He had often heard of it. Connoisseurs
of such matters, young newspaper men trying to make
literature out of life and smuggle it into print under
the guard of unwary editors, and young authors eager
to get life into their literature, had recommended
it to him as one of the most impressive sights of
the city; and he had willingly agreed with them that
he ought to see it. He imagined it very dramatic,
and he was surprised to find it in his experience
so largely subjective. If there was any drama
at all it was wholly in his own consciousness.
But the thing was certainly impressive in its way.
CHAPTER I
He thought it a great piece of luck
that he should come upon it by chance, and so long
after he had forgotten about it that he was surprised
to recognize it for the spectacle he had often promised
himself the pleasure of seeing.
Pleasure is the right word; for pleasure
of the painful sort that all hedonists will easily
imagine was what he expected to get from it; though
upon the face of it there seems no reason why a man
should delight to see his fellow-men waiting in the
winter street for the midnight dole of bread which
must in some cases be their only meal from the last
midnight to the next midnight. But the mere thought
of it gave him pleasure, and the sight of it, from
the very first instant. He was proud of knowing
just what it was at once, with the sort of pride which
one has in knowing an earthquake, though one has never
felt one before. He saw the double file of men
stretching up one street, and stretching down the other
from the corner of the bakery where the loaves were
to be given out on the stroke of twelve, and he hugged
himself in a luxurious content with his perspicacity.
It was all the more comfortable to
do this because he was in a coup, warmly shut against
the sharp, wholesome Christmas-week weather, and was
wrapped to the chin in a long fur overcoat, which he
wore that night as a duty to his family, with a conscience
against taking cold and alarming them for his health.
He now practised another piece of self-denial:
he let the cabman drive rapidly past the interesting
spectacle, and carry him to the house where he was
going to fetch away the child from the Christmas party.
He wished to be in good time, so as to save the child
from anxiety about his coming; but he promised himself
to stop, going back, and glut his sensibility in a
leisurely study of the scene. He got the child,
with her arms full of things from the Christmas-tree,
into the coup, and then he said to the cabman, respectfully
leaning as far over from his box to listen as his
thick greatcoat would let him: “When you
get up there near that bakery again, drive slowly.
I want to have a look at those men.”
“All right, sir,” said
the driver intelligently, and he found his why skilfully
out of the street among the high banks of the seasonable
Christmas-week snow, which the street-cleaners had
heaped up there till they could get round to it with
their carts.
When they were in Broadway again it
seemed lonelier and silenter than it was a few minutes
before. Except for their own coup, the cable-cars,
with their flaming foreheads, and the mechanical clangor
of their gongs at the corners, seemed to have it altogether
to themselves. A tall, lumbering United States
mail van rolled by, and impressed my friend in the
coup with a cheap and agreeable sense of mystery relative
to the letters it was carrying to their varied destination
at the Grand Central Station. He listened with
half an ear to the child’s account of the fun
she had at the party, and he watched with both eyes
for the sight of the men waiting at the bakery for
the charity of the midnight loaves.
He played with a fear that they might
all have vanished, and with an apprehension that the
cabman might forget and whirl him rapidly by the place
where he had left them. But the driver remembered,
and checked his horses in good time; and there were
the men still, but in even greater number than before,
stretching farther up Broadway and farther out along
the side street. They stood slouched in dim and
solemn phalanx under the night sky, so seasonably,
clear and frostily atwinkle with Christmas-week stars;
two by two they stood, slouched close together, perhaps
for their mutual warmth, perhaps in an unconscious
effort to get near the door where the loaves were
to be given out, in time to share in them before they
were all gone.
CHAPTER II
My friend’s heart beat with
glad anticipation. He was really to see this
important, this representative thing to the greatest
possible advantage. He rapidly explained to his
companion that the giver of the midnight loaves got
rid of what was left of his daily bread in that way:
the next day it could not be sold, and he preferred
to give it away to those who needed it, rather than
try to find his account in it otherwise. She
understood, and he tried to think that sometimes coffee
was given with the bread, but he could not make sure
of this, though he would have liked very much to have
it done; it would have been much more dramatic.
Afterwards he learned that it was done, and he was
proud of having fancied it.
He decided that when he came alongside
of the Broadway file he would get out, and go to the
side door of the bakery and watch the men receiving
the bread. Perhaps he would find courage to speak
to them, and ask them about themselves. At the
time it did not strike him that it would be indecent.
A great many things about them were
open to reasonable conjecture. It was not probable
that they were any of them there for their health,
as the saying is. They were all there because
they were hungry, or else they were there in behalf
of some one else who was hungry. But it was always
possible that some of them were impostors, and he wondered
if any test was applied to them that would prove them
deserving or undeserving. If one were poor, one
ought to be deserving; if one were rich, it did not
so much matter.
It seemed to him very likely that
if he asked these men questions they would tell him
lies. A fantastic association of their double
files and those of the galley-slaves whom Don Quixote
released, with the tonguey Gines de Passamonte at
their head, came into his mind. He smiled, and
then he thought how these men were really a sort of
slaves and convicts slaves to want and
self-convicted of poverty. All at once he fancied
them actually manacled there together, two by two,
a coffle of captives taken in some cruel foray, and
driven to a market where no man wanted to buy.
He thought how old their slavery was; and he wondered
if it would ever be abolished, as other slaveries
had been. Would the world ever outlive it?
Would some New-Year’s day come when some President
would proclaim, amid some dire struggle, that their
slavery was to be no more? That would be fine.
CHAPTER III
He noticed how still the most of them
were. A few of them stepped a little out of the
line, and stamped to shake off the cold; but all the
rest remained motionless, shrinking into themselves,
and closer together. They might have been their
own dismal ghosts, they were so still, with no more
need of defence from the cold than the dead have.
He observed now that not one among
them had a fur overcoat on; and at a second glance
he saw that there was not an overcoat of any kind among
them. He made his reflection that if any of them
were impostors, and not true men, with real hunger,
and if they were alive to feel that stiff, wholesome,
Christmas-week cold, they were justly punished for
their deceit.
He was interested by the celerity,
the simultaneity of his impressions, his reflections.
It occurred to him that his abnormal alertness must
be something like that of a drowning person, or a
person in mortal peril, and being perfectly safe and
well, he was obscurely flattered by the fact.
To test his condition further he took
note of the fine mass of the great dry-goods store
on the hither corner, blocking itself out of the blue-black
night, and of the Gothic beauty of the church beyond,
so near that the coffle of captives might have issued
from its sculptured portal, after vain prayer.
Fragments of conjecture, of speculation,
drifted through his mind. How early did these
files begin to form themselves for the midnight dole
of bread? As early as ten, as nine o’clock?
If so, did the fact argue habitual destitution, or
merely habitual leisure? Did the slaves in the
coffle make acquaintance, or remain strangers to one
another, though they were closely neighbored night
after night by their misery? Perhaps they joked
away the weary hours of waiting; they must have their
jokes. Which of them were old-comers, and which
novices? Did they ever quarrel over questions
of precedence? Had they some comity, some etiquette,
which a man forced to leave his place could appeal
to, and so get it back? Could one say to his
next-hand man, “Will you please keep my place?”
and would this man say to an interloper, “Excuse
me, this place is engaged”? How was it
with them, when the coffle worked slowly or swiftly
past the door where the bread and coffee were given
out, and word passed to the rear that the supply was
exhausted? This must sometimes happen, and what
did they do then?
CHAPTER IV
My friend did not quite like to think.
Vague, reproachful thoughts for all the remote and
immediate luxury of his life passed through his mind.
If he reformed that and gave the saving to hunger and
cold? But what was the use? There was so
much hunger, so much cold, that it could not go round.
The cabman was obeying his orders
too faithfully. He was not only walking by the
Broadway coffle, he was creeping by. His action
caught the notice of the slaves, and as the coups
passed them they all turned and faced it, like soldiers
under review making ready to salute a superior.
They were perfectly silent, perfectly respectful, but
their eyes seemed to pierce the coupe through and
through.
My friend was suddenly aware of a
certain quality of representivity; he stood to these
men for all the ease and safety that they could never,
never hope to know. He was Society: Society
that was to be preserved because it embodies Civilization.
He wondered if they hated him in his capacity of Better
Classes. He no longer thought of getting out and
watching their behavior as they took their bread and
coffee. He would have liked to excuse that thought,
and protest that he was ashamed of it; that he was
their friend, and wished them well as well
as might be without the sacrifice of his own advantages
or superfluities, which he could have persuaded them
would be perfectly useless. He put his hand on
that of his companion trembling on his arm with sympathy,
or at least with intelligence.
“You mustn’t mind.
What we are and what we do is all right. It’s
what they are and what they suffer that’s all
wrong.”
CHAPTER V
“Does that view of the situation
still satisfy you?” I asked, when he had told
me of this singular experience; I liked his apparently
not coloring it at all.
“I don’t know,”
he answered. “It seems to be the only way
out.”
“Well, it’s an easy way,”
I admitted, “and it’s an idea that ought
to gratify the midnight platoon.”