The ladies finished their tea, and
the butler came and took the cups away. Miss
Lynde remained silent in her chair at her end of the
library-table, and by-and-by Bessie got a book and
began to read. When her aunt woke up it was half
past nine. “Was that Alan coming in?”
she asked.
“I don’t think he’s
been out,” said the girl. “It isn’t
late enough for him to come in or early
enough.”
“I believe I’ll go to
bed,” Miss Lynde returned. “I feel
rather drowsy.”
Bessie did not smile at a comedy which
was apt to be repeated every evening that she and
her aunt spent at home together; they parted for the
night with the decencies of family affection, and Bessie
delivered the elder lady over to her maid. Then
the girl sank down again, and lay musing in her deep
chair before the fire with her book shut on her thumb.
She looked rather old and worn in her reverie; her
face lost the air of gay banter which, after the beauty
of her queer eyes and her vivid mouth, was its charm.
The eyes were rather dull now, and the mouth was a
little withered.
She was waiting for her brother to
come down, as he was apt to do if he was in the house,
after their aunt went to bed, to smoke a cigar in the
library. He was in his house shoes when he shuffled
into the room, but her ear had detected his presence
before a hiccough announced it. She did not look
up, but let him make several failures to light his
cigar, and damn the matches under his breath, before
she pushed the drop-light to him in silent suggestion.
As he leaned over her chair-back to reach its chimney
with his cigar in his mouth, she said, “You’re
all right, Alan.”
He waited till he got round to his
aunt’s easy-chair and dropped into it before
he answered, “So are you, Bess.”
“I’m not so sure of that,”
said the girl, “as I should be if you were still
scolding me. I knew that he was a jay, well enough,
and I’d just seen him behaving very like a cad
to Mrs. Bevidge.”
“Then I don’t understand how you came
to be with him.”
“Oh yes, you do, Alan.
You mustn’t be logical! You might as well
say you can’t understand how you came to be
more serious than sober.” The brother laughed
helplessly. “It was the excitement.”
“But you can’t give way
to that sort of thing, Bess,” said her brother,
with the gravity of a man feeling the consequences
of his own errors.
“I know I can’t, but I
do,” she returned. “I know it’s
bad for me, if it isn’t for other people.
Come! I’ll swear off if you will!”
“I’m always ready, to
swear off,” said the young man, gloomily.
He added, “But you’ve got brains, Bess,
and I hate to see you playing the fool.”
“Do you really, Alan?”
asked the girl, pleased perhaps as much by his reproach
as by his praise. “Do you think I’ve
got brains?”
“You’re the only girl that has.”
“Oh, I didn’t mean to
ask so much as that! But what’s the reason
I can’t do anything with them? Other girls
draw, and play, and write. I don’t do anything
but go in for the excitement that’s bad for me.
I wish you’d explain it.”
Alan Lynde did not try. The question
seemed to turn his thoughts back upon himself to dispiriting
effect. “I’ve got brains, too, I believe,”
he began.
“Lots of them!” cried
his sister, generously. “There isn’t
any of the men to compare with you. If I had
you to talk with all the time, I shouldn’t want
jays. I don’t mean to flatter. You’re
a constant feast of reason; I don’t care for
flows of soul. You always take right views of
things when you’re yourself, and even when you’re
somebody else you’re not stupid. You could
be anything you chose.”
“The devil of it is I can’t choose,”
he replied.
“Yes, I suppose that’s the devil of it,”
said the girl.
“You oughtn’t to use such
language as that, Bess,” said her brother, severely.
“Oh, I don’t with everybody,” she
returned. “Never with ladies!”
He looked at her out of the corner
of his eye with a smile at once rueful and comic.
“You got me, I guess, that time,” he owned.
“‘Touche’,’
Mr. Durgin says. He fences, it seems, and he speaks
French. It was like an animal speaking French;
you always expect them to speak English. But
I don’t mind your swearing before me; I know
that it helps to carry off the electricity.”
She laughed, and made him laugh with her.
“Is there anything to him?” he growled,
when they stopped laughing.
“Yes, a good deal,” said
Bessie, with an air of thoughtfulness; and then she
went on to tell all that Jeff had told her of himself,
and she described his aplomb in dealing with the benevolent
Bevidge, as she called her, and sketched his character,
as it seemed to her. The sketch was full of shrewd
guesses, and she made it amusing to her brother, who
from the vantage of his own baddishness no doubt judged
the original more intelligently.
“Well, you’d better let him alone, after
this,” he said, at the end.
“Yes,” she pensively assented.
“I suppose it’s as if you took to some
very common kind of whiskey, isn’t it? I
see what you mean. If one must, it ought to be
champagne.”
She turned upon him a look of that
keen but limited knowledge which renders women’s
conjectures of evil always so amusing, or so pathetic,
to men.
“Better let the champagne alone,
too,” said her brother, darkly.
“Yes, I know that,” she
admitted, and she lay back in her chair, looking dreamily
into the fire. After a while she asked, abruptly:
“Will you give it up if I will?”
“I am afraid I couldn’t.”
“You could try.”
“Oh, I’m used to that.”
“Then it’s a bargain,”
she said. She jumped from her chair and went over
to him, and smoothed his hair over his forehead and
kissed the place she had smoothed, though it was unpleasantly
damp to her lips. “Poor boy, poor boy!
Now, remember! No more jays for me, and no more
jags for you. Goodnight.”
Her brother broke into a wild laugh
at her slanging, which had such a bizarre effect in
relation to her physical delicacy.