I remained in that cosy, book-lined
den for perhaps an hour one whole hour
of sweet, delightful ecstasy.
With her fair head buried upon my
shoulder she shed tears of joy, while, time after
time, I smothered her white brow with my kisses.
Ah! yes, I loved her. I closed my eyes to all.
I put away all my dark suspicions, and lived only
for the present in the knowledge that Sylvia was mine mine!
My hot, fevered declarations of affection
caused her to cling to me more closely, yet she uttered
but few words, and those half-incoherent ones, overcome
as she was by a flood of emotion. She seemed to
have utterly broken down beneath the great strain,
and now welcomed the peace and all-absorbing happiness
of affection. Alone and friendless, as she had
admitted herself to be, she had, perhaps, longed for
the love of an honest man. At least, that is
what I was egotistical enough to believe. Possibly
I might have been wrong, for until that moment I had
ever been a confirmed bachelor, and had but little
experience of the fantastic workings of a woman’s
mind.
Like so many other men of my age,
I had vainly believed myself to be a philosopher.
Yet are not philosophers merely soured cynics, after
all? And I certainly was neither cynical nor soured.
Therefore my philosophy was but a mere ridiculous
affectation to which so many men and women are prone.
But in those moments of ecstasy I
abandoned myself entirely to love, imprinting lingering,
passionate kisses upon her lips, her closed eyes,
her wide white brow, while she returned my caresses,
smiling through her hot tears.
Presently, when she grew calmer, she
said in a low, sweet voice
“I hardly know whether
this is wise. I somehow fear ”
“Fear what?” I asked, interrupting her.
“I fear what the future may
hold for us,” she answered. “Remember
I I am poor, while you are wealthy, and ”
“What does that matter, pray?
Thank Heaven! I have sufficient for us both sufficient
to provide for you the ordinary comforts of life,
Sylvia. I only now long for the day, dearest,
when I may call you wife.”
“Ah!” she said, with a
wistful smile, “and I, too, shall be content
when I can call you husband.”
And so we sat together upon the couch,
holding each other’s hand, and speaking for
the first time not as friends but as lovers.
You who love, or who have loved, know
well the joyful, careless feeling of such moments;
the great peace which overspreads the mind when the
passion of affection burns within.
Need I say more, except to tell you
that our great overwhelming love was mutual, and that
our true hearts beat in unison?
Thus the afternoon slipped by until,
of a sudden, we heard a girl’s voice call:
“Sylvia! Sylvia!”
We sprang apart. And not a moment
too soon, for next second there appeared at the French
windows the tall figure of a rather pretty dark-haired
girl in cream.
“I I beg your pardon!”
she stammered, on recognizing that Sylvia was not
alone.
“This is Mr. Biddulph,”
exclaimed my well-beloved. “Miss Elsie
Durnford.”
I bowed, and then we all three went
forth upon the lawn.
I found Sylvia’s fellow-guest
a very quiet young girl, and understood that she lived
somewhere in the Midlands. Her father, she told
me, was very fond of hunting, and she rode to hounds
a good deal.
We wandered about the garden awaiting
Shuttleworth’s return, for both girls would
not hear of me leaving before tea.
“Mr. and Mrs. Shuttleworth are
certain to be back in time,” Sylvia declared,
“and I’m sure they’d be horribly
annoyed if you went away without seeing them.”
“Do you really wish me to stay?”
I asked, with a laugh, as we halted beneath the shadow
of the great spreading cedar upon the lawn.
“Of course we do,” declared
Elsie, laughing. “You really must remain
and keep us company, Mr. Biddulph. Sylvia, you
know, is quite a stranger. She’s always
travelling now-a-days. I get letters from her
from the four corners of the earth. I never know
where to write so as to catch her.”
“Yes,” replied my well-beloved,
with a slight sigh. “When we were at school
at Eastbourne I thought it would be so jolly to travel
and see the world, but now-a-days, alas! I confess
I’m already tired of it. I would give anything
to settle down quietly in the beautiful country in
England the country which is incomparable.”
“You will one day,” I remarked
meaningly.
And as she lifted her eyes to mine she replied
“Perhaps who knows?”
The village rector returned at last,
greeting me with some surprise, and introducing his
wife, a rather stout, homely woman, who bore traces
of good looks, and who wore a visiting gown of neat
black, for she had been paying a call.
“I looked in to see you the
other day in town, Mr. Biddulph,” he said.
“But I was unfortunate. Your man told me
you were out. He was not rude to me this time,”
he added humorously, with a laugh.
“No,” I said, smiling.
“He was profuse in his apologies. Old servants
are sometimes a little trying.”
“Yes, you’re right.
But he seems a good sort. I blame myself, you
know. He’s not to blame in the least.”
Then we strolled together to a tent
set beneath the cedar, whither the maid had already
taken the tea and strawberries, and there we sat around
gossiping.
Afterwards, when Shuttleworth rose, he said
“Come across to my study and
have a smoke. You’re not in a great hurry
to get back to town. Perhaps you’ll play
a game of tennis presently?”
I followed him through the pretty
pergola of roses, back into the house, and when I
had seated myself in the big old arm-chair, he gave
me an excellent cigar.
“Do you know, Mr. Biddulph,”
he said after we had been smoking some minutes, “I’m
extremely glad to have this opportunity of a chat with
you. I called at Wilton Street, because I wished
to see you.”
“Why?” I asked.
“Well, for several reasons,”
was his slow, earnest reply. His face looked
thinner, more serious. Somehow I had taken a great
fancy to him, for though a clergyman, he struck me
as a broad-minded man of the world. He was keen-eyed,
thoughtful and earnest, yet at the same time full
of that genuine, hearty bonhomie so seldom, alas! found
in religious men. The good fellowship of a leader
appeals to men more than anything else, and yet somehow
it seems always more apparent in the Roman Catholic
priest than in the Protestant clergyman.
“The reason I called to-day
was because I thought you might wish to speak to me,”
I said.
He rose and closed the French windows.
Then, re-seating himself, he removed his old briar
pipe from his lips, and, bending towards me in his
chair, said very earnestly
“I wonder whether I might presume
to say something to you strictly in private, Mr. Biddulph?
I know that I ought not to interfere in your private
affairs yet, as a minister of religion,
I perhaps am a slightly privileged person in that
respect. At least you will, I trust, believe
in my impartiality.”
“Most certainly I do, Mr. Shuttleworth,”
I replied, somewhat surprised at his manner.
“Well, you recollect our conversation
on the last occasion you were here?” he said.
“You remember what I told you?”
“I remember that we spoke of
Miss Sylvia,” I exclaimed, “and that you
refused to satisfy my curiosity.”
“I refused, because I am not
permitted,” was his calm rejoinder.
“Since I saw you,” I said,
“a dastardly attempt has been made upon my life.
I was enticed to an untenanted house in Bayswater,
and after a cheque for a thousand pounds had been
obtained from me by a trick, I narrowly escaped death
by a devilish device. My grave, I afterwards
found, was already prepared.”
“Is this a fact!” he gasped.
“It is. I was rescued by Sylvia
herself.”
He was silent, drawing hard at his pipe, deep in thought.
“The names of the two men who
made the dastardly attempt upon me were Reckitt and
Forbes friends of Sylvia Pennington,”
I went on.
He nodded. Then, removing his pipe, exclaimed
“Yes. I understand. But did I not
warn you?”
“You did. But, to be frank,
Mr. Shuttleworth, I really did not follow you then.
Neither do I now.”
“Have I not told you, my dear
sir, that I possess certain knowledge under vow of
absolute secrecy knowledge which it is not
permitted to me, as a servant of God, to divulge.”
“But surely if you knew that
assassination was contemplated, it was your duty to
warn me.”
“I did but you took
no heed,” he declared. “Sylvia warned
you also, when you met in Gardone, and yet you refused
to take her advice and go into hiding!”
“But why should an innocent,
law-abiding, inoffensive man be compelled to hide
himself like a fugitive from justice?” I protested.
“Who can fathom human enmity,
or the ingenious cunning of the evil-doer?”
asked the grey-faced rector quite calmly. “Have
you never stopped to wonder at the marvellous subtlety
of human wickedness?”
“Those men are veritable fiends,”
I cried. “Yet why have I aroused their
animosity? If you know so much concerning them,
Mr. Shuttleworth, don’t you think that it is
your duty to protect your fellow-creatures? to
make it your business to inform the police?”
I added.
“Probably it is,” he said
reflectively. “But there are times when
even the performance of one’s duty may be injudicious.”
“Surely it is not injudicious
to expose the methods of such blackguards!”
I cried.
“Pardon me,” he said.
“I am compelled to differ with that opinion.
Were you in possession of the same knowledge as myself,
you too, would, I feel sure, deem it injudicious.”
“But what is this secret knowledge?”
I demanded. “I have narrowly escaped being
foully done to death. I have been robbed, and
I feel that it is but right that I should now know
the truth.”
“Not from me, Mr. Biddulph,”
he answered. “Have I not already told you
the reason why no word of the actual facts may pass
my lips?”
“I cannot see why you should
persist in thus mystifying me as to the sinister motive
of that pair of assassins. If they wished to rob
me, they could have done so without seeking to take
my life by those horrible means.”
“What means did they employ?” he asked.
Briefly and vividly I explained their
methods, as he sat silent, listening to me to the
end. He evinced neither horror nor surprise.
Perhaps he knew their mode of procedure only too well.
“I warned you,” was all
he vouchsafed. “Sylvia warned you also.”
“It is over of the
past, Mr. Shuttleworth,” I said, rising from
my chair. “I feel confident that Sylvia,
though she possessed knowledge of what was intended,
had no hand whatever in it. Indeed, so confident
am I of her loyalty to me, that to-day yes,
let me confess it to you for I know you
are my friend as well as hers, to-day, here only
an hour ago, I asked Sylvia to become my wife.”
“Your wife!” he gasped,
starting to his feet, his countenance pale and drawn.
“Yes, my wife.”
“And what was her answer?” he asked dryly,
in a changed tone.
“She has consented.”
“Mr. Biddulph,” he said
very gravely, looking straight into my face, “this
must never be! Have I not already told you the
ghastly truth? that there is a secret an
unmentionable secret ”
“A secret concerning her!”
I cried. “What is it? Come, Mr. Shuttleworth,
you shall tell me, I demand to know!”
“I can only repeat that between
you and Sylvia Pennington there still lies the open
gulf and that gulf is, indeed, the grave.
In your ignorance of the strange but actual facts
you do not realize your own dread peril, or you would
never ask her to become your wife. Abandon all
thought of her, I beg of you,” he urged earnestly.
“Take this advice of mine, for one day you will
assuredly thank me for my counsel.”
“I love her with all the strength
of my being, and for me that is sufficient,”
I declared.
“Ah!” he cried in despair
as he paced the room. “To think of the irony
of it all! That you should actually woo her of
all women!” Then, halting before me, his eye
grew suddenly aflame, he clenched his hands and cried:
“But you shall not! Understand me, you shall
hate her; you shall curse her very name. You
shall never love her never I,
Edmund Shuttleworth, forbid it! It must not be!”
At that instant the frou-frou
of a woman’s skirts fell upon my ears, and,
turning quickly, I saw Sylvia herself standing at the
open French windows.
Entering unobserved she had heard
those wild words of the rector’s, and stood
pale, breathless, rigid as a statue.
“There!” he cried, pointing
at her with his thin, bony finger. “There
she is! Ask her yourself, now before
me the reason why she can never be your
wife the reason that her love is forbidden!
If she really loves you, as she pretends, she will
tell you the truth with her own lips!”