Westover had a difficulty in congratulating
Jeff which he could scarcely define to himself, but
which was like that obscure resentment we feel toward
people whom we think unequal to their good fortune.
He was ashamed of his grudge, whatever it was, and
this may have made him overdo his expressions of pleasure.
He was sensible of a false cordiality in them, and
he checked himself in a flow of forced sentiment to
say, more honestly: “I wish you’d
speak to Cynthia for me. You know how much I
think of her, and how much I want to see her happy.
You ought to be a very good fellow, Jeff!”
“I’ll tell her that; she’ll
like that,” said Jeff. “She thinks
the world of you.”
“Does she? Well!”
“And I guess she’ll be
glad you sent word. She’s been wondering
what you would say; she’s always so afraid of
you.”
“Is she? You’re not
afraid of me, are you? But perhaps you don’t
think so much of me.”
“I guess Cynthia and I think
alike on that point,” said Jeff, without abating
Westover’s discomfort.
There was a stress of sharp cold that
year about the 20th of August. Then the weather
turned warm again, and held fine till the beginning
of October, within a week of the time when Jackson
was to sail. It had not been so hard to make
him consent when he knew where the doctor wished him
to go, and he had willingly profited by Westover’s
suggestions about getting to Egypt. His interest
in the matter, which he tried to hide at first under
a mask of decorous indifference, mounted with the fire
of Whitwell’s enthusiasm, and they held nightly
councils together, studying his course on the map,
and consulting planchette upon the points at variance
that rose between them, while Jombateeste sat with
his chair tilted against the wall, and pulled steadily
at his pipe, which mixed its strong fumes with the
smell of the kerosene-lamp and the perennial odor
of potatoes in the cellar under the low room where
the companions forgathered.
Toward the end of September Westover
spent the night before he went back to town with them.
After a season with planchette, their host pushed
himself back with his knees from the table till his
chair reared upon its hind legs, and shoved his hat
up from his forehead in token of philosophical mood.
“I tell you, Jackson,”
he said, “you’d ought to get hold o’
some them occult devils out there, and squeeze their
science out of ’em. Any Buddhists in Egypt,
Mr. Westover?”
“I don’t think there are,”
said Westover. “Unless Jackson should come
across some wandering Hindu. Or he might push
on, and come home by the way of India.”
“Do it, Jackson!” his
friend conjured him. “May cost you something
more, but it ’ll be worth the money. If
it’s true, what some them Blavetsky fellers
claim, you can visit us here in your astral body git
in with ’em the right way. I should like
to have you try it. What’s the reason India
wouldn’t be as good for him as Egypt, anyway?”
Whitwell demanded of Westover.
“I suppose the climate’s
rather too moist; the heat would be rather trying
to him there.”
“That so?”
“And he’s taken his ticket for Alexandria,”
Westover pursued.
“Well, I guess that’s
so.” Whitwell tilted his backward sloping
hat to one side, so as to scratch the northeast corner
of his bead thoughtfully.
“But as far as that is concerned,”
said Westover, “and the doctrine of immortality
generally is concerned, Jackson will have his hands
full if he studies the Egyptian monuments.”
“What they got to do with it?”
“Everything. Egypt is the
home of the belief in a future life; it was carried
from Egypt to Greece. He might come home by way
of Athens.”
“Why, man!” cried Whitwell.
“Do you mean to say that them old Hebrew saints,
Joseph’s brethren, that went down into Egypt
after corn, didn’t know about immortality, and
them Egyptian devils did?”
“There’s very little proof
in the Old Testament that the Israelites knew of it.”
Whitwell looked at Jackson. “That the idée
you got?”
“I guess he’s right,”
said Jackson. “There’s something a
little about it in Job, and something in the Psalms:
but not a great deal.”
“And we got it from them Egyptian d ”
“I don’t say that,”
Westover interposed. “But they had it before
we had. As we imagine it, we got it though Christianity.”
Jombateeste, who had taken his pipe
out of his mouth in a controversial manner, put it
back again.
Westover added, “But there’s
no question but the Egyptians believed in the life
hereafter, and in future rewards and punishments for
the deeds done in the body, thousands of years before
our era.”
“Well, I’m dumned,” said Whitwell.
Jombateeste took his pipe out again.
“Hit show they got good sense. They know they
feel it in their bone what goin’ ’appen when
you dead. Me, I guess they got some prophet find
it hout for them; then they goin’ take the credit.”
“I guess that’s something
so, Jombateeste,” said Whitwell. “It
don’t stand to reason that folks without any
alphabet, as you may say, and only a lot of pictures
for words, like Injuns, could figure out the immortality
of the soul. They got the idée by inspiration
somehow. Why, here! It’s like this.
Them Pharaohs must have always been clawin’ out
for the Hebrews before they got a hold of Joseph,
and when they found out the true doctrine, they hushed
up where they got it, and their priests went on teachin’
it as if it was their own.”
“That’s w’at I say. Got it
from the ’Ebrew.”
“Well, it don’t matter
a great deal where they got it, so they got it,”
said Jackson, as he rose.
“I believe I’ll go with you,” said
Westover.
“All there is about it,”
said the sick man, solemnly, with a frail effort to
straighten himself, to which his sunken chest would
not respond, “is this: no man ever did
figure that out for himself. A man sees folks
die, and as far as his senses go, they don’t
live again. But somehow he knows they do; and
his knowledge comes from somewhere else; it’s
inspired ”
“That’s w’at I say,”
Jombateeste hastened to interpose. “Got
it from the ’Ebrew. Feel it in ’is
bone.”
Out under the stars Jackson and Westover
silently mounted the hill-side together. At one
of the thank-you-marms in the road the sick man stopped,
like a weary horse, to breathe. He took off his
hat and wiped the sweat of weakness that had gathered
upon his forehead, and looked round the sky, powdered
with the constellations and the planets. “It’s
sightly,” he whispered.
“Yes, it is fine,” Westover
assented. “But the stars of our Northern
nights are nothing to what you’ll see in Egypt.”
Jackson repeated, vaguely: “Egypt!
Where I should like to go is Mars.” He
fixed his eyes on the flaming planets, in a long stare.
“But I suppose they have their own troubles,
same as we do. They must get sick and die, like
the rest of us. But I should like to know more
about ’em. You believe it’s inhabited,
don’t you?”
Westover’s agnosticism did not,
somehow, extend to Mars. “Yes, I’ve
no doubt of it.”
Jackson seemed pleased. “I’ve
read everything I can lay my hands on about it.
I’ve got a notion that if there’s any choosin’,
after we get through here, I should like to go to
Mars for a while, or as long as I was a little homesick
still, and wanted to keep as near the earth as I could,”
he added, quaintly.
Westover laughed. “You
could study up the subject of irrigation, there; they
say that’s what keeps the parallel markings green
on Mars; and telegraph a few hints to your brother
in Colorado, after the Martians perfect their signal
code.”
Perhaps the invalid’s fancy
flagged. He drew a long, ragged breath. “I
don’t know as I care to leave home, much.
If it wa’n’t a kind of duty, I shouldn’t.”
He seemed impelled by a sudden need to say, “How
do you think Jefferson and mother will make it out
together?”
“I’ve no doubt they’ll manage,”
said Westover.
“They’re a good deal alike,” Jackson
suggested.
“Westover preferred not to meet
his overture. You’ll be back, you know,
almost as soon as the season commences, next summer.”
“Yes,” Jackson assented,
more cheerfully. “And now, Cynthy’s
sure to be here.”
“Yes, she will be here,” said Westover,
not so cheerfully.
Jackson seemed to find the opening
he was seeking, in Westover’s tone. “What
do you think of gettin’ married, anyway, Mr.
Westover?” he asked.
“We haven’t either of
us thought so well of it as to try it, Jackson,”
said the painter, jocosely.
“Think it’s a kind of chance?”
“It’s a chance.”
Jackson was silent. Then, “I
a’n’t one of them,” he said, abruptly,
“that think a man’s goin’ to be
made over by marryin’ this woman or that.
If he a’n’t goin’ to be the right
kind of a man himself, he a’n’t because
his wife’s a good woman. Sometimes I think
that a man’s wife is the last person in the
world that can change his disposition. She can
influence him about this and about that, but she can’t
change him. It seems as if he couldn’t
let her if he tried, and after the first start-off
he don’t try.”
“That’s true,” Westover
assented. “We’re terribly inflexible.
Nothing but something like a change of heart, as they
used to call it, can make us different, and even then
we’re apt to go back to our old shape. When
you look at it in that light, marriage seems impossible.
Yet it takes place every day!”
“It’s a great risk for
a woman,” said Jackson, putting on his hat and
stirring for an onward movement. “But I
presume that if the man is honest with her it’s
the best thing she can have. The great trouble
is for the man to be honest with her.”
“Honesty is difficult,” said Westover.
He made Jackson promise to spend a
day with him in Boston, on his way to take the Mediterranean
steamer at New York. When they met he yielded
to an impulse which the invalid’s forlornness
inspired, and went on to see him off. He was
glad that he did that, for, though Jackson was not
sad at parting, he was visibly touched by Westover’s
kindness.
Of course he talked away from it.
“I guess I’ve left ’em in pretty
good shape for the winter at Lion’s Head,”
he said. “I’ve got Whitwell to agree
to come up and live in the house with mother, and she’ll
have Cynthy with her, anyway; and Frank and Jombateeste
can look after the bosses easy enough.”
He had said something like this before,
but Westover could see that it comforted him to repeat
it, and he encouraged him to do so in full. He
made him talk about getting home in the spring, after
the frost was out of the ground, but he questioned
involuntarily, while the sick man spoke, whether he
might not then be lying under the sands that had never
known a frost since the glacial epoch. When the
last warning for visitors to go ashore came, Jackson
said, with a wan smile, while he held Westover’s
hand: “I sha’n’t forget this
very soon.”
“Write to me,” said Westover.