Septimus had never seen a woman faint
before. At first he thought Emmy was dead, and
rubbed agonized hands together like a fly. When
he realized what had happened, he produced a large
jack-knife which he always carried in his trousers
pocket for the purpose, he explained, of
sharpening pencils and offered it to Zora
with the vague idea that the first aid to fainting
women consisted in cutting their stay-laces.
Zora rebuked him for futility, and bade him ring the
bell for the maid.
It was all very sudden. The scene
had been one that of late had grown so familiar:
Zora and Septimus poring over world itineraries, the
latter full of ineffectual suggestion and irrelevant
reminiscence, and Emmy reading by the fire. On
this occasion it was the Globe newspaper which
Septimus, who had spent the day in London on an unexecuted
errand to his publisher, had brought back with him.
Evening papers being luxuries in Nunsmere, he had
hidden it carefully from Wiggleswick, in order to present
it to the ladies. Suddenly there was a rustle
and a slither by the fire-place, and Emmy, in a dead
faint, hung over the arm of the chair. In her
hand she grasped the outer sheet of the paper.
The inner sheet, according to the untidy ways of women
with newspapers, lay discarded on the floor.
With Septimus’s help Zora and
the maid carried her to the sofa; they opened the
window and gave her smelling salts. Septimus anxiously
desired to be assured that she was not dying, and
Zora thanked heaven that her mother had gone to bed.
Presently Emmy recovered consciousness.
“I must have fainted,” she said in a whisper.
“Yes, dear,” said Zora, kneeling by her
side. “Are you better?”
Emmy stared past Zora at something unseen and terrifying.
“It was foolish. The heat,
I suppose. Mr. Sypher’s burning board.”
She turned an appealing glance to Septimus. “Did
I say anything silly?”
When he told her that she had slipped
over the arm of the chair without a word, she looked
relieved and closed her eyes. As soon as she had
revived sufficiently she allowed herself to be led
up-stairs; but before going she pressed Septimus’s
hand with feverish significance.
Even to so inexperienced a mind as
his the glance and the hand-shake conveyed a sense
of trust, suggested dimly a reason for the fainting
fit. Once more he stood alone and perplexed in
the little drawing-room. Once more he passed
his long fingers through his Struwel Peter hair and
looked about the room for inspiration. Finding
none, he mechanically gathered up the two parts of
the newspaper, with a man’s instinct for tidiness
in printed matter, and smoothed out the crumples that
Emmy’s hand had made on the outer sheet.
Whilst doing so, a paragraph met his eye, causing him
to stare helplessly at the paper.
It was the announcement of the marriage
of Mordaunt Prince at the British Consulate in Naples.
The unutterable perfidy of man!
For the first time in his guileless life Septimus
met it face to face. To read of human depravity
in the police reports is one thing, to see it fall
like a black shadow across one’s life is another.
It horrified him. Mordaunt Prince had committed
the unforgivable sin. He had stolen a girl’s
love, and basely, meanly, he had slunk off, deceiving
her to the last. To Septimus the lover who kissed
and rode away had ever appeared a despicable figure
of romance. The fellow who did it in real life
proclaimed himself an unconscionable scoundrel.
The memory of Emmy’s forget-me-not blue eyes
turning into sapphires as she sang the villain’s
praises smote him. He clenched his fists and put
to incoherent use his limited vocabulary of anathema.
Then fearing, in his excited state, to meet Zora,
lest he should betray the miserable secret, he stuffed
the newspaper into his pocket, and crept out of the
house.
Before his own fire he puzzled over
the problem. Something must be done. But
what? Hale Mordaunt Prince from his bride’s
arms and bring him penitent to Nunsmere? What
would be the good of that, seeing that polygamy is
not openly sanctioned by Western civilization?
Proceed to Naples and chastise him? That were
better. The monster deserved it. But how
are men chastised? Septimus had no experience.
He reflected vaguely that people did this sort of
thing with a horsewhip. He speculated on the kind
of horsewhip that would be necessary. A hunting
crop with no lash would not be more effective than
an ordinary walking stick. With a lash it would
be cumbrous, unless he kept at an undignified distance
and flicked at his victim as the ring-master in the
circus flicks at the clown. Perhaps horsewhips
for this particular purpose could be obtained from
the Army and Navy Stores. It should be about
three feet long, flexible and tapering to a point.
Unconsciously his inventive faculty began to work.
When he had devised an adequate instrument, made of
fine steel wires ingeniously plaited, he awoke, somewhat
shame-facedly, to the commonplaces of the original
problem. What was to be done?
He pondered for some hours, then he
sighed and sought consolation in his bassoon; but
after a few bars of “Annie Laurie” he put
the unedifying instrument back in its corner and went
out for a walk. It was a starry night of frost.
Nunsmere lay silent as Bethlehem; and a star hung low
in the east. Far away across the common gleamed
one solitary light in the vicarage windows; the Vicar,
good gentleman, finishing his unruffled sermon while
his parish slept. Otherwise darkness spread over
everything save the sky. Not a creature on the
road, not a creature on the common, not even the lame
donkey. Incredibly distant the faint sound of
a railway whistle intensified the stillness.
Septimus’s own footsteps on the crisp grass rang
loud in his ears. Yet both stillness and darkness
felt companionable, in harmony with the starlit dimness
of the man’s mind. His soul was having its
adventure while mystery filled the outer air.
He walked on, wrapped in the nebulous fantasies which
passed with him for thought, heedless, as he always
was, of the flight of time. Once he halted by
the edge of the pond, and, sitting on a bench, lit
and smoked his pipe until the cold forced him to rise.
With an instinctive desire to hear some earthly sound,
he picked up a stone and threw it into the water.
He shivered at the ghostly splash and moved away,
himself an ineffectual ghost wandering aimlessly in
the night.
The Vicar’s lamp had been extinguished
long ago. A faint breeze sprang up. The
star sank lower in the sky. Suddenly, as he turned
back from the road to cross the common for the hundredth
time, he became aware that he was not alone.
Footsteps rather felt than heard were in front of him.
He pressed forward and peered through the darkness,
and finally made out a dim form some thirty yards
away. Idly he followed and soon recognized the
figure as that of a woman hurrying fast. Why a
woman should be crossing Nunsmere Common at four o’clock
in the morning passed his power of conjecture.
She was going neither to nor from the doctor, whose
house lay behind the vicarage on the right. All
at once her objective became clear to him. He
thought of the splash of the stone. She was making
straight for the pond. He hastened his pace,
came up within a few yards of her and then stopped
dead. It was Emmy. He recognized the zibeline
toque and coat edged with the same fur which she often
wore. She carried something in her hand, he could
not tell what.
She went on, unconscious of his nearness.
He followed her, horror-stricken. Emmy, a new
Ophelia, was about to seek a watery grave for herself
and her love sorrow. Again came the problem which
in moments of emergency Septimus had never learned
to solve. What should he do? Across the agony
of his mind shot a feeling of horrible indelicacy
in thrusting himself upon a woman at such a moment.
He was half tempted to turn back and leave her to the
sanctity of her grief. But again the splash echoed
in his ears and again he shivered. The water
was so black and cold. And what could he say to
Zora? The thought lashed his pace to sudden swiftness
and Emmy turned with a little scream of fear.
“Who are you?”
“It’s I, Septimus,”
he stammered, taking hold of his cap. “For
God’s sake, don’t do it.”
“I shall. Go away. How dare you spy
on me?”
She stood and faced him, and her features
were just discernible in the dim starlight. Anger
rang in her voice. She stamped her foot.
“How dare you?”
“I haven’t been spying
on you,” he explained. “I only recognized
you a couple of minutes ago. I was walking about taking
a stroll before breakfast, you know.”
“Oh!” she said, stonily.
“I’m dreadfully sorry
to have intruded upon you,” he continued, twirling
his cap nervously in his fingers while the breeze played
through his upstanding hair. “I didn’t
mean to but I couldn’t stand by and
let you do it. I couldn’t, really.”
“Do what?” she asked,
still angry. Septimus did not know that beneath
the fur-lined jacket her heart was thumping madly.
“Drown yourself,” said Septimus.
“In the pond?” she laughed
hysterically. “In three feet of water?
How do you think I was going to manage it?”
Septimus reflected. He had not
thought of the pond’s inadequate depth.
“You might have lain down at
the bottom until it was all over,” he remarked
in perfect seriousness. “I once heard of
a servant girl who drowned herself in a basin of water.”
Emmy turned impatiently and, walking
on, waved him away; but he accompanied her mechanically.
“Oh, don’t follow me,”
she cried in a queer voice. “Leave me alone,
for God’s sake. I’m not going to
commit suicide. I wish to heaven I had the pluck.”
“But if you’re not going
to do that, why on earth are you here?”
“I’m taking a stroll before
breakfast just like yourself. Why am
I here? If you really want to know,” she
added defiantly, “I’m going to London by
the early train from Hensham the milk train.
See, I’m respectable. I have my luggage.”
She swung something in the dark before him and he perceived
that it was a handbag. “Now are you satisfied?
Or do you think I was going to take a handkerchief
and a powder puff into the other world with me?
I’m just simply going to London nothing
more.”
“But it’s a seven-mile walk to Hensham.”
She made no reply, but quickened her
pace. Septimus, in a whirl of doubt and puzzledom,
walked by her side, still holding his cap in his hand.
Even the intelligence of the local policeman would
have connected her astounding appearance on the common
with the announcement in the Globe. He
took that for granted. But if she were not about
to destroy herself, why this untimely flight to London?
Why walk seven miles in wintry darkness when she could
have caught a train at Ripstead (a mile away) a few
hours later, in orthodox comfort? It was a mystery,
a tragic and perplexing mystery.
They passed by the pond in silence,
crossed the common and reached the main road.
“I wish I knew what to do, Emmy,”
he said at last. “I hate forcing my company
upon you, and yet I feel I should be doing wrong to
leave you unprotected. You see, I should not
be able to face Zora.”
“You had better face her as
late as possible,” she replied quickly.
“Perhaps you had better walk to the station with
me. Would you?”
“It would ease my mind.”
“All right. Only, for God’s
sake, don’t chatter. I don’t want
you of all people to get on my nerves.”
“Let me carry your bag,”
said Septimus, “and you had better have my stick.”
The process of transference brought
to his consciousness the fact of his bareheadedness.
He put on his cap and they trudged along the road like
gipsy man and wife, saying not a word to each other.
For two miles they proceeded thus, sometimes in utter
blackness when the road wound between thick oak plantations,
sometimes in the lesser dimness of the open when it
passed by the rolling fields; and not a sign of human
life disturbed the country stillness. Then they
turned into the London road and passed through a village.
Lights were in the windows. One cottage door stood
open. A shaft of light streamed across Emmy’s
face, and Septimus caught a glimpse of drawn and haggard
misery. They went on for another mile. Now
and then a laborer passed them with an unsurprised
greeting. A milkcart rattled by and then all
was silence again. Gradually the stars lost brilliance.
All of a sudden, at the foot of a
rise crowned by a cottage looming black against the
sky, Emmy broke down and cast herself on a heap of
stones by the side of the road, a helpless bundle
of sobs and incoherent lamentations. She could
bear it no longer. Why had he not spoken to her?
She could go no further. She wished she were dead.
What was going to become of her? How could he
walk by her side saying nothing, like a dumb jailer?
He had better go back to Nunsmere and leave her to
die by the wayside. It was all she asked of Heaven.
“Oh, God have pity on me,”
she moaned, and rocked herself to and fro.
Septimus stood for a time tongue-tied
in acute distress. This was his first adventure
in knight-errantry and he had served before neither
as page nor squire. He would have given his head
to say the unknown words that might comfort her.
All he could do was to pat her on the shoulder in a
futile way and bid her not to cry, which, as all the
world knows, is the greatest encouragement to further
shedding of tears a weeping woman can have. Emmy
sobbed more bitterly than ever. Once more on that
night of agonizing dubiety, what was to be done?
He looked round desperately for guidance, and, as
he looked, a light appeared in the window of the hilltop
cottage.
“Perhaps,” said he, “if
I knock at the door up there, they can give you a
glass of milk. Or a cup of tea,” he added,
brightening with the glow of inspiration. “Or
they may be able to let you lie down for a while.”
But Emmy shook her head miserably.
Milk, tea, recumbent luxury were as nothing to her.
Neither poppy nor mandragora (or words to that effect)
could give her ease again. And she couldn’t
walk four miles, and she must catch the morning train.
“If you’ll tell me what
I can do,” said Septimus, “I’ll do
it.”
A creaky rumble was heard in the distance
and presently they made out a cart coming slowly down
the hill. Septimus had another brilliant idea.
“Let me put you into that and take you back
to Nunsmere.”
She sprang to her feet and clutched his arm.
“Never. Never, do you hear?
I couldn’t bear it. Mother, Zora I
couldn’t see them again. Last night they
nearly drove me into hysterics. What do you suppose
I came out for at this hour, if it wasn’t to
avoid meeting them? Let us go on. If I die
on the road, so much the better.”
“Perhaps,” said Septimus, “I could
carry you.”
She softened, linked her arm in his,
and almost laughed, as they started up the hill.
“What a good fellow you are,
and I’ve been behaving like a beast. Anyone
but you would have worried me with questions and
small wonder. But you haven’t even asked
me ”
“Hush,” said Septimus.
“I know. I saw the paragraph in the newspaper.
Don’t let’s talk of it. Let us talk
of something else. Do you like honey? The
Great Bear put me in mind. Wiggleswick wants to
keep bees. I tell him, if he does, I’ll
keep a bear. He could eat the honey, you see.
And then I could teach him to dance by playing the
bassoon to him. Perhaps he would like the bassoon,”
he continued, after a pause, in his wistful way.
“Nobody else does.”
“If you had it with you now,
I should love it for your sake,” said Emmy with
a sob.
“If you would take my advice
and rest in the cottage, I could send for it,”
he replied unsmilingly.
“We must catch the train,” said Emmy.
In Wirley, half a mile further, folks
were stirring. A cart laden with market produce
waited by a cottage door for the driver who stood swallowing
his final cup of tea. A bare-headed child clung
round his leg, an attendant Hebe. The wanderers
halted.
“If the other cart could have
taken us back to Nunsmere,” said Septimus, with
the air of a man who has arrived at Truth, “this
one can carry us to the station.”
And so it fell out. The men made
Emmy as comfortable as could be among the cabbages,
with some sacks for rugs, and there she lay drowsy
with pain and weariness until they came to the end
of their journey.
A gas-light or two accentuated the
murky dismalness of the little station. Emmy
sank exhausted on a bench in the booking hail, numb
with cold, and too woebegone to think of her hair,
which straggled limply from beneath the zibeline toque.
Septimus went to the booking office and asked for two
first-class tickets to London. When he joined
her again she was crying softly.
“You’re coming with me? It is good
of you.”
“I’m responsible for you to Zora.”
A shaft of jealousy shot through her tears.
“You always think of Zora.”
“To think of her,” replied
Septimus, vaguely allusive, “is a liberal education.”
Emmy shrugged her shoulders.
She was not of the type that makes paragons out of
her own sex, and she had also a sisterly knowledge
of Zora unharmonious with Septimus’s poetic
conception. But she felt too miserable to argue.
She asked him the time.
At last the train came in. There
was a great rattling of milk-cans on the gloomy platform,
and various slouching shapes entered third-class carriages.
The wanderers had the only first-class compartment
to themselves. It struck cold and noisome, like
a peculiarly unaired charnel-house. A feeble
lamp, whose effect was dimmed by the swishing dirty
oil in the bottom of the globe, gave a pretense at
illumination. The guard passing by the window
turned his lantern on them and paused for a wondering
moment. Were they a runaway couple? If so,
thought he, they had arrived at quick repentance.
As they looked too dismal for tips, he concerned himself
with them no more. The train started. Emmy
shook with cold, in spite of her fur-lined jacket.
Septimus took off his overcoat and spread it over
their two bodies as they huddled together for warmth.
After a while her head drooped on his shoulder and
she slept, while Septimus sucked his empty pipe, not
daring to light it lest he should disturb her slumbers.
For the same reason he forbore to change his original
awkward attitude, and in consequence suffered agonies
of pins and needles. To have a solid young woman
asleep in your arms is not the romantic pleasure the
poets make out; for comfort, she might just as well
stand on your head. Also, as Emmy unconsciously
drew the overcoat away from him, one side of his body
perished with cold; and a dinner suit is not warm enough
for traveling on a frosty morning.
The thought of his dinner jacket reminded
him of his puzzledom. What were Emmy and himself
doing in that galley of a railway carriage when they
might have been so much more comfortable in their
own beds in Nunsmere? It was an impenetrable
mystery to which the sleeping girl who was causing
him such acute though cheerfully borne discomfort
alone had the key. In vain did he propound to
himself the theory that such speculation betokened
an indelicate mind; in vain did he ask himself with
unwonted severity what business it was of his; in
vain did he try to hitch his thoughts to Patent Safety
Railway Carriages, which were giving him a great deal
of trouble; in vain did he try to sleep. The
question haunted him. So much so that when Emmy
awoke and rubbed her eyes, and in some confusion apologized
for the use to which she had put his shoulder, he
was almost ashamed to look her in the face.
“What are you going to do when
you get to Victoria?” Emmy asked.
Septimus had not thought of it.
“Go back to Nunsmere, I suppose, by the next
train unless you want me?”
“No, I don’t want you,” said Emmy
absently. “Why should I?”
And she gazed stonily at the suburban
murk of the great city until they reached Victoria.
There, a dejected four-wheeled cab with a drooping
horse stood solitary on the rank a depressing
object. Emmy shivered at the sight.
“I can’t stand it.
Drive me to my door. I know I’m a beast,
Septimus dear, but I am grateful. I am, really.”
The cab received them into its musty
interior and drove them through the foggy brown of
a London winter dawn. Unimaginable cheerlessness
enveloped them. The world wore an air of disgust
at having to get up on such a morning. The atmosphere
for thirty yards around them was clear enough, with
the clearness of yellow consomme, but ahead it
stood thick, like a puree of bad vegetables.
They passed through Belgravia, and the white-blinded
houses gave an impression of universal death, and
the empty streets seemed waiting for the doors to
open and the mourners to issue forth. The cab,
too, had something of the sinister, in that it was
haunted by the ghosts of a fourpenny cigar and a sixpenny
bottle of scent which continued a lugubrious flirtation;
and the windows rattled a danse macabre.
At last it pulled up at the door of Emmy’s Mansions
in Chelsea.
She looked at him very piteously,
like a frightened child. Her pretty mouth was
never strong, but when the corners drooped it was babyish.
She slipped her hand in his.
“Don’t leave me just yet.
It’s silly, I know but this awful
journey has taken everything out of me. Every
bit of it has been worse than the last. Edith that’s
my maid will light a fire you
must get warm before you start and she’ll
make some coffee. Oh, do come. You can keep
the cab.”
“But what will your maid think?”
asked Septimus, who for all his vagueness had definite
traditions as to the proprieties of life.
“What does it matter? What
does anything in this ghastly world matter? I’m
frightened, Septimus, horribly frightened. I daren’t
go up by myself. Oh! Come!”
Her voice broke on the last word.
Saint Anthony would have yielded; also his pig.
Septimus handed her out of the cab, and telling the
cabman to wait, followed her through the already opened
front door of the Mansions up to her flat. She
let herself in with her latchkey and showed him into
the drawing-room, turning on the electric light as
he entered.
“I’ll go and wake Edith,”
she said. “Then we can have some breakfast.
The fire’s laid. Do you mind putting a
match to it?”
She disappeared and Septimus knelt
down before the grate and lit the paper. In a
second or two the flame caught the wood, and, the blower
being down, it blazed fiercely. He spread his
ice-cold hands out before it, incurious of the futile
little room whose draperies and fripperies and inconsiderable
flimsiness of furniture proclaimed its owner, intent
only on the elemental need of warmth. He was
disturbed by the tornadic entrance of Emmy.
“She’s not here!”
she exclaimed tragically. Her baby face was white
and there were dark shadows under the eyes which stared
at him with a touch of madness. “She’s
not here!”
“Perhaps she has gone out for
a walk,” Septimus suggested, as if London serving-maids
were in the habit of taking the air at eight o’clock
on a foggy morning.
But Emmy heard him not. The dismaying
sense of utter loneliness smote her down. It
was the last straw. Edith, on whom she had staked
all her hopes of physical comfort, was not there.
Overstrained in body, nerves, and mind, she sank helplessly
in the chair which Septimus set out for her before
the fire, too exhausted to cry. She began to
speak in a queer, toneless voice:
“I don’t know what to
do. Edith could have helped me. I want to
get away and hide. I can’t stay here.
It’s the first place Zora will come to.
She mustn’t find me. Edith has been through
it herself. She would have taken me somewhere
abroad or in the country where I could have stayed
in hiding till it was over. It was all so sudden the
news of his marriage. I was half crazy, I couldn’t
make plans. I thought Edith would help me.
Now she has gone, goodness knows where. My God,
what shall I do?”
She went on, looking at him haggardly,
a creature driven beyond the reticence of sex, telling
her inmost secret to a man as if it were a commonplace
of trouble. It did not occur to her distraught
mind that he was a man. She spoke to herself,
without thought, uttering the cry for help that had
been pent within her all that awful night.
The puzzledom of Septimus grew unbearable
in its intensity; then suddenly it burst like a skyrocket
and a blinding rain of fire enveloped him. He
stood paralyzed with pain and horror.
The sullen morning light diffused
itself through the room, mingling ironically with
the pretty glow cast by the pink-shaded electric globes,
while the two forlorn grotesques regarded each other,
unconscious of each other’s grotesqueness, the
girl disheveled and haggard, the man with rough gray
coat unbuttoned, showing the rumpled evening dress;
her toque miserably awry, his black tie riding above
his collar, the bow somewhere behind his ear.
And the tragedy of tragedies of a young girl’s
life was unfolded.
“My God, what am I to do?”
Septimus stared at her, his hands
in his trousers pockets. In one of them his fingers
grasped a folded bit of paper. He drew it out
unthinkingly a very dirty bit of paper.
In his absent-minded way he threw it towards the fire,
but it fell on the tiled hearth. In moments of
great strain the mind seizes with pitiful eagerness
on the trivial. Emmy looked at the paper.
Something familiar about its shape struck her.
She leaned forward, picked it up and unfolded it.
“This is a check,” she
said in a matter-of-fact tone. “Did you
mean to throw it away?”
He took it from her and, looking at
it, realized that It was Clem Sypher’s check
for two hundred pounds.
“Thanks,” said he, thrusting it into his
overcoat pocket.
Then his queerly working brain focused associations.
“I know what we can do,” said he.
“We can go to Naples.”
“What good would that be?”
she asked, treating the preposterous question seriously.
He was taken aback by her directness,
and passed his fingers through his hair.
“I don’t know,” said he.
“The first thing we must do,”
said Emmy and her voice sounded in her own
ears like someone else’s “is
to get away from here. Zora will be down by the
first train after my absence is discovered. You
quite see that Zora mustn’t find me, don’t
you?”
“Of course,” said Septimus,
blankly. Then he brightened. “You can
go to an hotel. A Temperance Hotel in Bloomsbury.
Wiggleswick was telling me about one the other day.
A friend of his burgled it and got six years.
A man called Barkus.”
“But what was the name of the hotel?”
“Ah! that I forget,” said
Septimus. “It had something to do with Sir
Walter Scott. Let me see. Lockhart no,
Lockhart’s is a different place. It was
either the Bride of Lammermoor or yes,”
he cried triumphantly, “it was the Ravenswood,
in Southampton Row.”
Emmy rose. The switch off onto
the trivial piece of paper had braced her unstrung
nerves for a final effort: that, and the terror
of meeting Zora.
“You’ll take me there. I’ll
just put some things together.”
He opened the door for her to pass out. On the
threshold she turned.
“I believe God sent you to Nunsmere Common last
night.”
She left him, and he went back to
the fire and filled and lit his pipe. Her words
touched him. They also struck a chord of memory.
His ever-wandering mind went back to a scene in undergraduate
days. It was the Corn Exchange at Cambridge,
where the most famous of all American evangelists was
holding one of a series of revivalist meetings.
The great bare hall was packed with youths, who came,
some to scoff and others to pray. The coarse-figured,
bald-headed, brown-bearded man in black on the platform,
with his homely phrase and (to polite undergraduate
ears) terrible Yankee twang, was talking vehemently
of the trivial instruments the Almighty used to effect
His purposes. Moses’s rod, for instance.
“You can imagine Pharaoh,” said he and
the echo of the great voice came to Septimus through
the years “you can imagine Pharaoh
walking down the street one day and seeing Moses with
a great big stick in his hand. ‘Hallo, Moses,’
says he, ’where are you going?’ ‘Where
am I going?’ says Moses. ’I guess
I’m going to deliver the Children of Israel
out of the House of Bondage and conduct them to a
land flowing with milk and honey.’ ’And
how are you going to do it, Moses?’ ‘With
this rod, sir, with this rod!’”
Septimus remembered how this bit of
unauthenticated history was greeted with derision
by the general, and with a shocked sense of propriety
by the cultivated and young men at the
university can be very cultivated indeed on occasion.
But the truth the great preacher intended to convey
had lingered at the back of his own mind and now came
out into the light. Perhaps Emmy had spoken more
truly than she thought. In his simple heart he
realized himself to be the least effectual of men,
apparently as unhelpful towards a great deliverance
as the walking stick used by Moses. But if God
had sent him to Nunsmere Common and destined him to
be the mean instrument of Emmy’s deliverance?
He rubbed the warm pipe bowl against his cheek and
excogitated the matter in deep humility. Yes,
perhaps God had sent him. His religious belief
was nebulous, but up to its degree of clarity it was
sincere.
A few minutes later they were again
in the cab jogging wearily across London to Southampton
Row; and the little empty drawing-room with all its
vanities looked somewhat ghostly, lit as it was by
the day and by the frivolously shaded electric light
which they had forgotten to switch off.