We lived in a villa where the red bricks were made pretentious and vulgar with streaks of slate colour, and there seemed to be enemies everywhere.  At one side indeed there was a friendly architect, but on the other some stupid stout woman and her family.  I had a study with a window opposite some window of hers, & one night when I was writing I heard voices full of derision and saw the stout woman and her family standing in the window.  I have a way of acting what I write and speaking it aloud without knowing what I am doing.  Perhaps I was on my hands and knees, or looking down over the back of a chair talking into what I imagined an abyss.  Another day a woman asked me to direct her on her way and while I was hesitating, being so suddenly called out of my thought, a woman from some neighbouring house came by.  She said I was a poet and my questioner turned away contemptuously.  Upon the other hand, the policeman and tramway conductor thought my absence of mind sufficiently explained when our servant told them I was a poet.  “Oh well,” said the policeman, who had been asking why I went indifferently through clean and muddy places, “if it is only the poetry that is working in his head!” I imagine I looked gaunt and emaciated, for the little boys at the neighbouring cross-road used to say when I passed by:  “Oh, here is King Death again.”  One morning when my father was on the way to his studio, he met his landlord who had a big grocer’s shop and they had this conversation:  “will you tell me, sir, if you think Tennyson should have been given that peerage?” “one’s only doubt is if he should have accepted it:  it was a finer thing to be Alfred Tennyson.”  There was a silence, and then:  “well, all the people I know think he should not have got it.”  Then, spitefully:  “what’s the good of poetry?” “Oh, it gives our minds a great deal of pleasure.”  “But wouldn’t it have given your mind more pleasure if he had written an improving book?” “Oh, in that case I should not have read it.”  My father returned in the evening delighted with his story, but I could not understand how he could take such opinions lightly and not have seriously argued with the man.  None of these people had ever seen any poet but an old white-haired man who had written volumes of easy, too-honied verse, and run through his money and gone clean out of his mind.  He was a common figure in the streets and lived in some shabby neighbourhood of tenement houses where there were hens and chickens among the cobble stones.  Every morning he carried home a loaf and gave half of it to the hens and chickens, the birds, or to some dog or starving cat.  He was known to live in one room with a nail in the middle of the ceiling from which innumerable cords were stretched to other nails in the walls.  In this way he kept up the illusion that he was living under canvas in some Arabian desert.  I could not escape like this old man from house and neighbourhood, but hated both, hearing every whisper, noticing every passing glance.  When my grandfather came for a few days to see a doctor, I was shocked to see him in our house.  My father read out to him in the evening Clark Russell’s “Wreck of the Grosvenor;” but the doctor forbade it, for my grandfather got up in the middle of the night and acted through the mutiny, as I acted my verse, saying the while, “yes, yes, that is the way it would all happen.”