Our house for the first year or so
was on the top of a cliff, so that in stormy weather
the spray would sometimes soak my bed at night, for
I had taken the glass out of the window, sash and
all. A literary passion for the open air was
to last me for a few years. Then for another year
or two, we had a house overlooking the harbour where
the one great sight was the going and coming of the
fishing fleet. We had one regular servant, a
fisherman’s wife, and the occasional help of
a big, red-faced girl who ate a whole pot of jam while
my mother was at church and accused me of it.
Some such arrangement lasted until long after the time
I write of, and until my father going into the kitchen
by chance found a girl, who had been engaged during
a passing need, in tears at the thought of leaving
our other servant, and promised that they should never
be parted. I have no doubt that we lived at the
harbour for my mother’s sake. She had, when
we were children, refused to take us to a seaside
place because she heard it possessed a bathing box,
but she loved the activities of a fishing village.
When I think of her, I almost always see her talking
over a cup of tea in the kitchen with our servant,
the fisherman’s wife, on the only themes outside
our house that seemed of interest the fishing
people of Howth, or the pilots and fishing people
of Rosses Point. She read no books, but she and
the fisherman’s wife would tell each other stories
that Homer might have told, pleased with any moment
of sudden intensity and laughing together over any
point of satire. There is an essay called “Village
Ghosts” in my “Celtic Twilight” which
is but a record of one such afternoon, and many a
fine tale has been lost because it had not occurred
to me soon enough to keep notes. My father was
always praising her to my sisters and to me, because
she pretended to nothing she did not feel. She
would write him letters telling of her delight in the
tumbling clouds, but she did not care for pictures,
and never went to an exhibition even to see a picture
of his, nor to his studio to see the day’s work,
neither now nor when they were first married.
I remember all this very clearly and little after
until her mind had gone in a stroke of paralysis and
she had found, liberated at last from financial worry,
perfect happiness feeding the birds at a London window.
She had always, my father would say, intensity, and
that was his chief word of praise; and once he added
to the praise “no spendthrift ever had a poet
for a son, though a miser might.”