Nearly a month passed after their
return to Boston before Huntington and Cosden really
saw anything of each other. They met casually,
they telephoned, they lunched in company with other
friends at down-town clubs, but neither one suggested
an old-time getting together, and each felt relieved
by the omission of the other. Yet the reason each
man held for this feeling, had he openly acknowledged
it, was as opposed to the other’s as were the
characteristics of the men themselves. Huntington
craved nothing so much as an opportunity to be alone,
that he might review the extraordinary happenings
of the past few weeks and thus fortify himself sufficiently
to prevent any lapse from what he knew to be his duty;
Cosden required a return to his usual feverish business
activity in order to digest his new ideas. Huntington
remembered the wonderful sunshine and the fragrant
flowers, in the midst of which he always saw a sweetly
serious face peering out at him in spite of his efforts
at banishment; Cosden forgot everything except that
he had been shown up to himself in a light which demanded
immediate and drastic consideration. To both
men the weeks just ended, including those which had
elapsed since their return had been epoch-making.
But self-confidence revives with time, however great
a shock it may receive and when Huntington finally
invited his friend to dine with him Cosden found himself
quite ready to accept.
This first meeting was more formal
than any which had taken place during the many years
of their acquaintance. Cosden often spoke of the
relief it was to him to be permitted to drop in at
his friend’s house in such an intimate way, without
“fussing up,” as he expressed it; now he
appeared in his dinner-coat, dressed as immaculately
as Huntington himself always was. His manner
was more contained, and even though it was evident
that his restraint was studied Huntington was interested
and pleased to observe that as yet, at all events,
the influence of the Bermuda experiences made itself
felt.
“Well, Monty,” Cosden
said as he lifted his cocktail-glass, “I’m
glad to be aboard again. I’ve been associating
a good deal lately with a fellow named Conover Cosden,
and I must admit he bores me. Let’s have
this and then a little dividend just for good luck. By
the way, I saw you at the Symphony last night.”
“At the Symphony?” Huntington
echoed surprised. “You don’t mean
to say ”
“Oh, yes, I do!” he laughed
rather consciously. “Not that it means much
to me yet, but I’ve reached a point where I can
call it an orchestra instead of a band, anyway.
Mighty fine concert, wasn’t it? I know I’m
right, for I read the criticism in the paper this morning.”
“How long are you going to keep this up?”
“To the bitter end!” Cosden
declared dramatically. “If music has charms
to calm the savage beast now is its chance to demonstrate!
That isn’t all, but you wouldn’t believe
any more. As a matter of fact I’m taking
in everything which begins with H for fear I may miss
some one of those ’humanities’!”
Huntington gazed at him in sheer amazement.
“That’s right,”
Cosden emphasized, only slightly embarrassed by the
expression of incredulity on his friend’s face.
“Instead of being merely a ‘sow’s
ear’ I’m going the whole hog, and so far
I’ve managed to pull through without casualties.
Now what do you and Edith Stevens think of your handiwork!”
“By Jove, Connie!” Huntington
exclaimed feelingly, “it’s wonderful, and
I congratulate you. I had no idea ”
“Other than that I would remain
without those ‘finer instincts’ all my
life,” he finished for him. “Well,
maybe I will, even at that; but at all events I’m
giving the whole thing the once over. If my health
and strength hold out perhaps when you and I make
another vacation trip together you won’t be
mortified by your friend as you were last time.”
“Nonsense, Connie!” Huntington
protested. “We both got out a little beyond
our depth down there, and things didn’t look
quite normal to us.”
“Both?” Cosden demanded.
“Where do you come in? That was my party,
if I remember correctly, and I got all the presents.”
Huntington for the moment had been
forgetful that he alone knew how much the Bermuda
days had disturbed his own equilibrium, and he recognized
that he had been almost guilty of betraying himself.
“Well,” he said lightly,
“I interjected myself into your affairs in a
shameless fashion, so whatever blame there is I insist
on taking my full share. What you tell
me is simply incredible!”
“Don’t give me too much
credit for it yet. Like everything else in my
life there’s a selfish motive back of it.
Edith Stevens never said a truer thing than that it
is a different matter making light of something which
you have and something which you lack. Measuring
things up on this basis shows me that nearly every
time I’ve opened my mouth I’ve put my
foot in it. Now I’m going to play safe and
make myself very, very wise on some subjects regarding
which I’ve been a bit of a scoffer. Then,
if I don’t want to, I won’t do them, but
never again because I can’t do them!”
“You needn’t be ashamed
of your motive; many a man has had one less worthy.
But what is your business doing all this time?”
“Well, well, well!” Cosden
laughed. “Good old Monty! We’ve
been together nearly an hour, and you are the first
to mention business! You wouldn’t have
believed I could go as long as that without speaking
of it, would you? But let me tell you I have
them all guessing down at the office. I can see
it every day. Of course, I’m keeping my
eye on things as much as ever, but I’m not making
so much noise about it. You see this is something
I have, so I can afford to treat it lightly. Now
I have something to measure myself by, and it helps
a lot. But don’t let us spend all
the time talking about me; what have you been doing
with yourself?”
“Drifting, as usual,”
Huntington replied, regretting that the conversation
turned on him; “wishing I might take twenty years
off my life and begin over again.”
“Why, Monty! You say that
so seriously I really believe you mean it! What’s
happened? It isn’t like you.”
“Nothing, dear boy, nothing
at all,” Huntington disclaimed quickly, trying
to throw off the mood which had so promptly attracted
his friend’s attention. “I’ve
seen quite a bit of Billy and his friend Phil Thatcher
since I came home, and I envy them their
youth.”
Cosden looked at him long and searchingly
before he spoke. “You’re in a curious
mood to-night,” he said at length. “During
the years I’ve known you I’ve never before
seen you other than a philosopher, taking life day
by day as you found it, and getting all there was out
of it.”
“What is philosophy unless one
can find the stone?” Huntington exclaimed with
feeling. “It is the philosopher’s
stone I want to-night, and I can’t get it.
I’m feeling my age, Connie, and the sensation
isn’t agreeable.”
“Your age!” Cosden determined
to overpower the surprising obsession. “The
idea of talking age at forty-five! Out with it,
man! Tell me what has taken hold of you.
I’ve left you too much by yourself lately, and
it hasn’t been a good thing for you.”
“That’s it, Connie,”
Huntington smiled weakly. “You mustn’t
do it again. First you take the heart out of
me by declaring that you are going to get married,
then you cheer me up by becoming normal again, and
lastly you neglect me just as if you had taken the
fatal step after all.”
“That’s better,”
Cosden said, rising from his dessert and putting his
arm around his friend’s shoulders. “Come
on up-stairs and we’ll gossip over our cigars
like two old cats. It won’t be long before
we can get out on the links again, and then you’ll
forget that you have any age at all. Age! the
idea! Why, Monty, you and I have only just begun
to live!”
Arm in arm they walked slowly to the
library in silence, but each one wondered at the new
characteristic he had discovered in the other.
Huntington was touched by Cosden’s show of affection,
the first time he had ever seen it manifested; Cosden
marveled at the first break he had ever seen in his
friend’s self-possession. However easy-going
Huntington might be, he always held himself well in
hand; and Cosden envied him this trait. Huntington
knew Cosden to be kind-hearted, but believed him to
consider any outward demonstration as an evidence of
weakness. The mutual discovery, surprising as
it was, drew them closer together, and each realized
that whatever had been the means a change had come
in their relations which placed their friendship on
a higher plane.
“There’s something deeper
in this than appears on the surface,” Cosden
declared insistently as he held the light for Huntington
and then lit his own cigar. “You said down-stairs
that we both got out beyond our depth at Bermuda,
and perhaps you meant more than I realized. Then,
when we met the Thatchers, it developed that you
and Mrs. Thatcher had known each other years ago.
Now, tell me, is there any association between these
two ideas, and is this by chance the explanation of
the changed Monty I find here to-night?”
Huntington did not reply at once.
He was annoyed with himself that he had uncovered
so much of his heart, and he had been pondering how
to extricate himself from the delicate position.
Under no circumstances must Cosden or any one else
know how deep an impression Merry Thatcher had made
upon him. The first duty he owed to her was to
stand before the world simply as a devoted, older
friend; his duty to himself was to prevent his associates
from discovering how many kinds of fool he was to
permit any such ridiculous condition to arise as that
which at present existed. Now Cosden had unconsciously
shown him the way out.
“Yes, Connie,” he replied
calmly; “there is an association which may be
made of those ideas, and since you have spoken of it
I will ask you to stand by me at the finish.
There is something I have intended to do ever since
I came home, but I lacked the courage; now you have
given it to me.”
Huntington rose abruptly, and crossing
to the opposite side of the library he lifted the
little mahogany table which stood there, placing it
before the fire in front of the easy-chair from which
he had just risen. Then he seated himself, and
taking from his pocket the key to the small drawer
he turned it in the lock. Cosden watched him with
an interest far deeper than curiosity, for he felt
from his friend’s manner that the turning of
the key unlocked something within him which until
that moment had been closely hidden.
“It will be better to get it
out of my system,” Huntington said finally,
after bringing all the accessories together. “You
never knew of my romance, did you?”
“Never,” Cosden acknowledged;
“I supposed you were the one man who had passed
through life unscathed.”
“I couldn’t have told
you of it before because you wouldn’t have understood,
but now you will appreciate matters better if you know
the facts. Do you remember my surprise
when you first mentioned the name of Marian Thatcher?”
“Why, yes; you asked if she was a widow.”
“Exactly. Mrs. Thatcher
was Marian Seymour when I first met her, my senior
year at college. There is no need to go into particulars;
the fact remains that I was hard hit. Look
at these!”
He pulled out the drawer and laid
the various exhibits on the top of the table.
Cosden leaned forward and gingerly lifted the long
white glove, looking into Huntington’s face
with a curious expression as he did so. Huntington
met his gaze squarely, nodding his head in affirmation
of the unasked question.
“What’s this?” Cosden
demanded, laying down the glove and picking up the
slipper.
“You see,” was the unabashed
reply; “it went as deep as that. Laugh if
you like; I sha’n’t mind. We’ll
clean up this whole business to-night, and the more
ridiculous you make it the shorter work it will be.”
“I would have laughed a month
ago,” Cosden admitted; “but, as you say,
I understand some things now that I didn’t before.
Every man has a right to a romance, and he’s
entitled to have it respected.”
“Thanks, dear boy; but romances
don’t belong to five-and-forty, and this farce
has gone far enough. Now we’ll watch it
go up in smoke, as most romances do. But first
let us pay it befitting honor.”
Dixon appeared in response to the bell.
“A bottle of Moet & Chandon, ’98,”
Huntington ordered.
During the time required by Dixon
the two men puffed silently at their cigars.
Huntington feared lest some inopportune word might
disturb the success of his stratagem; Cosden, believing
that he was witnessing the final act in the tragedy
of his friend’s life, respected the solemnity
of the occasion.
“Now, Connie,” Huntington
rose with the glass in his hand, “I ask you to
drink to the dearest girl in the world, past, present
and future, to Marian Thatcher, God bless
her!”
“To Marian Thatcher God
bless her!” Cosden repeated after him; and Huntington
turned away to chuckle to himself that he had paid
homage to the reality while his friend believed him
to be giving tribute to the figment. He blessed
the figment for bestowing her name upon the reality!
“Now for the renunciation,”
Huntington said solemnly, and one by one he laid the
long-cherished trophies upon the fire, watching in
silence their reduction to the elements. His
success filled him with a spirit of bravado.
The opportunity might never come again.
“Once again, Connie old boy!” he cried.
He held out his disengaged hand and
grasped Cosden’s as he lifted his refilled glass.
“To Marian Thatcher God bless her!”
Cosden still held his glass after his friend placed
his on the table.
“Would it seem a sacrilege if
I asked you to join me in a toast?” he asked,
with an unnatural hesitation in his voice.
“Why, no,” Huntington said
wonderingly. “Fill up the glasses again.”
Then he held his high, waiting for his friend to speak.
“To Edith Stevens,” Cosden finally blurted
out, “God bless her!”
“Edith Stevens!” Huntington
almost choked in his surprise. “You don’t
mean ”
“I don’t know what I mean,”
Cosden admitted, blushing furiously; “but I
miss her like blazes, and I’m either in love
or else I’m suffering from a new disease the
doctors haven’t named!”