CHAPTER I
At noon that day Claude found himself
in a street of little shops, hot and perspiring, utterly
confused and turned about. Truck drivers and
boys on bell less bicycles shouted at him indignantly,
furiously. He got under the shade of a young plane
tree and stood close to the trunk, as if it might protect
him. His greatest care, at any rate, was off
his hands. With the help of Victor Morse he had
hired a taxi for forty francs, taken Fanning to the
base hospital, and seen him into the arms of a big
orderly from Texas. He came away from the hospital
with no idea where he was going except
that he wanted to get to the heart of the city.
It seemed, however, to have no heart; only long, stony
arteries, full of heat and noise. He was still
standing there, under his plane tree, when a group
of uncertain, lost-looking brown figures, headed by
Sergeant Hicks, came weaving up the street; nine men
in nine different attitudes of dejection, each with
a long loaf of bread under his arm. They hailed
Claude with joy, straightened up, and looked as if
now they had found their way! He saw that he
must be a plane tree for somebody else.
Sergeant Hicks explained that they
had been trudging about the town, looking for cheese.
After sixteen days of heavy, tasteless food, cheese
was what they all wanted. There was a grocery
store up the street, where there seemed to be everything
else. He had tried to make the old woman understand
by signs.
“Don’t these French people
eat cheese, anyhow? What’s their word for
it, Lieutenant? I’m damned if I know, and
I’ve lost my phrase book. Suppose you could
make her understand?”
“Well, I’ll try. Come along, boys.”
Crowding close together, the ten men
entered the shop. The proprietress ran forward
with an exclamation of despair. Evidently she
had thought she was done with them, and was not pleased
to see them coming back. When she paused to take
breath, Claude took off his hat respectfully, and
performed the bravest act of his life; uttered the
first phrase-book sentence he had ever spoken to a
French person. His men were at his back; he had
to say something or run, there was no other course.
Looking the old woman in the eye, he steadily articulated:
“Avez-vous du
fromage, Madame?” It was almost inspiration
to add the last word, he thought; and when it worked,
he was as much startled as if his revolver had gone
off in his belt.
“Du fromage?”
the shop woman screamed. Calling something to
her daughter, who was at the desk, she caught Claude
by the sleeve, pulled him out of the shop, and ran
down the street with him. She dragged him into
a doorway darkened by a long curtain, greeted the
proprietress, and then pushed the men after their officer,
as if they were stubborn burros.
They stood blinking in the gloom,
inhaling a sour, damp, buttery, smear-kase smell,
until their eyes penetrated the shadows and they saw
that there was nothing but cheese and butter in the
place. The shopkeeper was a fat woman, with black
eyebrows that met above her nose; her sleeves were
rolled up, her cotton dress was open over her white
throat and bosom. She began at once to tell them
that there was a restriction on milk products; every
one must have cards; she could not sell them so much.
But soon there was nothing left to dispute about.
The boys fell upon her stock like wolves. The
little white cheeses that lay on green leaves disappeared
into big mouths. Before she could save it, Hicks
had split a big round cheese through the middle and
was carving it up like a melon. She told them
they were dirty pigs and worse than the Boches, but
she could not stop them.
“What’s the matter with
Mother, Lieutenant? What’s she fussing
about? Ain’t she here to sell goods?”
Claude tried to look wiser than he
was. “From what I can make out, there’s
some sort of restriction; you aren’t allowed
to buy all you want. We ought to have thought
about that; this is a war country. I guess we’ve
about cleaned her out.”
“Oh, that’s all right,”
said Hicks wiping his clasp-knife. “We’ll
bring her some sugar tomorrow. One of the fellows
who helped us unload at the docks told me you can
always quiet ’em if you give ’em sugar.”
They surrounded her and held out their
money for her to take her pay. “Come on,
ma’m, don’t be bashful. What’s
the matter, ain’t this good money?”
She was distracted by the noise they
made, by their bronzed faces with white teeth and
pale eyes, crowding so close to her. Ten large,
well-shaped hands with straight fingers, the open palms
full of crumpled notes.... Holding the men off
under the pretence of looking for a pencil, she made
rapid calculations. The money that lay in their
palms had no relation to these big, coaxing, boisterous
fellows; it was a joke to them; they didn’t
know what it meant in the world. Behind them were
shiploads of money, and behind the ships....
The situation was unfair. Whether
she took much or little out of their hands, couldn’t
possibly matter to the Americans, couldn’t even
dash their good humour. But there was a strain
on the cheesewoman, and the standards of a lifetime
were in jeopardy. Her mind mechanically fixed
upon two-and-a-half; she would charge them two-and-a-half
times the market price of the cheese. With this
moral plank to cling to, she made change with conscientious
accuracy and did not keep a penny too much from anybody.
Telling them what big stupids they were, and that
it was necessary to learn to count in this world,
she urged them out of her shop. She liked them
well enough, but she did not like to do business with
them. If she didn’t take their money, the
next one would. All the same, fictitious values
were distasteful to her, and made everything seem
flimsy and unsafe.
Standing in her doorway, she watched
the brown band go ambling down the street; as they
passed in front of the old church of St. Jacques,
the two foremost stumbled on a sunken step that was
scarcely above the level of the pavement. She
laughed aloud. They looked back and waved to
her. She replied with a smile that was both friendly
and angry. She liked them, but not the legend
of waste and prodigality that ran before them and
followed after. It was superfluous and disintegrating
in a world of hard facts. An army in which the
men had meat for breakfast, and ate more every day
than the French soldiers at the front got in a week!
Their moving kitchens and supply trains were the wonder
of France. Down below Arles, where her husband’s
sister had married, on the desolate plain of the Crau,
their tinned provisions were piled like mountain ranges,
under sheds and canvas. Nobody had ever seen
so much food before; coffee, milk, sugar, bacon, hams;
everything the world was famished for. They brought
shiploads of useless things, too. And useless
people. Shiploads of women who were not nurses;
some said they came to dance with the officers, so
they would not be ennuyes.
All this was not war, any
more than having money thrust at you by grown men
who could not count, was business. It was an
invasion, like the other. The first destroyed
material possessions, and this threatened everybody’s
integrity. Distaste of such methods, deep, recoiling
distrust of them, clouded the cheesewoman’s
brow as she threw her money into the drawer and turned
the key on it.
As for the doughboys, having once
stubbed their toes on the sunken step, they examined
it with interest, and went in to explore the church.
It was in their minds that they must not let a church
escape, any more than they would let a Boche escape.
Within they came upon a bunch of their shipmates, including
the Kansas band, to whom they boasted that their Lieutenant
could “speak French like a native.”
The Lieutenant himself thought he
was getting on pretty well, but a few hours later
his pride was humbled. He was sitting alone in
a little triangular park beside another church, admiring
the cropped locust trees and watching some old women
who were doing their mending in the shade. A
little boy in a black apron, with a close-shaved,
bare head, came along, skipping rope. He hopped
lightly up to Claude and said in a most persuasive
and confiding voice,
“Voulez-vous me dire l’heure,
s’il vous plait, M’sieu’ l’
soldat?”
Claude looked down into his admiring
eyes with a feeling of panic. He wouldn’t
mind being dumb to a man, or even to a pretty girl,
but this was terrible. His tongue went dry, and
his face grew scarlet. The child’s expectant
gaze changed to a look of doubt, and then of fear.
He had spoken before to Americans who didn’t
understand, but they had not turned red and looked
angry like this one; this soldier must be ill, or
wrong in his head. The boy turned and ran away.
Many a serious mishap had distressed
Claude less. He was disappointed, too. There
was something friendly in the boy’s face that
he wanted... that he needed. As he rose he ground
his heel into the gravel. “Unless I can
learn to talk to the children of this country,”
he muttered, “I’ll go home!”
CHAPTER II
Claude set off to find the Grand Hotel,
where he had promised to dine with Victor Morse.
The porter there spoke English. He called a red-headed
boy in a dirty uniform and told him to take the American
to vingt-quatre. The boy also spoke
English. “Plenty money in New York, I guess!
In France, no money.” He made their way,
through musty corridors and up slippery staircases,
as long as possible, shrewdly eyeing the visitor and
rubbing his thumb nervously against his fingers all
the while.
“Vingt-quatre, twen’y-four,”
he announced, rapping at a door with one hand and
suggestively opening the other. Claude put something
into it anything to be rid of him.
Victor was standing before the fireplace.
“Hello, Wheeler, come in. Our dinner will
be served up here. It’s big enough, isn’t
it? I could get nothing between a coop, and this
at fifteen dollars a day.”
The room was spacious enough for a
banquet; with two huge beds, and great windows that
swung in on hinges, like doors, and that had certainly
not been washed since before the war. The heavy
red cotton-brocade hangings and lace curtains were
stiff with dust, the thick carpet was strewn with
cigarette-ends and matches. Razor blades and
“Khaki Comfort” boxes lay about on the
dresser, and former occupants had left their autographs
in the dust on the table. Officers slept there,
and went away, and other officers arrived, and
the room remained the same, like a wood in which travellers
camp for the night. The valet de chambre
carried away only what he could use; discarded shirts
and socks and old shoes. It seemed a rather dismal
place to have a party.
When the waiter came, he dusted off
the table with his apron and put on a clean cloth,
napkins, and glasses. Victor and his guest sat
down under an electric light bulb with a broken shade,
around which a silent halo of flies moved unceasingly.
They did not buzz, or dart aloft, or descend to try
the soup, but hung there in the center of the room
as if they were a part of the lighting system.
The constant attendance of the waiter embarrassed Claude;
he felt as if he were being watched.
“By the way,” said Victor
while the soup plates were being removed, “what
do you think of this wine? It cost me thirty
francs the bottle.”
“It tastes very good to me,”
Claude replied. “But then, it’s the
first champagne I’ve ever drunk.”
“Really?” Victor drank
off another glass and sighed. “I envy you.
I wish I had it all to do over. Life’s too
short, you know.”
“I should say you had made a
good beginning. We’re a long way from Crystal
Lake.”
“Not far enough.”
His host reached across the table and filled Claude’s
empty glass. “I sometimes waken up with
the feeling I’m back there. Or I have bad
dreams, and find myself sitting on that damned stool
in the glass cage and can’t make my books balance;
I hear the old man coughing in his private room, the
way he coughs when he’s going to refuse a loan
to some poor devil who needs it. I’ve had
a narrow escape, Wheeler; ‘as a brand from the
burning’. That’s all the Scripture
I remember.”
The bright red spots on Victor’s
cheeks, his pale forehead and brilliant eyes and saucy
little moustaches seemed to give his quotation a peculiar
vividness. Claude envied him. It must be
great fun to take up a part and play it to a finish;
to believe you were making yourself over, and to admire
the kind of fellow you made. He, too, in a way,
admired Victor, though he couldn’t
altogether believe in him.
“You’ll never go back,”
he said, “I wouldn’t worry about that.”
“Take it from me, there are
thousands who will never go back! I’m not
speaking of the casualties. Some of you Americans
are likely to discover the world this trip... and
it’ll make the hell of a lot of difference!
You boys never had a fair chance. There’s
a conspiracy of Church and State to keep you down.
I’m going off to play with some girls tonight,
will you come along?”
Claude laughed. “I guess not.”
“Why not? You won’t be caught, I
guarantee.”
“I guess not.” Claude
spoke apologetically. “I’m going out
to see Fanning after dinner.”
Victor shrugged. “That
ass!” He beckoned the waiter to open another
bottle and bring the coffee. “Well, it’s
your last chance to go nutting with me.”
He looked intently at Claude and lifted his glass.
“To the future, and our next meeting!”
When he put down his empty goblet he remarked, “I
got a wire through today; I’m leaving tomorrow.”
“For London?”
“For Verdun.”
Claude took a quick breath. Verdun...
the very sound of the name was grim, like the hollow
roll of drums. Victor was going there tomorrow.
Here one could take a train for Verdun, or thereabouts,
as at home one took a train for Omaha. He felt
more “over” than he had done before, and
a little crackle of excitement went all through him.
He tried to be careless:
“Then you won’t get to London soon?”
“God knows,” Victor answered
gloomily. He looked up at the ceiling and began
to whistle softly an engaging air. “Do you
know that? It’s something Maisie often
plays; ‘Roses of Picardy.’ You won’t
know what a woman can be till you meet her, Wheeler.”
“I hope I’ll have that
pleasure. I was wondering if you’d forgotten
her for the moment. She doesn’t object to
these diversions?”
Victor lifted his eyebrows in the
old haughty way. “Women don’t require
that sort of fidelity of the air service. Our
engagements are too uncertain.”
Half an hour later Victor had gone
in quest of amorous adventure, and Claude was wandering
alone in a brightly lighted street full of soldiers
and sailors of all nations. There were black
Senegalese, and Highlanders in kilts, and little lorry-drivers
from Siam, all moving slowly along between
rows of cabarets and cinema theatres. The wide-spreading
branches of the plane trees met overhead, shutting
out the sky and roofing in the orange glare.
The sidewalks were crowded with chairs and little tables,
at which marines and soldiers sat drinking schnapps
and cognac and coffee. From every doorway music-machines
poured out jazz tunes and strident Sousa marches.
The noise was stupefying. Out in the middle of
the street a band of bareheaded girls, hardy and tough
looking; were following a string of awkward Americans,
running into them, elbowing them, asking for treats,
crying, “You dance me Fausse-trot,
Sammie?”
Claude stationed himself before a
movie theatre, where the sign in electric lights read,
“Amour, quand tu nous tiens!”
and stood watching the people. In the stream
that passed him, his eye lit upon two walking arm-in-arm,
their hands clasped, talking eagerly and unconscious
of the crowd, different, he saw at once,
from all the other strolling, affectionate couples.
The man wore the American uniform;
his left arm had been amputated at the elbow, and
he carried his head awry, as if he had a stiff neck.
His dark, lean face wore an expression of intense
anxiety, his eyebrows twitched as if he were in constant
pain. The girl, too, looked troubled. As
they passed him, under the red light of the Amour
sign, Claude could see that her eyes were full of
tears. They were wide, blue eyes, innocent looking,
and she had the prettiest face he had seen since he
landed. From her silk shawl, and little bonnet
with blue strings and a white frill, he thought she
must be a country girl. As she listened to the
soldier, with her mouth half-open, he saw a space between
her two front teeth, as with children whose second
teeth have just come. While they pushed along
in the crowd she looked up intently at the man beside
her, or off into the blur of light, where she evidently
saw nothing. Her face, young and soft, seemed
new to emotion, and her bewildered look made one feel
that she did not know where to turn.
Without realizing what he did, Claude
followed them out of the crowd into a quiet street,
and on into another, even more deserted, where the
houses looked as if they had been asleep a long while.
Here there were no street lamps, not even a light in
the windows, but natural darkness; with the moon high
overhead throwing sharp shadows across the white cobble
paving. The narrow street made a bend, and he
came out upon the church he and his comrades had entered
that afternoon. It looked larger by night, and
but for the sunken step, he might not have been sure
it was the same. The dark neighbouring houses
seemed to lean toward it, the moonlight shone silver-grey
upon its battered front.
The two walking before him ascended
the steps and withdrew into the deep doorway, where
they clung together in an embrace so long and still
that it was like death. At last they drew shuddering
apart. The girl sat down on the stone bench beside
the door. The soldier threw himself upon the
pavement at her feet, and rested his head on her knee,
his one arm lying across her lap.
In the shadow of the houses opposite,
Claude kept watch like a sentinel, ready to take their
part if any alarm should startle them. The girl
bent over her soldier, stroking his head so softly
that she might have been putting him to sleep; took
his one hand and held it against her bosom as if to
stop the pain there. Just behind her, on the
sculptured portal, some old bishop, with a pointed
cap and a broken crozier, stood, holding up two fingers.
CHAPTER III
The next morning when Claude arrived
at the hospital to see Fanning, he found every one
too busy to take account of him. The courtyard
was full of ambulances, and a long line of camions
waited outside the gate. A train-load of wounded
Americans had come in, sent back from evacuation hospitals
to await transportation home.
As the men were carried past him,
he thought they looked as if they had been sick a
long while looked, indeed, as if they could
never get well. The boys who died on board the
Anchises had never seemed as sick as these did.
Their skin was yellow or purple, their eyes were sunken,
their lips sore. Everything that belonged to
health had left them, every attribute of youth was
gone. One poor fellow, whose face and trunk were
wrapped in cotton, never stopped moaning, and as he
was carried up the corridor he smelled horribly.
The Texas orderly remarked to Claude, “In the
beginning that one only had a finger blown off; would
you believe it?”
These were the first wounded men Claude
had seen. To shed bright blood, to wear the red
badge of courage, that was one thing; but
to be reduced to this was quite another. Surely,
the sooner these boys died, the better.
The Texan, passing with his next load,
asked Claude why he didn’t go into the office
and wait until the rush was over. Looking in
through the glass door, Claude noticed a young man
writing at a desk enclosed by a railing. Something
about his figure, about the way he held his head,
was familiar. When he lifted his left arm to
prop open the page of his ledger, it was a stump below
the elbow. Yes, there could be no doubt about
it; the pale, sharp face, the beak nose, the frowning,
uneasy brow. Presently, as if he felt a curious
eye upon him, the young man paused in his rapid writing,
wriggled his shoulders, put an iron paperweight on
the page of his book, took a case from his pocket
and shook a cigarette out on the table. Going
up to the railing, Claude offered him a cigar.
“No, thank you. I don’t use them any
more. They seem too heavy for me.”
He struck a match, moved his shoulders again as if
they were cramped, and sat down on the edge of his
desk.
“Where do these wounded men
come from?” Claude asked. “I just
got in on the Anchises yesterday.”
“They come from various evacuation
hospitals. I believe most of them are the Belleau
Wood lot.”
“Where did you lose your arm?”
“Cantigny. I was in the
First Division. I’d been over since last
September, waiting for something to happen, and then
got fixed in my first engagement.”
“Can’t you go home?”
“Yes, I could. But I don’t
want to. I’ve got used to things over here.
I was attached to Headquarters in Paris for awhile.”
Claude leaned across the rail.
“We read about Cantigny at home, of course.
We were a good deal excited; I suppose you were?”
“Yes, we were nervous.
We hadn’t been under fire, and we’d been
fed up on all that stuff about it’s taking fifty
years to build a fighting machine. The Hun had
a strong position; we looked up that long hill and
wondered how we were going to behave.” As
he talked the boy’s eyes seemed to be moving
all the time, probably because he could not move his
head at all. After blowing out deep clouds of
smoke until his cigarette was gone, he sat down to
his ledger and frowned at the page in a way which
said he was too busy to talk.
Claude saw Dr. Trueman standing in
the doorway, waiting for him. They made their
morning call on Fanning, and left the hospital together.
The Doctor turned to him as if he had something on
his mind.
“I saw you talking to that wry-necked
boy. How did he seem, all right?”
“Not exactly. That is,
he seems very nervous. Do you know anything about
him?”
“Oh, yes! He’s a
star patient here, a psychopathic case. I had
just been talking to one of the doctors about him,
when I came out and saw you with him. He was
shot in the neck at Cantigny, where he lost his arm.
The wound healed, but his memory is affected; some
nerve cut, I suppose, that connects with that part
of his brain. This psychopath, Phillips, takes
a great interest in him and keeps him here to observe
him. He’s writing a book about him.
He says the fellow has forgotten almost everything
about his life before he came to France. The queer
thing is, it’s his recollection of women that
is most affected. He can remember his father,
but not his mother; doesn’t know if he has sisters
or not, can remember seeing girls about
the house, but thinks they may have been cousins.
His photographs and belongings were lost when he was
hurt, all except a bunch of letters he had in his
pocket. They are from a girl he’s engaged
to, and he declares he can’t remember her at
all; doesn’t know what she looks like or anything
about her, and can’t remember getting engaged.
The doctor has the letters. They seem to be from
a nice girl in his own town who is very ambitious
for him to make the most of himself. He deserted
soon after he was sent to this hospital, ran away.
He was found on a farm out in the country here, where
the sons had been killed and the people had sort of
adopted him. He’d quit his uniform and
was wearing the clothes of one of the dead sons.
He’d probably have got away with it, if he hadn’t
had that wry neck. Some one saw him in the fields
and recognized him and reported him. I guess
nobody cared much but this psychopathic doctor; he
wanted to get his pet patient back. They call
him ’the lost American’ here.”
“He seems to be doing some sort
of clerical work,” Claude observed discreetly.
“Yes, they say he’s very
well educated. He remembers the books he has
read better than his own life. He can’t
recall what his home town looks like, or his home.
And the women are clear wiped out, even the girl he
was going to marry.”
Claude smiled. “Maybe he’s fortunate
in that.”
The Doctor turned to him affectionately,
“Now Claude, don’t begin to talk like
that the minute you land in this country.”
Claude walked on past the church of
St. Jacques. Last night already seemed like a
dream, but it haunted him. He wished he could
do something to help that boy; help him get away from
the doctor who was writing a book about him, and the
girl who wanted him to make the most of himself; get
away and be lost altogether in what he had been lucky
enough to find. All day, as Claude came and went,
he looked among the crowds for that young face, so
compassionate and tender.
CHAPTER IV
Deeper and deeper into flowery France!
That was the sentence Claude kept saying over to himself
to the jolt of the wheels, as the long troop train
went southward, on the second day after he and his
company had left the port of debarkation. Fields
of wheat, fields of oats, fields of rye; all the low
hills and rolling uplands clad with harvest.
And everywhere, in the grass, in the yellowing grain,
along the road-bed, the poppies spilling and streaming.
On the second day the boys were still calling to each
other about the poppies; nothing else had so entirely
surpassed their expectations. They had supposed
that poppies grew only on battle fields, or in the
brains of war correspondents. Nobody knew what
the cornflowers were, except Willy Katz, an Austrian
boy from the Omaha packing-houses, and he knew only
an objectionable name for them, so he offered no information.
For a long time they thought the red clover blossoms
were wild flowers, they were as big as
wild roses. When they passed the first alfalfa
field, the whole train rang with laughter; alfalfa
was one thing, they believed, that had never been heard
of outside their own prairie states.
All the way down, Company B had been
finding the old things instead of the new, or,
to their way of thinking, the new things instead of
the old. The thatched roofs they had so counted
upon seeing were few and far between. But American
binders, of well-known makes, stood where the fields
were beginning to ripen, and they were
being oiled and put in order, not by “peasants,”
but by wise-looking old farmers who seemed to know
their business. Pear trees, trained like vines
against the wall, did not astonish them half so much
as the sight of the familiar cottonwood, growing everywhere.
Claude thought he had never before realized how beautiful
this tree could be. In verdant little valleys,
along the clear rivers, the cottonwoods waved and
rustled; and on the little islands, of which there
were so many in these rivers, they stood in pointed
masses, seemed to grip deep into the soil and to rest
easy, as if they had been there for ever and would
be there for ever more. At home, all about Frankfort,
the farmers were cutting down their cottonwoods because
they were “common,” planting maples and
ash trees to struggle along in their stead. Never
mind; the cottonwoods were good enough for France,
and they were good enough for him! He felt they
were a real bond between him and this people.
When B Company had first got their
orders to go into a training camp in north central
France, all the men were disappointed. Troops
much rawer than they were being rushed to the front,
so why fool around any longer? But now they were
reconciled to the delay. There seemed to be a
good deal of France that wasn’t the war, and
they wouldn’t mind travelling about a little
in a country like this. Was the harvest always
a month later than at home, as it seemed to be this
year? Why did the farmers have rows of trees
growing along the edges of every field didn’t
they take the strength out of the soil? What
did the farmers mean by raising patches of mustard
right along beside other crops? Didn’t
they know that mustard got into wheat fields and strangled
the grain?
The second night the boys were to
spend in Rouen, and they would have the following
day to look about. Everybody knew what had happened
at Rouen if any one didn’t, his neighbours
were only too eager to inform him! It had happened
in the market-place, and the market-place was what
they were going to find.
Tomorrow, when it came, proved to
be black and cold, a day of pouring rain. As
they filed through the narrow, crowded streets, that
harsh Norman city presented no very cheering aspect.
They were glad, at last, to find the waterside, to
go out on the bridge and breathe the air in the great
open space over the river, away from the clatter of
cart-wheels and the hard voices and crafty faces of
these townspeople, who seemed rough and unfriendly.
From the bridge they looked up at the white chalk
hills, the tops a blur of intense green under the low,
lead-coloured sky. They watched the fleets of
broad, deep-set river barges, coming and going under
their feet, with tilted smokestacks. Only a little
way up that river was Paris, the place where every
doughboy meant to go; and as they leaned on the rail
and looked down at the slow-flowing water, each one
had in his mind a confused picture of what it would
be like. The Seine, they felt sure, must be very
much wider there, and it was spanned by many bridges,
all longer than the bridge over the Missouri at Omaha.
There would be spires and golden domes past counting,
all the buildings higher than anything in Chicago,
and brilliant dazzlingly brilliant, nothing
grey and shabby about it like this old Rouen.
They attributed to the city of their desire incalculable
immensity, bewildering vastness, Babylonian hugeness
and heaviness the only attributes they had
been taught to admire.
Late in the morning Claude found himself
alone before the Church of St. Ouen. He was hunting
for the Cathedral, and this looked as if it might
be the right place. He shook the water from his
raincoat and entered, removing his hat at the door.
The day, so dark without, was darker still within;...
far away, a few scattered candles, still little points
of light... just before him, in the grey twilight,
slender white columns in long rows, like the stems
of silver poplars.
The entrance to the nave was closed
by a cord, so he walked up the aisle on the right,
treading softly, passing chapels where solitary women
knelt in the light of a few tapers. Except for
them, the church was empty... empty. His own breathing
was audible in this silence. He moved with caution
lest he should wake an echo.
When he reached the choir he turned,
and saw, far behind him, the rose window, with its
purple heart. As he stood staring, hat in hand,
as still as the stone figures in the chapels, a great
bell, up aloft, began to strike the hour in its deep,
melodious throat; eleven beats, measured and far apart,
as rich as the colours in the window, then silence...
only in his memory the throbbing of an undreamed-of
quality of sound. The revelations of the glass
and the bell had come almost simultaneously, as if
one produced the other; and both were superlatives
toward which his mind had always been groping, or
so it seemed to him then.
In front of the choir the nave was
open, with no rope to shut it off. Several straw
chairs were huddled on a flag of the stone floor.
After some hesitation he took one, turned it round,
and sat down facing the window. If some one should
come up to him and say anything, anything at all,
he would rise and say, “Pardon, Monsieur;
je ne saïs pas c’est
defendu.” He repeated this to himself to
be quite sure he had it ready.
On the train, coming down, he had
talked to the boys about the bad reputation Americans
had acquired for slouching all over the place and
butting in on things, and had urged them to tread
lightly, “But Lieutenant,” the kid from
Pleasantville had piped up, “isn’t this
whole Expedition a butt-in? After all, it ain’t
our war.” Claude laughed, but he told him
he meant to make an example of the fellow who went
to rough-housing.
He was well satisfied that he hadn’t
his restless companions on his mind now. He could
sit here quietly until noon, and hear the bell strike
again. In the meantime, he must try to think:
This was, of course, Gothic architecture; he had read
more or less about that, and ought to be able to remember
something. Gothic... that was a mere word; to
him it suggested something very peaked and pointed, sharp
arches, steep roofs. It had nothing to do with
these slim white columns that rose so straight and
far, or with the window, burning up there
in its vault of gloom....
While he was vainly trying to think
about architecture, some recollection of old astronomy
lessons brushed across his brain, something
about stars whose light travels through space for
hundreds of years before it reaches the earth and the
human eye. The purple and crimson and peacock-green
of this window had been shining quite as long as that
before it got to him.... He felt distinctly that
it went through him and farther still... as if his
mother were looking over his shoulder. He sat
solemnly through the hour until twelve, his elbows
on his knees, his conical hat swinging between them
in his hand, looking up through the twilight with
candid, thoughtful eyes.
When Claude joined his company at
the station, they had the laugh on him. They
had found the Cathedral, and a statue of
Richard the Lion-hearted, over the spot where the
lion-heart itself was buried; “the identical
organ,” fat Sergeant Hicks assured him.
But they were all glad to leave Rouen.
CHAPTER V
B Company reached the training camp
at S thirty-six men short: twenty-five
they had buried on the voyage over, and eleven sick
were left at the base hospital. The company was
to be attached to a battalion which had already seen
service, commanded by Lieutenant Colonel Scott.
Arriving early in the morning, the officers reported
at once to Headquarters. Captain Maxey must have
suffered a shock when the Colonel rose from his desk
to acknowledge his salute, then shook hands with them
all around and asked them about their journey.
The Colonel was not a very martial figure; short,
fat, with slouching shoulders, and a lumpy back like
a sack of potatoes. Though he wasn’t much
over forty, he was bald, and his collar would easily
slip over his head without being unbuttoned.
His little twinkling eyes and good-humoured face were
without a particle of arrogance or official dignity.
Years ago, when General Pershing,
then a handsome young Lieutenant with a slender waist
and yellow moustaches, was stationed as Commandant
at the University of Nebraska, Walter Scott was an
officer in a company of cadets the Lieutenant took
about to military tournaments. The Pershing Rifles,
they were called, and they won prizes wherever they
went. After his graduation, Scott settled down
to running a hardware business in a thriving Nebraska
town, and sold gas ranges and garden hose for twenty
years. About the time Pershing was sent to the
Mexican border, Scott began to think there might eventually
be something in the wind, and that he would better
get into training. He went down to Texas with
the National Guard. He had come to France with
the First Division, and had won his promotions by solid,
soldierly qualities.
“I see you’re an officer
short, Captain Maxey,” the Colonel remarked
at their conference. “I think I’ve
got a man here to take his place. Lieutenant
Gerhardt is a New York man, came over in the band
and got transferred to infantry. He has lately
been given a commission for good service. He’s
had some experience and is a capable fellow.”
The Colonel sent his orderly out to bring in a young
man whom he introduced to the officers as Lieutenant
David Gerhardt.
Claude had been ashamed of Tod Fanning,
who was always showing himself a sap-head, and who
would never have got a commission if his uncle hadn’t
been a Congressman. But the moment he met Lieutenant
Gerhardt’s eye, something like jealousy flamed
up in him. He felt in a flash that he suffered
by comparison with the new officer; that he must be
on his guard and must not let himself be patronized.
As they were leaving the Colonel’s
office together, Gerhardt asked him whether he had
got his billet. Claude replied that after the
men were in their quarters, he would look out for
something for himself.
The young man smiled. “I’m
afraid you may have difficulty. The people about
here have been overworked, keeping soldiers, and they
are not willing as they once were. I’m with
a nice old couple over in the village. I’m
almost sure I can get you in there. If you’ll
come along, we’ll speak to them, before some
one else is put off on them.”
Claude didn’t want to go, didn’t
want to accept favours, nevertheless he
went. They walked together along a dusty road
that ran between half-ripe wheat fields, bordered with
poplar trees. The wild morning-glories and Queen
Anne’s lace that grew by the road-side were
still shining with dew. A fresh breeze stirred
the bearded grain, parting it in furrows and fanning
out streaks of crimson poppies. The new officer
was not intrusive, certainly. He walked along,
whistling softly to himself, seeming quite lost in
the freshness of the morning, or in his own thoughts.
There had been nothing patronizing in his manner so
far, and Claude began to wonder why he felt ill at
ease with him. Perhaps it was because he did
not look like the rest of them. Though he was
young, he did not look boyish. He seemed experienced;
a finished product, rather than something on the way.
He was handsome, and his face, like his manner and
his walk, had something distinguished about it.
A broad white forehead under reddish brown hair, hazel
eyes with no uncertainty in their look, an aquiline
nose, finely cut, a sensitive, scornful
mouth, which somehow did not detract from the kindly,
though slightly reserved, expression of his face.
Lieutenant Gerhardt must have been
in this neighbourhood for some time; he seemed to
know the people. On the road they passed several
villagers; a rough looking girl taking a cow out to
graze, an old man with a basket on his arm, the postman
on his bicycle; they all spoke to Claude’s companion
as if they knew him well.
“What are these blue flowers
that grow about everywhere?” Claude asked suddenly,
pointing to a clump with his foot.
“Cornflowers,” said the
other. “The Germans call them Kaiser-blumen.”
They were approaching the village,
which lay on the edge of a wood, a wood
so large one could not see the end of it; it met the
horizon with a ridge of pines. The village was
but a single street. On either side ran clay-coloured
walls, with painted wooden doors here and there, and
green shutters. Claude’s guide opened one
of these gates, and they walked into a little sanded
garden; the house was built round it on three sides.
Under a cherry tree sat a woman in a black dress,
sewing, a work table beside her.
She was fifty, perhaps, but though
her hair was grey she had a look of youthfulness;
thin cheeks, delicately flushed with pink, and quiet,
smiling, intelligent eyes. Claude thought she
looked like a New England woman, like the
photographs of his mother’s cousins and schoolmates.
Lieutenant Gerhardt introduced him to Madame Joubert.
He was quite disheartened by the colloquy that followed.
Clearly his new fellow officer spoke Madame Joubert’s
perplexing language as readily as she herself did,
and he felt irritated and grudging as he listened.
He had been hoping that, wherever he stayed, he could
learn to talk to the people a little; but with this
accomplished young man about, he would never have
the courage to try. He could see that Mme.
Joubert liked Gerhardt, liked him very much; and all
this, for some reason, discouraged him.
Gerhardt turned to Claude, speaking
in a way which included Madame Joubert in the conversation,
though she could not understand it: “Madame
Joubert will let you come, although she has done her
part and really doesn’t have to take any one
else in. But you will be so well off here that
I’m glad she consents. You will have to
share my room, but there are two beds. She will
show you.”
Gerhardt went out of the gate and
left him alone with his hostess. Her mind seemed
to read his thoughts. When he uttered a word,
or any sound that resembled one, she quickly and smoothly
made a sentence of it, as if she were quite accustomed
to talking in this way and expected only monosyllables
from strangers. She was kind, even a little playful
with him; but he felt it was all good manners, and
that underneath she was not thinking of him at all.
When he was alone in the tile-floored sleeping room
upstairs, unrolling his blankets and arranging his
shaving things, he looked out of the window and watched
her where she sat sewing under the cherry tree.
She had a very sad face, he thought; it wasn’t
grief, nothing sharp and definite like sorrow.
It was an old, quiet, impersonal sadness, sweet
in its expression, like the sadness of music.
As he came out of the house to start
back to the barracks, he bowed to her and tried to
say, “Au revoir, Madame. Jusq’ au
ce soir.” He stopped near the kitchen
door to look at a many-branched rose vine that ran
all over the wall, full of cream-coloured, pink-tipped
roses, just a shade stronger in colour than the clay
wall behind them. Madame Joubert came over and
stood beside him, looking at him and at the rosier,
“Oui, c’est joli, n’est-ce
pas?” She took the scissors that hung by
a ribbon from her belt, cut one of the flowers and
stuck it in his buttonhole. “Voila.”
She made a little flourish with her thin hand.
Stepping into the street, he turned
to shut the wooden door after him, and heard a soft
stir in the dark tool-house at his elbow. From
among the rakes and spades a child’s frightened
face was staring out at him. She was sitting
on the ground with her lap full of baby kittens.
He caught but a glimpse of her dull, pale face.
CHAPTER VI
The next morning Claude awoke with
such a sense of physical well-being as he had not
had for a long time. The sun was shining brightly
on the white plaster walls and on the red tiles of
the floor. Green jalousies, half-drawn,
shaded the upper part of the two windows. Through
their slats, he could see the forking branches of
an old locust tree that grew by the gate. A flock
of pigeons flew over it, dipping and mounting with
a sharp twinkle of silver wings. It was good
to lie again in a house that was cared for by women.
He must have felt that even in his sleep, for when
he opened his eyes he was thinking about Mahailey and
breakfast and summer mornings on the farm. The
early stillness was sweet, and the feeling of dry,
clean linen against his body. There was a smell
of lavender about his warm pillow. He lay still
for fear of waking Lieutenant Gerhardt. This was
the sort of peace one wanted to enjoy alone.
When he rose cautiously on his elbow and looked at
the other bed, it was empty. His companion must
have dressed and slipped out when day first broke.
Somebody else who liked to enjoy things alone; that
looked hopeful. But now that he had the place
to himself, he decided to get up. While he was
dressing he could see old M. Joubert down in the garden,
watering the plants and vines, raking the sand fresh
and smooth, clipping off dead leaves and withered flowers
and throwing them into a wheelbarrow. These people
had lost both their sons in the war, he had been told,
and now they were taking care of the property for
their grandchildren, two daughters of the
elder son. Claude saw Gerhardt come into the garden,
and sit down at the table under the trees, where they
had their dinner last night. He hurried down
to join him. Gerhardt made room for him on the
bench.
“Do you always sleep like that?
It’s an accomplishment. I made enough noise
when I dressed, kept dropping things, but
it never reached you.”
Madame Joubert came out of the kitchen
in a purple flowered morning gown, her hair in curl-papers
under a lace cap. She brought the coffee herself,
and they sat down at the unpainted table without a
cloth, and drank it out of big crockery bowls.
They had fresh milk with it, the first Claude
had tasted in a long while, and sugar which Gerhardt
produced from his pocket. The old cook had her
coffee sitting in the kitchen door, and on the step,
at her feet, sat the strange, pale little girl.
Madame Joubert amiably addressed herself
to Claude; she knew that Americans were accustomed
to a different sort of morning repast, and if he wished
to bring bacon from the camp, she would gladly cook
it for him. She had even made pancakes for officers
who stayed there before. She seemed pleased,
however, to learn that Claude had had enough of these
things for awhile. She called David by his first
name, pronouncing it the French way, and when Claude
said he hoped she would do as much for him, she said,
Oh, yes, that his was a very good French name, “maïs
un peu, un peu... romanesque,”
at which he blushed, not quite knowing whether she
were making fun of him or not.
“It is rather so in English, isn’t it?”
David asked.
“Well, it’s a sissy name, if you mean
that.”
“Yes, it is, a little,”
David admitted candidly. The day’s work
on the parade ground was hard, and Captain Maxey’s
men were soft, felt the heat, didn’t
size up well with the Kansas boys who had been hardened
by service. The Colonel wasn’t pleased with
B Company and detailed them to build new barracks
and extend the sanitation system. Claude got
out and worked with the men. Gerhardt followed
his example, but it was easy to see that he had never
handled lumber or tin-roofing before. A kind of
rivalry seemed to have sprung up between him and Claude,
neither of them knew why.
Claude could see that the sergeants
and corporals were a little uncertain about Gerhardt.
His laconic speech, never embroidered by the picturesque
slang they relished, his gravity, and his rare, incredulous
smile, alike puzzled them. Was the new officer
a dude? Sergeant Hicks asked of his chum, Dell
Able. No, he wasn’t a dude. Was he
a swellhead? No, not at all; but he wasn’t
a good mixer. He was “an Easterner”;
what more he was would develop later. Claude
sensed something unusual about him. He suspected
that Gerhardt knew a good many things as well as he
knew French, and that he tried to conceal it, as people
sometimes do when they feel they are not among their
equals; this idea nettled him. It was Claude
who seized the opportunity to be patronizing, when
Gerhardt betrayed that he was utterly unable to select
lumber by given measurements.
The next afternoon, work on the new
barracks was called off because of rain. Sergeant
Hicks set about getting up a boxing match, but when
he went to invite the lieutenants, they had both disappeared.
Claude was tramping toward the village, determined
to get into the big wood that had tempted him ever
since his arrival.
The highroad became the village street,
and then, at the edge of the wood, became a country
road again. A little farther on, where the shade
grew denser, it split up into three wagon trails, two
of them faint and little used. One of these Claude
followed. The rain had dwindled to a steady patter,
but the tall brakes growing up in the path splashed
him to the middle, and his feet sank in spongy, mossy
earth. The light about him, the very air, was
green. The trunks of the trees were overgrown
with a soft green moss, like mould. He was wondering
whether this forest was not always a damp, gloomy
place, when suddenly the sun broke through and shattered
the whole wood with gold. He had never seen anything
like the quivering emerald of the moss, the silky green
of the dripping beech tops. Everything woke up;
rabbits ran across the path, birds began to sing,
and all at once the brakes were full of whirring insects.
The winding path turned again, and
came out abruptly on a hillside, above an open glade
piled with grey boulders. On the opposite rise
of ground stood a grove of pines, with bare, red stems.
The light, around and under them, was red like a rosy
sunset. Nearly all the stems divided about half-way
up into two great arms, which came together again
at the top, like the pictures of old Grecian lyres.
Down in the grassy glade, among the
piles of flint boulders, little white birches shook
out their shining leaves in the lightly moving air.
All about the rocks were patches of purple heath;
it ran up into the crevices between them like fire.
On one of these bald rocks sat Lieutenant Gerhardt,
hatless, in an attitude of fatigue or of deep dejection,
his hands clasped about his knees, his bronze hair
ruddy in the sun. After watching him for a few
minutes, Claude descended the slope, swishing the tall
ferns.
“Will I be in the way?”
he asked as he stopped at the foot of the rocks.
“Oh, no!” said the other,
moving a little and unclasping his hand.
Claude sat down on a boulder.
“Is this heather?” he asked. “I
thought I recognized it, from ‘Kidnapped.’
This part of the world is not as new to you as it
is to me.”
“No. I lived in Paris for
several years when I was a student.”
“What were you studying?”
“The violin.”
“You are a musician?” Claude looked at
him wonderingly.
“I was,” replied the other
with a disdainful smile, languidly stretching out
his legs in the heather.
“That seems too bad,” Claude remarked
gravely.
“What does?”
“Why, to take fellows with a
special talent. There are enough of us who haven’t
any.”
Gerhardt rolled over on his back and
put his hands under his head. “Oh, this
affair is too big for exceptions; it’s universal.
If you happened to be born twenty-six years ago, you
couldn’t escape. If this war didn’t
kill you in one way, it would in another.”
He told Claude he had trained at Camp Dix, and had
come over eight months ago in a regimental band, but
he hated the work he had to do and got transferred
to the infantry.
When they retraced their steps, the
wood was full of green twilight. Their relations
had changed somewhat during the last half hour, and
they strolled in confidential silence up the home-like
street to the door of their own garden.
Since the rain was over, Madame Joubert
had laid the cloth on the plank table under the cherry
tree, as on the previous evenings. Monsieur was
bringing the chairs, and the little girl was carrying
out a pile of heavy plates. She rested them against
her stomach and leaned back as she walked, to balance
them. She wore shoes, but no stockings, and her
faded cotton dress switched about her brown legs.
She was a little Belgian refugee who had been sent
there with her mother. The mother was dead now,
and the child would not even go to visit her grave.
She could not be coaxed from the court-yard into the
quiet street. If the neighbour children came
into the garden on an errand, she hid herself.
She would have no playmates but the cat; and now she
had the kittens in the tool house.
Dinner was very cheerful that evening.
M. Joubert was pleased that the storm had not lasted
long enough to hurt the wheat. The garden was
fresh and bright after the rain. The cherry tree
shook down bright drops on the tablecloth when the
breeze stirred. The mother cat dozed on the red
cushion in Madame Joubert’s sewing chair, and
the pigeons fluttered down to snap up earthworms that
wriggled in the wet sand. The shadow of the house
fell over the dinner-table, but the tree-tops stood
up in full sunlight, and the yellow sun poured on
the earth wall and the cream-coloured roses.
Their petals, ruffled by the rain, gave out a wet,
spicy smell.
M. Joubert must have been ten years
older than his wife. There was a great contentment
in his manner and a pleasant sparkle in his eye.
He liked the young officers. Gerhardt had been
there more than two weeks, and somewhat relieved the
stillness that had settled over the house since the
second son died in hospital. The Jouberts had
dropped out of things. They had done all they
could do, given all they had, and now they had nothing
to look forward to, except the event to
which all France looked forward. The father was
talking to Gerhardt about the great sea-port the Americans
were making of Bordeaux; he said he meant to go there
after the war, to see it all for himself.
Madame Joubert was pleased to hear
that they had been walking in the wood. And was
the heather in bloom? She wished they had brought
her some. Next time they went, perhaps. She
used to walk there often. Her eyes seemed to
come nearer to them, Claude thought, when she spoke
of it, and she evidently cared a great deal more about
what was blooming in the wood than about what the
Americans were doing on the Garonne. He wished
he could talk to her as Gerhardt did. He admired
the way she roused herself and tried to interest them,
speaking her difficult language with such spirit and
precision. It was a language that couldn’t
be mumbled; that had to be spoken with energy and
fire, or not spoken at all. Merely speaking that
exacting tongue would help to rally a broken spirit,
he thought.
The little maid who served them moved
about noiselessly. Her dull eyes never seemed
to look; yet she saw when it was time to bring the
heavy soup tureen, and when it was time to take it
away. Madame Joubert had found that Claude liked
his potatoes with his meat when there was
meat and not in a course by themselves.
She had each time to tell the little girl to go and
fetch them. This the child did with manifest
reluctance, sullenly, as if she were being
forced to do something wrong. She was a very strange
little creature, altogether. As the two soldiers
left the table and started for the camp, Claude reached
down into the tool house and took up one of the kittens,
holding it out in the light to see it blink its eyes.
The little girl, just coming out of the kitchen, uttered
a shrill scream, a really terrible scream, and squatted
down, covering her face with her hands. Madame
Joubert came out to chide her.
“What is the matter with that
child?” Claude asked as they hurried out of
the gate. “Do you suppose she was hurt,
or abused in some way?”
“Terrorized. She often
screams like that at night. Haven’t you
heard her? They have to go and wake her, to stop
it. She doesn’t speak any French; only
Walloon. And she can’t or won’t learn,
so they can’t tell what goes on in her poor
little head.”
In the two weeks of intensive training
that followed, Claude marvelled at Gerhardt’s
spirit and endurance. The muscular strain of
mimic trench operations was more of a tax on him than
on any of the other officers. He was as tall
as Claude, but he weighed only a hundred and forty-six
pounds, and he had not been roughly bred like most
of the others. When his fellow officers learned
that he was a violinist by profession, that he could
have had a soft job as interpreter or as an organizer
of camp entertainments, they no longer resented his
reserve or his occasional superciliousness. They
respected a man who could have wriggled out and didn’t.
CHAPTER VII
On the march at last; through a brilliant
August day Colonel Scott’s battalion was streaming
along one of the dusty, well-worn roads east of the
Somme, their railway base well behind them. The
way led through rolling country; fields, hills, woods,
little villages shattered but still habitable, where
the people came out to watch the soldiers go by.
The Americans went through every village
in march step, colours flying, the band playing, “to
show that the morale was high,” as the officers
said. Claude trudged on the outside of the column, now
at the front of his company, now at the rear, wearing
a stoical countenance, afraid of betraying his satisfaction
in the men, the weather, the country.
They were bound for the big show,
and on every hand were reassuring signs: long
lines of gaunt, dead trees, charred and torn; big
holes gashed out in fields and hillsides, already half
concealed by new undergrowth; winding depressions in
the earth, bodies of wrecked motor-trucks and automobiles
lying along the road, and everywhere endless straggling
lines of rusty barbed-wire, that seemed to have been
put there by chance, with no purpose at
all.
“Begins to look like we’re
getting in, Lieutenant,” said Sergeant Hicks,
smiling behind his salute.
Claude nodded and passed forward.
“Well, we can’t arrive
any too soon for us, boys?” The Sergeant looked
over his shoulder, and they grinned, their teeth flashing
white in their red, perspiring faces. Claude didn’t
wonder that everybody along the route, even the babies,
came out to see them; he thought they were the finest
sight in the world. This was the first day they
had worn their tin hats; Gerhardt had shown them how
to stuff grass and leaves inside to keep their heads
cool. When they fell into fours, and the band
struck up as they approached a town, Bert Fuller,
the boy from Pleasantville on the Platte, who had
blubbered on the voyage over, was guide right, and
whenever Claude passed him his face seemed to say,
“You won’t get anything on me in a hurry,
Lieutenant!”
They made camp early in the afternoon,
on a hill covered with half-burned pines. Claude
took Bert and Dell Able and Oscar the Swede, and set
off to make a survey and report the terrain.
Behind the hill, under the burned
edge of the wood, they found an abandoned farmhouse
and what seemed to be a clean well.
It had a solid stone curb about it,
and a wooden bucket hanging by a rusty wire.
When the boys splashed the bucket about, the water
sent up a pure, cool breath. But they were wise
boys, and knew where dead Prussians most loved to
hide. Even the straw in the stable they regarded
with suspicion, and thought it would be just as well
not to bed anybody there.
Swinging on to the right to make their
circuit, they got into mud; a low field where the
drain ditches had been neglected and had overflowed.
There they came upon a pitiful group of humanity,
bemired. A woman, ill and wretched looking, sat
on a fallen log at the end of the marsh, a baby in
her lap and three children hanging about her.
She was far gone in consumption; one had only to listen
to her breathing and to look at her white, perspiring
face to feel how weak she was. Draggled, mud to
the knees, she was trying to nurse her baby, half
hidden under an old black shawl. She didn’t
look like a tramp woman, but like one who had once
been able to take proper care of herself, and she was
still young. The children were tired and discouraged.
One little boy wore a clumsy blue jacket, made from
a French army coat. The other wore a battered
American Stetson that came down over his ears.
He carried, in his two arms, a pink celluloid clock.
They all looked up and waited for the soldiers to
do something.
Claude approached the woman, and touching
the rim of his helmet, began: “Bonjour,
Madame. Qu’est que c’est?”
She tried to speak, but went off into
a spasm of coughing, only able to gasp, “’Toinette,
’Toinette!”
’Toinette stepped quickly forward.
She was about eleven, and seemed to be the captain
of the party. A bold, hard little face with a
long chin, straight black hair tied with rags, uneasy,
crafty eyes; she looked much less gentle and more experienced
than her mother. She began to explain, and she
was very clever at making herself understood.
She was used to talking to foreign soldiers, spoke
slowly, with emphasis and ingenious gestures.
She, too, had been reconnoitering.
She had discovered the empty farmhouse and was trying
to get her party there for the night. How did
they come here? Oh, they were refugees. They
had been staying with people thirty kilometers from
here. They were trying to get back to their own
village. Her mother was very sick, presque
morte and she wanted to go home to die. They
had heard people were still living there; an old aunt
was living in their own cellar, and so
could they if they once got there. The point
was, and she made it over and over, that her mother
wished to die chez elle, comprenez-vous?
They had no papers, and the French soldiers would
never let them pass, but now that the Americans were
here they hoped to get through; the Americans were
said to be toujours gentils.
While she talked in her shrill, clicking
voice, the baby began to howl, dissatisfied with its
nourishment. The little girl shrugged. “Il
est toujours en colère,”
she muttered. The woman turned it around with
difficulty it seemed a big, heavy baby,
but white and sickly and gave it the other
breast. It began sucking her noisily, rooting
and sputtering as if it were famished. It was
too painful, it was almost indecent, to see this exhausted
woman trying to feed her baby. Claude beckoned
his men away to one side, and taking the little girl
by the hand drew her after them.
“Il faut que
vôtre mere se reposer,”
he told her, with the grave caesural pause which he
always made in the middle of a French sentence.
She understood him. No distortion of her native
tongue surprised or perplexed her. She was accustomed
to being addressed in all persons, numbers, genders,
tenses; by Germans, English, Americans. She only
listened to hear whether the voice was kind, and with
men in this uniform it usually was kind.
Had they anything to eat? “Vous
avez quelque chose a manger?”
“Rien. Rien du tout.”
Wasn’t her mother “trop malade
a marcher?”
She shrugged; Monsieur could see for himself.
And her father?
He was dead; “mort a la Marne, en
quatorze.”
“At the Marne?” Claude
repeated, glancing in perplexity at the nursing baby.
Her sharp eyes followed his, and she instantly divined
his doubt. “The baby?” she said quickly.
“Oh, the baby is not my brother, he is a Boche.”
For a moment Claude did not understand.
She repeated her explanation impatiently, something
disdainful and sinister in her metallic little voice.
A slow blush mounted to his forehead.
He pushed her toward her mother, “Attendez la.”
“I guess we’ll have to
get them over to that farmhouse,” he told the
men. He repeated what he had got of the child’s
story. When he came to her laconic statement
about the baby, they looked at each other. Bert
Fuller was afraid he might cry again, so he kept muttering,
“By God, if we’d a-got here sooner, by
God if we had!” as they ran back along the ditch.
Dell and Oscar made a chair of their
crossed hands and carried the woman, she was no great
weight. Bert picked up the little boy with the
pink clock; “Come along, little frog, your legs
ain’t long enough.”
Claude walked behind, holding the
screaming baby stiffly in his arms. How was it
possible for a baby to have such definite personality,
he asked himself, and how was it possible to dislike
a baby so much? He hated it for its square, tow-thatched
head and bloodless ears, and carried it with loathing...
no wonder it cried! When it got nothing by screaming
and stiffening, however, it suddenly grew quiet; regarded
him with pale blue eyes, and tried to make itself
comfortable against his khaki coat. It put out
a grimy little fist and took hold of one of his buttons.
“Kamerad, eh?” he muttered, glaring at
the infant. “Cut it out!”
Before they had their own supper that
night, the boys carried hot food and blankets down
to their family.
CHAPTER VIII
Four o’clock... a summer dawn...
his first morning in the trenches.
Claude had just been along the line
to see that the gun teams were in position. This
hour, when the light was changing, was a favourite
time for attack. He had come in late last night,
and had everything to learn. Mounting the firestep,
he peeped over the parapet between the sandbags, into
the low, twisting mist. Just then he could see
nothing but the wire entanglement, with birds hopping
along the top wire, singing and chirping as they did
on the wire fences at home. Clear and flute-like
they sounded in the heavy air, and they
were the only sounds. A little breeze came up,
slowly clearing the mist away. Streaks of green
showed through the moving banks of vapour. The
birds became more agitated. That dull stretch
of grey and green was No Man’s Land. Those
low, zigzag mounds, like giant molehills protected
by wire hurdles, were the Hun trenches; five or six
lines of them. He could easily follow the communication
trenches without a glass. At one point their
front line could not be more than eighty yards away,
at another it must be all of three hundred. Here
and there thin columns of smoke began to rise; the
Hun was getting breakfast; everything was comfortable
and natural. Behind the enemy’s position
the country rose gradually for several miles, with
ravines and little woods, where, according to his map,
they had masked artillery. Back on the hills
were ruined farmhouses and broken trees, but nowhere
a living creature in sight. It was a dead, nerveless
countryside, sunk in quiet and dejection. Yet
everywhere the ground was full of men. Their own
trenches, from the other side, must look quite as
dead. Life was a secret, these days.
It was amazing how simply things could
be done. His battalion had marched in quietly
at midnight, and the line they came to relieve had
set out as silently for the rear. It all took
place in utter darkness. Just as B Company slid
down an incline into the shallow rear trenches, the
country was lit for a moment by two star shells, there
was a rattling of machine guns, German Maxims, a
sporadic crackle that was not followed up. Filing
along the communication trenches, they listened anxiously;
artillery fire would have made it bad for the other
men who were marching to the rear. But nothing
happened. They had a quiet night, and this morning,
here they were!
The sky flamed up saffron and silver.
Claude looked at his watch, but he could not bear
to go just yet. How long it took a Wheeler to
get round to anything! Four years on the way;
now that he was here, he would enjoy the scenery a
bit, he guessed. He wished his mother could know
how he felt this morning. But perhaps she did
know. At any rate, she would not have him anywhere
else. Five years ago, when he was sitting on
the steps of the Denver State House and knew that
nothing unexpected could ever happen to him... suppose
he could have seen, in a flash, where he would be
today? He cast a long look at the reddening, lengthening
landscape, and dropped down on the duckboard.
Claude made his way back to the dugout
into which he and Gerhardt had thrown their effects
last night. The former occupants had left it
clean. There were two bunks nailed against the
side walls, wooden frames with wire netting
over them, covered with dry sandbags. Between
the two bunks was a soap-box table, with a candle
stuck in a green bottle, an alcohol stove, a bainmarie,
and two tin cups. On the wall were coloured pictures
from Jugend, taken out of some Hun trench.
He found Gerhardt still asleep on
his bed, and shook him until he sat up.
“How long have you been out,
Claude? Didn’t you sleep?”
“A little. I wasn’t
very tired. I suppose we could heat shaving water
on this stove; they’ve left us half a bottle
of alcohol. It’s quite a comfortable little
hole, isn’t it?”
“It will doubtless serve its
purpose,” David remarked dryly. “So
sensitive to any criticism of this war! Why, it’s
not your affair; you’ve only just arrived.”
“I know,” Claude replied
meekly, as he began to fold his blankets. “But
it’s likely the only one I’ll ever be in,
so I may as well take an interest.”
The next afternoon four young men,
all more or less naked, were busy about a shell-hole
full of opaque brown water. Sergeant Hicks and
his chum, Dell Able, had hunted through half the blazing
hot morning to find a hole not too scummy, conveniently,
and even picturesquely situated, and had reported
it to the Lieutenants. Captain Maxey, Hicks said,
could send his own orderly to find his own shell-hole,
and could take his bath in private. “He’d
never wash himself with anybody else,” the Sergeant
added. “Afraid of exposing his dignity!”
Bruger and Hammond, the two second
Lieutenants, were already out of their bath, and reclined
on what might almost be termed a grassy slope, examining
various portions of their body with interest.
They hadn’t had all their clothes off for some
time, and four days of marching in hot weather made
a man anxious to look at himself.
“You wait till winter,”
Gerhardt told them. He was still splashing in
the hole, up to his armpits in muddy water. “You
won’t get a wash once in three months then.
Some of the Tommies told me that when they got their
first bath after Vimy, their skins peeled off like
a snake’s. What are you doing with my trousers,
Bruger?”
“Hunting for your knife.
I dropped mine yesterday, when that shell exploded
in the cut-off. I darned near dropped my old nut!”
“Shucks, that wasn’t anything.
Don’t keep blowing about it shows
you’re a greenhorn.”
Claude stripped off his shirt and
slid into the pool beside Gerhardt. “Gee,
I hit something sharp down there! Why didn’t
you fellows pull out the splinters?”
He shut his eyes, disappeared for
a moment, and came up sputtering, throwing on the
ground a round metal object, coated with rust and
full of slime. “German helmet, isn’t
it? Phew!” He wiped his face and looked
about suspiciously.
“Phew is right!” Bruger
turned the object over with a stick. “Why
in hell didn’t you bring up the rest of him?
You’ve spoiled my bath. I hope you enjoy
it.”
Gerhardt scrambled up the side.
“Get out, Wheeler! Look at that,”
he pointed to big sleepy bubbles, bursting up through
the thick water. “You’ve stirred
up trouble, all right! Something’s going
very bad down there.”
Claude got out after him, looking
back at the activity in the water. “I don’t
see how pulling out one helmet could stir the bottom
up so. I should think the water would keep the
smell down.”
“Ever study chemistry?”
Bruger asked scornfully. “You just opened
up a graveyard, and now we get the exhaust. If
you swallowed any of that German cologne Oh,
you should worry!”
Lieutenant Hammond, still barelegged,
with his shirt tied over his shoulders, was scratching
in his notebook. Before they left he put up a
placard on a split stick.
No Public Bathing!! Private Beach
C. Wheeler, Co. B. 2-th Inf’ty.
. . . . . . . . . .
The first letters from home!
The supply wagons brought them up, and every man in
the Company got something except Ed Drier, a farm-hand
from the Nebraska sand hills, and Willy Katz, the
tow-headed Austrian boy from the South Omaha packing-houses.
Their comrades were sorry for them. Ed didn’t
have any “folks” of his own, but he had
expected letters all the same. Willy was sure
his mother must have written. When the last ragged
envelope was given out and he turned away empty-handed,
he murmured, “She’s Bohunk, and she don’t
write so good. I guess the address wasn’t
plain, and some fellow in another comp’ny has
got my letter.”
No second class matter was sent up, the
boys had hoped for newspapers from home to give them
a little war news, since they never got any here.
Dell Able’s sister, however, had enclosed a
clipping from the Kansas City Star; a long account
by one of the British war correspondents in Mesopotamia,
describing the hardships the soldiers suffered there;
dysentery, flies, mosquitoes, unimaginable heat.
He read this article aloud to a group of his friends
as they sat about a shell-hole pool where they had
been washing their socks. He had just finished
the story of how the Tommies had found a few mud huts
at the place where the original Garden of Eden was
said to have been, a desolate spot full
of stinging insects when Oscar Petersen,
a very religious Swedish boy who was often silent
for days together, opened his mouth and said scornfully,
“That’s a lie!”
Dell looked up at him, annoyed by
the interruption. “How do you know it is?”
“Because; the Lord put four
cherubims with swords to guard the Garden, and there
ain’t no man going to find it. It ain’t
intended they should. The Bible says so.”
Hicks began to laugh. “Why,
that was about six thousand years ago, you cheese!
Do you suppose your cherubims are still there?”
“’Course they are.
What’s a thousand years to a cherubim?
Nothin’!”
The Swede rose and sullenly gathered up his socks.
Dell Able looked at his chum. “Ain’t
he the complete bonehead?
Solid ivory!”
Oscar wouldn’t listen further
to a “pack of lies” and walked off with
his washing.
. . . . . . . . . .
Battalion Headquarters was nearly
half a mile behind the front line, part dugout, part
shed, with a plank roof sodded over. The Colonel’s
office was partitioned off at one end; the rest of
the place he gave over to the officers for a kind
of club room. One night Claude went back to make
a report on the new placing of the gun teams.
The young officers were sitting about on soap boxes,
smoking and eating sweet crackers out of tin cases.
Gerhardt was working at a plank table with paper and
crayons, making a clean copy of a rough map they had
drawn up together that morning, showing the limits
of fire. Noise didn’t fluster him; he could
sit among a lot of men and write as calmly as if he
were alone.
There was one officer who could talk
all the others down, wherever he was; Captain Barclay
Owens, attached from the Engineers. He was a
little stumpy thumb of a man, only five feet four,
and very broad, a dynamo of energy.
Before the war he was building a dam in Spain, “the
largest dam in the world,” and in his excavations
he had discovered the ruins of one of Julius Caesar’s
fortified camps. This had been too much for his
easily-inflamed imagination. He photographed and
measured and brooded upon these ancient remains.
He was an engineer by day and an archaeologist by
night. He had crates of books sent down from
Paris, everything that had been written
on Cæsar, in French and German; he engaged a young
priest to translate them aloud to him in the evening.
The priest believed the American was mad.
When Owens was in college he had never
shown the least interest in classical studies, but
now it was as if he were giving birth to Cæsar.
The war came along, and stopped the work on his dam.
It also drove other ideas into his exclusively engineering
brains. He rushed home to Kansas to explain the
war to his countrymen.. He travelled about the
West, demonstrating exactly what had happened at the
first battle of the Marne, until he had a chance to
enlist.
In the Battalion, Owens was called
“Julius Cæsar,” and the men never knew
whether he was explaining the Roman general’s
operations in Spain, or Joffre’s at the Marne,
he jumped so from one to the other. Everything
was in the foreground with him; centuries made no
difference. Nothing existed until Barclay Owens
found out about it. The men liked to hear him
talk. Tonight he was walking up and down, his
yellow eyes rolling, a big black cigar in his hand,
lecturing the young officers upon French characteristics,
coaching and preparing them. It was his legs
that made him so funny; his trunk was that of a big
man, set on two short stumps.
“Now you fellows don’t
want to forget that the night-life of Paris is not
a typical thing at all; that’s a show got up
for foreigners.... The French peasant, he’s
a thrifty fellow.... This red wine’s all
right if you don’t abuse it; take it two-thirds
water and it keeps off dysentery.... You don’t
have to be rough with them, simply firm. Whenever
one of them accosts me, I follow a regular plan; first,
I give her twenty-five francs; then I look her in
the eye and say, ’My girl, I’ve got three
children, three boys.’ She gets the point
at once; never fails. She goes away ashamed of
herself.”
“But that’s so expensive!
It must keep you poor, Captain Owens,” said
young Lieutenant Hammond innocently. The others
roared.
Claude knew that David particularly
detested Captain Owens of the Engineers, and wondered
that he could go on working with such concentration,
when snatches of the Captain’s lecture kept
breaking through the confusion of casual talk and the
noise of the phonograph. Owens, as he walked
up and down, cast furtive glances at Gerhardt.
He had got wind of the fact that there was something
out of the ordinary about him.
The men kept the phonograph going;
as soon as one record buzzed out, somebody put in
another. Once, when a new tune began, Claude
saw David look up from his paper with a curious expression.
He listened for a moment with a half-contemptuous
smile, then frowned and began sketching in his map
again. Something about his momentary glance of
recognition made Claude wonder whether he had particular
associations with the air, melancholy, but
beautiful, Claude thought. He got up and went
over to change the record himself this time.
He took out the disk, and holding it up to the light,
read the inscription:
“Meditation from Thais Violin
solo David Gerhardt.”
When they were going back along the
communication trench in the rain, wading single file,
Claude broke the silence abruptly. “That
was one of your records they played tonight, that violin
solo, wasn’t it?”
“Sounded like it. Now we
go to the right. I always get lost here.”
“Are there many of your records?”
“Quite a number. Why do you ask?”
“I’d like to write my
mother. She’s fond of good music. She’ll
get your records, and it will sort of bring the whole
thing closer to her, don’t you see?”
“All right, Claude,” said
David good-naturedly. “She will find them
in the catalogue, with my picture in uniform alongside.
I had a lot made before I went out to Camp Dix.
My own mother gets a little income from them.
Here we are, at home.” As he struck a match
two black shadows jumped from the table and disappeared
behind the blankets. “Plenty of them around,
these wet nights. Get one? Don’t squash
him in there. Here’s the sack.”
Gerhardt held open the mouth of a
gunny sack, and Claude thrust the squirming corner
of his blanket into it and vigorously trampled whatever
fell to the bottom. “Where do you suppose
the other is?” “He’ll join us later.
I don’t mind the rats half so much as I do Barclay
Owens. What a sight he would be with his clothes
off! Turn in; I’ll go the rounds.”
Gerhardt splashed out along the submerged duckboard.
Claude took off his shoes and cooled his feet in the
muddy water. He wished he could ever get David
to talk about his profession, and wondered what he
looked like on a concert platform, playing his violin.
CHAPTER IX
The following night, Claude was sent
back to Division Head-quarters at Q with
information the Colonel did not care to commit to
paper. He set off at ten o’clock, with Sergeant
Hicks for escort. There had been two days of
rain, and the communication trenches were almost knee-deep
in water. About half a mile back of the front
line, the two men crawled out of the ditch and went
on above ground. There was very little shelling
along the front that night. When a flare went
up, they dropped and lay on their faces, trying, at
the same time, to get a squint at what was ahead of
them.
The ground was rough, and the darkness
thick; it was past midnight when they reached the
east-and-west road usually full of traffic,
and not entirely deserted even on a night like this.
Trains of horses were splashing through the mud, with
shells on their backs, empty supply wagons were coming
back from the front. Claude and Hicks paused
by the ditch, hoping to get a ride. The rain
began to fall with such violence that they looked about
for shelter. Stumbling this way and that, they
ran into a big artillery piece, the wheels sunk over
the hubs in a mud-hole.
“Who’s there?” called
a quick voice, unmistakably British.
“American infantrymen, two of
us. Can we get onto one of your trucks till this
lets up?”
“Oh, certainly! We can
make room for you in here, if you’re not too
big. Speak quietly, or you’ll waken the
Major.” Giggles and smothered laughter;
a flashlight winked for a moment and showed a line
of five trucks, the front and rear ones covered with
tarpaulin tents. The voices came from the shelter
next the gun. The men inside drew up their legs
and made room for the strangers; said they were sorry
they hadn’t anything dry to offer them except
a little rum. The intruders accepted this gratefully.
The Britishers were a giggly lot,
and Claude thought, from their voices, they must all
be very young. They joked about their Major as
if he were their schoolmaster. There wasn’t
room enough on the truck for anybody to lie down,
so they sat with their knees under their chins and
exchanged gossip. The gun team belonged to an
independent battery that was sent about over the country,
“wherever needed.” The rest of the
battery had got through, gone on to the east, but
this big gun was always getting into trouble; now
something had gone wrong with her tractor and they
couldn’t pull her out. They called her
“Jenny,” and said she was taken with fainting
fits now and then, and had to be humoured. It
was like going about with your grandmother, one of
the invisible Tommies said, “she is such a pompous
old thing!” The Major was asleep on the rear
truck; he was going to get the V.C. for sleeping.
More giggles.
No, they hadn’t any idea where
they were going; of course, the officers knew, but
artillery officers never told anything. What
was this country like, anyhow? They were new to
this part, had just come down from Verdure.
Claude said he had a friend in the
air service up there; did they happen to know anything
about Victor Morse?
Morse, the American ace? Hadn’t
he heard? Why, that got into the London papers.
Morse was shot down inside the Hun line three weeks
ago. It was a brilliant affair. He was chased
by eight Boche planes, brought down three of them,
put the rest to flight, and was making for base, when
they turned and got him. His machine came down
in flames and he jumped, fell a thousand feet or more.
“Then I suppose he never got
his leave?” Claude asked.
They didn’t know. He got a fine citation.
The men settled down to wait for the
weather to improve or the night to pass. Some
of them fell into a doze, but Claude felt wide awake.
He was wondering about the flat in Chelsea; whether
the heavy-eyed beauty had been very sorry, or whether
she was playing “Roses of Picardy” for
other young officers. He thought mournfully that
he would never go to London now. He had quite
counted on meeting Victor there some day, after the
Kaiser had been properly disposed of. He had
really liked Victor. There was something about
that fellow... a sort of debauched baby, he was, who
went seeking his enemy in the clouds. What other
age could have produced such a figure? That was
one of the things about this war; it took a little
fellow from a little town, gave him an air and a swagger,
a life like a movie-film, and then a death
like the rebel angels.
A man like Gerhardt, for instance,
had always lived in a more or less rose-colored world;
he belonged over here, really. How could he know
what hard moulds and crusts the big guns had broken
open on the other side of the sea? Who could
ever make him understand how far it was from the strawberry
bed and the glass cage in the bank, to the sky-roads
over Verdure?
By three o’clock the rain had
stopped. Claude and Hicks set off again, accompanied
by one of the gun team who was going back to get help
for their tractor. As it began to grow light,
the two Americans wondered more and more at the extremely
youthful appearance of their companion. When
they stopped at a shell-hole and washed the mud from
their faces, the English boy, with his helmet off
and the weather stains removed, showed a countenance
of adolescent freshness, almost girlish; cheeks like
pink apples, yellow curls above his forehead, long,
soft lashes.
“You haven’t been over
very long, have you?” Claude asked in a fatherly
tone, as they took the road again.
“I came out in ’sixteen.
I was formerly in the infantry.”
The Americans liked to hear him talk;
he spoke very quickly, in a high, piping voice.
“How did you come to change?”
“Oh, I belonged to one of the
Pal Battalions, and we got cut to pieces. When
I came out of hospital, I thought I’d try another
branch of the service, seeing my pals were gone.”
“Now, just what is a Pal Battalion?”
drawled Hicks. He hated all English words he
didn’t understand, though he didn’t mind
French ones in the least.
“Fellows who signed up together
from school,” the lad piped.
Hicks glanced at Claude. They
both thought this boy ought to be in school for some
time yet, and wondered what he looked like when he
first came over.
“And you got cut up, you say?”
he asked sympathetically.
“Yes, on the Somme. We
had rotten luck. We were sent over to take a
trench and couldn’t. We didn’t even
get to the wire. The Hun was so well prepared
that time, we couldn’t manage it. We went
over a thousand, and we came back seventeen.”
“A hundred and seventeen?”
“No, seventeen.”
Hicks whistled and again exchanged
looks with Claude. They could neither of them
doubt him. There was something very unpleasant
about the idea of a thousand fresh-faced schoolboys
being sent out against the guns. “It must
have been a fool order,” he commented.
“Suppose there was some mistake at Headquarters?”
“Oh, no, Headquarters knew what
it was about! We’d have taken it, if we’d
had any sort of luck. But the Hun happened to
be full of fight. His machine guns did for us.”
“You were hit yourself?” Claude asked
him.
“In the leg. He was popping
away at me all the while, but I wriggled back on my
tummy. When I came out of the hospital my leg
wasn’t strong, and there’s less marching
in the artillery.
“I should think you’d have had about enough.”
“Oh, a fellow can’t stay
out after all his chums have been killed! He’d
think about it all the time, you know,” the boy
replied in his clear treble.
Claude and Hicks got into Headquarters
just as the cooks were turning out to build their
fires. One of the Corporals took them to the
officers’ bath, a shed with big tin
tubs, and carried away their uniforms to dry them
in the kitchen. It would be an hour before the
officers would be about, he said, and in the meantime
he would manage to get clean shirts and socks for them.
“Say, Lieutenant,” Hicks
brought out as he was rubbing himself down with a
real bath towel, “I don’t want to hear
any more about those Pal Battalions, do you?
It gets my goat. So long as we were going to
get into this, we might have been a little more previous.
I hate to feel small.” “Guess we’ll
have to take our medicine,” Claude said dryly,
“There wasn’t anywhere to duck, was there?
I felt like it. Nice little kid. I don’t
believe American boys ever seem as young as that.”
“Why, if you met him anywhere
else, you’d be afraid of using bad words before
him, he’s so pretty! What’s the use
of sending an orphan asylum out to be slaughtered?
I can’t see it,” grumbled the fat sergeant.
“Well, it’s their business. I’m
not going to let it spoil my breakfast. Suppose
we’ll draw ham and eggs, Lieutenant?”
CHAPTER X
After breakfast Claude reported to
Headquarters and talked with one of the staff Majors.
He was told he would have to wait until tomorrow to
see Colonel James, who had been called to Paris for
a general conference. He had left in his car
at four that morning, in response to a telephone message.
“There’s not much to do
here, by way of amusement,” said the Major.
“A movie show tonight, and you can get anything
you want at the estaminet, the one
on the square, opposite the English tank, is the best.
There are a couple of nice Frenchwomen in the Red
Cross barrack, up on the hill, in the old convent garden.
They try to look out for the civilian population, and
we’re on good terms with them. We get their
supplies through with our own, and the quartermaster
has orders to help them when they run short.
You might go up and call on them. They speak English
perfectly.”
Claude asked whether he could walk
in on them without any kind of introduction.
“Oh, yes, they’re used
to us! I’ll give you a card to Mlle.
Olive, though. She’s a particular friend
of mine. There you are: ‘Mlle. Olive
de Courcy, introducing, etc.’ And,
you understand,” here he glanced up and looked
Claude over from head to foot, “she’s
a perfect lady.”
Even with an introduction, Claude
felt some hesitancy about presenting himself to these
ladies. Perhaps they didn’t like Americans;
he was always afraid of meeting French people who
didn’t. It was the same way with most of
the fellows in his battalion, he had found; they were
terribly afraid of being disliked. And the moment
they felt they were disliked, they hastened to behave
as badly as possible, in order to deserve it; then
they didn’t feel that they had been taken in the
worst feeling a doughboy could possibly have!
Claude thought he would stroll about
to look at the town a little. It had been taken
by the Germans in the autumn of 1914, after their
retreat from the Marne, and they had held it until
about a year ago, when it was retaken by the English
and the Chasseurs d’Alpins. They had been
able to reduce it and to drive the Germans out, only
by battering it down with artillery; not one building
remained standing.
Ruin was ugly, and it was nothing
more, Claude was thinking, as he followed the paths
that ran over piles of brick and plaster. There
was nothing picturesque about this, as there was in
the war pictures one saw at home. A cyclone or
a fire might have done just as good a job. The
place was simply a great dump-heap; an exaggeration
of those which disgrace the outskirts of American
towns. It was the same thing over and over; mounds
of burned brick and broken stone, heaps of rusty,
twisted iron, splintered beams and rafters, stagnant
pools, cellar holes full of muddy water. An American
soldier had stepped into one of those holes a few
nights before, and been drowned.
This had been a rich town of eighteen
thousand inhabitants; now the civilian population
was about four hundred. There were people there
who had hung on all through the years of German occupation;
others who, as soon as they heard that the enemy was
driven out, came back from wherever they had found
shelter. They were living in cellars, or in little
wooden barracks made from old timbers and American
goods boxes. As he walked along, Claude read
familiar names and addresses, painted on boards built
into the sides of these frail shelters: “From
Emery Bird, Thayer Co. Kansas City, Mo.”
“Daniels and Fisher, Denver, Colo.”
These inscriptions cheered him so much that he began
to feel like going up and calling on the French ladies.
The sun had come out hot after three
days of rain. The stagnant pools and the weeds
that grew in the ditches gave out a rank, heavy smell.
Wild flowers grew triumphantly over the piles of rotting
wood and rusty iron; cornflowers and Queen Anne’s
lace and poppies; blue and white and red, as if the
French colours came up spontaneously out of the French
soil, no matter what the Germans did to it.
Claude paused before a little shanty
built against a half-demolished brick wall. A
gilt cage hung in the doorway, with a canary, singing
beautifully. An old woman was working in the
garden patch, picking out bits of brick and plaster
the rain had washed up, digging with her fingers around
the pale carrot-tops and neat lettuce heads.
Claude approached her, touched his helmet, and asked
her how one could find the way to the Red Cross.
She wiped her hands on her apron and
took him by the elbow. “Vous savez
lé tank Anglais? Non? Marie, Marie!”
(He learned afterward that every one
was directed to go this way or that from a disabled
British tank that had been left on the site of the
old town hall.)
A little girl ran out of the barrack,
and her grandmother told her to go at once and take
the American to the Red Cross. Marie put her
hand in Claude’s and led him off along one of
the paths that wound among the rubbish. She took
him out of the way to show him a church, evidently
one of the ruins of which they were proudest, where
the blue sky was shining through the white arches.
The Virgin stood with empty arms over the central door;
a little foot sticking to her robe showed where the
infant Jesus had been shot away.
“Le bébé est
casse, maïs il a protege sa
mere,” Marie explained with satisfaction.
As they went on, she told Claude that she had a soldier
among the Americans who was her friend. “Il
est bon, il est gai, mon
soldat,” but he sometimes drank too much alcohol,
and that was a bad habit. Perhaps now, since his
comrade had stepped into a cellar hole Monday night
while he was drunk, and had been drowned, her “Sharlie”
would be warned and would do better. Marie was
evidently a well brought up child. Her father,
she said, had been a schoolmaster. At the foot
of the convent hill, she turned to go home. Claude
called her back and awkwardly tried to give her some
money, but she thrust her hands behind her and said
resolutely, “Non, merci. Je n’ai
besoin de rien,” and then ran
away down the path.
As he climbed toward the top of the
hill he noticed that the ground had been cleaned up
a bit. The path was clear, the bricks and hewn
stones had been piled in neat heaps, the broken hedges
had been trimmed and the dead parts cut away.
Emerging at last into the garden, he stood still for
wonder; even though it was in ruins, it seemed so
beautiful after the disorder of the world below.
The gravel walks were clean and shining.
A wall of very old boxwoods stood green against a
row of dead Lombardy poplars. Along the shattered
side of the main building, a pear tree, trained on
wires like a vine, still flourished, full
of little red pears. Around the stone well was
a shaven grass plot, and everywhere there were little
trees and shrubs, which had been too low for the shells
to hit, or for the fire, which had seared
the poplars, to catch. The hill must have been
wrapped in flames at one time, and all the tall trees
had been burned.
The barrack was built against the
walls of the cloister, three arches of
which remained, like a stone wing to the shed of planks.
On a ladder stood a one-armed young man, driving nails
very skillfully with his single hand. He seemed
to be making a frame projection from the sloping roof,
to support an awning. He carried his nails in
his mouth. When he wanted one, he hung his hammer
to the belt of his trousers, took a nail from between
his teeth, stuck it into the wood, and then deftly
rapped it on the head. Claude watched him for
a moment, then went to the foot of the ladder and
held out his two hands. “Laissez-moi,”
he exclaimed.
The one aloft spat his nails out into
his palm, looked down, and laughed. He was about
Claude’s age, with very yellow hair and moustache
and blue eyes. A charming looking fellow.
“Willingly,” he said.
“This is no great affair, but I do it to amuse
myself, and it will be pleasant for the ladies.”
He descended and gave his hammer to the visitor.
Claude set to work on the frame, while the other went
under the stone arches and brought back a roll of
canvas, part of an old tent, by the look
of it.
“Un heritage des
Boches,” he explained unrolling it upon
the grass. “I found it among their filth
in the cellar, and had the idea to make a pavilion
for the ladies, as our trees are destroyed.”
He stood up suddenly. “Perhaps you have
come to see the ladies?”
“Plus tard.”
Very well, the boy said, they would
get the pavilion done for a surprise for Mlle.
Olive when she returned. She was down in the
town now, visiting the sick people. He bent over
his canvas again, measuring and cutting with a pair
of garden shears, moving round the green plot on his
knees, and all the time singing. Claude wished
he could understand the words of his song.
While they were working together,
tying the cloth up to the frame, Claude, from his
elevation, saw a tall girl coming slowly up the path
by which he had ascended. She paused at the top,
by the boxwood hedge, as if she were very tired, and
stood looking at them. Presently she approached
the ladder and said in slow, careful English, “Good
morning. Louis has found help, I see.”
Claude came down from his perch.
“Are you Mlle. de Courcy?
I am Claude Wheeler. I have a note of introduction
to you, if I can find it.”
She took the card, but did not look
at it. “That is not necessary. Your
uniform is enough. Why have you come?”
He looked at her in some confusion.
“Well, really, I don’t know! I am
just in from the front to see Colonel James, and he
is in Paris, so I must wait over a day. One of
the staff suggested my coming up here I
suppose because it is so nice!” he finished
ingenuously.
“Then you are a guest from the
front, and you will have lunch with Louis and me.
Madame Barre is also gone for the day. Will you
see our house?” She led him through the low door
into a living room, unpainted, uncarpeted, light and
airy. There were coloured war posters on the
clean board walls, brass shell cases full of wild
flowers and garden flowers, canvas camp-chairs, a shelf
of books, a table covered by a white silk shawl embroidered
with big butterflies. The sunlight on the floor,
the bunches of fresh flowers, the white window curtains
stirring in the breeze, reminded Claude of something,
but he could not remember what.
“We have no guest room,”
said Mlle. de Courcy. “But you will
come to mine, and Louis will bring you hot water to
wash.”
In a wooden chamber at the end of
the passage, Claude took off his coat, and set to
work to make himself as tidy as possible. Hot
water and scented soap were in themselves pleasant
things. The dresser was an old goods box, stood
on end and covered with white lawn. On it there
was a row of ivory toilet things, with combs and brushes,
powder and cologne, and a pile of white handkerchiefs
fresh from the iron. He felt that he ought not
to look about him much, but the odor of cleanness,
and the indefinable air of personality, tempted him.
In one corner, a curtain on a rod made a clothes-closet;
in another was a low iron bed, like a soldier’s,
with a pale blue coverlid and white pillows.
He moved carefully and splashed discreetly. There
was nothing he could have damaged or broken, not even
a rug on the plank floor, and the pitcher and hand-basin
were of iron; yet he felt as if he were imperiling
something fragile.
When he came out, the table in the
living room was set for three. The stout old
dame who was placing the plates paid no attention
to him, seemed, from her expression, to
scorn him and all his kind. He withdrew as far
as possible out of her path and picked up a book from
the table, a volume of Heine’s Reisebilder in
German.
Before lunch Mlle. de Courcy
showed him the store room in the rear, where the shelves
were stocked with rows of coffee tins, condensed milk,
canned vegetables and meat, all with American trade
names he knew so well; names which seemed doubly familiar
and “reliable” here, so far from home.
She told him the people in the town could not have
got through the winter without these things.
She had to deal them out sparingly, where the need
was greatest, but they made the difference between
life and death. Now that it was summer, the people
lived by their gardens; but old women still came to
beg for a few ounces of coffee, and mothers to get
a can of milk for the babies.
Claude’s face glowed with pleasure.
Yes, his country had a long arm. People forgot
that; but here, he felt, was some one who did not
forget. When they sat down to lunch he learned
that Mlle. de Courcy and Madame Barre had been
here almost a year now; they came soon after the town
was retaken, when the old inhabitants began to drift
back. The people brought with them only what they
could carry in their arms.
“They must love their country
so much, don’t you think, when they endure such
poverty to come back to it?” she said. “Even
the old ones do not often complain about their dear
things their linen, and their china, and
their beds. If they have the ground, and hope,
all that they can make again. This war has taught
us all how little the made things matter. Only
the feeling matters.”
Exactly so; hadn’t he been trying
to say this ever since he was born? Hadn’t
he always known it, and hadn’t it made life both
bitter and sweet for him? What a beautiful voice
she had, this Mlle. Olive, and how nobly it dealt
with the English tongue. He would like to say
something, but out of so much... what? He remained
silent, therefore, sat nervously breaking up the black
war bread that lay beside his plate.
He saw her looking at his hand, felt
in a flash that she regarded it with favour, and instantly
put it on his knee, under the table.
“It is our trees that are worst,”
she went on sadly. “You have seen our poor
trees? It makes one ashamed for this beautiful
part of France. Our people are more sorry for
them than to lose their cattle and horses.”
Mlle. de Courcy looked over-taxed
by care and responsibility, Claude thought, as he
watched her. She seemed far from strong.
Slender, grey-eyed, dark-haired, with white transparent
skin and a too ardent colour in her lips and cheeks, like
the flame of a feverish activity within. Her
shoulders drooped, as if she were always tired.
She must be young, too, though there were threads
of grey in her hair, brushed flat and knotted
carelessly at the back of her head.
After the coffee, Mlle. de Courcy
went to work at her desk, and Louis took Claude to
show him the garden. The clearing and trimming
and planting were his own work, and he had done it
all with one arm. This autumn he would accomplish
much more, for he was stronger now, and he had the
habitude of working single-handed. He must manage
to get the dead trees down; they distressed Mademoiselle
Olive. In front of the barrack stood four old
locusts; the tops were naked forks, burned coal-black,
but the lower branches had put out thick tufts of
yellow-green foliage, so vigorous that the life in
the trunks must still be sound. This fall, Louis
said, he meant to get some strong American boys to
help him, and they would saw off the dead limbs and
trim the tops flat over the thick boles. How much
it must mean to a man to love his country like this,
Claude thought; to love its trees and flowers; to
nurse it when it was sick, and tend its hurts with
one arm. Among the flowers, which had come back
self-sown or from old roots, Claude found a group of
tall, straggly plants with reddish stems and tiny
white blossoms, one of the evening primrose
family, the Gaura, that grew along the clay banks
of Lovely Creek, at home. He had never thought
it very pretty, but he was pleased to find it here.
He had supposed it was one of those nameless prairie
flowers that grew on the prairie and nowhere else.
When they went back to the barrack,
Mlle. Olive was sitting in one of the canvas
chairs Louis had placed under the new pavilion.
“What a fine fellow he is!”
Claude exclaimed, looking after him.
“Louis? Yes. He was
my brother’s orderly. When Emile came home
on leave he always brought Louis with him, and Louis
became like one of the family. The shell that
killed my brother tore off his arm. My mother
and I went to visit him in the hospital, and he seemed
ashamed to be alive, poor boy, when my brother was
dead. He put his hand over his face and began
to cry, and said, ’Oh, Madame, il
était toujours plus chic que
moi!’”
Although Mlle. Olive spoke English
well, Claude saw that she did so only by keeping her
mind intently upon it. The stiff sentences she
uttered were foreign to her nature; her face and eyes
ran ahead of her tongue and made one wait eagerly
for what was coming. He sat down in a sagging
canvas chair, absently twisting a sprig of Gaura he
had pulled.
“You have found a flower?” She looked
up.
“Yes. It grows at home, on my father’s
farm.”
She dropped the faded shirt she was
darning. “Oh, tell me about your country!
I have talked to so many, but it is difficult to understand.
Yes, tell me about that!”
Nebraska What was it?
How many days from the sea, what did it look like?
As he tried to describe it, she listened with half-closed
eyes. “Flat-covered with grain-muddy rivers.
I think it must be like Russia. But your father’s
farm; describe that to me, minutely, and perhaps I
can see the rest.”
Claude took a stick and drew a square
in the sand: there, to begin with, was the house
and farmyard; there was the big pasture, with Lovely
Creek flowing through it; there were the wheatfields
and cornfields, the timber claim; more wheat and corn,
more pastures. There it all was, diagrammed on
the yellow sand, with shadows gliding over it from
the half-charred locust trees. He would not have
believed that he could tell a stranger about it in
such detail. It was partly due to his listener,
no doubt; she gave him unusual sympathy, and the glow
of an unusual mind. While she bent over his map,
questioning him, a light dew of perspiration gathered
on her upper lip, and she breathed faster from her
effort to see and understand everything. He told
her about his mother and his father and Mahailey; what
life was like there in summer and winter and autumn what
it had been like in that fateful summer when the Hun
was moving always toward Paris, and on those three
days when the French were standing at the Marne; how
his mother and father waited for him to bring the
news at night, and how the very cornfields seemed to
hold their breath.
Mlle. Olive sank back wearily
in her chair. Claude looked up and saw tears
sparkling in her brilliant eyes. “And I
myself,” she murmured, “did not know of
the Marne until days afterward, though my father and
brother were both there! I was far off in Brittany,
and the trains did not run. That is what is wonderful,
that you are here, telling me this! We, we were
taught from childhood that some day the Germans would
come; we grew up under that threat. But you were
so safe, with all your wheat and corn. Nothing
could touch you, nothing!”
Claude dropped his eyes. “Yes,”
he muttered, blushing, “shame could. It
pretty nearly did. We are pretty late.”
He rose from his chair as if he were going to fetch
something.... But where was he to get it from?
He shook his head. “I am afraid,”
he said mournfully, “there is nothing I can
say to make you understand how far away it all seemed,
how almost visionary. It didn’t only seem
miles away, it seemed centuries away.”
“But you do come, so
many, and from so far! It is the last miracle
of this war. I was in Paris on the fourth day
of July, when your Marines, just from Belleau Wood,
marched for your national fête, and I said to myself
as they came on, ’That is a new man!’
Such heads they had, so fine there, behind the ears.
Such discipline and purpose. Our people laughed
and called to them and threw them flowers, but they
never turned to look... eyes straight before.
They passed like men of destiny.” She threw
out her hands with a swift movement and dropped them
in her lap. The emotion of that day came back
in her face. As Claude looked at her burning
cheeks, her burning eyes, he understood that the strain
of this war had given her a perception that was almost
like a gift of prophecy.
A woman came up the hill carrying
a baby. Mlle. de Courcy went to meet her
and took her into the house. Claude sat down again,
almost lost to himself in the feeling of being completely
understood, of being no longer a stranger. In
the far distance the big guns were booming at intervals.
Down in the garden Louis was singing. Again he
wished he knew the words of Louis’ songs.
The airs were rather melancholy, but they were sung
very cheerfully. There was something open and
warm about the boy’s voice, as there was about
his face-something blond, too. It was distinctly
a bland voice, like summer wheatfields, ripe and waving.
Claude sat alone for half an hour or more, tasting
a new kind of happiness, a new kind of sadness.
Ruin and new birth; the shudder of ugly things in
the past, the trembling image of beautiful ones on
the horizon; finding and losing; that was life, he
saw.
When his hostess came back, he moved
her chair for her out of the creeping sunlight.
“I didn’t know there were any French girls
like you,” he said simply, as she sat down.
She smiled. “I do not think
there are any French girls left. There are children
and women. I was twenty-one when the war came,
and I had never been anywhere without my mother or
my brother or sister. Within a year I went all
over France alone; with soldiers, with Senegalese,
with anybody. Everything is different with us.”
She lived at Versailles, she told him, where her father
had been an instructor in the Military School.
He had died since the beginning of the war. Her
grandfather was killed in the war of 1870. Hers
was a family of soldiers, but not one of the men would
be left to see the day of victory.
She looked so tired that Claude knew
he had no right to stay. Long shadows were falling
in the garden. It was hard to leave; but an hour
more or less wouldn’t matter. Two people
could hardly give each other more if they were together
for years, he thought.
“Will you tell me where I can
come and see you, if we both get through this war?”
he asked as he rose.
He wrote it down in his notebook.
“I shall look for you,” she said, giving
him her hand.
There was nothing to do but to take
his helmet and go. At the edge of the hill, just
before he plunged down the path, he stopped and glanced
back at the garden lying flattened in the sun; the
three stone arches, the dahlias and marigolds, the
glistening boxwood wall. He had left something
on the hilltop which he would never find again.
The next afternoon Claude and his
sergeant set off for the front. They had been
told at Headquarters that they could shorten their
route by following the big road to the military cemetery,
and then turning to the left. It was not advisable
to go the latter half of the way before nightfall,
so they took their time through the belt of straggling
crops and hayfields.
When they struck the road they came
upon a big Highlander sitting in the end of an empty
supply wagon, smoking a pipe and rubbing the dried
mud out of his kilts. The horses were munching
in their nose-bags, and the driver had disappeared.
The Americans hadn’t happened to meet with any
Highlanders before, and were curious. This one
must be a good fighter, they thought; a brawny giant
with a bulldog jaw, and a face as red and knobby as
his knees. More because he admired the looks
of the man than because he needed information, Hicks
went up and asked him if he had noticed a military
cemetery on the road back. The Kilt nodded.
“About how far back would you say it was?”
“I wouldn’t say at all.
I take no account of their kilometers,” he replied
dryly, rubbing away at his skirt as if he had it in
a washtub.
“Well, about how long will it take us to walk
it?”
“That I couldn’t say. A Scotsman
would do it in an hour.”
“I guess a Yankee can do it
as quick as a Scotchman, can’t be?” Hicks
asked jovially.
“That I couldn’t say.
You’ve been four years gettin’ this far,
I know verrà well.”
Hicks blinked as if he had been hit.
“Oh, if that’s the way you talk ”
“That’s the way I do,” said the
other sourly.
Claude put out a warning hand.
“Come on, Hicks. You’ll get nothing
by it.” They went up the road very much
disconcerted. Hicks kept thinking of things he
might have said. When he was angry, the Sergeant’s
forehead puffed up and became dark red, like a young
baby’s. “What did you call me off
for?” he sputtered.
“I don’t see where you’d
have come out in an argument, and you certainly couldn’t
have licked him.”
They turned aside at the cemetery
to wait until the sun went down. It was unfenced,
unsodded, and a wagon trail ran through the middle,
bisecting the square. On one side were the French
graves, with white crosses; on the other side the German
graves, with black crosses. Poppies and cornflower
ran over them. The Americans strolled about,
reading the names. Here and there the soldier’s
photograph was nailed upon his cross, left by some
comrade to perpetuate his memory a little longer.
The birds, that always came to life
at dusk and dawn, began to sing, flying home from
somewhere. Claude and Hicks sat down between
the mounds and began to smoke while the sun dropped.
Lines of dead trees marked the red west. This
was a dreary stretch of country, even to boys brought
up on the flat prairie. They smoked in silence,
meditating and waiting for night. On a cross
at their feet the inscription read merely: Soldat
Inconnu, Mort pour La France.
A very good epitaph, Claude was thinking.
Most of the boys who fell in this war were unknown,
even to themselves. They were too young.
They died and took their secret with them, what
they were and what they might have been. The
name that stood was La France. How much that
name had come to mean to him, since he first saw a
shoulder of land bulk up in the dawn from the deck
of the Anchises. It was a pleasant name to say
over in one’s mind, where one could make it
as passionately nasal as one pleased and never blush.
Hicks, too, had been lost in his reflections.
Now he broke the silence. “Somehow, Lieutenant,
‘mort’ seems deader than ‘dead.’
It has a coffinish sound. And over there they’re
all ‘tod,’ and it’s all the same
damned silly thing. Look at them set out here,
black and white, like a checkerboard. The next
question is, who put ’em here, and what’s
the good of it?”
“Search me,” the other murmured absently.
Hicks rolled another cigarette and
sat smoking it, his plump face wrinkled with the gravity
and labour of his cerebration. “Well,”
he brought out at last, “we’d better hike.
This afterglow will hang on for an hour, always
does, over here.”
“I suppose we had.”
They rose to go. The white crosses were now violet,
and the black ones had altogether melted in the shadow.
Behind the dead trees in the west, a long smear of
red still burned. To the north, the guns were
tuning up with a deep thunder. “Somebody’s
getting peppered up there. Do owls always hoot
in graveyards?”
“Just what I was wondering,
Lieutenant. It’s a peaceful spot, otherwise.
Good-night, boys,” said Hicks kindly, as they
left the graves behind them.
They were soon finding their way among
shell holes, and jumping trench-tops in the dark,-beginning
to feel cheerful at getting back to their chums and
their own little group. Hicks broke out and told
Claude how he and Dell Able meant to go into business
together when they got home; were going to open a garage
and automobile-repair shop. Under their talk,
in the minds of both, that lonely spot lingered, and
the legend: Soldat Inconnu, Mort pour La
France.
CHAPTER XI
After four days’ rest in the
rear, the Battalion went to the front again in new
country, about ten kilometers east of the trench they
had relieved before. One morning Colonel Scott
sent for Claude and Gerhardt and spread his maps out
on the table.
“We are going to clean them
out there in F 6 tonight, and straighten our line.
The thing that bothers us is that little village stuck
up on the hill, where the enemy machine guns have a
strong position. I want to get them out of there
before the Battalion goes over. We can’t
spare too many men, and I don’t like to send
out more officers than I can help; it won’t do
to reduce the Battalion for the major operation.
Do you think you two boys could manage it with a hundred
men? The point is, you will have to be out and
back before our artillery begins at three o’clock.”
Under the hill where the village stood,
ran a deep ravine, and from this ravine a twisting
water course wound up the hillside. By climbing
this gully, the raiders should be able to fall on the
machine gunners from the rear and surprise them.
But first they must get across the open stretch, nearly
one and a half kilometers wide, between the American
line and the ravine, without attracting attention.
It was raining now, and they could safely count on
a dark night.
The night came on black enough.
The Company crossed the open stretch without provoking
fire, and slipped into the ravine to wait for the
hour of attack, A young doctor, a Pennsylvanian, lately
attached to the staff, had volunteered to come with
them, and he arranged a dressing station at the bottom
of the ravine, where the stretchers were left.
They were to pick up their wounded on the way back.
Anything left in that area would be exposed to the
artillery fire later on.
At ten o’clock the men began
to ascend the water-course, creeping through pools
and little waterfalls, making a continuous spludgy
sound, like pigs rubbing against the sty. Claude,
with the head of the column, was just pulling out
of the gully on the hillside above the village, when
a flare went up, and a volley of fire broke from the
brush on the up-hill side of the water-course; machine
guns, opening on the exposed line crawling below.
The Hun had been warned that the Americans were crossing
the plain and had anticipated their way of approach.
The men in the gully were trapped; they could not
retaliate with effect, and the bullets from the Maxims
bounded on the rocks about them like hail. Gerhardt
ran along the edge of the line, urging the men not
to fall back and double on themselves, but to break
out of the gully on the downhill side and scatter.
Claude, with his group, started back.
“Go into the brush and get ’em! Our
fellows have got no chance down there. Grenades
while they last, then bayonets. Pull your plugs
and don’t hold on too long.”
They were already on the run, charging
the brush. The Hun gunners knew the hill like
a book, and when the bombs began bursting among them,
they took to trails and burrows. “Don’t
follow them off into the rocks,” Claude kept
calling. “Straight ahead! Clear everything
to the ravine.”
As the German gunners made for cover,
the firing into the gully stopped, and the arrested
column poured up the steep defile after Gerhardt.
Claude and his party found themselves
back at the foot of the hill, at the edge of the ravine
from which they had started. Heavy firing on
the hill above told them the rest of the men had got
through. The quickest way back to the scene of
action was by the same water-course they had climbed
before. They dropped into it and started up.
Claude, at the rear, felt the ground rise under him,
and he was swept with a mountain of earth and rock
down into the ravine.
He never knew whether he lost consciousness
or not. It seemed to him that he went on having
continuous sensations. The first, was that of
being blown to pieces; of swelling to an enormous size
under intolerable pressure, and then bursting.
Next he felt himself shrink and tingle, like a frost-bitten
body thawing out. Then he swelled again, and
burst. This was repeated, he didn’t know
how often. He soon realized that he was lying
under a great weight of earth; his body, not his head.
He felt rain falling on his face. His left hand
was free, and still attached to his arm. He moved
it cautiously to his face. He seemed to be bleeding
from the nose and ears. Now he began to wonder
where he was hurt; he felt as if he were full of shell
splinters. Everything was buried but his head
and left shoulder. A voice was calling from somewhere
below.
“Are any of you fellows alive?”
Claude closed his eyes against the
rain beating in his face. The same voice came
again, with a note of patient despair.
“If there’s anybody left
alive in this hole, won’t he speak up?
I’m badly hurt myself.”
That must be the new doctor; wasn’t
his dressing station somewhere down here? Hurt,
he said. Claude tried to move his legs a little.
Perhaps, if he could get out from under the dirt, he
might hold together long enough to reach the doctor.
He began to wriggle and pull. The wet earth sucked
at him; it was painful business. He braced himself
with his elbows, but kept slipping back.
“I’m the only one left,
then?” said the mournful voice below.
At last Claude worked himself out
of his burrow, but he was unable to stand. Every
time he tried to stand, he got faint and seemed to
burst again. Something was the matter with his
right ankle, too he couldn’t bear
his weight on it. Perhaps he had been too near
the shell to be hit; he had heard the boys tell of
such cases. It had exploded under his feet and
swept him down into the ravine, but hadn’t left
any metal in his body. If it had put anything
into him, it would have put so much that he wouldn’t
be sitting here speculating. He began to crawl
down the slope on all fours. “Is that the
Doctor? Where are you?”
“Here, on a stretcher.
They shelled us. Who are you? Our fellows
got up, didn’t they?”
“I guess most of them did. What happened
back here?”
“I’m afraid it’s
my fault,” the voice said sadly. “I
used my flash light, and that must have given them
the range. They put three or four shells right
on top of us. The fellows that got hurt in the
gully kept stringing back here, and I couldn’t
do anything in the dark. I had to have a light
to do anything. I just finished putting on a
Johnson splint when the first shell came. I guess
they’re all done for now.”
“How many were there?”
“Fourteen, I think. Some
of them weren’t much hurt. They’d
all be alive, if I hadn’t come out with you.”
“Who were they? But you
don’t know our names yet, do you? You didn’t
see Lieutenant Gerhardt among them?”
“Don’t think so.”
“Nor Sergeant Hicks, the fat fellow?”
“Don’t think so.”
“Where are you hurt?”
“Abdominal. I can’t
tell anything without a light. I lost my flash
light. It never occurred to me that it could make
trouble; it’s one I use at home, when the babies
are sick,” the doctor murmured.
Claude tried to strike a match, with
no success. “Wait a minute, where’s
your helmet?” He took off his metal hat, held
it over the doctor, and managed to strike a light
underneath it. The wounded man had already loosened
his trousers, and now he pulled up his bloody shirt.
His groin and abdomen were torn on the left side.
The wound, and the stretcher on which he lay, supported
a mass of dark, coagulated blood that looked like
a great cow’s liver.
“I guess I’ve got mine,”
the Doctor murmured as the match went out.
Claude struck another. “Oh,
that can’t be! Our fellows will be back
pretty soon, and we can do something for you.”
“No use, Lieutenant. Do
you suppose you could strip a coat off one of those
poor fellows? I feel the cold terribly in my
intestines. I had a bottle of French brandy, but
I suppose it’s buried.”
Claude stripped off his own coat,
which was warm on the inside, and began feeling about
in the mud for the brandy. He wondered why the
poor man wasn’t screaming with pain. The
firing on the hill had ceased, except for the occasional
click of a Maxim, off in the rocks somewhere.
His watch said 12:10; could anything have miscarried
up there?
Suddenly, voices above, a clatter
of boots on the shale. He began shouting to them.
“Coming, coming!” He knew
the voice. Gerhardt and his rifles ran down into
the ravine with a bunch of prisoners. Claude called
to them to be careful. “Don’t strike
a light! They’ve been shelling down here.”
“All right are you, Wheeler? Where are
the wounded?”
“There aren’t any but
the Doctor and me. Get us out of here quick.
I’m all right, but I can’t walk.”
They put Claude on a stretcher and
sent him ahead. Four big Germans carried him,
and they were prodded to a lope by Hicks and Dell
Able. Four of their own men took up the doctor,
and Gerhardt walked beside him. In spite of their
care, the motion started the blood again and tore
away the clots that had formed over his wounds.
He began to vomit blood and to strangle. The men
put the stretcher down. Gerhardt lifted the Doctor’s
head. “It’s over,” he said
presently. “Better make the best time you
can.”
They picked up their load again.
“Them that are carrying him now won’t
jolt him,” said Oscar, the pious Swede.
B Company lost nineteen men in the
raid. Two days later the Company went off on
a ten-day leave. Claude’s sprained ankle
was twice its natural size, but to avoid being sent
to the hospital he had to march to the railhead.
Sergeant Hicks got him a giant shoe he found stuck
on the barbed wire entanglement. Claude and Gerhardt
were going off on their leave together.
CHAPTER XII
A rainy autumn night; Papa Joubert
sat reading his paper. He heard a heavy pounding
on his garden gate. Kicking off his slippers,
he put on the wooden sabots he kept for mud, shuffled
across the dripping garden, and opened the door into
the dark street. Two tall figures with rifles
and kits confronted him. In a moment he began
embracing them, calling to his wife:
“Nom de diable,
Maman, c’est David, David et Claude,
tous les deux!”
Sorry-looking soldiers they appeared
when they stood in the candlelight, plastered with
clay, their metal hats shining like copper bowls,
their clothes dripping pools of water upon the flags
of the kitchen floor. Mme. Joubert kissed
their wet cheeks, and Monsieur, now that he could
see them, embraced them again. Whence had they
come, and how had it fared with them, up there?
Very well, as anybody could see. What did they
want first, supper, perhaps? Their
room was always ready for them; and the clothes they
had left were in the big chest.
David explained that their shirts
had not once been dry for four days; and what they
most desired was to be dry and to be clean. Old
Martha, already in bed, was routed out to heat water.
M. Joubert carried the big washtub upstairs.
Tomorrow for conversation, he said; tonight for repose.
The boys followed him and began to peel off their
wet uniforms, leaving them in two sodden piles on
the floor. There was one bath for both, and they
threw up a coin to decide which should get into the
warm water first. M. Joubert, seeing Claude’s
fat ankle strapped up in adhesive bandages, began
to chuckle. “Oh, I see the Boche made you
dance up there!”
When they were clad in clean pyjamas
out of the chest, Papa Joubert carried their shirts
and socks down for Martha to wash. He returned
with the big meat platter, on which was an omelette
made of twelve eggs and stuffed with bacon and fried
potatoes. Mme. Joubert brought the three-story
earthen coffee-pot to the door and called, “Bon
appétit!” The host poured the coffee and
cut up the loaf with his clasp knife. He sat down
to watch them eat. How had they found things
up there, anyway? The Boches polite and agreeable
as usual? Finally, when there was not a crumb
of anything left, he poured for each a little glass
of brandy, “pour cider la digestion,”
and wished them good-night. He took the candle
with him.
Perfect bliss, Claude reflected, as
the chill of the sheets grew warm around his body,
and he sniffed in the pillow the old smell of lavender.
To be so warm, so dry, so clean, so beloved! The
journey down, reviewed from here, seemed beautiful.
As soon as they had got out of the region of martyred
trees, they found the land of France turning gold.
All along the river valleys the poplars and cottonwoods
had changed from green to yellow, evenly
coloured, looking like candle flames in the mist and
rain. Across the fields, along the horizon they
ran, like torches passed from hand to hand, and all
the willows by the little streams had become silver.
The vineyards were green still, thickly spotted with
curly, blood-red branches. It all flashed back
beside his pillow in the dark: this beautiful
land, this beautiful people, this beautiful omelette;
gold poplars, blue-green vineyards, wet, scarlet vine
leaves, rain dripping into the court, fragrant darkness...
sleep, stronger than all.
CHAPTER XIII
The woodland path was deep in leaves.
Claude and David were lying on the dry, springy heather
among the flint boulders. Gerhardt, with his
Stetson over his eyes, was presumably asleep.
They were having fine weather for their holiday.
The forest rose about this open glade like an amphitheatre,
in golden terraces of horse chestnut and beech.
The big nuts dropped velvety and brown, as if they
had been soaked in oil, and disappeared in the dry
leaves below. Little black yew trees, that had
not been visible in the green of summer, stood out
among the curly yellow brakes. Through the grey
netting of the beech twigs, stiff holly bushes glittered.
It was the Wheeler way to dread false
happiness, to feel cowardly about being fooled.
Since he had come back, Claude had more than once
wondered whether he took too much for granted and felt
more at home here than he had any right to feel.
The Americans were prone, he had observed, to make
themselves very much at home, to mistake good manners
for good-will. He had no right to doubt the affection
of the Jouberts, however; that was genuine and personal, not
a smooth surface under which almost any shade of scorn
might lie and laugh... was not, in short, the treacherous
“French politeness” by which one must not
let oneself be taken in. Merely having seen the
season change in a country gave one the sense of having
been there for a long time. And, anyway, he wasn’t
a tourist. He was here on legitimate business.
Claude’s sprained ankle was
still badly swollen. Madame Joubert was sure
he ought not to move about on it at all, begged him
to sit in the garden all day and nurse it. But
the surgeon at the front had told him that if he once
stopped walking, he would have to go to the hospital.
So, with the help of his host’s best holly-wood
cane, he limped out into the forest every day.
This afternoon he was tempted to go still farther.
Madame Joubert had told him about some caves at the
other end of the wood, underground chambers where
the country people had gone to live in times of great
misery, long ago, in the English wars. The English
wars; he could not remember just how far back they
were, but long enough to make one feel
comfortable. As for him, perhaps he would never
go home at all. Perhaps, when this great affair
was over, he would buy a little farm and stay here
for the rest of his life. That was a project
he liked to play with. There was no chance for
the kind of life he wanted at home, where people were
always buying and selling, building and pulling down.
He had begun to believe that the Americans were a
people of shallow emotions. That was the way
Gerhardt had put it once; and if it was true, there
was no cure for it. Life was so short that it
meant nothing at all unless it were continually reinforced
by something that endured; unless the shadows of individual
existence came and went against a background that held
together. While he was absorbed in his day dream
of farming in France, his companion stirred and rolled
over on his elbow.
“You know we are to join the
Battalion at A . They’ll be living
like kings there. Hicks will get so fat he’ll
drop over on the march. Headquarters must have
something particularly nasty in mind; the infantry
is always fed up before a slaughter. But I’ve
been thinking; I have some old friends at A .
Suppose we go on there a day early, and get them to
take us in? It’s a fine old place, and
I ought to go to see them. The son was a fellow
student of mine at the Conservatoire. He was killed
the second winter of the war. I used to go up
there for the holidays with him; I would like to see
his mother and sister again. You’ve no
objection?”
Claude did not answer at once.
He lay squinting off at the beech trees, without moving.
“You always avoid that subject with me, don’t
you?” he said presently.
“What subject?”
“Oh, anything to do with the Conservatoire,
or your profession.”
“I haven’t any profession
at present. I’ll never go back to the violin.”
“You mean you couldn’t make up for the
time you’ll lose?”
Gerhardt settled his back against
a rock and got out his pipe. “That would
be difficult; but other things would be harder.
I’ve lost much more than time.”
“Couldn’t you have got exemption, one
way or another?”
“I might have. My friends
wanted to take it up and make a test case of me.
But I couldn’t stand for it. I didn’t
feel I was a good enough violinist to admit that I
wasn’t a man. I often wish I had been in
Paris that summer when the war broke out; then I would
have gone into the French army on the first impulse,
with the other students, and it would have been better.”
David paused and sat puffing at his
pipe. Just then a soft movement stirred the brakes
on the hillside. A little barefoot girl stood
there, looking about. She had heard voices, but
at first did not see the uniforms that blended with
the yellow and brown of the wood. Then she saw
the sun shining on two heads; one square, and amber
in colour, the other reddish bronze, long
and narrow. She took their friendliness for granted
and came down the hill, stopping now and again to
pick up shiny horse chestnuts and pop them into a
sack she was dragging. David called to her and
asked her whether the nuts were good to eat.
“Oh, non!” she exclaimed,
her face expressing the liveliest terror, “pour
les cochons!” These inexperienced Americans might
eat almost anything. The boys laughed and gave
her some pennies, “pour les cochons aussi.”
She stole about the edge of the wood, stirring among
the leaves for nuts, and watching the two soldiers.
Gerhardt knocked out his pipe and
began to fill it again. “I went home to
see my mother in May, of 1914. I wasn’t
here when the war broke out. The Conservatoire
closed at once, so I arranged a concert tour in the
States that winter, and did very well. That was
before all the little Russians went over, and the field
wasn’t so crowded. I had a second season,
and that went well. But I was getting more nervous
all the time; I was only half there.” He
smoked thoughtfully, sitting with folded arms, as if
he were going over a succession of events or states
of feeling. “When my number was drawn,
I reported to see what I could do about getting out;
I took a look at the other fellows who were trying
to squirm, and chucked it. I’ve never been
sorry. Not long afterward, my violin was smashed,
and my career seemed to go along with it.”
Claude asked him what he meant.
“While I was at Camp Dix, I
had to play at one of the entertainments. My
violin, a Stradivarius, was in a vault in New York.
I didn’t need it for that concert, any more than
I need it at this minute; yet I went to town and brought
it out. I was taking it up from the station in
a military car, and a drunken taxi driver ran into
us. I wasn’t hurt, but the violin, lying
across my knees, was smashed into a thousand pieces.
I didn’t know what it meant then; but since,
I’ve seen so many beautiful old things smashed...
I’ve become a fatalist.”
Claude watched his brooding head against
the grey flint rock.
“You ought to have kept out
of the whole thing. Any army man would say so.”
David’s head went back against
the boulder, and he threw one of the, chestnuts lightly
into the air. “Oh, one violinist more or
less doesn’t matter! But who is ever going
back to anything? That’s what I want to
know!”
Claude felt guilty; as if David must
have guessed what apostasy had been going on in his
own mind this afternoon. “You don’t
believe we are going to get out of this war what we
went in for, do you?” he asked suddenly.
“Absolutely not,” the
other replied with cool indifference.
“Then I certainly don’t see what you’re
here for!”
“Because in 1917 I was twenty-four
years old, and able to bear arms. The war was
put up to our generation. I don’t know what
for; the sins of our fathers, probably. Certainly
not to make the world safe for Democracy, or any rhetoric
of that sort. When I was doing stretcher work,
I had to tell myself over and over that nothing would
come of it, but that it had to be. Sometimes,
though, I think something must.... Nothing we
expect, but something unforeseen.” He paused
and shut his eyes. “You remember in the
old mythology tales how, when the sons of the gods
were born, the mothers always died in agony?
Maybe it’s only Semele I’m thinking of.
At any rate, I’ve sometimes wondered whether
the young men of our time had to die to bring a new
idea into the world... something Olympian. I’d
like to know. I think I shall know. Since
I’ve been over here this time, I’ve come
to believe in immortality. Do you?”
Claude was confused by this quiet
question. “I hardly know. I’ve
never been able to make up my mind.”
“Oh, don’t bother about
it! If it comes to you, it comes. You don’t
have to go after it. I arrived at it in quite
the same way I used to get things in art, knowing
them and living on them before I understood them.
Such ideas used to seem childish to me.”
Gerhardt sprang up. “Now, have I told you
what you want to know about my case?” He looked
down at Claude with a curious glimmer of amusement
and affection. “I’m going to stretch
my legs. It’s four o’clock.”
He disappeared among the red pine
stems, where the sunlight made a rose-colored lake,
as it used to do in the summer... as it would do in
all the years to come, when they were not there to
see it, Claude was thinking. He pulled his hat
over his eyes and went to sleep.
The little girl on the edge of the
beech wood left her sack and stole quietly down the
hill. Sitting in the heather and drawing her
feet up under her, she stayed still for a long time,
and regarded with curiosity the relaxed, deep breathing
body of the American soldier.
The next day was Claude’s twenty-fifth
birthday, and in honour of that event Papa Joubert
produced a bottle of old Burgundy from his cellar,
one of a few dozens he had laid in for great occasions
when he was a young man.
During that week of idleness at Madame
Joubert’s, Claude often thought that the period
of happy “youth,” about which his old
friend Mrs. Erlich used to talk, and which he had never
experienced, was being made up to him now. He
was having his youth in France. He knew that
nothing like this would ever come again; the fields
and woods would never again be laced over with this
hazy enchantment. As he came up the village street
in the purple evening, the smell of wood-smoke from
the chimneys went to his head like a narcotic, opened
the pores of his skin, and sometimes made the tears
come to his eyes. Life had after all turned out
well for him, and everything had a noble significance.
The nervous tension in which he had lived for years
now seemed incredible to him... absurd and childish,
when he thought of it at all. He did not torture
himself with recollections. He was beginning
over again.
One night he dreamed that he was at
home; out in the ploughed fields, where he could see
nothing but the furrowed brown earth, stretching from
horizon to horizon. Up and down it moved a boy,
with a plough and two horses. At first he thought
it was his brother Ralph; but on coming nearer, he
saw it was himself, and he was full of
fear for this boy. Poor Claude, he would never,
never get away; he was going to miss everything!
While he was struggling to speak to Claude, and warn
him, he awoke.
In the years when he went to school
in Lincoln, he was always hunting for some one whom
he could admire without reservations; some one he
could envy, emulate, wish to be. Now he believed
that even then he must have had some faint image of
a man like Gerhardt in his mind. It was only
in war times that their paths would have been likely
to cross; or that they would have had anything to
do together... any of the common interests that make
men friends.
XIV
Gerhardt and Claude Wheeler alighted
from a taxi before the open gates of a square-roofed,
solid-looking house, where all the shutters on the
front were closed, and the tops of many trees showed
above the garden wall. They crossed a paved court
and rang at the door. An old valet admitted the
young men, and took them through a wide hall to the
salon, which opened on the garden. Madame and
Mademoiselle would be down very soon. David went
to one of the long windows and looked out. “They
have kept it up, in spite of everything. It was
always lovely here.”
The garden was spacious, like
a little park. On one side was a tennis court,
on the other a fountain, with a pool and water-lilies.
The north wall was hidden by ancient yews; on the
south two rows of plane trees, cut square, made a long
arbour. At the back of the garden there were
fine old lindens. The gravel walks wound about
beds of gorgeous autumn flowers; in the rose garden,
small white roses were still blooming, though the leaves
were already red.
Two ladies entered the drawing-room.
The mother was short, plump, and rosy, with strong,
rather masculine features and yellowish white hair.
The tears flashed into her eyes as David bent to kiss
her hand, and she embraced him and touched both his
cheeks with her lips.
“Et vous, vous
aussi!” she murmured, touching the coat
of his uniform with her fingers. There was but
a moment of softness. She gathered herself up
like an old general, Claude thought, as he stood watching
the group from the window, drew her daughter forward,
and asked David whether he recognized the little girl
with whom he used to play. Mademoiselle Claire
was not at all like her mother; slender, dark, dressed
in a white costume de tennis and an apple green hat
with black ribbons, she looked very modern and casual
and unconcerned. She was already telling David
she was glad he had arrived early, as now they would
be able to have a game of tennis before tea.
Maman would bring her knitting to the garden
and watch them. This last suggestion relieved
Claude’s apprehension that he might be left alone
with his hostess. When David called him and presented
him to the ladies, Mlle. Claire gave him a quick
handshake, and said she would be very glad to try
him out on the court as soon as she had beaten David.
They would find tennis shoes in their room, a
collection of shoes, for the feet of all nations;
her brother’s, some that his Russian friend
had forgotten when he hurried off to be mobilized,
and a pair lately left by an English officer who was
quartered on them. She and her mother would wait
in the garden. She rang for the old valet.
The Americans found themselves in
a large room upstairs, where two modern iron beds
stood out conspicuous among heavy mahogany bureaus
and desks and dressing-tables, stuffed chairs and velvet
carpets and dull red brocade window hangings.
David went at once into the little dressing-room and
began to array himself for the tennis court.
Two suits of flannels and a row of soft shirts hung
there on the wall.
“Aren’t you going to change?”
he asked, noticing that Claude stood stiff and unbending
by the window, looking down into the garden.
“Why should I?” said Claude scornfully.
“I don’t play tennis. I never had
a racket in my hand.”
“Too bad. She used to play
very well, though she was only a youngster then.”
Gerhardt was regarding his legs in trousers two inches
too short for him. “How everything has changed,
and yet how everything is still the same! It’s
like coming back to places in dreams.”
“They don’t give you much
time to dream, I should say!” Claude remarked.
“Fortunately!”
“Explain to the girl that I
don’t play, will you? I’ll be down
later.”
“As you like.”
Claude stood in the window, watching
Gerhardt’s bare head and Mlle. Claire’s
green hat and long brown arm go bounding about over
the court.
When Gerhardt came to change before
tea, he found his fellow officer standing before his
bag, which was open, but not unpacked.
“What’s the matter? Feeling shellshock
again?”
“Not exactly.” Claude
bit his lip. “The fact is, Dave, I don’t
feel just comfortable here. Oh, the people are
all right. But I’m out of place. I’m
going to pull out and get a billet somewhere else,
and let you visit your friends in peace. Why
should I be here? These people don’t keep
a hotel.”
“They very nearly do, from what
they’ve been telling me. They’ve
had a string of Scotch and English quartered on them.
They like it, too,-or have the good manners to pretend
they do. Of course, you’ll do as you like,
but you’ll hurt their feelings and put me in
an awkward position. To be frank, I don’t
see how you can go away without being distinctly rude.”
Claude stood looking down at the contents
of his bag in an irresolute attitude. Catching
a glimpse of his face in one of the big mirrors, Gerhardt
saw that he looked perplexed and miserable. His
flash of temper died, and he put his hand lightly on
his friend’s shoulder.
“Come on, Claude! This
is too absurd. You don’t even have to dress,
thanks to your uniform, and you don’t
have to talk, since you’re not supposed to know
the language. I thought you’d like coming
here. These people have had an awfully rough time;
can’t you admire their pluck?”
“Oh, yes, I do! It’s
awkward for me, though.” Claude pulled off
his coat and began to brush his hair vigorously.
“I guess I’ve always been more afraid
of the French than of the Germans. It takes courage
to stay, you understand. I want to run.”
“But why? What makes you want to?”
“Oh, I don’t know! Something in the
house, in the atmosphere.”
“Something disagreeable?”
“No. Something agreeable.”
David laughed. “Oh, you’ll get over
that!”
They had tea in the garden, English fashion English
tea, too,
Mlle. Claire informed them, left by the English
officers.
At dinner a third member of the family
was introduced, a little boy with a cropped head and
big black eyes. He sat on Claude’s left,
quiet and shy in his velvet jacket, though he followed
the conversation eagerly, especially when it touched
upon his brother René, killed at Verdun in the second
winter of the war. The mother and sister talked
about him as if he were living, about his letters
and his plans, and his friends at the Conservatoire
and in the Army. Mlle. Claire told Gerhardt
news of all the girl students he had known in Paris:
how this one was singing for the soldiers; another,
when she was nursing in a hospital which was bombed
in an air raid, had carried twenty wounded men out
of the burning building, one after another, on her
back, like sacks of flour. Alice, the dancer,
had gone into the English Red Cross and learned English.
Odette had married a New Zealander, an officer who
was said to be a cannibal; it was well known that his
tribe had eaten two Auvergnat missionaries. There
was a great deal more that Claude could not understand,
but he got enough to see that for these women the
war was France, the war was life, and everything that
went into it. To be alive, to be conscious and
have one’s faculties, was to be in the war.
After dinner, when they went into
the salon, Madame Fleury asked David whether he would
like to see Rene’s violin again, and nodded
to the little boy. He slipped away and returned
carrying the case, which he placed on the table.
He opened it carefully and took off the velvet cloth,
as if this was his peculiar office, then handed the
instrument to Gerhardt.
David turned it over under the candles,
telling Madame Fleury that he would have known it
anywhere, Rene’s wonderful Amati, almost too
exquisite in tone for the concert hall, like a woman
who is too beautiful for the stage. The family
stood round and listened to his praise with evident
satisfaction. Madame Fleury told him that Lucien
was très serieux with his music, that his master
was well pleased with him, and when his hand was a
little larger he would be allowed to play upon Rene’s
violin. Claude watched the little boy as he stood
looking at the instrument in David’s hands;
in each of his big black eyes a candle flame was reflected,
as if some steady fire were actually burning there.
“What is it, Lucien?” his mother asked.
“If Monsieur David would be
so good as to play before I must go to bed ”
he murmured entreatingly.
“But, Lucien, I am a soldier
now. I have not worked at all for two years.
The Amati would think it had fallen into the hands
of a Boche.”
Lucien smiled. “Oh, no!
It is too intelligent for that. A little, please,”
and he sat down on a footstool before the sofa in
confident anticipation.
Mlle. Claire went to the piano.
David frowned and began to tune the violin. Madame
Fleury called the old servant and told him to light
the sticks that lay in the fireplace. She took
the arm-chair at the right of the hearth and motioned
Claude to a seat on the left. The little boy
kept his stool at the other end of the room.
Mlle. Claire began the orchestral introduction
to the Saint-Saens concerto.
“Oh, not that!” David
lifted his chin and looked at her in perplexity.
She made no reply, but played on,
her shoulders bent forward. Lucien drew his knees
up under his chin and shivered. When the time
came, the violin made its entrance. David had
put it back under his chin mechanically, and the instrument
broke into that suppressed, bitter melody.
They played for a long while.
At last David stopped and wiped his forehead.
“I’m afraid I can’t do anything with
the third movement, really.”
“Nor can I. But that was the
last thing René played on it, the night before he
went away, after his last leave.” She began
again, and David followed. Madame Fleury sat with
half-closed eyes, looking into the fire. Claude,
his lips compressed, his hands on his knees, was watching
his friend’s back. The music was a part
of his own confused emotions. He was torn between
generous admiration, and bitter, bitter envy.
What would it mean to be able to do anything as well
as that, to have a hand capable of delicacy and precision
and power? If he had been taught to do anything
at all, he would not be sitting here tonight a wooden
thing amongst living people. He felt that a man
might have been made of him, but nobody had taken
the trouble to do it; tongue-tied, foot-tied, hand-tied.
If one were born into this world like a bear cub or
a bull calf, one could only paw and upset things,
break and destroy, all one’s life.
Gerhardt wrapped the violin up in
its cloth. The little boy thanked him and carried
it away. Madame Fleury and her daughter wished
their guests goodnight.
David said he was warm, and suggested
going into the garden to smoke before they went to
bed. He opened one of the long windows and they
stepped out on the terrace. Dry leaves were rustling
down on the walks; the yew trees made a solid wall,
blacker than the darkness. The fountain must
have caught the starlight; it was the only shining
thing, a little clear column of twinkling
silver. The boys strolled in silence to the end
of the walk.
“I guess you’ll go back
to your profession, all right,” Claude remarked,
in the unnatural tone in which people sometimes speak
of things they know nothing about.
“Not I. Of course, I had to
play for them. Music has always been like a religion
in this house. Listen,” he put up his hand;
far away the regular pulsation of the big guns sounded
through the still night. “That’s
all that matters now. It has killed everything
else.”
“I don’t believe it.”
Claude stopped for a moment by the edge of the fountain,
trying to collect his thoughts. “I don’t
believe it has killed anything. It has only scattered
things.” He glanced about hurriedly at
the sleeping house, the sleeping garden, the clear,
starry sky not very far overhead. “It’s
men like you that get the worst of it,” he broke
out. “But as for me, I never knew there
was anything worth living for, till this war came on.
Before that, the world seemed like a business proposition.”
“You’ll admit it’s
a costly way of providing adventure for the young,”
said David drily.
“Maybe so; all the same...”
Claude pursued the argument to himself
long after they were in their luxurious beds and David
was asleep. No battlefield or shattered country
he had seen was as ugly as this world would be if
men like his brother Bayliss controlled it altogether.
Until the war broke out, he had supposed they did
control it; his boyhood had been clouded and enervated
by that belief. The Prussians had believed it,
too, apparently. But the event had shown that
there were a great many people left who cared about
something else.
The intervals of the distant artillery
fire grew shorter, as if the big guns were tuning
up, choking to get something out. Claude sat
up in his bed and listened. The sound of the guns
had from the first been pleasant to him, had given
him a feeling of confidence and safety; tonight he
knew why. What they said was, that men could
still die for an idea; and would burn all they had
made to keep their dreams. He knew the future
of the world was safe; the careful planners would
never be able to put it into a strait-jacket, cunning
and prudence would never have it to themselves.
Why, that little boy downstairs, with the candlelight
in his eyes, when it came to the last cry, as they
said, could “carry on” for ever!
Ideals were not archaic things, beautiful and impotent;
they were the real sources of power among men.
As long as that was true, and now he knew it was true he
had come all this way to find out he had
no quarrel with Destiny. Nor did he envy David.
He would give his own adventure for no man’s.
On the edge of sleep it seemed to glimmer, like the
clear column of the fountain, like the new moon, alluring,
half-averted, the bright face of danger.
CHAPTER XV
When Claude and David rejoined their
Battalion on the 20th of September, the end of the
war looked as far away as ever. The collapse
of Bulgaria was unknown to the American army, and their
acquaintance with European affairs was so slight that
this would have meant very little to them had they
heard of it. The German army still held the north
and east of France, and no one could say how much
vitality was left in that sprawling body.
The Battalion entrained at Arras.
Lieutenant Colonel Scott had orders to proceed to
the railhead, and then advance on foot into the Argonne.
The cars were crowded, and the railway
journey was long and fatiguing. They detrained
at night, in the rain, at what the men said seemed
to be the jumping off place. There was no town,
and the railway station had been bombed the day before,
by an air fleet out to explode artillery ammunition.
A mound of brick, and holes full of water told where
it had been. The Colonel sent Claude out with
a patrol to find some place for the men to sleep.
The patrol came upon a field of straw stacks, and at
the end of it found a black farmhouse.
Claude went up and hammered on the
door. Silence. He kept hammering and calling,
“The Americans are here!” A shutter opened.
The farmer stuck his head out and demanded gruffly
what was wanted; “What now?”
Claude explained in his best French
that an American battalion had just come in; might
they sleep in his field if they did not destroy his
stacks?
“Sure,” replied the farmer, and shut the
window.
That one word, coming out of the dark
in such an unpromising place, had a cheering effect
upon the patrol, and upon the men, when it was repeated
to them. “Sure, eh?” They kept laughing
over it as they beat about the field and dug into
the straw. Those who couldn’t burrow into
a stack lay down in the muddy stubble. They were
asleep before they could feel sorry for themselves.
The farmer came out to offer his stable
to the officers, and to beg them not on any account
to make a light. They had never been bothered
here by air raids until yesterday, and it must be
because the Americans were coming and were sending
in ammunition.
Gerhardt, who was called to talk to
him, told the farmer the Colonel must study his map,
and for that the man took them down into the cellar,
where the children were asleep. Before he lay
down on the straw bed his orderly had made for him,
the Colonel kept telling names and kilometers off
on his fingers. For officers like Colonel Scott
the names of places constituted one of the real hardships
of the war. His mind worked slowly, but it was
always on his job, and he could go without sleep for
more hours together than any of his officers.
Tonight he had scarcely lain down, when a sentinel
brought in a runner with a message. The Colonel
had to go into the cellar again to read it. He
was to meet Colonel Harvey at Prince Joachim farm,
as early as possible tomorrow morning. The runner
would act as guide.
The Colonel sat with his eye on his
watch, and interrogated the messenger about the road
and the time it would take to get over the ground.
“What’s Fritz’s temper up here, generally
speaking?”
“That’s as it happens,
sir. Sometimes we nab a night patrol of a dozen
or fifteen and send them to the rear under a one-man
guard. Then, again, a little bunch of Heinies
will fight like the devil. They say it depends
on what part of Germany they come from; the Bavarians
and Saxons are the bravest.”
Colonel Scott waited for an hour,
and then went about, shaking his sleeping officers.
“Yes, sir.” Captain
Maxey sprang to his feet as if he had been caught
in a disgraceful act. He called his sergeants,
and they began to beat the men up out of the strawstacks
and puddles. In half an hour they were on the
road.
This was the Battalion’s first
march over really bad roads, where walking was a question
of pulling and balancing. They were soon warm,
at any rate; it kept them sweating. The weight
of their equipment was continually thrown in the wrong
place. Their wet clothing dragged them back,
their packs got twisted and cut into their shoulders.
Claude and Hicks began wondering to each other what
it must have been like in the real mud, up about Ypres
and Passchendaele, two years ago. Hicks had been
training at Arras last week, where a lot of Tommies
were “resting” in the same way, and he
had tales to tell.
The Battalion got to Joachim farm
at nine o’clock. Colonel Harvey had not
yet come up, but old Julius Cæsar was there with his
engineers, and he had a hot breakfast ready for them.
At six o’clock in the evening they took the
road again, marching until daybreak, with short rests.
During the night they captured two Hun patrols, a
bunch of thirty men. At the halt for breakfast,
the prisoners wanted to make themselves useful, but
the cook said they were so filthy the smell of them
would make a stew go bad. They were herded off
by themselves, a good distance from the grub line.
It was Gerhardt, of course, who had
to go over and question them. Claude felt sorry
for the prisoners; they were so willing to tell all
they knew, and so anxious to make themselves agreeable;
began talking about their relatives in America, and
said brightly that they themselves were going over
at once, after the war seemed to have no
doubt that everybody would be glad to see them!
They begged Gerhardt to be allowed
to do something. Couldn’t they carry the
officers’ equipment on the march? No, they
were too buggy; they might relieve the sanitary squad.
Oh, that they would gladly do, Herr Offizier!
The plan was to get to Rupprecht trench
and take it before nightfall. It was easy taking empty
of everything but vermin and human discards; a dozen
crippled and sick, left for the enemy to dispose of,
and several half-witted youths who ought to have been
locked up in some institution. Fritz had known
what it meant when his patrols did not come back.
He had evacuated, leaving behind his hopelessly diseased,
and as much filth as possible. The dugouts were
fairly dry, but so crawling with vermin that the Americans
preferred to sleep in the mud, in the open.
After supper the men fell on their
packs and began to lighten them, throwing away all
that was not necessary, and much that was. Many
of them abandoned the new overcoats that had been
served out at the railhead; others cut off the skirts
and made the coats into ragged jackets. Captain
Maxey was horrified at these depredations, but the
Colonel advised him to shut his eyes. “They’ve
got hard going before them; let them travel light.
If they’d rather stand the cold, they’ve
got a right to choose.”
CHAPTER XVI
The Battalion had twenty-four hours’
rest at Rupprecht trench, and then pushed on for four
days and nights, stealing trenches, capturing patrols,
with only a few hours’ sleep, snatched
by the roadside while their food was being prepared.
They pushed hard after a retiring foe, and almost
outran themselves. They did outrun their provisions;
on the fourth night, when they fell upon a farm that
had been a German Headquarters, the supplies that
were to meet them there had not come up, and they went
to bed supperless.
This farmhouse, for some reason called
by the prisoners Frau Hulda farm, was a nest of telephone
wires; hundreds of them ran out through the walls,
in all directions. The Colonel cut those he could
find, and then put a guard over the old peasant who
had been left in charge of the house, suspecting that
he was in the pay of the enemy.
At last Colonel Scott got into the
Headquarters bed, large and lumpy, the
first one he had seen since he left Arras. He
had not been asleep more than two hours, when a runner
arrived with orders from the Regimental Colonel.
Claude was in a bed in the loft, between Gerhardt
and Bruger. He felt somebody shaking him, but
resolved that he wouldn’t be disturbed and went
on placidly sleeping. Then somebody pulled his
hair, so hard that he sat up. Captain
Maxey was standing over the bed.
“Come along, boys. Orders
from Regimental Headquarters. The Battalion is
to split here. Our Company is to go on four kilometers
tonight, and take the town of Beaufort.”
Claude rose. “The men are
pretty well beat out, Captain Maxey, and they had
no supper.”
“That can’t be helped.
Tell them we are to be in Beaufort for breakfast.”
Claude and Gerhardt went out to the
barn and roused Hicks and his pal, Dell Able.
The men were asleep in dry straw, for the first time
in ten days. They were completely worn out, lost
to time and place. Many of them were already
four thousand miles away, scattered among little towns
and farms on the prairie. They were a miserable
looking lot as they got together, stumbling about in
the dark.
After the Colonel had gone over the
map with Captain Maxey, he came out and saw the Company
assembled. He wasn’t going with them, he
told them, but he expected them to give a good account
of themselves. Once in Beaufort, they would have
a week’s rest; sleep under cover, and live among
people for awhile.
The men took the road, some with their
eyes shut, trying to make believe they were still
asleep, trying to have their agreeable dreams over
again, as they marched. They did not really waken
up until the advance challenged a Hun patrol, and
sent it back to the Colonel under a one-man guard.
When they had advanced two kilometers, they found
the bridge blown up. Claude and Hicks went in
one direction to look for a ford, Bruger and Dell Able
in the other, and the men lay down by the roadside
and slept heavily. Just at dawn they reached
the outskirts of the village, silent and still.
Captain Maxey had no information as
to how many Germans might be left in the town.
They had occupied it ever since the beginning of the
war, and had used it as a rest camp. There had
never been any fighting there.
At the first house on the road, the
Captain stopped and pounded. No answer.
“We are Americans, and must
see the people of the house. If you don’t
open, we must break the door.”
A woman’s voice called; “There
is nobody here. Go away, please, and take your
men away. I am sick.”
The Captain called Gerhardt, who began
to explain and reassure through the door. It
opened a little way, and an old woman in a nightcap
peeped out. An old man hovered behind her.
She gazed in astonishment at the officers, not understanding.
These were the first soldiers of the Allies she had
ever seen. She had heard the Germans talk about
Americans, but thought it was one of their lies, she
said. Once convinced, she let the officers come
in and replied to their questions.
No, there were no Boches left in her
house. They had got orders to leave day before
yesterday, and had blown up the bridge. They
were concentrating somewhere to the east. She
didn’t know how many were still in the village,
nor where they were, but she could tell the Captain
where they had been. Triumphantly she brought
out a map of the town lost, she said with
a meaning smile, by a German officer on
which the billets were marked.
With this to guide them, Captain Maxey
and his men went on up the street. They took
eight prisoners in one cellar, seventeen in another.
When the villagers saw the prisoners bunched together
in the square, they came out of their houses and gave
information. This cleaning up, Bert Fuller remarked,
was like taking fish from the Platte River when the
water was low, simply pailing them out! There
was no sport in it.
At nine o’clock the officers
were standing together in the square before the church,
checking off on the map the houses that had been searched.
The men were drinking coffee, and eating fresh bread
from a baker’s shop. The square was full
of people who had come out to see for themselves.
Some believed that deliverance had come, and others
shook their heads and held back, suspecting another
trick. A crowd of children were running about,
making friends with the soldiers. One little
girl with yellow curls and a clean white dress had
attached herself to Hicks, and was eating chocolate
out of his pocket. Gerhardt was bargaining with
the baker for another baking of bread. The sun
was shining, for a change, everything was
looking cheerful. This village seemed to be swarming
with girls; some of them were pretty, and all were
friendly. The men who had looked so haggard and
forlorn when dawn overtook them at the edge of the
town, began squaring their shoulders and throwing
out their chests. They were dirty and mud-plastered,
but as Claude remarked to the Captain, they actually
looked like fresh men.
Suddenly a shot rang out above the
chatter, and an old woman in a white cap screamed
and tumbled over on the pavement, rolled
about, kicking indecorously with both hands and feet.
A second crack, the little girl who stood
beside Hicks, eating chocolate, threw out her hands,
ran a few steps, and fell, blood and brains oozing
out in her yellow hair. The people began screaming
and running. The Americans looked this way and
that; ready to dash, but not knowing where to go.
Another shot, and Captain Maxey fell on one knee,
blushed furiously and sprang up, only to fall again, ashy
white, with the leg of his trousers going red.
“There it is, to the left!”
Hicks shouted, pointing. They saw now. From
a closed house, some distance down a street off the
square, smoke was coming. It hung before one of
the upstairs windows. The Captain’s orderly
dragged him into a wineshop. Claude and David,
followed by the men, ran down the street and broke
in the door. The two officers went through the
rooms on the first floor, while Hicks and his lot
made straight for an enclosed stairway at the back
of the house. As they reached the foot of the
stairs, they were met by a volley of rifle shots, and
two of the men tumbled over. Four Germans were
stationed at the head of the steps.
The Americans scarcely knew whether
their bullets or their bayonets got to the Huns first;
they were not conscious of going up, till they were
there. When Claude and David reached the landing,
the squad were wiping their bayonets, and four grey
bodies were piled in the corner.
Bert Fuller and Dell Able ran down
the narrow hallway and threw open the door into the
room on the street. Two shots, and Dell came
back with his jaw shattered and the blood spouting
from the left side of his neck. Gerhardt caught
him, and tried to close the artery with his fingers.
“How many are in there, Bert?” Claude
called.
“I couldn’t see.
Look out, sir! You can’t get through that
door more than two at a time!”
The door still stood open, at the
end of the corridor. Claude went down the steps
until he could sight along the floor of the passage,
into the front room. The shutters were closed
in there, and the sunlight came through the slats.
In the middle of the floor, between the door and the
windows, stood a tall chest of drawers, with a mirror
attached to the top. In the narrow space between
the bottom of this piece of furniture and the floor,
he could see a pair of boots. It was possible
there was but one man in the room, shooting from behind
his movable fort, though there might be
others hidden in the corners.
“There’s only one fellow
in there, I guess. He’s shooting from behind
a big dresser in the middle of the room. Come
on, one of you, we’ll have to go in and get
him.”
Willy Katz, the Austrian boy from
the Omaha packing house, stepped up and stood beside
him.
“Now, Willy, we’ll both
go in at once; you jump to the right, and I to the
left, and one of us will jab him. He
can’t shoot both ways at once. Are you
ready? All right Now!”
Claude thought he was taking the more
dangerous position himself, but the German probably
reasoned that the important man would be on the right.
As the two Americans dashed through the door, he fired.
Claude caught him in the back with his bayonet, under
the shoulder blade, but Willy Katz had got the bullet
in his brain, through one of his blue eyes. He
fell, and never stirred. The German officer fired
his revolver again as he went down, shouting in English,
English with no foreign accent,
“You swine, go back to Chicago!”
Then he began choking with blood.
Sergeant Hicks ran in and shot the
dying man through the temples. Nobody stopped
him.
The officer was a tall man, covered
with medals and orders; must have been very handsome.
His linen and his hands were as white as if he were
going to a ball. On the dresser were the files
and paste and buffers with which he had kept his nails
so pink and smooth. A ring with a ruby, beautifully
cut, was on his little finger. Bert Fuller screwed
it off and offered it to Claude. He shook his
head. That English sentence had unnerved him.
Bert held the ring out to Hicks, but the Sergeant
threw down his revolver and broke out:
“Think I’d touch anything
of his? That beautiful little girl, and my buddy He’s
worse than dead, Dell is, worse!” He turned his
back on his comrades so that they wouldn’t see
him cry.
“Can I keep it myself, sir?” Bert asked.
Claude nodded. David had come
in, and was opening the shutters. This officer,
Claude was thinking, was a very different sort of
being from the poor prisoners they had been scooping
up like tadpoles from the cellars. One of the
men picked up a gorgeous silk dressing gown from the
bed, another pointed to a dressing-case full of hammered
silver. Gerhardt said it was Russian silver;
this man must have come from the Eastern front.
Bert Fuller and Nifty Jones were going through the
officer’s pockets. Claude watched them,
and thought they did about right. They didn’t
touch his medals; but his gold cigarette case, and
the platinum watch still ticking on his wrist, he
wouldn’t have further need for them. Around
his neck, hung by a delicate chain, was a miniature
case, and in it was a painting, not, as
Bert romantically hoped when he opened it, of a beautiful
woman, but of a young man, pale as snow, with blurred
forget-me-not eyes.
Claude studied it, wondering.
“It looks like a poet, or something. Probably
a kid brother, killed at the beginning of the war.”
Gerhardt took it and glanced at it
with a disdainful expression. “Probably.
There, let him keep it, Bert.” He touched
Claude on the shoulder to call his attention to the
inlay work on the handle of the officer’s revolver.
Claude noticed that David looked at
him as if he were very much pleased with him, looked,
indeed, as if something pleasant had happened in this
room; where, God knew, nothing had; where, when they
turned round, a swarm of black flies was quivering
with greed and delight over the smears Willy Katz’
body had left on the floor. Claude had often
observed that when David had an interesting idea,
or a strong twinge of recollection, it made him, for
the moment, rather heartless. Just now he felt
that Gerhardt’s flash of high spirits was in
some way connected with him. Was it because he
had gone in with Willy? Had David doubted his
nerve?
CHAPTER XVII
When the survivors of Company B are
old men, and are telling over their good days, they
will say to each other, “Oh, that week we spent
at Beaufort!” They will close their eyes and
see a little village on a low ridge, lost in the forest,
overgrown with oak and chestnut and black walnut...
buried in autumn colour, the streets drifted deep
in autumn leaves, great branches interlacing over
the roofs of the houses, wells of cool water that tastes
of moss and tree roots. Up and down those streets
they will see figures passing; themselves, young and
brown and clean-limbed; and comrades, long dead, but
still alive in that far-away village. How they
will wish they could tramp again, nights on days in
the mud and rain, to drag sore feet into their old
billets at Beaufort! To sink into those wide feather
beds and sleep the round of the clock while the old
women washed and dried their clothes for them; to
eat rabbit stew and pommes frites in the
garden, rabbit stew made with red wine and
chestnuts. Oh, the days that are no more!
As soon as Captain Maxey and the wounded
men had been started on their long journey to the
rear, carried by the prisoners, the whole company
turned in and slept for twelve hours all
but Sergeant Hicks, who sat in the house off the square,
beside the body of his chum.
The next day the Americans came to
life as if they were new men, just created in a new
world. And the people of the town came to life...
excitement, change, something to look forward to at
last! A new flag, lé drapeau étoile,
floated along with the tricolour in the square.
At sunset the soldiers stood in formation behind it
and sang “The Star Spangled Banner” with
uncovered heads. The old people watched them from
the doorways. The Americans were the first to
bring “Madelon” to Beaufort. The
fact that the village had never heard this song, that
the children stood round begging for it, “Chantez-vous
la Madelon!” made the soldiers realize
how far and how long out of the world these villagers
had been. The German occupation was like a deafness
which nothing pierced but their own arrogant martial
airs.
Before Claude was out of bed after
his first long sleep, a runner arrived from Colonel
Scott, notifying him that he was in charge of the
Company until further orders. The German prisoners
had buried their own dead and dug graves for the Americans
before they were sent off to the rear. Claude
and David were billeted at the edge of the town, with
the woman who had given Captain Maxey his first information,
when they marched in yesterday morning. Their
hostess told them, at their mid-day breakfast, that
the old dame who was shot in the square, and the little
girl, were to be buried this afternoon. Claude
decided that the Americans might as well have their
funeral at the same time. He thought he would
ask the priest to say a prayer at the graves, and
he and David set off through the brilliant, rustling
autumn sunshine to find the Cure’s house.
It was next the church, with a high-walled garden
behind it. Over the bell-pull in the outer wall
was a card on which was written, “Tirez fort.”
The priest himself came out to them,
an old man who seemed weak like his doorbell.
He stood in his black cap, holding his hands against
his breast to keep them from shaking, and looked very
old indeed, broken, hopeless, as if he
were sick of this world and done with it. Nowhere
in France had Claude seen a face so sad as his.
Yes, he would say a prayer. It was better to have
Christian burial, and they were far from home, poor
fellows! David asked him whether the German rule
had been very oppressive, but the old man did not
answer clearly, and his hands began to shake so uncontrollably
over his cassock that they went away to spare him
embarrassment.
“He seems a little gone in the
head, don’t you think?” Claude remarked.
“I suppose the war has used
him up. How can he celebrate mass when his hands
quiver so?” As they crossed the church steps,
David touched Claude’s arm and pointed into the
square. “Look, every doughboy has a girl
already! Some of them have trotted out fatigue
caps! I supposed they’d thrown them all
away!”
Those who had no caps stood with their
helmets under their arms, in attitudes of exaggerated
gallantry, talking to the women, who seemed
all to have errands abroad. Some of them let the
boys carry their baskets. One soldier was giving
a delighted little girl a ride on his back.
After the funeral every man in the
Company found some sympathetic woman to talk to about
his fallen comrades. All the garden flowers and
bead wreaths in Beaufort had been carried out and put
on the American graves. When the squad fired over
them and the bugle sounded, the girls and their mothers
wept. Poor Willy Katz, for instance, could never
have had such a funeral in South Omaha.
The next night the soldiers began
teaching the girls to dance the “Pas Seul”
and the “Fausse Trot.” They had
found an old violin in the town; and Oscar, the Swede,
scraped away on it. They danced every evening.
Claude saw that a good deal was going on, and he lectured
his men at parade. But he realized that he might
as well scold at the sparrows. Here was a village
with several hundred women, and only the grandmothers
had husbands. All the men were in the army; hadn’t
even been home on leave since the Germans first took
the place. The girls had been shut up for four
years with young men who incessantly coveted them,
and whom they must constantly outwit. The situation
had been intolerable and prolonged.
The Americans found themselves in the position of Adam
in the garden.
“Did you know, sir,” said
Bert Fuller breathlessly as he overtook Claude in
the street after parade, “that these lovely girls
had to go out in the fields and work, raising things
for those dirty pigs to eat? Yes, sir, had to
work in the fields, under German sentinels; marched
out in the morning and back at night like convicts!
It’s sure up to us to give them a good time now.”
One couldn’t walk out of an
evening without meeting loitering couples in the dusky
streets and lanes. The boys had lost all their
bashfulness about trying to speak French. They
declared they could get along in France with three
verbs, and all, happily, in the first conjugation:
manger, aimer, payer, quite enough!
They called Beaufort “our town,” and they
were called “our Americans.” They
were going to come back after the war, and marry the
girls, and put in waterworks!
“Chez-moi, sir!”
Bill Gates called to Claude, saluting with a bloody
hand, as he stood skinning rabbits before the door
of his billet. “Bunny casualties are heavy
in town this week!”
“You know, Wheeler,” David
remarked one morning as they were shaving, “I
think Maxey would come back here on one leg if he
knew about these excursions into the forest after mushrooms.”
“Maybe.”
“Aren’t you going to put a stop to them?”
“Not I!” Claude jerked,
setting the corners of his mouth grimly. “If
the girls, or their people, make complaint to me, I’ll
interfere. Not otherwise. I’ve thought
the matter over.”
“Oh, the girls ”
David laughed softly. “Well, it’s
something to acquire a taste for mushrooms. They
don’t get them at home, do they?”
When, after eight days, the Americans
had orders to march, there was mourning in every house.
On their last night in town, the officers received
pressing invitations to the dance in the square.
Claude went for a few moments, and looked on.
David was dancing every dance, but Hicks was nowhere
to be seen. The poor fellow had been out of everything.
Claude went over to the church to see whether he might
be moping in the graveyard.
There, as he walked about, Claude
stopped to look at a grave that stood off by itself,
under a privet hedge, with withered leaves and a little
French flag on it. The old woman with whom they
stayed had told them the story of this grave.
The Cure’s niece was buried
there. She was the prettiest girl in Beaufort,
it seemed, and she had a love affair with a German
officer and disgraced the town. He was a young
Bavarian, quartered with this same old woman who told
them the story, and she said he was a nice boy, handsome
and gentle, and used to sit up half the night in the
garden with his head in his hands homesick,
lovesick. He was always after this Marie Louise;
never pressed her, but was always there, grew up out
of the ground under her feet, the old woman said.
The girl hated Germans, like all the rest, and flouted
him. He was sent to the front. Then he came
back, sick and almost deaf, after one of the slaughters
at Verdun, and stayed a long while. That spring
a story got about that some woman met him at night
in the German graveyard. The Germans had taken
the land behind the church for their cemetery, and
it joined the wall of the Cure’s garden.
When the women went out into the fields to plant the
crops, Marie Louise used to slip away from the others
and meet her Bavarian in the forest. The girls
were sure of it now; and they treated her with disdain.
But nobody was brave enough to say anything to the
Cure. One day, when she was with her Bavarian
in the wood, she snatched up his revolver from the
ground and shot herself. She was a Frenchwoman
at heart, their hostess said.
“And the Bavarian?” Claude
asked David later. The story had become so complicated
he could not follow it.
“He justified her, and promptly.
He took the same pistol and shot himself through the
temples. His orderly, stationed at the edge of
the thicket to keep watch, heard the first shot and
ran toward them. He saw the officer take up the
smoking pistol and turn it on himself. But the
Kommandant couldn’t believe that one of
his officers had so much feeling. He held an
enquête, dragged the girl’s mother and
uncle into court, and tried to establish that they
were in conspiracy with her to seduce and murder a
German officer. The orderly was made to tell
the whole story; how and where they began to meet.
Though he wasn’t very delicate about the details
he divulged, he stuck to his statement that he saw
Lieutenant Muller shoot himself with his own hand,
and the Kommandant failed to prove his case.
The old Cure had known nothing of all this until he
heard it aired in the military court. Marie Louise
had lived in his house since she was a child, and
was like his daughter. He had a stroke or something,
and has been like this ever since. The girl’s
friends forgave her, and when she was buried off alone
by the hedge, they began to take flowers to her grave.
The Kommandant put up an affiche on the
hedge, forbidding any one to decorate the grave.
Apparently, nothing during the German occupation stirred
up more feeling than poor Marie Louise.”
It would stir anybody, Claude reflected.
There was her lonely little grave, the shadow of the
privet hedge falling across it. There, at the
foot of the Cure’s garden, was the German cemetery,
with heavy cement crosses, some of them
with long inscriptions; lines from their poets, and
couplets from old hymns. Lieutenant Muller was
there somewhere, probably. Strange, how their
story stood out in a world of suffering. That
was a kind of misery he hadn’t happened to think
of before; but the same thing must have occurred again
and again in the occupied territory. He would
never forget the Cure’s hands, his dim, suffering
eyes.
Claude recognized David crossing the
pavement in front of the church, and went back to
meet him.
“Hello! I mistook you for
Hicks at first. I thought he might be out here.”
David sat down on the steps and lit a cigarette.
“So did I. I came out to look for him.”
“Oh, I expect he’s found
some shoulder to cry on. Do you realize, Claude,
you and I are the only men in the Company who haven’t
got engaged? Some of the married men have got
engaged twice. It’s a good thing we’re
pulling out, or we’d have banns and a bunch of
christenings to look after.” “All
the same,” murmured Claude, “I like the
women of this country, as far as I’ve seen them.”
While they sat smoking in silence, his mind went back
to the quiet scene he had watched on the steps of
that other church, on his first night in France; the
country girl in the moonlight, bending over her sick
soldier.
When they walked back across the square,
over the crackling leaves, the dance was breaking
up. Oscar was playing “Home, Sweet Home,”
for the last waltz.
“Le dernier baiser,”
said David. “Well, tomorrow we’ll
be gone, and the chances are we won’t come back
this way.”
CHAPTER XVIII
“With us it’s always a
feast or a famine,” the men groaned, when they
sat down by the road to munch dry biscuit at noon.
They had covered eighteen miles that morning, and
had still seven more to go. They were ordered
to do the twenty-five miles in eight hours. Nobody
had fallen out yet, but some of the boys looked pretty
well wilted. Nifty Jones said he was done for.
Sergeant Hicks was expostulating with the faint-hearted.
He knew that if one man fell out, a dozen would.
“If I can do it, you can.
It’s worse on a fat man like me. This is
no march to make a fuss about. Why, at Arras I
talked with a little Tommy from one of those Pal Battalions
that got slaughtered on the Somme. His battalion
marched twenty-five miles in six hours, in the heat
of July, into certain death. They were all kids
out of school, not a man of them over five-foot-three,
called them the ‘Bantams.’ You’ve
got to hand it to them, fellows.”
“I’ll hand anything to
anybody, but I can’t go no farther on these,”
Jones muttered, nursing his sore feet.
“Oh, you! We’re going
to heave you onto the only horse in the Company.
The officers, they can walk!”
When they got into Battalion lines
there was food ready for them, but very few wanted
it. They drank and lay down in the bushes.
Claude went at once to Headquarters and found Barclay
Owens, of the Engineers, with the Colonel, who was
smoking and studying his maps as usual.
“Glad to see you, Wheeler.
Your men ought to be in good shape, after a week’s
rest. Let them sleep now. We’ve got
to move out of here before midnight, to relieve two
Texas battalions at Moltke trench. They’ve
taken the trench with heavy casualties and are beat
out; couldn’t hold it in case of counter-attack.
As it’s an important point, the enemy will try
to recover it. I want to get into position before
daylight, so he won’t know fresh troops are
coming in. As ranking officer, you are in charge
of the Company.”
“Very well, sir. I’ll do my best.”
“I’m sure you will.
Two machine gun teams are going up with us, and some
time tomorrow a Missouri battalion comes up to support.
I’d have had you over here before, but I only
got my orders to relieve yesterday. We may have
to advance under shell fire. The enemy has been
putting a lot of big stuff over; he wants to cut off
that trench.”
Claude and David got into a fresh
shell hole, under the half-burned scrub, and fell
asleep. They were awakened at dusk by heavy artillery
fire from the north.
At ten o’clock the Battalion,
after a hot meal, began to advance through almost
impassable country. The guns must have been pounding
away at the same range for a long while; the ground
was worked and kneaded until it was soft as dough,
though no rain had fallen for a week. Barclay
Owens and his engineers were throwing down a plank
road to get food and the ammunition wagons across.
Big shells were coming over at intervals of twelve
minutes. The intervals were so regular that it
was quite possible to get forward without damage.
While B Company was pulling through the shell area,
Colonel Scott overtook them, on foot, his orderly
leading his horse.
“Know anything about that light
over there, Wheeler?” he asked. “Well,
it oughtn’t to be there. Come along and
see.”
The light was a mere match-head down
in the ground, Claude hadn’t noticed it before.
He followed the Colonel, and when they reached the
spark they found three officers of A Company crouching
in a shell crater, covered with a piece of sheet-iron.
“Put out that light,”
called the Colonel sharply. “What’s
the matter, Captain Brace?”
A young man rose quickly. “I’m
waiting for the water, sir. It’s coming
up on mules, in petrol cases, and I don’t want
to get separated from it. The ground’s
so bad here the drivers are likely to get lost.”
“Don’t wait more than
twenty minutes. You must get up and take your
position on time, that’s the important thing,
water or no water.”
As the Colonel and Claude hurried
back to overtake the Company, five big shells screamed
over them in rapid succession. “Run, sir,”
the orderly called. “They’re getting
on to us; they’ve shortened the range.”
“That light back there was just
enough to give them an idea,” the Colonel muttered.
The bad ground continued for about
a mile, and then the advance reached Headquarters,
behind the eighth trench of the great system of trenches.
It was an old farmhouse which the Germans had made
over with reinforced concrete, lining it within and
without, until the walls were six feet thick and almost
shell-proof, like a pill-box. The Colonel sent
his orderly to enquire about A Company. A young
Lieutenant came to the door of the farmhouse.
“A Company is ready to go into
position, sir. I brought them up.”
“Where is Captain Brace, Lieutenant?”
“He and both our first lieutenants
were killed, Colonel. Back in that hole.
A shell fell on them not five minutes after you were
talking to them.”
“That’s bad. Any other damage?”
“Yes, sir. There was a
cook wagon struck at the same time; the first one
coming along Julius Caesar’s new road. The
driver was killed, and we had to shoot the horses.
Captain Owens, he near got scalded with the stew.”
The Colonel called in the officers
one after another and discussed their positions with
them.
“Wheeler,” he said when
Claude’s turn came, “you know your map?
You’ve noticed that sharp loop in the front trench,
in H 2; the Boar’s Head, I believe they call
it. It’s a sort of spear point that reaches
out toward the enemy, and it will be a hot place to
hold. If I put your company in there, do you think
you can do the Battalion credit in case of a counter
attack?”
Claude said he thought so.
“It’s the nastiest bit
of the line to hold, and you can tell your men I pay
them a compliment when I put them there.”
“All right, sir. They’ll appreciate
it.”
The Colonel bit off the end of a fresh
cigar. “They’d better, by thunder!
If they give way and let the Hun bombers in, it will
let down the whole line. I’ll give you
two teams of Georgia machine guns to put in that point
they call the Boar’s Snout. When the Missourians
come up tomorrow, they’ll go in to support you,
but until then you’ll have to take care of the
loop yourselves. I’ve got an awful lot
of trench to hold, and I can’t spare you any
more men.”
The Texas men whom the Battalion came
up to relieve had been living for sixty hours on their
iron rations, and on what they could pick off the
dead Huns. Their supplies had been shelled on
the way, and nothing had got through to them.
When the Colonel took Claude and Gerhardt forward
to inspect the loop that B Company was to hold, they
found a wallow, more like a dump heap than a trench.
The men who had taken the position were almost too
weak to stand. All their officers had been killed,
and a sergeant was in command. He apologized
for the condition of the loop.
“Sorry to leave such a mess
for you to clean up, sir, but we got it bad in here.
He’s been shelling us every night since we drove
him out. I couldn’t ask the men to do anything
but hold on.”
“That’s all right.
You beat it, with your boys, quick! My men will
hand you out some grub as you go back.”
The battered defenders of the Boar’s
Head stumbled past them through the darkness into
the communication. When the last man had filed
out, the Colonel sent for Barclay Owens. Claude
and David tried to feel their way about and get some
idea of the condition the place was in. The stench
was the worst they had yet encountered, but it was
less disgusting than the flies; when they inadvertently
touched a dead body, clouds of wet, buzzing flies
flew up into their faces, into their eyes and nostrils.
Under their feet the earth worked and moved as if
boa constrictors were wriggling down there soft bodies,
lightly covered. When they had found their way
up to the Snout they came upon a pile of corpses,
a dozen or more, thrown one on top of another like
sacks of flour, faintly discernible in the darkness.
While the two officers stood there, rumbling, squirting
sounds began to come from this heap, first from one
body, then from another gases, swelling
in the liquefying entrails of the dead men. They
seemed to be complaining to one another; glup, glup,
glup.
The boys went back to the Colonel,
who was standing at the mouth of the communication,
and told him there was nothing much to report, except
that the burying squad was needed badly.
“I expect!” The Colonel
shook his head. When Barclay Owens arrived, he
asked him what could be done here before daybreak.
The doughty engineer felt his way about as Claude and
Gerhardt had done; they heard him coughing, and beating
off the flies. But when he came back he seemed
rather cheered than discouraged.
“Give me a gang to get the casualties
out, and with plenty of quick-lime and concrete I
can make this loop all right in four hours, sir,”
he declared.
“I’ve brought plenty of
lime, but where’ll you get your concrete?”
“The Hun left about fifty sacks
of it in the cellar, under your Headquarters.
I can do better, of course, if I have a few hours
more for my concrete to dry.”
“Go ahead, Captain.”
The Colonel told Claude and David to bring their men
up to the communication before light, and hold them
ready. “Give Owens’ cement a chance,
but don’t let the enemy put over any surprise
on you.”
The shelling began again at daybreak;
it was hardest on the rear trenches and the three-mile
area behind. Evidently the enemy felt sure of
what he had in Moltke trench; he wanted to cut off
supplies and possible reinforcements. The Missouri
battalion did not come up that day, but before noon
a runner arrived from their Colonel, with information
that they were hiding in the wood. Five Boche
planes had been circling over the wood since dawn,
signalling to the enemy Headquarters back on Dauphin
Ridge; the Missourians were sure they had avoided
detection by lying close in the under-brush.
They would come up in the night. Their linemen
were following the runner, and Colonel Scott would
be in telephone communication with them in half an
hour.
When B Company moved into the Boar’s
Head at one o’clock in the afternoon, they could
truthfully say that the prevailing smell was now that
of quick-lime. The parapet was evenly built up,
the firing step had been partly restored, and in the
Snout there were good emplacements for the machine
guns. Certain unpleasant reminders were still
to be found if one looked for them. In the Snout
a large fat boot stuck stiffly from the side of the
trench. Captain Ovens explained that the ground
sounded hollow in there, and the boot probably led
back into a dugout where a lot of Hun bodies were
entombed together. As he was pressed for time,
he had thought best not to look for trouble.
In one of the curves of the loop, just at the top
of the earth wall, under the sand bags, a dark hand
reached out; the five fingers, well apart, looked like
the swollen roots of some noxious weed. Hicks
declared that this object was disgusting, and during
the afternoon he made Nifty Jones and Oscar scrape
down some earth and make a hump over the paw.
But there was shelling in the night, and the earth
fell away.
“Look,” said Jones when
he wakened his Sergeant. “The first thing
I seen when daylight come was his old fingers, wigglin’
in the breeze. He wants air, Heinie does; he
won’t stay covered.”
Hicks got up and re-buried the hand
himself, but when he came around with Claude on inspection,
before breakfast, there were the same five fingers
sticking out again. The Sergeant’s forehead
puffed up and got red, and he swore that if he found
the man who played dirty jokes, he’d make him
eat this one.
The Colonel sent for Claude and Gerhardt
to come to breakfast with him. He had been talking
by telephone with the Missouri officers and had agreed
that they should stay back in the bush for the present.
The continual circling of planes over the wood seemed
to indicate that the enemy was concerned about the
actual strength of Moltke trench. It was possible
their air scouts had seen the Texas men going back, otherwise,
why were they holding off?
While the Colonel and the officers
were at breakfast, a corporal brought in two pigeons
he had shot at dawn. One of them carried a message
under its wing. The Colonel unrolled a strip of
paper and handed it to Gerhardt.
“Yes, sir, it’s in German,
but it’s code stuff. It’s a German
nursery rhyme. Those reconnoitering planes must
have dropped scouts on our rear, and they are sending
in reports. Of course, they can get more on us
than the air men can. Here, do you want these
birds, Dick?”
The boy grinned. “You bet
I do, sir! I may get a chance to fry ’em,
later on.”
After breakfast the Colonel went to
inspect B Company in the Boar’s Head. He
was especially pleased with the advantageous placing
of the machine guns in the Snout. “I expect
you’ll have a quiet day,” he said to the
men, “but I wouldn’t like to promise you
a quiet night. You’ll have to be very steady
in here; if Fritz takes this loop, he’s got
us, you understand.”
They had, indeed, a quiet day.
Some of the men played cards, and Oscar read his Bible.
The night, too, began well. But at four fifteen
everybody was roused by the gas alarm. Gas shells
came over for exactly half an hour. Then the
shrapnel broke loose; not the long, whizzing scream
of solitary shells, but drum-fire, continuous and
deafening. A hundred electrical storms seemed
raging at once, in the air and on the ground.
Balls of fire were rolling all over the place.
The range was a little long for the Boar’s Head,
they were not getting the worst of it; but thirty
yards back everything was torn to pieces. Claude
didn’t see how anybody could be left alive back
there. A single twister had killed six of his
men at the rear of the loop, where they were shovelling
to keep the communication clear. Captain Owns’
neat earthworks were being badly pounded.
Claude and Gerhardt were consulting
together when the smoke and darkness began to take
on the livid colour that announced the coming of daybreak.
A messenger ran in from the Colonel; the Missourians
had not yet come up, and his telephone communication
with them was cut off. He was afraid they had
got lost in the bombardment. “The Colonel
says you are to send two men back to bring them up;
two men who can take charge if they’re stampeded.”
When the messenger shouted this order,
Gerhardt and Hicks looked at each other quickly, and
volunteered to go.
Claude hesitated. Hicks and David
waited for no further consent; they ran down the communication
and disappeared.
Claude stood in the smoke that was
slowly growing greyer, and looked after them with
the deepest stab of despair he had ever known.
Only a man who was bewildered and unfit to be in command
of other men would have let his best friend and his
best officer take such a risk. He was standing
there under shelter, and his two friends were going
back through that curtain of flying steel, toward
the square from which the lost battalion had last
reported. If he knew them, they would not lose
time following the maze of trenches; they were probably
even now out on the open, running straight through
the enemy barrage, vaulting trench tops.
Claude turned and went back into the
loop. Well, whatever happened, he had worked
with brave men. It was worth having lived in
this world to have known such men. Soldiers, when
they were in a tight place, often made secret propositions
to God; and now he found himself offering terms:
If They would see to it that David came back, They
could take the price out of him. He would pay.
Did They understand?
An hour dragged by. Hard on the
nerves, waiting. Up the communication came a
train with ammunition and coffee for the loop.
The men thought Headquarters did pretty well to get
hot food to them through that barrage. A message
came up in the Colonel’s hand:
“Be ready when the barrage stops.”
Claude took this up and showed it
to the machine gunners in the Snout. Turning
back, he ran into Hicks, stripped to his shirt and
trousers, as wet as if he had come out of the river,
and splashed with blood. His hand was wrapped
up in a rag. He put his mouth to Claude’s
ear and shouted: “We found them. They
were lost. They’re coming. Send word
to the Colonel.”
“Where’s Gerhardt?”
“He’s coming; bringing them up. God,
it’s stopped!”
The bombardment ceased with a suddenness
that was stupefying. The men in the loop gasped
and crouched as if they were falling from a height.
The air, rolling black with smoke and stifling with
the smell of gases and burning powder, was still as
death. The silence was like a heavy anæsthetic.
Claude ran back to the Snout to see
that the gun teams were ready. “Wake up,
boys! You know why we’re here!”
Bert Fuller, who was up in the look-out,
dropped back into the trench beside him. “They’re
coming, sir.”
Claude gave the signal to the machine
guns. Fire opened all along the loop. In
a moment a breeze sprang up, and the heavy smoke clouds
drifted to the rear. Mounting to the firestep,
he peered over. The enemy was coming on eight
deep, on the left of the Boar’s Head, in long,
waving lines that reached out toward the main trench.
Suddenly the advance was checked. The files of
running men dropped behind a wrinkle in the earth fifty
yards forward and did not instantly re-appear.
It struck Claude that they were waiting for something;
he ought to be clever enough to know for what, but
he was not. The Colonel’s line man came
up to him.
“Headquarters has a runner from
the Missourians. They’ll be up in twenty
minutes. The Colonel will put them in here at
once. Till then you must manage to hold.”
“We’ll hold. Fritz
is behaving queerly. I don’t understand
his tactics...”
While he was speaking, everything
was explained. The Boar’s Snout spread
apart with an explosion that split the earth, and went
up in a volcano of smoke and flame. Claude and
the Colonel’s messenger were thrown on their
faces. When they got to their feet, the Snout
was a smoking crater full of dead and dying men.
The Georgia gun teams were gone.
It was for this that the Hun advance
had been waiting behind the ridge. The mine under
the Snout had been made long ago, probably, on a venture,
when the Hun held Moltke trench for months without
molestation. During the last twenty-four hours
they had been getting their explosives in, reasoning
that the strongest garrison would be placed there.
Here they were, coming on the run.
It was up to the rifles. The men who had been
knocked down by the shock were all on their feet again.
They looked at their officer questioningly, as if the
whole situation had changed. Claude felt they
were going soft under his eyes. In a moment the
Hun bombers would be in on them, and they would break.
He ran along the trench, pointing over the sand bags
and shouting, “It’s up to you, it’s
up to you!”
The rifles recovered themselves and
began firing, but Claude felt they were spongy and
uncertain, that their minds were already on the way
to the rear. If they did anything, it must be
quick, and their gun-work must be accurate. Nothing
but a withering fire could check.... He sprang
to the firestep and then out on the parapet.
Something instantaneous happened; he had his men in
hand.
“Steady, steady!” He called
the range to the rifle teams behind him, and he could
see the fire take effect. All along the Hun lines
men were stumbling and falling. They swerved a
little to the left; he called the rifles to follow,
directing them with his voice and with his hands.
It was not only that from here he could correct the
range and direct the fire; the men behind him had
become like rock. That line of faces below; Hicks,
Jones, Fuller, Anderson, Oscar.... Their eyes
never left him. With these men he could do anything.
The right of the Hun line swerved
out, not more than twenty yards from the battered
Snout, trying to run to shelter under that pile of
debris and human bodies. A quick concentration
of rifle fire depressed it, and the swell came out
again toward the left. Claude’s appearance
on the parapet had attracted no attention from the
enemy at first, but now the bullets began popping about
him; two rattled on his tin hat, one caught him in
the shoulder. The blood dripped down his coat,
but he felt no weakness. He felt only one thing;
that he commanded wonderful men. When David came
up with the supports he might find them dead, but he
would find them all there. They were there to
stay until they were carried out to be buried.
They were mortal, but they were unconquerable.
The Colonel’s twenty minutes
must be almost up, he thought. He couldn’t
take his eyes from the front line long enough to look
at his wrist watch.... The men behind him saw
Claude sway as if he had lost his balance and were
trying to recover it. Then he plunged, face down,
outside the parapet. Hicks caught his foot and
pulled him back. At the same moment the Missourians
ran yelling up the communication. They threw
their machine guns up on the sand bags and went into
action without an unnecessary motion.
Hicks and Bert Fuller and Oscar carried
Claude forward toward the Snout, out of the way of
the supports that were pouring in. He was not
bleeding very much. He smiled at them as if he
were going to speak, but there was a weak blankness
in his eyes. Bert tore his shirt open; three
clean bullet holes. By the time they looked at
him again, the smile had gone... the look that was
Claude had faded. Hicks wiped the sweat and smoke
from his officer’s face. “Thank God
I never told him,” he said. “Thank
God for that!”
Bert and Oscar knew what Hicks meant.
Gerhardt had been blown to pieces at his side when
they dashed back through the enemy barrage to find
the Missourians. They were running together across
the open, not able to see much for smoke. They
bumped into a section of wire entanglement, left above
an old trench. David cut round to the right,
waving Hicks to follow him. The two were not
ten yards apart when the shell struck. Then Sergeant
Hicks ran on alone.
CHAPTER XIX
The sun is sinking low, a transport
is steaming slowly up the narrows with the tide.
The decks are covered with brown men. They cluster
over the superstructure like bees in swarming time.
Their attitudes are relaxed and lounging. Some
look thoughtful, some well contented, some are melancholy,
and many are indifferent, as they watch the shore
approaching. They are not the same men who went
away.
Sergeant Hicks was standing in the
stern, smoking, reflecting, watching the twinkle of
the red sunset upon the cloudy water. It is more
than a year since he sailed for France. The world
has changed in that time, and so has he.
Bert Fuller elbowed his way up to
the Sergeant. “The doctor says Colonel
Maxey is dying, He won’t live to get off the
boat, much less to ride in the parade in New York
tomorrow.”
Hicks shrugged, as if Maxey’s
pneumonia were no affair of his. “Well,
we should worry! We’ve left better officers
than him over there.”
“I’m not saying we haven’t.
But it seems too bad, when he’s so strong for
fuss and feathers. He’s been sending cables
about that parade for weeks.”
“Huh!” Hicks elevated
his eyebrows and glanced sidewise in disdain.
Presently he sputtered, squinting down at the glittering
water, “Colonel Maxey, anyhow! Colonel for
what Claude and Gerhardt did, I guess!” Hicks
and Bert Fuller have been helping to keep the noble
fortress of Ehrenbreitstein. They have always
hung together and are usually quarrelling and grumbling
at each other when they are off duty. Still,
they hang together. They are the last of their
group. Nifty Jones and Oscar, God only knows
why, have gone on to the Black Sea.
During the year they were in the Rhine
valley, Bert and Hicks were separated only once, and
that was when Hicks got a two weeks’ leave and,
by dint of persevering and fatiguing travel, went
to Venice. He had no proper passport, and the
consuls and officials to whom he had appealed in his
difficulties begged him to content himself with something
nearer. But he said he was going to Venice because
he had always heard about it. Bert Fuller was
glad to welcome him back to Coblentz, and gave a “wine
party” to celebrate his return. They expect
to keep an eye on each other. Though Bert lives
on the Platte and Hicks on the Big Blue, the automobile
roads between those two rivers are excellent.
Bert is the same sweet-tempered boy
he was when he left his mother’s kitchen; his
gravest troubles have been frequent betrothals.
But Hicks’ round, chubby face has taken on a
slightly cynical expression, a look quite
out of place there. The chances of war have hurt
his feelings... not that he ever wanted anything for
himself. The way in which glittering honours bump
down upon the wrong heads in the army, and palms and
crosses blossom on the wrong breasts, has, as he says,
thrown his compass off a few points.
What Hicks had wanted most in this
world was to run a garage and repair shop with his
old chum, Dell Able. Beaufort ended all that.
He means to conduct a sort of memorial shop, anyhow,
with “Hicks and Able” over the door.
He wants to roll up his sleeves and look at the logical
and beautiful inwards of automobiles for the rest
of his life.
As the transport enters the North
River, sirens and steam whistles all along the water
front begin to blow their shrill salute to the returning
soldiers. The men square their shoulders and
smile knowingly at one another; some of them look a
little bored. Hicks slowly lights a cigarette
and regards the end of it with an expression which
will puzzle his friends when he gets home.
By the banks of Lovely Creek, where
it began, Claude Wheeler’s story still goes
on. To the two old women who work together in
the farmhouse, the thought of him is always there,
beyond everything else, at the farthest edge of consciousness,
like the evening sun on the horizon.
Mrs. Wheeler got the word of his
death one afternoon in the sitting-room, the room
in which he had bade her good-bye. She was reading
when the telephone rang.
“Is this the Wheeler farm?
This is the telegraph office at Frankfort. We
have a message from the War Department, ”
the voice hesitated. “Isn’t Mr. Wheeler
there?”
“No, but you can read the message to me.”
Mrs. Wheeler said, “Thank you,”
and hung up the receiver. She felt her way softly
to her chair. She had an hour alone, when there
was nothing but him in the room, but him
and the map there, which was the end of his road.
Somewhere among those perplexing names, he had found
his place.
Claude’s letters kept coming
for weeks afterward; then came the letters from his
comrades and his Colonel to tell her all.
In the dark months that followed,
when human nature looked to her uglier than it had
ever done before, those letters were Mrs. Wheeler’s
comfort. As she read the newspapers, she used
to think about the passage of the Red Sea, in the
Bible; it seemed as if the flood of meanness and greed
had been held back just long enough for the boys to
go over, and then swept down and engulfed everything
that was left at home. When she can see nothing
that has come of it all but evil, she reads Claude’s
letters over again and reassures herself; for him
the call was clear, the cause was glorious. Never
a doubt stained his bright faith. She divines
so much that he did not write. She knows what
to read into those short flashes of enthusiasm; how
fully he must have found his life before he could
let himself go so far he, who was so afraid
of being fooled! He died believing his own country
better than it is, and France better than any country
can ever be. And those were beautiful beliefs
to die with. Perhaps it was as well to see that
vision, and then to see no more. She would have
dreaded the awakening, she sometimes even
doubts whether he could have borne at all that last,
desolating disappointment. One by one the heroes
of that war, the men of dazzling soldiership, leave
prematurely the world they have come back to.
Airmen whose deeds were tales of wonder, officers
whose names made the blood of youth beat faster, survivors
of incredible dangers, one by one they
quietly die by their own hand. Some do it in obscure
lodging houses, some in their office, where they seemed
to be carrying on their business like other men.
Some slip over a vessel’s side and disappear
into the sea. When Claude’s mother hears
of these things, she shudders and presses her hands
tight over her breast, as if she had him there.
She feels as if God had saved him from some horrible
suffering, some horrible end. For as she reads,
she thinks those slayers of themselves were all so
like him; they were the ones who had hoped extravagantly, who
in order to do what they did had to hope extravagantly,
and to believe passionately. And they found they
had hoped and believed too much. But one she
knew, who could ill bear disillusion... safe, safe.
Mahailey, when they are alone, sometimes
addresses Mrs. Wheeler as “Mudder”; “Now,
Mudder, you go upstairs an’ lay down an’
rest yourself.” Mrs. Wheeler knows that
then she is thinking of Claude, is speaking for Claude.
As they are working at the table or bending over the
oven, something reminds them of him, and they think
of him together, like one person: Mahailey will
pat her back and say, “Never you mind, Mudder;
you’ll see your boy up yonder.” Mrs.
Wheeler always feels that God is near, but
Mahailey is not troubled by any knowledge of interstellar
spaces, and for her He is nearer still, directly
overhead, not so very far above the kitchen stove.