Mrs. Horn believed in the world and
in society and its unwritten constitution devoutly,
and she tolerated her niece’s benevolent activities
as she tolerated her aesthetic sympathies because these
things, however oddly, were tolerated even
encouraged by society; and they gave Margaret
a charm. They made her originality interesting.
Mrs. Horn did not intend that they should ever go
so far as to make her troublesome; and it was with
a sense of this abeyant authority of her aunt’s
that the girl asked her approval of her proposed call
upon the Dryfooses. She explained as well as
she could the social destitution of these opulent
people, and she had of course to name Beaton as the
source of her knowledge concerning them.
“Did Mr. Beaton suggest your calling on them?”
“No; he rather discouraged it.”
“And why do you think you ought
to go in this particular instance? New York is
full of people who don’t know anybody.”
Margaret laughed. “I suppose
it’s like any other charity: you reach the
cases you know of. The others you say you can’t
help, and you try to ignore them.”
“It’s very romantic,”
said Mrs. Horn. “I hope you’ve counted
the cost; all the possible consequences.”
Margaret knew that her aunt had in
mind their common experience with the Leightons, whom,
to give their common conscience peace, she had called
upon with her aunt’s cards and excuses, and an
invitation for her Thursdays, somewhat too late to
make the visit seem a welcome to New York. She
was so coldly received, not so much for herself as
in her quality of envoy, that her aunt experienced
all the comfort which vicarious penance brings.
She did not perhaps consider sufficiently her niece’s
guiltlessness in the expiation. Margaret was not
with her at St. Barnaby in the fatal fortnight she
passed there, and never saw the Leightons till she
went to call upon them. She never complained:
the strain of asceticism, which mysteriously exists
in us all, and makes us put peas, boiled or unboiled,
in our shoes, gave her patience with the snub which
the Leightons presented her for her aunt. But
now she said, with this in mind: “Nothing
seems simpler than to get rid of people if you don’t
want them. You merely have to let them alone.”
“It isn’t so pleasant,
letting them alone,” said Mrs. Horn.
“Or having them let you alone,”
said Margaret; for neither Mrs. Leighton nor Alma
had ever come to enjoy the belated hospitality of Mrs.
Horn’s Thursdays.
“Yes, or having them let you
alone,” Mrs. Horn courageously consented.
“And all that I ask you, Margaret, is to be sure
that you really want to know these people.”
“I don’t,” said the girl, seriously,
“in the usual way.”
“Then the question is whether
you do in the un usual way. They will build a
great deal upon you,” said Mrs. Horn, realizing
how much the Leightons must have built upon her, and
how much out of proportion to her desert they must
now dislike her; for she seemed to have had them on
her mind from the time they came, and had always meant
to recognize any reasonable claim they had upon her.
“It seems very odd, very sad,”
Margaret returned, “that you never could act
unselfishly in society affairs. If I wished to
go and see those girls just to do them a pleasure,
and perhaps because if they’re strange and lonely,
I might do them good, even it would be impossible.”
“Quite,” said her aunt.
“Such a thing would be quixotic. Society
doesn’t rest upon any such basis. It can’t;
it would go to pieces, if people acted from unselfish
motives.”
“Then it’s a painted savage!”
said the girl. “All its favors are really
bargains. It’s gifts are for gifts back
again.”
“Yes, that is true,” said
Mrs. Horn, with no more sense of wrong in the fact
than the political economist has in the fact that wages
are the measure of necessity and not of merit.
“You get what you pay for. It’s a
matter of business.” She satisfied herself
with this formula, which she did not invent, as fully
as if it were a reason; but she did not dislike her
niece’s revolt against it. That was part
of Margaret’s originality, which pleased her
aunt in proportion to her own conventionality; she
was really a timid person, and she liked the show
of courage which Margaret’s magnanimity often
reflected upon her. She had through her a repute,
with people who did not know her well, for intellectual
and moral qualities; she was supposed to be literary
and charitable; she almost had opinions and ideals,
but really fell short of their possession. She
thought that she set bounds to the girl’s originality
because she recognized them. Margaret understood
this better than her aunt, and knew that she had consulted
her about going to see the Dryfooses out of deference,
and with no expectation of luminous instruction.
She was used to being a law to herself, but she knew
what she might and might not do, so that she was rather
a by-law. She was the kind of girl that might
have fancies for artists and poets, but might end
by marrying a prosperous broker, and leavening a vast
lump of moneyed and fashionable life with her culture,
generosity, and good-will. The intellectual interests
were first with her, but she might be equal to sacrificing
them; she had the best heart, but she might know how
to harden it; if she was eccentric, her social orbit
was defined; comets themselves traverse space on fixed
lines. She was like every one else, a congeries
of contradictions and inconsistencies, but obedient
to the general expectation of what a girl of her position
must and must not finally be. Provisionally, she
was very much what she liked to be.