Chapter IV - The four saplings
Mrs. Garfield had no time to nurse
her sorrow. She knew that she must be up and
doing, for she had to be both father and mother to
her children. “The four saplings”
which the dying father had committed to her care were
so young that she could scarcely expect much assistance
from them.
Winter was fast approaching, and the
strong arm of the husband and father would have been
severely taxed to supply all the wants of the family.
Without the breadwinner there seemed to be nothing
before them but starvation. Uncle Boynton was
consulted, and he advised his sister-in-law to give
up her farm and return to her friends. He said
that she could not hope to carry it on alone, and by
her unaided efforts support her children.
Mrs. Garfield saw how dark the future
was, and yet she could not follow the advice so kindly
given. She thought of the lonely grave in the
wheatfield, and declared that nothing would induce
her to move away from that sacred spot. She
felt somehow that she derived comfort and support
from the knowledge that she was near the dead husband,
who had prepared this home for her and her children.
Added to this feeling, there was the self-respect
which independence always brings. She saw that
if she sold her farm, which was only partly paid for,
the money she received would be swallowed up in paying
debts, and in the cost of the removal of her family.
But this would leave her and her children homeless
and penniless, and she decided to remain on the farm.
It was a noble resolve, and came from
a brave heart. To remain meant years of hard
work, years of patient endurance, years of quiet suffering
and numberless privations; yet she calmly faced them
all, that she might do her duty to her children, and
faithfully discharge the trust imposed upon her.
First, she sold a part of her farm, and with the
money she paid her debts. Then, asking God to
help her, she prepared to fight her way through the
difficulties which beset her path.
Her eldest son, Thomas, was only eleven
years old when his father died. Mehetabel, his
sister, was twelve, a younger sister was seven, and
James was not quite two. Thomas was a brave little
fellow, and when his mother spoke to him about the
work that would have to be done, he offered to undertake
it all. Though a boy in years, he spoke and acted
like a man.
That first winter, alone in the backwoods,
was a terrible time. Snowstorms swept around
the humble dwelling, and wolves howled in the forest
during the long winter nights. Often the children
lay awake in terror when they heard the fearful cries
of the hungry animals, and knew that their brave protector
was no longer there to defend them from danger.
As soon as spring came round once
more, Thomas borrowed a horse from a neighbour, and
went about the farm work as he had seen his father
do. With the assistance of his mother and, his
eldest sister, he planted wheat, corn, potatoes, and
other vegetables. Then his mother helped him
to fence the wheatfield which contained her husband’s
grave. With her own hands she brought wood from
the forest and split it up into rails for that purpose.
Then the whole of the cleared land, in which the
log house stood, was fenced, and the patient workers
waited for the harvest.
The waiting time is often the hardest
to bear. Slowly but surely their little store
of corn grew less and less. Fearing to run short
before the harvest gave them a fresh supply, Mrs.
Garfield carefully measured their slender stock, and
as carefully doled out the daily allowance which alone
would enable them to pull through.
She had no money to buy more, and
therefore she gave up one meal a day for herself,
that her children might not suffer from hunger.
Still she found that there was barely sufficient,
and the devoted mother took only one meal a day until
the harvest gave a fresh supply.
Nor did her children know that she
pinched herself for their sakes; as far as they knew,
she had enough, and her self-denial was not allowed
to throw a shadow over their young lives, by the thought
that their mother was starving herself that they might
not suffer.
A bountiful harvest, in the autumn
of 1834, put an end to the long-continued strain,
and from that time the little household had sufficient
food. When the noble mother saw her table once
more well supplied with the necessaries of life, she
thanked God for all His goodness and loving-kindness
to her little flock. Her children had indeed
been saved from the pain of hunger, but she never lost
the deep lines of care and anxiety brought upon her
face in those early years of her widowhood.