The list did not say of itself, but
with the help of the head steward’s diagram
it said that the gentleman at the head of the table
was Mr. R. M. Kenby; the father and the daughter were
Mr. E. B. Triscoe and Miss Triscoe; the bridal pair
were Mr. and Mrs. Leffers; the mother and her son
were Mrs. Adding and Mr. Roswell Adding; the young
man who came in last was Mr. L. J. Burnamy. March
carried the list, with these names carefully checked
and rearranged on a neat plan of the table, to his
wife in her steamer chair, and left her to make out
the history and the character of the people from it.
In this sort of conjecture long experience had taught
him his futility, and he strolled up and down and
looked at the life about him with no wish to penetrate
it deeply.
Long Island was now a low yellow line
on the left. Some fishing-boats flickered off
the shore; they met a few sail, and left more behind;
but already, and so near one of the greatest ports
of the world, the spacious solitude of the ocean was
beginning. There was no swell; the sea lay quite
flat, with a fine mesh of wrinkles on its surface,
and the sun flamed down upon it from a sky without
a cloud. With the light fair wind, there was
no resistance in the sultry air, the thin, dun smoke
from the smoke-stack fell about the decks like a stifling
veil.
The promenades, were as uncomfortably
crowded as the sidewalk of Fourteenth Street on a
summer’s day, and showed much the social average
of a New York shopping thoroughfare. Distinction
is something that does not always reveal itself at
first sight on land, and at sea it is still more retrusive.
A certain democracy of looks and clothes was the most
notable thing to March in the apathetic groups and
detached figures. His criticism disabled the
saloon passengers of even so much personal appeal
as he imagined in some of the second-cabin passengers
whom he saw across their barrier; they had at least
the pathos of their exclusion, and he could wonder
if they felt it or envied him. At Hoboken he had
seen certain people coming on board who looked like
swells; but they had now either retired from the crowd,
or they had already conformed to the prevailing type.
It was very well as a type; he was of it himself; but
he wished that beauty as well as distinction had not
been so lost in it.
In fact, he no longer saw so much
beauty anywhere as he once did. It might be that
he saw life more truly than when he was young, and
that his glasses were better than his eyes had been;
but there were analogies that forbade his thinking
so, and he sometimes had his misgivings that the trouble
was with his glasses. He made what he could of
a pretty girl who had the air of not meaning to lose
a moment from flirtation, and was luring her fellow-passengers
from under her sailor hat. She had already attached
one of them; and she was hooking out for more.
She kept moving herself from the waist up, as if she
worked there on a pivot, showing now this side and
now that side of her face, and visiting the admirer
she had secured with a smile as from the lamp of a
revolving light as she turned.
While he was dwelling upon this folly,
with a sense of impersonal pleasure in it as complete
through his years as if he were already a disembodied
spirit, the pulse of the engines suddenly ceased, and
he joined the general rush to the rail, with a fantastic
expectation of seeing another distracted mother put
off; but it was only the pilot leaving the ship.
He was climbing down the ladder which hung over the
boat, rising and sinking on the sea below, while the
two men in her held her from the ship’s side
with their oars; in the offing lay the white steam-yacht
which now replaces the picturesque pilot-sloop of other
times. The Norumbia’s screws turned again
under half a head of steam; the pilot dropped from
the last rung of the ladder into the boat, and caught
the bundle of letters tossed after him. Then his
men let go the line that was towing their craft, and
the incident of the steamer’s departure was
finally closed. It had been dramatically heightened
perhaps by her final impatience to be off at some
added risks to the pilot and his men, but not painfully
so, and March smiled to think how men whose lives are
all of dangerous chances seem always to take as many
of them as they can.
He heard a girl’s fresh voice
saying at his shoulder, “Well, now we are off;
and I suppose you’re glad, papa!”
“I’m glad we’re
not taking the pilot on, at least,” answered
the elderly man whom the girl had spoken to; and March
turned to see the father and daughter whose reticence
at the breakfast table had interested him. He
wondered that he had left her out of the account in
estimating the beauty of the ship’s passengers:
he saw now that she was not only extremely pretty,
but as she moved away she was very graceful; she even
had distinction. He had fancied a tone of tolerance,
and at the same time of reproach in her voice, when
she spoke, and a tone of defiance and not very successful
denial in her father’s; and he went back with
these impressions to his wife, whom he thought he
ought to tell why the ship had stopped.
She had not noticed the ship’s
stopping, in her study of the passenger list, and
she did not care for the pilot’s leaving; but
she seemed to think his having overheard those words
of the father and daughter an event of prime importance.
With a woman’s willingness to adapt the means
to the end she suggested that he should follow them
up and try to overhear something more; she only partially
realized the infamy of her suggestion when he laughed
in scornful refusal.
“Of course I don’t want
you to eavesdrop, but I do want you to find out about
them. And about Mr. Burnamy, too. I can wait,
about the others, or manage for myself, but these
are driving me to distraction. Now, will you?”
He said he would do anything he could
with honor, and at one of the earliest turns he made
on the other side of the ship he was smilingly halted
by Mr. Burnamy, who asked to be excused, and then asked
if he were not Mr. March of ‘Every Other Week’;
he had seen the name on the passenger list, and felt
sure it must be the editor’s. He seemed
so trustfully to expect March to remember his own
name as that of a writer from whom he had accepted
a short poem, yet unprinted, that the editor feigned
to do so until he really did dimly recall it.
He even recalled the short poem, and some civil words
he said about it caused Burnamy to overrun in confidences
that at once touched and amused him.