It all seemed very strange to Pony.
First, Jim Leonard was going to run off with him on
a raft, and then he was going to have Pony go by land
and follow him on the raft; then suddenly he fixed
it so that Pony was going alone, and he was going
to pass the last night with him in the barn; and here,
all at once, he was only coming, maybe, to see him
off in the morning. It made Pony feel very forlorn,
but he did not like to say anything for fear Jim Leonard
would call him cowardy-calf.
It was near sunset, on a cool day
in the beginning of October, and the wind was stirring
the dry blades in the corn-patch at the side of the
barn. They made a shivering sound, and it made
Pony lonesomer and lonesomer. He did not want
to run off, but he did not see how he could help it.
Trip stood at the wood-house door, looking at him,
but he did not dare to come to Pony as long as he
was near the barn. But when Pony started towards
the house Trip came running and jumping to him, and
Pony patted him and said, “Poor Trip, poor old
Trip!” He did not know when he should see such
another dog as that.
The kitchen door was open, and a beautiful
smell of frying supper was coming out. Pretty
soon his mother came to the open door, and stood watching
him patting Trip. “Well, have you made up
with poor old Trip, Pony? Why don’t you
come in, child? You look so cold, out there.”
Pony did not say anything, but he
came into the kitchen and sat in a corner beyond the
stove and watched his mother getting the supper.
In the dining-room his sisters were setting the table
and his father was reading by the lamp there.
Pony would have given almost anything if something
had happened just to make him tell what he was going
to do, so that he could have been kept from doing
it. He saw that his mother was watching him all
the time, and she said: “What makes you
so quiet, child?”
Pony said, “Oh, nothing,”
and his mother asked, “Have you been falling
out with Jim Leonard?”
Pony said no, and then she said, “I
almost wish you had, then. I don’t think
he’s a bad boy, but he’s a crazy fool,
and I wish you wouldn’t go with him so much.
I don’t like him.”
All of a sudden Pony felt that he
did not like Jim Leonard very much himself. It
seemed to him that Jim Leonard had not used him very
well, but he could not have told how.
After supper the great thing was how
to get out to the barn without any one’s noticing.
Pony went to the woodshed door two or three times to
look out. There were plenty of stars in the sky,
but it seemed very dark, and he knew that it would
be as black as pitch in the barn, and he did not see
how he could ever dare to go out to it, much less into
it. Every time he came back from looking he brought
an armload of wood into the kitchen so that his mother
would not notice.
The last time she said, “Why,
you dear, good boy, what a lot of wood you’re
bringing for your mother,” for usually Pony had
to be told two or three times before he would get
a single armload of wood.
When his mother praised him he was
ashamed to look at her, and so he looked round, and
he saw the lantern hanging by the mantel-piece.
When he saw that lantern he almost wished that he
had not seen it, for now he knew that his last excuse
was gone, and he would really have to run off.
If it had not been for the lantern he could have told
Jim Leonard that he was afraid to go out to the barn
on account of ghosts, for anybody would be afraid
of ghosts; Jim Leonard said he was afraid of them himself.
But now Pony could easily get the lantern and take
it out to the barn with him, and if it was not dark
the ghosts would not dare to touch you.
He tried to think back to the beginning
of the time when he first intended to run off, and
find out if there was not some way of not doing it;
but he could not, and if Jim Leonard was to come to
the barn the next morning to help him start, and should
not find him there, Pony did not know what he would
do. Jim Leonard would tell all the fellows, and
Pony would never hear the last of it. That was
the way it seemed to him, but his mind felt all fuzzy,
and he could not think very clearly about it.
When his mother finished up her work
in the kitchen he took the lantern from the nail and
slipped up the back stairs to his little room, and
then, after he heard his sisters going to bed and
his father and mother talking together quietly, he
lit the lantern and stole out to the barn with it.
Nobody noticed him, and he got safely inside the barn.
He used to like to carry the lantern very much, because
it made the shadows of his legs, when he walked, go
like scissors-blades, and that was fun; but that night
it did not cheer him up, and it seemed as if nothing
could cheer him up again. When Trip first saw
him come out into the woodshed with the lantern he
jumped up and pawed Pony and licked the lantern, he
was so glad, but when Pony went towards the barn Trip
stopped following him and went back into the wood-house
very sadly. Pony would have given almost anything
to have Trip come with him, only, as Jim Leonard said,
Trip would whine or bark, or something, and then Pony
would be found out and kept from running off.
The more he wanted to be kept from
running off the more he knew he must not try to be,
and he let Trip go back when he would have so gladly
helped him up into the hay-loft and slept with him
there. He would not have been afraid with Trip,
and now he found that he was dreadfully afraid.
The lantern-light was a charm against ghosts, but
not against rats, and the first thing Pony knew when
he got into the barn a rat ran across his foot.
Trip would have kept the rats off. They seemed
to just swarm in the loft when Pony got up there,
and after he hung the lantern on a nail and lay down
in the hay they did not mind him at all. They
played all around, and two of them got up on their
hind legs once and fought, or else danced, Pony could
not tell which. He could not sleep, and after
a while he felt the tears coming and he began to cry,
and he kept sobbing, and could not stop himself.
When Pony’s mother was ready
to go to bed she said to Pony’s father:
“Did Pony say good-night to you?” and
when he said no, she said, “But he must have
gone to bed,” and she ran up the stairs to see.
She came down again in about half a second and she
said, “He doesn’t seem to be there,”
and she raced all through the house hunting for him.
In the kitchen she saw that the lantern was gone and
then she said: “I might have known he was
up to some mischief, he was so quiet. This is
some more of Jim Leonard’s work. Henry,
I want you to go right out and look for Pony.
It’s half-past nine.”
Then Pony’s father knew that
it would be no use to talk and he started out.
But the whole street was quiet, and all the houses
were dark as if the people had gone to bed. He
went up town and to all the places where the big boys
were apt to play at night, and he found Hen Billard
and Archy Hawkins, but neither of them had seen Pony
since school. They were both sitting on Hen Billard’s
front steps, because Archy Hawkins was going to stay
all night with him, and they were telling stories.
When Pony’s father asked about Pony and seemed
anxious they tried to comfort him, but they could
not think where Pony could be. They said perhaps
Jim Leonard would know.
Then Pony’s father went home,
and the minute he opened the front door Pony’s
mother called out: “Have you found him?”
His father said: “No.
Hasn’t he come in yet?” and he told her
how he had been looking everywhere, and she burst
out crying.
“I know he’s fallen into
the canal and got drowned, or something,” and
she wrung her hands together; and then he said that
Hen Billard and Archy Hawkins thought Jim Leonard
would know, and he had only stopped to see whether
Pony had happened to come in, and he was going straight
to Jim Leonard’s mother’s house; and Pony’s
mother said: “Oh, go, go, go!” and
fairly pushed him out of the house.
By this time it was ten o’clock
and going on eleven, and all the town was as still
as death, except the dogs. Pony’s father
kept on until he got down to the river-bank, where
Jim Leonard’s mother lived, and he had to knock
and knock before he could make anybody hear. At
last Jim Leonard’s mother poked her head out
of the window and asked who was there, and Pony’s
father told her.
He said: “Is Jim at home, Mrs. Leonard?”
and she said:
“Yes, and fast asleep three hours ago.
What makes you ask?”
Then he had to tell her. “We
can’t find Pony, and some of the boys thought
Jim might know where he is. I’m sorry to
disturb you, Mrs. Leonard. Good-night,”
and he went back home.
When he got there he found Pony’s
mother about crazy. He said now they must search
the house thoroughly; and they went down into the cellar
first, because she said she knew Pony had fallen down
the stairs and killed himself. But he was not
there, and then they hunted through all the rooms
and looked under the tables and beds and into the cupboards
and closets, and he was not there. Then they
went into the wood-house and looked there, and up
into the wood-house loft among the old stoves and
broken furniture, and he was not there. Trip was
there, and he made them think so of Pony that Pony’s
mother took on worse than she had yet.
“Now I’m going out to
look in the barn,” said Pony’s father.
“You stay quietly in the house, Lucy.”
Trip started to go with Pony’s
father, but when he saw that he was going to the barn
he was afraid to follow him, Pony had trained him so;
and Pony’s father went alone. He shaded
the candle that he was carrying with his hand, and
when he got into the barn he put it down and stood
and looked and tried to think how he should do.
It was dangerous to go around among the hay with the
candle, and the lantern was gone.
Almost from the first Pony’s
father thought that he heard a strange noise like
some one sobbing, and then it seemed to him that there
was a light up in the loft. He holloed out:
“Who’s there?” and then the noise
stopped, but the light kept on. Pony’s
father holloed out again: “Pony! Is
that you, Pony?” and then Pony answered, “Yes,”
and he began sobbing again.
In less than half a second Pony’s
father was up in the loft, and then down again and
out of the barn and into the yard with Pony.
His mother was standing at the back
door, for she could not bear to stay in the house,
and Pony’s father holloed to her: “Here
he is, Lucy, safe and sound!” and Pony’s
mother holloed back:
“Well, don’t touch him,
Henry! Don’t scold the child! Don’t
say a word to him! Oh, I could just fall on my
knees!”
Pony’s father came along, bringing
Pony and the lantern. Pony’s hair and clothes
were all stuck full of pieces of hay, and his face
was smeared with hay-dust which he had rubbed into
it when he was crying. He had got some of Jim
Leonard’s mother’s hen’s eggs on
him, and he did not smell very well. But his
mother did not care how he looked or how he smelled.
She caught him up into her arms and just fairly hugged
him into the house, and there she sat down with him
in her arms, and kissed his dirty face, and his hair
all full of hay-sticks and spider-webs, and cried till
it seemed as if she was never going to stop.
She would not let his father say anything
to him, but after a while she washed him, and when
she got him clean she made him up a bed on the lounge
and put him to sleep there where she could see him.
She said she was not going to sleep herself that night,
but just stay up and realize that they had got Pony
safe again.
One thing she did ask him, and that
was: “What in the world made you want to
sleep in the barn, Pony?” and Pony was ashamed
to say he was getting ready to run off. He began:
“Jim Leonard — ” and his mother
broke out:
“I knew it was some of Jim Leonard’s
work!” and she talked against Jim Leonard until
Pony fell asleep, and said Pony should never speak
to him again.
She and Pony’s father sat up
all night talking, and about daybreak he recollected
that he had left the candle burning in the barn, and
he ran out with all his might to get it before it
set the barn on fire. But it had burned out without
catching anything, and he was coming back to the house
when he met Jim Leonard sneaking towards the barn door.
He pounced on him, and caught him by the collar, and
he said as savagely as he could: “What
are you doing here, Jim?”
Jim Leonard was too scared to speak,
and Pony’s father hauled him to the house door,
and holloed in to Pony’s mother: “I’ve
got Jim Leonard here, Lucy”; and she holloed
back:
“Oh, well, take him away, and
don’t let me see the dreadful boy!” and
Pony’s father said:
“I’ll take him home to
his mother, and see what she has to say to him.”
All the way down to the river-bank
he did not say a word to Jim Leonard, but when they
got to Jim Leonard’s mother’s house, there
she was with her pipe in her mouth coming out to get
chips to kindle the fire with, and she said:
“I’d like to know what
you’ve got my boy by the collar for, Mr. Baker?”
Pony’s father said: “I
don’t know myself; I’ll let him tell you.
Pony was hid in the barn last night, and I just now
caught Jim prowling around on the outside. I
should like to hear what he wanted.”
Jim Leonard did not say anything.
His mother gave him one look, and then she went into
the house and came out with a table-knife in her hand.
She said, “I reckon I can get
him to tell you,” and she went to a pear-tree
that there was before her house and cut a long sucker
from the foot of it. She came up to Jim and then
she said: “Tell!”
She did not have to say it twice,
and in about half a second he told how Pony had intended
to run off and how he put him up to it, and everything.
Pony’s father did not wait to see what Jim Leonard’s
mother did to Jim.
When Pony woke in the morning he heard
his mother saying: “I could almost think
he had bewitched the child.”
His father said: “It really
seems like a case of mesmeric influence.”
Pony was sick for about a week after
that. When he got better his father had a very
solemn talk with him, and asked why he ever dreamed
of running away from his home, where they all loved
him so. Pony could not tell. All the things
that he used to be so mad about were like nothing to
him now, and he was ashamed of them. His father
did not try hard to make him tell. He explained
to him what a miserable boy he would have been if he
had really got away, and said he hoped his night’s
experience in the barn would be a lesson to him.
That was what it turned out to be.
But it seemed to be a lesson to his father and mother,
too. They let him do more things, and his mother
did not baby him so much before the boys. He
thought she was trying to be a better mother to him,
and, perhaps, she did not baby him so much because
now he had a little brother for her to baby instead,
that was born about a week after Pony tried to run
off.