By Wesley Barefoot
You know a murderer preys on your household lives
with you depends on you and
you have no defence!
Death wore the seeming of a battered Chevrolet.
The child’s scream and the screech
of rubber on concrete knifed through two seconds of
time before snapping, like a celery stalk of sound,
into aching silence. The silence of limbo, called
into being for the space of a slow heartbeat.
Then the thud of running feet, the rising hubbub of
many voices.
“Give her air!”
“Keep back. Don’t try to move her.”
“Somebody call an ambulance.”
“Yeah, and somebody call a cop, too.”
“I couldn’t help it.”
It was the driver of the ramshackle Chevvie. “She
fell off the curb right in front of me. Honest
to God, it wasn’t my fault.”
“Got to report these things
right away,” said the grey-haired man beside
him. “No cause to worry if you ain’t
to blame.”
“Probably no brakes,”
said a heavily accented voice, and another spoke as
if on cue, “Probably no insurance, neither.”
“Let me through! Oh, please ”
The woman’s voice was on the edge of hysteria.
She came through the crowd like an automaton, not seeing
the people she shoved and elbowed aside.
“D.O.A.,” said the woman
heavily. Her face was no longer twisted with
shock, and she was almost pretty again. “D.O.A.
Dead on arrival, it means. Oh, Jim, I never knew
they said that.” Suddenly there were tears
in her blue eyes. There had been many tears, now.
“Take it easy, Jean, honey.”
Jim Blair hoisted his lank six feet out of the old
rocker, and crossed the room, running a nervous hand
through his cornshuck hair. She’s only thirty,
he thought, and I’m three years older.
That’s awfully young to have bred three kids
and lost them. He took her in his arms. “I
know how tough it is. It’s bad enough for
me, and probably worse for you. But at least
we’re sure they’ll never be bomb fodder.
And we still have Joanna.”
She twisted away from him, her voice
suddenly bitter. “Don’t give me that
Pollyanna stuff, Jim. ’Goody, goody, only
a broken leg. It might have been your back.’
There’s no use trying to whitewash it. Our
kids, our own kids, all gone. Dead.”
She began to sob. “I wish I were, too.”
“Jean, Jean ”
“I don’t care. I
mean it. Everything bad has happened since Joanna
came to live with us.”
“Darling, you can’t blame
the child for a series of accidents.”
“I know.” She raised
her tear-stained face. “But after all
Michael, drowned. Then Steve, falling off the
water tower. Now it’s Marian.”
Her fingers gripped his arm tightly. “Jim,
each of them was playing alone with Joanna when it
happened.”
“Accidents, just accidents,”
he said. It wasn’t like Jean, this talk.
Almost His mind shied away from the word,
and circled back. Almost paranoid. But Jean
was stable, rational, always had been. Still,
maybe a little chat with Doctor Holland would be a
good idea. Breakdowns do happen.
They both turned at the slamming of
the screen door. Then came the patter of childish
feet on the kitchen linoleum, and Joanna burst into
the room.
“Mommy, I want to play with
Marian. Why can’t I play with Marian?”
Jean put her arm around the girl’s
thin shoulder. “Darling, you won’t
be able to play with Marian for quite a
while. You mustn’t worry about it now.”
“Mommy, she looked just like
she was asleep, then they came and took her away.”
Her lips trembled. “I’m frightened,
Mommy.”
Jim looked down at the dark eyes,
misted now, the straight brown hair, and the little
snub nose with its dusting of freckles. She’s
all we have left, poor kid, and not even ours, really.
Helen’s baby.
He looked up as the battered cuckoo
clock on the mantel clicked warningly. “Time
for little girls to be in bed, Joanna. Run along
now like a good girl, and get washed.”
Even as he spoke the miniature doors flew open and
the caricature of a bird popped out, shrilly announcing
the hour. It cuckooed eight times, then bounced
back inside. Joanna watched entranced.
“Bed time, darling,” said
Jean gently. “School tomorrow, remember?
And don’t forget to brush your teeth.”
“I won’t. Goodnight,
Mommy, goodnight, Daddy.” She turned up
her face to be kissed, smiled at them, and was gone.
They listened to her footsteps on the stairs.
“Jim, I’m sorry about
the things I said.” Jean’s voice was
hesitant, a little ashamed. “It is
hard, though, you know it is Jim, aren’t
you listening? After all, you don’t have
to watch the clock now.” Her smile was
as labored as the joke.
He smiled back. “I think
I’ll take a walk, honey. Some fresh air
would do me good.”
“Jim, don’t go. I’d rather
not be alone just now.”
“Well.” He looked
at her, keeping his expression blank. “All
right, dear. How about some coffee? I could
stand another cup.” And he thought:
Tomorrow I’ll go. I’ll talk to
Holland tomorrow.
“Let me get this straight, Jim.”
Holland’s pudgy face was sober, his eyes serious.
“You started out by thinking Jean was showing
paranoid tendencies, and offhand I’m inclined
to agree with you. Overnight you changed your
mind and began thinking that maybe, just maybe, she
might be right. Honestly, don’t you suspect
your own reasons for such a quick switch?”
“Sure I do, Bob,” Blair
said worriedly. “Do you think I haven’t
beaten out my brains over it? I know the idea’s
monstrous. But just suppose there was
a branch of humanity if you could call it
human living off us unsuspected. A
branch that knows how to eliminate competition almost
by instinct.”
“Now hold on a minute, Jim.
You’ve taken Jean’s reaction to this last
death, plus a random association with a cuckoo clock,
and here you are with a perfectly wild hypothesis.
You’ve always been rational and analytical,
old man. Surely you can realize that a perfectly
normal urge to rationalize Jean’s conclusions
is making you concur with them against your better
judgment.”
“Bob ”
“I’m not through, Jim.
Just consider how fantastic the whole idea is.
Because of a series of accidents you can’t accuse
a child of planned murder. Nor can you further
hypothesize that all orphans are changelings, imbued
with an instinct to polish off their foster-siblings.”
“Not all orphans, Bob.
Not planned murder, either. Take it easy.
Just some of them. A few of them different.
Growing up. Placing their young with well-to-do
families somehow, and then dropping unobtrusively out
of the picture. And the young growing up, and
always the natural children dying off in one way or
another. The changeling inherits, and the process
is repeated, step by step. Can you say it’s
impossible? Do you know it’s impossible?”
“I wouldn’t say impossible,
Jim. But I would say that your thesis has
a remarkably low index of probability. Why don’t
others suspect, besides you?”
Jim spread his hands hopelessly.
“I don’t know. Maybe they do.
Maybe these creatures if they do exist have
some means of protection we don’t know about.”
“You need more than maybes,
Jim. What about Joanna Simmons’ mother?
According to your theories she should have been well
off. Was she?”
“No, she wasn’t,”
Jim admitted reluctantly. “She came here
and took a job with my outfit. Said she was divorced,
and had lived in New York. Then she quit to take
a position in California, and we agreed to board Joanna
until she got settled. Warrenburg was the town.
She was killed there quite horribly, in a terrible
auto accident.”
“Have you any reason for suspecting
skulduggery? Honestly, Jim? Or for labelling
her one of your human er cuckoos?”
“Only my hunch. We had
a newspaper clipping, and a letter from the coroner.
We even sent the money for her funeral. But those
things could be faked, Bob.”
“Give me some evidence that
they were faked, and I’ll be happy to
reinspect your views.” Holland levered his
avoirdupois out of his chair. “In the meantime,
relax. Take a trip if you can. Try not to
worry.”
Jim grinned humorlessly. “Mustn’t
let myself get excited, eh? Okay, Bob. But
if I get hold of any evidence that I think you might
accept, I’ll be back. The last laugh and
all that. Pending developments you take it easy,
too. Don’t let yourself get overworked.
Stay out of the sun. So long now.”
“So long, Jim.”
It was cool in the Warrenburg city
hall, though outside the streets were sizzling.
“Sorry, Mr. Blair,” said
the stout, motherly woman with the horn-rimmed glasses.
“We’ve no record of a Helen Simmons.
Nothing whatever.” She closed the file
with resolute finality.
Jim stared at her. “Are
you sure? There must be something. Mightn’t
there be a special file for accident cases? She
was here in Warrenburg. She died here.”
The woman thinned her lips, shook
her head. “If we had any information, it’d
be right where I looked. There isn’t a thing.
Have you tried her last address? Maybe they could
tell you something. We can’t.”
“I’ll try that next. Thanks a lot.”
“Sorry we couldn’t help you.”
He went out slowly.
872 Maple was a rambling frame house
dozing on a wide flower-bordered lot. There was
nothing sleepy about the diminutive woman who opened
the door to Jim’s knock. Snapping black
eyes peered at him from a maze of wrinkles. A
veined hand moved swiftly to smooth down the white
hair that framed her face.
“Looking for someone, young man?”
“Just information, Mrs. ”
“Collins, and it’s Miss.
Don’t give out information about guests.
You a bill collector?”
“No, Miss Collins. As a
matter of fact, I’m trying to check up on an
old friend I lost track of. Helen Simmons.
She lived at this address for a while.”
“Sure did. Well, come on
in. Mind you, I don’t usually do this, Mr. ”
“Blair.” Without any fanfare a bill
changed hands.
“Mr. Blair. Well, I can’t
tell you much. Try that green chair for size.
What do you want to know?”
Jim studied the toe of his right shoe.
His eyes were veiled. “I heard she was
hurt, and hard up, and I was worried. My wife
and I were friends of hers back east.”
“Hurt, hard up? Humph!
Not likely, spendin’ all her time drivin’
that English car around. Takin’ trips.
I’m not sayin’ she didn’t mind her
manners, though.”
“Did she have any close friends?”
“She was chummy with Edith Walton,
the girl that works for Doc Mendel. He’s
county coroner in his spare time. No men.
Didn’t fool around at all. I’d a
known.”
Behind Jim’s stony eyes the
pattern took clearer form, as if a mosaic approached
completion. A mosaic of carefully planned events
that totalled horror. He shivered as the outlines
of his hunch filled in. Helen what
creatures were these? Helen not dead,
not poor, carefully planting ostensible
proof of her death and going on to a new rôle, a new
life, in London or Paris or Rome. A free, untrammelled
life. And her child if child was the
word in his home, repeating the pattern.
Eliminating competition as her mother undoubtedly had
done. The competition his and Jean’s
children! Changeling, changeling No,
not that. Incubus! He shivered again.
“Rabbits on your grave, Mr. Blair?”
He looked up slowly. “Sorry.
I was just wondering. Did Miss Simmons have a
job while she was here?”
“No, she didn’t.
One thing she did do was rent a place. Used to
be Blands Hardware. Paid a month’s rent,
too. Said some friends of hers were plannin’
to open a mortuary. Seemed like a funny way for
people to do business, but then, no affair of mine.”
Funny? No, not funny at all,
but icily, eerily logical. There had to be an
undertaking parlor where he could send the funeral
expenses. He wondered if Helen had laughed when
she opened the letter. Everyone his, or her,
own undertaker. And the carefully cultivated friend
in the coroner’s office. For stationery.
He got to his feet. “Thanks
a lot, Miss Collins. You’ve been a great
deal of help.” He almost smiled as he asked,
“I don’t suppose she left a forwarding
address?”
The old head shook decisively.
“Not a thing. Just packed and left, one
Monday morning.”
All the loose ends tied up tight on
a Monday morning. Nothing to cause suspicion.
Nothing to worry about. Only a woman’s almost
paranoid hysteria, and a glance at a clock.
Not very much to unmask incubus. And
what could he do? What could he do?
Start talking and land in an institution? Well,
there was one thing.
“Thanks again, Miss Collins.”
He went out.
Swanson didn’t look like the
general conception of a small-town newspaperman.
One knew instinctively that his beard wouldn’t
have been tobacco-stained even if he’d cared
to grow one. And he didn’t have a bottle
of bourbon in the file marked Miscellaneous, or if
he did he didn’t bring it out.
“That never came from my paper,”
he said precisely. He handed the clipping back
to Jim. “We don’t use that type, for
one thing. For another, Miss Simmons, so far
as I know, wasn’t killed here or anywhere else.”
“You knew her?”
“I knew of her. I never met her.”
“What about this report of her death?”
Swanson shrugged; tented manicured
fingers. “It’s a hoax. Any job
printing shop with a Linotype could do it. In
all likelihood it was some place in San Francisco.
That’s closest. It would be very difficult
to check.” His curiosity was showing.
“I see. Well, thanks for your time and
trouble, Mr. Swanson.”
“Not at all. Sorry I couldn’t be
of more help.”
One thing to do. One thing that must be done.
Motors over the mountains. And riding with them,
the numb resolve.
Motors over the salt pans, the wheat lands, the corn
belt.
The stewardess stops again. “Coffee, sir?
A sandwich, perhaps?”
“I beg your Oh, no. No, thanks.”
She watches him covertly, uneasily, longing for the
end of the run.
Motors in the night.
And the dull determination growing, strengthening.
The airport, baggage, the ancient
taxi with the piston slap, and at last the dark, familiar
street.
“Jim, you’re back!
Oh, Jim, darling. Next time they send you west
I’m going too. I am!”
“Okay, Jean, sure. Why not?”
“What’s the matter, dear?
Oh, you’re tired, of course. I should have
known. Sit down, Jim. Let me get you a drink.”
“In a minute, Jean.” Do it now now
NOW! “Where’s Joanna?”
“She’s in bed. Hours ago. Jim,
has something ?”
“Nothing, dear. I just
want to look in on her. And freshen up a bit,
of course.”
“Jim ”
He smoothed away the worried frown with his forefinger.
“In a minute, dear.”
She smiled uncertainly. “Hurry back, Jim.”
The stairs unwind irrevocably, slow
motion in a nightmare. The bedroom door opens,
the hall light dim on the bed and the child’s
face. Incubus in the half dark.
For a moment Jim remembered wondering
somewhere, sometime, what strange powers of protection
might be implicit in such a creature. As the
thought came into his mind, Joanna stirred. She
opened her eyes and looked at him.
He took one step toward the bed.
The little girl eyes over their dusting
of freckles slitted. Then they opened wide, became
two glowing golden lakes that grew, and grew
There was the feeling of a great soundless
explosion in his mind. Waves of cool burning
in his brain, churning and bubbling in every unknown
corner, every cranny. Here and there a cell, or
a group of cells, blanked out, the complex molecules
reverting, becoming new again. Ready for fresh
punch marks. Synapses shorted with soundless cold
fire, and waited in timeless stasis for rechannelling.
The waves frothed, became ripples, were gone.
He stood unmoving.
What was it he was supposed to do?
Let’s see Tuck Joanna’s blanket
around her. But she was covered up snugly.
Sleeping soundly, too, and for a few seconds he’d
thought she was awake. And Jean was waiting downstairs,
Jean and a cool drink.
Oh, yes, stop in the bathroom.
The stairs wind up again. It
is good to be with one’s family, relaxed in
the well known chair. Not a worry in the world.
He sat there, his mind at ease, not
caring much about anything. He didn’t even
look up when the clock on the mantel whirred, and the
ridiculous bird popped out of its nest to herald a
new day.