity
of things, while they
discuss I am silent,
and go bathe and admire myself.
Welcome is every organ and attribute of
me, and of any man hearty and clean,
Not an inch nor a particle of an inch
is vile, and none shall be
less familiar
than the rest.
I am satisfied I see, dance,
laugh, sing;
As the hugging and loving bed-fellow sleeps
at my side through the night,
and withdraws
at the peep of the day with stealthy tread,
Leaving me baskets cover’d with
white towels swelling the house with
their plenty,
Shall I postpone my acceptation and realization
and scream at my eyes,
That they turn from gazing after and down
the road,
And forthwith cipher and show me to a
cent,
Exactly the value of one and exactly the
value of two, and which is ahead?
Trippers and askers surround me,
People I meet, the effect upon me of my
early life or the ward and
city I live in,
or the nation,
The latest dates, discoveries, inventions,
societies, authors old and new,
My dinner, dress, associates, looks, compliments,
dues,
The real or fancied indifference of some
man or woman I love,
The sickness of one of my folks or of
myself, or ill-doing or loss
or lack of money,
or depressions or exaltations,
Battles, the horrors of fratricidal war,
the fever of doubtful news,
the fitful events;
These come to me days and nights and go
from me again,
But they are not the Me myself.
Apart from the pulling and hauling stands
what I am,
Stands amused, complacent, compassionating,
idle, unitary,
Looks down, is erect, or bends an arm
on an impalpable certain rest,
Looking with side-curved head curious
what will come next,
Both in and out of the game and watching
and wondering at it.
Backward I see in my own days where I
sweated through fog with
linguists and
contenders,
I have no mockings or arguments, I witness
and wait.
I believe in you my soul, the other I
am must not abase itself to you,
And you must not be abased to the other.
Loafe with me on the grass, loose the
stop from your throat,
Not words, not music or rhyme I want,
not custom or lecture, not
even the best,
Only the lull I like, the hum of your
valved voice.
I mind how once we lay such a transparent
summer morning,
How you settled your head athwart my hips
and gently turn’d over upon me,
And parted the shirt from my bosom-bone,
and plunged your tongue
to my bare-stript
heart,
And reach’d till you felt my beard,
and reach’d till you held my feet.
Swiftly arose and spread around me the
peace and knowledge that pass
all the argument
of the earth,
And I know that the hand of God is the
promise of my own,
And I know that the spirit of God is the
brother of my own,
And that all the men ever born are also
my brothers, and the women
my sisters and
lovers,
And that a kelson of the creation is love,
And limitless are leaves stiff or drooping
in the fields,
And brown ants in the little wells beneath
them,
And mossy scabs of the worm fence, heap’d
stones, elder, mullein and
poke-weed.
A child said What is the grass? fetching
it to me with full hands;
How could I answer the child? I do
not know what it is any more than he.
I guess it must be the flag of my disposition,
out of hopeful green
stuff woven.
Or I guess it is the handkerchief of the
Lord,
A scented gift and remembrancer designedly
dropt,
Bearing the owner’s name someway
in the corners, that we may see
and remark, and
say Whose?
Or I guess the grass is itself a child,
the produced babe of the vegetation.
Or I guess it is a uniform hieroglyphic,
And it means, Sprouting alike in broad
zones and narrow zones,
Growing among black folks as among white,
Kanuck, Tuckahoe, Congressman, Cuff, I
give them the same, I
receive them the
same.
And now it seems to me the beautiful uncut
hair of graves.
Tenderly will I use you curling grass,
It may be you transpire from the breasts
of young men,
It may be if I had known them I would
have loved them,
It may be you are from old people, or
from offspring taken soon out
of their mothers’
laps,
And here you are the mothers’ laps.
This grass is very dark to be from the
white heads of old mothers,
Darker than the colorless beards of old
men,
Dark to come from under the faint red
roofs of mouths.
O I perceive after all so many uttering
tongues,
And I perceive they do not come from the
roofs of mouths for nothing.
I wish I could translate the hints about
the dead young men and women,
And the hints about old men and mothers,
and the offspring taken
soon out of their
laps.
What do you think has become of the young
and old men?
And what do you think has become of the
women and children?
They are alive and well somewhere,
The smallest sprout shows there is really
no death,
And if ever there was it led forward life,
and does not wait at the
end to arrest
it,
And ceas’d the moment life appear’d.
All goes onward and outward, nothing collapses,
And to die is different from what any
one supposed, and luckier.
Has any one supposed it lucky to be born?
I hasten to inform him or her it is just
as lucky to die, and I know it.
I pass death with the dying and birth
with the new-wash’d babe, and
am not contain’d
between my hat and boots,
And peruse manifold objects, no two alike
and every one good,
The earth good and the stars good, and
their adjuncts all good.
I am not an earth nor an adjunct of an
earth,
I am the mate and companion of people,
all just as immortal and
fathomless as
myself,
(They do not know how immortal, but I
know.)
Every kind for itself and its own, for
me mine male and female,
For me those that have been boys and that
love women,
For me the man that is proud and feels
how it stings to be slighted,
For me the sweet-heart and the old maid,
for me mothers and the
mothers of mothers,
For me lips that have smiled, eyes that
have shed tears,
For me children and the begetters of children.
Undrape! you are not guilty to me, nor
stale nor discarded,
I see through the broadcloth and gingham
whether or no,
And am around, tenacious, acquisitive,
tireless, and cannot be shaken away.
The little one sleeps in its cradle,
I lift the gauze and look a long time,
and silently brush away flies
with my hand.
The youngster and the red-faced girl turn
aside up the bushy hill,
I peeringly view them from the top.
The suicide sprawls on the bloody floor
of the bedroom,
I witness the corpse with its dabbled
hair, I note where the pistol
has fallen.
The blab of the pave, tires of carts,
sluff of boot-soles, talk of
the promenaders,
The heavy omnibus, the driver with his
interrogating thumb, the
clank of the shod
horses on the granite floor,
The snow-sleighs, clinking, shouted jokes,
pelts of snow-balls,
The hurrahs for popular favorites, the
fury of rous’d mobs,
The flap of the curtain’d litter,
a sick man inside borne to the hospital,
The meeting of enemies, the sudden oath,
the blows and fall,
The excited crowd, the policeman with
his star quickly working his
passage to the
centre of the crowd,
The impassive stones that receive and
return so many echoes,
What groans of over-fed or half-starv’d
who fall sunstruck or in fits,
What exclamations of women taken suddenly
who hurry home and
give birth to
babes,
What living and buried speech is always
vibrating here, what howls
restrain’d
by decorum,
Arrests of criminals, slights, adulterous
offers made, acceptances,
rejections with
convex lips,
I mind them or the show or resonance of
them I come and I depart.
The big doors of the country barn stand
open and ready,
The dried grass of the harvest-time loads
the slow-drawn wagon,
The clear light plays on the brown gray
and green intertinged,
The armfuls are pack’d to the sagging
mow.
I am there, I help, I came stretch’d
atop of the load,
I felt its soft jolts, one leg reclined
on the other,
I jump from the cross-beams and seize
the clover and timothy,
And roll head over heels and tangle my
hair full of wisps.
Alone far in the wilds and mountains I
hunt,
Wandering amazed at my own lightness and
glee,
In the late afternoon choosing a safe
spot to pass the night,
Kindling a fire and broiling the fresh-kill’d
game,
Falling asleep on the gather’d leaves
with my dog and gun by my side.
The Yankee clipper is under her sky-sails,
she cuts the sparkle and scud,
My eyes settle the land, I bend at her
prow or shout joyously from the deck.
The boatmen and clam-diggers arose early
and stopt for me,
I tuck’d my trowser-ends in my boots
and went and had a good time;
You should have been with us that day
round the chowder-kettle.
I saw the marriage of the trapper in the
open air in the far west,
the bride was
a red girl,
Her father and his friends sat near cross-legged
and dumbly smoking,
they had moccasins
to their feet and large thick blankets
hanging from their
shoulders,
On a bank lounged the trapper, he was
drest mostly in skins, his luxuriant
beard and curls
protected his neck, he held his bride by the hand,
She had long eyelashes, her head was bare,
her coarse straight locks
descended upon
her voluptuous limbs and reach’d to her feet.
The runaway slave came to my house and
stopt outside,
I heard his motions crackling the twigs
of the woodpile,
Through the swung half-door of the kitchen
I saw him limpsy and weak,
And went where he sat on a log and led
him in and assured him,
And brought water and fill’d a tub
for his sweated body and bruis’d feet,
And gave him a room that enter’d
from my own, and gave him some
coarse clean clothes,
And remember perfectly well his revolving
eyes and his awkwardness,
And remember putting plasters on the galls
of his neck and ankles;
He staid with me a week before he was
recuperated and pass’d north,
I had him sit next me at table, my fire-lock
lean’d in the corner.
Twenty-eight young men bathe by the shore,
Twenty-eight young men and all so friendly;
Twenty-eight years of womanly life and
all so lonesome.
She owns the fine house by the rise of
the bank,
She hides handsome and richly drest aft
the blinds of the window.
Which of the young men does she like the
best?
Ah the homeliest of them is beautiful
to her.
Where are you off to, lady? for I see
you,
You splash in the water there, yet stay
stock still in your room.
Dancing and laughing along the beach came
the twenty-ninth bather,
The rest did not see her, but she saw
them and loved them.
The beards of the young men glisten’d
with wet, it ran from their long hair,
Little streams pass’d all over their
bodies.
An unseen hand also pass’d over
their bodies,
It descended tremblingly from their temples
and ribs.
The young men float on their backs, their
white bellies bulge to the
sun, they do not
ask who seizes fast to them,
They do not know who puffs and declines
with pendant and bending arch,
They do not think whom they souse with
spray.
The butcher-boy puts off his killing-clothes,
or sharpens his knife
at the stall in
the market,
I loiter enjoying his repartee and his
shuffle and break-down.
Blacksmiths with grimed and hairy chests
environ the anvil,
Each has his main-sledge, they are all
out, there is a great heat in
the fire.
From the cinder-strew’d threshold
I follow their movements,
The lithe sheer of their waists plays
even with their massive arms,
Overhand the hammers swing, overhand so
slow, overhand so sure,
They do not hasten, each man hits in his
place.
The negro holds firmly the reins of his
four horses, the block swags
underneath on
its tied-over chain,
The negro that drives the long dray of
the stone-yard, steady and
tall he stands
pois’d on one leg on the string-piece,
His blue shirt exposes his ample neck
and breast and loosens over
his hip-band,
His glance is calm and commanding, he
tosses the slouch of his hat
away from his
forehead,
The sun falls on his crispy hair and mustache,
falls on the black of
his polish’d
and perfect limbs.
I behold the picturesque giant and love
him, and I do not stop there,
I go with the team also.
In me the caresser of life wherever moving,
backward as well as
forward sluing,
To niches aside and junior bending, not
a person or object missing,
Absorbing all to myself and for this song.
Oxen that rattle the yoke and chain or
halt in the leafy shade, what
is that you express
in your eyes?
It seems to me more than all the print
I have read in my life.
My tread scares the wood-drake and wood-duck
on my distant and
day-long ramble,
They rise together, they slowly circle
around.
I believe in those wing’d purposes,
And acknowledge red, yellow, white, playing
within me,
And consider green and violet and the
tufted crown intentional,
And do not call the tortoise unworthy
because she is not something else,
And the in the woods never studied the
gamut, yet trills pretty well to me,
And the look of the bay mare shames silliness
out of me.
The wild gander leads his flock through
the cool night,
Ya-honk he says, and sounds it down to
me like an invitation,
The pert may suppose it meaningless, but
I listening close,
Find its purpose and place up there toward
the wintry sky.
The sharp-hoof’d moose of the north,
the cat on the house-sill, the
chickadee, the
prairie-dog,
The litter of the grunting sow as they
tug at her teats,
The brood of the turkey-hen and she with
her half-spread wings,
I see in them and myself the same old
law.
The press of my foot to the earth springs
a hundred affections,
They scorn the best I can do to relate
them.
I am enamour’d of growing out-doors,
Of men that live among cattle or taste
of the ocean or woods,
Of the builders and steerers of ships
and the wielders of axes and
mauls, and the
drivers of horses,
I can eat and sleep with them week in
and week out.
What is commonest, cheapest, nearest,
easiest, is Me,
Me going in for my chances, spending for
vast returns,
Adorning myself to bestow myself on the
first that will take me,
Not asking the sky to come down to my
good will,
Scattering it freely forever.
The pure contralto sings in the organ
loft,
The carpenter dresses his plank, the tongue
of his foreplane
whistles its wild
ascending lisp,
The married and unmarried children ride
home to their Thanksgiving dinner,
The pilot seizes the king-pin, he heaves
down with a strong arm,
The mate stands braced in the whale-boat,
lance and harpoon are ready,
The duck-shooter walks by silent and cautious
stretches,
The deacons are ordain’d with cross’d
hands at the altar,
The spinning-girl retreats and advances
to the hum of the big wheel,
The farmer stops by the bars as he walks
on a First-day loafe and
looks at the oats
and rye,
The lunatic is carried at last to the
asylum a confirm’d case,
(He will never sleep any more as he did
in the cot in his mother’s
bed-room;)
The jour printer with gray head and gaunt
jaws works at his case,
He turns his quid of tobacco while his
eyes blurr with the manuscript;
The malform’d limbs are tied to
the surgeon’s table,
What is removed drops horribly in a pail;
The quadroon girl is sold at the auction-stand,
the drunkard nods by
the bar-room stove,
The machinist rolls up his sleeves, the
policeman travels his beat,
the gate-keeper
marks who pass,
The young fellow drives the express-wagon,
(I love him, though I do
not know him;)
The half-breed straps on his light boots
to compete in the race,
The western turkey-shooting draws old
and young, some lean on their
rifles, some sit
on logs,
Out from the crowd steps the marksman,
takes his position, levels his piece;
The groups of newly-come immigrants cover
the wharf or levee,
As the woolly-pâtes hoe in the sugar-field,
the overseer views them
from his saddle,
The bugle calls in the ball-room, the
gentlemen run for their
partners, the
dancers bow to each other,
The youth lies awake in the cedar-roof’d
garret and harks to the
musical rain,
The Wolverine sets traps on the creek
that helps fill the Huron,
The squaw wrapt in her yellow-hemm’d
cloth is offering moccasins and
bead-bags for
sale,
The connoisseur peers along the exhibition-gallery
with half-shut
eyes bent sideways,
As the deck-hands make fast the steamboat
the plank is thrown for
the shore-going
passengers,
The young sister holds out the skein while
the elder sister winds it
off in a ball,
and stops now and then for the knots,
The one-year wife is recovering and happy
having a week ago borne
her first child,
The clean-hair’d Yankee girl works
with her sewing-machine or in the
factory or mill,
The paving-man leans on his two-handed
rammer, the reporter’s lead
flies swiftly
over the note-book, the sign-painter is lettering
with blue and
gold,
The canal boy trots on the tow-path, the
book-keeper counts at his
desk, the shoemaker
waxes his thread,
The conductor beats time for the band
and all the performers follow him,
The child is baptized, the convert is
making his first professions,
The regatta is spread on the bay, the
race is begun, (how the white
sails sparkle!)
The drover watching his drove sings out
to them that would stray,
The pedler sweats with his pack on his
back, (the purchaser higgling
about the odd
cent;)
The bride unrumples her white dress, the
minute-hand of the clock
moves slowly,
The opium-eater reclines with rigid head
and just-open’d lips,
The prostitute draggles her shawl, her
bonnet bobs on her tipsy and
pimpled neck,
The crowd laugh at her blackguard oaths,
the men jeer and wink to
each other,
(Miserable! I do not laugh at your
oaths nor jeer you;)
The President holding a cabinet council
is surrounded by the great
Secretaries,
On the piazza walk three matrons stately
and friendly with twined arms,
The crew of the fish-smack pack repeated
layers of halibut in the hold,
The Missourian crosses the plains toting
his wares and his cattle,
As the fare-collector goes through the
train he gives notice by the
jingling of loose
change,
The floor-men are laying the floor, the
tinners are tinning the
roof, the masons
are calling for mortar,
In single file each shouldering his hod
pass onward the laborers;
Seasons pursuing each other the indescribable
crowd is gather’d, it
is the fourth
of Seventh-month, (what salutes of cannon and small
arms!)
Seasons pursuing each other the plougher
ploughs, the mower mows,
and the winter-grain
falls in the ground;
Off on the lakes the pike-fisher watches
and waits by the hole in
the frozen surface,
The stumps stand thick round the clearing,
the squatter strikes deep
with his axe,
Flatboatmen make fast towards dusk near
the cotton-wood or pecan-trees,
Coon-seekers go through the regions of
the Red river or through
those drain’d
by the Tennessee, or through those of the Arkansas,
Torches shine in the dark that hangs on
the Chattahooche or Altamahaw,
Patriarchs sit at supper with sons and
grandsons and great-grandsons
around them,
In walls of adobie, in canvas tents, rest
hunters and trappers after
their day’s
sport,
The city sleeps and the country sleeps,
The living sleep for their time, the dead
sleep for their time,
The old husband sleeps by his wife and
the young husband sleeps by his wife;
And these tend inward to me, and I tend
outward to them,
And such as it is to be of these more
or less I am,
And of these one and all I weave the song
of myself.
I am of old and young, of the foolish
as much as the wise,
Regardless of others, ever regardful of
others,
Maternal as well as paternal, a child
as well as a man,
Stuff’d with the stuff that is coarse
and stuff’d with the stuff
that is fine,
One of the Nation of many nations, the
smallest the same and the
largest the same,
A Southerner soon as a Northerner, a planter
nonchalant and
hospitable down
by the Oconee I live,
A Yankee bound my own way ready for trade,
my joints the limberest
joints on earth
and the sternest joints on earth,
A Kentuckian walking the vale of the Elkhorn
in my deer-skin
leggings, a Louisianian
or Georgian,
A boatman over lakes or bays or along
coasts, a Hoosier, Badger, Buckeye;
At home on Kanadian snow-shoes or up in
the bush, or with fishermen
off Newfoundland,
At home in the fleet of ice-boats, sailing
with the rest and tacking,
At home on the hills of Vermont or in
the woods of Maine, or the
Texan ranch,
Comrade of Californians, comrade of free
North-Westerners, (loving
their big proportions,)
Comrade of raftsmen and coalmen, comrade
of all who shake hands
and welcome to
drink and meat,
A learner with the simplest, a teacher
of the thoughtfullest,
A novice beginning yet experient of myriads
of seasons,
Of every hue and caste am I, of every
rank and religion,
A farmer, mechanic, artist, gentleman,
sailor, quaker,
Prisoner, fancy-man, rowdy, lawyer, physician,
priest.
I resist any thing better than my own
diversity,
Breathe the air but leave plenty after
me,
And am not stuck up, and am in my place.
(The moth and the fish-eggs are in their
place,
The bright suns I see and the dark suns
I cannot see are in their place,
The palpable is in its place and the impalpable
is in its place.)
These are really the thoughts of all men
in all ages and lands, they
are not original
with me,
If they are not yours as much as mine
they are nothing, or next to nothing,
If they are not the riddle and the untying
of the riddle they are nothing,
If they are not just as close as they
are distant they are nothing.
This is the grass that grows wherever
the land is and the water is,
This the common air that bathes the globe.
With music strong I come, with my cornets
and my drums,
I play not marches for accepted victors
only, I play marches for
conquer’d
and slain persons.
Have you heard that it was good to gain
the day?
I also say it is good to fall, battles
are lost in the same spirit
in which they
are won.
I beat and pound for the dead,
I blow through my embouchures my
loudest and gayest for them.
Vivas to those who have fail’d!
And to those whose war-vessels sank in
the sea!
And to those themselves who sank in the
sea!
And to all generals that lost engagements,
and all overcome heroes!
And the numberless unknown heroes equal
to the greatest heroes known!
This is the meal equally set, this the
meat for natural hunger,
It is for the wicked just same as the
righteous, I make appointments
with all,
I will not have a single person slighted
or left away,
The kept-woman, sponger, thief, are hereby
invited,
The heavy-lipp’d slave is invited,
the venerealee is invited;
There shall be no difference between them
and the rest.
This is the press of a bashful hand, this
the float and odor of hair,
This the touch of my lips to yours, this
the murmur of yearning,
This the far-off depth and height reflecting
my own face,
This the thoughtful merge of myself, and
the outlet again.
Do you guess I have some intricate purpose?
Well I have, for the Fourth-month showers
have, and the mica on the
side of a rock
has.
Do you take it I would astonish?
Does the daylight astonish? does the early
redstart twittering
through the woods?
Do I astonish more than they?
This hour I tell things in confidence,
I might not tell everybody, but I will
tell you.
Who goes there? hankering, gross, mystical,
nude;
How is it I extract strength from the
beef I eat?
What is a man anyhow? what am I? what
are you?
All I mark as my own you shall offset
it with your own,
Else it were time lost listening to me.
I do not snivel that snivel the world
over,
That months are vacuums and the ground
but wallow and filth.
Whimpering and truckling fold with powders
for invalids, conformity
goes to the fourth-remov’d,
I wear my hat as I please indoors or out.
Why should I pray? why should I venerate
and be ceremonious?
Having pried through the strata, analyzed
to a hair, counsel’d with
doctors and calculated
close,
I find no sweeter fat than sticks to my
own bones.
In all people I see myself, none more
and not one a barley-corn less,
And the good or bad I say of myself I
say of them.
I know I am solid and sound,
To me the converging objects of the universe
perpetually flow,
All are written to me, and I must get
what the writing means.
I know I am deathless,
I know this orbit of mine cannot be swept
by a carpenter’s compass,
I know I shall not pass like a child’s
carlacue cut with a burnt
stick at night.
I know I am august,
I do not trouble my spirit to vindicate
itself or be understood,
I see that the elementary laws never apologize,
(I reckon I behave no prouder than the
level I plant my house by,
after all.)
I exist as I am, that is enough,
If no other in the world be aware I sit
content,
And if each and all be aware I sit content.
One world is aware and by far the largest
to me, and that is myself,
And whether I come to my own to-day or
in ten thousand or ten
million years,
I can cheerfully take it now, or with
equal cheerfulness I can wait.
My foothold is tenon’d and mortis’d
in granite,
I laugh at what you call dissolution,
And I know the amplitude of time.
I am the poet of the Body and I am the
poet of the Soul,
The pleasures of heaven are with me and
the pains of hell are with me,
The first I graft and increase upon myself,
the latter I translate
into new tongue.
I am the poet of the woman the same as
the man,
And I say it is as great to be a woman
as to be a man,
And I say there is nothing greater than
the mother of men.
I chant the chant of dilation or pride,
We have had ducking and deprecating about
enough,
I show that size is only development.
Have you outstript the rest? are you the
President?
It is a trifle, they will more than arrive
there every one, and
still pass on.
I am he that walks with the tender and
growing night,
I call to the earth and sea half-held
by the night.
Press close bare-bosom’d night press
close magnetic nourishing night!
Night of south winds night
of the large few stars!
Still nodding night mad naked
summer night.
Smile O voluptuous cool-breath’d
earth!
Earth of the slumbering and liquid trees!
Earth of departed sunset earth
of the mountains misty-topt!
Earth of the vitreous pour of the full
moon just tinged with blue!
Earth of shine and dark mottling the tide
of the river!
Earth of the limpid gray of clouds brighter
and clearer for my sake!
Far-swooping elbow’d earth rich
apple-blossom’d earth!
Smile, for your lover comes.
Prodigal, you have given me love therefore
I to you give love!
O unspeakable passionate love.
You sea! I resign myself to you also I
guess what you mean,
I behold from the beach your crooked fingers,
I believe you refuse to go back without
feeling of me,
We must have a turn together, I undress,
hurry me out of sight of the land,
Cushion me soft, rock me in billowy drowse,
Dash me with amorous wet, I can repay
you.
Sea of stretch’d ground-swells,
Sea breathing broad and convulsive breaths,
Sea of the brine of life and of unshovell’d
yet always-ready graves,
Howler and scooper of storms, capricious
and dainty sea,
I am integral with you, I too am of one
phase and of all phases.
Partaker of influx and efflux I, extoller
of hate and conciliation,
Extoller of amies and those that sleep
in each others’ arms.
I am he attesting sympathy,
(Shall I make my list of things in the
house and skip the house that
supports them?)
I am not the poet of goodness only, I
do not decline to be the poet
of wickedness
also.
What blurt is this about virtue and about
vice?
Evil propels me and reform of evil propels
me, I stand indifferent,
My gait is no fault-finder’s or
rejecter’s gait,
I moisten the roots of all that has grown.
Did you fear some scrofula out of the
unflagging pregnancy?
Did you guess the celestial laws are yet
to be work’d over and rectified?
I find one side a balance and the antipedal
side a balance,
Soft doctrine as steady help as stable
doctrine,
Thoughts and deeds of the present our
rouse and early start.
This minute that comes to me over the
past decillions,
There is no better than it and now.
What behaved well in the past or behaves
well to-day is not such wonder,
The wonder is always and always how there
can be a mean man or an infidel.
Endless unfolding of words of ages!
And mine a word of the modern, the word
En-Masse.
A word of the faith that never balks,
Here or henceforward it is all the same
to me, I accept Time absolutely.
It alone is without flaw, it alone rounds
and completes all,
That mystic baffling wonder alone completes
all.
I accept Reality and dare not question
it,
Materialism first and last imbuing.
Hurrah for positive science! long live
exact demonstration!
Fetch stonecrop mixt with cedar and branches
of lilac,
This is the lexicographer, this the chemist,
this made a grammar of
the old cartouches,
These mariners put the ship through dangerous
unknown seas.
This is the geologist, this works with
the scalper, and this is a
mathematician.
Gentlemen, to you the first honors always!
Your facts are useful, and yet they are
not my dwelling,
I but enter by them to an area of my dwelling.
Less the reminders of properties told
my words,
And more the reminders they of life untold,
and of freedom and extrication,
And make short account of neuters and
geldings, and favor men and
women fully equipt,
And beat the gong of revolt, and stop
with fugitives and them that
plot and conspire.
Walt Whitman, a kosmos, of Manhattan the
son,
Turbulent, fleshy, sensual, eating, drinking
and breeding,
No sentimentalist, no stander above men
and women or apart from them,
No more modest than immodest.
Unscrew the locks from the doors!
Unscrew the doors themselves from their
jambs!
Whoever degrades another degrades me,
And whatever is done or said returns at
last to me.
Through me the afflatus surging and surging,
through me the current
and index.
I speak the pass-word primeval, I give
the sign of democracy,
By God! I will accept nothing which
all cannot have their
counterpart of
on the same terms.
Through me many long dumb voices,
Voices of the interminable generations
of prisoners and slaves,
Voices of the diseas’d and despairing
and of thieves and dwarfs,
Voices of cycles of preparation and accretion,
And of the threads that connect the stars,
and of wombs and of the
father-stuff,
And of the rights of them the others are
down upon,
Of the deform’d, trivial, flat,
foolish, despised,
Fog in the air, beetles rolling balls
of dung.
Through me forbidden voices,
Voices of sexes and lusts, voices veil’d
and I remove the veil,
Voices indecent by me clarified and transfigur’d.
I do not press my fingers across my mouth,
I keep as delicate around the bowels as
around the head and heart,
Copulation is no more rank to me than
death is.
I believe in the flesh and the appetites,
Seeing, hearing, feeling, are miracles,
and each part and tag of me
is a miracle.
Divine am I inside and out, and I make
holy whatever I touch or am
touch’d
from,
The scent of these arm-pits aroma finer
than prayer,
This head more than churches, bibles,
and all the creeds.
If I worship one thing more than another
it shall be the spread of
my own body, or
any part of it,
Translucent mould of me it shall be you!
Shaded ledges and rests it shall be you!
Firm masculine colter it shall be you!
Whatever goes to the tilth of me it shall
be you!
You my rich blood! your milky stream pale
strippings of my life!
Breast that presses against other breasts
it shall be you!
My brain it shall be your occult convolutions!
Root of wash’d sweet-flag! timorous
pond-snipe! nest of guarded
duplicate eggs!
it shall be you!
Mix’d tussled hay of head, beard,
brawn, it shall be you!
Trickling sap of maple, fibre of manly
wheat, it shall be you!
Sun so generous it shall be you!
Vapors lighting and shading my face it
shall be you!
You sweaty brooks and dews it shall be
you!
Winds whose soft-tickling genitals rub
against me it shall be you!
Broad muscular fields, branches of live
oak, loving lounger in my
winding paths,
it shall be you!
Hands I have taken, face I have kiss’d,
mortal I have ever touch’d,
it shall be you.
I dote on myself, there is that lot of
me and all so luscious,
Each moment and whatever happens thrills
me with joy,
I cannot tell how my ankles bend, nor
whence the cause of my faintest wish,
Nor the cause of the friendship I emit,
nor the cause of the
friendship I take
again.
That I walk up my stoop, I pause to consider
if it really be,
A morning-glory at my window satisfies
me more than the metaphysics
of books.
To behold the day-break!
The little light fades the immense and
diaphanous shadows,
The air tastes good to my palate.
Hefts of the moving world at innocent
gambols silently rising
freshly exuding,
Scooting obliquely high and low.
Something I cannot see puts upward libidinous
prongs,
Seas of bright juice suffuse heaven.
The earth by the sky staid with, the daily
close of their junction,
The heav’d challenge from the east
that moment over my head,
The mocking taunt, See then whether you
shall be master!
Dazzling and tremendous how quick the
sun-rise would kill me,
If I could not now and always send sun-rise
out of me.
We also ascend dazzling and tremendous
as the sun,
We found our own O my soul in the calm
and cool of the daybreak.
My voice goes after what my eyes cannot
reach,
With the twirl of my tongue I encompass
worlds and volumes of worlds.
Speech is the twin of my vision, it is
unequal to measure itself,
It provokes me forever, it says sarcastically,
Walt you contain enough, why don’t
you let it out then?
Come now I will not be tantalized, you
conceive too much of
articulation,
Do you not know O speech how the buds
beneath you are folded?
Waiting in gloom, protected by frost,
The dirt receding before my prophetical
screams,
I underlying causes to balance them at
last,
My knowledge my live parts, it keeping
tally with the meaning of all things,
Happiness, (which whoever hears me let
him or her set out in search
of this day.)
My final merit I refuse you, I refuse
putting from me what I really am,
Encompass worlds, but never try to encompass
me,
I crowd your sleekest and best by simply
looking toward you.
Writing and talk do not prove me,
I carry the plenum of proof and every
thing else in my face,
With the hush of my lips I wholly confound
the skeptic.
Now I will do nothing but listen,
To accrue what I hear into this song,
to let sounds contribute toward it.
I hear bravuras of birds, bustle
of growing wheat, gossip of flames,
clack of sticks
cooking my meals,
I hear the sound I love, the sound of
the human voice,
I hear all sounds running together, combined,
fused or following,
Sounds of the city and sounds out of the
city, sounds of the day and night,
Talkative young ones to those that like
them, the loud laugh of
work-people at
their meals,
The angry base of disjointed friendship,
the faint tones of the sick,
The judge with hands tight to the desk,
his pallid lips pronouncing
a death-sentence,
The heave’e’yo of stevedores
unlading ships by the wharves, the
refrain of the
anchor-lifters,
The ring of alarm-bells, the cry of fire,
the whirr of swift-streaking
engines and hose-carts
with premonitory tinkles and color’d lights,
The steam-whistle, the solid roll of the
train of approaching cars,
The slow march play’d at the head
of the association marching two and two,
(They go to guard some corpse, the flag-tops
are draped with black muslin.)
I hear the violoncello, (’tis the
young man’s heart’s complaint,)
I hear the key’d cornet, it glides
quickly in through my ears,
It shakes mad-sweet pangs through my belly
and breast.
I hear the chorus, it is a grand opera,
Ah this indeed is music this
suits me.
A tenor large and fresh as the creation
fills me,
The orbic flex of his mouth is pouring
and filling me full.
I hear the train’d soprano (what
work with hers is this?)
The orchestra whirls me wider than Uranus
flies,
It wrenches such ardors from me I did
not know I possess’d them,
It sails me, I dab with bare feet, they
are lick’d by the indolent waves,
I am cut by bitter and angry hail, I lose
my breath,
Steep’d amid honey’d morphine,
my windpipe throttled in fakes of death,
At length let up again to feel the puzzle
of puzzles,
And that we call Being.
To be in any form, what is that?
(Round and round we go, all of us, and
ever come back thither,)
If nothing lay more develop’d the
quahaug in its callous shell were enough.
Mine is no callous shell,
I have instant conductors all over me
whether I pass or stop,
They seize every object and lead it harmlessly
through me.
I merely stir, press, feel with my fingers,
and am happy,
To touch my person to some one else’s
is about as much as I can stand.
Is this then a touch? quivering me to
a new identity,
Flames and ether making a rush for my
veins,
Treacherous tip of me reaching and crowding
to help them,
My flesh and blood playing out lightning
to strike what is hardly
different from
myself,
On all sides prurient provokers stiffening
my limbs,
Straining the udder of my heart for its
withheld drip,
Behaving licentious toward me, taking
no denial,
Depriving me of my best as for a purpose,
Unbuttoning my clothes, holding me by
the bare waist,
Deluding my confusion with the calm of
the sunlight and pasture-fields,
Immodestly sliding the fellow-senses away,
They bribed to swap off with touch and
go and graze at the edges of me,
No consideration, no regard for my draining
strength or my anger,
Fetching the rest of the herd around to
enjoy them a while,
Then all uniting to stand on a headland
and worry me.
The sentries desert every other part of
me,
They have left me helpless to a red marauder,
They all come to the headland to witness
and assist against me.
I am given up by traitors,
I talk wildly, I have lost my wits, I
and nobody else am the
greatest traitor,
I went myself first to the headland, my
own hands carried me there.
You villain touch! what are you doing?
my breath is tight in its throat,
Unclench your floodgates, you are too
much for me.
Blind loving wrestling touch, sheath’d
hooded sharp-tooth’d touch!
Did it make you ache so, leaving me?
Parting track’d by arriving, perpetual
payment of perpetual loan,
Rich showering rain, and recompense richer
afterward.
Sprouts take and accumulate, stand by
the curb prolific and vital,
Landscapes projected masculine, full-sized
and golden.
All truths wait in all things,
They neither hasten their own delivery
nor resist it,
They do not need the obstetric forceps
of the surgeon,
The insignificant is as big to me as any,
(What is less or more than a touch?)
Logic and sermons never convince,
The damp of the night drives deeper into
my soul.
(Only what proves itself to every man
and woman is so,
Only what nobody denies is so.)
A minute and a drop of me settle my brain,
I believe the soggy clods shall become
lovers and lamps,
And a compend of compends is the meat
of a man or woman,
And a summit and flower there is the feeling
they have for each other,
And they are to branch boundlessly out
of that lesson until it
becomes omnific,
And until one and all shall delight us,
and we them.
I believe a leaf of grass is no less than
the journey work of the stars,
And the pismire is equally perfect, and
a grain of sand, and the egg
of the wren,
And the tree-toad is a chef-d’oeuvre
for the highest,
And the running blackberry would adorn
the parlors of heaven,
And the narrowest hinge in my hand puts
to scorn all machinery,
And the cow crunching with depress’d
head surpasses any statue,
And a mouse is miracle enough to stagger
sextillions of infidels.
I find I incorporate gneiss, coal, long-threaded
moss, fruits,
grains, esculent
roots,
And am stucco’d with quadrupeds
and birds all over,
And have distanced what is behind me for
good reasons,
But call any thing back again when I desire
it.
In vain the speeding or shyness,
In vain the plutonic rocks send their
old heat against my approach,
In vain the mastodon retreats beneath
its own powder’d bones,
In vain objects stand leagues off and
assume manifold shapes,
In vain the ocean settling in hollows
and the great monsters lying low,
In vain the buzzard houses herself with
the sky,
In vain the snake slides through the creepers
and logs,
In vain the elk takes to the inner passes
of the woods,
In vain the razor-bill’d auk sails
far north to Labrador,
I follow quickly, I ascend to the nest
in the fissure of the cliff.
I think I could turn and live with animals,
they are so placid and
self-contain’d,
I stand and look at them long and long.
They do not sweat and whine about their
condition,
They do not lie awake in the dark and
weep for their sins,
They do not make me sick discussing their
duty to God,
Not one is dissatisfied, not one is demented
with the mania of
owning things,
Not one kneels to another, nor to his
kind that lived thousands of
years ago,
Not one is respectable or unhappy over
the whole earth.
So they show their relations to me and
I accept them,
They bring me tokens of myself, they evince
them plainly in their
possession.
I wonder where they get those tokens,
Did I pass that way huge times ago and
negligently drop them?
Myself moving forward then and now and
forever,
Gathering and showing more always and
with velocity,
Infinite and omnigenous, and the like
of these among them,
Not too exclusive toward the reachers
of my remembrancers,
Picking out here one that I love, and
now go with him on brotherly terms.
A gigantic beauty of a stallion, fresh
and responsive to my caresses,
Head high in the forehead, wide between
the ears,
Limbs glossy and supple, tail dusting
the ground,
Eyes full of sparkling wickedness, ears
finely cut, flexibly moving.
His nostrils dilate as my heels embrace
him,
His well-built limbs tremble with pleasure
as we race around and return.
I but use you a minute, then I resign
you, stallion,
Why do I need your paces when I myself
out-gallop them?
Even as I stand or sit passing faster
than you.
Space and Time! now I see it is true,
what I guess’d at,
What I guess’d when I loaf’d
on the grass,
What I guess’d while I lay alone
in my bed,
And again as I walk’d the beach
under the paling stars of the morning.
My ties and ballasts leave me, my elbows
rest in sea-gaps,
I skirt sierras, my palms cover continents,
I am afoot with my vision.
By the city’s quadrangular houses in
log huts, camping with lumber-men,
Along the ruts of the turnpike, along
the dry gulch and rivulet bed,
Weeding my onion-patch or hosing rows
of carrots and parsnips,
crossing savannas,
trailing in forests,
Prospecting, gold-digging, girdling the
trees of a new purchase,
Scorch’d ankle-deep by the hot sand,
hauling my boat down the
shallow river,
Where the panther walks to and fro on
a limb overhead, where the
buck turns furiously
at the hunter,
Where the rattlesnake suns his flabby
length on a rock, where the
otter is feeding
on fish,
Where the alligator in his tough pimples
sleeps by the bayou,
Where the black bear is searching for
roots or honey, where the
beaver pats the
mud with his paddle-shaped tall;
Over the growing sugar, over the yellow-flower’d
cotton plant, over
the rice in its
low moist field,
Over the sharp-peak’d farm house,
with its scallop’d scum and
slender shoots
from the gutters,
Over the western persimmon, over the long-leav’d
corn, over the
delicate blue-flower
flax,
Over the white and brown buckwheat, a
hummer and buzzer there with
the rest,
Over the dusky green of the rye as it
ripples and shades in the breeze;
Scaling mountains, pulling myself cautiously
up, holding on by low
scragged limbs,
Walking the path worn in the grass and
beat through the leaves of the brush,
Where the quail is whistling betwixt the
woods and the wheat-lot,
Where the bat flies in the Seventh-month
eve, where the great
goldbug drops
through the dark,
Where the brook puts out of the roots
of the old tree and flows to
the meadow,
Where cattle stand and shake away flies
with the tremulous
shuddering of
their hides,
Where the cheese-cloth hangs in the kitchen,
where andirons straddle
the hearth-slab,
where cobwebs fall in festoons from the rafters;
Where trip-hammers crash, where the press
is whirling its cylinders,
Wherever the human heart beats with terrible
throes under its ribs,
Where the pear-shaped balloon is floating
aloft, (floating in it
myself and looking
composedly down,)
Where the life-car is drawn on the slip-noose,
where the heat
hatches pale-green
eggs in the dented sand,
Where the she-whale swims with her calf
and never forsakes it,
Where the steam-ship trails hind-ways
its long pennant of smoke,
Where the fin of the shark cuts like a
black chip out of the water,
Where the half-burn’d brig is riding
on unknown currents,
Where shells grow to her slimy deck, where
the dead are corrupting below;
Where the dense-starr’d flag is
borne at the head of the regiments,
Approaching Manhattan up by the long-stretching
island,
Under Niagara, the cataract falling like
a veil over my countenance,
Upon a door-step, upon the horse-block
of hard wood outside,
Upon the race-course, or enjoying picnics
or jigs or a good game of
base-ball,
At he-festivals, with blackguard gibes,
ironical license,
bull-dances, drinking,
laughter,
At the cider-mill tasting the sweets of
the brown mash, sucking the
juice through
a straw,
At apple-peelings wanting kisses for all
the red fruit I find,
At musters, beach-parties, friendly bees,
huskings, house-raisings;
Where the mocking-bird sounds his delicious
gurgles, cackles,
screams, weeps,
Where the hay-rick stands in the barn-yard,
where the dry-stalks are
scatter’d,
where the brood-cow waits in the hovel,
Where the bull advances to do his masculine
work, where the stud to
the mare, where
the cock is treading the hen,
Where the heifers browse, where geese
nip their food with short jerks,
Where sun-down shadows lengthen over the
limitless and lonesome prairie,
Where herds of buffalo make a crawling
spread of the square miles
far and near,
Where the humming-bird shimmers, where
the neck of the long-lived
swan is curving
and winding,
Where the laughing-gull scoots by the
shore, where she laughs her
near-human laugh,
Where bee-hives range on a gray bench
in the garden half hid by the
high weeds,
Where band-neck’d partridges roost
in a ring on the ground with
their heads out,
Where burial coaches enter the arch’d
gates of a cemetery,
Where winter wolves bark amid wastes of
snow and icicled trees,
Where the yellow-crown’d heron comes
to the edge of the marsh at
night and feeds
upon small crabs,
Where the splash of swimmers and divers
cools the warm noon,
Where the katy-did works her chromatic
reed on the walnut-tree over
the well,
Through patches of citrons and cucumbers
with silver-wired leaves,
Through the salt-lick or orange glade,
or under conical firs,
Through the gymnasium, through the curtain’d
saloon, through the
office or public
hall;
Pleas’d with the native and pleas’d
with the foreign, pleas’d with
the new and old,
Pleas’d with the homely woman as
well as the handsome,
Pleas’d with the quakeress as she
puts off her bonnet and talks melodiously,
Pleas’d with the tune of the choir
of the whitewash’d church,
Pleas’d with the earnest words of
the sweating Methodist preacher,
impress’d
seriously at the camp-meeting;
Looking in at the shop-windows of Broadway
the whole forenoon,
flatting the flesh
of my nose on the thick plate glass,
Wandering the same afternoon with my face
turn’d up to the clouds,
or down a lane
or along the beach,
My right and left arms round the sides
of two friends, and I in the middle;
Coming home with the silent and dark-cheek’d
bush-boy, (behind me
he rides at the
drape of the day,)
Far from the settlements studying the
print of animals’ feet, or the
moccasin print,
By the cot in the hospital reaching lemonade
to a feverish patient,
Nigh the coffin’d corpse when all
is still, examining with a candle;
Voyaging to every port to dicker and adventure,
Hurrying with the modern crowd as eager
and fickle as any,
Hot toward one I hate, ready in my madness
to knife him,
Solitary at midnight in my back yard,
my thoughts gone from me a long while,
Walking the old hills of Judaea with the
beautiful gentle God by my side,
Speeding through space, speeding through
heaven and the stars,
Speeding amid the seven satellites and
the broad ring, and the
diameter of eighty
thousand miles,
Speeding with tail’d meteors, throwing
fire-balls like the rest,
Carrying the crescent child that carries
its own full mother in its belly,
Storming, enjoying, planning, loving,
cautioning,
Backing and filling, appearing and disappearing,
I tread day and night such roads.
I visit the orchards of spheres and look
at the product,
And look at quintillions ripen’d
and look at quintillions green.
I fly those flights of a fluid and swallowing
soul,
My course runs below the soundings of
plummets.
I help myself to material and immaterial,
No guard can shut me off, no law prevent
me.
I anchor my ship for a little while only,
My messengers continually cruise away
or bring their returns to me.
I go hunting polar furs and the seal,
leaping chasms with a
pike-pointed staff,
clinging to topples of brittle and blue.
I ascend to the foretruck,
I take my place late at night in the crow’s-nest,
We sail the arctic sea, it is plenty light
enough,
Through the clear atmosphere I stretch
around on the wonderful beauty,
The enormous masses of ice pass me and
I pass them, the scenery is
plain in all directions,
The white-topt mountains show in the distance,
I fling out my
fancies toward
them,
We are approaching some great battle-field
in which we are soon to
be engaged,
We pass the colossal outposts of the encampment,
we pass with still
feet and caution,
Or we are entering by the suburbs some
vast and ruin’d city,
The blocks and fallen architecture more
than all the living cities
of the globe.
I am a free companion, I bivouac by invading
watchfires,
I turn the bridegroom out of bed and stay
with the bride myself,
I tighten her all night to my thighs and
lips.
My voice is the wife’s voice, the
screech by the rail of the stairs,
They fetch my man’s body up dripping
and drown’d.
I understand the large hearts of heroes,
The courage of present times and all times,
How the skipper saw the crowded and rudderless
wreck of the
steamship, and
Death chasing it up and down the storm,
How he knuckled tight and gave not back
an inch, and was faithful of
days and faithful
of nights,
And chalk’d in large letters on
a board, Be of good cheer, we will
not desert you;
How he follow’d with them and tack’d
with them three days and
would not give
it up,
How he saved the drifting company at last,
How the lank loose-gown’d women
look’d when boated from the
side of their
prepared graves,
How the silent old-faced infants and the
lifted sick, and the
sharp-lipp’d
unshaved men;
All this I swallow, it tastes good, I
like it well, it becomes mine,
I am the man, I suffer’d, I was
there.
The disdain and calmness of martyrs,
The mother of old, condemn’d for
a witch, burnt with dry wood, her
children gazing
on,
The hounded slave that flags in the race,
leans by the fence,
blowing, cover’d
with sweat,
The twinges that sting like needles his
legs and neck, the murderous
buckshot and the
bullets,
All these I feel or am.
I am the hounded slave, I wince at the
bite of the dogs,
Hell and despair are upon me, crack and
again crack the marksmen,
I clutch the rails of the fence, my gore
dribs, thinn’d with the
ooze of my skin,
I fall on the weeds and stones,
The riders spur their unwilling horses,
haul close,
Taunt my dizzy ears and beat me violently
over the head with whip-stocks.
Agonies are one of my changes of garments,
I do not ask the wounded person how he
feels, I myself become the
wounded person,
My hurts turn livid upon me as I lean
on a cane and observe.
I am the mash’d fireman with breast-bone
broken,
Tumbling walls buried me in their debris,
Heat and smoke I inspired, I heard the
yelling shouts of my comrades,
I heard the distant click of their picks
and shovels,
They have clear’d the beams away,
they tenderly lift me forth.
I lie in the night air in my red shirt,
the pervading hush is for my sake,
Painless after all I lie exhausted but
not so unhappy,
White and beautiful are the faces around
me, the heads are bared
of their fire-caps,
The kneeling crowd fades with the light
of the torches.
Distant and dead resuscitate,
They show as the dial or move as the hands
of me, I am the clock myself.
I am an old artillerist, I tell of my
fort’s bombardment,
I am there again.
Again the long roll of the drummers,
Again the attacking cannon, mortars,
Again to my listening ears the cannon
responsive.
I take part, I see and hear the whole,
The cries, curses, roar, the plaudits
for well-aim’d shots,
The ambulanza slowly passing trailing
its red drip,
Workmen searching after damages, making
indispensable repairs,
The fall of grenades through the rent
roof, the fan-shaped explosion,
The whizz of limbs, heads, stone, wood,
iron, high in the air.
Again gurgles the mouth of my dying general,
he furiously waves
with his hand,
He gasps through the clot Mind not me mind the
entrenchments.
Now I tell what I knew in Texas in my
early youth,
(I tell not the fall of Alamo,
Not one escaped to tell the fall of Alamo,
The hundred and fifty are dumb yet at
Alamo,)
’Tis the tale of the murder in cold
blood of four hundred and twelve
young men.
Retreating they had form’d in a
hollow square with their baggage for
breastworks,
Nine hundred lives out of the surrounding
enemies, nine times their
number, was the
price they took in advance,
Their colonel was wounded and their ammunition
gone,
They treated for an honorable capitulation,
receiv’d writing and
seal, gave up
their arms and march’d back prisoners of war.
They were the glory of the race of rangers,
Matchless with horse, rifle, song, supper,
courtship,
Large, turbulent, generous, handsome,
proud, and affectionate,
Bearded, sunburnt, drest in the free costume
of hunters,
Not a single one over thirty years of
age.
The second First-day morning they were
brought out in squads and
massacred, it
was beautiful early summer,
The work commenced about five o’clock
and was over by eight.
None obey’d the command to kneel,
Some made a mad and helpless rush, some
stood stark and straight,
A few fell at once, shot in the temple
or heart, the living and dead
lay together,
The maim’d and mangled dug in the
dirt, the new-comers saw them there,
Some half-kill’d attempted to crawl
away,
These were despatch’d with bayonets
or batter’d with the blunts of muskets,
A youth not seventeen years old seiz’d
his assassin till two more
came to release
him,
The three were all torn and cover’d
with the boy’s blood.
At eleven o’clock began the burning
of the bodies;
That is the tale of the murder of the
four hundred and twelve young men.
Would you hear of an old-time sea-fight?
Would you learn who won by the light of
the moon and stars?
List to the yarn, as my grandmother’s
father the sailor told it to me.
Our foe was no skulk in his ship I tell
you, (said he,)
His was the surly English pluck, and there
is no tougher or truer,
and never was,
and never will be;
Along the lower’d eve he came horribly
raking us.
We closed with him, the yards entangled,
the cannon touch’d,
My captain lash’d fast with his
own hands.
We had receiv’d some eighteen pound
shots under the water,
On our lower-gun-deck two large pieces
had burst at the first fire,
killing all around
and blowing up overhead.
Fighting at sun-down, fighting at dark,
Ten o’clock at night, the full moon
well up, our leaks on the gain,
and five feet
of water reported,
The master-at-arms loosing the prisoners
confined in the after-hold
to give them a
chance for themselves.
The transit to and from the magazine is
now stopt by the sentinels,
They see so many strange faces they do
not know whom to trust.
Our frigate takes fire,
The other asks if we demand quarter?
If our colors are struck and the fighting
done?
Now I laugh content, for I hear the voice
of my little captain,
We have not struck, he composedly cries,
we have just begun our part
of the fighting.
Only three guns are in use,
One is directed by the captain himself
against the enemy’s main-mast,
Two well serv’d with grape and canister
silence his musketry and
clear his decks.
The tops alone second the fire of this
little battery, especially
the main-top,
They hold out bravely during the whole
of the action.
Not a moment’s cease,
The leaks gain fast on the pumps, the
fire eats toward the powder-magazine.
One of the pumps has been shot away, it
is generally thought we are sinking.
Serene stands the little captain,
He is not hurried, his voice is neither
high nor low,
His eyes give more light to us than our
battle-lanterns.
Toward twelve there in the beams of the
moon they surrender to us.
Stretch’d and still lies the midnight,
Two great hulls motionless on the breast
of the darkness,
Our vessel riddled and slowly sinking,
preparations to pass to the
one we have conquer’d,
The captain on the quarter-deck coldly
giving his orders through a
countenance white
as a sheet,
Near by the corpse of the child that serv’d
in the cabin,
The dead face of an old salt with long
white hair and carefully
curl’d whiskers,
The flames spite of all that can be done
flickering aloft and below,
The husky voices of the two or three officers
yet fit for duty,
Formless stacks of bodies and bodies by
themselves, dabs of flesh
upon the masts
and spars,
Cut of cordage, dangle of rigging, slight
shock of the soothe of waves,
Black and impassive guns, litter of powder-parcels,
strong scent,
A few large stars overhead, silent and
mournful shining,
Delicate sniffs of sea-breeze, smells
of sedgy grass and fields by
the shore, death-messages
given in charge to survivors,
The hiss of the surgeon’s knife,
the gnawing teeth of his saw,
Wheeze, cluck, swash of falling blood,
short wild scream, and long,
dull, tapering
groan,
These so, these irretrievable.
You laggards there on guard! look to your
arms!
In at the conquer’d doors they crowd!
I am possess’d!
Embody all presences outlaw’d or
suffering,
See myself in prison shaped like another
man,
And feel the dull unintermitted pain.
For me the keepers of convicts shoulder
their carbines and keep watch,
It is I let out in the morning and barr’d
at night.
Not a mutineer walks handcuff’d
to jail but I am handcuff’d to him
and walk by his
side,
(I am less the jolly one there, and more
the silent one with sweat
on my twitching
lips.)
Not a youngster is taken for larceny but
I go up too, and am tried
and sentenced.
Not a cholera patient lies at the last
gasp but I also lie at the last gasp,
My face is ash-color’d, my sinews
gnarl, away from me people retreat.
Askers embody themselves in me and I am
embodied in them,
I project my hat, sit shame-faced, and
beg.
Enough! enough! enough!
Somehow I have been stunn’d.
Stand back!
Give me a little time beyond my cuff’d
head, slumbers, dreams, gaping,
I discover myself on the verge of a usual
mistake.
That I could forget the mockers and insults!
That I could forget the trickling tears
and the blows of the
bludgeons and
hammers!
That I could look with a separate look
on my own crucifixion and
bloody crowning.
I remember now,
I resume the overstaid fraction,
The grave of rock multiplies what has
been confided to it, or to any graves,
Corpses rise, gashes heal, fastenings
roll from me.
I troop forth replenish’d with supreme
power, one of an average
unending procession,
Inland and sea-coast we go, and pass all
boundary lines,
Our swift ordinances on their way over
the whole earth,
The blossoms we wear in our hats the growth
of thousands of years.
Élèves, I salute you! come forward!
Continue your annotations, continue your
questionings.
The friendly and flowing savage, who is
he?
Is he waiting for civilization, or past
it and mastering it?
Is he some Southwesterner rais’d
out-doors? is he Kanadian?
Is he from the Mississippi country?
Iowa, Oregon, California?
The mountains? prairie-life, bush-life?
or sailor from the sea?
Wherever he goes men and women accept
and desire him,
They desire he should like them, touch
them, speak to them, stay with them.
Behavior lawless as snow-flakes, words
simple as grass, uncomb’d
head, laughter,
and naïveté,
Slow-stepping feet, common features, common
modes and emanations,
They descend in new forms from the tips
of his fingers,
They are wafted with the odor of his body
or breath, they fly out of
the glance of
his eyes.
Flaunt of the sunshine I need not your
bask lie over!
You light surfaces only, I force surfaces
and depths also.
Earth! you seem to look for something
at my hands,
Say, old top-knot, what do you want?
Man or woman, I might tell how I like
you, but cannot,
And might tell what it is in me and what
it is in you, but cannot,
And might tell that pining I have, that
pulse of my nights and days.
Behold, I do not give lectures or a little
charity,
When I give I give myself.
You there, impotent, loose in the knees,
Open your scarf’d chops till I blow
grit within you,
Spread your palms and lift the flaps of
your pockets,
I am not to be denied, I compel, I have
stores plenty and to spare,
And any thing I have I bestow.
I do not ask who you are, that is not
important to me,
You can do nothing and be nothing but
what I will infold you.
To cotton-field drudge or cleaner of privies
I lean,
On his right cheek I put the family kiss,
And in my soul I swear I never will deny
him.
On women fit for conception I start bigger
and nimbler babes.
(This day I am jetting the stuff of far
more arrogant republics.)
To any one dying, thither I speed and
twist the knob of the door.
Turn the bed-clothes toward the foot of
the bed,
Let the physician and the priest go home.
I seize the descending man and raise him
with resistless will,
O despairer, here is my neck,
By God, you shall not go down! hang your
whole weight upon me.
I dilate you with tremendous breath, I
buoy you up,
Every room of the house do I fill with
an arm’d force,
Lovers of me, bafflers of graves.
Sleep I and they keep guard
all night,
Not doubt, not decease shall dare to lay
finger upon you,
I have embraced you, and henceforth possess
you to myself,
And when you rise in the morning you will
find what I tell you is so.
I am he bringing help for the sick as
they pant on their backs,
And for strong upright men I bring yet
more needed help.
I heard what was said of the universe,
Heard it and heard it of several thousand
years;
It is middling well as far as it goes but
is that all?
Magnifying and applying come I,
Outbidding at the start the old cautious
hucksters,
Taking myself the exact dimensions of
Jehovah,
Lithographing Kronos, Zeus his son, and
Hercules his grandson,
Buying drafts of Osiris, Isis, Belus,
Brahma, Buddha,
In my portfolio placing Manito loose,
Allah on a leaf, the crucifix
engraved,
With Odin and the hideous-faced Mexitli
and every idol and image,
Taking them all for what they are worth
and not a cent more,
Admitting they were alive and did the
work of their days,
(They bore mites as for unfledg’d
birds who have now to rise and fly
and sing for themselves,)
Accepting the rough deific sketches to
fill out better in myself,
bestowing them
freely on each man and woman I see,
Discovering as much or more in a framer
framing a house,
Putting higher claims for him there with
his roll’d-up sleeves
driving the mallet
and chisel,
Not objecting to special revelations,
considering a curl of smoke or
a hair on the
back of my hand just as curious as any revelation,
Lads ahold of fire-engines and hook-and-ladder
ropes no less to me
than the gods
of the antique wars,
Minding their voices peal through the
crash of destruction,
Their brawny limbs passing safe over charr’d
laths, their white
foreheads whole
and unhurt out of the flames;
By the mechanic’s wife with her
babe at her nipple interceding for
every person born,
Three scythes at harvest whizzing in a
row from three lusty angels
with shirts bagg’d
out at their waists,
The snag-tooth’d hostler with red
hair redeeming sins past and to come,
Selling all he possesses, traveling on
foot to fee lawyers for his
brother and sit
by him while he is tried for forgery;
What was strewn in the amplest strewing
the square rod about me, and
not filling the
square rod then,
The bull and the bug never worshipp’d
half enough,
Dung and dirt more admirable than was
dream’d,
The supernatural of no account, myself
waiting my time to be one of
the suprêmes,
The day getting ready for me when I shall
do as much good as the
best, and be as
prodigious;
By my life-lumps! becoming already a creator,
Putting myself here and now to the ambush’d
womb of the shadows.
A call in the midst of the crowd,
My own voice, orotund sweeping and final.
Come my children,
Come my boys and girls, my women, household
and intimates,
Now the performer launches his nerve,
he has pass’d his prelude on
the reeds within.
Easily written loose-finger’d chords I
feel the thrum of your
climax and close.
My head slues round on my neck,
Music rolls, but not from the organ,
Folks are around me, but they are no household
of mine.
Ever the hard unsunk ground,
Ever the eaters and drinkers, ever the
upward and downward sun, ever
the air and the
ceaseless tides,
Ever myself and my neighbors, refreshing,
wicked, real,
Ever the old inexplicable query, ever
that thorn’d thumb, that
breath of itches
and thirsts,
Ever the vexer’s hoot! hoot! till
we find where the sly one hides
and bring him
forth,
Ever love, ever the sobbing liquid of
life,
Ever the bandage under the chin, ever
the trestles of death.
Here and there with dimes on the eyes
walking,
To feed the greed of the belly the brains
liberally spooning,
Tickets buying, taking, selling, but in
to the feast never once going,
Many sweating, ploughing, thrashing, and
then the chaff for payment
receiving,
A few idly owning, and they the wheat
continually claiming.
This is the city and I am one of the citizens,
Whatever interests the rest interests
me, politics, wars, markets,
newspapers, schools,
The mayor and councils, banks, tariffs,
steamships, factories,
stocks, stores,
real estate and personal estate.
The little plentiful manikins skipping
around in collars and tail’d coats
I am aware who they are, (they are positively
not worms or fleas,)
I acknowledge the duplicates of myself,
the weakest and shallowest
is deathless with
me,
What I do and say the same waits for them,
Every thought that flounders in me the
same flounders in them.
I know perfectly well my own egotism,
Know my omnivorous lines and must not
write any less,
And would fetch you whoever you are flush
with myself.
Not words of routine this song of mine,
But abruptly to question, to leap beyond
yet nearer bring;
This printed and bound book but
the printer and the
printing-office
boy?
The well-taken photographs but
your wife or friend close and solid
in your arms?
The black ship mail’d with iron,
her mighty guns in her turrets but
the pluck of the
captain and engineers?
In the houses the dishes and fare and
furniture but the host and
hostess, and the
look out of their eyes?
The sky up there yet here or
next door, or across the way?
The saints and sages in history but
you yourself?
Sermons, creeds, theology but
the fathomless human brain,
And what is reason? and what is love?
and what is life?
I do not despise you priests, all time,
the world over,
My faith is the greatest of faiths and
the least of faiths,
Enclosing worship ancient and modern and
all between ancient and modern,
Believing I shall come again upon the
earth after five thousand years,
Waiting responses from oracles, honoring
the gods, saluting the sun,
Making a fetich of the first rock or stump,
powowing with sticks in
the circle of
obis,
Helping the llama or brahmín as he
trims the lamps of the idols,
Dancing yet through the streets in a phallic
procession, rapt and
austere in the
woods a gymnosophist,
Drinking mead from the skull-cap, to Shastas
and Védas admirant,
minding the Koran,
Walking the teokallis, spotted with gore
from the stone and knife,
beating the serpent-skin
drum,
Accepting the Gospels, accepting him that
was crucified, knowing
assuredly that
he is divine,
To the mass kneeling or the puritan’s
prayer rising, or sitting
patiently in a
pew,
Ranting and frothing in my insane crisis,
or waiting dead-like till
my spirit arouses
me,
Looking forth on pavement and land, or
outside of pavement and land,
Belonging to the winders of the circuit
of circuits.
One of that centripetal and centrifugal
gang I turn and talk like
man leaving charges
before a journey.
Down-hearted doubters dull and excluded,
Frivolous, sullen, moping, angry, affected,
dishearten’d, atheistical,
I know every one of you, I know the sea
of torment, doubt, despair
and unbelief.
How the flukes splash!
How they contort rapid as lightning, with
spasms and spouts of blood!
Be at peace bloody flukes of doubters
and sullen mopers,
I take my place among you as much as among
any,
The past is the push of you, me, all,
precisely the same,
And what is yet untried and afterward
is for you, me, all, precisely
the same.
I do not know what is untried and afterward,
But I know it will in its turn prove sufficient,
and cannot fail.
Each who passes is consider’d, each
who stops is consider’d, not
single one can
it fall.
It cannot fall the young man who died
and was buried,
Nor the young woman who died and was put
by his side,
Nor the little child that peep’d
in at the door, and then drew back
and was never
seen again,
Nor the old man who has lived without
purpose, and feels it with
bitterness worse
than gall,
Nor him in the poor house tubercled by
rum and the bad disorder,
Nor the numberless slaughter’d and
wreck’d, nor the brutish koboo
call’d the
ordure of humanity,
Nor the sacs merely floating with
open mouths for food to slip in,
Nor any thing in the earth, or down in
the oldest graves of the earth,
Nor any thing in the myriads of spheres,
nor the myriads of myriads
that inhabit them,
Nor the present, nor the least wisp that
is known.
It is time to explain myself let
us stand up.
What is known I strip away,
I launch all men and women forward with
me into the Unknown.
The clock indicates the moment but
what does eternity indicate?
We have thus far exhausted trillions of
winters and summers,
There are trillions ahead, and trillions
ahead of them.
Births have brought us richness and variety,
And other births will bring us richness
and variety.
I do not call one greater and one smaller,
That which fills its period and place
is equal to any.
Were mankind murderous or jealous upon
you, my brother, my sister?
I am sorry for you, they are not murderous
or jealous upon me,
All has been gentle with me, I keep no
account with lamentation,
(What have I to do with lamentation?)
I am an acme of things accomplish’d,
and I an encloser of things to be.
My feet strike an apex of the apices of
the stairs,
On every step bunches of ages, and larger
bunches between the steps,
All below duly travel’d, and still
I mount and mount.
Rise after rise bow the phantoms behind
me,
Afar down I see the huge first Nothing,
I know I was even there,
I waited unseen and always, and slept
through the lethargic mist,
And took my time, and took no hurt from
the fetid carbon.
Long I was hugg’d close long
and long.
Immense have been the preparations for
me,
Faithful and friendly the arms that have
help’d me.
Cycles ferried my cradle, rowing and rowing
like cheerful boatmen,
For room to me stars kept aside in their
own rings,
They sent influences to look after what
was to hold me.
Before I was born out of my mother generations
guided me,
My embryo has never been torpid, nothing
could overlay it.
For it the nebula cohered to an orb,
The long slow strata piled to rest it
on,
Vast vegetables gave it sustenance,
Monstrous sauroids transported it in their
mouths and deposited it
with care.
All forces have been steadily employ’d
to complete and delight me,
Now on this spot I stand with my robust
soul.
O span of youth! ever-push’d elasticity!
O manhood, balanced, florid and full.
My lovers suffocate me,
Crowding my lips, thick in the pores of
my skin,
Jostling me through streets and public
halls, coming naked to me at night,
Crying by day, Ahoy! from the rocks of
the river, swinging and
chirping over
my head,
Calling my name from flower-beds, vines,
tangled underbrush,
Lighting on every moment of my life,
Bussing my body with soft balsamic busses,
Noiselessly passing handfuls out of their
hearts and giving them to be mine.
Old age superbly rising! O welcome,
ineffable grace of dying days!
Every condition promulges not only itself,
it promulges what grows
after and out
of itself,
And the dark hush promulges as much as
any.
I open my scuttle at night and see the
far-sprinkled systems,
And all I see multiplied as high as I
can cipher edge but the rim of
the farther systems.
Wider and wider they spread, expanding,
always expanding,
Outward and outward and forever outward.
My sun has his sun and round him obediently
wheels,
He joins with his partners a group of
superior circuit,
And greater sets follow, making specks
of the greatest inside them.
There is no stoppage and never can be
stoppage,
If I, you, and the worlds, and all beneath
or upon their surfaces,
were this moment
reduced back to a pallid float, it would
not avail the
long run,
We should surely bring up again where
we now stand,
And surely go as much farther, and then
farther and farther.
A few quadrillions of eras, a few
octillions of cubic leagues, do
not hazard the
span or make it impatient,
They are but parts, any thing is but a
part.
See ever so far, there is limitless space
outside of that,
Count ever so much, there is limitless
time around that.
My rendezvous is appointed, it is certain,
The Lord will be there and wait till I
come on perfect terms,
The great Camerado, the lover true for
whom I pine will be there.
I know I have the best of time and space,
and was never measured and
never will be
measured.
I tramp a perpetual journey, (come listen
all!)
My signs are a rain-proof coat, good shoes,
and a staff cut from the woods,
No friend of mine takes his ease in my
chair,
I have no chair, no church, no philosophy,
I lead no man to a dinner-table, library,
exchange,
But each man and each woman of you I lead
upon a knoll,
My left hand hooking you round the waist,
My right hand pointing to landscapes of
continents and the public road.
Not I, not any one else can travel that
road for you,
You must travel it for yourself.
It is not far, it is within reach,
Perhaps you have been on it since you
were born and did not know,
Perhaps it is everywhere on water and
on land.
Shoulder your duds dear son, and I will
mine, and let us hasten forth,
Wonderful cities and free nations we shall
fetch as we go.
If you tire, give me both burdens, and
rest the chuff of your hand
on my hip,
And in due time you shall repay the same
service to me,
For after we start we never lie by again.
This day before dawn I ascended a hill
and look’d at the crowded heaven,
And I said to my spirit When we become
the enfolders of those orbs,
and the pleasure
and knowledge of every thing in them, shall we
be fill’d
and satisfied then?
And my spirit said No, we but level that
lift to pass and continue beyond.
You are also asking me questions and I
hear you,
I answer that I cannot answer, you must
find out for yourself.
Sit a while dear son,
Here are biscuits to eat and here is milk
to drink,
But as soon as you sleep and renew yourself
in sweet clothes, I kiss you
with a good-by
kiss and open the gate for your egress hence.
Long enough have you dream’d contemptible
dreams,
Now I wash the gum from your eyes,
You must habit yourself to the dazzle
of the light and of every
moment of your
life.
Long have you timidly waded holding a
plank by the shore,
Now I will you to be a bold swimmer,
To jump off in the midst of the sea, rise
again, nod to me, shout,
and laughingly
dash with your hair.
I am the teacher of athletes,
He that by me spreads a wider breast than
my own proves the width of my own,
He most honors my style who learns under
it to destroy the teacher.
The boy I love, the same becomes a man
not through derived power,
but in his own
right,
Wicked rather than virtuous out of conformity
or fear,
Fond of his sweetheart, relishing well
his steak,
Unrequited love or a slight cutting him
worse than sharp steel cuts,
First-rate to ride, to fight, to hit the
bull’s eye, to sail a
skiff, to sing
a song or play on the banjo,
Preferring scars and the beard and faces
pitted with small-pox over
all latherers,
And those well-tann’d to those that
keep out of the sun.
I teach straying from me, yet who can
stray from me?
I follow you whoever you are from the
present hour,
My words itch at your ears till you understand
them.
I do not say these things for a dollar
or to fill up the time while
I wait for a boat,
(It is you talking just as much as myself,
I act as the tongue of you,
Tied in your mouth, in mine it begins
to be loosen’d.)
I swear I will never again mention love
or death inside a house,
And I swear I will never translate myself
at all, only to him or her
who privately
stays with me in the open air.
If you would understand me go to the heights
or water-shore,
The nearest gnat is an explanation, and
a drop or motion of waves key,
The maul, the oar, the hand-saw, second
my words.
No shutter’d room or school can
commune with me,
But roughs and little children better
than they.
The young mechanic is closest to me, he
knows me well,
The woodman that takes his axe and jug
with him shall take me with
him all day,
The farm-boy ploughing in the field feels
good at the sound of my voice,
In vessels that sail my words sail, I
go with fishermen and seamen
and love them.
The soldier camp’d or upon the march
is mine,
On the night ere the pending battle many
seek me, and I do not fail them,
On that solemn night (it may be their
last) those that know me seek me.
My face rubs to the hunter’s face
when he lies down alone in his blanket,
The driver thinking of me does not mind
the jolt of his wagon,
The young mother and old mother comprehend
me,
The girl and the wife rest the needle
a moment and forget where they are,
They and all would resume what I have
told them.
I have said that the soul is not more
than the body,
And I have said that the body is not more
than the soul,
And nothing, not God, is greater to one
than one’s self is,
And whoever walks a furlong without sympathy
walks to his own
funeral drest
in his shroud,
And I or you pocketless of a dime may
purchase the pick of the earth,
And to glance with an eye or show a bean
in its pod confounds the
learning of all
times,
And there is no trade or employment but
the young man following it
may become a hero,
And there is no object so soft but it
makes a hub for the wheel’d universe,
And I say to any man or woman, Let your
soul stand cool and composed
before a million
universes.
And I say to mankind, Be not curious about
God,
For I who am curious about each am not
curious about God,
(No array of terms can say how much I
am at peace about God and
about death.)
I hear and behold God in every object,
yet understand God not in the least,
Nor do I understand who there can be more
wonderful than myself.
Why should I wish to see God better than
this day?
I see something of God each hour of the
twenty-four, and each moment then,
In the faces of men and women I see God,
and in my own face in the glass,
I find letters from God dropt in the street,
and every one is sign’d
by God’s
name,
And I leave them where they are, for I
know that wheresoe’er I go,
Others will punctually come for ever and
ever.
And as to you Death, and you bitter hug
of mortality, it is idle to
try to alarm me.
To his work without flinching the accoucheur
comes,
I see the elder-hand pressing receiving
supporting,
I recline by the sills of the exquisite
flexible doors,
And mark the outlet, and mark the relief
and escape.
And as to you Corpse I think you are good
manure, but that does not
offend me,
I smell the white roses sweet-scented
and growing,
I reach to the leafy lips, I reach to
the polish’d breasts of melons.
And as to you Life I reckon you are the
leavings of many deaths,
(No doubt I have died myself ten thousand
times before.)
I hear you whispering there O stars of
heaven,
O suns O grass of graves O
perpetual transfers and promotions,
If you do not say any thing how can I
say any thing?
Of the turbid pool that lies in the autumn
forest,
Of the moon that descends the steeps of
the soughing twilight,
Toss, sparkles of day and dusk toss
on the black stems that decay
in the muck,
Toss to the moaning gibberish of the dry
limbs.
I ascend from the moon, I ascend from
the night,
I perceive that the ghastly glimmer is
noonday sunbeams reflected,
And debouch to the steady and central
from the offspring great or small.
There is that in me I do not
know what it is but I know it is in me.
Wrench’d and sweaty calm
and cool then my body becomes,
I sleep I sleep long.
I do not know it it is without
name it is a word unsaid,
It is not in any dictionary, utterance,
symbol.
Something it swings on more than the earth
I swing on,
To it the creation is the friend whose
embracing awakes me.
Perhaps I might tell more. Outlines!
I plead for my brothers and sisters.
Do you see O my brothers and sisters?
It is not chaos or death it
is form, union, plan it is eternal
life it
is Happiness.
The past and present wilt I
have fill’d them, emptied them.
And proceed to fill my next fold of the
future.
Listener up there! what have you to confide
to me?
Look in my face while I snuff the sidle
of evening,
(Talk honestly, no one else hears you,
and I stay only a minute longer.)
Do I contradict myself?
Very well then I contradict myself,
(I am large, I contain multitudes.)
I concentrate toward them that are nigh,
I wait on the door-slab.
Who has done his day’s work? who
will soonest be through with his supper?
Who wishes to walk with me?
Will you speak before I am gone? will
you prove already too late?
The spotted hawk swoops by and accuses
me, he complains of my gab
and my loitering.
I too am not a bit tamed, I too am untranslatable,
I sound my barbaric yawp over the roofs
of the world.
The last scud of day holds back for me,
It flings my likeness after the rest and
true as any on the shadow’d wilds,
It coaxes me to the vapor and the dusk.
I depart as air, I shake my white locks
at the runaway sun,
I effuse my flesh in eddies, and drift
it in lacy jags.
I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow
from the grass I love,
If you want me again look for me under
your boot-soles.
You will hardly know who I am or what
I mean,
But I shall be good health to you nevertheless,
And filter and fibre your blood.
Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged,
Missing me one place search another,
I stop somewhere waiting for you.