CHAPTER I
One afternoon that spring Claude was
sitting on the long flight of granite steps that leads
up to the State House in Denver. He had been
looking at the collection of Cliff Dweller remains
in the Capitol, and when he came out into the sunlight
the faint smell of fresh-cut grass struck his nostrils
and persuaded him to linger. The gardeners were
giving the grounds their first light mowing.
All the lawns on the hill were bright with daffodils
and hyacinths. A sweet, warm wind blew over the
grass, drying the waterdrops. There had been
showers in the afternoon, and the sky was still a
tender, rainy blue, where it showed through the masses
of swiftly moving clouds.
Claude had been away from home for
nearly a month. His father had sent him out to
see Ralph and the new ranch, and from there he went
on to Colorado Springs and Trinidad. He had enjoyed
travelling, but now that he was back in Denver he had
that feeling of loneliness which often overtakes country
boys in a city; the feeling of being unrelated to
anything, of not mattering to anybody. He had
wandered about Colorado Springs wishing he knew some
of the people who were going in and out of the houses;
wishing that he could talk to some of those pretty
girls he saw driving their own cars about the streets,
if only to say a few words. One morning when
he was walking out in the hills a girl passed him,
then slowed her car to ask if she could give him a
lift. Claude would have said that she was just
the sort who would never stop to pick him up, yet
she did, and she talked to him pleasantly all the
way back to town. It was only twenty minutes
or so, but it was worth everything else that happened
on his trip. When she asked him where she should
put him down, he said at the Antlers, and blushed
so furiously that she must have known at once he wasn’t
staying there.
He wondered this afternoon how many
discouraged young men had sat here on the State House
steps and watched the sun go down behind the mountains.
Every one was always saying it was a fine thing to
be young; but it was a painful thing, too. He
didn’t believe older people were ever so wretched.
Over there, in the golden light, the mass of mountains
was splitting up into four distinct ranges, and as
the sun dropped lower the peaks emerged in perspective,
one behind the other. It was a lonely splendour
that only made the ache in his breast the stronger.
What was the matter with him, he asked himself entreatingly.
He must answer that question before he went home again.
The statue of Kit Carson on horseback,
down in the Square, pointed Westward; but there was
no West, in that sense, any more. There was still
South America; perhaps he could find something below
the Isthmus. Here the sky was like a lid shut
down over the world; his mother could see saints and
martyrs behind it.
Well, in time he would get over all
this, he supposed. Even his father had been restless
as a young man, and had run away into a new country.
It was a storm that died down at last, but
what a pity not to do anything with it! A waste
of power for it was a kind of power; he
sprang to his feet and stood frowning against the
ruddy light, so deep in his struggling thoughts that
he did not notice a man, mounting from the lower terraces,
who stopped to look at him.
The stranger scrutinized Claude with
interest. He saw a young man standing bareheaded
on the long flight of steps, his fists clenched in
an attitude of arrested action, his sandy
hair, his tanned face, his tense figure copper-coloured
in the oblique rays. Claude would have been astonished
if he could have known how he seemed to this stranger.
CHAPTER II
The next morning Claude stepped off
the train at Frankfort and had his breakfast at the
station before the town was awake. His family
were not expecting him, so he thought he would walk
home and stop at the mill to see Enid Royce.
After all, old friends were best.
He left town by the low road that
wound along the creek. The willows were all out
in new yellow leaves, and the sticky cotton-wood buds
were on the point of bursting. Birds were calling
everywhere, and now and then, through the studded willow
wands, flashed the dazzling wing of a cardinal.
All over the dusty, tan-coloured wheatfields
there was a tender mist of green, millions
of little fingers reaching up and waving lightly in
the sun. To the north and south Claude could see
the corn-planters, moving in straight lines over the
brown acres where the earth had been harrowed so fine
that it blew off in clouds of dust to the roadside.
When a gust of wind rose, gay little twisters came
across the open fields, corkscrews of powdered earth
that whirled through the air and suddenly fell again.
It seemed as if there were a lark on every fence post,
singing for everything that was dumb; for the great
ploughed lands, and the heavy horses in the rows,
and the men guiding the horses.
Along the roadsides, from under the
dead weeds and wisps of dried bluestem, the dandelions
thrust up their clean, bright faces. If Claude
happened to step on one, the acrid smell made him think
of Mahailey, who had probably been out this very morning,
gouging the sod with her broken butcher knife and
stuffing dandelion greens into her apron. She
always went for greens with an air of secrecy, very
early, and sneaked along the roadsides stooping close
to the ground, as if she might be detected and driven
away, or as if the dandelions were wild things and
had to be caught sleeping.
Claude was thinking, as he walked,
of how he used to like to come to mill with his father.
The whole process of milling was mysterious to him
then; and the mill house and the miller’s wife
were mysterious; even Enid was, a little until
he got her down in the bright sun among the cat-tails.
They used to play in the bins of clean wheat, watch
the flour coming out of the hopper and get themselves
covered with white dust.
Best of all he liked going in where
the water-wheel hung dripping in its dark cave, and
quivering streaks of sunlight came in through the
cracks to play on the green slime and the spotted
jewel-weed growing in the shale. The mill was
a place of sharp contrasts; bright sun and deep shade,
roaring sound and heavy, dripping silence. He
remembered how astonished he was one day, when he
found Mr. Royce in gloves and goggles, cleaning the
millstones, and discovered what harmless looking things
they were. The miller picked away at them with
a sharp hammer until the sparks flew, and Claude still
had on his hand a blue spot where a chip of flint
went under the skin when he got too near.
Jason Royce must have kept his mill
going out of sentiment, for there was not much money
in it now. But milling had been his first business,
and he had not found many things in life to be sentimental
about. Sometimes one still came upon him in dusty
miller’s clothes, giving his man a day off.
He had long ago ceased to depend on the risings and
fallings of Lovely Creek for his power, and had put
in a gasoline engine. The old dam now lay “like
a holler tooth,” as one of his men said, grown
up with weeds and willow-brush.
Mr. Royce’s family affairs had
never gone as well as his business. He had not
been blessed with a son, and out of five daughters
he had succeeded in bringing up only two. People
thought the mill house damp and unwholesome. Until
he built a tenant’s cottage and got a married
man to take charge of the mill, Mr. Royce was never
able to keep his millers long. They complained
of the gloom of the house, and said they could not
get enough to eat. Mrs. Royce went every summer
to a vegetarian sanatorium in Michigan, where she
learned to live on nuts and toasted cereals.
She gave her family nourishment, to be sure, but there
was never during the day a meal that a man could look
forward to with pleasure, or sit down to with satisfaction.
Mr. Royce usually dined at the hotel in town.
Nevertheless, his wife was distinguished for certain
brilliant culinary accomplishments. Her bread
was faultless. When a church supper was toward,
she was always called upon for her wonderful mayonnaise
dressing, or her angel-food cake, sure
to be the lightest and spongiest in any assemblage
of cakes.
A deep preoccupation about her health
made Mrs. Royce like a woman who has a hidden grief,
or is preyed upon by a consuming regret. It wrapped
her in a kind of insensibility. She lived differently
from other people, and that fact made her distrustful
and reserved. Only when she was at the sanatorium,
under the care of her idolized doctors, did she feel
that she was understood and surrounded by sympathy.
Her distrust had communicated itself
to her daughters and in countless little ways had
coloured their feelings about life. They grew
up under the shadow of being “different,”
and formed no close friendships. Gladys Farmer
was the only Frankfort girl who had ever gone much
to the mill house. Nobody was surprised when
Caroline Royce, the older daughter, went out to China
to be a missionary, or that her mother let her go
without a protest. The Royce women were strange,
anyhow, people said; with Carrie gone, they hoped
Enid would grow up to be more like other folk.
She dressed well, came to town often in her car, and
was always ready to work for the church or the public
library.
Besides, in Frankfort, Enid was thought
very pretty, in itself a humanizing attribute.
She was slender, with a small, well-shaped head, a
smooth, pale skin, and large, dark, opaque eyes with
heavy lashes. The long line from the lobe of her
ear to the tip of her chin gave her face a certain
rigidity, but to the old ladies, who are the best
critics in such matters, this meant firmness and dignity.
She moved quickly and gracefully, just brushing things
rather than touching them, so that there was a suggestion
of flight about her slim figure, of gliding away from
her surroundings. When the Sunday School gave
tableaux vivants, Enid was chosen for Nydia, the blind
girl of Pompeii, and for the martyr in “Christ
or Diana.” The pallor of her skin, the
submissive inclination of her forehead, and her dark,
unchanging eyes, made one think of something “early
Christian.”
On this May morning when Claude Wheeler
came striding up the mill road, Enid was in the yard,
standing by a trellis for vines built near the fence,
out from under the heavy shade of the trees. She
was raking the earth that had been spaded up the day
before, and making furrows in which to drop seeds.
From the turn of the road, by the knotty old willows,
Claude saw her pink starched dress and little white
sun-bonnet. He hurried forward.
“Hello, are you farming?”
he called as he came up to the fence.
Enid, who was bending over at that
moment, rose quickly, but without a start. “Why,
Claude! I thought you were out West somewhere.
This is a surprise!” She brushed the earth from
her hands and gave him her limp white fingers.
Her arms, bare below the elbow, were thin, and looked
cold, as if she had put on a summer dress too early.
“I just got back this morning.
I’m walking out home. What are you planting?”
“Sweet peas.”
“You always have the finest
ones in the country. When I see a bunch of yours
at church or anywhere, I always know them.”
“Yes, I’m quite successful
with my sweet peas,” she admitted. “The
ground is rich down here, and they get plenty of sun.”
“It isn’t only your sweet
peas. Nobody else has such lilacs or rambler
roses, and I expect you have the only wistaria vine
in Frankfort county.”
“Mother planted that a long
while ago, when she first moved here. She is
very partial to wistaria. I’m afraid we’ll
lose it, one of these hard winters.”
“Oh, that would be a shame!
Take good care of it. You must put in a lot of
time looking after these things, anyway.”
He spoke admiringly.
Enid leaned against the fence and
pushed back her little bonnet. “Perhaps
I take more interest in flowers than I do in people.
I often envy you, Claude; you have so many interests.”
He coloured. “I? Good
gracious, I don’t have many! I’m an
awfully discontented sort of fellow. I didn’t
care about going to school until I had to stop, and
then I was sore because I couldn’t go back.
I guess I’ve been sulking about it all winter.”
She looked at him with quiet astonishment.
“I don’t see why you should be discontented;
you’re so free.”
“Well, aren’t you free, too?”
“Not to do what I want to.
The only thing I really want to do is to go out to
China and help Carrie in her work. Mother thinks
I’m not strong enough. But Carrie was never
very strong here. She is better in China, and
I think I might be.”
Claude felt concern. He had not
seen Enid since the sleigh-ride, when she had been
gayer than usual. Now she seemed sunk in lassitude.
“You must get over such notions, Enid. You
don’t want to go wandering off alone like that.
It makes people queer. Isn’t there plenty
of missionary work to be done right here?”
She sighed. “That’s
what everybody says. But we all of us have a
chance, if we’ll take it. Out there they
haven’t. It’s terrible to think of
all those millions that live and die in darkness.”
Claude glanced up at the sombre mill
house, hidden in cedars, then off at the
bright, dusty fields. He felt as if he were a
little to blame for Enid’s melancholy. He
hadn’t been very neighbourly this last year.
“People can live in darkness here, too, unless
they fight it. Look at me. I told you I’ve
been moping all winter. We all feel friendly
enough, but we go plodding on and never get together.
You and I are old friends, and yet we hardly ever
see each other. Mother says you’ve been
promising for two years to run up and have a visit
with her. Why don’t you come? It would
please her.”
“Then I will. I’ve
always been fond of your mother.” She paused
a moment, absently twisting the strings of her bonnet,
then twitched it from her head with a quick movement
and looked at him squarely in the bright light.
“Claude, you haven’t really become a free-thinker,
have you?”
He laughed outright. “Why,
what made you think I had?”
“Everybody knows Ernest Havel
is, and people say you and he read that kind of books
together.”
“Has that got anything to do
with our being friends?”
“Yes, it has. I couldn’t
feel the same confidence in you. I’ve worried
about it a good deal.”
“Well, you just cut it out.
For one thing, I’m not worth it,” he said
quickly.
“Oh, yes, you are! If worrying
would do any good ” she shook her
head at him reproachfully.
Claude took hold of the fence pickets
between them with both hands. “It will
do good! Didn’t I tell you there was missionary
work to be done right here? Is that why you’ve
been so stand-offish with me the last few years, because
you thought I was an atheist?”
“I never, you know, liked Ernest
Havel,” she murmured.
When Claude left the mill and started
homeward he felt that he had found something which
would help him through the summer. How fortunate
he had been to come upon Enid alone and talk to her
without interruption, without once seeing
Mrs. Royce’s face, always masked in powder,
peering at him from behind a drawn blind. Mrs.
Royce had always looked old, even long ago when she
used to come into church with her little girls, a
tiny woman in tiny high-heeled shoes and a big hat
with nodding plumes, her black dress covered with
bugles and jet that glittered and rattled and made
her seem hard on the outside, like an insect.
Yes, he must see to it that Enid went
about and saw more of other people. She was too
much with her mother, and with her own thoughts.
Flowers and foreign missions her garden
and the great kingdom of China; there was something
unusual and touching about her preoccupations.
Something quite charming, too. Women ought to
be religious; faith was the natural fragrance of their
minds. The more incredible the things they believed,
the more lovely was the act of belief. To him
the story of “Paradise Lost” was as mythical
as the “Odyssey”; yet when his mother read
it aloud to him, it was not only beautiful but true.
A woman who didn’t have holy thoughts about
mysterious things far away would be prosaic and commonplace,
like a man.
CHAPTER III
During the next few weeks Claude often
ran his car down to the mill house on a pleasant evening
and coaxed Enid to go into Frankfort with him and
sit through a moving picture show, or to drive to
a neighbouring town. The advantage of this form
of companionship was that it did not put too great
a strain upon one’s conversational powers.
Enid could be admirably silent, and she was never
embarrassed by either silence or speech. She was
cool and sure of herself under any circumstances, and
that was one reason why she drove a car so well, much
better than Claude, indeed.
One Sunday, when they met after church,
she told Claude that she wanted to go to Hastings
to do some shopping, and they arranged that he should
take her on Tuesday in his father’s big car.
The town was about seventy miles to the northeast
and, from Frankfort, it was an inconvenient trip by
rail.
On Tuesday morning Claude reached
the mill house just as the sun was rising over the
damp fields. Enid was on the front porch waiting
for him, wearing a blanket coat over her spring suit.
She ran down to the gate and slipped into the seat
beside him.
“Good morning, Claude.
Nobody else is up. It’s going to be a glorious
day, isn’t it?”
“Splendid. A little warm
for this time of year. You won’t need that
coat long.”
For the first hour they found the
roads empty. All the fields were grey with dew,
and the early sunlight burned over everything with
the transparent brightness of a fire that has just
been kindled. As the machine noiselessly wound
off the miles, the sky grew deeper and bluer, and
the flowers along the roadside opened in the wet grass.
There were men and horses abroad on every hill now.
Soon they began to pass children on the way to school,
who stopped and waved their bright dinner pails at
the two travellers. By ten o’clock they
were in Hastings.
While Enid was shopping, Claude bought
some white shoes and duck trousers. He felt more
interest than usual in his summer clothes. They
met at the hotel for lunch, both very hungry and both
satisfied with their morning’s work. Seated
in the dining room, with Enid opposite him, Claude
thought they did not look at all like a country boy
and girl come to town, but like experienced people
touring in their car.
“Will you make a call with me
after dinner?” she asked while they were waiting
for their dessert.
“Is it any one I know?”
“Certainly. Brother Weldon
is in town. His meetings are over, and I was
afraid he might be gone, but he is staying on a few
days with Mrs. Gleason. I brought some of Carrie’s
letters along for him to read.”
Claude made a wry face. “He
won’t be delighted to see me. We never
got on well at school. He’s a regular muff
of a teacher, if you want to know,” he added
resolutely.
Enid studied him judicially.
“I’m surprised to hear that; he’s
such a good speaker. You’d better come along.
It’s so foolish to have a coolness with your
old teachers.”
An hour later the Reverend Arthur
Weldon received the two young people in Mrs. Gleason’s
half-darkened parlour, where he seemed quite as much
at home as that lady herself. The hostess, after
chatting cordially with the visitors for a few moments,
excused herself to go to a P. E. O. meeting.
Every one rose at her departure, and Mr. Weldon approached
Enid, took her hand, and stood looking at her with
his head inclined and his oblique smile. “This
is an unexpected pleasure, to see you again, Miss
Enid. And you, too, Claude,” turning a little
toward the latter. “You’ve come up
from Frankfort together this beautiful day?”
His tone seemed to say, “How lovely for you!”
He directed most of his remarks to
Enid and, as always, avoided looking at Claude except
when he definitely addressed him.
“You are farming this year,
Claude? I presume that is a great satisfaction
to your father. And Mrs. Wheeler is quite well?”
Mr. Weldon certainly bore no malice,
but he always pronounced Claude’s name exactly
like the word “Clod,” which annoyed him.
To be sure, Enid pronounced his name in the same way,
but either Claude did not notice this, or did not
mind it from her. He sank into a deep, dark sofa,
and sat with his driving cap on his knee while Brother
Weldon drew a chair up to the one open window of the
dusky room and began to read Carrie Royce’s letters.
Without being asked to do so, he read them aloud,
and stopped to comment from time to time. Claude
observed with disappointment that Enid drank in all
his platitudes just as Mrs. Wheeler did. He had
never looked at Weldon so long before. The light
fell full on the young man’s pear-shaped head
and his thin, rippled hair. What in the world
could sensible women like his mother and Enid Royce
find to admire in this purring, white-necktied fellow?
Enid’s dark eyes rested upon him with an expression
of profound respect. She both looked at him and
spoke to him with more feeling than she ever showed
toward Claude.
“You see, Brother Weldon,”
she said earnestly, “I am not naturally much
drawn to people. I find it hard to take the proper
interest in the church work at home. It seems
as if I had always been holding myself in reserve
for the foreign field, by not making personal
ties, I mean. If Gladys Farmer went to China,
everybody would miss her. She could never be replaced
in the High School. She has the kind of magnetism
that draws people to her. But I have always been
keeping myself free to do what Carrie is doing.
There I know I could be of use.”
Claude saw it was not easy for Enid
to talk like this. Her face looked troubled,
and her dark eyebrows came together in a sharp angle
as she tried to tell the young preacher exactly what
was going on in her mind. He listened with his
habitual, smiling attention, smoothing the paper of
the folded letter pages and murmuring, “Yes,
I understand. Indeed, Miss Enid?”
When she pressed him for advice, he
said it was not always easy to know in what field
one could be most useful; perhaps this very restraint
was giving her some spiritual discipline that she
particularly needed. He was careful not to commit
himself, not to advise anything unconditionally, except
prayer.
“I believe that all things are
made clear to us in prayer, Miss Enid.”
Enid clasped her hands; her perplexity
made her features look sharper. “But it
is when I pray that I feel this call the strongest.
It seems as if a finger were pointing me over there.
Sometimes when I ask for guidance in little things,
I get none, and only get the feeling that my work
lies far away, and that for it, strength would be
given me. Until I take that road, Christ withholds
himself.”
Mr. Weldon answered her in a tone
of relief, as if something obscure had been made clear.
“If that is the case, Miss Enid, I think we
need have no anxiety. If the call recurs to you
in prayer, and it is your Saviour’s will, then
we can be sure that the way and the means will be
revealed. A passage from one of the Prophets
occurs to me at this moment; ’And behold a way
shall be opened up before thy feet; walk thou in it.’
We might say that this promise was originally meant
for Enid Royce! I believe God likes us to appropriate
passages of His word personally.” This
last remark was made playfully, as if it were a kind
of Christian Endeavour jest. He rose and handed
Enid back the letters. Clearly, the interview
was over.
As Enid drew on her gloves she told
him that it had been a great help to talk to him,
and that he always seemed to give her what she needed.
Claude wondered what it was. He hadn’t seen
Weldon do anything but retreat before her eager questions.
He, an “atheist,” could have given her
stronger reinforcement.
Claude’s car stood under the
maple trees in front of Mrs. Gleason’s house.
Before they got into it, he called Enid’s attention
to a mass of thunderheads in the west.
“That looks to me like a storm.
It might be a wise thing to stay at the hotel tonight.”
“Oh, no! I don’t
want to do that. I haven’t come prepared.”
He reminded her that it wouldn’t
be impossible to buy whatever she might need for the
night.
“I don’t like to stay
in a strange place without my own things,” she
said decidedly.
“I’m afraid we’ll
be going straight into it. We may be in for something
pretty rough, but it’s as you say.”
He still hesitated, with his hand on the door.
“I think we’d better try
it,” she said with quiet determination.
Claude had not yet learned that Enid always opposed
the unexpected, and could not bear to have her plans
changed by people or circumstances.
For an hour he drove at his best speed,
watching the clouds anxiously. The table-land,
from horizon to horizon, was glowing in sunlight,
and the sky itself seemed only the more brilliant
for the mass of purple vapours rolling in the west,
with bright edges, like new-cut lead. He had
made fifty odd miles when the air suddenly grew cold,
and in ten minutes the whole shining sky was blotted
out. He sprang to the ground and began to jack
up his wheels. As soon as a wheel left the earth,
Enid adjusted the chain. Claude told her he had
never got the chains on so quickly before. He
covered the packages in the back seat with an oilcloth
and drove forward to meet the storm.
The rain swept over them in waves,
seemed to rise from the sod as well as to fall from
the clouds. They made another five miles, ploughing
through puddles and sliding over liquefied roads.
Suddenly the heavy car, chains and all, bounded up
a two-foot bank, shot over the sod a dozen yards before
the brake caught it, then swung a half-circle and
stood still. Enid sat calm and motionless.
Claude drew a long breath. “If
that had happened on a culvert, we’d be in the
ditch with the car on top of us. I simply can’t
control the thing. The whole top soil is loose,
and there’s nothing to hold to. That’s
Tommy Rice’s place over there. We’d
better get him to take us in for the night.”
“But that would be worse than
the hotel,” Enid objected. “They
are not very clean people, and there are a lot of children.”
“Better be crowded than dead,”
he murmured. “From here on, it would be
a matter of luck. We might land anywhere.”
“We are only about ten miles
from your place. I can stay with your mother
tonight.”
“It’s too dangerous, Enid.
I don’t like the responsibility. Your father
would blame me for taking such a chance.”
“I know, it’s on my account
you’re nervous.” Enid spoke reasonably
enough. “Do you mind letting me drive for
awhile? There are only three bad hills left,
and I think I can slide down them sideways; I’ve
often tried it.”
Claude got out and let her slip into
his seat, but after she took the wheel he put his
hand on her arm. “Don’t do anything
so foolish,” he pleaded.
Enid smiled and shook her head.
She was amiable, but inflexible.
He folded his arms. “Go on.”
He was chafed by her stubbornness,
but he had to admire her resourcefulness in handling
the car. At the bottom of one of the worst hills
was a new cement culvert, overlaid with liquid mud,
where there was nothing for the chains to grip.
The car slid to the edge of the culvert and stopped
on the very brink. While they were ploughing
up the other side of the hill, Enid remarked; “It’s
a good thing your starter works well; a little jar
would have thrown us over.”
They pulled up at the Wheeler farm
just before dark, and Mrs. Wheeler came running out
to meet them with a rubber coat over her head.
“You poor drowned children!”
she cried, taking Enid in her arms. “How
did you ever get home? I so hoped you had stayed
in Hastings.”
“It was Enid who got us home,”
Claude told her. “She’s a dreadfully
foolhardy girl, and somebody ought to shake her, but
she’s a fine driver.”
Enid laughed as she brushed a wet
lock back from her forehead. “You were
right, of course; the sensible thing would have been
to turn in at the Rice place; only I didn’t
want to.”
Later in the evening Claude was glad
they hadn’t. It was pleasant to be at home
and to see Enid at the supper table, sitting on his
father’s right and wearing one of his mother’s
new grey house-dresses. They would have had a
dismal time at the Rices’, with no beds to sleep
in except such as were already occupied by Rice children.
Enid had never slept in his mother’s guest room
before, and it pleased him to think how comfortable
she would be there.
At an early hour Mrs. Wheeler took
a candle to light her guest to bed; Enid passed near
Claude’s chair as she was leaving the room.
“Have you forgiven me?” she asked teasingly.
“What made you so pig-headed?
Did you want to frighten me? or to show me how well
you could drive?”
“Neither. I wanted to get home. Good-night.”
Claude settled back in his chair and
shaded his eyes. She did feel that this was home,
then. She had not been afraid of his father’s
jokes, or disconcerted by Mahailey’s knowing
grin. Her ease in the household gave him unaccountable
pleasure. He picked up a book, but did not read.
It was lying open on his knee when his mother came
back half an hour later.
“Move quietly when you go upstairs,
Claude. She is so tired that she may be asleep
already.”
He took off his shoes and made his
ascent with the utmost caution.
CHAPTER IV
Ernest Havel was cultivating his bright,
glistening young cornfield one summer morning, whistling
to himself an old German song which was somehow connected
with a picture that rose in his memory. It was
a picture of the earliest ploughing he could remember.
He saw a half-circle of green hills,
with snow still lingering in the clefts of the higher
ridges; behind the hills rose a wall of sharp mountains,
covered with dark pine forests. In the meadows
at the foot of that sweep of hills there was a winding
creek, with polled willows in their first yellow-green,
and brown fields. He himself was a little boy,
playing by the creek and watching his father and mother
plough with two great oxen, that had rope traces fastened
to their heads and their long horns. His mother
walked barefoot beside the oxen and led them; his father
walked behind, guiding the plough. His father
always looked down. His mother’s face was
almost as brown and furrowed as the fields, and her
eyes were pale blue, like the skies of early spring.
The two would go up and down thus all morning without
speaking, except to the oxen. Ernest was the
last of a long family, and as he played by the creek
he used to wonder why his parents looked so old.
Leonard Dawson drove his car up to
the fence and shouted, waking Ernest from his revery.
He told his team to stand, and ran out to the edge
of the field.
“Hello, Ernest,” Leonard
called. “Have you heard Claude Wheeler
got hurt day before yesterday?”
“You don’t say so!
It can’t be anything bad, or they’d let
me know.”
“Oh, it’s nothing very
bad, I guess, but he got his face scratched up in
the wire quite a little. It was the queerest
thing I ever saw. He was out with the team of
mules and a heavy plough, working the road in that
deep cut between their place and mine. The gasoline
motor-truck came along, making more noise than usual,
maybe. But those mules know a motor truck, and
what they did was pure cussedness. They begun
to rear and plunge in that deep cut. I was working
my corn over in the field and shouted to the gasoline
man to stop, but he didn’t hear me. Claude
jumped for the critters’ heads and got ’em
by the bits, but by that time he was all tangled up
in the lines. Those damned mules lifted him off
his feet and started to run. Down the draw and
up the bank and across the fields they went, with
that big plough-blade jumping three or four feet in
the air every clip. I was sure it would cut one
of the mules open, or go clean through Claude.
It would have got him, too, if he hadn’t kept
his hold on the bits. They carried him right
along, swinging in the air, and finally ran him into
the barb-wire fence and cut his face and neck up.”
“My goodness! Did he get cut bad?”
“No, not very, but yesterday
morning he was out cultivating corn, all stuck up
with court plaster. I knew that was a fool thing
to do; a wire cut’s nasty if you get overheated
out in the dust. But you can’t tell a Wheeler
anything. Now they say his face has swelled and
is hurting him terrible, and he’s gone to town
to see the doctor. You’d better go over
there tonight, and see if you can make him take care
of himself.”
Leonard drove on, and Ernest went
back to his team. “It’s queer about
that boy,” he was thinking. “He’s
big and strong, and he’s got an education and
all that fine land, but he don’t seem to fit
in right.” Sometimes Ernest thought his
friend was unlucky. When that idea occurred to
him, he sighed and shook it off. For Ernest believed
there was no help for that; it was something rationalism
did not explain.
The next afternoon Enid Royce’s
coupe drove up to the Wheeler farmyard. Mrs.
Wheeler saw Enid get out of her car and came down
the hill to meet her, breathless and distressed.
“Oh, Enid! You’ve heard of Claude’s
accident? He wouldn’t take care of himself,
and now he’s got erysipelas. He’s
in such pain, poor boy!”
Enid took her arm, and they started
up the hill toward the house. “Can I see
Claude, Mrs. Wheeler? I want to give him these
flowers.”
Mrs. Wheeler hesitated. “I
don’t know if he will let you come in, dear.
I had hard work persuading him to see Ernest for a
few moments last night. He seems so low-spirited,
and he’s sensitive about the way he’s
bandaged up. I’ll go to his room and ask
him.”
“No, just let me go up with
you, please. If I walk in with you, he won’t
have time to fret about it. I won’t stay
if he doesn’t wish it, but I want to see him.”
Mrs. Wheeler was alarmed at this suggestion,
but Enid ignored her uncertainty. They went up
to the third floor together, and Enid herself tapped
at the door.
“It’s I, Claude. May I come in for
a moment?”
A muffled, reluctant voice answered.
“No. They say this is catching, Enid.
And anyhow, I’d rather you didn’t see me
like this.”
Without waiting she pushed open the
door. The dark blinds were down, and the room
was full of a strong, bitter odor. Claude lay
flat in bed, his head and face so smothered in surgical
cotton that only his eyes and the tip of his nose
were visible. The brown paste with which his
features were smeared oozed out at the edges of the
gauze and made his dressings look untidy. Enid
took in these details at a glance.
“Does the light hurt your eyes?
Let me put up one of the blinds for a moment, because
I want you to see these flowers. I’ve brought
you my first sweet peas.”
Claude blinked at the bunch of bright
colours she held out before him. She put them
up to his face and asked him if he could smell them
through his medicines. In a moment he ceased to
feel embarrassed. His mother brought a glass
bowl, and Enid arranged the flowers on the little
table beside him.
“Now, do you want me to darken the room again?”
“Not yet. Sit down for
a minute and talk to me. I can’t say much
because my face is stiff.”
“I should think it would be!
I met Leonard Dawson on the road yesterday, and he
told me how you worked in the field after you were
cut. I would like to scold you hard, Claude.”
“Do. It might make me feel
better.” He took her hand and kept her
beside him a moment. “Are those the sweet
peas you were planting that day when I came back from
the West?”
“Yes. Haven’t they done well to blossom
so early?”
“Less than two months. That’s strange,”
he sighed.
“Strange? What?”
“Oh, that a handful of seeds
can make anything so pretty in a few weeks, and it
takes a man so long to do anything and then it’s
not much account.”
“That’s not the way to look at things,”
she said reprovingly.
Enid sat prim and straight on a chair
at the foot of his bed. Her flowered organdie
dress was very much like the bouquet she had brought,
and her floppy straw hat had a big lilac bow.
She began to tell Claude about her father’s
several attacks of erysipelas. He listened but
absently. He would never have believed that Enid,
with her severe notions of decorum, would come into
his room and sit with him like this. He noticed
that his mother was quite as much astonished as he.
She hovered about the visitor for a few moments, and
then, seeing that Enid was quite at her ease, went
downstairs to her work. Claude wished that Enid
would not talk at all, but would sit there and let
him look at her. The sunshine she had let into
the room, and her tranquil, fragrant presence, soothed
him. Presently he realized that she was asking
him something.
“What is it, Enid? The
medicine they give me makes me stupid. I don’t
catch things.”
“I was asking whether you play chess.”
“Very badly.”
“Father says I play passably
well. When you are better you must let me bring
up my ivory chessmen that Carrie sent me from China.
They are beautifully carved. And now it’s
time for me to go.”
She rose and patted his hand, telling
him he must not be foolish about seeing people.
“I didn’t know you were so vain. Bandages
are as becoming to you as they are to anybody.
Shall I pull the dark blind again for you?”
“Yes, please. There won’t
be anything to look at now.”
“Why, Claude, you are getting
to be quite a ladies’ man!”
Something in the way Enid said this
made him wince a little. He felt his burning
face grow a shade warmer. Even after she went
downstairs he kept wishing she had not said that.
His mother came to give him his medicine.
She stood beside him while he swallowed it. “Enid
Royce is a real sensible girl ” she
said as she took the glass. Her upward inflection
expressed not conviction but bewilderment.
Enid came every afternoon, and Claude
looked forward to her visits restlessly; they were
the only pleasant things that happened to him, and
made him forget the humiliation of his poisoned and
disfigured face. He was disgusting to himself;
when he touched the welts on his forehead and under
his hair, he felt unclean and abject. At night,
when his fever ran high, and the pain began to tighten
in his head and neck, it wrought him to a distressing
pitch of excitement. He fought with it as one
bulldog fights with another. His mind prowled
about among dark legends of torture, everything
he had ever read about the Inquisition, the rack and
the wheel.
When Enid entered his room, cool and
fresh in her pretty summer clothes, his mind leaped
to meet her. He could not talk much, but he lay
looking at her and breathing in a sweet contentment.
After awhile he was well enough to sit up half-dressed
in a steamer chair and play chess with her.
One afternoon they were by the west
window in the sitting-room with the chess board between
them, and Claude had to admit that he was beaten again.
“It must be dull for you, playing
with me,” he murmured, brushing the beads of
sweat from his forehead. His face was clean now,
so white that even his freckles had disappeared, and
his hands were the soft, languid hands of a sick man.
“You will play better when you
are stronger and can fix your mind on it,” Enid
assured him. She was puzzled because Claude, who
had a good head for some things, had none at all for
chess, and it was clear that he would never play well.
“Yes,” he sighed, dropping
back into his chair, “my wits do wander.
Look at my wheatfield, over there on the skyline.
Isn’t it lovely? And now I won’t
be able to harvest it. Sometimes I wonder whether
I’ll ever finish anything I begin.”
Enid put the chessmen back into their
box. “Now that you are better, you must
stop feeling blue. Father says that with your
trouble people are always depressed.”
Claude shook his head slowly, as it
lay against the back of the chair. “No,
it’s not that. It’s having so much
time to think that makes me blue. You see, Enid,
I’ve never yet done anything that gave me any
satisfaction. I must be good for something.
When I lie still and think, I wonder whether my life
has been happening to me or to somebody else.
It doesn’t seem to have much connection with
me. I haven’t made much of a start.”
“But you are not twenty-two
yet. You have plenty of time to start. Is
that what you are thinking about all the time!”
She shook her finger at him.
“I think about two things all
the time. That is one of them.” Mrs.
Wheeler came in with Claude’s four o’clock
milk; it was his first day downstairs.
When they were children, playing by
the mill-dam, Claude had seen the future as a luminous
vagueness in which he and Enid would always do things
together. Then there came a time when he wanted
to do everything with Ernest, when girls were disturbing
and a bother, and he pushed all that into the distance,
knowing that some day he must reckon with it again.
Now he told himself he had always
known Enid would come back; and she had come on that
afternoon when she entered his drug-smelling room
and let in the sunlight. She would have done that
for nobody but him. She was not a girl who would
depart lightly from conventions that she recognized
as authoritative. He remembered her as she used
to march up to the platform for Children’s Day
exercises with the other little girls of the infant
class; in her stiff white dress, never a curl awry
or a wrinkle in her stocking, keeping her little comrades
in order by the acquiescent gravity of her face, which
seemed to say, “How pleasant it is to do thus
and to do Right!”
Old Mr. Smith was the minister in
those days, a good man who had been much
tossed about by a stormy and temperamental wife and
his eyes used to rest yearningly upon little Enid
Royce, seeing in her the promise of “virtuous
and comely Christian womanhood,” to use one
of his own phrases. Claude, in the boys’
class across the aisle, used to tease her and try
to distract her, but he respected her seriousness.
When they played together she was
fair-minded, didn’t whine if she got hurt, and
never claimed a girl’s exemption from anything
unpleasant. She was calm, even on the day when
she fell into the mill-dam and he fished her out;
as soon as she stopped choking and coughing up muddy
water, she wiped her face with her little drenched
petticoats, and sat shivering and saying over and over,
“Oh, Claude, Claude!” Incidents like that
one now seemed to him significant and fateful.
When Claude’s strength began
to return to him, it came overwhelmingly. His
blood seemed to grow strong while his body was still
weak, so that the in-rush of vitality shook him.
The desire to live again sang in his veins while his
frame was unsteady. Waves of youth swept over
him and left him exhausted. When Enid was with
him these feelings were never so strong; her actual
presence restored his equilibrium almost.
This fact did not perplex him; he fondly attributed
it to something beautiful in the girl’s nature, a
quality so lovely and subtle that there is no name
for it.
During the first days of his recovery
he did nothing but enjoy the creeping stir of life.
Respiration was a soft physical pleasure. In
the nights, so long he could not sleep them through,
it was delightful to lie upon a cloud that floated
lazily down the sky. In the depths of this lassitude
the thought of Enid would start up like a sweet, burning
pain, and he would drift out into the darkness upon
sensations he could neither prevent nor control.
So long as he could plough, pitch hay, or break his
back in the wheatfield, he had been master; but now
he was overtaken by himself. Enid was meant for
him and she had come for him; he would never let her
go. She should never know how much he longed
for her. She would be slow to feel even a little
of what he was feeling; he knew that. It would
take a long while. But he would be infinitely
patient, infinitely tender of her. It should be
he who suffered, not she. Even in his dreams
he never wakened her, but loved her while she was
still and unconscious like a statue. He would
shed love upon her until she warmed and changed without
knowing why.
Sometimes when Enid sat unsuspecting
beside him, a quick blush swept across his face and
he felt guilty toward her, meek and humble, as if
he must beg her forgiveness for something. Often
he was glad when she went away and left him alone
to think about her. Her presence brought him
sanity, and for that he ought to be grateful.
When he was with her, he thought how she was to be
the one who would put him right with the world and
make him fit into the life about him. He had
troubled his mother and disappointed his father, His
marriage would be the first natural, dutiful, expected
thing he had ever done. It would be the beginning
of usefulness and content; as his mother’s oft-repeated
Psalm said, it would restore his soul. Enid’s
willingness to listen to him he could scarcely doubt.
Her devotion to him during his illness was probably
regarded by her friends as equivalent to an engagement.
CHAPTER V
Claude’s first trip to Frankfort
was to get his hair cut. After leaving the barber-shop
he presented himself, glistening with bayrum, at Jason
Royce’s office. Mr. Royce, in the act of
closing his safe, turned and took the young man by
the hand.
“Hello, Claude, glad to see
you around again! Sickness can’t do much
to a husky young farmer like you. With old fellows,
it’s another story. I’m just starting
off to have a look at my alfalfa, south of the river.
Get in and go along with me.”
They went out to the open car that
stood by the sidewalk, and when they were spinning
along between fields of ripening grain Claude broke
the silence. “I expect you know what I want
to see you about, Mr. Royce?”
The older man shook his head.
He had been preoccupied and grim ever since they started.
“Well,” Claude went on
modestly, “it oughtn’t to surprise you
to hear that I’ve set my heart on Enid.
I haven’t said anything to her yet, but if you’re
not against me, I’m going to try to persuade
her to marry me.”
“Marriage is a final sort of
thing, Claude,” said Mr. Royce. He sat
slumping in his seat, watching the road ahead of him
with intense abstraction, looking more gloomy and
grizzled than usual. “Enid is a vegetarian,
you know,” he remarked unexpectedly.
Claude smiled. “That could
hardly make any difference to me, Mr. Royce.”
The other nodded slightly. “I
know. At your age you think it doesn’t.
Such things do make a difference, however.”
His lips closed over his half-dead cigar, and for
some time he did not open them.
“Enid is a good girl,”
he said at last. “Strictly speaking, she
has more brains than a girl needs. If Mrs. Royce
had another daughter at home, I’d take Enid
into my office. She has good judgment. I
don’t know but she’d run a business better
than a house.” Having got this out, Mr.
Royce relaxed his frown, took his cigar from his mouth,
looked at it, and put it back between his teeth without
relighting it.
Claude was watching him with surprise.
“There’s no question about Enid, Mr. Royce.
I didn’t come to ask you about her,” he
exclaimed. “I came to ask if you’d
be willing to have me for a son-in-law. I know,
and you know, that Enid could do a great deal better
than to marry me. I surely haven’t made
much of a showing, so far.”
“Here we are,” announced
Mr. Royce. “I’ll leave the car under
this elm, and we’ll go up to the north end of
the field and have a look.”
They crawled under the wire fence
and started across the rough ground through a field
of purple blossoms. Clouds of yellow butterflies
darted up before them. They walked jerkily, breaking
through the sun-baked crust into the soft soil beneath.
Mr. Royce lit a fresh cigar, and as he threw away
the match let his hand drop on the young man’s
shoulder. “I always envied your father.
You took my fancy when you were a little shaver, and
I used to let you in to see the water-wheel.
When I gave up water power and put in an engine, I
said to myself: ’There’s just one
fellow in the country will be sorry to see the old
wheel go, and that’s Claude Wheeler.’”
“I hope you don’t think
I’m too young to marry,” Claude said as
they tramped on.
“No, it’s right and proper
a young man should marry. I don’t say anything
against marriage,” Mr. Royce protested doggedly.
“You may find some opposition in Enid’s
missionary motives. I don’t know how she
feels about that now. I don’t enquire.
I’d be pleased to see her get rid of such notions.
They don’t do a woman any good.”
“I want to help her get rid
of them. If it’s all right with you, I
hope I can persuade Enid to marry me this fall.”
Jason Royce turned his head quickly
toward his companion, studied his artless, hopeful
countenance for a moment, and then looked away with
a frown.
The alfalfa field sloped upward at
one corner, lay like a bright green-and-purple handkerchief
thrown down on the hillside. At the uppermost
angle grew a slender young cottonwood, with leaves
as light and agitated as the swarms of little butterflies
that hovered above the clover. Mr. Royce made
for this tree, took off his black coat, rolled it
up, and sat down on it in the flickering shade.
His shirt showed big blotches of moisture, and the
sweat was rolling in clear drops along the creases
in his brown neck. He sat with his hands clasped
over his knees, his heels braced in the soft soil,
and looked blankly off across the field. He found
himself absolutely unable to touch upon the vast body
of experience he wished to communicate to Claude.
It lay in his chest like a physical misery, and the
desire to speak struggled there. But he had no
words, no way to make himself understood. He
had no argument to present. What he wanted to
do was to hold up life as he had found it, like a
picture, to his young friend; to warn him, without
explanation, against certain heart-breaking disappointments.
It could not be done, he saw. The dead might
as well try to speak to the living as the old to the
young. The only way that Claude could ever come
to share his secret, was to live. His strong
yellow teeth closed tighter and tighter on the cigar,
which had gone out like the first. He did not
look at Claude, but while he watched the wind plough
soft, flowery roads in the field, the boy’s
face was clearly before him, with its expression of
reticent pride melting into the desire to please,
and the slight stiffness of his shoulders, set in
a kind of stubborn loyalty. Claude lay on the
sod beside him, rather tired after his walk in the
sun, a little melancholy, though he did not know why.
After a long while Mr. Royce unclasped
his broad, thick-fingered miller’s hands, and
for a moment took out the macerated cigar. “Well,
Claude,” he said with determined cheerfulness,
“we’ll always be better friends than is
common between father and son-in-law. You’ll
find out that pretty nearly everything you believe
about life about marriage, especially is
lies. I don’t know why people prefer to
live in that sort of a world, but they do.”
CHAPTER VI
After his interview with Mr. Royce,
Claude drove directly to the mill house. As he
came up the shady road, he saw with disappointment
the flash of two white dresses instead of one, moving
about in the sunny flower garden. The visitor
was Gladys Farmer. This was her vacation time.
She had walked out to the mill in the cool of the
morning to spend the day with Enid. Now they
were starting off to gather water-cresses, and had
stopped in the garden to smell the heliotrope.
On this scorching afternoon the purple sprays gave
out a fragrance that hung over the flower-bed and
brushed their cheeks like a warm breath. The
girls looked up at the same moment and recognized Claude.
They waved to him and hurried down to the gate to
congratulate him on his recovery. He took their
little tin pails and followed them around the old
dam-head and up a sandy gorge, along a clear thread
of water that trickled into Lovely Creek just above
the mill. They came to the gravelly hill where
the stream took its source from a spring hollowed
out under the exposed roots of two elm trees.
All about the spring, and in the sandy bed of the
shallow creek, the cresses grew cool and green.
Gladys had strong feelings about places.
She looked around her with satisfaction. “Of
all the places where we used to play, Enid, this was
my favourite,” she declared.
“You girls sit up there on the
elm roots,” Claude suggested. “Wherever
you put your foot in this soft gravel, water gathers.
You’ll spoil your white shoes. I’ll
get the cress for you.”
“Stuff my pail as full as you
can, then,” Gladys called as they sat down.
“I wonder why the Spanish dagger grows so thick
on this hill, Enid? These plants were old and
tough when we were little. I love it here.”
She leaned back upon the hot, glistening
hill-side. The sun came down in red rays through
the elm-tops, and all the pebbles and bits of quartz
glittered dazzlingly. Down in the stream bed the
water, where it caught the light, twinkled like tarnished
gold. Claude’s sandy head and stooping
shoulders were mottled with sunshine as they moved
about over the green patches, and his duck trousers
looked much whiter than they were. Gladys was
too poor to travel, but she had the good fortune to
be able to see a great deal within a few miles of
Frankfort, and a warm imagination helped her to find
life interesting. She did, as she confided to
Enid, want to go to Colorado; she was ashamed of never
having seen a mountain.
Presently Claude came up the bank
with two shining, dripping pails. “Now
may I sit down with you for a few minutes?”
Moving to make room for him beside
her, Enid noticed that his thin face was heavily beaded
with perspiration. His pocket handkerchief was
wet and sandy, so she gave him her own, with a proprietary
air. “Why, Claude, you look quite tired!
Have you been over-doing? Where were you before
you came here?”
“I was out in the country with
your father, looking at his alfalfa.”
“And he walked you all over
the field in the hot sun, I suppose?”
Claude laughed. “He did.”
“Well, I’ll scold him
tonight. You stay here and rest. I am going
to drive Gladys home.”
Gladys protested, but at last consented
that they should both drive her home in Claude’s
car. They lingered awhile, however, listening
to the soft, amiable bubbling of the spring; a wise,
unobtrusive voice, murmuring night and day, continually
telling the truth to people who could not understand
it.
When they went back to the house Enid
stopped long enough to cut a bunch of heliotrope for
Mrs. Farmer, though with the sinking of
the sun its rich perfume had already vanished.
They left Gladys and her flowers and cresses at the
gate of the white cottage, now half hidden by gaudy
trumpet vines.
Claude turned his car and went back
along the dim, twilight road with Enid. “I
usually like to see Gladys, but when I found her with
you this afternoon, I was terribly disappointed for
a minute. I’d just been talking with your
father, and I wanted to come straight to you.
Do you think you could marry me, Enid?”
“I don’t believe it would
be for the best, Claude.” She spoke sadly.
He took her passive hand. “Why not?”
“My mind is full of other plans.
Marriage is for most girls, but not for all.”
Enid had taken off her hat. In
the low evening light Claude studied her pale face
under her brown hair. There was something graceful
and charming about the way she held her head, something
that suggested both submissiveness and great firmness.
“I’ve had those far-away dreams, too,
Enid; but now my thoughts don’t get any further
than you. If you could care ever so little for
me to start on, I’d be willing to risk the rest.”
She sighed. “You know I care for you.
I’ve never made any secret of it. But we’re
happy as we are, aren’t we?”
“No, I’m not. I’ve
got to have some life of my own, or I’ll go to
pieces. If you won’t have me, I’ll
try South America, and I won’t come
back until I am an old man and you are an old woman.”
Enid looked at him, and they both smiled.
The mill house was black except for
a light in one upstairs window. Claude sprang
out of his car and lifted Enid gently to the ground.
She let him kiss her soft cool mouth, and her long
lashes. In the pale, dusty dusk, lit only by a
few white stars, and with the chill of the creek already
in the air, she seemed to Claude like a shivering
little ghost come up from the rushes where the old
mill-dam used to be. A terrible melancholy clutched
at the boy’s heart. He hadn’t thought
it would be like this. He drove home feeling
weak and broken. Was there nothing in the world
outside to answer to his own feelings, and was every
turn to be fresh disappointment? Why was life
so mysteriously hard? This country itself was
sad, he thought, looking about him,-and you could
no more change that than you could change the story
in an unhappy human face. He wished to God he
were sick again; the world was too rough a place to
get about in.
There was one person in the world
who felt sorry for Claude that night. Gladys
Farmer sat at her bedroom window for a long while,
watching the stars and thinking about what she had
seen plainly enough that afternoon. She had liked
Enid ever since they were little girls, and
knew all there was to know about her. Claude
would become one of those dead people that moved about
the streets of Frankfort; everything that was Claude
would perish, and the shell of him would come and
go and eat and sleep for fifty years. Gladys
had taught the children of many such dead men.
She had worked out a misty philosophy for herself,
full of strong convictions and confused figures.
She believed that all things which might make the
world beautiful love and kindness, leisure
and art were shut up in prison, and that
successful men like Bayliss Wheeler held the keys.
The generous ones, who would let these things out
to make people happy, were somehow weak, and could
not break the bars. Even her own little life was
squeezed into an unnatural shape by the domination
of people like Bayliss. She had not dared, for
instance, to go to Omaha that spring for the three
performances of the Chicago Opera Company. Such
an extravagance would have aroused a corrective spirit
in all her friends, and in the schoolboard as well;
they would probably have decided not to give her the
little increase in salary she counted upon having
next year.
There were people, even in Frankfort,
who had imagination and generous impulses, but they
were all, she had to admit, inefficient failures.
There was Miss Livingstone, the fiery, emotional old
maid who couldn’t tell the truth; old Mr. Smith,
a lawyer without clients, who read Shakespeare and
Dryden all day long in his dusty office; Bobbie Jones,
the effeminate drug clerk, who wrote free verse and
“movie” scenarios, and tended the sodawater
fountain.
Claude was her one hope. Ever
since they graduated from High School, all through
the four years she had been teaching, she had waited
to see him emerge and prove himself. She wanted
him to be more successful than Bayliss and still
be Claude. She would have made any
sacrifice to help him on. If a strong boy like
Claude, so well endowed and so fearless, must fail,
simply because he had that finer strain in his nature, then
life was not worth the chagrin it held for a passionate
heart like hers.
At last Gladys threw herself upon
the bed. If he married Enid, that would be the
end. He would go about strong and heavy, like
Mr. Royce; a big machine with the springs broken inside.
CHAPTER VII
Claude was well enough to go into
the fields before the harvest was over. The middle
of July came, and the farmers were still cutting grain.
The yield of wheat and oats was so heavy that there
were not machines enough to thrash it within the usual
time. Men had to await their turn, letting their
grain stand in shock until a belching black engine
lumbered into the field. Rains would have been
disastrous; but this was one of those “good
years” which farmers tell about, when everything
goes well. At the time they needed rain, there
was plenty of it; and now the days were miracles of
dry, glittering heat.
Every morning the sun came up a red
ball, quickly drank the dew, and started a quivering
excitement in all living things. In great harvest
seasons like that one, the heat, the intense light,
and the important work in hand draw people together
and make them friendly. Neighbours helped each
other to cope with the burdensome abundance of man-nourishing
grain; women and children and old men fell to and
did what they could to save and house it. Even
the horses had a more varied and sociable existence
than usual, going about from one farm to another to
help neighbour horses drag wagons and binders and
headers. They nosed the colts of old friends,
ate out of strange mangers, and drank, or refused
to drink, out of strange water-troughs. Decrepit
horses that lived on a pension, like the Wheelers’
stiff-legged Molly and Leonard Dawson’s Billy
with the heaves his asthmatic cough could
be heard for a quarter of a mile were pressed
into service now. It was wonderful, too, how
well these invalided beasts managed to keep up with
the strong young mares and geldings; they bent their
willing heads and pulled as if the chafing of the collar
on their necks was sweet to them.
The sun was like a great visiting
presence that stimulated and took its due from all
animal energy. When it flung wide its cloak and
stepped down over the edge of the fields at evening,
it left behind it a spent and exhausted world.
Horses and men and women grew thin, seethed all day
in their own sweat. After supper they dropped
over and slept anywhere at all, until the red dawn
broke clear in the east again, like the fanfare of
trumpets, and nerves and muscles began to quiver with
the solar heat.
For several weeks Claude did not have
time to read the newspapers; they lay about the house
in bundles, unopened, for Nat Wheeler was in the field
now, working like a giant. Almost every evening
Claude ran down to the mill to see Enid for a few
minutes; he did not get out of his car, and she sat
on the old stile, left over from horse-back days,
while she chatted with him. She said frankly
that she didn’t like men who had just come out
of the harvest field, and Claude did not blame her.
He didn’t like himself very well after his clothes
began to dry on him. But the hour or two between
supper and bed was the only time he had to see anybody.
He slept like the heroes of old; sank upon his bed
as the thing he desired most on earth, and for a blissful
moment felt the sweetness of sleep before it overpowered
him. In the morning, he seemed to hear the shriek
of his alarm clock for hours before he could come
up from the deep places into which he had plunged.
All sorts of incongruous adventures happened to him
between the first buzz of the alarm and the moment
when he was enough awake to put out his hand and stop
it. He dreamed, for instance, that it was evening,
and he had gone to see Enid as usual. While she
was coming down the path from the house, he discovered
that he had no clothes on at all! Then, with wonderful
agility, he jumped over the picket fence into a clump
of castor beans, and stood in the dusk, trying to
cover himself with the leaves, like Adam in the garden,
talking commonplaces to Enid through chattering teeth,
afraid lest at any moment she might discover his plight.
Mrs. Wheeler and Mahailey always lost
weight in thrashing time, just as the horses did;
this year Nat Wheeler had six hundred acres of winter
wheat that would run close upon thirty bushels to
the acre. Such a harvest was as hard on the women
as it was on the men. Leonard Dawson’s
wife, Susie, came over to help Mrs. Wheeler, but she
was expecting a baby in the fall, and the heat proved
too much for her. Then one of the Yoeder daughters
came; but the methodical German girl was so distracted
by Mahailey’s queer ways that Mrs. Wheeler said
it was easier to do the work herself than to keep
explaining Mahailey’s psychology. Day after
day ten ravenous men sat down at the long dinner table
in the kitchen. Mrs. Wheeler baked pies and cakes
and bread loaves as fast as the oven would hold them,
and from morning till night the range was stoked like
the fire-box of a locomotive. Mahailey wrung
the necks of chickens until her wrist swelled up, as
she said, “like a puff-adder.”
By the end of July the excitement
quieted down. The extra leaves were taken out
of the dining table, the Wheeler horses had their
barn to themselves again, and the reign of terror in
the henhouse was over.
One evening Mr. Wheeler came down
to supper with a bundle of newspapers under his arm.
“Claude, I see this war scare in Europe has
hit the market. Wheat’s taken a jump.
They’re paying eighty-eight cents in Chicago.
We might as well get rid of a few hundred bushel before
it drops again. We’d better begin hauling
tomorrow. You and I can make two trips a day over
to Vicount, by changing teams, there’s
no grade to speak of.”
Mrs. Wheeler, arrested in the act
of pouring coffee, sat holding the coffee-pot in the
air, forgetting she had it. “If this is
only a newspaper scare, as we think, I don’t
see why it should affect the market,” she murmured
mildly. “Surely those big bankers in New
York and Boston have some way of knowing rumour from
fact.”
“Give me some coffee, please,”
said her husband testily. “I don’t
have to explain the market, I’ve only got to
take advantage of it.”
“But unless there’s some
reason, why are we dragging our wheat over to Vicount?
Do you suppose it’s some scheme the grain men
are hiding under a war rumour? Have the financiers
and the press ever deceived the public like this before?”
“I don’t know a thing
in the world about it, Evangeline, and I don’t
suppose. I telephoned the elevator at Vicount
an hour ago, and they said they’d pay me seventy
cents, subject to change in the morning quotations.
Claude,” with a twinkle in his eye, “you’d
better not go to mill tonight. Turn in early.
If we are on the road by six tomorrow, we’ll
be in town before the heat of the day.”
“All right, sir. I want
to look at the papers after supper. I haven’t
read anything but the headlines since before thrashing.
Ernest was stirred up about the murder of that Grand
Duke and said the Austrians would make trouble.
But I never thought there was anything in it.”
“There’s seventy cents
a bushel in it, anyway,” said his father, reaching
for a hot biscuit.
“If there’s that much,
I’m somehow afraid there will be more,”
said Mrs. Wheeler thoughtfully. She had picked
up the paper fly-brush and sat waving it irregularly,
as if she were trying to brush away a swarm of confusing
ideas.
“You might call up Ernest, and
ask him what the Bohemian papers say about it,”
Mr. Wheeler suggested.
Claude went to the telephone, but
was unable to get any answer from the Havels.
They had probably gone to a barn dance down in the
Bohemian township. He event upstairs and sat down
before an armchair full of newspapers; he could make
nothing reasonable out of the smeary telegrams in
big type on the front page of the Omaha World Herald.
The German army was entering Luxembourg; he didn’t
know where Luxembourg was, whether it was a city or
a country; he seemed to have some vague idea that
it was a palace! His mother had gone up to “Mahailey’s
library,” the attic, to hunt for a map of Europe, a
thing for which Nebraska farmers had never had much
need. But that night, on many prairie homesteads,
the women, American and foreign-born, were hunting
for a map.
Claude was so sleepy that he did not
wait for his mother’s return. He stumbled
upstairs and undressed in the dark. The night
was sultry, with thunder clouds in the sky and an unceasing
play of sheet-lightning all along the western horizon.
Mosquitoes had got into his room during the day, and
after he threw himself upon the bed they began sailing
over him with their high, excruciating note.
He turned from side to side and tried to muffle his
ears with the pillow. The disquieting sound became
merged, in his sleepy brain, with the big type on
the front page of the paper; those black letters seemed
to be flying about his head with a soft, high, sing-song
whizz.
CHAPTER VIII
Late in the afternoon of the sixth
of August, Claude and his empty wagon were bumping
along the level road over the flat country between
Vicount and the Lovely Creek valley. He had made
two trips to town that day. Though he had kept
his heaviest team for the hot afternoon pull, his
horses were too tired to be urged off a walk.
Their necks were marbled with sweat stains, and their
flanks were plastered with the white dust that rose
at every step. Their heads hung down, and their
breathing was deep and slow. The wood of the
green-painted wagon seat was blistering hot to the
touch. Claude sat at one end of it, his head bared
to catch the faint stir of air that sometimes dried
his neck and chin and saved him the trouble of pulling
out a handkerchief. On every side the wheat stubble
stretched for miles and miles. Lonely straw stacks
stood up yellow in the sun and cast long shadows.
Claude peered anxiously along the distant locust hedges
which told where the road ran. Ernest Havel had
promised to meet him somewhere on the way home.
He had not seen Ernest for a week: since then
Time had brought prodigies to birth.
At last he recognized the Havels’
team along way off, and he stopped and waited for
Ernest beside a thorny hedge, looking thoughtfully
about him. The sun was already low. It hung
above the stubble, all milky and rosy with the heat,
like the image of a sun reflected in grey water.
In the east the full moon had just risen, and its
thin silver surface was flushed with pink until it
looked exactly like the setting sun. Except for
the place each occupied in the heavens, Claude could
not have told which was which. They rested upon
opposite rims of the world, two bright shields, and
regarded each other, as if they, too, had met by appointment.
Claude and Ernest sprang to the ground
at the same instant and shook hands, feeling that
they had not seen each other for a long while.
“Well, what do you make of it, Ernest?”
The young man shook his head cautiously,
but replied no further. He patted his horses
and eased the collars on their necks.
“I waited in town for the Hastings
paper,” Claude went on impatiently. “England
declared war last night.”
“The Germans,” said Ernest,
“are at Liege. I know where that is.
I sailed from Antwerp when I came over here.”
“Yes, I saw that. Can the Belgians do anything?”
“Nothing.” Ernest
leaned against the wagon wheel and drawing his pipe
from his pocket slowly filled it. “Nobody
can do anything. The German army will go where
it pleases.”
“If it’s as bad as that,
why are the Belgians putting up a fight?”
“I don’t know. It’s
fine, but it will come to nothing in the end.
Let me tell you something about the German army, Claude.”
Pacing up and down beside the locust
hedge, Ernest rehearsed the great argument; preparation,
organization, concentration, inexhaustible resources,
inexhaustible men. While he talked the sun disappeared,
the moon contracted, solidified, and slowly climbed
the pale sky. The fields were still glimmering
with the bland reflection left over from daylight,
and the distance grew shadowy, not dark,
but seemingly full of sleep.
“If I were at home,” Ernest
concluded, “I would be in the Austrian army
this minute. I guess all my cousins and nephews
are fighting the Russians or the Belgians already.
How would you like it yourself, to be marched into
a peaceful country like this, in the middle of harvest,
and begin to destroy it?”
“I wouldn’t do it, of
course. I’d desert and be shot.”
“Then your family would be persecuted.
Your brothers, maybe even your father, would be made
orderlies to Austrian officers and be kicked in the
mouth.”
“I wouldn’t bother about
that. I’d let my male relatives decide
for themselves how often they would be kicked.”
Ernest shrugged his shoulders.
“You Americans brag like little boys; you would
and you wouldn’t! I tell you, nobody’s
will has anything to do with this. It is the
harvest of all that has been planted. I never
thought it would come in my life-time, but I knew
it would come.”
The boys lingered a little while,
looking up at the soft radiance of the sky. There
was not a cloud anywhere, and the low glimmer in the
fields had imperceptibly changed to full, pure moonlight.
Presently the two wagons began to creep along the white
road, and on the backless seat of each the driver
sat drooping forward, lost in thought. When they
reached the corner where Ernest turned south, they
said goodnight without raising their voices. Claude’s
horses went on as if they were walking in their sleep.
They did not even sneeze at the low cloud of dust
beaten up by their heavy foot-falls, the
only sounds in the vast quiet of the night.
Why was Ernest so impatient with him,
Claude wondered. He could not pretend to feel
as Ernest did. He had nothing behind him to shape
his opinions or colour his feelings about what was
going on in Europe; he could only sense it day by
day. He had always been taught that the German
people were pre-eminent in the virtues Americans most
admire; a month ago he would have said they had all
the ideals a decent American boy would fight for.
The invasion of Belgium was contradictory to the German
character as he knew it in his friends and neighbours.
He still cherished the hope that there had been some
great mistake; that this splendid people would apologize
and right itself with the world.
Mr. Wheeler came down the hill, bareheaded
and coatless, as Claude drove into the barnyard.
“I expect you’re tired. I’ll
put your team away. Any news?”
“England has declared war.”
Mr. Wheeler stood still a moment and
scratched his head. “I guess you needn’t
get up early tomorrow. If this is to be a sure
enough war, wheat will go higher. I’ve
thought it was a bluff until now. You take the
papers up to your mother.”
CHAPTER IX
Enid and Mrs. Royce had gone away
to the Michigan sanatorium where they spent part of
every summer, and would not be back until October.
Claude and his mother gave all their attention to
the war despatches. Day after day, through the
first two weeks of August, the bewildering news trickled
from the little towns out into the farming country.
About the middle of the month came
the story of the fall of the forts at Liege, battered
at for nine days and finally reduced in a few hours
by siege guns brought up from the rear, guns
which evidently could destroy any fortifications that
ever had been, or ever could be constructed.
Even to these quiet wheat-growing people, the siege
guns before Liege were a menace; not to their safety
or their goods, but to their comfortable, established
way of thinking. They introduced the greater-than-man
force which afterward repeatedly brought into this
war the effect of unforeseeable natural disaster,
like tidal waves, earthquakes, or the eruption of
volcanoes.
On the twenty-third came the news
of the fall of the forts at Namur; again giving warning
that an unprecedented power of destruction had broken
loose in the world. A few days later the story
of the wiping out of the ancient and peaceful seat
of learning at Louvain made it clear that this force
was being directed toward incredible ends. By
this time, too, the papers were full of accounts of
the destruction of civilian populations. Something
new, and certainly evil, was at work among mankind.
Nobody was ready with a name for it. None of the
well-worn words descriptive of human behaviour seemed
adequate. The epithets grouped about the name
of “Attila” were too personal, too dramatic,
too full of old, familiar human passion.
One afternoon in the first week of
September Mrs. Wheeler was in the kitchen making cucumber
pickles, when she heard Claude’s car coming
back from Frankfort. In a moment he entered, letting
the screen door slam behind him, and threw a bundle
of mail on the table.
“What do you, think, Mother?
The French have moved the seat of government to Bordeaux!
Evidently, they don’t think they can hold Paris.”
Mrs. Wheeler wiped her pale, perspiring
face with the hem of her apron and sat down in the
nearest chair. “You mean that Paris is
not the capital of France any more? Can that be
true?”
“That’s what it looks
like. Though the papers say it’s only a
precautionary measure.”
She rose. “Let’s
go up to the map. I don’t remember exactly
where Bordeaux is. Mahailey, you won’t
let my vinegar burn, will you?”
Claude followed her to the sitting-room,
where her new map hung on the wall above the carpet
lounge. Leaning against the back of a willow
rocking-chair, she began to move her hand about over
the brightly coloured, shiny surface, murmuring, “Yes,
there is Bordeaux, so far to the south; and there
is Paris.”
Claude, behind her, looked over her
shoulder. “Do you suppose they are going
to hand their city over to the Germans, like a Christmas
present? I should think they’d burn it first,
the way the Russians did Moscow. They can do
better than that now, they can dynamite it!”
“Don’t say such things.”
Mrs. Wheeler dropped into the deep willow chair, realizing
that she was very tired, now that she had left the
stove and the heat of the kitchen. She began weakly
to wave the palm leaf fan before her face. “It’s
said to be such a beautiful city. Perhaps the
Germans will spare it, as they did Brussels.
They must be sick of destruction by now. Get the
encyclopaedia and see what it says. I’ve
left my glasses downstairs.”
Claude brought a volume from the bookcase
and sat down on the lounge. He began: “Paris,
the capital city of France and the Department of the
Seine, shall I skip the history?”
“No. Read it all.”
He cleared his throat and began again:
“At its first appearance in history, there was
nothing to foreshadow the important part which Paris
was to play in Europe and in the world,” etc.
Mrs. Wheeler rocked and fanned, forgetting
the kitchen and the cucumbers as if they had never
been. Her tired body was resting, and her mind,
which was never tired, was occupied with the account
of early religious foundations under the Merovingian
kings. Her eyes were always agreeably employed
when they rested upon the sunburned neck and catapult
shoulders of her red-headed son.
Claude read faster and faster until
he stopped with a gasp.
“Mother, there are pages of
kings! We’ll read that some other time.
I want to find out what it’s like now, and whether
it’s going to have any more history.”
He ran his finger up and down the columns. “Here,
this looks like business.
“Defences: Paris, in a
recent German account of the greatest fortresses of
the world, possesses three distinct rings of defences” here
he broke off. “Now what do you think of
that? A German account, and this is an English
book! The world simply made a mistake about the
Germans all along. It’s as if we invited
a neighbour over here and showed him our cattle and
barns, and all the time he was planning how he would
come at night and club us in our beds.”
Mrs. Wheeler passed her hand over
her brow. “Yet we have had so many German
neighbours, and never one that wasn’t kind and
helpful.”
“I know it. Everything
Mrs. Erlich ever told me about Germany made me want
to go there. And the people that sing all those
beautiful songs about women and children went into
Belgian villages and ”
“Don’t, Claude!”
his mother put out her hands as if to push his words
back. “Read about the defences of Paris;
that’s what we must think about now. I
can’t but believe there is one fort the Germans
didn’t put down in their book, and that it will
stand. We know Paris is a wicked city, but there
must be many God-fearing people there, and God has
preserved it all these years. You saw in the
paper how the churches are full all day of women praying.”
She leaned forward and smiled at him indulgently.
“And you believe those prayers will accomplish
nothing, son?”
Claude squirmed, as he always did
when his mother touched upon certain subjects.
“Well, you see, I can’t forget that the
Germans are praying, too. And I guess they are
just naturally more pious than the French.”
Taking up the book he began once more: “In
the low ground again, at the narrowest part of the
great loop of the Marne,” etc.
Claude and his mother had grown familiar
with the name of that river, and with the idea of
its strategic importance, before it began to stand
out in black headlines a few days later.
The fall ploughing had begun as usual.
Mr. Wheeler had decided to put in six hundred acres
of wheat again. Whatever happened on the other
side of the world, they would need bread. He took
a third team himself and went into the field every
morning to help Dan and Claude. The neighbours
said that nobody but the Kaiser had ever been able
to get Nat Wheeler down to regular work.
Since the men were all afield, Mrs.
Wheeler now went every morning to the mailbox at the
crossroads, a quarter of a mile away, to get yesterday’s
Omaha and Kansas City papers which the carrier left.
In her eagerness she opened and began to read them
as she turned homeward, and her feet, never too sure,
took a wandering way among sunflowers and buffaloburrs.
One morning, indeed, she sat down on a red grass bank
beside the road and read all the war news through
before she stirred, while the grasshoppers played
leap-frog over her skirts, and the gophers came out
of their holes and blinked at her. That noon,
when she saw Claude leading his team to the water
tank, she hurried down to him without stopping to
find her bonnet, and reached the windmill breathless.
“The French have stopped falling
back, Claude. They are standing at the Marne.
There is a great battle going on. The papers say
it may decide the war. It is so near Paris that
some of the army went out in taxi-cabs.”
Claude drew himself up. “Well, it will
decide about Paris, anyway, won’t it? How
many divisions?”
“I can’t make out.
The accounts are so confusing. But only a few
of the English are there, and the French are terribly
outnumbered. Your father got in before you, and
he has the papers upstairs.”
“They are twenty-four hours
old. I’ll go to Vicount tonight after I’m
done work, and get the Hastings paper.”
In the evening, when he came back
from town, he found his father and mother waiting
up for him. He stopped a moment in the sitting-room.
“There is not much news, except that the battle
is on, and practically the whole French army is engaged.
The Germans outnumber them five to three in men, and
nobody knows how much in artillery. General Joffre
says the French will fall back no farther.”
He did not sit down, but went straight upstairs to
his room.
Mrs. Wheeler put out the lamp, undressed,
and lay down, but not to sleep. Long afterward,
Claude heard her gently closing a window, and he smiled
to himself in the dark. His mother, he knew,
had always thought of Paris as the wickedest of cities,
the capital of a frivolous, wine-drinking, Catholic
people, who were responsible for the massacre of St.
Bartholomew and for the grinning atheist, Voltaire.
For the last two weeks, ever since the French began
to fall back in Lorraine, he had noticed with amusement
her growing solicitude for Paris.
It was curious, he reflected, lying
wide awake in the dark: four days ago the seat
of government had been moved to Bordeaux, with
the effect that Paris seemed suddenly to have become
the capital, not of France, but of the world!
He knew he was not the only farmer boy who wished
himself tonight beside the Marne. The fact that
the river had a pronounceable name, with a hard Western
“r” standing like a keystone in the middle
of it, somehow gave one’s imagination a firmer
hold on the situation. Lying still and thinking
fast, Claude felt that even he could clear the bar
of French “politeness” so much
more terrifying than German bullets and
slip unnoticed into that outnumbered army. One’s
manners wouldn’t matter on the Marne tonight,
the night of the eighth of September, 1914. There
was nothing on earth he would so gladly be as an atom
in that wall of flesh and blood that rose and melted
and rose again before the city which had meant so much
through all the centuries but had never
meant so much before. Its name had come to have
the purity of an abstract idea. In great sleepy
continents, in land-locked harvest towns, in the little
islands of the sea, for four days men watched that
name as they might stand out at night to watch a comet,
or to see a star fall.
CHAPTER X
It was Sunday afternoon and Claude
had gone down to the mill house, as Enid and her mother
had returned from Michigan the day before. Mrs.
Wheeler, propped back in a rocking chair, was reading,
and Mr. Wheeler, in his shirt sleeves, his Sunday collar
unbuttoned, was sitting at his walnut secretary, amusing
himself with columns of figures. Presently he
rose and yawned, stretching his arms above his head.
“Claude thinks he wants to begin
building right away, up on the quarter next the timber
claim. I’ve been figuring on the lumber.
Building materials are cheap just now, so I suppose
I’d better let him go ahead.”
Mrs. Wheeler looked up absently from
the page. “Why, I suppose so.”
Her husband sat down astride a chair,
and leaning his arms on the back of it, looked at
her. “What do you think of this match,
anyway? I don’t know as I’ve heard
you say.”
“Enid is a good, Christian girl...”
Mrs. Wheeler began resolutely, but her sentence hung
in the air like a question.
He moved impatiently. “Yes,
I know. But what does a husky boy like Claude
want to pick out a girl like that for? Why, Evangeline,
she’ll be the old woman over again!”
Apparently these misgivings were not
new to Mrs. Wheeler, for she put out her hand to stop
him and whispered in solemn agitation, “Don’t
say anything! Don’t breathe!”
“Oh, I won’t interfere!
I never do. I’d rather have her for a daughter-in-law
than a wife, by a long shot. Claude’s more
of a fool than I thought him.” He picked
up his hat and strolled down to the barn, but his
wife did not recover her composure so easily.
She left the chair where she had hopefully settled
herself for comfort, took up a feather duster and began
moving distractedly about the room, brushing the surface
of the furniture. When the war news was bad,
or when she felt troubled about Claude, she set to
cleaning house or overhauling the closets, thankful
to be able to put some little thing to rights in such
a disordered world.
As soon as the fall planting was done,
Claude got the well borers out from town to drill
his new well, and while they were at work he began
digging his cellar. He was building his house
on the level stretch beside his father’s timber
claim because, when he was a little boy, he had thought
that grove of trees the most beautiful spot in the
world. It was a square of about thirty acres,
set out in ash and box-elder and cotton-woods, with
a thick mulberry hedge on the south side. The
trees had been neglected of late years, but if he
lived up there he could manage to trim them and care
for them at odd moments.
Every morning now he ran up in the
Ford and worked at his cellar. He had heard that
the deeper a cellar was, the better it was; and he
meant that this one should be deep enough. One
day Leonard Dawson stopped to see what progress he
was making. Standing on the edge of the hole,
he shouted to the lad who was sweating below.
“My God, Claude, what do you
want of a cellar as deep as that? When your wife
takes a notion to go to China, you can open a trap-door
and drop her through!”
Claude flung down his pick and ran
up the ladder. “Enid’s not going
to have notions of that sort,” he said wrathfully.
“Well, you needn’t get
mad. I’m glad to hear it. I was sorry
when the other girl went. It always looked to
me like Enid had her face set for China, but I haven’t
seen her for a good while, not since before
she went off to Michigan with the old lady.”
After Leonard was gone, Claude returned
to his work, still out of humour. He was not
altogether happy in his mind about Enid. When
he went down to the mill it was usually Mr. Royce,
not Enid, who sought to detain him, followed him down
the path to the gate and seemed sorry to see him go.
He could not blame Enid with any lack of interest
in what he was doing. She talked and thought of
nothing but the new house, and most of her suggestions
were good. He often wished she would ask for
something unreasonable and extravagant. But she
had no selfish whims, and even insisted that the comfortable
upstairs sleeping room he had planned with such care
should be reserved for a guest chamber.
As the house began to take shape,
Enid came up often in her car, to watch its growth,
to show Claude samples of wallpapers and draperies,
or a design for a window-seat she had cut from some
magazine. There could be no question of her pride
in every detail. The disappointing thing was
that she seemed more interested in the house than
in him. These months when they could be together
as much as they pleased, she treated merely as a period
of time in which they were building a house.
Everything would be all right when
they were married, Claude told himself. He believed
in the transforming power of marriage, as his mother
believed in the miraculous effects of conversion.
Marriage reduced all women to a common denominator;
changed a cool, self-satisfied girl into a loving
and generous one. It was quite right that Enid
should be unconscious now of everything that she was
to be when she was his wife. He told himself he
wouldn’t want it otherwise.
But he was lonely, all the same.
He lavished upon the little house the solicitude and
cherishing care that Enid seemed not to need.
He stood over the carpenters urging the greatest nicety
in the finish of closets and cupboards, the convenient
placing of shelves, the exact joining of sills and
casings. Often he stayed late in the evening,
after the workmen with their noisy boots had gone
home to supper. He sat down on a rafter or on
the skeleton of the upper porch and quite lost himself
in brooding, in anticipation of things that seemed
as far away as ever. The dying light, the quiet
stars coming out, were friendly and sympathetic.
One night a bird flew in and fluttered wildly about
among the partitions, shrieking with fright before
it darted out into the dusk through one of the upper
windows and found its way to freedom.
When the carpenters were ready to
put in the staircase, Claude telephoned Enid and asked
her to come and show them just what height she wanted
the steps made. His mother had always had to
climb stairs that were too steep. Enid stopped
her car at the Frankfort High School at four o’clock
and persuaded Gladys Farmer to drive out with her.
When they arrived they found Claude
working on the lattice enclosure of the back porch.
“Claude is like Jonah,” Enid laughed.
“He wants to plant gourd vines here, so they
will run over the lattice and make shade. I can
think of other vines that might be more ornamental.”
Claude put down his hammer and said
coaxingly: “Have you ever seen a gourd
vine when it had something to climb on, Enid?
You wouldn’t believe how pretty they are; big
green leaves, and gourds and yellow blossoms hanging
all over them at the same time. An old German
woman who keeps a lunch counter at one of those stations
on the road to Lincoln has them running up her back
porch, and I’ve wanted to plant some ever since
I first saw hers.”
Enid smiled indulgently. “Well,
I suppose you’ll let me have clematis for
the front porch, anyway? The men are getting ready
to leave, so we’d better see about the steps.”
After the workmen had gone, Claude
took the girls upstairs by the ladder. They emerged
from a little entry into a large room which extended
over both the front and back parlours. The carpenters
called it “the pool hall”. There were
two long windows, like doors, opening upon the porch
roof, and in the sloping ceiling were two dormer windows,
one looking north to the timber claim and the other
south toward Lovely Creek. Gladys at once felt
a singular pleasantness about this chamber, empty
and unplastered as it was. “What a lovely
room!” she exclaimed.
Claude took her up eagerly. “Don’t
you think so? You see it’s my idea to have
the second floor for ourselves, instead of cutting
it up into little boxes as people usually do.
We can come up here and forget the farm and the kitchen
and all our troubles. I’ve made a big closet
for each of us, and got everything just right.
And now Enid wants to keep this room for preachers!”
Enid laughed. “Not only
for preachers, Claude. For Gladys, when she comes
to visit us you see she likes it and
for your mother when she comes to spend a week and
rest. I don’t think we ought to take the
best room for ourselves.”
“Why not?” Claude argued
hotly. “I’m building the whole house
for ourselves. Come out on the porch roof, Gladys.
Isn’t this fine for hot nights? I want
to put a railing round and make this into a balcony,
where we can have chairs and a hammock.”
Gladys sat down on the low window-sill.
“Enid, you’d be foolish to keep this for
a guest room. Nobody would ever enjoy it as much
as you would. You can see the whole country from
here.”
Enid smiled, but showed no sign of
relenting. “Let’s wait and watch
the sun go down. Be careful, Claude. It makes
me nervous to see you lying there.”
He was stretched out on the edge of
the roof, one leg hanging over, and his head pillowed
on his arm. The flat fields turned red, the distant
windmills flashed white, and little rosy clouds appeared
in the sky above them.
“If I make this into a balcony,”
Claude murmured, “the peak of the roof will
always throw a shadow over it in the afternoon, and
at night the stars will be right overhead. It
will be a fine place to sleep in harvest time.”
“Oh, you could always come up
here to sleep on a hot night,” Enid said quickly.
“It wouldn’t be the same.”
They sat watching the light die out
of the sky, and Enid and Gladys drew close together
as the coolness of the autumn evening came on.
The three friends were thinking about the same thing;
and yet, if by some sorcery each had begun to speak
his thoughts aloud, amazement and bitterness would
have fallen upon all. Enid’s reflections
were the most blameless. The discussion about
the guest room had reminded her of Brother Weldon.
In September, on her way to Michigan with Mrs. Royce,
she had stopped for a day in Lincoln to take counsel
with Arthur Weldon as to whether she ought to marry
one whom she described to him as “an unsaved
man.” Young Mr. Weldon approached this
subject with a cautious tread, but when he learned
that the man in question was Claude Wheeler, he became
more partisan than was his wont. He seemed to
think that her marrying Claude was the one way to
reclaim him, and did not hesitate to say that the
most important service devout girls could perform
for the church was to bring promising young men to
its support. Enid had been almost certain that
Mr. Weldon would approve her course before she consulted
him, but his concurrence always gratified her pride.
She told him that when she had a home of her own she
would expect him to spend a part of his summer vacation
there, and he blushingly expressed his willingness
to do so.
Gladys, too, was lost in her own thoughts,
sitting with that ease which made her seem rather
indolent, her head resting against the empty window
frame, facing the setting sun. The rosy light
made her brown eyes gleam like old copper, and there
was a moody look in them, as if in her mind she were
defying something. When he happened to glance
at her, it occurred to Claude that it was a hard destiny
to be the exceptional person in a community, to be
more gifted or more intelligent than the rest.
For a girl it must be doubly hard. He sat up
suddenly and broke the long silence.
“I forgot, Enid, I have a secret
to tell you. Over in the timber claim the other
day I started up a flock of quail. They must be
the only ones left in all this neighbourhood, and I
doubt if they ever come out of the timber. The
bluegrass hasn’t been mowed in there for years, not
since I first went away to school, and maybe they
live on the grass seeds. In summer, of course,
there are mulberries.”
Enid wondered whether the birds could
have learned enough about the world to stay hidden
in the timber lot. Claude was sure they had.
“Nobody ever goes near the place
except Father; he stops there sometimes. Maybe
he has seen them and never said a word. It would
be just like him.” He told them he had scattered
shelled corn in the grass, so that the birds would
not be tempted to fly over into Leonard Dawson’s
cornfield. “If Leonard saw them, he’d
likely take a shot at them.”
“Why don’t you ask him not to?”
Enid suggested.
Claude laughed. “That would
be asking a good deal. When a bunch of quail
rise out of a cornfield they’re a mighty tempting
sight, if a man likes hunting. We’ll have
a picnic for you when you come out next summer, Gladys.
There are some pretty places over there in the timber.”
Gladys started up. “Why,
it’s night already! It’s lovely here,
but you must get me home, Enid.”
They found it dark inside. Claude
took Enid down the ladder and out to her car, and
then went back for Gladys. She was sitting on
the floor at the top of the ladder. Giving her
his hand he helped her to rise.
“So you like my little house,” he said
gratefully.
“Yes. Oh, yes!” Her
voice was full of feeling, but she did not exert herself
to say more. Claude descended in front of her
to keep her from slipping. She hung back while
he led her through confusing doorways and helped her
over the piles of laths that littered the floors.
At the edge of the gaping cellar entrance she stopped
and leaned wearily on his arm for a moment. She
did not speak, but he understood that his new house
made her sad; that she, too, had come to the place
where she must turn out of the old path. He longed
to whisper to her and beg her not to marry his brother.
He lingered and hesitated, fumbling in the dark.
She had his own cursed kind of sensibility; she would
expect too much from life and be disappointed.
He was reluctant to lead her out into the chilly evening
without some word of entreaty. He would willingly
have prolonged their passage, through
many rooms and corridors. Perhaps, had that been
possible, the strength in him would have found what
it was seeking; even in this short interval it had
stirred and made itself felt, had uttered a confused
appeal. Claude was greatly surprised at himself.
CHAPTER XI
Enid decided that she would be married
in the first week of June. Early in May the plasterers
and painters began to be busy in the new house.
The walls began to shine, and Claude went about all
day, oiling and polishing the hard-pine floors and
wainscoting. He hated to have anybody step on
his floors. He planted gourd vines about the
back porch, set out clematis and lilac bushes,
and put in a kitchen garden. He and Enid were
going to Denver and Colorado Springs for their wedding
trip, but Ralph would be at home then, and he had
promised to come over and water the flowers and shrubs
if the weather was dry.
Enid often brought her work and sat
sewing on the front porch while Claude was rubbing
the woodwork inside the house, or digging and planting
outside. This was the best part of his courtship.
It seemed to him that he had never spent such happy
days before. If Enid did not come, he kept looking
down the road and listening, went from one thing to
another and made no progress. He felt full of
energy, so long as she sat there on the porch, with
lace and ribbons and muslin in her lap. When he
passed by, going in or out, and stopped to be near
her for a moment, she seemed glad to have him tarry.
She liked him to admire her needlework, and did not
hesitate to show him the featherstitching and embroidery
she was putting on her new underclothes. He could
see, from the glances they exchanged, that the painters
thought this very bold behaviour in one so soon to
be a bride. He thought it very charming behaviour
himself, though he would never have expected it of
Enid. His heart beat hard when he realized how
far she confided in him, how little she was afraid
of him! She would let him linger there, standing
over her and looking down at her quick fingers, or
sitting on the ground at her feet, gazing at the muslin
pinned to her knee, until his own sense of propriety
told him to get about his work and spare the feelings
of the painters.
“When are you going over to
the timber claim with me?” he asked, dropping
on the ground beside her one warm, windy afternoon.
Enid was sitting on the porch floor, her back against
a pillar, and her feet on one of those round mats
of pursley that grow over hard-beaten earth.
“I’ve found my flock of quail again.
They live in the deep grass, over by a ditch that
holds water most of the year. I’m going
to plant a few rows of peas in there, so they’ll
have a feeding ground at home. I consider Leonard’s
cornfield a great danger. I don’t know
whether to take him into my confidence or not.”
“You’ve told Ernest Havel, I suppose?”
“Oh, yes!” Claude replied,
trying not to be aware of the little note of acrimony
in her voice. “He’s perfectly safe.
That place is a paradise for birds. The trees
are full of nests. You can stand over there in
the morning and hear the young robins squawking for
their breakfast. Come up early tomorrow morning
and go over with me, won’t you? But wear
heavy shoes; it’s wet in the long grass.”
While they were talking a sudden whirlwind
swept round the corner of the house, caught up the
little mound of folded lace corset-covers and strewed
them over the dusty yard. Claude ran after them
with Enid’s flowered workbag and thrust them
into it as he came upon one after another, fluttering
in the weeds. When he returned, Enid had folded
her needle-case and was putting on her hat. “Thank
you,” she said with a smile. “Did
you find everything?”
“I think so.” He
hurried toward the car to hide his guilty face.
One little lace thing he had not put into the bag,
but had thrust into his pocket.
The next morning Enid came up early
to hear the birds in the timber.
CHAPTER XII
On the night before his wedding Claude
went to bed early. He had been dashing about
with Ralph all day in the car, making final preparations,
and was worn out. He fell asleep almost at once.
The women of the household could not so easily forget
the great event of tomorrow. After the supper
dishes were washed, Mahailey clambered up to the attic
to get the quilt she had so long been saving for a
wedding present for Claude. She took it out of
the chest, unfolded it, and counted the stars in the
pattern counting was an accomplishment she
was proud of before she wrapped it up.
It was to go down to the mill house with the other
presents tomorrow. Mrs. Wheeler went to bed many
times that night. She kept thinking of things
that ought to be looked after; getting up and going
to make sure that Claude’s heavy underwear had
been put into his trunk, against the chance of cold
in the mountains; or creeping downstairs to see that
the six roasted chickens which were to help out at
the wedding supper were securely covered from the
cats. As she went about these tasks, she prayed
constantly. She had not prayed so long and fervently
since the battle of the Marne.
Early the next morning Ralph loaded
the big car with the presents and baskets of food
and ran down to the Royces’. Two motors
from town were already standing in the mill yard;
they had brought a company of girls who came with
all the June roses in Frankfort to trim the house
for the wedding. When Ralph tooted his horn,
half-a-dozen of them ran out to greet him, reproaching
him because he had not brought his brother along.
Ralph was immediately pressed into service. He
carried the step-ladder wherever he was told, drove
nails, and wound thorny sprays of rambler roses around
the pillars between the front and back parlours, making
the arch under which the ceremony was to take place.
Gladys Farmer had not been able to
leave her classes at the High School to help in this
friendly work, but at eleven o’clock a livery
automobile drove up, laden with white and pink peonies
from her front yard, and bringing a box of hothouse
flowers she had ordered for Enid from Hastings.
The girls admired them, but declared that Gladys was
extravagant, as usual; the flowers from her own yard
would really have been enough. The car was driven
by a lank, ragged boy who worked about the town garage,
and who was called “Silent Irv,” because
nobody could ever get a word out of him. He had
almost no voice at all, a thin little squeak
in the top of his throat, like the gasping whisper
of a medium in her trance state. When he came
to the front door, both arms full of peonies, he managed
to wheeze out:
“These are from Miss Farmer.
There are some more down there.”
The girls went back to his car with
him, and he took out a square box, tied up with white
ribbons and little silver bells, containing the bridal
bouquet.
“How did you happen to get these?”
Ralph asked the thin boy. “I was to go
to town for them.”
The messenger swallowed. “Miss
Farmer told me if there were any other flowers at
the station marked for here, I should bring them along.”
“That was nice of her.”
Ralph thrust his hand into his trousers pocket.
“How much? I’ll settle with you before
I forget.”
A pink flush swept over the boy’s
pale face, a delicate face under ragged
hair, contracted by a kind of shrinking unhappiness.
His eyes were always half-closed, as if he did not
want to see the world around him, or to be seen by
it. He went about like somebody in a dream.
“Miss Farmer,” he whispered, “has
paid me.”
“Well, she thinks of everything!”
exclaimed one of the girls. “You used to
go to school to Gladys, didn’t you, Irv?”
“Yes, mam.” He got
into his car without opening the door, slipping like
an eel round the steering-rod, and drove off.
The girls followed Ralph up the gravel
walk toward the house. One whispered to the others:
“Do you suppose Gladys will come out tonight
with Bayliss Wheeler? I always thought she had
a pretty warm spot in her heart for Claude, myself.”
Some one changed the subject.
“I can’t get over hearing Irv talk so
much. Gladys must have put a spell on him.”
“She was always kind to him
in school,” said the girl who had questioned
the silent boy. “She said he was good in
his studies, but he was so frightened he could never
recite. She let him write out the answers at
his desk.”
Ralph stayed for lunch, playing about
with the girls until his mother telephoned for him.
“Now I’ll have to go home and look after
my brother, or he’ll turn up tonight in a striped
shirt.”
“Give him our love,” the
girls called after him, “and tell him not to
be late.”
As he drove toward the farm, Ralph
met Dan, taking Claude’s trunk into town.
He slowed his car. “Any message?”
he called.
Dan grinned. “Naw.
I left him doin’ as well as could be expected.”
Mrs. Wheeler met Ralph on the stairs.
“He’s up in his room. He complains
his new shoes are too tight. I think it’s
nervousness. Perhaps he’ll let you shave
him; I’m sure he’ll cut himself. And
I wish the barber hadn’t cut his hair so short,
Ralph. I hate this new fashion of shearing men
behind the ears. The back of his neck is the
ugliest part of a man.” She spoke with such
resentment that Ralph broke into a laugh.
“Why, Mother, I thought all
men looked alike to you! Anyhow, Claude’s
no beauty.”
“When will you want your bath?
I’ll have to manage so that everybody won’t
be calling for hot water at once.” She turned
to Mr. Wheeler who sat writing a check at the secretary.
“Father, could you take your bath now, and be
out of the way?”
“Bath?” Mr. Wheeler shouted,
“I don’t want any bath! I’m
not going to be married tonight. I guess we don’t
have to boil the whole house for Enid.”
Ralph snickered and shot upstairs.
He found Claude sitting on the bed, with one shoe
off and one shoe on. A pile of socks lay scattered
on the rug. A suitcase stood open on one chair
and a black travelling bag on another.
“Are you sure they’re too small?”
Ralph asked.
“About four sizes.”
“Well, why didn’t you get them big enough?”
“I did. That shark in Hastings
worked off another pair on me when I wasn’t
looking. That’s all right,” snatching
away the shoe his brother had picked up to examine.
“I don’t care, so long as I can stand
in them. You’d better go telephone the depot
and ask if the train’s on time.”
“They won’t know yet. It’s
seven hours till it’s due.”
“Then telephone later.
But find out, somehow. I don’t want to
stand around that station, waiting for the train.”
Ralph whistled. Clearly, his
young man was going to be hard to manage. He
proposed a bath as a soothing measure. No, Claude
had had his bath. Had he, then, packed his suitcase?
“How the devil can I pack it
when I don’t know what I’m going to put
on?”
“You’ll put on one shirt
and one pair of socks. I’m going to get
some of this stuff out of the way for you.”
Ralph caught up a handful of socks and fell to sorting
them. Several had bright red spots on the toe.
He began to laugh.
“I know why your shoe hurts, you’ve cut
your foot!”
Claude sprang up as if a hornet had
stung him. “Will you get out of here,”
he shouted, “and let me alone?”
Ralph vanished. He told his mother
he would dress at once, as they might have to use
force with Claude at the last moment. The wedding
ceremony was to be at eight, supper was to follow,
and Claude and Enid were to leave Frankfort at 10:25,
on the Denver express. At six o’clock,
when Ralph knocked at his brother’s door, he
found him shaved and brushed, and dressed, except for
his coat. His tucked shirt was not rumpled, and
his tie was properly knotted. Whatever pain they
concealed, his patent leather shoes were smooth and
glistening and resolutely pointed.
“Are you packed?” Ralph asked in astonishment.
“Nearly. I wish you’d
go over things and make them look a little neater,
if you can. I’d hate to have a girl see
the inside of that suitcase, the way it is. Where
shall I put my cigars? They’ll make everything
smell, wherever I put them. All my clothes seem
to smell of cooking, or starch, or something.
I don’t know what Mahailey does to them,”
he ended bitterly.
Ralph looked outraged. “Well,
of all ingratitude! Mahailey’s been ironing
your damned old shirts for a week!”
“Yes, yes, I know. Don’t
rattle me. I forgot to put any handkerchiefs
in my trunk, so you’ll have to get the whole
bunch in somewhere.”
Mr. Wheeler appeared in the doorway,
his Sunday black trousers gallowsed up high over a
white shirt, wafting a rich odor of bayrum from his
tumbled hair. He held a thin folded paper delicately
between his thick fingers.
“Where is your bill-book, son?”
Claude caught up his discarded trousers
and extracted a square of leather from the pocket.
His father took it and placed the bit of paper inside
with the bank notes. “You may want to pick
up some trifle your wife fancies,” he said.
“Have you got your railroad tickets in here?
Here is your trunk check Dan brought back. Don’t
forget, I’ve put it in with your tickets and
marked it C. W., so you’ll know which is your
check and which is Enid’s.”
“Yes, sir. Thank you, sir.”
Claude had already drawn from the
bank all the money he would need. This additional
bank check was Mr. Wheeler’s admission that
he was sorry for some sarcastic remarks he had made
a few days ago, when he discovered that Claude had
reserved a stateroom on the Denver express. Claude
had answered curtly that when Enid and her mother
went to Michigan they always had a stateroom, and he
wasn’t going to ask her to travel less comfortably
with him.
At seven o’clock the Wheeler
family set out in the two cars that stood waiting
by the windmill. Mr. Wheeler drove the big Cadillac,
and Ralph took Mahailey and Dan in the Ford. When
they reached the mill house the outer yard was already
black with motors, and the porch and parlours were
full of people talking and moving about.
Claude went directly upstairs.
Ralph began to seat the guests, arranging the folding
chairs in such a way as to leave a passage from the
foot of the stairs to the floral arch he had constructed
that morning. The preacher had his Bible in his
hand and was standing under the light, hunting for
his chapter. Enid would have preferred to have
Mr. Weldon come down from Lincoln to marry her, but
that would have wounded Mr. Snowberry deeply.
After all, he was her minister, though he was not
eloquent and persuasive like Arthur Weldon. He
had fewer English words at his command than most human
beings, and even those did not come to him readily.
In his pulpit he sought for them and struggled with
them until drops of perspiration rolled from his forehead
and fell upon his coarse, matted brown beard.
But he believed what he said, and language was so
little an accomplishment with him that he was not
tempted to say more than he believed. He had been
a drummer boy in the Civil War, on the losing side,
and he was a simple, courageous man.
Ralph was to be both usher and best
man. Gladys Farmer could not be one of the bridesmaids
because she was to play the wedding march. At
eight o’clock Enid and Claude came downstairs
together, conducted by Ralph and followed by four
girls dressed in white, like the bride. They
took their places under the arch before the preacher.
He began with the chapter from Genesis about the creation
of man, and Adam’s rib, reading in a laboured
manner, as if he did not quite know why he had selected
that passage and was looking for something he did
not find. His nose-glasses kept falling off and
dropping upon the open book. Throughout this
prolonged fumbling Enid stood calm, looking at him
respectfully, very pretty in her short veil.
Claude was so pale that he looked unnatural, nobody
had ever seen him like that before. His face,
between his very black clothes and his smooth, sandy
hair, was white and severe, and he uttered his responses
in a hollow voice. Mahailey, at the back of the
room, in a black hat with green gooseberries on it,
was standing, in order to miss nothing. She watched
Mr. Snowberry as if she hoped to catch some visible
sign of the miracle he was performing. She always
wondered just what it was the preacher did to make
the wrongest thing in the world the rightest thing
in the world.
When it was over, Enid went upstairs
to put on her travelling dress, and Ralph and Gladys
began seating the guests for supper. Just twenty
minutes later Enid came down and took her place beside
Claude at the head of the long table. The company
rose and drank the bride’s health in grape-juice
punch. Mr. Royce, however, while the guests were
being seated, had taken Mr. Wheeler down to the fruit
cellar, where the two old friends drank off a glass
of well-seasoned Kentucky whiskey, and shook hands.
When they came back to the table, looking younger than
when they withdrew, the preacher smelled the tang
of spirits and felt slighted. He looked disconsolately
into his ruddy goblet and thought about the marriage
at Cana. He tried to apply his Bible literally
to life and, though he didn’t dare breathe it
aloud in these days, he could never see why he was
better than his Lord.
Ralph, as master of ceremonies, kept
his head and forgot nothing. When it was time
to start, he tapped Claude on the shoulder, cutting
his father short in one of his best stories. Contrary
to custom, the bridal couple were to go to the station
unaccompanied, and they vanished from the head of the
table with only a nod and a smile to the guests.
Ralph hurried them into the light car, where he had
already stowed Enid’s hand luggage. Only
wizened little Mrs. Royce slipped out from the kitchen
to bid them good-bye.
That evening some bad boys had come
out from town and strewn the road near the mill with
dozens of broken glass bottles, after which they hid
in the wild plum bushes to wait for the fun.
Ralph’s was the first car out, and though his
lights glittered on this bed of jagged glass, there
was no time to stop; the road was ditched on either
side, so he had to drive straight ahead, and got into
Frankfort on flat tires. The express whistled
just as he pulled up at the station. He and Claude
caught up the four pieces of hand luggage and put
them in the stateroom. Leaving Enid there with
the bags, the two boys went to the rear platform of
the observation car to talk until the last moment.
Ralph checked off on his fingers the list of things
he had promised Claude to attend to. Claude thanked
him feelingly. He felt that without Ralph he
could never have got married at all. They had
never been such good friends as during the last fortnight.
The wheels began to turn. Ralph
gripped Claude’s hand, ran to the front of the
car and stepped off. As Claude passed him, he
stood waving his handkerchief, a rather
funny figure under the station lights, in his black
clothes and his stiff straw hat, his short legs well
apart, wearing his incurably jaunty air.
The train glided quietly out through
the summer darkness, along the timbered river valley.
Claude was alone on the back platform, smoking a nervous
cigar. As they passed the deep cut where Lovely
Creek flowed into the river, he saw the lights of the
mill house flash for a moment in the distance.
The night air was still; heavy with the smell of sweet
clover that grew high along the tracks, and of wild
grapevines wet with dew. The conductor came to
ask for the tickets, saying with a wise smile that
he had been hunting for him, as he didn’t like
to trouble the lady.
After he was gone, Claude looked at
his watch, threw away the end of his cigar, and went
back through the Pullman cars. The passengers
had gone to bed; the overhead lights were always turned
low when the train left Frankfort. He made his
way through the aisles of swaying green curtains,
and tapped at the door of his state room. It
opened a little way, and Enid stood there in a white
silk dressing-gown with many ruffles, her hair in two
smooth braids over her shoulders.
“Claude,” she said in
a low voice, “would you mind getting a berth
somewhere out in the car tonight? The porter says
they are not all taken. I’m not feeling
very well. I think the dressing on the chicken
salad must have been too rich.”
He answered mechanically. “Yes,
certainly. Can’t I get you something?”
“No, thank you. Sleep will
do me more good than anything else. Good-night.”
She closed the door, and he heard
the lock slip. He stood looking at the highly
polished wood of the panel for a moment, then turned
irresolutely and went back along the slightly swaying
aisle of green curtains. In the observation car
he stretched himself out upon two wicker chairs and
lit another cigar. At twelve o’clock the
porter came in.
“This car is closed for the
night, sah. Is you the gen’leman from
the stateroom in fourteen? Do you want a lower?”
“No, thank you. Is there a smoking car?”
“They is the day-coach smokah,
but it ain’t likely very clean at this time
o’ night.”
“That’s all right.
It’s forward?” Claude absently handed him
a coin, and the porter conducted him to a very dirty
car where the floor was littered with newspapers and
cigar stumps, and the leather cushions were grey with
dust. A few desperate looking men lay about with
their shoes off and their suspenders hanging down
their backs. The sight of them reminded Claude
that his left foot was very sore, and that his shoes
must have been hurting him for some time. He
pulled them off, and thrust his feet, in their silk
socks, on the opposite seat.
On that long, dirty, uncomfortable
ride Claude felt many things, but the paramount feeling
was homesickness. His hurt was of a kind that
made him turn with a sort of aching cowardice to the
old, familiar things that were as sure as the sunrise.
If only the sagebrush plain, over which the stars
were shining, could suddenly break up and resolve
itself into the windings of Lovely Creek, with his
father’s house on the hill, dark and silent in
the summer night! When he closed his eyes he could
see the light in his mother’s window; and, lower
down, the glow of Mahailey’s lamp, where she
sat nodding and mending his old shirts. Human
love was a wonderful thing, he told himself, and it
was most wonderful where it had least to gain.
By morning the storm of anger, disappointment,
and humiliation that was boiling in him when he first
sat down in the observation car, had died out.
One thing lingered; the peculiarly casual, indifferent,
uninterested tone of his wife’s voice when she
sent him away. It was the flat tone in which
people make commonplace remarks about common things.
Day broke with silvery brightness
on the summer sage. The sky grew pink, the sand
grew gold. The dawn-wind brought through the
windows the acrid smell of the sagebrush: an odour
that is peculiarly stimulating in the early morning,
when it always seems to promise freedom... large spaces,
new beginnings, better days.
The train was due in Denver at eight
o’clock. Exactly at seven thirty Claude
knocked at Enid’s door, this time
firmly. She was dressed, and greeted him with
a fresh, smiling face, holding her hat in her hand.
“Are you feeling better?” he asked.
“Oh, yes! I am perfectly
all right this morning. I’ve put out all
your things for you, there on the seat.”
He glanced at them. “Thank
you. But I won’t have time to change, I’m
afraid.”
“Oh, won’t you? I’m
so sorry I forgot to give you your bag last night.
But you must put on another necktie, at least.
You look too much like a groom.”
“Do I?” he asked, with
a scarcely perceptible curl of his lip.
Everything he needed was neatly arranged
on the plush seat; shirt, collar, tie, brushes, even
a handkerchief. Those in his pockets were black
from dusting off the cinders that blew in all night,
and he threw them down and took up the clean one.
There was a damp spot on it, and as he unfolded it
he recognized the scent of a cologne Enid often used.
For some reason this attention unmanned him.
He felt the smart of tears in his eyes, and to hide
them bent over the metal basin and began to scrub his
face. Enid stood behind him, adjusting her hat
in the mirror.
“How terribly smoky you are,
Claude. I hope you don’t smoke before breakfast?”
“No. I was in the smoking
car awhile. I suppose my clothes got full of
it.”
“You are covered with dust and
cinders, too!” She took the clothes broom from
the rack and began to brush him.
Claude caught her hand. “Don’t,
please!” he said sharply. “The porter
can do that for me.”
Enid watched him furtively as he closed
and strapped his suitcase. She had often heard
that men were cross before breakfast.
“Sure you’ve forgotten
nothing?” he asked before he closed her bag.
“Yes. I never lose things on the train, do
you?”
“Sometimes,” he replied
guardedly, not looking up as he snapped the catch.