That afternoon Westover saw Jeff helping
Cynthia Whitwell into his buckboard, and then, after
his lively horse had made some paces of a start, spring
to the seat beside her, and bring it to a stand.
“Can I do anything for you over at Lovewell,
Mr. Westover?” he called, and he smiled toward
the painter. Then he lightened the reins on the
mare’s back; she squared herself for a start
in earnest, and flashed down the sloping hotel road
to the highway below, and was lost to sight in the
clump of woods to the southward.
“That’s a good friend
of yours, Cynthy,” he said, leaning toward the
girl with a simple comfort in her proximity.
She was dressed in a pale-pink color, with a hat of
yet paler pink; without having a great deal of fashion,
she had a good deal of style. She looked bright
and fresh; there was a dash of pink in her cheeks,
which suggested the color of the sweetbrier, its purity
and sweetness, and if there was something in Cynthia’s
character and temperament that suggested its thorns
too, one still could not deny that she was like that
flower. She liked to shop, and she liked to ride
after a good horse, as the neighbors would have said;
she was going over to Lovewell to buy a number of things,
and Jeff Durgin was driving her there with the swift
mare that was his peculiar property. She smiled
upon him without the usual reservations she contrived
to express in her smiles.
“Well, I don’t know anybody
I’d rather have for my friend than Mr. Westover.”
She added: “He acted like a friend the very
first time I saw him.”
Jeff laughed with shameless pleasure
in the reminiscence her words suggested. “Well,
I did get my come-uppings that time. And I don’t
know but he’s been a pretty good friend to me,
too. I’m not sure he likes me; but Mr.
Westover is a man that could be your friend if he didn’t
like you.”
“What have you done to make him like you?”
asked the girl.
“Nothing!” said Jeff,
with a shout of laughter in his conviction. “I’ve
done a lot of things to make him despise me from the
start. But if you like a person yourself, you
want him to like you whether you deserve it or not.”
“I don’t know as I do.”
“You say that because you always
deserve it. You can’t tell how it is with
a fellow like me. I should want you to like me,
Cynthy, whatever you thought of me.” He
looked round into her face, but she turned it away.
They had struck the level, long for
the hill country, at the foot of the hotel road, and
the mare, that found herself neither mounting nor
descending a steep, dropped from the trot proper for
an acclivity into a rapid walk.
“This mare can walk like a Kentucky
horse,” said Jeff. “I believe I could
teach her single-foot.” He added, with a
laugh, “If I knew how,” and now Cynthia
laughed with him.
“I was just going to say that.”
“Yes, you don’t lose many chances to give
me a dig, do you?”
“Oh, I don’t know as I
look for them. Perhaps I don’t need to.”
The pine woods were deep on either side. They
whispered in the thin, sweet wind, and gave out their
odor in the high, westering sun. They covered
with their shadows the road that ran velvety between
them.
“This is nice,” said Jeff,
letting himself rest against the back of the seat.
He stretched his left arm along the top, and presently
it dropped and folded itself about the waist of the
girl.
“You may take your arm away, Jeff,” she
said, quietly.
“Why?”
“Because it has no right there,
for one thing!” She drew herself a little aside
and looked round at him. “You wouldn’t
put it round a town girl if you were riding with her.”
“I shouldn’t be riding
with her: Girls don’t go buggy-riding in
town any more,” said Jeff, brutally.
“Then I shall know what to do the next time
you ask me.”
“Oh, they’d go quick enough
if I asked them up here in the country. Etiquette
don’t count with them when they’re on a
vacation.”
“I’m not on a vacation;
so it counts with me. Please take your arm away,”
said Cynthia.
“Oh, all right. But I shouldn’t
object to your putting your arm around me.”
“You will never have the chance.”
“Why are you so hard on me,
Cynthy?” asked Jeff. “You didn’t
used to be so.”
“People change.”
“Do I?”
“Not for the better.”
Jeff was dumb. She was pleased
with her hit, and laughed. But her laugh did
not encourage him to put his arm round her again.
He let the mare walk on, and left her to resume the
conversation at whatever point she would.
She made no haste to resume it.
At last she said, with sufficient apparent remoteness
from the subject they had dropped: “Jeff,
I don’t know whether you want me to talk about
it. But I guess I ought to, even if it isn’t
my place exactly. I don’t think Jackson’s
very well, this summer.”
Jeff faced round toward her.
“What makes you think he isn’t well?”
“He’s weaker. Haven’t you noticed
it?”
“Yes, I have noticed that. He’s worked
down; that’s all.”
“No, that isn’t all. But if you don’t
think so ”
“I want to know what you think,
Cynthy,” said Jeff, with the amorous resentment
all gone from his voice. “Sometimes folks
outside notice the signs more I don’t
mean that you’re an outsider, as far as we’re
concerned ”
She put by that point. “Father’s
noticed it, too; and he’s with Jackson a good
deal.”
“I’ll look after it.
If he isn’t so well, he’s got to have a
doctor. That medium’s stuff can’t
do him any good. Don’t you think he ought
to have a doctor?”
“Oh yes.”
“You don’t think a doctor can do him much
good?”
“He ought to have one,” said the girl,
noncommittally.
“Cynthia, I’ve noticed
that Jackson was weak, too; and it’s no use
pretending that he’s simply worked down.
I believe he’s worn out. Do you think mother’s
ever noticed it?”
“I don’t believe she has.”
“It’s the one thing I
can’t very well make up my mind to speak to her
about. I don’t know what she would do.”
He did not say, “If she lost Jackson,”
but Cynthia knew he meant that, and they were both
silent. “Of course,” he went on,
“I know that she places a great deal of dependence
upon you, but Jackson’s her main stay. He’s
a good man, and he’s a good son. I wish
I’d always been half as good.”
Cynthia did not protest against his
self-reproach as he possibly hoped she would.
She said: “I think Jackson’s got a
very good mind. He reads a great deal, and he’s
thought a great deal, and when it comes to talking,
I never heard any one express themselves better.
The other night, we were out looking at the stars I
came part of the way home with him; I didn’t
like to let him go alone, he seemed so feeble and he
got to showing me Mars. He thinks it’s
inhabited, and he’s read all that the astronomers
say about it, and the seas and the canals that they’ve
found on it. He spoke very beautifully about
the other life, and then he spoke about death.”
Cynthia’s voice broke, and she pulled her handkerchief
out of her belt, and put it to her eyes. Jeff’s
heart melted in him at the sight; he felt a tender
affection for her, very unlike the gross content he
had enjoyed in her presence before, and he put his
arm round her again, but this time almost unconsciously,
and drew her toward him. She did not repel him;
she even allowed her head to rest a moment on his shoulder;
though she quickly lifted it, and drew herself away,
not resentfully, it seemed, but for her greater freedom
in talking.
“I don’t believe he’s
going to die,” Jeff said, consolingly, more as
if it were her brother than his that he meant.
“But he’s a very sick man, and he’s
got to knock off and go somewhere. It won’t
do for him to pass another winter here. He must
go to California, or Colorado; they’d be glad
to have him there, either of them; or he can go to
Florida, or over to Italy. It won’t matter
how long he stays ”
“What are you talking about,
Jeff Durgin?” Cynthia demanded, severely.
“What would your mother do? What would she
do this winter?”
“That brings me to something,
Cynthia,” said Jeff, “and I don’t
want you to say anything till I’ve got through.
I guess I could help mother run the place as well
as Jackson, and I could stay here next winter.”
“You?”
“Now, you let me talk!
My mind’s made up about one thing: I’m
not going to be a lawyer. I don’t want
to go back to Harvard. I’m going to keep
a hotel, and, if I don’t keep one here at Lion’s
Head, I’m going to keep it somewhere else.”
“Have you told your mother?”
“Not yet: I wanted to hear what you would
say first.”
“I? Oh, I haven’t got anything to
do with it,” said Cynthia.
“Yes, you have! You’ve
got everything to do with it, if you’ll say one
thing first. Cynthia, you know how I feel about
you. It’s been so ever since we were boy
and girl here. I want you to promise to marry
me. Will you?”
The girl seemed neither surprised
nor very greatly pleased; perhaps her pleasure had
spent itself in that moment of triumphant expectation
when she foresaw what was coming, or perhaps she was
preoccupied in clearing the way in her own mind to
a definite result.
“What do you say, Cynthia?”
Jeff pursued, with more injury than misgiving in his
voice at her delay in answering. “Don’t
you-care for me?”
“Oh yes, I presume I’ve
always done that ever since we were boy
and girl, as you say. But ”
“Well?” said Jeff, patiently, but not
insecurely.
“Have you?”
“Have I what?”
“Always cared for me.”
He could not find his voice quite
as promptly as before. He cleared his throat
before he asked: “Has Mr. Westover been
saying anything about me?”
“I don’t know what you mean, exactly;
but I presume you do.”
“Well, then I always
expected to tell you I did have a fancy
for that girl, for Miss Vostrand, and I told her so.
It’s like something that never happened.
She wouldn’t have me. That’s all.”
“And you expect me to take what she wouldn’t
have?”
“If you like to call it that.
But I should call it taking a man that had been out
of his head for a while, and had come to his senses
again.”
“I don’t know as I should
ever feel safe with a man that had been out of his
head once.”
“You wouldn’t find many
men that hadn’t,” said Jeff, with a laugh
that was rather scornful of her ignorance.
“No, I presume not,” she
sighed. “She was beautiful, and I believe
she was good, too. She was very nice. Perhaps
I feel strangely about it. But, if she hadn’t
been so nice, I shouldn’t have been so willing
that you should have cared for her.”
“I suppose I don’t understand,”
said Jeff, “but I know I was hard hit.
What’s the use? It’s over. She’s
married. I can’t go back and unlive it
all. But if you want time to think of
course you do I’ve taken time enough ”
He was about to lift the reins on
the mare’s back as a sign to her that the talk
was over for the present, and to quicken her pace,
when Cynthia put out her hand and laid it on his,
and said with a certain effect of authority:
“I shouldn’t want you should give up your
last year in Harvard.”
“Just as you say, Cynthy;”
and in token of intelligence he wound his arm round
her neck and kissed her. It was not the first
kiss by any means; in the country kisses are not counted
very serious, or at all binding, and Cynthia was a
country girl; but they both felt that this kiss sealed
a solemn troth between them, and that a common life
began for them with it.