I.
Elsewhere we literary folk are apt
to be such a common lot, with tendencies here and
there to be a shabby lot; we arrive from all sorts
of unexpected holes and corners of the earth, remote,
obscure; and at the best we do so often come up out
of the ground; but at Boston we were of ascertained
and noted origin, and good part of us dropped from
the skies. Instead of holding horses before the
doors of theatres; or capping verses at the plough-tail;
or tramping over Europe with nothing but a flute in
the pocket; or walking up to the metropolis with no
luggage but the Ms. of a tragedy; or sleeping
in doorways or under the arches of bridges; or serving
as apothecaries’ ’prentices we
were good society from the beginning. I think
this was none the worse for us, and it was vastly the
better for good society.
Literature in Boston, indeed, was
so respectable, and often of so high a lineage, that
to be a poet was not only to be good society, but almost
to be good family. If one names over the men
who gave Boston her supremacy in literature during
that Unitarian harvest-time of the old Puritanic seed-time
which was her Augustan age, one names the people who
were and who had been socially first in the city ever
since the self-exile of the Tories at the time of
the Revolution. To say Prescott, Motley, Parkman,
Lowell, Norton, Higginson, Dana, Emerson, Channing,
was to say patrician, in the truest and often the
best sense, if not the largest. Boston was small,
but these were of her first citizens, and their primacy,
in its way, was of the same quality as that, say,
of the chief families of Venice. But these names
can never have the effect for the stranger that they
had for one to the manner born. I say had, for
I doubt whether in Boston they still mean all that
they once meant, and that their equivalents meant
in science, in law, in politics. The most famous,
if not the greatest of all the literary men of Boston,
I have not mentioned with them, for Longfellow was
not of the place, though by his sympathies and relations
he became of it; and I have not mentioned Oliver Wendell
Holmes, because I think his name would come first into
the reader’s thought with the suggestion of
social quality in the humanities.
Holmes was of the Brahminical caste
which his humorous recognition invited from its subjectivity
in the New England consciousness into the light where
all could know it and own it, and like Longfellow he
was allied to the patriciate of Boston by the most
intimate ties of life. For a long time, for the
whole first period of his work, he stood for that
alone, its tastes, its prejudices, its foibles even,
and when he came to stand in his ’second period,
for vastly, for infinitely more, and to make friends
with the whole race, as few men have ever done, it
was always, I think, with a secret shiver of doubt,
a backward look of longing, and an eye askance.
He was himself perfectly aware of this at times, and
would mark his several misgivings with a humorous
sense of the situation. He was essentially too
kind to be of a narrow world, too human to be finally
of less than humanity, too gentle to be of the finest
gentility. But such limitations as he had were
in the direction I have hinted, or perhaps more than
hinted; and I am by no means ready to make a mock of
them, as it would be so easy to do for some reasons
that he has himself suggested. To value aright
the affection which the old Bostonian had for Boston
one must conceive of something like the patriotism
of men in the times when a man’s city was a
man’s country, something Athenian, something
Florentine. The war that nationalized us liberated
this love to the whole country, but its first tenderness
remained still for Boston, and I suppose a Bostonian
still thinks of himself first as a Bostonian and then
as an American, in a way that no New-Yorker could deal
with himself. The rich historical background
dignifies and ennobles the intense public spirit of
the place, and gives it a kind of personality.
II.
In literature Doctor Holmes survived
all the Bostonians who had given the city her primacy
in letters, but when I first knew him there was no
apparent ground for questioning it. I do not mean
now the time when I visited New England, but when
I came to live near Boston, and to begin the many
happy years which I spent in her fine, intellectual
air. I found time to run in upon him, while I
was there arranging to take my place on the Atlantic
Monthly, and I remember that in this brief moment with
him he brought me to book about some vaunting paragraph
in the ‘Nation’ claiming the literary
primacy for New York. He asked me if I knew who
wrote it, and I was obliged to own that I had written
it myself, when with the kindness he always showed
me he protested against my position. To tell
the truth, I do not think now I had any very good reasons
for it, and I certainly could urge none that would
stand against his. I could only fall back upon
the saving clause that this primacy was claimed mainly
if not wholly for New York in the future. He was
willing to leave me the connotations of prophecy,
but I think he did even this out of politeness rather
than conviction, and I believe he had always a sensitiveness
where Boston was concerned, which could not seem ungenerous
to any generous mind. Whatever lingering doubt
of me he may have had, with reference to Boston, seemed
to satisfy itself when several years afterwards he
happened to speak of a certain character in an early
novel of mine, who was not quite the kind of Bostonian
one could wish to be. The thing came up in talk
with another person, who had referred to my Bostonian,
and the doctor had apparently made his acquaintance
in the book, and not liked him. “I understood,
of course,” he said, “that he was a Bostonian,
not the Bostonian,” and I could truthfully answer
that this was by all means my own understanding too.
His fondness for his city, which no
one could appreciate better than myself, I hope, often
found expression in a burlesque excess in his writings,
and in his talk perhaps oftener still. Hard upon
my return from Venice I had a half-hour with him in
his old study on Charles Street, where he still lived
in 1865, and while I was there a young man came in
for the doctor’s help as a physician, though
he looked so very well, and was so lively and cheerful,
that I have since had my doubts whether he had not
made a pretext for a glimpse of him as the Autocrat.
The doctor took him upon his word, however, and said
he had been so long out of practice that he could
not do anything for him, but he gave him the address
of another physician, somewhere near Washington Street.
“And if you don’t know where Washington
Street is,” he said, with a gay burst at a certain
vagueness which had come into the young man’s
face, “you don’t know anything.”
We had been talking of Venice, and
what life was like there, and he made me tell him
in some detail. He was especially interested in
what I had to say of the minute subdivision and distribution
of the necessaries, the small coins, and the small
values adapted to their purchase, the intensely retail
character, in fact, of household provisioning; and
I could see how he pleased himself in formulating
the theory that the higher a civilization the finer
the apportionment of the demands and supplies.
The ideal, he said, was a civilization in which you
could buy two cents’ worth of beef, and a divergence
from this standard was towards barbarism.
The secret of the man who is universally
interesting is that he is universally interested,
and this was, above all, the secret of the charm that
Doctor Holmes had for every one. No doubt he knew
it, for what that most alert intelligence did not
know of itself was scarcely worth knowing. This
knowledge was one of his chief pleasures, I fancy;
he rejoiced in the consciousness which is one of the
highest attributes of the highly organized man, and
he did not care for the consequences in your mind,
if you were so stupid as not to take him aright.
I remember the delight Henry James, the father of
the novelist, had in reporting to me the frankness
of the doctor, when he had said to him, “Holmes,
you are intellectually the most alive man I ever knew.”
“I am, I am,” said the doctor. “From
the crown of my head to the sole of my foot, I’m
alive, I’m alive!” Any one who ever saw
him will imagine the vivid relish he had in recognizing
the fact. He could not be with you a moment without
shedding upon you the light of his flashing wit, his
radiant humor, and he shone equally upon the rich
and poor in mind. His gaiety of heart could not
withhold itself from any chance of response, but he
did wish always to be fully understood, and to be
liked by those he liked. He gave his liking cautiously,
though, for the affluence of his sympathies left him
without the reserves of colder natures, and he had
to make up for these with careful circumspection.
He wished to know the character of the person who
made overtures to his acquaintance, for he was aware
that his friendship lay close to it; he wanted to be
sure that he was a nice person, and though I think
he preferred social quality in his fellow-man, he
did not refuse himself to those who had merely a sweet
and wholesome humanity. He did not like anything
that tasted or smelt of Bohemianism in the personnel
of literature, but he did not mind the scent of the
new-ploughed earth, or even of the barn-yard.
I recall his telling me once that after two younger
brothers-in-letters had called upon him in the odor
of an habitual beeriness and smokiness, he opened
the window; and the very last time I saw him he remembered
at eighty-five the offence he had found on his first
visit to New York, when a metropolitan poet had asked
him to lunch in a basement restaurant.
III.
He seemed not to mind, however, climbing
to the little apartment we had in Boston when we came
there in 1866, and he made this call upon us in due
form, bringing Mrs. Holmes with him as if to accent
the recognition socially. We were then incredibly
young, much younger than I find people ever are nowadays,
and in the consciousness of our youth we felt, to the
last exquisite value of the fact, what it was to have
the Autocrat come to see us; and I believe he was
not displeased to perceive this; he liked to know
that you felt his quality in every way. That first
winter, however, I did not see him often, and in the
spring we went to live in Cambridge, and thereafter
I met him chiefly at Longfellow’s, or when I
came in to dine at the Fieldses’, in Boston.
It was at certain meetings of the Dante Club, when
Longfellow read aloud his translation for criticism,
and there was supper later, that one saw the doctor;
and his voice was heard at the supper rather than
at the criticism, for he was no Italianate. He
always seemed to like a certain turn of the talk toward
the mystical, but with space for the feet on a firm
ground of fact this side of the shadows; when it came
to going over among them, and laying hold of them
with the band of faith, as if they were substance,
he was not of the excursion. It is well known
how fervent, I cannot say devout, a spiritualist Longfellow’s
brother-in-law, Appleton, was; and when he was at
the table too, it took all the poet’s delicate
skill to keep him and the Autocrat from involving
themselves in a cataclysmal controversy upon the matter
of manifestations. With Doctor Holmes the inquiry
was inquiry, to the last, I believe, and the burden
of proof was left to the ghosts and their friends.
His attitude was strictly scientific; he denied nothing,
but he expected the supernatural to be at least as
convincing as the natural.
There was a time in his history when
the popular ignorance classed him with those who were
once rudely called infidels; but the world has since
gone so fast and so far that the mind he was of concerning
religious belief would now be thought religious by
a good half of the religious world. It is true
that he had and always kept a grudge against the ancestral
Calvinism which afflicted his youth; and he was through
all rises and lapses of opinion essentially Unitarian;
but of the honest belief of any one, I am sure he
never felt or spoke otherwise than most tolerantly,
most tenderly. As often as he spoke of religion,
and his talk tended to it very often, I never heard
an irreligious word from him, far less a scoff or
sneer at religion; and I am certain that this was not
merely because he would have thought it bad taste,
though undoubtedly he would have thought it bad taste;
I think it annoyed, it hurt him, to be counted among
the iconoclasts, and he would have been profoundly
grieved if he could have known how widely this false
notion of him once prevailed. It can do no harm
at this late day to impart from the secrets of the
publishing house the fact that a supposed infidelity
in the tone of his story The Guardian Angel cost the
Atlantic Monthly many subscribers. Now the tone
of that story would not be thought even mildly agnostic,
I fancy; and long before his death the author had outlived
the error concerning him.
It was not the best of his stories,
by any means, and it would not be too harsh to say
that it was the poorest. His novels all belonged
to an order of romance which was as distinctly his
own as the form of dramatized essay which he invented
in the Autocrat. If he did not think poorly of
them, he certainly did not think too proudly, and I
heard him quote with relish the phrase of a lady who
had spoken of them to him as his “medicated
novels.” That, indeed, was perhaps what
they were; a faint, faint odor of the pharmacopoeia
clung to their pages; their magic was scientific.
He knew this better than any one else, of course, and
if any one had said it in his turn he would hardly
have minded it. But what he did mind was the
persistent misinterpretation of his intention in certain
quarters where he thought he had the right to respectful
criticism in stead of the succession of sneers that
greeted the successive numbers of his story; and it
was no secret that he felt the persecution keenly.
Perhaps he thought that he had already reached that
time in his literary life when he was a fact rather
than a question, and when reasons and not feelings
must have to do with his acceptance or rejection.
But he had to live many years yet before he reached
this state. When he did reach it, happily a good
while before his death, I do not believe any man ever
enjoyed the like condition more. He loved to
feel himself out of the fight, with much work before
him still, but with nothing that could provoke ill-will
in his activities. He loved at all times to take
himself objectively, if I may so express my sense of
a mental attitude that misled many. As I have
said before, he was universally interested, and he
studied the universe from himself. I do not know
how one is to study it otherwise; the impersonal has
really no existence; but with all his subtlety and
depth he was of a make so simple, of a spirit so naïve,
that he could not practise the feints some use to
conceal that interest in self which, after all, every
one knows is only concealed. He frankly and joyously
made himself the starting-point in all his inquest
of the hearts and minds of other men, but so far from
singling himself out in this, and standing apart in
it, there never was any one who was more eagerly and
gladly your fellow-being in the things of the soul.
IV.
In the things of the world, he had
fences, and looked at some people through palings
and even over the broken bottles on the tops of walls;
and I think he was the loser by this, as well as they.
But then I think all fences are bad, and that God
has made enough differences between men; we need not
trouble ourselves to multiply them. Even behind
his fences, however, Holmes had a heart kind for the
outsiders, and I do not believe any one came into
personal relations with him who did not experience
this kindness. In that long and delightful talk
I had with him on my return from Venice (I can praise
the talk because it was mainly his), we spoke of the
status of domestics in the Old World, and how fraternal
the relation of high and low was in Italy, while in
England, between master and man, it seemed without
acknowledgment of their common humanity. “Yes,”
he said, “I always felt as if English servants
expected to be trampled on; but I can’t do that.
If they want to be trampled on, they must get some
one else.” He thought that our American
way was infinitely better; and I believe that in spite
of the fences there was always an instinctive impulse
with him to get upon common ground with his fellow-man.
I used to notice in the neighborhood cabman who served
our block on Beacon Street a sort of affectionate
reverence for the Autocrat, which could have come
from nothing but the kindly terms between them; if
you went to him when he was engaged to Doctor Holmes,
he told you so with a sort of implication in his manner
that the thought of anything else for the time was
profanation. The good fellow who took him his
drives about the Beverly and Manchester shores seemed
to be quite in the joke of the doctor’s humor,
and within the bounds of his personal modesty and his
functional dignity permitted himself a smile at the
doctor’s sallies, when you stood talking with
him, or listening to him at the carriage-side.
The civic and social circumstance
that a man values himself on is commonly no part of
his value, and certainly no part of his greatness.
Rather, it is the very thing that limits him, and I
think that Doctor Holmes appeared in the full measure
of his generous personality to those who did not and
could not appreciate his circumstance, and not to those
who formed it, and who from life-long association were
so dear and comfortable to him. Those who best
knew how great a man he was were those who came from
far to pay him their duty, or to thank him for some
help they had got from his books, or to ask his counsel
or seek his sympathy. With all such he was most
winningly tender, most intelligently patient.
I suppose no great author was ever more visited by
letter and in person than he, or kept a faithfuler
conscience for his guests. With those who appeared
to him in the flesh he used a miraculous tact, and
I fancy in his treatment of all the physician native
in him bore a characteristic part. No one seemed
to be denied access to him, but it was after a moment
of preparation that one was admitted, and any one who
was at all sensitive must have felt from the first
moment in his presence that there could be no trespassing
in point of time. If now and then some insensitive
began to trespass, there was a sliding-scale of dismissal
that never failed of its work, and that really saved
the author from the effect of intrusion. He was
not bored because he would not be.
I transfer at random the impressions
of many years to my page, and I shall not try to observe
a chronological order in these memories. Vivid
among them is that of a visit which I paid him with
Osgood the publisher, then newly the owner of the
Atlantic Monthly, when I had newly become the sole
editor. We wished to signalize our accession to
the control of the magazine by a stroke that should
tell most in the public eye, and we thought of asking
Doctor Holmes to do something again in the manner of
the Autocrat and the Professor at the Breakfast Table.
Some letters had passed between him and the management
concerning our wish, and then Osgood thought that
it would be right and fit for us to go to him in person.
He proposed the visit, and Doctor Holmes received us
with a mind in which he had evidently formulated all
his thoughts upon the matter. His main question
was whether at his age of sixty years a man was justified
in seeking to recall a public of the past, or to create
a new public in the present. He seemed to have
looked the ground over not only with a personal interest
in the question, but with a keen scientific zest for
it as something which it was delightful to consider
in its generic relations; and I fancy that the pleasure
of this inquiry more than consoled him for such pangs
of misgiving as he must have had in the personal question.
As commonly happens in the solution of such problems,
it was not solved; he was very willing to take our
minds upon it, and to incur the risk, if we thought
it well and were willing to share it.
We came away rejoicing, and the new
series began with the new year following. It
was by no means the popular success that we had hoped;
not because the author had not a thousand new things
to say, or failed to say them with the gust and freshness
of his immortal youth, but because it was not well
to disturb a form associated in the public mind with
an achievement which had become classic. It is
of the Autocrat of the Breakfast Table that people
think, when they think of the peculiar species of
dramatic essay which the author invented, and they
think also of the Professor at the Breakfast Table,
because he followed so soon; but the Poet at the Breakfast
Table came so long after that his advent alienated
rather than conciliated liking. Very likely, if
the Poet had come first he would have had no second
place in the affections of his readers, for his talk
was full of delightful matter; and at least one of
the poems which graced each instalment was one of the
finest and greatest that Doctor Holmes ever wrote.
I mean “Homesick in Heaven,” which seems
to me not only what I have said, but one of the most
important, the most profoundly pathetic in the language.
Indeed, I do not know any other that in the same direction
goes so far with suggestion so penetrating. The
other poems were mainly of a cast which did not win;
the metaphysics in them were too much for the human
interest, and again there rose a foolish clamor of
the creeds against him on account of them. The
great talent, the beautiful and graceful fancy, the
eager imagination of the Autocrat could not avail
in this third attempt, and I suppose the Poet at the
Breakfast Table must be confessed as near a failure
as Doctor Holmes could come. It certainly was
so in the magazine which the brilliant success of
the first had availed to establish in the high place
the periodical must always hold in the history of
American literature. Lowell was never tired of
saying, when he recurred to the first days of his
editorship, that the magazine could never have gone
at all without the Autocrat papers. He was proud
of having insisted upon Holmes’s doing something
for the new venture, and he was fond of recalling the
author’s misgivings concerning his contributions,
which later repeated themselves with too much reason,
though not with the reason that was in his own mind.
V.
He lived twenty-five years after that
self-question at sixty, and after eighty he continued
to prove that threescore was not the limit of a man’s
intellectual activity or literary charm. During
all that time the work he did in mere quantity was
the work that a man in the prime of life might well
have been vain of doing, and it was of a quality not
less surprising. If I asked him with any sort
of fair notice I could rely upon him always for something
for the January number, and throughout the year I
could count upon him for those occasional pieces in
which he so easily excelled all former writers of
occasional verse, and which he liked to keep from
the newspapers for the magazine. He had a pride
in his promptness with copy, and you could always
trust his promise. The printer’s toe never
galled the author’s kibe in his case; he wished
to have an early proof, which he corrected fastidiously,
but not overmuch, and he did not keep it long.
He had really done all his work in the manuscript,
which came print-perfect and beautifully clear from
his pen, in that flowing, graceful hand which to the
last kept a suggestion of the pleasure he must have
had in it. Like all wise contributors, he was
not only patient, but very glad of all the queries
and challenges that proof-reader and editor could
accumulate on the margin of his proofs, and when they
were both altogether wrong he was still grateful.
In one of his poems there was some Latin-Quarter French,
which our collective purism questioned, and I remember
how tender of us he was in maintaining that in his
Parisian time, at least, some ladies beyond the Seine
said “Eh, b’en,” instead of “Eh,
bien.” He knew that we must be always
on the lookout for such little matters, and he would
not wound our ignorance. I do not think any one
enjoyed praise more than he. Of course he would
not provoke it, but if it came of itself, he would
not deny himself the pleasure, as long as a relish
of it remained. He used humorously to recognize
his delight in it, and to say of the lecture audiences
which in earlier times hesitated applause, “Why
don’t they give me three times three? I
can stand it!” He himself gave in the generous
fulness he desired. He did not praise foolishly
or dishonestly, though he would spare an open dislike;
but when a thing pleased him he knew how to say so
cordially and skilfully, so that it might help as well
as delight. I suppose no great author has tried
more sincerely and faithfully to befriend the beginner
than he; and from time to time he would commend something
to me that he thought worth looking at, but never insistently.
In certain cases, where he had simply to ease a burden,
from his own to the editorial shoulders, he would
ask that the aspirant might be delicately treated.
There might be personal reasons for this, but usually
his kindness of heart moved him. His tastes had
their geographical limit, but his sympathies were
boundless, and the hopeless creature for whom he interceded
was oftener remote from Boston and New England than
otherwise.
It seems to me that he had a nature
singularly affectionate, and that it was this which
was at fault if he gave somewhat too much of himself
to the celebration of the Class of ’29, and
all the multitude of Boston occasions, large and little,
embalmed in the clear amber of his verse, somewhat
to the disadvantage of the amber. If he were asked
he could not deny the many friendships and fellowships
which united in the asking; the immediate réclame
from these things was sweet to him; but he loved to
comply as much as he loved to be praised. In the
pleasure he got he could feel himself a prophet in
his own country, but the country which owned him prophet
began perhaps to feel rather too much as if it owned
him, and did not prize his vaticinations at all
their worth. Some polite Bostonians knew him
chiefly on this side, and judged him to their own
detriment from it.
VI.
After we went to live in Cambridge,
my life and the delight in it were so wholly there
that in ten years I had hardly been in as many Boston
houses. As I have said, I met Doctor Holmes at
the Fieldses’, and at Longfellow’s, when
he came out to a Dante supper, which was not often,
and somewhat later at the Saturday Club dinners.
One parlous time at the publisher’s I have already
recalled, when Mrs. Harriet Beecher Stowe and the
Autocrat clashed upon homeopathy, and it required all
the tact of the host to lure them away from the dangerous
theme. As it was, a battle waged in the courteous
forms of Fontenoy, went on pretty well through the
dinner, and it was only over the coffee that a truce
was called. I need not say which was heterodox,
or that each had a deep and strenuous conscience in
the matter. I have always felt it a proof of his
extreme leniency to me, unworthy, that the doctor
was able to tolerate my own defection from the elder
faith in medicine; and I could not feel his kindness
less caressing because I knew it a concession to an
infirmity. He said something like, After all
a good physician was the great matter; and I eagerly
turned his clemency to praise of our family doctor.
He was very constant at the Saturday
Club, as long as his strength permitted, and few of
its members missed fewer of its meetings. He
continued to sit at its table until the ghosts of Hawthorne,
of Agassiz, of Emerson, of Longfellow, of Lowell,
out of others less famous, bore him company there
among the younger men in the flesh. It must have
been very melancholy, but nothing could deeply cloud
his most cheerful spirit. His strenuous interest
in life kept him alive to all the things of it, after
so many of his friends were dead. The questions
which he was wont to deal with so fondly, so wisely,
the great problems of the soul, were all the more
vital, perhaps, because the personal concern in them
was increased by the translation to some other being
of the men who had so often tried with him to fathom
them here. The last time I was at that table
he sat alone there among those great memories; but
he was as gay as ever I saw him; his wit sparkled,
his humor gleamed; the poetic touch was deft and firm
as of old; the serious curiosity, the instant sympathy
remained. To the witness he was pathetic, but
to himself he could only have been interesting, as
the figure of a man surviving, in an alien but not
unfriendly present, the past which held so vast a part
of all that had constituted him. If he had thought
of himself in this way, it would have been without
one emotion of self-pity, such as more maudlin souls
indulge, but with a love of knowledge and wisdom as
keenly alert as in his prime.
For three privileged years I lived
all but next-door neighbor of Doctor Holmes in that
part of Beacon Street whither he removed after he left
his old home in Charles Street, and during these years
I saw him rather often. We were both on the water
side, which means so much more than the words say,
and our library windows commanded the same general
view of the Charles rippling out into the Cambridge
marshes and the sunsets, and curving eastward under
Long Bridge, through shipping that increased onward
to the sea. He said that you could count fourteen
towns and villages in the compass of that view, with
the three conspicuous monuments accenting the different
attractions of it: the tower of Memorial Hall
at Harvard; the obelisk on Bunker Hill; and in the
centre of the picture that bulk of Tufts College which
he said he expected to greet his eyes the first thing
when he opened them in the other world. But the
prospect, though generally the same, had certain precious
differences for each of us, which I have no doubt he
valued himself as much upon as I did. I have
a notion that he fancied these were to be enjoyed
best in his library through two oval panes let into
the bay there apart from the windows, for he was apt
to make you come and look out of them if you got to
talking of the view before you left. In this pleasant
study he lived among the books, which seemed to multiply
from case to case and shelf to shelf, and climb from
floor to ceiling. Everything was in exquisite
order, and the desk where he wrote was as scrupulously
neat as if the sloven disarray of most authors’
desks were impossible to him. He had a number
of ingenious little contrivances for helping his work,
which he liked to show you; for a time a revolving
book-case at the corner of his desk seemed to be his
pet; and after that came his fountain-pen, which he
used with due observance of its fountain principle,
though he was tolerant of me when I said I always dipped
mine in the inkstand; it was a merit in his eyes to
use a fountain pen in anywise. After you had
gone over these objects with him, and perhaps taken
a peep at something he was examining through his microscope,
he sat down at one corner of his hearth, and invited
you to an easy chair at the other. His talk was
always considerate of your wish to be heard, but the
person who wished to talk when he could listen to Doctor
Holmes was his own victim, and always the loser.
If you were well advised you kept yourself to the
question and response which manifested your interest
in what he was saying, and let him talk on, with his
sweet smile, and that husky laugh he broke softly
into at times. Perhaps he was not very well when
you came in upon him; then he would name his trouble,
with a scientific zest and accuracy, and pass quickly
to other matters. As I have noted, he was interested
in himself only on the universal side; and he liked
to find his peculiarity in you better than to keep
it his own; he suffered a visible disappointment if
he could not make you think or say you were so and
so too. The querulous note was not in his most
cheerful register; he would not dwell upon a specialized
grief; though sometimes I have known him touch very
lightly and currently upon a slight annoyance, or
disrelish for this or that. As he grew older,
he must have had, of course, an old man’s disposition
to speak of his infirmities; but it was fine to see
him catch himself up in this, when he became conscious
of it, and stop short with an abrupt turn to something
else. With a real interest, which he gave humorous
excess, he would celebrate some little ingenious thing
that had fallen in his way, and I have heard him expatiate
with childlike delight upon the merits of a new razor
he had got: a sort of mower, which he could sweep
recklessly over cheek and chin without the least danger
of cutting himself. The last time I saw him he
asked me if he had ever shown me that miraculous razor;
and I doubt if he quite liked my saying I had seen
one of the same kind.
It seemed to me that he enjoyed sitting
at his chimney-corner rather as the type of a person
having a good time than as such a person; he would
rather be up and about something, taking down a book,
making a note, going again to his little windows,
and asking you if you had seen the crows yet that
sometimes alighted on the shoals left bare by the ebb-tide
behind the house. The reader will recall his lovely
poem, “My Aviary,” which deals with the
winged life of that pleasant prospect. I shared
with him in the flock of wild-ducks which used to come
into our neighbor waters in spring, when the ice broke
up, and stayed as long as the smallest space of brine
remained unfrozen in the fall. He was graciously
willing I should share in them, and in the cloud of
gulls which drifted about in the currents of the sea
and sky there, almost the whole year round. I
did not pretend an original right to them, coming so
late as I did to the place, and I think my deference
pleased him.
VII.
As I have said, he liked his fences,
or at least liked you to respect them, or to be sensible
of them. As often as I went to see him I was
made to wait in the little reception-room below, and
never shown at once to his study. My name would
be carried up, and I would hear him verifying my presence
from the maid through the opened door; then there
came a cheery cry of wellcome: “Is that
you? Come up, come up!” and I found him
sometimes half-way down the stairs to meet me.
He would make an excuse for having kept me below a
moment, and say something about the rule he had to
observe in all cases, as if he would not have me feel
his fence a personal thing. I was aware how thoroughly
his gentle spirit pervaded the whole house; the Irish
maid who opened the door had the effect of being a
neighbor too, and of being in the joke of the little
formality; she apologized in her turn for the reception-room;
there was certainly nothing trampled upon in her manner,
but affection and reverence for him whose gate she
guarded, with something like the sentiment she would
have cherished for a dignitary of the Church, but
nicely differenced and adjusted to the Autocrat’s
peculiar merits.
The last time I was in that place,
a visitant who had lately knocked at my own door was
about to enter. I met the master of the house
on the landing of the stairs outside his study, and
he led me in for the few moments we could spend together.
He spoke of the shadow so near, and said he supposed
there could be no hope, but he did not refuse the cheer
I offered him from my ignorance against his knowledge,
and at something that was thought or said he smiled,
with even a breath of laughter, so potent is the wont
of a lifetime, though his eyes were full of tears,
and his voice broke with his words. Those who
have sorrowed deepest will understand this best.
It was during the few years of our
Beacon Street neighborhood that he spent those hundred
days abroad in his last visit to England and France.
He was full of their delight when he came back, and
my propinquity gave me the advantage of hearing him
speak of them at first hand. He whimsically pleased
himself most with his Derby-day experiences, and enjoyed
contrasting the crowd and occasion with that of forty
or fifty years earlier, when he had seen some famous
race of the Derby won; nothing else in England seemed
to have moved him so much, though all that royalties,
dignities, and celebrities could well do for him had
been done. Of certain things that happened to
him, characteristic of the English, and interesting
to him in their relation to himself through his character
of universally interested man, he spoke freely; but
he has said what he chose to the public about them,
and I have no right to say more. The thing that
most vexed him during his sojourn apparently was to
have been described in one of the London papers as
quite deaf; and I could truly say to him that I had
never imagined him at all deaf, or heard him accused
of it before. “Oh, yes,” he said,
“I am a little hard of hearing on one side.
But it isn’t deafness.”
He had, indeed, few or none of the
infirmities of age that make themselves painfully
or inconveniently evident. He carried his slight
figure erect, and until his latest years his step was
quick and sure. Once he spoke of the lessened
height of old people, apropos of something that was
said, and “They will shrink, you know,”
he added, as if he were not at all concerned in the
fact himself. If you met him in the street, you
encountered a spare, carefully dressed old gentleman,
with a clean-shaven face and a friendly smile, qualified
by the involuntary frown of his thick, senile brows;
well coated, lustrously shod, well gloved, in a silk
hat, latterly wound with a mourning-weed. Sometimes
he did not know you when he knew you quite well, and
at such times I think it was kind to spare his years
the fatigue of recalling your identity; at any rate,
I am glad of the times when I did so. In society
he had the same vagueness, the same dimness; but after
the moment he needed to make sure of you, he was as
vivid as ever in his life. He made me think of
a bed of embers on which the ashes have thinly gathered,
and which, when these are breathed away, sparkles
and tinkles keenly up with all the freshness of a
newly kindled fire. He did not mind talking about
his age, and I fancied rather enjoyed doing so.
Its approaches interested him; if he was going, he
liked to know just how and when he was going.
Once he spoke of his lasting strength in terms of imaginative
humor: he was still so intensely interested in
nature, the universe, that it seemed to him he was
not like an old man so much as a lusty infant which
struggles against having the breast snatched from it.
He laughed at the notion of this, with that impersonal
relish which seemed to me singularly characteristic
of the self-consciousness so marked in him. I
never heard one lugubrious word from him in regard
to his years. He liked your sympathy on all grounds
where he could have it self-respectfully, but he was
a most manly spirit, and he would not have had it even
as a type of the universal decay. Possibly he
would have been interested to have you share in that
analysis of himself which he was always making, if
such a thing could have been.
He had not much patience with the
unmanly craving for sympathy in others, and chiefly
in our literary craft, which is somewhat ignobly given
to it, though he was patient, after all. He used
to say, and I believe he has said it in print, [Holmes
said it in print many times, in his three novels and
scattered through the “Breakfast Table”
series. D.W.] that unless a man could
show a good reason for writing verse, it was rather
against him, and a proof of weakness. I suppose
this severe conclusion was something he had reached
after dealing with innumerable small poets who sought
the light in him with verses that no editor would admit
to print. Yet of morbidness he was often very
tender; he knew it to be disease, something that must
be scientifically rather than ethically treated.
He was in the same degree kind to any sensitiveness,
for he was himself as sensitive as he was manly, and
he was most delicately sensitive to any rightful social
claim upon him. I was once at a dinner with him,
where he was in some sort my host, in a company of
people whom he had not seen me with before, and he
made a point of acquainting me with each of them.
It did not matter that I knew most of them already;
the proof of his thoughtfulness was precious, and I
was sorry when I had to disappoint it by confessing
a previous knowledge.
VIII.
I had three memorable meetings with
him not very long before he died: one a year
before, and the other two within a few months of the
end. The first of these was at luncheon in the
summer-house of a friend whose hospitality made it
summer the year round, and we all went out to meet
him, when he drove up in his open carriage, with the
little sunshade in his hand, which he took with him
for protection against the heat, and also, a little,
I think, for the whim of it. He sat a moment after
he arrived, as if to orient himself in respect to
each of us. Beside the gifted hostess, there
was the most charming of all the American essayists,
and the Autocrat seemed at once to find himself singularly
at home with the people who greeted him. There
was no interval needed for fanning away the ashes;
he tinkled up before he entered the house, and at
the table he was as vivid and scintillant as I ever
saw him, if indeed I ever saw him as much so.
The talk began at once, and we had made him believe
that there was nothing egotistic in his taking the
word, or turning it in illustration from himself upon
universal matters. I spoke among other things
of some humble ruins on the road to Gloucester, which
gave the way-side a very aged look; the tumbled foundation-stones
of poor bits of houses, and “Ah,” he said,
“the cellar and the well?” He added, to
the company generally, “Do you know what I think
are the two lines of mine that go as deep as any others,
in a certain direction?” and he began to repeat
stragglingly certain verses from one of his earlier
poems, until he came to the closing couplet.
But I will give them in full, because in going to
look them up I have found them so lovely, and because
I can hear his voice again in every fondly accented
syllable:
“Who sees unmoved,
a ruin at his feet,
The lowliest home where
human hearts have beat?
Its hearth-stone, shaded
with the bistre stain,
A century’s showery
torrents wash in vain;
Its starving orchard
where the thistle blows,
And mossy trunks still
mark the broken rows;
Its chimney-loving poplar,
oftenest seen
Next an old roof, or
where a roof has been;
Its knot-grass, plantain, all
the social weeds,
Man’s mute companions
following where he leads;
Its dwarfed pale flowers,
that show their straggling heads,
Sown by the wind from
grass-choked garden-beds;
Its woodbine creeping
where it used to climb;
Its roses breathing
of the olden time;
All the poor shows the
curious idler sees,
As life’s thin
shadows waste by slow degrees,
Till naught remains,
the saddening tale to tell,
Save home’s last
wrecks the cellar and the
well!”
The poet’s chanting voice rose
with a triumphant swell in the climax, and “There,”
he said, “isn’t it so? The cellar
and the well they can’t be thrown
down or burnt up; they are the human monuments that
last longest and defy decay.” He rejoiced
openly in the sympathy that recognized with him the
divination of a most pathetic, most signal fact, and
he repeated the last couplet again at our entreaty,
glad to be entreated for it. I do not know whether
all will agree with him concerning the relative importance
of the lines, but I think all must feel the exquisite
beauty of the picture to which they give the final
touch.
He said a thousand witty and brilliant
things that day, but his pleasure in this gave me
the most pleasure, and I recall the passage distinctly
out of the dimness that covers the rest. He chose
to figure us younger men, in touching upon the literary
circumstance of the past and present, as representative
of modern feeling and thinking, and himself as no
longer contemporary. We knew he did this to be
contradicted, and we protested, affectionately, fervently,
with all our hearts and minds; and indeed there were
none of his generation who had lived more widely into
ours. He was not a prophet like Emerson, nor ever
a voice crying in the wilderness like Whittier or
Lowell. His note was heard rather amid the sweet
security of streets, but it was always for a finer
and gentler civility. He imagined no new rule
of life, and no philosophy or theory of life will
be known by his name. He was not constructive;
he was essentially observant, and in this he showed
the scientific nature. He made his reader known
to himself, first in the little, and then in the larger
things. From first to last he was a censor, but
a most winning and delightful censor, who could make
us feel that our faults were other people’s,
and who was not wont
“To bait his homilies
with his brother worms.”
At one period he sat in the seat of
the scorner, as far as Reform was concerned, or perhaps
reformers, who are so often tedious and ridiculous;
but he seemed to get a new heart with the new mind
which came to him when he began to write the Autocrat
papers, and the light mocker of former days became
the serious and compassionate thinker, to whom most
truly nothing that was human was alien. His readers
trusted and loved him; few men have ever written so
intimately with so much dignity, and perhaps none
has so endeared himself by saying just the thing for
his reader that his reader could not say for himself.
He sought the universal through himself in others,
and he found to his delight and theirs that the most
universal thing was often, if not always, the most
personal thing.
In my later meetings with him I was
struck more and more by his gentleness. I believe
that men are apt to grow gentler as they grow older,
unless they are of the curmudgeon type, which rusts
and crusts with age, but with Doctor Holmes the gentleness
was peculiarly marked. He seemed to shrink from
all things that could provoke controversy, or even
difference; he waived what might be a matter of dispute,
and rather sought the things that he could agree with
you upon. In the last talk I had with him he
appeared to have no grudge left, except for the puritanic
orthodoxy in which he had been bred as a child.
This he was not able to forgive, though its tradition
was interwoven with what was tenderest and dearest
in his recollections of childhood. We spoke of
puritanism, and I said I sometimes wondered what could
be the mind of a man towards life who had not been
reared in its awful shadow, say an English Churchman,
or a Continental Catholic; and he said he could not
imagine, and that he did not believe such a man could
at all enter into our feelings; puritanism, he seemed
to think, made an essential and ineradicable difference.
I do not believe he had any of that false sentiment
which attributes virtue of character to severity of
creed, while it owns the creed to be wrong.
He differed from Longfellow in often
speaking of his contemporaries. He spoke of them
frankly, but with an appreciative rather than a censorious
criticism. Of Longfellow himself he said that
day, when I told him I had been writing about him,
and he seemed to me a man without error, that he could
think of but one error in him, and that was an error
of taste, of almost merely literary taste. It
was at an earlier time that he talked of Lowell, after
his death, and told me that Lowell once in the fever
of his anti-slavery apostolate had written him, urging
him strongly, as a matter of duty, to come out for
the cause he had himself so much at heart. Afterwards
Lowell wrote again, owning himself wrong in his appeal,
which he had come to recognize as invasive. “He
was ten years younger than I,” said the doctor.
I found him that day I speak of in
his house at Beverly Farms, where he had a pleasant
study in a corner by the porch, and he met me with
all the cheeriness of old. But he confessed that
he had been greatly broken up by the labor of preparing
something that might be read at some commemorative
meeting, and had suffered from finding first that he
could not write something specially for it. Even
the copying and adapting an old poem had overtaxed
him, and in this he showed the failing powers of age.
But otherwise he was still young, intellectually; that
is, there was no failure of interest in intellectual
things, especially literary things. Some new
book lay on the table at his elbow, and he asked me
if I had seen it, and made some joke about his having
had the good luck to read it, and have it lying by
him a few days before when the author called.
I do not know whether he schooled himself against an
old man’s tendency to revert to the past or
not, but I know that he seldom did so. That morning,
however, he made several excursions into it, and told
me that his youthful satire of the ‘Spectre
Pig’ had been provoked by a poem of the elder
Dana’s, where a phantom horse had been seriously
employed, with an effect of anticlimax which he had
found irresistible. Another foray was to recall
the oppression and depression of his early religious
associations, and to speak with moving tenderness of
his father, whose hard doctrine as a minister was
without effect upon his own kindly nature.
In a letter written to me a few weeks
after this time, upon an occasion when he divined
that some word from him would be more than commonly
dear, he recurred to the feeling he then expressed:
“Fifty-six years ago more than half
a century I lost my own father, his age
being seventy-three years. As I have reached
that period of life, passed it, and now left it far
behind, my recollections seem to brighten and bring
back my boyhood and early manhood in a clearer and
fairer light than it came to me in my middle decades.
I have often wished of late years that I could tell
him how I cherished his memory; perhaps I may have
the happiness of saying all I long to tell him on
the other side of that thin partition which I love
to think is all that divides us.”
Men are never long together without
speaking of women, and I said how inevitably men’s
lives ended where they began, in the keeping of women,
and their strength failed at last and surrendered itself
to their care. I had not finished before I was
made to feel that I was poaching, and “Yes,”
said the owner of the preserve, “I have spoken
of that,” and he went on to tell me just where.
He was not going to have me suppose I had invented
those notions, and I could not do less than own that
I must have found them in his book, and forgotten
it.
He spoke of his pleasant summer life
in the air, at once soft and fresh, of that lovely
coast, and of his drives up and down the country roads.
Sometimes this lady and sometimes that came for him,
and one or two habitually, but he always had his own
carriage ordered, if they failed, that he might not
fail of his drive in any fair weather. His cottage
was not immediately on the sea, but in full sight
of it, and there was a sense of the sea about it,
as there is in all that incomparable region, and I
do not think he could have been at home anywhere beyond
the reach of its salt breath.
I was anxious not to outstay his strength,
and I kept my eye on the clock in frequent glances.
I saw that he followed me in one of these, and I said
that I knew what his hours were, and I was watching
so that I might go away in time, and then he sweetly
protested. Did I like that chair I was sitting
in? It was a gift to him, and he said who gave
it, with a pleasure in the fact that was very charming,
as if he liked the association of the thing with his
friend. He was disposed to excuse the formal
look of his bookcases, which were filled with sets,
and presented some phalanxes of fiction in rather
severe array.
When I rose to go, he was concerned
about my being able to find my way readily to the
station, and he told me how to go, and what turns to
take, as if he liked realizing the way to himself.
I believe he did not walk much of late years, and
I fancy he found much the same pleasure in letting
his imagination make this excursion to the station
with me that he would have found in actually going.
I saw him once more, but only once,
when a day or two later he drove up by our hotel in
Magnolia toward the cottage where his secretary was
lodging. He saw us from his carriage, and called
us gayly to him, to make us rejoice with him at having
finally got that commemorative poem off his mind.
He made a jest of the trouble it had cost him, even
some sleeplessness, and said he felt now like a convalescent.
He was all brightness, and friendliness, and eagerness
to make us feel his mood, through what was common
to us all; and I am glad that this last impression
of him is so one with the first I ever had, and with
that which every reader receives from his work.
That is bright, and friendly and eager
too, for it is throughout the very expression of himself.
I think it is a pity if an author disappoints even
the unreasonable expectation of the reader, whom his
art has invited to love him; but I do not believe
that Doctor Holmes could inflict this disappointment.
Certainly he could disappoint no reasonable expectation,
no intelligent expectation. What he wrote, that
he was, and every one felt this who met him.
He has therefore not died, as some men die, the remote
impersonal sort, but he is yet thrillingly alive in
every page of his books. The quantity of his
literature is not great, but the quality is very surprising,
and surprising first of all as equality. From
the beginning to the end he wrote one man, of course
in his successive consciousnesses. Perhaps every
one does this, but his work gives the impression of
an uncommon continuity, in spite of its being the effect
of a later and an earlier impulse so very marked as
to have made the later an astonishing revelation to
those who thought they knew him.
IX.
It is not for me in such a paper as
this to attempt any judgment of his work. I have
loved it, as I loved him, with a sense of its limitations
which is by no means a censure of its excellences.
He was not a man who cared to transcend; he liked
bounds, he liked horizons, the constancy of shores.
If he put to sea, he kept in sight of land, like the
ancient navigators. He did not discover new continents;
and I will own that I, for my part, should not have
liked to sail with Columbus. I think one can
safely affirm that as great and as useful men stayed
behind, and found an America of the mind without stirring
from their thresholds.