I had very little money and one day the toll-taker at the metal bridge over the Liffey and a gossip of his laughed when I refused the halfpenny and said “no, I will go round by O’Connell Bridge.”  When I called for the first time at a house in Leinster Road several middle-aged women were playing cards and suggested my taking a hand and gave me a glass of sherry.  The sherry went to my head and I was impoverished for days by the loss of sixpence.  My hostess was Ellen O’Leary, who kept house for her brother John O’Leary the Fenian, the handsomest old man I had ever seen.  He had been condemned to twenty years penal servitude but had been set free after five on condition that he did not return to Ireland for fifteen years.  He had said to the government, “I will not return if Germany makes war on you, but I will return if France does.”  He and his old sister lived exactly opposite the Orange leader for whom he had a great respect.  His sister stirred my affection at first for no better reason than her likeness of face and figure to the matron of my London school, a friendly person, but when I came to know her I found sister and brother alike were of Plutarch’s people.  She told me of her brother’s life, how in his youth as now in his age, he would spend his afternoons searching for rare books among second-hand book-shops, how the Fenian organizer James Stephens had found him there and asked for his help.  “I do not think you have any chance of success,” he had said, “but if you never ask me to enroll anybody else I will join, it will be very good for the morals of the country.”  She told me how it grew to be a formidable movement, and of the arrests that followed (I believe that her own sweetheart had somehow fallen among the wreckage,) of sentences of death pronounced upon false evidence amid a public panic, and told it all without bitterness.  No fanaticism could thrive amid such gentleness.  She never found it hard to believe that an opponent had as high a motive as her own and needed upon her difficult road no spur of hate.

Her brother seemed very unlike on a first hearing for he had some violent oaths, “Good God in Heaven” being one of them; and if he disliked anything one said or did, he spoke all his thought, but in a little one heard his justice match her charity.  “Never has there been a cause so bad,” he would say, “that it has not been defended by good men for good reasons.”  Nor would he overvalue any man because they shared opinions; and when he lent me the poems of Davis and the Young Irelanders, of whom I had known nothing, he did not, although the poems of Davis had made him a patriot, claim that they were very good poetry.

His room was full of books, always second-hand copies that had often been ugly and badly printed when new and had not grown to my unhistoric mind more pleasing from the dirt of some old Dublin book-shop.  Great numbers were Irish, and for the first time I began to read histories and verses that a Catholic Irishman knows from boyhood.  He seemed to consider politics almost wholly as a moral discipline, and seldom said of any proposed course of action that it was practical or otherwise.  When he spoke to me of his prison life he spoke of all with seeming freedom, but presently one noticed that he never spoke of hardship and if one asked him why, he would say, “I was in the hands of my enemies, why should I complain?” I have heard since that the governor of his jail found out that he had endured some unnecessary discomfort for months and had asked why he did not speak of it.  “I did not come here to complain,” was the answer.  He had the moral genius that moves all young people and moves them the more if they are repelled by those who have strict opinions and yet have lived commonplace lives.  I had begun, as would any other of my training, to say violent and paradoxical things to shock provincial sobriety, and Dowden’s ironical calm had come to seem but a professional pose.  But here was something as spontaneous as the life of an artist.  Sometimes he would say things that would have sounded well in some heroic Elizabethan play.  It became my delight to rouse him to these outbursts for I was the poet in the presence of his theme.  Once when I was defending an Irish politician who had made a great outcry because he was treated as a common felon, by showing that he did it for the cause’s sake, he said, “there are things that a man must not do even to save a nation.”  He would speak a sentence like that in ignorance of its passionate value, and would forget it the moment after.

I met at his house friends of later life, Katharine Tynan who still lived upon her father’s farm, and Dr. Hyde, still a college student who took snuff like those Mayo county people, whose stories and songs he was writing down.  “Davitt wants followers by the thousand,” O’Leary would say, “I only want half-a-dozen.”  One constant caller looked at me with much hostility, John F. Taylor, an obscure great orator.  The other day in Dublin I overheard a man murmuring to another one of his speeches as I might some Elizabethan lyric that is in my very bones.  It was delivered at some Dublin debate, some College society perhaps.  The Lord Chancellor had spoken with balanced unemotional sentences now self-complacent, now in derision.  Taylor began hesitating and stopping for words, but after speaking very badly for a little, straightened his figure and spoke as out of a dream:  “I am carried to another age, a nobler court, and another Lord Chancellor is speaking.  I am at the court of the first Pharaoh.”  Thereupon he put into the mouth of that Egyptian all his audience had listened to, but now it was spoken to the children of Israel.  “If you have any spirituality as you boast, why not use our great empire to spread it through the world, why still cling to that beggarly nationality of yours? what are its history and its works weighed with those of Egypt.”  Then his voice changed and sank:  “I see a man at the edge of the crowd; he is standing listening there, but he will not obey;” and then with his voice rising to a cry, “had he obeyed he would never have come down the mountain carrying in his arms the tables of the Law in the language of the outlaw.”

He had been in a linen-draper’s shop for a while, had educated himself and put himself to college, and was now, as a lawyer, famous for hopeless cases where unsure judgment could not make things worse, and eloquence, power of cross-examination and learning might amend all.  Conversation with him was always argument, and for an obstinate opponent he had such phrases as, “have you your head in a bag, sir?” and I seemed his particular aversion.  As with many of the self-made men of that generation, Carlyle was his chief literary enthusiasm, supporting him, as he believed, in his contempt for the complexities and refinements he had not found in his hard life, and I belonged to a generation that had begun to call Carlyle rhetorician and demagogue.  I had once seen what I had believed to be an enraged bull in a field and had walked up to it as a test of courage to discover, just as panic fell upon me, that it was merely an irritable cow.  I braved Taylor again and again, but always found him worse than my expectation.  I would say, quoting Mill, “oratory is heard, poetry is overheard.”  And he would answer, his voice full of contempt, that there was always an audience; and yet, in his moments of lofty speech, he himself was alone no matter what the crowd.

At other times his science or his Catholic orthodoxy, I never could discover which, would become enraged with my supernaturalism.  I can but once remember escaping him unabashed and unconquered.  I said with deliberate exaggeration at some evening party at O’Leary’s “five out of every six people have seen a ghost;” and Taylor fell into my net with “well, I will ask everybody here.”  I managed that the first answer should come from a man who had heard a voice he believed to be that of his dead brother, and the second from a doctor’s wife who had lived in a haunted house and met a man with his throat cut, whose throat as he drifted along the garden-walk “had opened and closed like the mouth of a fish.”  Taylor threw up his head like an angry horse, but asked no further question, and did not return to the subject that evening.  If he had gone on he would have heard from everybody some like story though not all at first hand, and Miss O’Leary would have told him what happened at the death of one of the MacManus brothers, well known in the politics of Young Ireland.  One brother was watching by the bed where the other lay dying and saw a strange hawk-like bird fly through the open window and alight upon the breast of the dying man.  He did not dare to drive it away and it remained there, as it seemed, looking into his brother’s eyes until death came, and then it flew out of the window.  I think, though I am not sure, that she had the story from the watcher himself.

It was understood that Taylor’s temper kept him from public life, though he may have been the greatest orator of his time, partly because no leader would accept him, and still more because, in the words of one of his Dublin enemies, “he had never joined any party and as soon as one joined him he seceded.”  With O’Leary he was always, even when they differed, as they often did, gentle and deferential, but once only, and that was years afterwards, did I think that he was about to include me among his friends.  We met by chance in a London street and he stopped me with an abrupt movement:  “Yeats,” he said, “I have been thinking.  If you and ... (naming another aversion,) were born in a small Italian principality in the Middle Ages, he would have friends at court and you would be in exile with a price on your head.”  He went off without another word, and the next time we met he was no less offensive than before.  He, imprisoned in himself, and not the always unperturbed O’Leary, comes before me as the tragic figure of my youth.  The same passion for all moral and physical splendour that drew him to O’Leary would make him beg leave to wear, for some few days, a friend’s ring or pin, and gave him a heart that every pretty woman set on fire.  I doubt if he was happy in his loves; for those his powerful intellect had fascinated were, I believe, repelled by his coarse red hair, his gaunt ungainly body, his stiff movements as of a Dutch doll, his badly rolled, shabby umbrella.  And yet with women, as with O’Leary, he was gentle, deferential, almost diffident.

A Young Ireland Society met in the lecture hall of a workman’s club in York Street with O’Leary for president, and there four or five university students and myself and occasionally Taylor spoke on Irish history or literature.  When Taylor spoke, it was a great event, and his delivery in the course of a speech or lecture of some political verse by Thomas Davis gave me a conviction of how great might be the effect of verse spoken by a man almost rhythm-drunk at some moment of intensity, the apex of long mounting thought.  Verses that seemed when one saw them upon the page flat and empty caught from that voice, whose beauty was half in its harsh strangeness, nobility and style.  My father had always read verse with an equal intensity and a greater subtlety, but this art was public and his private, and it is Taylor’s voice that rings in my ears and awakens my longing when I have heard some player speak lines, “so naturally,” as a famous player said to me, “that nobody can find out that it is verse at all.”  I made a good many speeches, more I believe as a training for self-possession than from desire of speech.

Once our debates roused a passion that came to the newspapers and the streets.  There was an excitable man who had fought for the Pope against the Italian patriots and who always rode a white horse in our Nationalist processions.  He got on badly with O’Leary who had told him that “attempting to oppress others was a poor preparation for liberating your own country.”  O’Leary had written some letter to the press condemning the “Irish-American Dynamite Party” as it was called, and defining the limits of “honourable warfare.”  At the next meeting, the papal soldier rose in the middle of the discussion on some other matter and moved a vote of censure on O’Leary.  “I myself” he said “do not approve of bombs, but I do not think that any Irishman should be discouraged.”  O’Leary ruled him out of order.  He refused to obey and remained standing.  Those round him began to threaten.  He swung the chair he had been sitting on round his head and defied everybody.  However he was seized from all sides and thrown out, and a special meeting called to expel him.  He wrote letters to the papers and addressed a crowd somewhere.  “No Young Ireland Society,” he protested, “could expel a man whose grandfather had been hanged in 1798.”  When the night of the special meeting came his expulsion was moved, but before the vote could be taken an excited man announced that there was a crowd in the street, that the papal soldier was making a speech, that in a moment we should be attacked.  Three or four of us ran and put our backs to the door while others carried on the debate.  It was an inner door with narrow glass windows at each side and through these we could see the street-door and the crowd in the street.  Presently a man asked us through the crack in the door if we would as a favour “leave the crowd to the workman’s club upstairs.”  In a couple of minutes there was a great noise of sticks and broken glass, and after that our landlord came to find out who was to pay for the hall-lamp.