Jeff Durgin entered Harvard that fall,
with fewer conditions than most students have to work
off. This was set down to the credit of Lovewell
Academy, where he had prepared for the university;
and some observers in such matters were interested
to note how thoroughly the old school in a remote
town had done its work for him.
None who formed personal relations
with him at that time conjectured that he had done
much of the work for himself, and even to Westover,
when Jeff came to him some weeks after his settlement
in Cambridge, he seemed painfully out of his element,
and unamiably aware of it. For the time, at least,
he had lost the jovial humor, not too kindly always,
which largely characterized him, and expressed itself
in sallies of irony which were not so unkindly, either.
The painter perceived that he was on his guard against
his own friendly interest; Jeff made haste to explain
that he came because he had told his mother that he
would do so. He scarcely invited a return of
his visit, and he left Westover wondering at the sort
of vague rebellion against his new life which he seemed
to be in. The painter went out to see him in
Cambridge, not long after, and was rather glad to
find him rooming with some other rustic Freshman in
a humble street running from the square toward the
river; for he thought Jeff must have taken his lodging
for its cheapness, out of regard to his mother’s
means. But Jeff was not glad to be found there,
apparently; he said at once that he expected to get
a room in the Yard the next year, and eat at Memorial
Hall. He spoke scornfully of his boarding-house
as a place where they were all a lot of jays together;
and Westover thought him still more at odds with his
environment than he had before. But Jeff consented
to come in and dine with him at his restaurant, and
afterward go to the theatre with him.
When he came, Westover did not quite
like his despatch of the half-bottle of California
claret served each of them with the Italian table d’hote.
He did not like his having already seen the play he
proposed; and he found some difficulty in choosing
a play which Jeff had not seen. It appeared then
that he had been at the theatre two or three times
a week for the last month, and that it was almost
as great a passion with him as with Westover himself.
He had become already a critic of acting, with a rough
good sense of it, and a decided opinion. He knew
which actors he preferred, and which actresses, better
still. It was some consolation for Westover to
find that he mostly took an admission ticket when he
went to the theatre; but, though he could not blame
Jeff for showing his own fondness for it, he wished
that he had not his fondness.
So far Jeff seemed to have spent very
few of his evenings in Cambridge, and Westover thought
it would be well if he had some acquaintance there.
He made favor for him with a friendly family, who asked
him to dinner. They did it to oblige Westover,
against their own judgment and knowledge, for they
said it was always the same with Freshmen; a single
act of hospitality finished the acquaintance.
Jeff came, and he behaved with as great indifference
to the kindness meant him as if he were dining out
every night; he excused himself very early in the evening
on the ground that he had to go into Boston, and he
never paid his dinner-call. After that Westover
tried to consider his whole duty to him fulfilled,
and not to trouble himself further. Now and then,
however, Jeff disappointed the expectation Westover
had formed of him, by coming to see him, and being
apparently glad of the privilege. But he did not
make the painter think that he was growing in grace
or wisdom, though he apparently felt an increasing
confidence in his own knowledge of life.
Westover could only feel a painful
interest tinged with amusement in his grotesque misconceptions
of the world where he had not yet begun to right himself.
Jeff believed lurid things of the society wholly unknown
to him; to his gross credulity, Boston houses, which
at the worst were the homes of a stiff and cold exclusiveness,
were the scenes of riot only less scandalous than
the dissipation to which fashionable ladies abandoned
themselves at champagne suppers in the Back Bay hotels
and on their secret visits to the Chinese opium-joints
in Kingston Street.
Westover tried to make him see how
impossible his fallacies were; but he could perceive
that Jeff thought him either wilfully ignorant or
helplessly innocent, and of far less authority than
a barber who had the entree of all these swell families
as hair-dresser, and who corroborated the witness
of a hotel night-clerk (Jeff would not give their names)
to the depravity of the upper classes. He had
to content himself with saying: “I hope
you will be ashamed some day of having believed such
rot. But I suppose it’s something you’ve
got to go through. You may take my word for it,
though? that it isn’t going to do you any good.
It’s going to do you harm, and that’s
why I hate to have you think it, for your own sake.
It can’t hurt any one else.”
What disgusted the painter most was
that, with all his belief in the wickedness of the
fine world, it was clear that Jeff would have willingly
been of it; and he divined that if he had any strong
aspirations they were for society and for social acceptance.
He had fancied, when the fellow seemed to care so
little for the studies of the university, that he
might come forward in its sports. Jeff gave more
and more the effect of tremendous strength in his
peculiar physique, though there was always the disappointment
of not finding him tall. He was of the middle
height, but he was hewn out and squared upward massively.
He felt like stone to any accidental contact, and
the painter brought away a bruise from the mere brunt
of his shoulders. He learned that Jeff was a frequenter
of the gymnasium, where his strength must have been
known, but he could not make out that he had any standing
among the men who went in for athletics. If Jeff
had even this, the sort of standing in college which
he failed of would easily have been won, too.
But he had been falsely placed at the start, or some
quality of his nature neutralized other qualities that
would have made him a leader in college, and he remained
one of the least forward men in it. Other jays
won favor and liking, and ceased to be jays; Jeff
continued a jay. He was not chosen into any of
the nicer societies; those that he joined when he
thought they were swell he could not care for when
he found they were not.
Westover came into a knowledge of
the facts through his casual and scarcely voluntary
confidences, and he pitied him somewhat while he blamed
him a great deal more, without being able to help him
at all.
It appeared to him that the fellow
had gone wrong more through ignorance than perversity,
and that it was a stubbornness of spirit rather than
a badness of heart that kept him from going right.
He sometimes wondered whether it was not more a baffled
wish to be justified in his own esteem than anything
else that made him overvalue the things he missed.
He knew how such an experience as that with Mrs. Marven
rankles in the heart of youth, and will not cease
to smart till some triumph in kind brines it ease;
but between the man of thirty and the boy of twenty
there is a gulf fixed, and he could not ask.
He did not know that a college man often goes wrong
in his first year, out of no impulse that he can very
clearly account for himself, and then when he ceases
to be merely of his type and becomes more of his character,
he pulls up and goes right. He did not know how
much Jeff had been with a set that was fast without
being fine. The boy had now and then a book in
his hand when he came; not always such a book as Westover
could have wished, but still a book; and to his occasional
questions about how he was getting on with his college
work, Jeff made brief answers, which gave the notion
that he was not neglecting it.
Toward the end of his first year he
sent to Westover one night from a station-house, where
he had been locked up for breaking a street-lamp in
Boston. By his own showing he had not broken the
lamp, or assisted, except through his presence, at
the misdeed of the tipsy students who had done it.
His breath betrayed that he had been drinking, too;
but otherwise he seemed as sober as Westover himself,
who did not know whether to augur well or ill for
him from the proofs he had given before of his ability
to carry off a bottle of wine with a perfectly level
head. Jeff seemed to believe Westover a person
of such influence that he could secure his release
at once, and he was abashed to find that he must pass
the night in the cell, where he conferred with Westover
through the bars.
In the police court, where his companions
were fined, the next morning, he was discharged for
want of evidence against him; but the university authorities
did not take the same view as the civil authorities.
He was suspended, and for the time he passed out of
Westover’s sight and knowledge.
He expected to find him at Lion’s
Head, where he went to pass the month of August in
painting those pictures of the mountain which had in
some sort, almost in spite of him, become his specialty.
But Mrs. Durgin employed the first free moments after
their meeting in explaining that Jeff had got a chance
to work his way to London on a cattle-steamer, and
had been abroad the whole summer. He had written
home that the voyage had been glorious, with plenty
to eat and little to do; and he had made favor with
the captain for his return by the same vessel in September.
By other letters it seemed that he had spent the time
mostly in England; but he had crossed over into France
for a fortnight, and had spent a week in Paris.
His mother read some passages from his letters aloud
to show Westover how Jeff was keeping his eyes open.
His accounts of his travel were a mixture of crude
sensations in the presence of famous scenes and objects
of interest, hard-headed observation of the facts of
life, narrow-minded misconception of conditions, and
wholly intelligent and adequate study of the art of
inn-keeping in city and country.
Mrs. Durgin seemed to feel that there
was some excuse due for the relative quantity of the
last. “He knows that’s what I’d
care for the most; and Jeff a’n’t one
to forget his mother.” As if the word reminded
her, she added, after a moment: “We sha’n’t
any of us soon forget what you done for Jeff that
time.”
“I didn’t do anything
for him, Mrs. Durgin; I couldn’t,” Westover
protested.
“You done what you could, and
I know that you saw the thing in the right light,
or you wouldn’t ‘a’ tried to do anything.
Jeff told me every word about it. I know he was
with a pretty harum-scarum crowd. But it
was a lesson to him; and I wa’n’t goin’
to have him come back here, right away, and have folks
talkin’ about what they couldn’t understand,
after the way the paper had it.”
“Did it get into the papers?”
“Mm.” Mrs. Durgin
nodded. “And some dirty, sneakin’
thing, here, wrote a letter to the paper and told
a passel o’ lies about Jeff and all of us; and
the paper printed Jeff’s picture with it; I don’t
know how they got a hold of it. So when he got
that chance to go, I just said, ‘Go.’
You’ll see he’ll keep all straight enough
after this, Mr. Westover.”
“Old woman read you any of Jeff’s
letters?” Whit-well asked, when his chance for
private conference with Westover came. “What
was the rights of that scrape he got into?”
Westover explained as favorably to
Jeff as he could; the worst of the affair was the
bad company he was in.
“Well, where there’s smoke
there’s some fire. Cou’t discharged
him and college suspended him. That’s about
where it is? I guess he’ll keep out o’
harm’s way next time. Read you what he said
about them scenes of the Revolution in Paris?”
“Yes; he seems to have looked
it all up pretty thoroughly.”
“Done it for me, I guess, much
as anything. I was always talkin’ it up
with him. Jeff’s kep’ his eyes open,
that’s a fact. He’s got a head on
him, more’n I ever thought.”
Westover decided that Mrs. Durgin’s
prepotent behavior toward Mrs. Marven the summer before
had not hurt her materially, with the witnesses even.
There were many new boarders, but most of those whom
he had already met were again at Lion’s Head.
They said there was no air like it, and no place so
comfortable. If they had sold their birthright
for a mess of pottage, Westover had to confess that
the pottage was very good. Instead of the Irish
woman at ten dollars a week who had hitherto been Mrs.
Durgin’s cook, under her personal surveillance
and direction, she had now a man cook, whom she boldly
called a chef and paid eighty dollars a month.
He wore the white apron and white cap of his calling,
but Westover heard him speak Yankee through his nose
to one of the stablemen as they exchanged hilarities
across the space between the basement and the barn-door.
“Yes,” Mrs. Durgin admitted, “he’s
an American; and he learnt his trade at one of the
best hotels in Portland. He’s pretty headstrong,
but I guess he does what he’s told in
the end. The meanyous? Oh, Franky Whitwell
prints then. He’s got an amateur printing-office
in the stable-loft.”