When he opened the door to the shed that day,
and saw
the axe suspended in mid-air, he understood
what was wrong.
He had been living with us for a week
before I found out he was a Lifter. Even the
discovery was an accident. I had started for the
store, but then remembered a chore I wanted him to
do. I heard the sounds of wood-chopping coming
from the shed, so I went behind the house to the small
wooden structure. I must have gasped or something,
because he turned around to look at me, dropping the
axe he had poised over a block of wood as he turned.
Only he hadn’t been holding the axe; it had been
hanging in mid-air without support.
The first time I saw him was when
he knocked on my door. I don’t think I’ll
ever forget how he looked tall and thin,
old clothes and older shoes, an unruly mop of blond
hair. It was only when I looked at his face that
I realized that he was more than a mere boy of eighteen
or nineteen. The tired lines around his mouth,
the sad, mature look in his eyes, the stoop already
evident in his young shoulders; he had been forced
to mature too quickly, and seemed to have knowledge
a boy his age had no right to be burdened with.
“I I was wondering
if I might get a bite to eat, sir,” he said.
I grinned. No matter how he looked,
he was no different from anyone else his age where
food was concerned. “Sure; come on in and
rest a spell,” I told him. “Marty,
can you fix a plate of something? We’ve
got a guest.” Marty my wife glanced
through the kitchen doorway. After a cursory
look at the boy, she smiled at him and went back to
work.
“Sit down, son, you look pretty done-in.
Come far today?”
He nodded. “Guess it shows,
huh?” he said, brushing the road dust from his
trousers.
“Uh-huh. Where you from? Not around
here, I know.”
“Far back as I can remember, Oregon has been
home.”
It wasn’t hard to guess why
he was almost a thousand miles from home. During
the war, over ten million American families had been
separated, their way of life destroyed by the hell
of atomic bombings. Ever since its end, people
had been seeking their loved ones; many, only to find
them dead or dying. Sometimes the searches stretched
across continents or oceans. In that respect
the boy sitting opposite me was no different from
hundreds of others I’ve seen in the past ten
years. The only difference was in his face.
“Looking for your family,” I said, making
it a statement.
“Yessir.” He smiled, as though the
sentence had double meaning.
After he had eaten, he went down to
the town store to look through its records. They
all do. They turn the pages of the big stopover
book, hoping a relative or friend had passed through
the same town. Then they sign the book, put down
the date and where they’re headed, and set out
once more. Almost all towns have stopover books
nowadays, and a good thing, too. They helped
me find Marty back in ’63, when the truce was
finally signed. In fact, I found her right here
in this town. We got married, settled down, and
haven’t been more than a hundred miles away
since then.
Martha called me into the kitchen
almost as soon as he was gone. “He’s
a nice boy.”
“That he is,” I agreed.
“You know, I’ve been thinking; we could
use a young fella around here to help with the work.”
“If he’ll stay. There
was something in his eyes; a sort of longing for someone
very close to him. That kind usually takes off
after a night’s rest.”
“I know. Guess I’ll
drop by the store; see if I can talk him into staying.”
By the time I reached the store, school
was out, and a group of kids were gathered around
him, listening to his description of the Rocky Mountains,
which he had crossed during the summer. The kids
weren’t the only ones listening. Even the
adults were standing around in the store, remembering
the places they had once seen themselves, and getting
such bits of news as he dropped about the other towns
he had passed through. The Searchers are, next
to the town radio stations, the only source of information
we have now, so it’s no wonder they’re
so warmly greeted wherever they stop.
Soon as he’d finished telling
about the Rockies, I said we’d appreciate it
if he would stay for supper. He said he would,
and later, while he and Tommy, my eight-year-old son,
and I were walking home, I asked him if he’d
stay with us for a while.
For a moment he looked wistful, as
if wishing he could stay here, and forget whoever
he was trying to find. Then he smiled and said,
thanks, he would stay for a week or so.
He was real helpful, too, cutting
stove and fireplace wood for the coming winter, running
errands, hunting for game animals, and teaching at
the school. Almost all Searchers teach when they
can be persuaded to stay in town for a spell.
Since there are no more colleges to produce teachers,
anyone who knows something useful takes a turn at teaching.
’Fore the war, I was a mathematics major in college,
so twice a week I teach all kinds of math at school,
from numbers through calculus. Mostly, Searchers
teach about what the places they had passed through
are like.
Then, when I opened the door to the
shed that day, and saw the axe suspended in mid-air,
I suddenly realized why he had that sad, tired look
about him all the time.
He picked up the axe from where it
had fallen, and stood it against the wall. Reaching
for his jacket, he said, “I I guess
I’d better be moving along, Mr. Tranton.
I’m really sorry if I’ve caused you any
trouble.” He started past me for the door.
“Hold on, son.” I grabbed his arm.
“Why the rush?”
“I don’t want to cause
you any trouble. Now that you know what I am ”
he gritted the words out bitterly, “the word
will get around. I wouldn’t want the others
in town to be angry with you because of me. You
and Mrs. Tranton have been swell to me. Thanks
for everything.” He tried to pull his arm
loose, but I held fast.
“Let’s go inside and have
a cup of coffee,” I suggested. “I
don’t know about the other towns you’ve
been through, but here we don’t hate a person
because he might happen to have powers we don’t.”
“Yesterday I was down at the
store, and I heard one of the men sounding off about
us,” he said. “He didn’t sound
like he cared much for us.”
“Must have been John Atherson.
He never could understand Esp, and he blames
the war on it. We just let him talk; can’t
change a person like that.” We went up
the back steps and through the door into the kitchen.
“Go on, show Marty,” I said, taking off
my jacket.
He looked at me to make sure I meant
it. Then he raised the coffee pot from the stove,
and watched it move across the room under its own power
to the table where I was sitting. Leaving the
pot in mid-air, he made the cupboard open, and still
standing in the middle of the room, floated three
cups and saucers to the table. Then he got the
cream, sugar and three spoons, put them on the table,
and poured the coffee. Marty watched the coffee
pot move back to the stove, her mouth open in amazement,
“I heard of it, but I don’t think I’d
have believed it if I hadn’t seen it.”
I nodded, and she smiled at him. “Now that
I know,” she said, “I’m even gladder
you chose to stay here for a while.”
He grinned. “Thanks.”
He sat down with us at the table, and stirred some
sugar into his coffee.
“It must be hard on you,”
Marty said quietly, in a knowing way. “Are
you really looking for your family, or for others
with Esp?”
“My father was killed during
the bombings. After that, Mom and I were alone.
She only had a little talent; Dad and I were the ones
who were really adept. Anyway, we stayed on the
small farm we owned until last spring. Then Mom
married again, and I was free to leave. I think
her new husband was sorry to see me go, because it
meant a lot of manual work for him that I had been
doing an easier way. I decided to see if I couldn’t
find any others like myself, so I left and started
across the country.”
“Do you have any other powers,
or can you just control things?” Marty asked.
He grinned. “If you mean,
am I an all-around superman, no. Dad wasn’t
either. I do have a scattering of other psi talents,
though, but nothing as well-developed as my telekinesis.
I’m still working on them.”
Tommy came in from school just then.
“Could you teach him how to use his mind that
way, or do you have to be born with it?” I said.
He smiled again. “No, you
don’t have to be born with it. Everyone
could do it if they started training themselves young
enough to use their minds to the fullest extent.
All through history certain people have had strange
powers. The trouble was, they were thought to
be freaks instead of the better developed humans they
actually were. Even now, we’re only on
the threshold of learning the full power of the mind.”
He turned to Tommy. “Would you like to
learn how to do things, Tommy?”
“Sure. Like what?”
He glanced at Marty and me. “Like
making the world a better place to live.”
Two weeks later, at a meeting of the
town council, I wasn’t too worried about getting
the proposal accepted. We might have some trouble
with Atherson, but I figured between the two of us
we could handle him. When the new business came
up, I stood up and led Tommy to the front of the hall.
There were a few whispers as we went, as children under
fifteen aren’t allowed in the hall during a
council meeting.
“Tommy has something to say
to you which, I think, will interest everyone here.
Go on, son.”
Seconds afterwards, we all heard,
a clear “Hello,” but not with our ears;
the word came from inside our heads.
Someone said: “The kid’s
a telepath,” and the silence was broken.
Everybody was talking at the same time.
“I suppose you think it’s
an honor to have one of them damn things for your
son,” Atherson yelled. “I’m
glad you’re the one who got stuck, and not me.”
“Tommy was not born a
telepath, John,” I told him. “He has
been deliberately trained to make use of the
latent power in his brain. And I don’t
think I’m ‘stuck’ either. We
all know we’ve been slowly slipping into retrogression
ever since ’63. None of us like it, but
there isn’t anything we can do to halt it yet.
We don’t want our children, or their children,
to keep slipping backwards. If we don’t
stop it in our lifetime, we may not be able to stop
it at all.
“As I see it, the best chance
we have to at least achieve a status quo is to accept
the aid those among us with psi talents are willing
to give. After all, it’s their world, too.
With their help, we may be able to build a better
civilization, one without the socio-political diseases
that led to the war.
“The young man who has been
staying at my house for the past three weeks taught
Tommy to do what he just did. He says he thinks
he can do it with any child under ten years old, and
is even willing to try it with some teen-agers.
Of course, Tommy’s training has just begun.
He will keep on learning for years.
“Here’s my idea.
If some of the children get a grounding in how to
develop their dormant brain power, by the time they’re
twenty, they’ll be able to mold a new society,
one geared to the present culture instead of the past
traditions. How about it?”
I waited. For a minute there
was silence. Finally one of the older men stood
up. “Is he sure he can do it?”
“All we know is it worked with Tommy,”
I replied.
“I don’t like it; it’s unnatural,”
Atherson said.
“No one asked you to like it,” someone
said.
Another called: “Do you
think three world wars in fifty years is natural?
Let’s take a vote.”
A vote was taken, and it was decided
to add an extra class for those children whose parents
wanted them to attend. After a month, the council
would expect a report on what progress or
lack of it had been made.
A few weeks later, when my math class
was over, I hung around to watch the new class.
It was divided into small groups, each training on
a different psi talent. One group was lifting
pencils and gently returning them to desks by telekinesis.
Another was sitting quietly, once in a while breaking
into shouts of laughter; probably telepathy. There
were other groups, but I didn’t know enough
about the talents to identify their work.
During the time he was teaching, he
met a girl. They spent quite a bit of time together,
and she joined the special class. By the time
the report to the council came due, it wasn’t
hard to tell they were in love.
Just about everyone in town turned
out for that meeting. The boys and girls who
were taking the class were seated at the front of the
hall. The report was first on the agenda, so
the kids could go home to bed.
“When we started,” he
said, “I asked those children who weren’t
interested, or who were um unsuited
to the work, to leave. Then we ran through a
general training exercise, and after a week, I split
the class up into groups. Each group was to concentrate
on one talent, but general sessions for the entire
class give everyone practice in all talents. I
think we’ve made fairly good progress. Some
of the older teen-agers have shown an interest in
the talents (he glanced at his girl), and although
progress has not been as rapid as with the younger
children, they are sufficiently developed to help
instruct. Now your children are going to demonstrate
what they have learned.”
For the next half hour we watched
Tommy and fourteen other boys and girls work.
Tommy and the others who had concentrated on telepathy
read silently to us from books and talked to each
other, projecting their thoughts so we could also
listen in. The telekinesis group all worked together
to build a small table. All the necessary materials
were stacked at the front of the room. The kids
sat in a half circle, their brows furrowed in concentration
as lumber, nails and hammers moved under the guidance
of their minds. When they had finished, the table
was complete, even to the sanding and a coat of varnish.
Finally, the only one with precognition a
girl about six years old, with long blonde hair gave
the weather forecast for the next two weeks.
Copies of her prediction were passed out to us, so
we could check her accuracy.
Once the kids were gone, he stood
up again. “I hope you are all convinced
as to what can be accomplished through the use of psi.
The talents can and should be used for the betterment
of society, not for carnival side shows. Of course,
there are more than those just demonstrated.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t find them present in
this group. I was hoping for either a healer
or a sensitive, but no one had the necessary ability.
“If you want the class continued,
the decision is yours. Thanks for having open
minds, and for giving me a chance.” He picked
up his jacket and walked out.
Atherson didn’t bother to come
to the meeting, so the vote to continue the class
was unanimous.
He stayed on, teaching part-time,
helping out with the work at my place, and seeing
his girl. Then, one afternoon two weeks after
the council meeting, she came to see me. “You’ve
got to stop him, Mr. Tranton,” she said.
“He’s going to leave. He told me he
was going right after he finished the class today.
He’s probably down at the store right now, buying
things to take with him. You’ve got to make
him stay.”
“Why?” I asked quietly,
watching the tears well up in her eyes. She hadn’t
lost her composure yet, but she felt so strongly about
him she was on the verge of breaking down.
“Because I love him and he loves
me,” she retorted. “That’s why.
Won’t you talk to him? At least get him
to take me with him. Please.”
“You said you love him.
Would you rather he stayed here, and was never fully
happy, or left to continue searching, maybe to return
someday, ready to settle down? If you really
love him there’s no question.”
“Couldn’t he take me with him?”
I shook my head. “I don’t
think you should even ask him to take you. You’d
be a burden that would slow him down. He’d
worry about you, have to get your food, find shelter
for you. He might let you go with him, but don’t
ask him to. He’s too young to be tied down.
Now go on, and wish him good luck and kiss him goodbye.
He’s coming up the road now.”
She glanced out the open window, jumped
up, and ran out into the sunlight, to wait at the
side of the road. I picked up the book I had
been reading, but the window was too close to the road
for me to concentrate on the pages. She didn’t
say anything until he was standing before her.
“I’ll be waiting,” she said.
“Take care of yourself.”
He nodded. “I have to go,”
he told her. “Partly because it was Dad’s
last wish, partly because I need others of my own kind.
Alone, we can’t help the world much; together,
there’s a good chance for results. I left
a letter for the council saying you were going to take
over the class, because you have the ability to carry
on. Watch Cathy, and help her all you can.
She’s got it; her weather forecast proved that
much. You’ve got to drum that into her;
never let her forget it. Maybe I’ll be back I
hope so. But first, I have to find others.
I need them, and they might need me. We’re
still not completely self-sufficient.
“Give the kids my love, and
keep them at it. Just don’t forget they
are kids. Give them a chance to grow up
as normally as possible. That’s a chance
I didn’t have.”
He kissed her tenderly, then started
off down the road. When he reached the crest
of the hill, he turned and waved. Marty joined
me at the doorway, and we waved too. Outlined
against the bright blue afternoon sky, he stood immobile
for a moment. To many, he would have been just
a young man with a tired-out face; but to me, the
symbol of a better life for Tommy and his children
... a life unmarred by the threat of instant death
as punishment for something he had little control over.
He’s gone now, but the work
will go on, and the Athersons of the world will come
to realize he is giving us another chance, a chance
we don’t really deserve. Somehow he reminds
me of another man. A man who said: “Suffer
the little children to come unto me, and forbid them
not; for of such is the kingdom of God.”