I
Calmar Bye was a writer. That
is to say, writing was his vocation and his recreation
as well.
As yet, unfortunately, he had been
unable to find publishers; but for that deficiency
no reasonable person could hold him responsible.
He had tried them all and repeatedly.
A certain expressman now smiled when he saw the long,
slim figure approaching with a package under his arm,
which from frequent reappearances had become easily
recognizable; but as a person becomes accustomed to
a physical deformity, Calmar Bye had ceased to notice
banter.
Of but one thing in his life he was
positively certain; and that was if Nature had fashioned
him for any purpose in particular, it was to do the
very thing he was doing now. The reason for this
certainty was that he could do nothing else with even
moderate satisfaction. He had tried, frequently,
to break away, and had even succeeded for a month
at a time in an endeavor to avoid writing a word; but
inevitably there came a relapse and a more desperate
debauch in literature. Try as he might he could
not avoid the temptation. An incident, a trifle
out of the ordinary in his commonplace life, a sudden
thrill at the reading of another man’s story,
a night of insomnia, and resolution was in tatters,
and shortly thereafter Calmar Bye’s pencil would
be coursing with redoubled vigor over a sheet of virgin
paper.
To be sure, Calmar did other things
besides write. Being a normal man with a normal
appetite, he could not successfully evade the demands
of animal existence, and when his finances became
unbearably low, he would proceed to their improvement
by whatever means came first to hand. Book-keeping,
clerical work, stenography anything was
grist for his mill at such times, and for a period
he would work without rest. No better assistant
could be found anywhere until he had satisfied
his few creditors and established a small surplus of
his own. Then, presto, change! and
on the surface reappeared Bye, the long, slender,
blue-eyed, dreaming, dawdling, irresponsible writer.
Being what he was, the tenor of Calmar’s
life was markedly uneven. At times the lust to
write, the spirit of inspiration, as he would have
explained to himself in the privacy of his own study,
would come upon him strong, and for hours or days
life would be a joyous thing, his fellow-men dear
brothers of a happy family, the obvious unhappiness
and injustice about him not reality, but mere comedy
being enacted for his particular delectation.
Then at last, his work finished, would
come inevitable reaction. The product of his
hand and brain, completed, seemed inadequate and commonplace.
He would smile grimly as with dogged persistence he
started this latest child of his fancy out along the
trail so thickly bestrewn with the skeletons of elder
offspring. In measure, as badinage had previously
passed him harmlessly by, it now cut deeply.
No one in the entire town thought him a more complete
failure than he considered himself. Skies, from
being sunny, grew suddenly sodden; not a tenement
or alley but thrust obtrusively forward its tale of
misery.
“Think of me,” he confided
to his friend Bob Wilson one evening as during his
transit through a particularly dismal slough of despond
they in company were busily engaged in blazing the
trail with empty bottles; “One such as I, a
man of thirty and of good health, without a dollar
or the prospect of a dollar, an income or the prospect
of an income, a home or the prospect of a home, following
a cold scent like the one I am now on!” He snapped
his finger against the rim of his thin drinking glass
until it rang merrily.
“The idea, again, of a man such
as I, untravelled, penniless, self-educated, thinking
to compete with others who journey the world over
to secure material, and who have spent a fortune in
preparation for this particular work.”
He excitedly drained the contents of the glass.
“It’s preposterous, childlike!” he
brought the frail trifle down to the table with an
emphasis which was all but its destruction “imbecile!
I tell you I’m going to quit.
“Quit for good,” he repeated
at the expression on the other’s face.
Bob Wilson scrutinized his companion
with a critical eye.
“Waiter,” he said, speaking
over his shoulder, “waiter, kindly tax our credit
further to the extent of a couple of Havanas.”
“Yes, sah,” acknowledged the waiter.
Silence fell; but Bob’s observation of his friend
continued.
“So you are going to quit the fight?”
he commented at last.
“I am,” decidedly.
Wilson lit his cigar.
“You have completed that latest production
on which you were engaged,
I suppose?”
The writer scratched a match.
“This afternoon.”
“And sent it on?”
A nod. “Yes, on to the furnace room.”
A smile which approached a grin formed over Bob’s
big face.
“You have hope of its acceptance, I trust?”
Calmar Bye blew a cloud of smoke far
toward the ceiling, and the smile, a shade grim, was
reflected.
“More than hope,” laconically. “I
have certainty at last.”
Another pause followed and slowly
the smile vanished from the faces of both.
“Bob,” and the long Calmar
straightened in his chair, “I’ve been an
ass. It’s all apparent, too apparent, now.
I’ve tried to compete with the entire world,
and I’m too small. It’s enough for
me to work against local competition.”
He meditatively flicked the ash from his cigar with
his little finger.
“I realize that a lot of my
friends women friends particularly will
say they always knew I had no determination, wouldn’t
stay in the game until I won. They’re all
alike in this one particular, Bob; all sticklers for
the big lower jaw.
“But I don’t care.
I’ve been shooting into a covey of publishers
for twelve years and never have touched a feather.
Perseverance is a good quality, but there is such
a thing as insanity.” He stared unconsciously
at the portieres of the booth.
“Once and for all, I tell you
I’m through,” he repeated.
“What are you going at?”
queried Bob, sympathetically, a shade quizzically.
The long Calmar reached into his pocket
with deliberation.
“Read that.” He tossed a letter across
the tiny table.
Bob poised the epistle in his hand gingerly.
“South Dakota,” he commented,
as he observed the postmark. “Humph, I
can’t make out the town.”
“It’s not a town at all,
only a postoffice. Immaterial anyway,”
explained Calmar, irritably.
The round-faced man unfolded the letter
slowly and read aloud:
“My dear sir:
“Your request, coming from a stranger,
is rather unusual; but if you really mean business,
I will say this: Provided you’re willing
to take hold and stay right with me, I’ll take
you in and at the end of a half-year pay $75.00
per month. You can then put into the common
fund whatever part of your savings you wish and
have a proportionate interest in the herd. Permit
me to observe, however, that you will find your
surroundings somewhat different from those amid
which you are living at present, and I should advise
you to consider carefully before you make the change.
“Very
truly yours,
“E.
J. Douglass.”
Bob slowly folded the sheet, and tossed it back.
“In what particular portion
of that desert, if I may ask, does your new employer
reside?” There was uncertainty in the speaker’s
voice, as of one who spoke of India or the islands
of the Pacific. “Likewise pardon
my ignorance is that herd he mentions buffalo?”
Calmar imperturbably returned the letter to his pocket.
“I’m serious, Robert. Douglass is
a cattle man west of the river.”
“The river!” apostrophized
Bob. “The man juggles with mysteries.
What river, pray?”
“The Missouri, of course. Didn’t
you ever study geography?”
“I beg your pardon,” in
humble apology. “Is that,” vaguely,
“what they call the Bad Lands?”
Bye looked across at his friend, of
a mind to be indignant; then his good-nature triumphed.
“No, it’s not so bad as
that,” with a feeble attempt at a pun. He
paused to light a cigar, and absent-minded as usual,
continued in digression.
“I’ve dangled long enough,
old man; too long. I’m going to do something
now. I start to-morrow.”
Bob Wilson the skeptic, looked at
his friend again critically. Resolutions of reconstruction
he had heard before and later watched their
downfall; but this time somehow there was a new element
introduced. Perhaps, after all
“Waiter,” he called, “we’ll
trifle with another quart of extra-dry, if you please.”
“To your success,” he
added to his companion across the table, when the
waiter had returned from his mission.
II
A year passed around, as years have
a way of doing, and found Calmar Bye, the city man,
metamorphosed indeed. Bronzed, bearded, corduroy-clothed,
cigarette-smoking, for cigars fifty miles
from a railroad are a curiosity, as the
seasons are dissimilar, so was he unlike his former
inconsequent self. In his every action now was
a directness and a purpose of which he had not even
a conception in his former existence.
Very, very thin upon us all is the
veneer of civilization; very, very swift is the reversion
to the primitive when opportunity presents. Only
twelve short months and this man, end product of civilization,
doer of nothing practical, dreamer of dreams and recorder
of fancies, had become a positive force, a contributor
to the world’s food supply, a producer of meat.
What a satire, in a period of time of which the shifting
seasons could be counted upon one hand, to have vibrated
from manuscript to beef, and for the change to be seemingly
unalterable!
To be sure there had been a struggle;
a period of travail while readjustment was being established;
a desperate sense of homesickness at first view of
the undulating, grass-covered, horizon-bounded prairies;
an insatiable need of the shops, the theatres, the
telephones, the cafes, the newspapers, all of
which previously had constituted everything that made
life worth living. But these emotions had passed
away. What evolvement of civilization could equal
the beauty of a dew-scented, sun-sparkling prairie
morning, or the grandeur of a soundless, star-dotted
prairie night, wherein the very limitlessness of things,
their immensity, was a never ending source of wonder?
Verily, all changes and conditions of life have their
compensations.
Calmar Bye, the one time listless,
had learned many things in this unheard-of world.
First of all, most insistent of all,
he was impressed with the overwhelming predominance
of the physical over the mental. Later, in practical
knowledge, he grew inured to the “feel”
of a native bucking broncho and the sound of
mocking, human laughter after a stunning fall; in
direct evolution, the method of throwing a steer and
the odor of burnt hair and hide which followed the
puff of smoke where the branding iron touched ceased
to be cruel.
Last of all, highest evolvement of
all, came the absorption of revolver-lore under the
instruction of experts who made but pastime of picking
a jack-rabbit in its flight, or bringing a kite, soaring
high in air, tumbling precipitate to earth. A
wild life it was and a rough, but fascinating nevertheless
in its demonstration of the overwhelming superiority
of man, the animal, in nerve and endurance over every
other live thing on earth.
At the end of the year, with the hand
of winter again pressed firmly upon the land, it seemed
time could do no more; that the adaptation of the
exotic to his new surroundings was complete. Already
the past life seemed a thing interesting but aloof
from reality, like the fantastic exploits of a hero
of fiction, and the present, the insistently active,
vital present, the sole consideration of importance.
In the appreciation of the stoic indifference
of the then West it was a slight incident which overthrew.
One cowboy, “Slim” Rawley, had a particularly
vicious broncho, which none but he had ever been
able to control, and which in consequence, he prized
as the apple of his eye. During his temporary
absence from the ranch one day a confrere,
“Stiff” Warwick, had, in a spirit of bravado,
roped the “devil” and instituted a contest
of wills. The pony was stubborn, the man likewise,
and a battle royal followed. As a buzzard scents
carrion, other cowboys anticipated sport, and a group
soon gathered. Ere minutes had passed the blood
of the belligerents was up, and they were battling
as for life, with a dogged determination which would
have lasted upon the part of either, the man or the
beast, until death. Rough scenes and inhuman,
Bye had witnessed until blase; but nothing
before like this. The man used quirt, rowel, and
profanity like a fiend. The pony, panting, quivering,
bucking, struggling, covered with foam and streaming
with blood, shrilled with the impotent anger of a
demon. Even the impassive cowboy spectators from
chaffing lapsed into silence.
Of a sudden, loping easily over the
frost-bound prairie and following the winding trail
of a cowpath, appeared the approaching figure of a
horse and rider. It came on steadily, clear to
the gathered group, and stopped. An instant and
the newcomer understood the scene and a curse sprang
to his lips. Another instant and his own mustang
was spurred in close by the strugglers. His right
hand raised in air and bearing a heavy quirt, descended;
not upon the broncho, but far across the cursing,
devilish face of the man, its rider. Then swift
as thought and simultaneously as twin machines, the
hands of the intruder and of the struggling “buster”
went to their hips.
The spectators held their breaths;
not one stirred. Before them they saw the hands
which had gone to hips flash up and forward like pistons
from companion cylinders, and they saw two puffs of
smoke like escaping steam.
Smoothly, as a scene in a rehearsed
play, the reports mingled, the riders, scarcely ten
feet apart, tottered in their saddles, and slowly,
unconsciously resistant even in death, the two bodies
slipped to earth.
But there the unison ended. The
mustang which “Slim” Rawley rode stood
still in its tracks; but before the spectators could
rush in, the “devil” broncho, relieved
of the hand upon the curb, sprang away, and with the
“buster’s” foot caught fast in the
stirrup ran squealing, kicking, crazy mad out over
the prairie, dragging by its side the limp figure
of its unseated enemy.
Calmar Bye watched the whole spectacle
as in a dream. So swift had been the action,
so fantastic the denouement, that he could not at
first reconcile it all with reality. He went slowly
over to the prostrate “Slim” Rawley, whom
the others had laid out decently upon the ground,
half expecting him to leap up and laugh in their faces;
but the already stiffening figure with the fiendish
scowl upon its face, was convincing.
Besides, gods, the indifference
of these men to death! The party of onlookers
were already separating one division, mounted,
starting in pursuit of the escaping broncho,
along the narrow trail made by the dragged man; the
others impassively reconnoitring for spades and shovels,
were stolidly awaiting the breaking of the lock of
frost-bound earth at the hands of a big, red-shirted
cowboy with a pick!
“Here, Bye,” suggested
one toiler, “you’re an eddicated man; say
a prayer er something, can’t ye, before we plant
old ‘Slim.’ He wa’nt sech a
bad sort.”
The tenderfoot complied, and said
something he never knew just what as
the dry clods thumped dully upon the huddled figure
in the old gunny sack. What he said must have
been good, for those present resisted with difficulty
a disposition to applaud.
This labor complete, the cowboys scattered,
miles apart, each to his division of the herd, which
for better range had been distributed over a wide
territory. Bye was in charge of the home bunch,
and sat long after the others had left, upon the new-formed
mound in the ranch dooryard.
Far over the broad, rolling prairies,
as yet bare and frost-bound, the sun shone brightly.
A half-mile away he could see his own herd scattered
and grazing. The stillness after the sudden excitement
was almost unbelievable. Minutes passed by which
dragged into an hour. Over the face of the sun
a faint haze began to form and, unnoticeable to one
not prairie-trained, the air took on a sympathetic
feel, almost of dampness. A native would have
sensed a warning; but Calmar Bye, one time writer,
paid no heed. An instinct of his life, one he
had thought suppressed, a necessity imperative as
hunger, was gathering upon him strongly the
overwhelming instinct to portray the unusual.
Under its guidance, as in a maze,
he made his way into the rough, unplastered shanty.
Automatically he found a pencil and collected some
scraps of coarse wrapping paper. Already the opening
words of the tale he had to tell were in his mind,
and sitting down by the greasy pine-board table, he
began to write.
Hours passed. Over the sun the
haze thickened. The whole sky grew sodden, the
earth a corresponding grayish hue. Now and anon
puffs of wind, like sudden breaths, stirred the dull
air, and the short buffalo grass trembled in anticipation.
The puffs increased until their direction became definite,
and at last here and there big, irregular feathers
of snow drifted languidly to earth.
Within the shanty the man wrote unceasingly.
Many fragments he covered and deposited, an irregular
heap, at his right hand. At his left an adolescent
mound of cigarette stumps grew steadily larger.
A cloud of tobacco smoke over his head, driven here
and there by vagrant currents of air, gathered denser
and denser.
As the light failed, the writer unconsciously
moved the rough table nearer and nearer the window
until, blocked, it could go no farther. To one
less preoccupied the grating over the uneven floor
would have been startling. Once just outside
the door the waiting pony neighed warningly and
again. Upon the ledge beneath the window-pane
a tiny mound of snowflakes began to take form; around
the shanty the rising wind mourned dismally.
The light failed by degrees, until
the paper was scarcely visible, and, brought to consciousness,
the man rose to light a lamp. One look about
and he passed his hand over his forehead, absently.
Striding to the door, he flung it wide open.
“Hell!” he muttered in complex apostrophe.
To put on hat and top-coat was the
act of a moment. To release the tethered pony
the work of another; then swift as a great brown shadow,
out across the whitening prairie to the spot he remembered
last to have seen the herd, the delinquent urged the
willing broncho only to find emptiness;
not even the suggestion of a trail.
Back and forth, through miles and
miles of country, in semi-circles ever widening, through
a storm ever increasing and with daylight steadily
diminishing, Calmar Bye searched doggedly for the departed
herd; searched until at last even he, ignorant of the
supreme terrors of a South Dakota blizzard, dared
not remain out longer.
That he found his way back to the
ranch yard was almost a miracle. As it was, groping
at last in utter darkness, blinded by a sleet which
cut like dull knives, and buffeted by a wind like a
hurricane, more dead than alive he stumbled upon the
home shanty and opening the door drew the weary broncho
in after him. Man and beast were brothers on
such a night.
Of the hours which followed, of moaning
wind and drifting sleet, nature kindly gave him oblivion.
Dead tired, he slept. And morning, crisp, smiling,
cloudless, was about him when he awoke.
Rising, and scarcely stopping for
a lunch, the man again sallied forth upon his search,
wading through drifts blown almost firm enough to
bear the pony’s weight and alternate spots wind-swept
bare as a floor; while all about, gorgeous as multiple
rainbows, flashed mocking bright the shifting sparkle
from innumerable frost crystals.
All the morning he searched, farther
and farther away, until the country grew rougher and
he was full ten miles from home. At last, stopping
upon a small hill to reconnoitre, the searcher heard
far in the distance a sound he recognized and which
sent his cheek pale the faint dying wail
of a wounded steer. It came from a deep draw between
two low hills, one cut into a steep ravine by converged
floods and hidden by the tall surrounding weeds.
Bye knew the place well and the significance of the
sound he heard. In a cattle country, after a
sudden blizzard, it could have but one meaning, and
that the terror of all time to animals wild or domestic the
end of a stampede.
Only too soon thereafter the searcher
found his herd. Upon the brow of a hill overlooking
the ravine he stopped. Below him, bellowing,
groaning, struggling, wounded, dying, and dead a
great mass of heavy bodies, mixed indiscriminately bruised,
broken, segmented, blood-covered, horrible, lay the
observer’s trust, the wealth of his
employer, his own hope of regeneration, worse now than
worthless carrion. And the cause of it all, the
sole excuse for this delinquency, lay back there upon
a greasy table in the shanty a short scrawling
tale scribbled upon a handful of scrap paper!
III
“Yes, I’m back, Bob.”
The tall, thin Calmar Bye leaned back
in his chair and looked listlessly about the familiar
cafe, without a suggestion of emotion.
It seemed to him hardly credible that he had been away
from it all for a year and more. Nothing was
changed. Across the room the same mirrors repeated
the reflections he had observed so many times before.
Nearby were the same booths and from within them came
the same laughter and chatter and suppressed song.
Opposite the tiny table the same man with the broad,
good-natured face was making critical, smiling observation,
as of yore. As ever, the look recalled the visionary
to the present.
“Back for good, Bob,” he repeated slowly.
The speaker’s attitude was far
from being that of a conquering hero returned; the
sympathies of the easy-going Robert, ever responsive,
were roused.
“What’s the matter, old
man?” he queried tentatively. “Weren’t
you a success as a broncho-buster?”
“A success!” Calmar Bye
stroked a long, thin face with a long, thin hand.
“A success!” he repeated. “I
couldn’t have been a worse failure, Bob.”
He paused a moment, smoothing the table-cloth absently
with his finger tips.
“Success!” once more,
bitterly. “I’m not even a mediocre
at anything unless it is at what I’m doing now,
dangling and helping spend the money some one else
has worked all day to earn.” He looked his
astonished friend fair in the eyes.
“You don’t know what an
idiot, a worse than idiot, I’ve made of myself,”
and he began the story of the past year.
Monotonously, unemotionally he told
the tale, omitting nothing, adding nothing; while
about him the sounds of the restaurant, the tinkling
of glassware, the ring of silver, the familiar muffled
pop of extracted corks, played a soft accompaniment.
Occasionally Bob would make a comment or ask explanation
of something to him entirely new; but that was all
until near the end, where the delinquent
herder, coming swiftly to the brow of the hill, looked
down upon the scene in the ravine below. Then
Bob, the care-free, the pleasure-seeking, raised a
hand in swift protest.
“Don’t describe it, please,
old man,” he requested. “I’d
rather not hear.”
The speaker’s voice ceased;
over his thin features fell the light of a queer little
half-smile which, instead of declaring itself, only
provoked Bob Wilson’s curiosity. In the
silence Bye, with a hand unaccustomed to the exercise,
made the familiar gesture that brought one of the
busy attendants to his side.
“And the story you wrote ?”
suggested Wilson while they waited.
For answer Calmar Bye drew an envelope
from his pocket and tossed it across the table to
his friend. Wilson first noted that it bore the
return address of one of the country’s foremost
magazines; he then unfolded the letter and read aloud:
“Dear Mr. Bye:
“The receipt of your two stories,
‘Storm and Stampede’ and ’The
Lonely Grave,’ has settled a troublesome
question for us,
namely: What has become of Mr. Calmar
Bye?
“No doubt you will recall that our
criticisms of the material which you have submitted
from time to time in the past, were directed chiefly
against faults arising out of your unfamiliarity
with your subjects. The present manuscripts bear
the best testimony that you have been gathering your
material at first hand. We have the feeling,
as we read, that every sentence flows straight from
the heart.
“Now we want just such vivid, gripping,
red-blooded cross-sections of life as these, your
two latest accomplishments; in fact, we can’t
get enough of them. Therefore, instead of making
you a cash offer for these two stories, we suggest
that you first call at our office at your earliest
convenience. If agreeable, we should like to
arrange for a series of Western stories and articles,
the evolving of which should keep you engaged for
some time to come.
“Cordially,
“------”
The hands of the two friends clasped
across the table. No word disturbed the silence
until the forgotten waiter broke in impatiently:
“Yo’ o’der, sahs?”
“Champagne” this
time it was Calmar Bye who gave it “a
quart. And be lively about it, too.”
“Well, well!” Bob Wilson’s
admiration burst forth. “It is worth a
whole herd of steers.”