Hamlen’s remark remained in
Huntington’s mind long after it was spoken.
He himself had been impressed by Merry’s resemblance
to her mother as they set out on their afternoon’s
pilgrimage; yet his reply to Hamlen’s question
was a prompt denial. Huntington’s mind centered
itself upon this paradox as they walked down the long
driveway, and he wondered why he had impulsively yet
deliberately given an impression so at variance with
what he knew to be the facts. Seeking for self-justification,
he turned his head slightly so that he might inspect
his companion more closely without attracting her
attention. After all, he satisfied himself, the
resemblance was occasioned more by certain intangible
characteristics than by any similarity of features.
Marian Seymour possessed a beauty of more startling
type than her daughter; indeed, until that afternoon
Huntington had thought of Merry as an attractive rather
than a beautiful girl. Now that the subject forced
itself upon him he realized she was both, and that
the type proved so satisfying that he had been content
to enjoy it without the temptation of analysis.
Huntington’s further acquaintance
with the daughter emphasized his disapproval of her
mother’s idea regarding her possible marriage
to Hamlen, and this led him to make a comparison between
Marian Seymour as she was to-day and the idealization
with which he had been so long familiar. Her
beauty still remained, her fascination was perhaps
greater since experience had given substance to her
girlish vivacity and charm, and her energy was such
that she unconsciously dominated every situation of
which she was a factor. She was evidently devoted
to her husband and to her children, but her force
of personality dominated them as it did all others
with whom she came in contact. Huntington had
rather admired this trait in a woman, but now it clashed
with his own judgment. He gave her credit for
believing that she would be acting in her daughter’s
interest, but her suggestion did shock him, for it
seemed to show a lack of sympathetic understanding.
The idea of Merry married to Philip Hamlen! The
man was all right, in his way, of course. Eventually
he might become less of the recluse and more nearly
human; but obviously he was too old and too settled
in his eccentricities to be inflicted on any woman,
and least of all on a girl like this.
“But still, confound him!”
Huntington said to himself, “he came out of
his chrysalis far enough to take notice!”
Then his thoughts jumped from Hamlen
to Cosden. Connie was more alive than Hamlen
could ever be expected to become, but the same arguments
applied to him in greater or less degree. It was
easy enough to understand what had attracted him,
for Connie always instinctively sensed in anything
the really vital assets. Now that Huntington was
becoming better acquainted with Merry he resented more
and more the idea of this coldly-calculated courtship,
and he wondered why this characteristic of Cosden’s
had not more often offended him in the past.
From this point it was an easy shift
to Billy, dear, lovable, spoiled, heedless
Billy! Of course he loved Merry, just as he had
always loved every beautiful object he had ever seen;
and, naturally enough, he wanted this beautiful object
just as he had wanted hundreds of others during his
brief but meteoric career. And still of course,
he looked to his Uncle Monty to gratify his whim in
this as in all other cases! It was going to the
other extreme: Billy was as much too young and
irresponsible as the others were too old and unsuitable.
This much Huntington was able to settle definitely
in his mind, and his arrival at a conclusion brought
with it a sense of relief.
Huntington suddenly became aware that
his introspection had occupied more time than courtesy
permitted, but Merry, absorbed in her own thoughts,
had not noticed his abstraction. He tried to relieve
the tension.
“‘Silence is golden, speech
is silvern,’” he quoted. “What
do you say to our adopting a silver standard?”
Merry’s laugh showed that the
interruption was welcome. “You always say
the least expected thing, Mr. Huntington!” she
exclaimed. “My mind was a thousand miles
from here.”
“A thousand miles,” Huntington
repeated reflectively. “I’m fairly
good in geography, but I’m afraid I’ll
have to ask you the direction before I locate the
spot.”
“Straight up,” she responded,
half entering into his mood, half returning to her
serious vein, “straight in that kingdom
where desire to do the right and wise thing is not
hampered by a lack of knowledge.”
“You would like to help Hamlen?”
“Indeed I would!”
What a serious face it was! Huntington
studied it with satisfaction yet with twinges of conscience.
“I should not burden you with
my problem,” he said penitently. “Why
should youth be made to carry loads which belong to
older shoulders?”
“Please ” the
girl protested eagerly. “I want you to do
it. I appreciate your confidence so much that
I am eager to be of some real service.”
“You like responsibilities?”
he queried.
“It isn’t living to be
without them, is it? They seem to come of their
own accord to men: a woman usually has to work
hard to find any that are worth while.”
“Some women do,” Huntington
admitted; “others have more than their share
without deserving them. Burdens usually seek and
find the willing shoulders.”
“Of course; but I mean the women
who have been brought up as I have been. I’ve
always had everything I wanted, and my parents have
protected me against everything. They even protest
when I rebel against my own uselessness by going into
settlement work, and in other small ways try to express
my individuality.”
“Such as the course in bookbinding
with Cobden-Sanderson?”
Merry smiled consciously. “That
was such a poor attempt, because I had no ability.
My squares were uneven, my backs were wrinkled, and
it was really such sloppy work.”
“Granting that what you say
is true, yet the experience gained in doing it enabled
you to understand Hamlen to-day far better than if
you had never attempted it. That is the main
point, isn’t it?”
“I suppose nothing we do is
ever wholly lost,” she admitted. “I
did understand Mr. Hamlen, but that understanding
has brought me no nearer to the point where I can
help him.”
“You helped him to-day more
than any one has ever done except myself. You
see how frankly I accept first glory.”
“I helped him?” Merry
protested. “Why, I only listened and allowed
myself to be entertained.”
“Yes; but there is a difference
in the way one does even that. He hesitated to
show you his work and yet he wanted to show it to you.
That was the struggle between the habit of years to
restrain his real feeling and the desire which your
sympathetic personality created in him. And the
desire won out. Each time the habit is broken
its power over him becomes weaker. Now do you
see the value of the service you rendered him?”
“It is wonderful how clearly
you analyze things!” the girl exclaimed admiringly.
“All I could see was depressing, but you found
encouragement in everything.”
“Surely those beautiful books encouraged you?”
“Yes; but they emphasized the
awful pity of the deliberate repression of his full
ability.”
“Still; the fact that the demand
for expression was as stronger than the will to repress
it shows the character beneath.”
“Then not to express one’s
individuality shows a lack of character?” Merry
inquired soberly.
“I think I sense some personal
application,” Huntington answered guardedly.
“I must know more before I utter further words
of wisdom.”
The girl looked up into his face inquiringly,
and then laughed consciously. “I am really
becoming frightened by your power to understand,”
she said, only half jokingly. “I do mean
to make a personal application. I want to express
myself individually, but, being a woman, I cannot
find the opportunity. If I really had character
I’m sure that I should force the opportunity.”
Huntington realized that in hesitating
to answer her question he had been wiser than he knew.
The seriousness which appeared from time to time on
the girl’s face, then, was not a passing mood,
but rather the index of warring emotions. An
unguarded word at this moment might do much injury
to a nature which was striving to find itself.
“Do you know yet what form you
wish your individuality to take?” he asked cautiously.
“Not exactly,” was the
frank response. “What I object to, is that
a girl isn’t allowed to become interested in
anything that is worth while. She is given her
education and ‘brought out,’ after which,
whether she likes it or not, she seems to be placed
in a position of waiting for some man to come along
to marry her. Why can’t she be allowed to
do something, just as a boy is, until she finds out
whether she wants to marry or not?”
“That would be a fatal error!”
Huntington explained with mock gravity, hoping to
lighten the serious turn the conversation had taken.
“If any such idea gained ground marriage would
become the exception rather than the rule. How
many girls do you think would ever marry if they were
permitted to find any other real interest in life?”
“But I’m serious, Mr.
Huntington,” Merry protested, showing that she
felt hurt by his flippancy. “I couldn’t
bear to be a nonentity all my days. Think of
realizing one’s own ambitions only by marrying
a man who could fulfil them! I could not be happy
unless I contributed my share to the real life which
we jointly lived.”
“You could do it,” Huntington
said with conviction, “but not every woman could. See
that old man bowing to us. Suppose we go and speak
with him. Do you mind?”
“Every one is so courteous here,”
she exclaimed as they crossed the narrow road.
“I never pass one of the natives without receiving
a greeting of some kind, and the children are forever
shyly forcing flowers or fruit upon me. It makes
one love the place.”
The old man was overjoyed to have
attracted attention. He hobbled forward with
difficulty as they approached, and bowed as low as
his infirmities would permit.
“You are welcome to Bermuda,”
he said with a cracked, high-pitched voice. “We
are pleased to have strangers visit us.”
“Your visitors remain strangers
but a little while,” Huntington answered him,
“because of your hospitality.”
“Won’t you come in and sit down?”
the old man urged.
“Not to-day, thank you; but
if we should not be intruding it would be a pleasure
to return some other time.”
“You could not intrude, sir,”
he insisted; “for I am only waiting.”
“Waiting?” Huntington questioned.
“Yes; waiting for that,”
and he pointed to a tall cedar growing inside the
yard, beside which was the stump of another tree.
“He wants to tell us something,” Merry
whispered.
“They were planted there sixty
years ago,” the old man continued, “the
two of them. They were little slips, stuck in
our wedding-cake as is our custom here, when my wife
and I were married. We put them in the ground,
for everything takes root in this soil, and they grew
side by side for fifty years. Then that one fell” pointing
to the stump, “and the next day my
wife was taken sick and died. We made her coffin
from the cedar wood of that tree, sir. Now I’m
waiting for the other one to fall. That was ten
years ago now, so it won’t be long.”
“Isn’t that a beautiful
idea?” Merry exclaimed, touched by the unconscious
pathos of the old man’s words. “We
would like to come back and have you tell us about
your wife.”
“She was a sweet, young girl
like yourself when I married her,” he replied.
“We were both born here and never left the island.
But the maps aren’t fair to us; we’re
not so small” he straightened and
waved his arm “we’re not so
small, as you can see.”
They left him happy over the unusual
break in his monotony, and continued their walk to
the hotel.
“Here is the other side to the
picture,” Huntington remarked. “This
old man and his wife, and hundreds of others no doubt,
live their lives out here happy and contented with
their nineteen square miles of world, yet you and
I are pitying Hamlen because of his self-exile under
circumstances infinitely more acceptable!”
“It is a question of what one
has within, isn’t it?” Merry asked, “that
something which keeps one from being satisfied with
anything less than the most and the best that life
can give him and he can give to life.”
Huntington looked at her with undisguised
admiration. “You couldn’t have stated
it better if you had taken all the college courses
in the world,” he said. “You’re
a wonderful little girl, Miss Merry, and if you don’t
let your heart play pranks with that well-balanced
head of yours you will certainly achieve your great
ambition.”
They were near the hotel now, and
the conversation had strayed so far from the original
subject that the girl did not follow him.
“My great ambition?” she asked. “And
that is ”
“I won’t tell you until we’re up
the steps.”
“Well?” she demanded archly, as at length
they stood on the piazza.
“You will marry a man who will
let you contribute your share to the real life which
you will jointly live.”
The laughing response which he had
looked for was not spoken, but to his amazement Merry
turned from him without a word and disappeared within
the hallway.