At dinner, in the absence of the butler,
Alan Lynde attacked his sister across the table for
letting herself be seen with a jay, who was not only
a jay, but a cad, and personally so offensive to most
of the college men that he had never got into a decent
club or society; he had been suspended the first year,
and if he had not had the densest kind of cheek he
would never have come back. Lynde said he would
like to know where she had picked the fellow up.
She answered that she had picked him
up, if that was the phrase he liked, at Mrs. Bevidge’s;
and then Alan swore a little, so as not to be heard
by their aunt, who sat at the head of the table, and
looked down its length between them, serenely ignorant,
in her slight deafness, of what was going on between
them. To her perception Alan was no more vehement
than usual, and Bessie no more smilingly self-contained.
He said he supposed that it was some more of Lancaster’s
damned missionary work, then, and he wondered that
a gentleman like Morland had ever let Lancaster work
such a jay in on him; he had seen her ‘afficher’
herself with the fellow at Morland’s tea; he
commanded her to stop it; and he professed to speak
for her good.
Bessie returned that she knew how
strongly he felt from the way he had misbehaved when
she introduced him to Mr. Durgin, but that she supposed
he had been at the club and his nerves were unstrung.
Was that the reason, perhaps, why he could not make
his latchkey work? Mr. Durgin might be a cad,
and she would not say he was not a jay, but so far
he had not sworn at her; and, if he had been suspended
and come back, there were some people who had not
been suspended or come back, either, though that might
have been for want of cheek.
She ended by declaring she was used
to going into society without her brother’s
protection, or even his company, and she would do her
best to get on without his advice. Or was it
his conduct he wished her to profit by?
It had come to the fish going out
by this time, and Alan, who had eaten with no appetite,
and drunken feverishly of apollinaris, flung down his
napkin and went out, too.
“What is the matter?” asked his aunt,
looking after him.
Bessie shrugged, but she said, presently,
with her lips more than her voice: “I don’t
think he feels very well.”
“Do you think he ”
The girl frowned assent, and the meal
went on to its end. Then she and her aunt went
into the large, dull library, where they passed the
evenings which Bessie did not spend in some social
function. These evenings were growing rather
more frequent, with her advancing years, for she was
now nearly twenty-five, and there were few Seniors
so old. She was not the kind of girl to renew
her youth with the Sophomores and Freshmen in the
classes succeeding the class with which she had danced
through college; so far as she had kept up the old
relation with students, she continued it with the
men who had gone into the law-school. But she
saw less and less of these without seeing more of other
men, and perhaps in the last analysis she was not
a favorite. She was allowed to be fascinating,
but she was not felt to be flattering, and people would
rather be flattered than fascinated. In fact,
the men were mostly afraid of her; and it has been
observed of girls of this kind that the men who are
not afraid of them are such as they would do well to
be afraid of. Whether that was quite the case
with Bessie Lynde or not, it was certain that she
who was always the cleverest girl in the room, and
if not the prettiest, then the most effective, had
not the best men about her. Her men were apt
to be those whom the other girls called stupid or horrid,
and whom it would not be easy, though it might be more
just, to classify otherwise. The other girls
wondered what she could see in them; but perhaps it
was not necessary that she should see anything in them,
if they could see all she wished them to see, and
no more, in her.
The room where tea was now brought
and put before her was volumed round by the collections
of her grandfather, except for the spaces filled by
his portrait and that of earlier ancestors, going back
to the time when Copley made masterpieces of his fellow-Bostonians.
Her aunt herself looked a family portrait of the middle
period, a little anterior to her father’s, but
subsequent to her great-grandfather’s. She
had a comely face, with large, smooth cheeks and prominent
eyes; the edges of her decorous brown wig were combed
rather near their corners, and a fitting cap palliated
but did not deny the wig. She had the quiet but
rather dull look of people slightly deaf, and she
had perhaps been stupefied by a life of unalloyed
prosperity and propriety. She had grown an old
maid naturally, but not involuntarily, and she was
without the sadness or the harshness of disappointment.
She had never known much of the world, though she
had always lived in it. She knew that it was made
up of two kinds of people people who were
like her and people who were not like her; and she
had lived solely in the society of people who were
like her, and in the shelter of their opinions and
ideals. She did not contemn or exclude the people
who were unlike her, but she had never had any more
contact with them than she now had with the weather
of the streets, as she sat, filling her large arm-chair
full of her ladylike correctness, in the library of
the handsome house her father had left her. The
irruption of her brother’s son and daughter
into its cloistered quiet had scarcely broken its
invulnerable order. It was right and fit they
should be there after his death, and it was not strange
that in the course of time they should both show certain
unregulated tendencies which, since they were not
known to be Lynde tendencies, must have been derived
from the Southwestern woman her brother had married
during his social and financial periclitations in
a region wholly inconceivable to her. Their mother
was dead, too, and their aunt’s life closed about
them with full acceptance, if not complacence, as
part of her world. They had grown to manhood
and womanhood without materially discomposing her faith
in the old-fashioned Unitarian deity, whose service
she had always attended.
When Alan left college in his Freshman
year, and did not go back, but went rather to Europe
and Egypt and Japan, it appeared to her myopic optimism
that his escapades had been pretty well hushed up by
time and distance. After he came home and devoted
himself to his club, she could have wished that he
had taken up some profession or business; but since
there was money enough, she waited in no great disquiet
until he showed as decided a taste for something else
as he seemed for the present to have only for horses.
In the mean while, from time to time, it came to her
doctor’s advising his going to a certain retreat.
But he came out the first time so much better and
remained well so long that his aunt felt a kind of
security in his going again and again, whenever he
became at all worse. He always came back better.
As she took the cup of tea that Bessie poured out
for her, she recurred to the question that she had
partly asked already:
“Do you think Alan is getting worse again?”
“Not so very much,” said
the girl, candidly. “He’s been at
the club, I suppose, but he left the table partly
because I vexed him.”
“Because you what?”
“Because I vexed him. He was scolding me,
and I wouldn’t stand it.”
Her aunt tasted her tea, and found
it so quite what she liked that she said, from a natural
satisfaction with Bessie, “I don’t see
what he had to scold you about.”
“Well,” returned Bessie,
and she got her pretty voice to the level of her aunt’s
hearing, with some straining, and kept it there, “when
he is in that state, he has to scold some one; and
I had been rather annoying, I suppose.”
“What had you been doing?”
asked her aunt, making out her words more from the
sight than from the sound, after all.
“I had been walking home with
a jay, and we found Alan trying to get in at the front
door with his key, and I introduced him to the jay.”
Miss Louisa Lynde had heard the word
so often from her niece and nephew, that she imagined
herself in full possession of its meaning. She
asked: “Where had you met him?”
“I met him first,” said
the girl, “at Willie Morland’s tea, last
week, and to-day I found him at Mrs. Bevidge’s
altruistic toot.”
“I didn’t know,”
said her aunt, after a momentary attention to her tea,
“that jays were interested in that sort of thing.”
The girl laughed. “I believe
they’re not. It hasn’t quite reached
them, yet; and I don’t think it will ever reach
my jay. Mrs. Bevidge tried to work him into the
cause, but he refused so promptly, and so-intelligently,
don’t you know and so almost brutally,
that poor Freddy Lancaster had to come and apologize
to him for her want of tact.” Bessie enjoyed
the fact, which she had colored a little, in another
laugh, but she had apparently not possessed her aunt
of the humor of it. She remained seriously-attentive,
and the girl went on: “He was not the least
abashed at having refused; he stayed till the last,
and as we came out together and he was going my way,
I let him walk home with me. He’s a jay,
but he isn’t a common jay.” Bessie
leaned forward and tried to implant some notion of
Jeff’s character and personality in her aunt’s
mind.
Miss Lynde listened attentively enough,
but she merely asked, when all was said: “And
why was Alan vexed with you about him?”
“Well,” said the girl,
falling back into her chair, “generally because
this man’s a jay, and particularly because he’s
been rather a baddish jay, I believe. He was
suspended in his first year for something or other,
and you know poor Alan’s very particular!
But Molly Enderby says Freddy Lancaster gives him
the best of characters now.” Bessie pulled
down her mouth, with an effect befitting the notion
of repentance and atonement. Then she flashed
out: “Perhaps he had been drinking when
he got into trouble. Alan could never forgive
him for that.”
“I think,” said her aunt,
“it is to your brother’s credit that he
is anxious about your associations.”
“Oh, very much!” shouted
Bessie, with a burst of laughter. “And as
he isn’t practically so, I ought to have been
more patient with his theory. But when he began
to scold me I lost my temper, and I gave him a few
wholesome truths in the guise of taunts. That
was what made him go away, I suppose.”
“But I don’t really see,”
her aunt pursued, “what occasion he
had to be angry with you in this instance.”
“Oh, I do!” said Bessie.
“Mr. Durgin isn’t one to inspire the casual
beholder with the notion of his spiritual distinction.
His face is so rude and strong, and he has such a
primitive effect in his clothes, that you feel as
if you were coming down the street with a prehistoric
man that the barbers and tailors had put a ‘fin
de siecle’ surface on.” At the mystification
which appeared in her aunt’s face the girl laughed
again. “I should have been quite as anxious,
if I had been in Alan’s place, and I shall tell
him so, sometime. If I had not been so interested
in the situation I don’t believe I could have
kept my courage. Whenever I looked round, and
found that prehistoric man at my elbow, it gave me
the creeps, a little, as if he were really carrying
me off to his cave. I shall try to express that
to Alan.”