Zora went straight back to her hotel
sitting-room. There, without taking off her hat
or furs, she wrote a swift, long letter to Clem Sypher,
and summoning the waiter, ordered him to post it at
once. When he had gone she reflected for a few
moments and sent off a telegram. After a further
brief period of reflection she went down-stairs and
rang up Sypher’s office on the telephone.
The mere man would have tried the
telephone first, then sent the telegram, and after
that the explanatory letter. Woman has her own
way of doing things.
Sypher was in. He would have
finished for the day in about twenty minutes.
Then he would come to her on the nearest approach to
wings London locomotion provided.
“Remember, it’s something
most particular that I want to see you about,”
said Zora. “Good-by.”
She rang off, and went up-stairs again,
removed the traces of tears from her face and changed
her dress. For a few moments she regarded her
outward semblance somewhat anxiously in the glass,
unconscious of a new coquetry. Then she sat down
before the sitting-room fire and looked at the inner
Zora Middlemist.
There was never woman, since the world
began, more cast down from her high estate. Not
a shred of magnificence remained. She saw herself
as the most useless, vaporing and purblind of mortals.
She had gone forth from the despised Nunsmere, where
nothing ever happened, to travel the world over in
search of realities, and had returned to find that
Nunsmere had all the time been the center of the realities
that most deeply concerned her life. While she
had been talking others had been living. The three
beings whom she had honored with her royal and somewhat
condescending affection had all done great things,
passed through flames and issued thence purified with
love in their hearts. Emmy, Septimus, Sypher,
all in their respective ways, had grappled with essentials.
She alone had done nothing she the strong,
the sane, the capable, the magnificent. She had
been a tinsel failure. So far out of touch had
she been with the real warm things of life which mattered
that she had not even gained her sister’s confidence.
Had she done so from her girlhood up, the miserable
tragedy might not have happened. She had failed
in a sister’s elementary duty.
As a six weeks’ wife, what had
she done save shiver with a splendid disgust?
Another woman would have fought and perhaps have conquered.
She had made no attempt, and the poor wretch dead,
she had trumpeted abroad her crude opinion of the
sex to which he belonged. At every turn she had
seen it refuted. For many months she had known
it to be vain and false; and Nature, who with all
her faults is at least not a liar, had spoken over
and over again. She had raised a fine storm of
argument, but Nature had laughed. So had the
Literary Man from London. She had a salutary vision
of herself as the common geck and gull of the queerly
assorted pair. She recognized that in order to
work out any problem of life one must accept life’s
postulates and axioms. Even her mother, from whose
gentle lips she rarely expected to hear wisdom, had
said: “I don’t see how you’re
going to ‘live,’ dear, without a man to
take care of you.” Her mother was right,
Nature was right, Rattenden was right. She, Zora
Middlemist, had been hopelessly wrong.
When Sypher arrived she welcomed him
with an unaccustomed heart-beat. The masterful
grip of his hands as they held hers gave her a new
throb of pleasure. She glanced into his eyes
and saw there the steady love of a strong, clean soul.
She glanced away and hung her head, feeling unworthy.
“What’s this most particular
thing you have to say to me?” he asked, with
a smile.
“I can’t tell it to you
like this. Let us sit down. Draw up that
chair to the fire.”
When they were seated, she said:
“I want first to ask you a question
or two. Do you know why Septimus married my sister?
Be quite frank, for I know everything.”
“Yes,” he said gravely,
“I knew. I found it out in one or two odd
ways. Septimus hasn’t the faintest idea.”
Zora picked up an illustrated weekly
from the floor and used it as a screen, ostensibly
from the fire, really from Sypher.
“Why did you refuse the Jebusa Jones offer this
morning?”
“What would you have thought
of me if I had accepted? But Septimus shouldn’t
have told you.”
“He didn’t. He told
Emmy, who told me. You did it for my sake?”
“Everything I do is for your
sake. You know that well enough.”
“Why did you send for Septimus?”
“Why are you putting me through this interrogatory?”
he laughed.
“You will learn soon,”
said Zora. “I want to get everything clear
in my mind. I’ve had a great shock.
I feel as if I had been beaten all over. For
the first time I recognize the truth of the proverb
about a woman, a dog, and a walnut tree. Why
did you send for Septimus?”
Sypher leaned back in his chair, and
as the illustrated paper prevented him from seeing
Zora’s face, he looked reflectively at the fire.
“I’ve always told you
that I am superstitious. Septimus seems to be
gifted with an unconscious sense of right in an infinitely
higher degree than any man I have ever known.
His dealings with Emmy showed it. His sending
for you to help me showed it. He has shown it
in a thousand ways. If it hadn’t been for
him and his influence on my mind I don’t think
I should have come to that decision. When I had
come to it, I just wanted him. Why, I can’t
tell you.”
“I suppose you knew that he
was in love with me?” said Zora in the same
even tone.
“Yes,” said Sypher. “That’s
why he married your sister.”
“Do you know why in
the depths of his heart he sent me the tail
of the little dog?”
“He knew somehow that it was
right. I believe it was. I tell you I’m
superstitious. But in what absolute way it was
right I can’t imagine.”
“I can,” said Zora.
“He knew that my place was by your side.
He knew that I cared for you more than for any man
alive.” She paused. Then she said
deliberately: “He knew that I loved you
all the time.”
Sypher plucked the illustrated paper
from her hand and cast it across the room, and, bending
over the arm of his chair, seized her wrist.
“Zora, do you mean that?”
She nodded, fluttered a glance at
him, and put out her free hand to claim a few moments’
grace.
“I left you to look for a mission
in life. I’ve come back and found it at
the place I started from. It’s a big mission,
for it means being a mate to a big man. But if
you will let me try, I’ll do my best.”
Sypher thrust away the protecting hand.
“You can talk afterwards,” he said.
Thus did Zora come to the knowledge
of things real. When the gates were opened, she
walked in with a tread not wanting in magnificence.
She made the great surrender, which is woman’s
greatest victory, very proudly, very humbly, very
deliciously. She had her greatnesses.
She freed herself, flushed and trembling,
throbbing with a strange happiness that caught her
breath. This time she believed Nature, and laughed
with her in her heart in close companionship.
She was mere woman after all, with no mission in life
but the accomplishment of her womanhood, and she gloried
in the knowledge. This was exceedingly good for
her. Sypher regarded her with shining eyes as
if she had been an immortal vesting herself in human
clay for divine love of him; and this was exceedingly
good for Sypher. After much hyperbole they descended
to kindly commonplace.
“But I don’t see now,”
he cried, “how I can ask you to marry me.
I don’t even know how I’m to earn my living.”
“There are Septimus’s
inventions. Have you lost your faith in them?”
He cried with sudden enthusiasm, as
who should say, if an Immortal has faith in them,
then indeed must they be divine:
“Do you believe in them now?”
“Utterly. I’ve grown
superstitious, too. Wherever we turn there is
Septimus. He has raised Emmy from hell to heaven.
He has brought us two together. He is our guardian
angel. He’ll never fail us. Oh, Clem,
thank heaven,” she exclaimed fervently, “I’ve
got something to believe in at last.”
Meanwhile the guardian angel, entirely
unconscious of apotheosis, sat in the little flat
in Chelsea blissfully eating crumpets over which Emmy
had spread the preposterous amount of butter which
proceeds from an overflowing heart. She knelt
on the hearth rug watching him adoringly as if he were
a hierophant eating sacramental wafer. They talked
of the future. He mentioned the nice houses he
had seen in Berkeley Square.
“Berkeley Square would be very
charming,” said Emmy, “but it would mean
carriages and motor-cars and powdered footmen and Ascot
and balls and dinner parties and presentations at
Court. You would be just in your element, wouldn’t
you, dear?”
She laughed and laid her happy head on his knee.
“No, dear. If we want to
have a fling together, you and I, in London, let us
keep on this flat as a pied-a-terre. But
let us live at Nunsmere. The house is quite big
enough, and if it isn’t you can always add on
a bit at the cost of a month’s rent in Berkeley
Square. Wouldn’t you prefer to live at
Nunsmere?”
“You and the boy and my workshop
are all I want in the world,” said he.
“And not Wiggleswick?”
One of his rare smiles passed across his face.
“I think Wiggleswick will be upset.”
Emmy laughed again. “What
a funny household it will be Wiggleswick
and Madame Bolivard! It will be lovely!”
Septimus reflected for an anxious
moment. “Do you know, dear,” he said
diffidently, “I’ve dreamed of something
all my life I mean ever since I left home.
It has always seemed somehow beyond my reach.
I wonder whether it can come true now. So many
wonderful things have happened to me that perhaps
this, too ”
“What is it, dear?” she asked, very softly.
“I seem to be so marked off
from other men; but I’ve dreamed all my life
of having in my house a neat, proper, real parlor
maid in a pretty white cap and apron. Do you
think it can be managed?”
With her head on his knee she said in a queer voice:
“Yes, I think it can.”
He touched her cheek and suddenly drew his hand away.
“Why, you’re crying!
What a selfish brute I am! Of course we won’t
have her if she would be in your way.”
Emmy lifted her face to him.
“Oh, you dear, beautiful, silly
Septimus,” she said, “don’t you understand?
Isn’t it just like you? You give every one
else the earth, and in return you ask for a parlor
maid.”
“Well, you see,” he said
in a tone of distressed apology, “she would come
in so handy. I could teach her to mind the guns.”
“You dear!” cried Emmy.