I thought a great deal about the system
of education from which I had suffered, and believing
that everybody had a philosophical defence for all
they did, I desired greatly to meet some school-master
that I might question him. For a moment it seemed
as if I should have my desire. I had been invited
to read out a poem called “The Island of Statues,”
an arcadian play in imitation of Edmund Spenser, to
a gathering of critics who were to decide whether
it was worthy of publication in the College magazine.
The magazine had already published a lyric of mine,
the first ever printed, and people began to know my
name. We met in the rooms of Mr. C. H. Oldham,
now professor of Political Economy at our new University;
and though Professor Bury, then a very young man, was
to be the deciding voice, Mr. Oldham had asked quite
a large audience. When the reading was over and
the poem had been approved I was left alone, why I
cannot remember, with a young man who was, I had been
told, a school-master. I was silent, gathering
my courage, and he also was silent; and presently I
said without anything to lead up to it, “I know
you will defend the ordinary system of education by
saying that it strengthens the will, but I am convinced
that it only seems to do so because it weakens the
impulses.” Then I stopped, overtaken by
shyness. He made no answer but smiled and looked
surprised as though I had said, “you will say
they are Persian attire; but let them be changed.”