Mrs. Durgin and Cynthia did not seek
any formal meeting the next morning. The course
of their work brought them together, but it was not
till after they had transacted several household affairs
of pressing importance that Mrs. Durgin asked:
“What’s this about you and Jeff?”
“Has he been telling you?”
asked Cynthia, in her turn, though she knew he had.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Durgin,
with a certain dryness, which was half humorous.
“I presume, if you two are satisfied, it’s
all right.”
“I guess we’re satisfied,”
said the girl, with a tremor of relief which she tried
to hide.
Nothing more was said, and there was
no physical demonstration of affection or rejoicing
between the women. They knew that the time would
come when they would talk over the affair down to the
bone together, but now they were content to recognize
the fact, and let the time for talking arrive when
it would. “I guess,” said Mrs. Durgin,
“you’d better go over to the helps’
house and see how that youngest Miller girl’s
gittin’ along. She’d ought to give
up and go home if she a’n’t fit for her
work.”
“I’ll go and see her,”
said Cynthia. “I don’t believe she’s
strong enough for a waitress, and I have got to tell
her so.”
“Well,” returned Mrs.
Durgin, glumly, after a moment’s reflection,
“I shouldn’t want you should hurry her.
Wait till she’s out of bed, and give her another
chance.”
“All right.”
Jeff had been lurking about for the
event of the interview, and he waylaid Cynthia on
the path to the helps’ house.
“I’m going over to see
that youngest Miller girl,” she explained.
“Yes, I know all about that,”
said Jeff. “Well, mother took it just right,
didn’t she? You can’t always count
on her; but I hadn’t much anxiety in this case.
She likes you, Cynthia.”
“I guess so,” said the
girl, demurely; and she looked away from him to smile
her pleasure in the fact.
“But I believe if she hadn’t
known you were with her about my last year in Harvard it
would have been different. I could see, when I
brought it in that you wanted me to go back, her mind
was made up for you.”
“Why need you say anything about that?”
“Oh, I knew it would clinch
her. I understand mother. If you want something
from her you mustn’t ask it straight out.
You must propose something very disagreeable.
Then when she refuses that, you can come in for what
you were really after and get it.”
“I don’t know,”
said Cynthia, “as I should like to think that
your mother had been tricked into feeling right about
me.”
“Tricked!” The color flashed up in Jeff’s
face.
“Not that, Jeff,” said
the girl, tenderly. “But you know what I
mean. I hope you talked it all out fully with
her.”
“Fully? I don’t know what you mean.”
“About your not studying law, and everything.”
“I don’t believe in crossing
a river till I come to it,” said Jeff. “I
didn’t say anything to her about that.”
“You didn’t!”
“No. What had it got to do with our being
engaged?”
“What had your going back to
Harvard to do with it? If your mother thinks
I’m with her in that, she’ll think I’m
with her in the other. And I’m not.
I’m with you.” She let her hand find
his, as they walked side by side, and gave it a little
pressure.
“It’s the greatest thing,
Cynthy,” he said, breathlessly, “to have
you with me in that. But, if you said I ought
to study law, I should do it.”
“I shouldn’t say that,
for I believe you’re right; but even if I believed
you were wrong, I shouldn’t say it. You
have a right to make your life what you want it; and
your mother hasn’t. Only she must know it,
and you must tell her at once.”
“At once?”
“Yes now. What
good will it do to put it off? You’re not
afraid to tell her!”
“I don’t like you to use that word.”
“And I don’t like to use
it. But I know how it is. You’re afraid
that the brunt of it will come on me. She’ll
think you’re all right, but I’m all wrong
because I agree with you.”
“Something like that.”
“Well, now, I’m not afraid
of anything she can say; and what could she do?
She can’t part us, unless you let her, and then
I should let her, too.”
“But what’s the hurry?
What’s the need of doing it right off?”
“Because it’s a deceit not to do it.
It’s a lie!”
“I don’t see it in that
light. I might change my mind, and still go on
and study law.”
“You know you never will. Now, Jeff!
Why do you act so?”
Jeff did not answer at once.
He walked beside her with a face of trouble that became
one of resolve in the set jaws. “I guess
you’re right, Cynthy. She’s got to
know the worst, and the sooner she knows it the better.”
“Yes!”
He had another moment of faltering.
“You don’t want I should talk it over
with Mr. Westover?”
“What has he got to do with it?”
“That’s true!”
“If you want to see it in the
right light, you can think you’ve let it run
on till after you’re out of college, and then
you’ve got to tell her. Suppose she asked
you how long you had made up your mind against the
law, how should you feel? And if she asked me
whether I’d known it all along, and I had to
say I had, and that I’d supported and encouraged
you in it, how should I feel?”
“She mightn’t ask any
such question,” said Jeff, gloomily. Cynthia
gave a little impatient “Oh!” and he hastened
to add: “But you’re right; I’ve
got to tell her. I’ll tell her to-night ”
“Don’t wait till to-night; do it now.”
“Now?”
“Yes; and I’ll go with
you as soon as I’ve seen the youngest Miller
girl.” They had reached the helps’
house now, and Cynthia said: “You wait
outside here, and I’ll go right back with you.
Oh, I hope it isn’t doing wrong to put it off
till I’ve seen that girl!” She disappeared
through the door, and Jeff waited by the steps outside,
plucking up one long grass stem after another and
biting it in two. When Cynthia came out she said:
“I guess she’ll be all right. Now
come, and don’t-lose another second.”
“You’re afraid I sha’n’t do
it if I wait any longer!”
“I’m afraid I sha’n’t.”
There was a silence after this.
“Do you know what I think of
you, Cynthy?” asked Jeff, hurrying to keep up
with her quick steps. “You’ve got
more courage ”
“Oh, don’t praise me, or I shall break
down!”
“I’ll see that you don’t
break down,” said Jeff, tenderly. “It’s
the greatest thing to have you go with me!”
“Why, don’t you see?”
she lamented. “If you went alone, and told
your mother that I approved of it, you would look
as if you were afraid, and wanted to get behind me;
and I’m not going to have that.”
They found. Mrs. Durgin in the
dark entry of the old farmhouse, and Cynthia said,
with involuntary imperiousness: “Come in
here, Mrs. Durgin; I want to tell you something.”
She led the way to the old parlor,
and she checked Mrs. Durgin’s question, “Has
that Miller girl ”
“It isn’t about her,”
said Cynthy, pushing the door to. “It’s
about me and Jeff.”
Mrs. Durgin became aware of Jeff’s
presence with an effect of surprise. “There
a’n’t anything more, is there?”
“Yes, there is!” Cynthia shrilled.
“Now, Jeff!”
“It’s just this, mother:
Cynthy thinks I ought to tell you and she
thinks I ought to have told you last night she
expected me to that I’m not going
to study law.”
“And I approve of his not doing
it,” Cynthia promptly followed, and she put
herself beside Jeff where he stood in front of his
mother’s rocking-chair.
She looked from one to the other of
the faces before her. “I’m sorry a
son of mine,” she said, with dignity, “had
to be told how to act with his mother. But, if
he had, I don’t know as anybody had a better
right to do it than the girl that’s going to
marry him. And I’ll say this, Cynthia Whitwell,
before I say anything else: you’ve begun
right. I wish I could say Jeff had.”
There was an uncomfortable moment
before Cynthia said: “He expected to tell
you.”
“Oh Yes! I know,”
said his mother, sadly. She added, sharply:
“And did he expect to tell me what he intended
to do for a livin’?”
Jeff took the word. “Yes,
I did. I intend to keep a hotel.”
“What hotel?” asked Mrs.
Durgin, with a touch of taunting in her tone.
“This one.”
The mother of the bold, rebellious
boy that Jeff had been stirred in Mrs. Durgin’s
heart, and she looked at him with the eyes, that used
to condone his mischief. But she said: “I
guess you’ll find out that there’s more
than one has to agree to that.”
“Yes, there are two: you
and Jackson; and I don’t know but what three,
if you count Cynthy, here.”
His mother turned to the girl.
“You think this fellow’s got sense enough
to keep a hotel?”
“Yes, Mrs. Durgin, I do.
I think he’s got good ideas about a hotel.”
“And what’s he goin’ to do with
his college education?”
Jeff interposed. “You think
that all the college graduates turn out lawyers and
doctors and professors? Some of ’em are
mighty glad to sweep out banks in hopes of a clerkship;
and some take any sort of a place in a mill or a business
house, to work up; and some bum round out West ’on
cattle ranches; and some, if they’re lucky, get
newspaper reporters’ places at ten dollars a
week.”
Cynthia followed with the generalization:
“I don’t believe anybody can know too
much to keep a hotel. It won’t hurt Jeff
if he’s been to Harvard, or to Europe, either.”
“I guess there’s a pair
of you,” said Mrs. Durgin, with superficial
contempt. She was silent for a time, and they
waited. “Well, there!” she broke
out again. “I’ve got something to
chew upon for a spell, I guess. Go along, now,
both of you! And the next time you’ve got
to face your mother, Jeff, don’t you come in
lookin’ round anybody’s petticoats!
I’ll see you later about all this.”
They went away with the joyful shame
of children who have escaped punishment.
“That’s the last of it, Cynthy,”
said Jeff.
“I guess so,” the girl
assented, with a certain grief in her voice. “I
wish you had told her first!”
“Oh, never mind that now!”
cried Jeff, and in the dim passageway he took her
in his arms and kissed her.
He would have released her, but she
lingered in his embrace. “Will you promise
that if there’s ever anything like it again,
you won’t wait for me to make you?”
“I like your having made me, but I promise,”
he said.
Then she tightened her arms round his neck and kissed
him.